Mother's Milk  (F/toddler,extreme pedo,mast,oral,lac)

by Boytext (boytext@nym.alias.net)



Jan enjoyed nursing. Even at her most tired and 
frazzled, feeling the baby sucking at her breast filled 
her with a warm feeling. Now that her son Adam was 
almost four months and starting to sleep through the 
night, she felt more like herself again, not always 
tired (though often), and occasionally like her life was 
back together again. Certainly, sex with her husband was 
feeling a lot better. She cringed as she remembered the 
first time after the baby was born. Last night was 
certainly a lot better than that!

She relaxed into her favorite chair, an overstuffed 
rocker. The house was quiet for once - her husband had 
just left for work, and Adam seemed ready to go to sleep 
after having cried his heart out for an hour or so. It 
was a good time to think back over the past day or so 
and sort the thoughts in her mind.

Jan thought back to last night. She felt embarrassed to 
admit it to herself, but what had really got her excited 
was when her husband sucked on her nipples and got a 
little taste of milk. She came within a minute or so 
after that. These days, it was rare that she came before 
he did, he was so quick, and more often than not she 
didn't really feel that she was getting into it. But 
last night was different.

As Adam switched sides, she recalled the feeling of her 
husband sucking on her nipples. Wow, that was a hot 
erotic feeling. Perhaps that was what made the 
difference. To her surprise, she felt herself getting 
erotically aroused.

It felt a little strange, especially with her son right 
there at her breast, but she decided to feel it fully. 
The sensations of having the milk sucked out of her by 
her son blended with her husband's expert tongue 
extracting a few drops of the sweet liquid. Without 
fully realizing what she was doing, she found her hand 
making its way inside her panties. After a few minutes 
of familiar, slow circles, she felt the heat within her 
erupt into a full fire, just for a few seconds, then 
turn into glowing embers.

After her orgasm, she seemed to come back to 
consciousness. "What have I done?" she thought to 
herself. But when she looked down, Adam was asleep, and 
she felt really good. No harm seemed to have been done. 
And it had been quite a while since the last time she 
had done that. Before the pregnancy, she realized, over 
a year.

***

Over the next year or so, Jan continued to enjoy warm 
feelings while nursing Adam. And occasionally, when she 
was feeling very sexy, she'd have an orgasm just from 
nursing. She never touched herself while nursing, 
though. She had the feeling that would be wrong.

Still, when she wanted it to feel especially good, she 
wasn't above nursing him in the nude, both of them. The 
skin-to-skin contact felt really good, and what could 
possibly be wrong with bonding between mother and son? 
Yeah, so he peed on her sometimes, but she didn't really 
mind. She just wiped it up with a towel. Actually, 
sometimes the warm liquid running across her skin felt 
kind of good.

Jan's husband was away on a business trip, and it had 
been almost two weeks since she had had sex of any kind. 
As she settled into her favorite chair with Adam, she 
secretly hoped that this would be one of those times 
that got her off.

Now that Adam was a year and a half, he was starting to 
show some interest in his penis. More often than not, 
whenever you stripped off all his clothes, he'd reach 
down and start touching himself. He hadn't figured out 
how to masturbate properly, but Jan still thought it 
was, well, interesting.

Sure enough, as she stripped off his diaper, his hand 
almost automatically went to his tiny penis. He dived 
straight for the nipple, and Jan immediately felt a 
surge of warmness through her as the little mouth 
clamped onto her breast and started sucking. Yes, she 
thought, this was likely to be one of those times.

As Adam sucked, he persistently continued to play with 
his penis. Maybe he wasn't very expert at it, but his 
little penis started to grow hard nonetheless. Jan was 
surprised at this. She didn't realize it was possible in 
a child this young.

Watching her son fondle his increasingly erect penis, 
she felt the feelings within herself grow as well. "Is 
it possible?" she thought, that he's picking up on my 
eroticism?" Or, perhaps a little bit of the reverse as 
well.

At first, it was just a hint of an idea, then as the 
warmth grew within her, it started to become an 
obsession. If a child this young could get erect, could 
he possibly have an orgasm. With one part of her mind, 
she knew it was crazy, but with another, she realized 
that there was only one way to find out, and that now 
was her chance. She found herself with her fingertips on 
his semi hard penis.

She wondered what the hell she was doing, but also 
realized that he wouldn't remember this, and it almost 
certainly wouldn't cause any permanent harm. And nobody 
would ever know about it. Ever.

She expertly massaged her son's penis to full hardness 
and almost two inch length. After that, she felt she 
wasn't getting very far until she started pulling his 
foreskin back, pushing her fingers into the soft, smooth 
skin of his pubic region, just around his penis. Then 
she felt an immediate response. The penis got even 
harder (and she was thinking that wouldn't be possible), 
and the tip changed color, from a deep red to almost a 
purple. She began to feel the sparks well up within 
herself as she experienced this tiny sexuality in her 
hand.

As she continued to stroke, she realized that his mouth 
had gone slack, he was no longer sucking. But she was at 
the point now where orgasm was inevitable. Stroking with 
long, deep strokes, she felt his little body begin to 
twitch. This was too much - the fire once again raged 
within her body. After a couple of seconds (but it 
seemed like an eternity), and her still stroking, he 
pushed her hand away with his own.

Then he was asleep. Jan's other breast was full, but not 
so painful as to be engorged. Ah well, it would wait 
till he woke up.

***

This experience freaked Jan out a little. Not that she 
thought she had hurt him, but more with its intensity. 
Plus, she was worried that she might not be able to 
stop. But her husband returned from his trip, she was 
pretty satisfied with her sex life, and much as she was 
tempted a few times, she found it not to difficult to 
keep her hands to herself, or at least away from her 
son's privates. Well, aside from bathing and other stuff 
like that. Generally, she just made sure he had on at 
least a diaper while he nursed. Or later, briefs. He 
wasn't fully weaned until he was 4 years old and went to 
preschool.

She did experience orgasms a few more times while 
nursing her son, but it wasn't anything that she 
actively did - it just happened. Most of the times were 
when her husband was away for a while.

A few years passed, and she found herself pregnant with 
her second baby. The pregnancy was ok, but she found 
herself really looking forward to the time after the 
birth, when she'd get to nurse again. She missed it, not 
just the occasional orgasm, but also the warmth and 
closeness of such a small person depending on her. Adam 
was eight now, and a great kid, but certainly not the 
baby she remembered so fondly.

They still had the same old stuffed chair, and after 
Jordan was born she still loved to cuddle with her baby. 
She had fond memories of the times she nursed Adam. He 
certainly didn't seem warped by any of their 
experiences. He seemed to be turning out as a good kid, 
happy and well adjusted at school. So this time around, 
she decided maybe it was ok to glory in the sensuality 
mother/son bond. If only she weren't so tired all the 
time. Well, that would pass. In the meantime, she 
enjoyed the warm feelings of nourishing and sustaining a 
small life, her son.

***

When Jordan got to be about six months, the routine of 
the house settled down. Jan had taken a one year leave 
from work to be able to spend time with Jordan, her 
husband was off at work (and still frequently 
travelling), and Adam was in third grade. So most 
weekdays, Jan and Jordan had the house to themselves.

Now that Jan had her energy back, most days she did her 
housework while carrying Jordan around in a sling. 
Laundry, cooking, cleaning, paying the bills (the last 
only while Jordan slept). But by two or three in the 
afternoon, she was done with the chores. Jan sometimes 
felt like slowing down, not charging ahead so quickly. 
But that was just the kind of person that she was, and 
it served her well at her work. Besides, this gave her 
pure, uninterrupted time to nurse.

She'd settle down into the comfy chair, taking off most 
(or sometimes all) of her clothes, and the same for the 
baby. On cooler days, she had a great quilt that she 
spread over both of them. When it was warmer, like 
today, she just stripped everything off and made sure 
she had a towel handy in case he decided to pee.

Jan liked to gently massage her baby all over his body 
while he nursed. She didn't pay special attention to his 
penis, but she didn't stay away from it either. Usually 
he got at least a little bit of a hard-on and 
occasionally had a similar experience as his older 
brother about seven years earlier.

Today Jan had gotten an early start, and after Jordan 
finished nursing he still seemed like he wanted to play. 
It was an hour or two before his regular naptime, so 
they had some time. He wasn't crawling around on her 
belly yet (he hadn't really learned how), but the way he 
was wriggling suggested he wanted to.

Jan still had on a sexual buzz from nursing, and from 
her husband being away (again!). She looked down at the 
baby's half-hard penis and thought about stroking him to 
orgasm like she had done last month. Then, gripped in 
sexual ardor as she was, she had a different idea.

Her heart beating fast, she slowly turned Jordan around 
so that he was facing down in the chair. After a little 
adjustment, his little penis was resting on her face. 
She opened her lips and let it slide inside her mouth.

The first thing that struck her was how absolutely 
smooth the skin was. It was only a little more than an 
inch long, so she had no trouble taking all of it 
inside. It was warm and still semi hard. Well, she was 
going to try to change that!

Jan was very good at giving blowjobs. Well, she had a 
lot of experience from college. Those were some crazy 
days! Her husband complimented her skill, saying that 
she was the best of all his partners. That was saying a 
lot, Jan knew. She didn't know whether to believe him, 
or whether he was flattering her, but either way it felt 
good.

This time, she knew from her experience massaging him 
that stroking the entire length of his penis, from just 
under the tip all the way to the base, was the best way 
to get him fully erect. So she started by probing the 
tip with her tongue, then pushing her lips all the way 
down. She was soon rewarded by him becoming more erect.

It was never just the penis in her mouth that made oral 
sex exciting for Jan. It was always the excitement she 
caused in her partner. She felt it deep inside her now, 
and it was all the more intense because of the full body 
contact of her son lying on her chest.

His joystick in her mouth, she piloted him expertly 
towards orgasm, using the responses in his whole body as 
feedback. After a few minutes she felt his body starting 
to jerk. By this time she knew she had to come as well, 
so her hand found its way to her pussy, causing sparks 
to emanate from her clitoris and spread through her 
whole body.

And then it was over. Mother and child had shared each 
other's bodies, and each other's sexuality. It felt 
good, but maybe a little too intense. Well, a little too 
intense to do often, anyway. With that thought in her 
mind, Jan dozed off to sleep, Jordan already having 
closed his eyes and started breathing slowly and 
regularly.


THE END

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