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Showtime for Susan - Diary of a Porn Star
by Anonymous (address withheld)
***
Susan's reflections on life as a TV porn star. (MF,
exh, mast, oral, rom)
***
"I'M CUMMING, I'M CUMMING!" Susan cried as she
shuddered and shook, wildly tossing her breasts from
side to side. She and Mike, her new boyfriend,
clutched each other, savoring each other's bodies as
they wound down from their mutual climaxes. "Mike,
you've made me cum again. Three big orgasms in a
couple of hours. I can't believe we did it three times
in one night." She cradled her huge tits in her arms.
Each filled her forearms from her hands to her elbows.
Mike took her lovely body in his arms. Then raised
each breast in turn and kissed the prominent nipple.
He sucked hard and Susan shuddered in ecstasy. Mike's
lips found hers and they kissed, tongues intertwined.
Mike raised one of her breasts and pushed a still
stiff nipple between their joined lips. It was weird
but extremely sexy as they both shared the same teat,
kissing, sucking, caressing Susan's nipple. Both
almost came again from the erotic excitement.
It's too bad the evening would have to end so soon but
Mike had an early morning flight to Chicago. Susan
would have loved him to stay the night but they
compromised on the promise of a dinner date for
tomorrow evening when he returned. Mike would prepare
a gourmet meal and they could have each other for
dessert.
They embraced each other in Susan's king sized shower
while they washed off the residue of the evening's
exertions. They kissed and caressed each other under
the warm gentle rain. It was a fitting end to a
passionate evening.
Susan changed sheets on the bed and prepared to go to
sleep. She lay back in bed and fondled her tits. The
nipples were just a bit sore from Mike's enthusiastic
biting and the touch of her fingers seemed to sooth
them. Susan turned on the bedside lamp and raised her
big breasts up for inspection. She looked closely at
the tips and noticed a couple of light bruises around
the areolas. She couldn't tell if they were hers or
Mikes, not that it made any difference.
"We really used you girls hard, didn't we?" she said
softly. "But you know that you like it."
As she cradled her breasts in her arms, Susan thought
about how her tits had become her best friends and
playmates and how they helped support her almost
affluent lifestyle. Although Mike had given Susan
three smashing climaxes, she actually had had another
big orgasm earlier that day during her job as an
actress in porn web videos. It was a convenient way to
earn money doing the one thing she was really good at.
Every afternoon she took a short trip to a well-
appointed TV studio downtown. She applied makeup,
dressed in a provocative outfit, and arranged herself
in a seductive pose in a well-lighted set resembling a
bedroom. Three video cameras were arranged around the
bed, one at the foot and one on each side. There were
no high paid videographers. Susan controlled the
cameras from a small switch panel hidden under the
pillow. A large TV screen behind the cameras showed
the image each camera picked up and Susan selected the
picture she wanted to show. It was a low budget
operation and the video production manager was pleased
that Susan could handle many of the technical details
herself. When everything was set up she read the e-
mails from fans requesting her to perform some sex act
on her own body while the charges ran up on their
credit cards.
The show had four live sessions a day, each about half
an hour long with a few minutes of rest in between.
Susan reviewed the e-mails then worked up a little act
for each session which would satisfy the requests. She
tried to make each show different although the
requests were basically the same. She didn't do any
hard porn. No on camera fucking. While she was
certainly an exhibitionist and didn't mind showing her
body to strangers, or even masturbating in front of
them, she drew the line at letting a stranger shove
his cock into her cunt on camera. It would have gone
against her morals. She only allowed that freedom to
men she was attracted to. Men she liked and respected.
And she preferred to do it in private.
Susan was a talker as well as an exhibitionist. A big
part of her act was verbal. She had been on the high
school debate team and was used to talking to an
audience. She didn't feel at all reluctant to discuss
her body in a very objective way. She followed debate
strategy, telling, in her most intimate voice, about
what she was going to do to her boobs and her cunt
when she pleasured herself on camera.
She described, between moans of ecstasy, how it felt
as she rolled and sucked her nipples and thrust her
fingers into her juicy cunt. After she shuddered to
completion, she told her viewers, in intimate detail,
what she had done to her receptive body and promised
that she would do even more to herself in the next
paid session. Her debate coach would have been proud
of her ability to convince an audience that more was
yet to come.
Even when she was having real sex with a lover Susan
would keep up a running conversation, telling him to
touch this, or lick that. She wasn't being bossy about
it. She just wanted to increase their mutual
satisfaction. So on camera she held up her breast and
told how soft and nice it felt in her hands. She
squeezed the end of her tit to make the nipple stand
up, then demonstrated how far she could pull it out
just to prove that it was all natural and not stuffed
with silicone. She even showed that she could rub one
nipple around the other, twiddling her nipples like
some people twiddle their thumbs.
She did it with good humor, treating her body as a
source of fun and amusement. Her audience loved it.
They were so used to women who were uptight about sex
that listening to Susan talk about her attributes and
how she intended to use them to make love to herself
was like a breath of fresh air. But now it was time to
start the show.
She always started the same way. Susan would walk in
front of the camera and sit down on the edge of her
bed. Then she would look directly at the camera and
talk to it as if addressing some very good friends.
"Hi gang. It's good to see you again. Do you like my
outfit? I picked it out especially for today. Since
you're not here I'll have to do everything myself. But
you can watch and cum along with me. I think I'll
begin by playing a bit with my body. Don't worry, I
won't make myself cum yet. It's just to get me
started. Then I'll do some of the things you asked me
to do in your e-mails." Susan slowly unbuttoned her
blouse and removed her skirt in a sensuous strip
tease, making sure to exhibit her body and legs in
their most flattering pose.
Many of the e-mails requested that Susan play with her
huge tits. She would reach into her bra and, using
both hands, slowly pull a fleshy boob out of its
confinement. Then she would hold the newly liberated
breast up towards the camera, bring the end to her
mouth and suck the nipple. While she caressed her
boobs she kept up a running stream of comments just
like a baseball play by play announcer. It was a
verbal strip tease. She told her fans how nice it felt
to massage her soft resilient breasts even adding that
it was too bad that they weren't there to do it for
her.
"I'm licking and sucking my tits. It feels so good.
Don't you wish you could do this to me?" she would say
between slurps at her massive mammaries. She
demonstrated what she was saying by pulling and
squeezing her boobies. Susan's nipples were very big
and she delighted in rolling them between her fingers
until they stood out like little soldiers. As she
manipulated her nubs she described the pleasure she
got out of sucking her own nipples as a treat both to
her nipples and her mouth. It was just like licking a
lollipop, she said. Her running commentary on the
erotic pleasure of playing with her body was a big
part of her act and apparently very popular with her
fans.
A few of the e-mails asked Susan to stroke her long
legs from ankle to crotch then masturbate to a climax.
Susan liked to caress her legs and the viewers liked
it too. She had long showgirl legs with strong
muscular thighs and full sexy calves. The viewers
liked to see her show off her calves, knead them with
her fingers and then run her hands slowly up her
thighs. She would ask the viewers to imagine that
their hands were on her legs. When she reached the top
she would spread her legs apart to reveal her swollen
pussy. She would orient her body so the camera got a
full view of her cunt then touch her pussy lips.
"Look at my pussy. It is getting so wet. My pussy
knows that I'm going to finger fuck myself while you
watch. It's making me so excited. But first I'm going
to taste my juices. I'll bet you wish you could lick
me. Watch me put my fingers in my pussy. My body is
getting so horny. Look at how my legs are shaking. My
cunt feels so good."
"I'm going to start moving my fingers now. Oh! That's
good. I'll bet you can see my pussy lips getting fat
and juicy. If I pull my lips apart you can see my
clitoris. It's my little cock. I like to play with my
cock but I won't do it yet. Isn't it getting bigger? I
would like you to suck my clit. Really suck it. Now
I'll put another finger in my cunt."
The viewers wanted to see her move her fingers in and
out of her vagina until she shuddered to an orgasm.
She actually enjoyed finger fucking herself but most
of the time she faked the climax. She knew that she
could give a better show by pretending to have an
orgasm rather than actually having one. She licked the
pussy juice dampened fingers of one hand while she
moved the fingers of the other in her cunt and stroked
her clit.
All the while she talked about how she was about to
make herself cum and what she was doing to her body
and her feelings of pre-orgasmic arousal. She drove
her fingers into her vagina and rolled her clitoris.
When her thighs got rigid she knew it was time to
stop, else she would lose control and plunge headlong
into the abyss of orgasm.
She spoke intimately to the video camera "I'm doing
myself. I'm making myself cum." She interspersed her
comments with writhing on the bed and moaning and
groaning in simulated pleasure. "Look at my nipples
now. Have you ever seen them so hard? I wish you were
here to suck them for me. My legs are shaking. All my
muscles are tense. I can't control my body any more.
I'm really fucking myself. For real. I can't stop it.
My body is making me fuck myself. I'm going to have an
orgasm soon, a really big climax."
When she thought it was time, Susan turned to the
camera and with an agonizingly erotic voice cried
"Watch me! I'M GOING TO CUM NOW. I'M CUMMING. YES,
YES. I'M CUMMING NOW!. I'M CUMMING JUST FOR YOU!" as
she pretended to have a massive orgasm. It was all
acting but the audience loved it.
But once in a while she got carried away with her
acting and actually gave herself a real orgasm. It
would usually happen as a surprise to Susan. Her
fingers would stroke her clit as they had done dozens
of times before, then, without warning, her sexual
autopilot would take over. Susan's hands were no
longer responsive to her will. Her cunt was directing
her motions. It would not be denied. It demanded an
immediate orgasm. Her hips would start rising to meet
the thrust of her fingers, her legs would shake, her
thighs would get rigid, and she would spasm as her
magic fingers danced her body to a climax.
Her back arched until her body formed an arc supported
only by her head and her heels. When it started, there
was nothing she could do to stop it. She was on for
the ride. When masturbating to a real orgasm, all she
could think about was making herself cum. She forgot
about talking and the gasps of pleasure at the end
were genuine. Although Susan loved to cum, she tried
to resist doing it to herself when on camera. Real
orgasms did not look as sexy as the fake ones and it
wasn't what her viewers paid to see.
The afternoon before her date with Mike, she
accidently gave herself a real orgasm during one of
her simulated masturbations. She was thinking of Mike
and anticipating the coming evening date when she lost
control of her body and shuddered to an unexpected
climax. Not that it detracted from the events of the
evening. She discovered as a teen ager that she was
multi-orgasmic and she could give herself little
climaxes over and over.
Pleasuring herself on camera was a great job. Susan
received about 30% of the fees, usually about $1500 a
week. It was a good living. The web site owner, a
fatherly older man, complimented her by saying that of
all the actresses he employed, she was the only one
that really seemed to enjoy what she was doing. That
was four years ago. Since that time she had developed
an act and built up a loyal fan base. She still
couldn't believe that she was getting paid for doing
what came naturally.
In fact Susan met Mike through the job. Off camera she
looked quite respectable. She dressed conservatively
and in the best of taste. Mike was the attorney for
the firm and was in the middle of selling the
franchise to a large web site. They ran into each
other several times in the office and in the elevator.
Eventually they became friends. He asked her for a
casual lunch date. They hit it off well. The next day
he invited her to dinner at a nice restaurant. They
had some drinks, and discovered that they really liked
each other.
Mike was a perfect gentleman. He escorted her to her
door, gave her a good night kiss and started to leave.
Susan stopped him and invited him in for coffee. They
never even got into the kitchen. Susan steered him
straight to the bedroom, zipped his fly open and
dropped down to her knees to suck his cock. While she
was occupied in giving him his first climax of the
evening, he unbuttoned her blouse as far as he could
reach, plunged his hands into her bra and pulled out
her massive boobs.
When Susan finally rose to her feet Mike got his
chance to handle and suck her large titties. She
wrapped her strong legs around his waist, pulled her
panties aside, and used both hands to stuff his still
hard cock into her well lubricated vagina. He devoured
her tits while his big cock worked its magic in her
cunt. They fell into bed and fucked most of the
evening. It was the best sex she ever had. Mike was
tireless and Susan welcomed every thrust. Susan didn't
know if Mike actually knew what she did for a living,
but as long as he fucked her like he did, she didn't
give a damn.
If she was feeling particularly horny, on the evenings
when she didn't have a date, she would enjoy the
pleasures of her body herself. She didn't think of it
as masturbation. Masturbation was evil. Rather she was
just relaxing herself for a good night's sleep. Sex
for one was often better than sex for two. She could
spend as much time as she wanted on whatever gave her
the most satisfaction. When she undressed for bed she
admired herself in the bathroom mirror. She was a very
attractive young woman with a good figure, nice hips
and a small waist. Of course her boobs were
spectacular.
Her face was perky and cute but too young and naive
looking to be on such a sexy, womanly body. She looked
like a Playboy centerfold version of the young girl
next door, a combination of worldliness and innocence.
Her boss thought that her girlish face is what
attracted young viewers and dirty old men alike to the
web site. Most men, he said, lusted after their
younger sisters. Of course they usually didn't act on
their desires but Susan's show gave them an outlet. No
wonder all the men she met or who saw her on the
internet wanted to fuck her. If she was a man she
would want to fuck the girl in the mirror herself.
In the back of her mind Susan had the nagging thought
that she was sex addicted but she quickly repressed
it. From all she had read, sex addiction was an
uncontrollable urge to have sex with numerous
partners. Susan didn't have that urge at all. She
preferred just one man at a time. But she acknowledged
that she totally loved the physical sensations that
she could get from her very responsive body when
having a climax. She felt that she was incredibly
lucky to get well paid to do what she really loved to
do. It was the best of all possible worlds.
Susan had the next day off. Not even porn stars work
on weekends. She cleaned her apartment. Then she
changed the sheets on the bed and made sure she had
all the necessary ingredients for a gourmet meal,
including, of course a couple of bottles of good wine.
She finished early. It was just after noon. Mike was
not expected until 6 p.m. She decided to take a quick
shower and a nap. But first she would reward herself
by licking her sweaty, salty boobies clean and
fingering her cunt to a quick climax. She rationalized
herself indulgence as a way of preparing herself for
the activities of the evening.
It would just be a way of relaxing herself. So she
sucked her big nipples and fingered all the secret
places between her legs. She felt her body slowly
rising into ecstasy. Her hips moved in time with her
hands, her legs started their dance on the bed. Her
cunt expanded until it encompassed her whole body. She
quietly announced, "I'M CUMMING!" to no one in
particular as she had a very nice little orgasm. Then
she dozed off.
Susan was awakened by the ringing of the alarm she had
thoughtfully set before lying down. She had half an
hour before Mike would arrive. Just enough time to
shower and put on a nice dress. Time passes quickly
when you're having fun.
END
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