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Eating my Cum
by sexyjenny23 (http://xhamster.com/user/sexyjenny23)

***

For as long as I can remember, it has been a fantasy 
of mine to eat my own cum. As many other men with this 
fantasy, I have struggled in achieving the final 
destination, which is my cum covered fingers being 
sucked clean by my own tongue and mouth. (MF, mast, 
oral, selfing)

***

Philosophically speaking, I see no harm in eating your 
own semen and I certainly do not think it makes you 
gay. I have absolutely no desire to be with another 
man, I just feel that it is insanely hot to think 
about my own cum in my mouth, and oh so difficult to 
do. In high school, when I was limber and spry, I 
attempted autofellatio a few times and was able to 
taste my own cum through this method. I cannot say it 
is something I necessarily enjoyed at that time, but I 
was curious and it was obviously pleasurable.

Time progressed and I tried various other methods of 
penis to mouth/tongue/throat semen transfers. I made 
bribes and deals with myself, created games that were 
fixed to ensure the outcome ended with me eating my 
own cum, masturbated in public places with a high 
chance of someone catching me so that I would be 
forced to eat my cum in order to not be caught. Anyone 
else know how this feels?

Alas, it seemed that every time I convinced myself to 
eat my own cum, and every time I was sure I would eat 
it, that this was finally going to be the time I 
licked my fingers clean, I chickened out. As I have 
tasted my own cum a few times, I can tell you that I 
do not dislike the taste... mine barely has a taste. I 
am not grossed out by the texture at all. I quite like 
the warm, gooey feeling of it. It is just that every 
time I begin to orgasm, I completely lose the desire 
to eat my cum.

Well, having failed so many times in my endeavors, I 
decided to talk to my girlfriend about this fantasy. 
Over the years that we have been together, I knew I 
could trust her with my kinky fantasy. I figured that 
it was a fantasy of mine and if she had no desire to 
partake in this with me, then it did not need to 
progress any further. Nothing ventured, nothing 
gained, right? 

The first time I brought it up to her she was a bit 
startled. We were living in different states at the 
time and I brought it up over the phone during phone 
sex foreplay. We were discussing different fantasies 
and turn-ons when I casually asked her if she would 
like me to clean her up when we were done. She was a 
bit confused and asked what I meant. I told her that 
it was a fantasy of mine to eat my own cum.

We discussed the details of this for a few minutes and 
continued our mutual masturbations. She could tell by 
my breathing that I was approaching orgasm and softly 
whispered over the phone that she would enjoy it if I 
ate my cum for her. The thought of licking my fingers 
clean for her caused everything in my genitals to ache 
for sweet relief. As I orgasmed, I held the head of my 
penis in my left hand and this opened my hole. 

I watched as my semen slowly bubbled out and 
overflowed my swollen head. My index finger and thumb 
were covered with globs of my semen. 

When I could speak again, she asked me if I liked the 
taste or not and I confessed that I had not held up my 
end of the bargain. She asked if I was afraid of it. I 
told her that I was not afraid of it; it was just that 
I had lost the desire to. She began whining and said 
that the thought of me cleaning myself up was so 
beautiful to her that she did not think she could cum 
unless I ate it all. 

After some persuading, she convinced me to gather it 
all on my index finger and thumb and to just do it for 
her. She instructed me to not just clog my nose, throw 
it all in, and swallow. She told me that she wanted me 
to enjoy it, to try to describe the taste for her. I 
politely obliged. I slowly licked nearly half of my 
load on the first swipe. I rolled it around my tongue 
for a few moments, tasted the saltiness of it and not 
much more. I asked her for permission to swallow it 
and she allowed me to. 

She asked me if I had liked it or not. I responded 
with the fact that it certainly was not the worst 
tasting stuff in the world. I followed that up with a 
few minutes of discussion regarding the texture and 
the feelings I had as it slid across my tongue and 
down my throat. I finished cleaning my hand and talked 
to her about other ways we could act upon this fetish. 
Upon hearing all this, it was her turn to orgasm and 
writhe in ecstasy. 

That was the last time I was able to eat my own cum on 
my own. We have talked during foreplay about it, I 
have talked to her about licking my cum off her 
beautiful breasts, I have made deals with her that if 
I cum before her I will gladly finish her orgasm by 
eating my cum from inside her, and I have told her 
that I would love to make out after a blowjob, trading 
my cum between her mouth and mine. And every time, 
without fail, I lose the courage to follow through 
once I begin to orgasm. We chuckle and shrug it off as 
if it is no big deal.

Anyone else with this fantasy knows that it is indeed 
a big deal. Sometimes, it is all we can think about. I 
find myself obsessing over it mentally during the day. 
We talked about all this, my frustration, different 
ways we could enjoy it... my personal favorite is the 
thought of tying me to the bed and 69'ing. The first 
one to orgasm gets to eat my cum. However, all the 
talking we had done never amounted to anything more 
than talk. After a year and a half, I had kind of 
given up hope and quit talking about this fantasy. 

Then, one evening over a candle light dinner, I 
brought the subject up again. I told her that once I 
started to cum, I would chicken out and lose all 
desire to eat it. I practically begged her over our 
table to feed it to me. She said she completely 
understood my feelings and that even though she would 
love to share this with me, she was not going to force 
me to do something I could not bring myself to do. 

I said to her, it is obviously a desire I had and I 
was asking her to do this for me. I continued by 
saying, "I am asking you now, before we get to the 
bedroom, that whatever happens tonight, I want you to 
feed me my cum and I beg you to not allow me to 
chicken out." I made her a deal at that moment, that 
we wouldn't talk about it anymore, she would 
understand that after I began to cum there was no way 
I would ask her to feed me my cum, and that she would 
just do it.

When we finally reached the bedroom, she gently laid 
me down on the bed and removed my clothing. My pants 
got on my penis as she pulled them down, haphazardly 
flinging my erect member to the side. She undressed in 
the dark, light pouring in through the d****s and 
dancing off her beautiful body. I could clearly make 
out her nipples, puffy and swollen, calling out to me. 
I could see her sweet pussy dampened, dripping at the 
thought of our dinner conversation. She slid over my 
cock, which was straining with desire, gently brushing 
the shaft with her breasts.

I could have easily came at the slightest breeze. She 
laid down beside, grabbed a cock ring and slowly 
rolled it down the length of my penis, lingering for 
just a moment with my aching head in her hand. She 
kissed me sweetly and asked me to masturbate for her. 
I gladly obliged, slowly pulling and tugging on my 
throbbing penis which was begging for sweet release. 
After nearly a minute, she told me that she would like 
to know when I was going to come so she could catch it 
in her hand. 

I knew I could not take the agony much longer. Within 
thirty seconds I was ready to cum. True to her word, 
she cupped her hand over the head of my penis as I 
began to come. The tension of dreaming of this moment 
for so long, the sexual build up throughout the day 
and the conversation at dinner resulted in what seemed 
like a massive load of semen. I filled her hand and 
some slid out, down the side of my penis, resting on 
my shaved pubic region. 

Without saying a word, she brought her hand to my 
mouth. I had my mouth open; awaiting the sweet reward 
we had talked so much about. She opened her hand and 
let my cum slide into my mouth. My cum hit my tongue, 
tasting sweet and salty. It flowed over my tongue and 
throughout my mouth, coming to rest in the back, 
waiting to be swallowed. I savored the moment, trying 
to memorize it. I wanted to remember the smells, the 
tastes, the feelings; for surely, this was altogether 
the kinkiest and hottest thing I had ever done.

She smiled at me, reached down to my quickly 
shriveling penis, scooped up the cum we had spilled, 
brought her finger between our mouths and asked if I 
wanted to lick it with her. We began to lick her 
finger together, our tongues chasing my cum up and 
down and back and forth between our mouths. 

It was truly an amazing night.

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