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Violett - 5
by Sailbad (sailbad@storiesonline.org)
***
An attractive, adventurous lesbian gives a light-
hearted narration of her life's experiences in dog-sex
from her first discoveries while masturbating to her
adventures while in a committed relationship in her
twenties. Parts 3, 4, & 5 are the hottest. (FF, 1st,
mast, exh, beast)
***
PART 5: I Star in a Sex Show
At the age of twenty-two I started getting my kicks
through exhibitionism. It started after I landed my
first job and moved in with a biker chick who picked
me up at a rock concert. She was a tall, muscular
blonde, a Nordic war goddess who worked out twice a
day, loved leather and had the strongest tongue I have
ever known. She enjoyed showing me off and she bought
me these very revealing costumes of satin and suede
and then cruised around town with me on the back of
her bike. We would go on road trips over to Sturgis or
up to Telluride. She liked to make me dance in front
of her friends after which we would dive into our tent
for some hot lovin'.
She was very possessive and demanding which kind of
turned me on but I didn't let her push me around too
much; I'm not putting a tattoo on my body for anybody.
It took a lot of prodding but she finally persuaded me
to strip at a local club on amateur night. I was
nervous as hell the first time but I was damn good. I
didn't come out in the typical, simple costume that
most girls wore.
I came out in full regalia, coat, hat, skirt, blouse,
with all the foundation garments a lady should wear,
and I didn't just quickly get nude and dance, I
actually stripped. I had the dance lessons and
gymnastics behind me to put on a good show too and
after I overcame my nervousness I had captivated the
place. I got offers to become a regular but I was
afraid someone I worked or went to school with might
come in some day. Enticing people is fun, shocking
them is better.
After I broke up with the Amazon I had a long,
adventurous relationship with a punk rocker, we made
an interesting couple. With all of her piercings, dark
blue hair and shocking wardrobe, she was flamboyant,
exhibitionistic, and boldly fascinating without being
cheap or gaudy. I, on the other hand, dressed
modestly; classy without being prudish and alluring
without being slutty – a preppie. Short skirts had
finally made a comeback and I was made to wear them.
We were polar opposites; Angel and The Monster. Our
friends used to tell each of us, "Why do you hang
around someone like her?" They couldn’t have respected
our answer.
We used to delve into public sex just to shock people.
We called it Cat and Mouse. She always played the
wild, aggressive seducer while I played the demure,
sweet victim. We dressed the parts, too. She wore only
torn black stockings and a ripped black dress shirt
with a thick black stripe painted diagonally across
her eyes. I wore a tiny gray pleated skirt, a tight
low neck sweater, a big bow in my hair, and a shear
mesh veil across my eyes. We both looked like a couple
of street hookers.
She would slowly stock me as we made our way through
nightclubs, liquor stores and adult arcades in the
red-light part of town, teasing and harassing everyone
we came across. When she caught me she would pin me to
a wall and ravage me, pull my clothes aside and grope
me or force me to the ground by my hair and shove her
cunt in my face. We got some fool to yell "Rape" one
time. It would always end up in some real heavy love
making, often before we could make it home.
She had a friend who staged "Performance Art" back in
its infancy and knew about our game. He hired us to
present a work he called "Yin and Yang" that we would
perform at various wine and brie gatherings. She would
enter from one side wearing black buccaneer boots, a
black corset, long black gloves, and carrying a black
cat-o-nine-tails. I would enter from the opposite side
in a white merry widow, white stockings, white lace
gloves, a wedding veil, and carrying a bouquet of
white roses. We each wore color-coordinated masks or I
doubt if I could have done it.
By a carefully choreographed script we would circle
each other then she would lunge at me in a lip-lock
while I feigned fear. After I slowly succumbed to her
attentions we would collapse into soissant-neuf on the
floor amidst drizzling applause. We would suck on each
other's gigs for up to an hour while the art crowd
partied casually above us, occasionally passing
comment on the "symbolic dichotomy of our rapture".
The first time we got so hot they had to literally
pull us apart.
We would do the same act at one of her punk clubs only
the crowds were nowhere near as politely detached.
Guys would feel us up at will; one time two audience
members squatted over us and beat off. I distinctly
remember some guy's spooge dribbling on my hip and
hearing our artist friend shouting, "Yes! Perfect!
PERFECT!" Weird. After college she and I went our
separate ways and I spent the next two years jumping
from bed to bed making absolutely sure I had exorcized
all of my wild urges.
It was then I met the love of my life, Danielle
(Danny), another lipstick lesbian three years my
senior and still my partner to this day. I found her
through an ad in the personals column, an "attractive,
dark, DWF looking to rekindle her Sapphic past". Our
personalities and styles suited each other perfectly
and the first time we kissed - it was love.
When we met she was mired in a deep depression over
her husband running off with his receptionist and I
made it my mission to resurrect her. We restyled her
hair, exercised twenty five pounds off of her and got
her a new wardrobe. By the time we were finished she
was so hot her ex begged her to take him back. The
jerk wanted to get in between us for a three-way. She
shot him down in flames, absolute vindication. The
success really went to her head and she became almost
obsessed with exclaiming our affair at every
opportunity. She had an intense desire to show off to
the world the beauty of our bodies and the intensity
of our lovemaking.
I don't know how but she found a swingers club that
would hire couples to put on a live sex show before
their festivities began. They would meet at the
clubhouse of an apartment complex and we would make
love in front of them on a mattress on the floor. They
watched us and paired up for their own performances as
we "worked". The pay was nice and I have to admit we
put on a really good show.
Our bodies were both perfect in those days and the
passion of our deep love for each other revealed
itself in our sex. We were repeat performers; they
would all get very worked up just watching us. One
week they contacted Danny with an offer for double the
money if she would perform with a dog. They were
intent on the idea and had been looking all over for
an attractive participant.
She leapt at the idea. She had never done it before
and I tried very hard to explain to her what she was
in for but she was so caught up in the beauty of her
new body and the power she wielded over an audience
that her mind was set. As the week passed and the
night approached I could tell she was starting to get
cold feet. I drove her to the clubhouse that night and
waited with her in the kitchen for the guy with the
dog to arrive and all the members to gather. She had
stripped down and put on a robe but her third scotch
and soda hadn't made her any braver. A positively
greasy looking guy and his roly-poly girlfriend
finally showed up with what looked like a black
lab/great dane mix named Jake and Danny finally
chickened out.
I had gotten myself worked up for this possibility and
was ready to sex it up with Danny myself but the club
people insisted they wanted the dog show. Well, I had
done it before and we really needed the money so I
consented to go on for Danny.
I got undressed with the greasy guy leering at me all
the time while he and his lady took off Jake's collar
and started putting socks on the front and hind legs.
I knew why the socks went on the front paws but I had
no idea why they were putting socks on his hind legs.
The girl asked me if I had done this before and I said
I had. She asked me if I was going to take his knot
and when I said yes they just looked at each other and
smirked.
Greasy Lee just kept winking at me and saying, "He's
gonna like you jiss fine." I decided it was time to
get acquainted with my co-star and knelt down to pet
him. He had suddenly realized what he was there for
and licked me all over as he tried to jump up on me
and start humping any part of me available. Danny was
grateful for me to take her place but there was really
no reason for it as I was getting very turned on by
the idea of a good fucking. It became time for the
show and I just kissed Danny tenderly, smiled at her
and told her, "Watch this."
I felt no apprehension about covering my identity,
they had all seen me nude before as I had seen them
all nude. They had all watched me having sex before as
I had watched them all having sex. I entered before
Jake and slowly strolled around the room with a broad
smile and my hands on my hips, stopping and posing
before couples and groups to let them examine my
charms before I walked to the dais and knelt; a
sacrifice presented for their enjoyment.
They let the dog in from the kitchen and he darted
into the room in a highly agitated state, prancing
among the crowd, who were by that time in various
stages of undress, and looking for his target. He
found me and came to me in a supplicate manner, licked
me briefly in the face, and then dove down to check
out where he planned on planting his fuck-root. He
lapped at my pouting labia and I rotated over on to my
hip, grabbed my heel and pushed my leg high into the
air in a broad spread. He pounced on my crotch and dug
his tongue hungrily into my open, unprotected gash. A
dog licking is so good.
I rolled on to my back and kept twisting around so
that my captivated audience could get a good view. As
I writhed, Jake kept stepping over my body with his
fore paws and then begin to hump at the air above me;
he knew this girl was his and wanted her bad. I kept
low; not giving him any target of chance, to build
tension for him, me, and everybody else. Looking
around the room I could see my audience was riveted,
all quiet and just staring at us wide-eyed as hands
slowly crept toward crotches.
I was enjoying Jake's attentions, I twitched under the
jolts of tiny orgasms, my body was succumbing to
Jake's will, I was slowly both physically and mentally
yielding myself to Jake's control, a ready bitch was
about to be presented for his mating.
When I felt the time was right, I made my last free
will choice of the evening by offering my sex to Jake
for his use. I rolled on to my stomach and then raised
myself up onto my knees and elbows - I was Jake's now.
He wasted no time, he circled around behind me as I
rose and waited in position, at the right opportunity
his chest bounded onto the small of my back and his
forelegs encircled my hips in one quick motion.
I could tell right away Jake had done this before, his
first chance to hump something more than air that
night and he put himself right behind me, centered his
hips over my butt and even made a slight thrusting
adjustment necessary for finding a human vagina rather
than a canine one.
I was astounded that a dog that had never had me
before could access me so easily as I felt his already
swollen and distended hood jammed firmly against my
vulva on the first thrust. My pussy lips were swollen
for this kiss. The only thing I had to do was to arch
my back down slightly to open my labia a bit for him,
his very next thrust was right on center and sunk
home. After getting his first solid piece of Violett,
he used his grip on my waist for leverage and sucked
his pelvis in tight against my ass. His third stroke
was mostly just an extension of his second and I felt
that rigid, pointy dog cock pushed in almost all the
way to my cervix.
I tensed up instinctively at having something so hard
and sharp thrust in so deeply and aggressively, I
wasn't ready for that. I knew from experience that a
dog penis would loose its rigidity once it starts to
swell out, but that usually takes a while. I wondered
how many pokes like that I could take before he puffed
out to cushion his spear and my vagina would
accommodate his attack. I had also heard somewhere
that great danes had about the biggest of all dog
penises. A big enough knot and he could lock up with
me!
For the first time I worried if I could take a dog,
and what if he tied with me before I could eject him!
To my side I was relieved to see Greasy Lee stepping
toward me and anxiously watching my face for any sign
to pull Jake off. I pulled my stomach in to try and
draw my sensitive uterus from Jake's reach. A tense
few seconds passed as Jake worked himself in me and
his dick puffed up.
It was going to be OK, I relaxed and Jake became a
welcome treat to my gig. Waves of pleasure came and
with the threat of pain and injury gone I could
welcome the orgasms overtaking me. Jake made himself
at home on my back, leaning so far over me that his
head was craned over my shoulder. Neck and neck, we
exchanged breath with each other as we strained
towards our goals. His heavy breathing and beastly
grunts told me I may be leading but I was in no way
controlling him.
I knew my body was at the mercy of a large, powerful
animal consumed by blind lust. Pushing himself forward
with his paws on my thighs, he molded himself to me
for leverage, enhancing our coupling into a full body
contact. He was a big dog and his haunches wrapped
around the outside of my hips and thighs and I felt as
though my body were enclosed by his like a star fish
around an oyster, held captive until his need of me
was satiated.
Moving only his hips in that seductive way animals
mate, his haunches slapped, ground, and crowded
against my soft ass. I could feel his muscles rippling
and straining against my back, his soft fur on my
naked skin was a delicious delight all by itself. His
knot was already deep in me and that cock of his was
feeling real good. Nature was reliably providing for
both of us just fine. Jake was a master. His pounding
and bouncing off my ass was delightful and our organs
worked together brilliantly.
I started cumming big time soon after I relaxed. It
was a bit of a strain because I had to keep my cunny
high enough for Jake to hit squarely and at the same
time support his weight. I remained still and passive
beneath him with my chin held up stoically and my eyes
cast down demurely. Out of the corner of my eyes I
could see the crowd frozen like statues, I actually
think they had stopped breathing. They were at the
edge of their seats watching in absolute disbelief.
They were witnessing this beast's monstrously alien
appendage perpetrating hell knows what unspeakable
atrocities within a tender young woman's intimate,
feminine province.
Jake and I knew what was going on in there, a pleasure
exchange disguised as a reproductive process. I was
getting off on it so much. Their gawking awe was
turning me on and Jake was helping so nicely.
All that could be heard was the sloppy, rhythmic
mashing of Jakes balls against my labia. I could feel
a rumble start in Jake's chest that soon became a
distinct growling that he let out intermittently as he
fucked. It was a sensuous indicator of the nature of
the exchange between us; we were, in spite of diverse
biologies and all those spectators, two beings sharing
intimate sexual gratification. For the benefit of the
crowd I started to accompany his orations by softly
moaning and cooing to him in time with his efforts.
His cock truly was getting huge. He had swollen up to
fill my passage and that knot was in me solid. It not
only felt good where it was but it was a comforting
presence that told me this was going to be a long
enjoyable bond. His cock had lengthened and its
squishy tip was bunched up against my cervix and
gently rocking my womb with his thrusts.
I turned my head to look for Danny, I wanted her with
me, and I wanted to share this with her. My eye caught
Greasy's girlfriend watching us pensively from the
doorway like a coach watching her protégé. I wanted to
tell her she trained him well. I picked Danny out of
the crowd, I looked deep into her eyes as a tremendous
climax seized me and I felt her love going out to me.
I was amazed by Jake's stamina, in my experience a dog
would only hump for at most a minute before they fell
still and started to spew. This sweet son of a bitch
had extended his performance to at least three times
that. I had never had such a good fuck in my life from
a non-plastic penis and I was feeling very grateful I
had a vagina. I found out why they put socks on Jake's
hind legs. He started a spastic torrent of thrusting
and began to wail.
He was starting to cum and his hind legs came off the
floor and clamped around the outside of my thighs. He
dug and thrashed with all four legs as though he were
trying to climb on top of my ass and he drove his hips
against my crotch violently trying to shove his whole
pelvis into me. His tail twisted and curled back and
forth between my thighs. He whined and cried as he
strained and then he just got very still yet tense. I
could feel him issue inside me, the warmth spread from
the back of my vagina all the way outward.
Slowly, he began to relax his grip on me as wearily
all four legs slid down and stood on the floor. He
stood over me panting with his hips fastened to my
butt by virtue of his knot lodged in me like a button
in a buttonhole. His drool fell on my shoulder and his
excess emissions were seeping out around his implanted
penis and dripped from my labia onto the mattress. Our
frenzied struggle came to a silent halt and I could
hear snippets of dialogue in the crowd.
"Wow! Did he ever get in to her."
"Oh look, he's cumming in her!"
"How could she ... filthy animal?"
"Why doesn't he pull out?"
"What do you mean 'hung up'?"
"Is he still cumming?"
"She really liked it, huh?"
I certainly did.
The whole room was falling out just like that scene in
'Behind the Green Door'. If people weren't undressed
before they certainly were now. Every cock in the room
was erect. Within my limited view I could see one
woman slide down between a man's legs and start deep-
throating him. To their side a couple was in a lip
lock while masturbating each other. Two men got on the
floor behind me to investigate Jake's entrenchment and
our inter-species violation of natural law. When they
got too close Jake whipped his head back and growled
at them (‘My bitch! Mine!’).
Jake remained still with his pelvis glued to my ass,
panting but apparently enjoying my cunny. He
eventually got restless, stepped over my back and
started toward the kitchen. He threw his hind leg over
my butt and somehow wrenched himself free of my cunt
sooner than I thought was possible. When he pulled
free it was with a great sucking sound and a loud plop
followed by a gush of coital residue spilling between
my knees. I was startled by his quick, easy departure;
he nearly pulled me inside out.
When the room got their first sight of Jake's
equipment they let out a distinct exclamation of
disbelief, I was astonished myself. A bright red, ten
or eleven inch, deformed carrot hung from his pelvis
and dangled in the open air, still squirting his
watery cum in a slow steady pulse. His knot was nearly
as big as a baseball and kept his hood from drawing
his big dick back in.
The raw, obscene thing lolled around under his
distended sheath looking tender and vulnerable but at
the same time menacing and indomitable. Their
exclamation was a mixture of fascination that dogs
carried such weapons and admiration that I could
completely envelop one. I looked at that marvelous yet
hideous thing and thought it the perfect instrument to
stuff a pussy with, and I so wanted it in me again.
I sat back on my haunches with my hands on my knees
and tried to ease my fluttering heart. I probed my
ravaged gig with two fingers, everything was fine but
I was shakier than I had ever been. I twirled my
clitty round in circles, keeping myself stoked. I
looked over toward the kitchen and found the
girlfriend. She nodded at me knowingly and I smiled
back. Jake stood behind me panting until he cooled off
and then he plopped down, curled up, and tended to his
exposed guts with his lapping tongue.
Sex was breaking out all around us as couples oozed
out of the room to find a secluded corner while others
made resourceful use of couches, stools and chairs.
Soon the room was alive with moans and heavy
breathing, I had started an avalanche. They obviously
thought the show was over but Jake and I knew better.
It took a lot of work but he finally got his red
rocket loaded back in his launch tube. He first
started sniffing around some of the other action in
the room but I called him back and assumed the
position, knees and elbows. He darted to my ass,
sniffed at me with tense interest, then lapped at my
swollen, soggy gig. Again, he sprang onto my back, his
forelegs encircled my hips and he started humping. I
felt the wet, pointy head of his dog cock stabbing at
my taint and crotch from inside his sheath, feeling
its way toward my sex. He found the door open so he
went in.
He wasn't as aggressive this time; we were well-
accustomed partners now and knew what we were going to
get from each other. His fore-legs firmly grasped my
waist and his fore-paws pressed into the front of my
thighs while his hind paws dug into the sheet between
my knees, anxiously tearing at it for better leverage.
He sank the entire boney, red shaft in and set about a
steady pace. We had now wrested the attention of the
crowd away from what they were doing. For all we
cared, the audience did not exist; we were simply in
our essence a penis and a vagina conducting a private
exchange. Jake and I picked up right where we left off
in the same rhythm and the same moans and groans.
I rested my head on the mattress and watched Jake's
claiming of my body. My tits swung lewdly back and
forth and my body rocked under the labors of the beast
now clamped to my butt like a steel girdle. His dick
swelled and grew till it filled my whole ‘gina. It was
warm with his high body heat and its mottled texture
tingled as he churned it in me at a frantic pace. As
an orgasm approached I started to feel the pleasure of
his expanding knot, seizing his freely sliding motion
in me. He was expanding and conforming to the contours
of my vagina, and the soft tip tickling and curling up
around my cervix.
We were locked together for the duration of our
unnatural act and I wouldn't have it any other way. I
looked down between my legs and saw my pussy skewered
by the pink shaft emerging from his furry sheath, his
haunches humping obscenely against my naked thighs and
his slender testicles swinging beneath. The huge dog
cock buried within was doing its nature-created
mission, anchoring itself for deep seeding.
As I watched that point between us where dog joined
woman I couldn't tell if my insatiable cunt was
selfishly exploiting his body or if his opportunistic
penis was greedily exploiting mine. I ground and
gyrated my butt against his thrusts to lengthen his
stroke and enrich the experience for both of us. We
violated each other for a long, enjoyable ride, then
his head started twisting and dodging over each of my
shoulders and his thrusting became quicker and more
desperate until he moved like he was caught in some
kind of spastic, carnal-lust frenzy.
Again he climbed precariously up on to my ass and used
all four legs to drive into me, almost climbing over
the top of me. With a sharp howl he began to unleash a
huge flow of dog sperm, a warm pool grew deep inside
me. This time I could feel the spurts of dog semen
actually work their way up his cock with a throb and
then squirt into the back my puss, my alter of life.
His mating tool relentlessly squirted and sprayed, I
could feel it spread; oozing around his throbbing
cock; seeping into my womb.
He had stopped his humping but remained locked tight
in his coital embrace against my butt with an almost
vise-like grip of his forelegs around my waist. His
muscles froze, he whined and cried, and he strained to
keep his dick planted deep. He didn't unclench himself
from my butt for almost a minute, unloading all the
sperm that nature deemed necessary for successful
conception. I was his bitch and that was what I was
for. I was enjoying some climactic bliss of my own. I
lost myself in it and its intensity washed over me. I
surrendered to my body and let the spinning delirium
of the orgasm spread through my nerves. His knot kept
throbbing right against my g-spot, pushing me to come
and all I had to do was twiddle my clit a little to
set them off.
He released his furtive grip and climbed down from me
to support himself on his own legs. He remained
standing over my upturned butt, panting heavily from
his exertion, and still squirting in me with stoic
disinterest. He eventually started to get antsy again
but this time, being unable to pull his cock free from
the firm grasp of my vagina, all he could do was
change his position.
First, he stepped over my back so that both of his
forelegs stood at my right side. This left his hips
high-centered over mine with his hind legs dangling in
the air. He remedied this by throwing his left leg
over my back so that his right leg could touch the
mattress. He eventually slid it on over and I could
feel his dick twisting in my cunt. We were tied,
knotted, locked-up butt-to-butt, just like one of
those nature films. I pulled my knees together to hold
him in me and raised myself up from my elbows on to my
hands. I drew myself into an erect, proud pose to make
the picture complete: 'Woman Locked in Coitus with an
Animal'.
I was enjoying the subtle pulsation of his knot and
orgasms just kept rolling on through with his cum
running down the insides of my thighs. The festivities
continued throughout the room; watching me while they
fucked. Around me I could hear others in the throes of
their climaxes. At some point I felt Jake's tail wag
on my back and then someone kneeling at my side. It
was Danny. She hugged me, stroked me, pulled back my
hair and peppered me with kisses. She lay down beside
me and then slid beneath me. Our arms enclosed around
each other and I fell upon her for a deep kiss. My joy
was complete as my pussy hosted Jake's vulgar,
desecration and erotic manipulations I had my beloved
Danny locked in my arms. I didn't suppress my rich,
sensuous moans; I was in heaven and lost all track of
time.
Eventually, his knot shrank down and Jake pulled free.
The recoil sent me tumbling over Danny. She rolled
over the top of me and replaced her mouth with her
breast. She cradled me in her arms and whispered sweet
things in my ear as I suckled. The club didn't like
the entertainment to loiter around after the show so
she was anxious to get me snapped out of my lust-
stupor and out of the room.
I was very weak-kneed but she managed to get me to my
feet and we wove our way between copulating couples to
the kitchen. Once there she dressed both herself and
me and we got up to leave. We stepped over Greasy Lee
stuffing his ladylove silly on the floor as Jake
lapped at their conjoined crotches. When we got home
Danny gave me a romantic, candle lit bath, put me to
bed, and then gently stroked lotion into the pussy I
had just given to a dog until I fell into deep sleep
nestled in her arms.
The very next weekend we went to a local kennel to
adopt a retired greyhound, carefully choosing the most
friendly and "responsive" male we could find (jocks
make the best lovers). I remember that first night
when I coached my beloved through her first inter-
species intercourse, preparing her, positioning her,
assisting her mount, and guiding the entry.
I especially liked holding her and watching the
changes that manifested her as she detached herself to
that place in their minds where women go while they
intimately host a penis. I slid underneath them and
wrapped my legs around both of them as I kissed her
and nibbled on her neck through one mount after
another while seminal fluid dripped from her snatch
onto mine.
I can’t explain how beautiful it feels to hold my love
in my arms as she gets fucked or as I get fucked. We
have had a dog living with us ever since, not so much
as a regular accompaniment to our lovemaking but as a
personal enrichment routine; when you’re so horny and
you’re all alone. He’s better than a vibrator; he’s a
self-cleaning fuck machine and automatic home security
system.
Go be good to yourself. Wash your hands when you’re
done.
END?
By Sailbad@storiesonline.org
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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life in
anyway shape or form. Anyone tempted to act out any of
the scenarios in this story; should seriously consider
seeking professional help.
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