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Christina
by Oyster50 (oyster1950@gmail.com)
***
As we crawled out of town with the evacuees, she was
sitting there munching on a granola bar and sipping a
coke. I stole a glance over at her, removing my eyes off
the traffic. She wasn't exactly smiling, but she did
have a satisfied look on her face. (M/f-teen, underage,
cons, rom)
***
-= Chapter One =-
Three hours worth of driving of the very worst sort. My
trip was mixed in with the evacuation of parts of two
states in the face of a hurricane barreling down on the
Gulf Coast, and After white-knuckling a mere hundred
miles, I pulled onto a secondary road thinking that
maybe, just maybe, that the traffic would be less than
the main highways. I was only partially correct, and I
finally heeded my stomach's growling and pulled my rig
into a roadside diner in a small town in north
Louisiana.
I asked for, and got, a seat at a table in the corner,
my back to the wall, so I could relax without dodging
other clientele and also watch what was going on.
Evacuations were sort of like kicking over the rotten
log of civilization. You never knew what was going to
scurry out into the sunlight.
I was entertaining a breakfast of steak and eggs, pretty
nicely done, actually, and noticing the activity at a
nearby booth. The occupants looked to be some bozo in
maybe his early forties, around my age, a woman maybe
five or so years younger, and a teen girl, I'm
estimating maybe sixteen or seventeen at this point.
They're just a little too far away for me to make out
the conversation, but it doesn't appear to be too
cordial, from the expressions of the participants.
I heard; "Mumble, mumble, mumble," from the guy. And,
"Mumble, mumble, mumble," from the older female. And
then, "Mumble, mumble, mumble," from the teen girl,
except her voice had a tone of hurt and a bit of fright.
Not my business. I forked another load of steak and eggs
into my mouth.
The conversation changed. The guy's voice got loud, as
in "MUMBLE MUMBLE" pause "MUMBLE MUMBLE MUMBLE"
apparently directed at the teen who replied with a shake
of chestnut hair, "mumble mumble".
The loudness put me on alert. I mean, country diner and
all, you didn't expect to see people acting like this,
and heads were turning in the direction of this one
booth.
The guy got loud enough to understand. His actions made
it even easier to understand. "YOU UNGRATEFUL LITTLE
BITCH!!" and he reached across the booth table and
grabbed the front of her blouse, pulling her up as he
rose. His free hand was coming back. It didn't take a
lot of analysis to see what was coming next. Me.
I stood up and pushed around my table. "HOLD!" I said,
in my best command voice.
The dude dropped his free hand, shoved the girl backward
against the back of the booth and turned towards me.
"Boy!" he hissed. "You need to mind YOUR own fuckin'
business!" I outweighed him and out reached him and was
a good six inches taller. Bad odds. His right hand
started into his pocket. The situation had just
escalated.
My own right hand went across my midsection under my
shirt-tail and came out with a compact 9mm pistol.
"Bud," I said, "if that hand doesn't come out of that
pocket VERY slowly and VERY empty, you're gonna have a
big hole in you."
His hand came out, slowly. The girl had slid down in the
booth and was trying to get herself up form halfway on
the floor. The older woman was screaming, "He's got a
gun!" I didn't parse that very well. My own gun was
obvious. Was she talking about her companion? The poor
waitress was back behind the counter.
"Call 9-1-1," I said. "We need some law here. Fast!"
"They're on the way. I called when he raised his voice."
Indeed they were fast. Scarcely a minute and half
passed, me holding the guy at gunpoint, when I saw the
flashing lights and a deputy sheriff pushed through the
door, gun drawn.
Three people said at the same time, "NOT HIM!" as I two-
fingered the gun delicately onto the table and stepped
back. A second car pulled into the parking lot, light's
blinking mad blue. A second deputy was in the place in a
few seconds.
"Hurley!" screamed the waitress. "It's not the big guy!"
I was the big guy. 6' 2", 200 pounds. I locked my
fingers on top of my head, frozen. I mean, you never
know with the small town cops, who's trigger happy,
who's scared shitless, and any bad move, well…
"Hurley" was apparently the deputy who was first on the
scene. He kept that damned pistol of his at eye level,
midway between me and the bozo who started the mess. He
addressed me. "Sir! Do you have any other weapons on
you?"
"Yessir," I said. "I've got a folding knife hanging in
my right pants pocket."
"Carefully remove the knife and put it on the table and
step back."
I'm think that Deputy Hurley's thinking isn't really
good if he lets me step close to the table with the gun
laying on it, but I drop my right hand very slowly and
remove the knife clipped in my pocket with a thumb and
index finger and drop it softly on the table. And I step
back. Hurley steps up and sticks my pistol and knife in
his thigh pocket. He's looking at his partner.
"Jim," Hurley says, "That guy clean?"
"Jim" answers, "I haven't checked."
I know what comes next. "Sir," says Hurley, "turn around
and put your hands behind your back."
And there I am, in the dining room of a Louisiana
restaurant, in handcuffs. They perform a similar
operation on the doofus and have a lot more fun with
him, retrieving a little black automatic pistol from his
pants pocket. Yeah. The pocket he was reaching into. Now
he's in cuffs, too, and they're marching all four of us,
me, the doofus, the middle-aged chick, and the teen
girl, all of us, out into the parking lot. Now comes the
fun part, where they try to unravel the story.
The waitress is out there too. And half the clientele,
apparently regulars. And if you're a regular at a small
town diner, you also get pretty familiar with the cops,
so nobody was getting run off. They were the witnesses.
They started with the girl. Deputy Hurley asked, "Miss,
do you have some ID?"
"I-in my purse," she sniffled. "It's at the table."
Hurley spoke to one old guy standing nearby. "Unka Bob,
can you get this young lady's purse?" The old guy left
and Hurley turned his attention back to the teen.
"What's your name?"
"Tina. Christina Johnson," she sobbed, still shaken by
the rush of events.
"How old are you?"
"Seventeen."
"Now, very carefully, tell me what happened." He reached
in his shirt pocket and pulled out a little recorder and
punched a button.
"I- We were having breakfast, and had an argument, and
Mister Jeff grabbed me and started to slap me." Sob.
"And that guy stood up and told 'im to stop. An' Mister
Jeff was pissed and threw me down and started to go for
that pistol, 'cept that guy (me) was faster. Mister Jeff
put his hands up an' you came in."
Hurley looked at me, then the doofus. "What was the
argument about?"
Tina took a deep breath. "He said they didn't have
enough money for breakfast an' cigarettes, and I was
eatin' too much an' to give him my money so he could buy
cigarettes. An' I told 'im "no" an' he called me an
ungrateful little bitch an' grabbed me."
By that time Unka Bob was back with Tina's purse. He
handed it to the deputy. The deputy eyed Tina. "Is there
anything in there I need to worry about?"
Tina took another breath, trying to control her sobs.
She shook her head. "No sir. My wallet. Tampons.
Pictures. Little notebook. A pen."
He handed her the purse. "Show me your ID." She
complied. He examined it and handed it back to her.
I was next. He stood in front of me, six feet away. "And
you're?"
"Alan Dean Addison. Forty-one. From…" I named my home
town.
"You heard what Miss Tina said?"
"Yessir," I said. Damned straight I called him "sir,
despite him being at least a decade my junior. The guy
was small town law enforcement and I was, in my own
mind, 100% legal in my actions, but also 100% at his
mercy as far as resolving the situation with the least
pain to me.
"Is that pretty much what you saw go down?"
"Yessir," I said. "Except I didn't hear any of the
conversation before he yelled "You ungrateful little
bitch" and grabbed her. He was hauling his right hand
back to slap her when I told him to stop. He threw her
down, turned at me and said mind my own business and
started reaching into his pocket. That's when I drew."
"Uh, Mister Addison, I'm gonna undo your cuffs. I want
to see your ID. Don't move fast."
Freed, I very gingerly removed my wallet and retrieved
two pieces of ID, a state drivers' license and a permit
that allowed me to legally carry a concealed handgun.
Hurley looked them both over and handed them back to me.
"So, you're carrying legally. That's one for you."
"Hurley. Son!" Unka Bob was interrupting.
Hurley turned. "Yessir?"
Unka Bob smiled at me. "This feller," he said, pointing
to me, "saved that little girl a butt-kickin'"
The waitress intruded on the scene and joined in, "Yeah,
I called your cell when that bunch started gettin' loud.
Before he grabbed her. This guy stepped in just in
time."
Things were lining up for me. Hurley looked at me.
"Mister Addison, can you wait here? I need to get back
with you."
Deputy #2 was going through the purse of the adult
woman, and there were some curious artifacts laid out on
the hood of his squad car, many of them involving tiny
plastic bags.. The guy was already sitting in the back
seat, behind a closed door. The woman ended up in the
other police unit, still in cuffs. Their car was an
older Japanese import and by the time the deputies
started going through it, a state police crime lab unit
was on the way. Drugs.
Deputy Hurley approached me. "What are you driving?"
"That rig over there," I said, pointing to my "on the
road" rig, a big silver diesel pickup truck towing a
thirty-three foot travel trailer.
"Wow!" he exclaimed. "Can you follow us to the station?
I'm gonna need a statement."
"Sure," I said. "I hope you have room for me to pull in.
That's a bitch to back up."
He laughed. "We'll fix you up." And there was forgotten
participant. Miss Tina. Hurley looked at her. She'd
regained composure. Was standing there, all five-foot
seven or eight (tall girl) of her, hips a little wider
than a bikini model, the tiniest bit of a muffin top
over her tight jean shorts, her blue cotton blouse
knotted just above the beltline of the shorts. Auburn
hair. Blue eyes. And pissed.
"What about me?" she asked. Hurley's eyes darted back
and forth between his car and his partner's, each with a
handcuffed suspect in the back seat. Hurley opened his
passenger side door for her and the doofus in the back
began screaming and cursing her. He took her to the
other car, and got much the same treatment from the
woman.
He looked at me. At her. At me. "You saved 'er. Got any
problem with giving her a ride? Miss Tina? "Is that
okay?"
Tina looked at me. "I suppose."
"Wait a second," I said. I spotted the waitress and
pulled out a twenty dollar bill. Handing it to her, I
said, "This'll cover my breakfast. And that little
lady's. And your tip." I turned back to the deputy.
"Let's go, then." I turned to the second deputy. "How
about some flashy light stuff so I can get this thing
out of the parking lot?"
"Sure," he said. "You just gave her like a six dollar
tip. You gonna ruin 'er for the rest of us."
"Yeah," I said. "But her day went all to hell. Figure
she could use a boost."
Lights flashing, I followed as we crossed the steady
stream of hurricane evacuees and I followed him to the
sheriff's office. True to their word, they led me around
in a big parking lot so I didn't have to fight that long
trailer. Tina didn't say a word the whole trip. It
wasn't a long trip. Just awfully silent.
We followed the deputy into the building. He motioned to
a set of chairs. "Ya'll can wait here. Wanna coke?
Coffee?"
"Coffee would be nice," I said. I looked at Tina. "You
want something?"
"Coffee, I guess," she said.
"Coffee pot's in here," the deputy motioned. "I'll make
a fresh pot."
About that time, the entry door opened and the waitress
from the restaurant walked in. She immediately went to
Tina's side. "Hon," she cooed, "Are you okay?"
Tina nodded. "He saved me."
"Uh-huh," said the waitress. "That man was getting ready
to knock the crap out of you."
Tina shook her head. "He was." She looked at me. "Uh,
mister, I don't remember your name."
"Alan," I said. "Alan Addison. And you're..."
"Tina. Christina Johnson. Thank you. For stopping him."
"It's okay, Tina. I'm glad I could help."
The deputy stuck his head in the door. "Folks..." and
then he saw the waitress. "Hi, Debbie," he said. "Uh,
folks, the coffee's ready."
Debbie laughed. "I can do without another sniff of
coffee today. You got some paper for me to write my
statement on?"
"Sure," he said. "Just a sec." He ducked away, then
back, handing Debbie a few forms. "Just write it out in
your own words. I'll come by the restaurant in the
morning and get 'em." He turned to us. "Come help
yourself."
We stood, and I let Tina go first. She fixed herself a
cup of coffee, then I fixed mine as she watched. I took
a sip, savoring the aroma of the steam.
"Gah... I still have the jitters, Mister Alan," she
said.
"I'm kinda the same way."
"You pulled your gun on 'im."
"I didn't have much choice, Tina. He was... well, I
didn't know what he was going to do. Gun. Knife.
Whatever. And I wasn't going to stand there and watch
him slap you around. Did I hear correctly? He wanted
your money to buy cigarettes?"
"Yeah. Cigarettes. And Mom was mad because I didn't give
it to him. I babysit for that money. It was all I had."
"That was you dad?"
"God, no! Mom's current boyfriend. I hate 'im. He hates
me. Doesn't want me around. We evacuated an' he's got
friends in Arkansas. I honestly don't think I'd've come
home alive. Really."
We walked back into the waiting room. "So now what do
you do?"
"I don't know. Mom was all I had. I've been living with
her for nine months since Grandma died. I was living
with Grandma for the past five years while Mom did her
thing... uh, make that THINGS. Like that guy."
"Do you have any other relatives? Grandparents? Aunts?
Uncles?"
"Not that I know of. If I had something better, I'd be
doing it. And it wouldn't take much to be better than
Mom and her druggie friends.
I'm seventeen. I'd run away, but I don't know where to
run."
"Gosh."
"Oh, I'm sorry, Mister Alan. I don't mean to drag you
down." She sighed.
I looked a little longer. She was not unattractive, even
under adverse circumstances. I mean, evacuation by car
is not conducive to good hygiene or personal care, but
even with her hair in a bit of disarray (being thrown to
the floor will do that) and face tracked with dried
tears, she was cute. Maybe not a centerfold cute, but
cute.
"You're not dragging me down, Tina. Everybody's got
stories."
She sighed. "So what's yours? You evacuating too?"
I smiled. "Oddly enough, no. I just got caught in it.
I'm on my way to a project in Tennessee. New factory's
being built, and I'm the guy they chose to build the
electrical part. I'm an electrical engineer."
"And you bring your travel trailer?"
"Yeah. I researched RV parks until I found one that
sounds good, willing to put up with me for a few months,
off the beaten path, and I'll park the trailer there and
live out of it for the duration of the project."
"Is that good money?"
"Yeah, pretty nice. They pay me a hundred and seventy
five dollars a day to live there. My hour rate works out
to seventy-five bucks an hour. Plus I get a twenty-five
percent bonus if I stay until the project completes,
plus we get bonuses if we make certain schedules."
"Gosh. And you're just going there? Today?"
"No, I was planning on a night in a motel on the way.
About halfway. But right now I'm sitting in a sheriff's
office in Armpit, Louisiana instead of driving, so I
don't know how far behind I'm going to be. I wasn't
supposed to start for a week anyway."
"Oh."
"So what happens to Tina?"
"I don't know," she said. "I'm sure there's a shelter or
something."
"Or something." I was thinking. Shouldn't be. But was.
After all, I'd already helped once today.
Another deputy stuck his head in the door. "Uh, could
you folks come back here with me?"
Tina and I ended up in separate offices. I imagine she
was doing what I was doing, getting another round of
interviews about what happened.
I'm good at interviews. I interview lots of people for
jobs, from shovel-jockey to engineer, so I know how to
handle myself. And I was having fun, once the pressure
was off. I gave them all they wanted to know. The deputy
who did the interview was sympathetic to my position.
Asked about my holster, my gun, my carry, how often I
practiced. I took him out and showed him my travel
trailer, a heavily modified floor plan I'd ordered
special for MY requirements. And the truck. A nice
pickup truck is like a social event in some circles, and
although it was only a tool to me, I knew that some
people liked seeing one well turned out. They were
finished with me. I got my pistol and my knife back.
I was walking up the hall and I saw Tina sitting in an
office. I saw Deputy Hurley sitting in another office. I
knocked on his door.
"Hey," I said. "I want to thank you for the professional
job you guys did today." A little honey catches flies,
you know. "Can I ask about the other people? What's
happening?"
"Uh," he said, "Off the record, you know..."
"Of course," I said.
"The guy, your buddy? Outstanding warrants. A bunch.
Parole violation with him having a gun. And drugs.
Intent to distribute. That puts him in state and Federal
jurisdiction. He ain't comin' out any time soon."
"I ain't supposed to say "he looked the type..." I
started.
Hurley finished. "He looked the type. And the adult
woman, damn near as bad. Parole violation. Probation for
previous drug offenses.
Prostitution. And drugs in her purse. She's gone."
"Uh, what about Miss Tina?"
"That's the tough part. Best we can tell, she's never
been in trouble. Not even a traffic ticket. Her personal
possessions are clean. I tell you, Mister Addison, I
just think she was being dragged along. Not very
willingly."
"So where's she go?" I asked.
"That's the tough part. She's seventeen. We're trying to
find something for her. But right now, she's kind of in
limbo. I mean, she could walk out the door right now and
we couldn't stop her. But the sad thing is, she says
she's got nowhere to go." He looked genuinely concerned.
"She's just a little younger than my kid sister."
"Can I talk to her?" I asked, knowing that I could be
treading on thin ice.
"Sure. But... Why?"
"I dunno. Offer to help. Again."
Hurley half-smiled. "Might be the best chance she has
right now."
I walked back up the hall and stuck my head in the door
where Tina was sitting. "Tina," I said softly, "you got
a minute?"
When she turned there was moisture in the corners of her
eyes. "Looks like I've got more than a minute, Mister
Alan. Why?"
"I was talking to Deputy Hurley. He's telling me what
you're up against right now. I know this may sound
strange, but... don't take this wrong. I could make room
for you for a while. With me. Until school."
"School's over, Mister Alan. I dropped out. Mom moved us
six times in nine months. I tried changing schools three
times. And I gave up."
She hung her head. "Grandma'd be crying to know that."
"I'm sorry. But then, school. Or no school. I have a
place for you to stay. No strings. None. I mean it.
None. If you want. It ain't much. A travel trailer."
She turned teary eyes to me. "You'd... you really
would..."
"I really would," I said. "You want to go tell Deputy
Hurley?"
She was starting to smile a bit. For the first time
since I met her. She knocked on Deputy Hurley's door.
"Come in, Miss Tina," he said.
"Deputy Hurley," she said, "Uh... Mister Alan has
offered to give me a place to stay for a while. I just
wanted to let you know."
Hurley looked at me. "Uh, Mister Addison. A minute,
please? Excuse us, Miss Tina."
I knew where this one was going. "Okay, Deputy Hurley. I
know what you're thinking."
"No shit," he said. "D'you KNOW that she's still under a
lot of confusion and crap from this morning?"
"Yes I do," I said. "And I aim to reduce that a bit by
NOT forcing her into a temporary home or a shelter for
battered women or whatever else comes up."
"You tell me with a straight face..." He glared.
"Deputy Hurley." I glanced at the nameplate on his desk.
"Bill, if I can be so bold. I am a man of honor. I stood
up for that young lady this morning under threat of harm
to my own body. I am not about to cart her off somewhere
to turn her into a sex slave or a play toy. I'm just
trying to help."
I reached in my wallet and pulled out a business card.
"This is MY business card. You can call it tomorrow or
next week or next month. I will answer the phone. If
Tina is around, SHE will talk to you. And like I told
you, I am going to work for six months on a project, and
my name and reputation are on the line. I am a
professional, as are you. Give me your trust."
"Damn, man! What a speech. Okay. Okay! I'm sorry. Like I
said. Little sister. Okay?"
"Okay," I said. "And like I said, I appreciate you doing
your job as conscientiously as you've done it. Including
this."
"Okay, Mister Addison."
"Alan," I said.
"Alan. Open the door and ask Tina back in."
Tina popped back in. "Yessir?" she asked.
Hurley said, "Me and Alan had a discussion about you. I
understand that he's offering to give you a place to
stay. But here's the deal. I don't care if you ARE in
Tennessee. If you get in trouble. With him or anybody
else. Here's MY card. You call me and I will personally
come up there and get you and kick whoever's ass needs
kicking."
"I believe him, Miss Tina," I said.
"So do I," she said. "Thank you, Deputy Hurley. You've
been good to me. I'll call you and tell you how things
are going."
"You do that, little sister," he said.
We were walking out to the truck. "What'd he mean,
"little sister"?" she asked.
I told her, "He said you're just a few years younger
than his little sister and he didn't want anything bad
to happen to you."
She looked at me. "You mean, like getting slapped around
by Mister Druggie this morning?"
"Or worse..."
"Mister Alan, there's no telling how much worse it
would've been."
She climbed in on the passenger side of the truck and I
cranked up the diesel and let it clatter at idle for a
minute.
"Nice truck," she said.
"Tool," I said. "Some people treat it like a status
thing. To me, it's just a good tool for what I need. And
I take care of it. That's why we're sitting her for a
minute, to let things get warm."
"Oh," she said. She clicked her seatbelt and I clicked
mine and I shifted into gear and off we went.
Considering that I was at breakfast at eight when things
went bad this morning, and it was now two-thirty, I
counted myself lucky.
"If you're hungry," I said, "there's granola bars and
stuff in the console. Help yourself. And the ice chest
behind the seat has cokes."
"D'you want one?" she asked.
"I could use another coke," I said.
As we crawled out of town with the evacuees, she was
sitting there munching on a granola bar and sipping a
coke. I stole a glance over at her, removing my eyes off
the traffic. She wasn't exactly smiling, but she did
have a satisfied look on her face.
-= Chapter Two =-
An hour and a half later and we were out of the worst of
the traffic and I had the cruise control locked in at
seventy, letting that diesel engine do what it did best,
eat up miles. I'd noted that, despite a cup of coffee
and a coke, Miss Tina'd seen fit to doze off for an hour
or so. She woke up to the rhythm of the interstate under
our wheels.
"Are we gonna get there this evening?" she asked.
"Nope. If I drove straight through, maybe we'd get there
sometime after midnight. I'm not up to that kind of
driving if I don't have to," I said.
"I've got my license. I could drive," she said.
That was an interesting thought that I hadn't
entertained. But, "No, you're not on my insurance, Tina.
But I appreciate the offer. Really."
"So what are we going to do? For the night, I mean?"
"Let's see," I said. "Open this map." I still had paper
maps. She complied. "In two more hours we'll be here," I
pointed to a town in Mississippi. "If you check my
cellphone under "Holiday Inn" you'll see a number for
them. Tell 'em we need a room with two beds, non-
smoking. Uh... you don't smoke, do you?"
"Yecchhhhh!" she spat. "Uh... I have a problem," she
said. "Actually, a couple of 'em."
"What sort of problem?"
"One, I'm... Uh... let me put it delicately... I'm on my
period, and I have two tampons left. And two, all the
clothes that I own are in that Wal-mart bag behind the
seat."
"Oh," I said. "I thought you said "problem". Make the
hotel reservation. That town's big enough to have a mall
and we'll hit town at six or so. We go to the mall, you
get what you need. No problem as far as I can see."
"Nuh-uh. Problem. I almost got the crap slapped out of
me for forty bucks. That's all the money I have."
"You keep arguing," I smiled. "I got a gold card in my
pocket and it needs exercise."
"But I can't pay you back, Mister Alan."
"Look, Miss Tina, first thing is, we get rid of this
"Mister – Miss" stuff. I'll be Alan and you'll be Tina,
okay?"
"Uh, okay..."
"And second, buying you the things you need is NOT going
to inconvenience me in the least. You need stuff. I'm
getting you stuff. Pretty simple. And I didn't say
anything about paying back. So stop worrying."
"Okay... Alan." And she smiled. Just a little bit. And
it was wonderful.
I listened to her reserve us a room, reading numbers off
my Visa card. An hour later we were at the mall, and I
followed her part time, led her the other part, forcing
her to get a couple of changes of clothes, bought both
of us pajamas, extra bath towels, an inordinate amount
of strange substances apparently needed by young ladies
in the bath, a hair dryer, and as we were heading out,
me carrying six huge bags, her carrying one, we happened
past one of those accursed perfume counters and she got
whiffed by a charming, perfectly coiffed lady wielding a
sample spritzer like an artillery piece.
"Mmmmmm," Tina said. "I love that stuff. Always have."
I dropped my load of bags and reached for my wallet. She
put her hand on my arm. Electricity coursed through me
at this, the first touch.
"No, Alan. I understand all this other stuff. I need
things. But I don't NEED perfume."
"Hush!" I told her, slapping the gold card on the
counter. To the lady with the spritzer I said, "Which do
you recommend? The cologne or the perfume?"
And Tina added another bag. We guarded our treasures as
each of us made a run at the food court for dinner.
We got back in the truck and drove up the highway away
from the mall to the hotel on the side of the
interstate. I checked us in and we started unloading
bags into the room. I had my one overnight bag, the
remainder of my stuff being stored in the trailer. Tina
had two loads.
And now I began to see how sticky things might be. At
this point, I was being completely non-lecherous. I was
truthful when I told both Tina and Deputy Hurley that I
had no intention of Tina being my sex toy. I was as
serious to myself. In my own mind, she was as
untouchable as a vestal virgin. And here we were in the
same hotel room.
First line of business was for us to rifle through the
bags for pajamas. She continued past that point to
locate panties (hip-hugger, in pastel colors. I bit the
inside of my mouth) and a new bra, 34-B. She also chose
the next day's ensemble, jeans and of all things, a
rugby shirt. Those were all carefully laid out, along
with my shirt for the next day. My pants had yet to
suffer to the point that I determine a fresh pair is
needed.
Next, it's shower time for Tina. I plopped my ass down
in a comfy chair and found TV channels to surf while she
hauled her bag of goodies into the bathroom and shut the
door. I heard shower for a while, then various noises
including gargling sounds and then ten minutes of hair
dryer. And the door opened, and out of the darkness came
a vision. Clean, sweet-smelling, hair washed, dried, and
brushed to a shine, her bangs glistening like jewels
above those blue eyes, the slightest curl where her hair
just brushed her shoulders. And she was smiling.
"Gah, Alan, I feel so much better."
"You look much happier," I said. "Lemme go see if the
works for me."
Half an hour later I was shaved, showered, deodorized,
and after-shaved. I told myself that the aftershave was
because it made my face feel good. For me. I slid into a
new set of pajamas, a big change since my usual bed-time
garb was a t-shirt and drawers. But there I was, in
PJ's, walking out of the bathroom.
To a smiling Tina. "Wow! You smell better."
"Uh... I'm sorry. I didn't know I smelt BAD..."
She smirked. "Maybe it was the adrenaline."
"Yeah... probably so." I turned down my bed and
stretched out in it.
"Are we gonna fight over the remote control?" she
laughed.
"Nope. Tonight I relinquish the control to you. Whatever
you want to watch."
She flipped channels. Paused on "Cops". "Hmph!" she
snorted. "That's where Mom's guys get their career
tips." Kept flipping. "Oooooooh! Do you mind? Animal
Planet. "The Blue Seas"? I LOVE this!"
I was pleasantly surprised. I figured, oh, I don't know
what I figured. This was good. No, great. "You like this
stuff?"
"Oh, gosh, yes! My favorites. Learn stuff."
"Well, then be my guest, little princess. We're not
going to argue about TV."
"Really?"
"Really," I said.
She turned her own bed down. We watched and talked. And
what I didn't hear was as important as what I did hear.
I didn't hear "like" and "ya know" and "He's like" and
other contemporary argot. That left me to parse the
"high-school dropout" angle.
Ten o'clock came around and I noted that we needed to
get rolling by 0700.
"Okay," she said. "Can I set the sleep timer on the TV?"
"Sure," I said.
She set the timer and I reached to turn out the lights,
and I heard in the room, dimly lit by the flicker of the
TV screen, "Alan, thank you."
"No, thank you, Tina. You've added a new adventure to my
life." And that is the note I went to sleep on. And
strange dreams.
***
The alarm woke me up from a sound sleep. I looked over
at the next bed and saw the lump that was Tina. She
stirred.
I turned on the light. "Owwwwww," she complained. Then,
"oh, yeah..." And she sat up, rubbed her eyes, looked at
me, and smiled. "Hi, Alan."
"Hi, Tina. I hate to be a party pooper, but we have to
get in gear, dear."
"Yes, dear," she teased.
"You want the bathroom to get dressed, or here? I'll
take the other one."
"Bathroom," she said.
"Wait," I said. "Before you take over."
I went and relieved my bladder. When I got out, there
was Tina, eyebrow raised, baby-talking, "Did my widdle
boy have to go potty?"
"Like a racehorse," I countered.
She took over the bathroom. I heard face being washed,
teeth being brushed, and in ten minutes a Tina showed
up, ready for the day. I did the teeth thing and I was
ready to go, that is as soon as we packed up. Two trips
to the truck. I stopped by the front desk and paid the
tab, and we made a short run across the interstate to a
diner for breakfast.
Pancakes and coffee, and conversation. "Maybe we won't
have to shoot our way out of this one, babe," she
smirked.
I noted with interest, the term "babe" used in reference
to me. "Gosh," I said, "At least not until next week."
Walking back across the parking lot to the truck and
trailer, I noticed that there was less distance between
us than before.
In the truck, in five minutes we were back on the open
road, locked in at seventy. She loosened her seatbelt
and turned sideways.
"So if we're gonna be living together, don't you think
we should know something about each other?"
"That might be good. I figured you'd tell me what you
wanted, whenever you felt up to it."
"I'm talkin' about you, Alan," she said.
"Okay. What do you want to know? If I don't want to
answer, I'll tell you. Between us, that's gonna be the
rule. If you don't want to tell, just say no. No lies,
okay?"
"Okay. Wife?"
"Nope," I said. "Divorced four years ago. She left with
a high school sweetheart. Living in California with new
husband and our daughter."
"Daughter?"
"Yeah. Sara will be seven this year. Have her a month in
the summer. Might fly her in for Christmas or
Thanksgiving, IF the ex will submit to such horrors. You
want to know what's sad?"
"What's sadder than that?" Tina asked.
"She had complications during the pregnancy and delivery
and her doctor said another baby might be very bad for
her or the baby, so she talked ME into getting a… uh…
fixed. Of course, now that I'm forty, that's not as big
a deal, but to some women…"
"Yeah, I guess some women would see that as a minus.
Girlfriends?"
"Nope. Not in the last two years. Gave up on the dating
scene. Don't do one-night stands. Morals, and all that."
"Really? It's been a long time since I heard that," she
said.
"Besides, I'm weird. Just ask the ex. I listen to the
wrong kind of music. Watch the wrong kind of TV. Laugh
at the wrong kind of jokes.
"I thought you liked the right kind of TV last night."
She paused. "Okay. Let's move on to the music thing. Let
me guess. Hip-hop."
She smirked again.
"You need a magic marker to make you a cardboard sign
for the side of the road?"
Laughing. "Okay, so what..."
"Look in the console."
She opened the console and pulled out two CD's. "Uh...
if this is the wrong kind... Alan, I miss this music."
"Are you looking at..."
"Bach. Brandenburg Concertos. Beethoven. Symphonies. Oh,
god! Pastorale!"
"W-w-wait! You're a teenaged girl. It's supposed to be
boy bands and hip-hop."
"Not when you're looking for a little bit of theology
and geometry in your universe."
"Theology and geometry? Like in "Confederacy of
Dunces"?"
Squeal. "You know the book?"
"Not the kind of book I expect to be known by a high
school dropout, Tina."
"About that," she sighed. "I wanted to explain. This is
as good a time as any. When my Grandma was alive and I
lived with her, I had a 3.8 average. When she died, and
I had to live with Mom, like I said, school after
school, never enough days, I gave up." She looked at me
with serious eyes. "I'm not stupid. And I'm not lazy.
I'm not my mother's daughter, I'm HER mother's grand-
daughter, and I want to go back to school."
"That answers that question, then," I said.
"You had a question? Really? About me?"
"Yes, Tina, I did. I was quite happy to help you out,
but honestly, I didn't know how much I could do if you
were a dropout and done with school. Now I have some
hope. 3.8? Really? Wow! I didn't do THAT good."
"So you're thinking about my school now?"
"Yeah. We'll have to figure some stuff out. Get you
graduated from high school. College?"
"Was a dream. I was hoping for scholarships. Grandma was
going to help, but she was on fixed income. And when she
died..." she sighed.
"Hope of college died too."
"Don't give up hope, Tina. Let's see where this leads,
okay?"
"Okay. Now, back to Alan. You went to college,
obviously. Engineering. Isn't that tough?"
"Not if you get your head into the game. And I was Army
ROTC, so I spent four years as an engineer lieutenant."
"Really?"
"Yeah. Really."
"And now..." She was paying close attention now.
"And now I'm pretty well known in a small field of
people who take care of industrial power systems, and
that's what I'm, we're going to go do in Tennessee. It
pays good if I'm willing to travel, and with no wife and
kids to take care of, I AM willing to travel."
She was smiling. "And rescue young damsels in distress."
"That too. Now, tell me more about Tina."
"I turned seventeen three months ago. I should be
starting my senior year in high school. I used to swim
on the city team. I am computer literate. I like
classical music, although I think Chopin is trying too
hard to sound sophisticated and darned little good
classical music has been written since 1900. Well, some
of Copland's stuff, and a few others. I can stand some
ragtime and some bits of other genres."
"Boyfriends?"
"I've dated a few. Nothing serious. Because boys my age,
at least the ones I met, AREN'T serious. They're as bad
as girls except it's pickup trucks and cars instead of
nail polish and hairdos, and there's that ONE thing
that's always on their minds when they're on a date and
get you alone."
"Ah, yes," I said. "I remember being young and stupid.
Thanks for reminding me."
She was on a roll. "So I'm out on a date with a guy I'm
thinking is cute and smart and I've just finished
reading "Confederacy" and I start talking about it and
he's all about, "Can I touch your tits" and I'm pushing
hands away. She sighed. "I want to be a MIND."
"I understand," I said.
"No you don't. It's different for guys."
"No, babe," I said. Oops. Called her "babe". Move on.
"When the men and women are forty, it gets all screwed
up. Women think that if they get you into bed a time or
two that you're ready for marriage. And I'm thinking,
"Hey, you hated my music. And I supposed to spend the
rest of my life in a house without Beethoven?"
Her laughter was like tinkling bells. "Maybe you DO
understand."
She continued. "And then I moved back in with Mom.
SuperMom. As in, "Oh, baby you're old enough. Go out
with HIM. He's got a nice car."
And "You might give a little to get a little, you know
what I mean?" And "He didn't mean to walk in on you in
the shower. And it's no big deal if he saw you naked."
And "don't be so sensitive. A lot of people ain't as
picky about showing off their bodies. Get over it."
"Really? That bad.?"
"That bad. Grandma cried about how her daughter turned
out to be such a, in her words, slut." She sighed. Then
I saw her smile. "School. I get to go back to school."
"If that's what you want, Tina."
"That's what I want."
***
Lunchtime saw us parked in the back corner of a roadside
restaurant, inside for a stretch and a bathroom break
and a decent meal. Two o'clock saw us pulling into the
RV park we'd be calling home for the next six months.
That was the plan, anyway. We got down together and I
signed in at the office, meeting the manager, getting
the talk about the lay of the park, the amenities, the
rules and we got pointed to a spot in the most remote
corner, per my request.
I did the much-hated backing of a thirty-three foot
trailer into a spot, then with Tina helping, got
unhitched, leveled, electricity, water and waste
connected, then I climbed a ladder and installed my
satellite TV dish. To Tina I said, "There. Animal
Planet, Discovery, History, MTV, VH1..."
"Watch it, Alan. You're falling off your white horse."
and laughter.
"Okay, princess, it's time to see your new castle," I
said, unlocking the door and lowering the retractable
step. She stepped in first.
"Wow! This is nice! I haven't lived in anything this
nice since Grandma's."
"You like it? Really?"
"Yeah," she said. "It's small, but you've got
everything. Kitchen. Little washer and dryer. "Uh...
just one bed..."
"And the sofa makes out into another. I had this one
custom made. I didn't plan on company. But I've slept on
the sofa and..."
"It's nicer than anything I've seen in a year, Alan.
This is wonderful."
I wish I heard more assurance in her voice.
We moved her stuff from the truck to one of the two
clothes closets. I showed her the bathroom. Storage
space. Where to turn water on and off. Gas. Electricity.
I also showed her how the sofa made out into a bed, a
fairly easy operation but instead she stretched out full
length on it in "Sofa" mode.
"This is a sight better than I'm used to. I had a single
bed in Mom's apartment and the mattress was shot."
"I'm sorry, b…" I caught myself. "uh, Tina, but when I
designed this I didn't plan on a teen girl living with
me."
"That's okaaay, Alan, really. If you put up with me, I
can put up with this." She got up and opened cabinets.
"You got pots and pans. We need to go grocery shopping.
Get stuff to cook."
"Uh," I said, "I don't usually cook much past TV
dinners."
"But I can cook. So let's make a list. And then go
shopping."
She retrieved the little notebook from her purse and
started writing. As she wrote, she questioned me about
foods I liked and disliked, studiously scribbling in her
notebook in a tight and even hand.
"'Kay," she announced. "Now let's go buy groceries."
And we did. Once in the truck, I asked, "Tina, if you're
serious about going back to school, I'm gonna call
tomorrow and see what it takes to get you in. if you're
serious."
"I'm serious. I can't imagine not having at least a high
school diploma, Alan. What do people do?"
"I don't know. Some make it without the diploma, but
that's not the way to bet."
"I'd really like college."
"That's what you said. Let's get you through high school
first."
Giggle. "Yeah. High school."
Driving out of the park, we drove past the pool. There
were two couples sitting poolside watching some kids
splash around.
"I need a bathing suit. I could enjoy that pool," she
said.
"Me too," I responded. "We'll see about getting suits.
Maybe tomorrow."
As we drove, she asked, "What's the plan for tomorrow,
anyway?"
I glanced at her. "I figured we'd find where I have to
work, and see what kind of drive it is. Maybe find the
high school. Go into town
and get a couple of swimsuits. And YOU get to say, too,
you know. I don't start working until next Monday. We
have all week."
"'Kay," she smiled.
Groceries collected we retired back to our trailer. It
was nearing darkness. "Tina, I'm going to walk a lap
around the park. I need the exercise." I tried to do
something three or four times a week. Kept the weight
down and my health up.
"Uh, okay," she said. "Is this your 'alone' time, or can
I walk with you?"
"Let's go. If I need 'alone' time, I'll tell you. I've
had plenty enough in that last couple of years. It's
nice to have somebody to talk with."
We locked the trailer and started walking. Sunday
evening, there were still three other trailers in the
park. Two retired couples were sitting outside near one,
chatting. We stopped and exchanged pleasantries.
Continuing the walk, we caught up with a third retired
couple walking like us, enjoying the evening calm. We
made a point of examining the park's pool area. Looked
like a good thing. At least through September, before it
started getting too cool. So we had a month.
I walk pretty briskly, so I was stepping out. I noted
that Tina was matching me step for step without
complaint, and carrying on conversation as she did so.
Healthy. Okay.
I unlocked the trailer and let us in. "Who goes first?"
"Me, if you don't mind…" she said.
"Okay, but remember to go easy on the hot water. We got
a ten-gallon heater. So wet down, soap up, rinse. Same
thing on shampoo."
Giggle. "I read that's how you do it on a boat," she
said. "I'll leave you some hot water."
"Uh, another problem. These things aren't exactly built
for privacy. I'll stay in my end with the curtain closed
until you're dressed, okay?"
"Uh, yeah, I guess." She fixed me in a stare. "This is
gonna be difficult, huh?"
"I'm sorry. You got a better idea?"
"Yeas, I do, if YOU'RE the kind of man I think you are.
I mean, locking yourself behind a curtain…"
"What's the alternative?"
She stared at me, her lips belying a firm resolve. "You
can just decide that you might see as much of a female
as you would on any beach in the country. I won't flash
you or tease you. And you try to be the same when it's
your turn. I've seen guys before. I think we're both
adults and we can restrain ourselves."
"There you go, making sense," I said.
She smiled. "I don't want to mess up your life, Alan. We
just both live here, and we get along, and treat each
other like adults, okay?"
This from a cute seventeen year old girl. That, yes,
part of me definitely wanted to see naked. But I pushed
that part back down in my head. "Okay, princess."
She huffed. "Stop calling me princess."
"You ARE a princess."
"I will carry my weight in this house, okay? Really."
"Okay," I said. "Then we'll have a couple of TV dinners.
And tomorrow we'll try cooking."
"Okay." She smiled. "Alan, I appreciate what you're
doing for me. What you've already done. We'll work this
all out, okay?"
"Okay. Get your shower." And I went back to my chair
with my back to the bathroom. I heard the water run.
Stop. Run again. Stop. Run again. Then bumping and a
towel-clad Tina zipped up the narrow aisle to the
bedroom where her clothes were. The privacy curtain
closed for a minute, then she emerged.
"See!" she laughed. "We made it. Your turn. I'm gonna
dry my hair." Pajama-clad, she sat on the steps to my
bed and started brushing and blowing.
I'd done enough in this trailer to have a routine, but
that had to be altered at the point where I walked
around nude. I brought my tighty-whities into the little
bathroom and in the confined space, I toweled off and
donned them, then opened the door to let the moist air
out while I shaved. I emerged and Tina was sitting on
the sofa.
"Oh, wow," she laughed. Tighty-whities. I can hardly
contain myself." Sarcasm dripped.
"I didn't know I was sharing a trailer with a smartass,"
I laughed, as I donned my own pajamas.
"One of my many talents," she smirked. Punching the
start button on the microwave, she giggled. "This is
another."
TV dinners and soft drinks. "We can do better than
this," she said as we sat opposite one another in the
dining booth. She was right. We watched TV together, me
with my laptop and a wireless card, checking email and a
couple of engineering websites. She looked.
"I haven't used a computer since Grandma's house. I had
a laptop. It "disappeared" at Mom's."
I picked it up and handed it to her. "Use this one."
"You don't mind?"
"I gotta trust you, huh?"
"You CAN trust me, Alan. Mom didn't raise me. Grandma
did. Right." She got serious fast.
"Sorry, Tina. That's YOUR computer now. Just don't erase
my old stuff."
Squeal. "This is MINE? But don't you need it for work?"
"Got another one in the truck for work. I can bring it
in if I need it. What'd'ya got? Email? FaceBook?"
"Uh-huh. That I haven't checked in months. Only got to a
computer at the library. And I didn't get to the library
very much."
I flipped through some TV channels as she concentrated
on the computer screen. I heard her muttering under her
breath, "Nope. Nuh-uh.
Nope. No way." A pause, a flurry of keystrokes, the back
to "Nope. No way."
"You sound awfully busy," I said.
"Catching up with people I don't really want to catch up
with, mostly. I'm answering a couple, though."
I looked at her as she went back to her task. I didn't
stare, but I was looking at a cutie who wasn't working
at being cute. She just was. I went back to TV. It was
safer.
Finally she looked up. "Done!"
"That was fast. How about looking up the local school
board? We need to get the ball rolling on getting you
back in school."
"Okay," she said. A few more keystrokes and she passed
me the laptop. I looked at the website.
"That's where we'll start tomorrow," I said. I looked at
my watch. "It's about bedtime. Lemme get you a pillow
and some sheets." I retrieved a set of sheets and a
pillow from my bed.
"But this is YOUR pillow," she said.
"I had three. I can live with two."
She unfolded a sheet and tucked it into the sofa
cushions, making a clean smooth surface, then positioned
the pillow and pulled the other sheet over her. "This'll
work," she said.
"If you get cold, I can get you a blanket. I like
sleeping in a cold room myself."
"I'll be okay," she said, smiling. "G'nite, Alan. Thanks
for a nice day."
"No, thank you, Tina. You're fun to hang out with."
She smiled. I made my way to the bed at the opposite end
of the trailer, turned down the covers and crawled in. I
didn't close the privacy curtain. The light at the other
end of the trailer blinked out, leaving a little night
light's soft illumination. I went to sleep.
-= Chapter Three =-
I woke up to the smell of frying bacon, an alien smell
that my sleep-fogged mind took a few seconds to parse. I
sat up. From my vantage in bed at one end of the trailer
I could see all the way to the other end, and there in
the middle, at the stove, was Tina, fiddling with a
skillet on the stove. I guess she caught my movement.
"Good morning, sleepyhead," she chirped. "I hope grits
and bacon and eggs is good for breakfast."
"Oops," I said. "I woke up in the wrong trailer."
"Whaaaat?" she giggled.
"Do you know that there's NEVER been a meal cooked in
the trailer that I didn't cook myself?"
"Then get used to it. I think I like to cook every now
and then."
"Me too," I said. "But cooking for one? Kind of a drag."
"So is cooking for people who could give a shit," she
said. "But I thought I'd try with you. Make up for the
breakfast you didn't finish Saturday."
"Well it smells good enough. Lemme get dressed."
"I won't peek," she said.
I slid out of my pajamas and into a clean pair of pants
and a pullover shirt, grabbed a pair of socks and headed
toward her. I noticed the bacon was cooking to
perfection and the grits were happily bubbling on a rear
burner.
"How do you like your eggs?" she asked.
"Can you do "over easy"?"
"Piece of cake," she laughed. "Grandma showed me. I
practiced."
Soon we were seated opposite one another in the little
dining booth, eating.
"So how'd I do?"
"Very good. I figured burnt bacon and crunchy eggs."
"Why?"
"Because pretty teen girls aren't supposed to know how
to cook," I said.
"I'm NOT pretty," she said.
"Hah. I think you are."
"Thanks," she said. "You don't have to say that, you
know."
"You're right," I said. "But it's true, and it should
make you happy to hear somebody say it."
"Okay. Thank you."
"I'm sorry, Tina. I didn't mean to make you
uncomfortable. I just meant that you… Oh, never mind…"
Inwardly I kicked myself. This was a sticky situation,
and I was still trying to figure out how there could be
a good outcome.
"No, I'm sorry, Alan. You were just trying to be nice.
I'm not used to having people be nice, not the last few
months."
"Tina," I said, getting up from my now empty plate and
gathering hers, "if we're going to exist in this
trailer, we need to get along."
"I know," she said. "But Alan," she continued, "you
gotta understand how it was, living with Mom and a
stream of trash she brought home. I mean, guys that came
home with Mom, they'd hit on me in a second if she left
the room. They thought if she was easy, then I was easy.
And I'm NOT easy."
"I understand, Tina," I said. "You want coffee?"
"Yeah. Lemme watch you make it. People are particular
about their coffee, so I didn't try." She watched as I
threw a little drip pot together and put water on to
boil.
"You are NOT my maid, Tina."
"Yeah, yeah…" she said. "But two people. Little trailer.
If we don't share the work…"
"I know. Can't leave anything out of place, or it gets
cluttered fast."
"And we're in a tight space, so we need to NOT be
sensitive. You've known me, what this is the third day?
I am NOT an asshole unless somebody deserves it. YOU
don't deserve it. Therefore, please don't consider me to
be an asshole."
"I'm SORRY!" she said, "I just REACTED, okay?"
"That's not the point, Tina. We can make this whole
thing work, but WE need to be nice to one another. And
that means that I don't suspect you of ulterior motives,
and you treat me the same."
The kettle whistled, thankfully giving me a stopping
point. I poured the water into the drip pot, took out
two mugs, the sugar canister and a little carton of half
and half. I poured two mugs. "Fix yours," I said. "I
don't know how you want it."
"Two spoons of sugar, and cream like you put in yours."
"How do you know I put cream in my coffee?"
"Hah. First, you got it out today, AFTER you bought it
yesterday. So I figured you used it. Second, you put
some in your cup every time I saw you drink coffee the
last two days. So I trust you to put cream in my
coffee." She did that little smirk thing I'd noticed
several times before.
With a clinking of spoon against cup, I handed her a
mug. She sipped. "Perfect!"
I sat down opposite her again. "Well, good. I did
something right."
"Oh, Alan, I don't mean to be like that. Just…"
"Just a lot of changes in three days."
"In nine months," she sighed. "And things, uh, they
looked so bad… with Mom."
"You're past that, Tina. If we can figure this all out."
I sipped my savory brown liquid, gazing at her face.
She shook her head, flaring her hair and letting it fall
in place. Her hand went up and brushed it off her
collar. "Uh, Alan, how… I mean, am I askin' too much to
get my hair trimmed?"
"No. Is it too long?" It overlapped her collar by half
an inch. Auburn, shiny, a little curl at the ends, it
framed her face nicely.
"Uh, I like it shorter. Needs an inch or so cut off.
But… I… money."
"Not a problem. I don't know how you want to do it, but
find a place, and we'll get it done." I drained my mug
and got up to start washing dishes.
She shoved me out of the way. "Lemme do that."
"Okay, boss," I said. I gathered clothes and started
filling the little washer. "I'll do the laundry."
With dishes washed and stacked to dry, and a load of
laundry in mid-cycle, we headed out of the park with the
address of the jobsite on the GPS. It wasn't too long a
drive through the countryside. I found what I expected,
a site consisting of several acres, cleared from the
surrounding woodlands, a new railroad spur and pipeline
going in, and huge amounts of bare dirt and rock with
curiously shaped trenches and holes and interesting
formations of concrete and steel rising out of them. And
a complex of temporary office trailers. In one of them
was my new office, but today wasn't the day to look at
it.
"So that's where you work," Tina commented.
"Yeah. They all start out as a big mess like that. In
six months we ought to be ready to make stuff. Or at
least I'll have the electricity on."
We drove towards the county seat. I was looking for the
school board office. Nine AM. I guessed that government
employees should be at work by nine. I punched up the
phone number from the search the night before. I got a
menu. I navigated until I got a human. "Hi, I said, "I'm
Alan Addison. I need to talk to somebody about enrolling
a student in your high school."
The female voice said, "Yessir. Let me connect you with
Mister Jenkins."
Click. A male voice. "Dan Jenkins. Can I help you?"
"Yessir, Mister Jenkins. I'm Alan Addison. I have a
student who needs to enroll. We just moved here."
"Easy enough," he said. "I'll just need the information
from her last school. You wouldn't happen to have
transcripts with you?"
"Nossir," I said.
"Didn't figure you did, but I thought I'd ask. We can
get those. What grade?"
"Uh, that's the problem. Hey. We're on the road. Can I
come by and talk to you in person?"
"Sure," he said. He gave me the address. "Just tell the
lady at the front desk that you're here to see me."
"Looks like we'll see you in twenty minutes or so."
"Okay, Mister Addison," he said. "I'll be waiting."
"So we're going to see him?" Tina asked. "I'm not
dressed."
"Uh, Miss Tina," I stated, "you're dressed quite
nicely." She was. Jeans, athletic shoes, a conservative
blouse that accented that head of hair.
"I get nervous."
"You have nothing to get nervous about. We're just
trying to get you back in school. These are the people
that will help us do that." I pulled into the parking
lot and maneuvered the big pickup into a slot and we got
out.
Walking into the office, we met the receptionist, a
nicely dressed black lady who directed us down the hall
after she notified Mr. Jenkins of our arrival. I knocked
on the office door and heard a "Come in!" I ushered Tina
in ahead of me.
"You're Mister Jenkins?" I asked, extending my hand.
He shook it. "And you're Alan Addison. And this is…" he
asked, looking at Tina.
"This is Tina, uh, Miss Christina Johnson. She's needing
to be in school."
"Hello, Miss Tina," he said. "You folks can sit down."
We sat.
"So what's the deal? You're her, uh.. relation?"
"None," I said. "She's, well, I don't know how to
categorize…"
His eyebrow raised almost imperceptibly.
"No," I said. "Not like that. Like "foster home"."
"Sir," Tina interrupted, "I have no living relatives who
aren't in jail. Mister Alan has provided me a place to
stay and has offered to get me back in school."
"Okay," he said. "We'll leave that as it is. Mister
Addison, what is your legal relationship? Guardian?
Something that says you're "in loco parentis", legally
able to sign for her? I'm assuming she's still a minor."
"Seventeen, sir," said Tina.
"Uh, yes. Minor," said Mr. Jenkins. "Sir," he said,
looking at me, "I'm afraid that you need something to
say that you have legal standing to make decisions
concerning her life."
"I understand," I said.
"I DON'T!!!" hissed Tina. "Two days ago this man saved
my life. From that, my mom and her boyfriend went to
jail. I don't HAVE anybody else to make decisions. He's
the one."
"I'm sorry, Miss Tina," he said. "But that's what the
law says."
My head was full of spinning gears. They lined up and
clicked. "Uh, Mister Jenkins, can I make a cellphone
call? I don't want to be rude."
"No," he said. "If we can get this straightened out."
"Tina," I said. "Let me have Deputy Hurley's number."
As she opened her purse I said to Mr. Jenkins, "This guy
might be able to help us out."
"Yeah?" he said. "Then use my phone. Here!" He turned it
around. "Punch this button if you want to use speaker.
Dial nine to get an outside line."
"Thanks," I said, punching buttons. I put us on the
speaker.
"I'm really trying to help," he said.
The phone rang. I wasn't sure of success on Hurley's
office phone, but we were surprised to hear "Sheriff's
office. Deputy Hurley. Can I help you?"
Here goes nothing, I thought. Uh, Deputy Hurley. Alan
Addison. From Saturday morning at the diner?"
"Hello, Mister Addison," He said. "What can I do for
you?" His voice sounded a tad apprehensive.
"Uh. I'm here in Tennessee with Miss Tina and uh, Mister
Jenkins of the school board. We're trying to get Tina
back in high school."
"Oh, really?" his tone took a definite upward turn.
"That's great! She doin' okay?"
"Yeah, so far."
"Hi, Deputy Hurley," Tina piped in.
"Hi, Miss Tina," he said. "How can I help you?"
I said, "Mr. Jenkins here says I… we need some sort of
legal document saying that I have some standing to sign
for her to get in school. Can you help us? I mean, you
know the situation and all."
"I dunno exactly how that's gonna work," he said. "Tell
you what, lemme call my uncle. He's the district judge.
He'll know."
Mr. Jenkins injected, "How long might that take?"
Hurley came back, "I'll get off the phone with you and
call 'im. Call you back in ten minutes. Gimme a number."
Jenkins read him off one.
"I'll call you back in ten minutes, fifteen, tops."
"Okay, thanks, man! We appreciate the help."
"Don't thank me yet," Hurley said. "I haven't done
anything."
"We trust you," Tina said.
"'Kay. Bye, ya'll." Click.
I looked at Mr. Jenkins. "Okay, we're working on it."
"Saturday? At the diner?" He looked interested.
"You want the story?"
"Sure," he said.
"You don't mind, do you, Tina?" I asked.
"Certainly not. We lived through it."
So I told the story, aided ably by Tina. "And," I said,
"That's how a forty year old engineer ended up with a
teenaged girl in Tennessee."
"Okay," he said. "Let's assume that we get something
going that lets you sign for Miss Tina." He turned to
Tina. "What grade are you in?"
"I dropped out in the eleventh grade," Tina said. "I was
a 3.8 student. Then I moved in with Mom when Grandma
died. And I dropped out."
"Hmmm," he said. "That changes things a bit."
"How so?" I asked.
"We have to do a placement test. To see where she starts
back. Pretty standard thing."
Uh, okay? When? Where?"
"We can do it here. Tomorrow if you get us something to
fix things. Or this week."
I eyeballed the diploma on his wall. A picture of a
happy Jenkins with a pretty, if somewhat chunky wife and
two kids, maybe eight and ten.
And to go with the conservative haircut, a framed
honorable discharge certificate from the Marines.
"Marine?" I said.
"Oh, yeah," he said. "You?"
"Army. Combat engineers."
"Chopper pilot."
"Really?!?" I said. "Gulf War?"
"Yeah. You?"
"Uh-huh. Blew one of the minefields to cut the army
loose into Iraq."
"Small world, ain't it? I flew into Kuwait."
"Hah!" We laughed together. Tina was alternating her
gaze between the two of us.
Jenkins saw her expression. "Sorry, Miss Tina, we're not
ignoring you."
"Oh, don't worry about me, Mister Jenkins. I'm learning
stuff every day. About him."
The phone rang. Jenkins answered, then punched the
speaker button. "Okay, Deputy, uhhh, Hurley, is it?
We're all here. So what's the good news."
Hurley's voice as tinny on the speaker. "Hi, folks!
Hizzoner Judge Hurley, my dear uncle, says that I need
for you two to fax me copies of your drivers' licenses
so he can get the paperwork done up properly. I can
overnight it to you. You both sign. Overnight it back.
The judge signs. And it's back to you. We can get it
done by Friday that way."
Mr. Jenkins asked, "So this is a hundred percent? No
questions?"
"Nope," the tinny voice said. "Hundred percent."
"Great," said Mr. Jenkins.
"The fax number on your card works?" I asked.
"No," Hurley said. "Use this one. It's the judge's law
office. And you owe me seventy five bucks. Court costs."
He gave me a fax number. Tina was already pulling out
her drivers' license.
"Tell your uncle that his name goes on the list of good
people," Tina said.
"Uh, Deputy Hurley, Let me give you an address for the
deliveries." I gave him the RV park. Made a mental note
to make arrangements for them to watch for me and call
when things came in.
"I'll do that, Miss Tina," Hurley said. "I'll call 'im
back and tell 'im to expect the fax."
"Hey, Deputy Hurley," I said.
"Yeah."
"Can your uncle fax me back a copy of the document. A
draft? So Mister Jenkins will have something in his hand
pretty quick?"
"Yeah. I can do that."
"Great! We're gonna fax that stuff right now."
"'Kay, folks! Let me know how things go. Bye!" Click.
Mr. Jenkins sat back, bridging his fingers at his chin.
"Well!" he exclaimed, "That looks pretty good. Lemme
make quick call. He picked up the phone. "Hi, Janie. Dan
Jenkins. Yeah. Look, I got a young lady who needs to do
a grade screening for high school. Uh, yeah. She dropped
out last year in, uh, Louisiana. Wants to start here. We
need to determine grade placement. Can she… Uh,
tomorrow? Yeah. Wait a sec…" He looked at us. "Tomorrow
okay?"
Tina nodded vigorously. "Yes, fine!" I said.
He went back to the phone. "Yeah. Tomorrow. Eight-
thirty? Till, what, lunch-time? Okay… she'll be there.
Uh… Christina Johnson.
"'Kay. Thanks! Bye!"
"Okay," he said, turning to us. "Now, let's get these
licenses copied and faxed." He took them and left,
coming back in a few minutes. He handed us back our
licenses.
I gave him a business card. "Cell number and email
works. If you need anything. I sure do appreciate your
help on all this." I stood up, Tina rising by my side.
He handed me his card. "Same thing goes."
"Thank you, Mister Jenkins," Tina said. "I'll be here,
what eight-thirty? I'll be early. Okay?"
He smiled. "Good. We're looking forward to having you."
Tina was a little old to be skipping beside me, but
there was a definite bounce in her step as we left.
"Are you nervous? I mean, TESTS!"
She shook her pretty head. "Nuh-uh. I'll do my best.
Things will work out. Again."
"Again?" I questioned.
"Yeah," she smiled. "Things seem to have taken a good
turn for ME since Saturday, dontcha think?"
"I suppose. That is, if you can get over your living
arrangements."
"I'm sorry about this morning, Alan. I'm just, you
know…"
"Don't worry, Tina. Lots of changes."
"Uh, AND a period. And I get a bit edgy. I'll try to be
better."
"Just be you. We'll work things out."
"'Kay, babe," she said. Giggled .
And I noted the word "babe".
We took off in the truck, went to find a good clothing
store, and bought a couple of bathing suits. I left her
to her own devices in choosing, and her choice as a very
conservative one-piece. I'd imagined a bikini, a not
unpleasant set of images, to be sure, but most
disturbing to my efforts at maintaining an almost
fatherly distance.
That effort put us within hitting distance of lunch.
"Where do we eat?" questioned Tina.
"I got an idea," I said. I whipped out the business card
from my shirt pocket and dialed the number.
"School board. Dan Jenkins. Can I help you?"
"Dan Jenkins, this is Alan Addison. We're looking for a
decent lunch meal and thought we'd ask you to come along
and show us one. Meal's on me."
Laughter. "How far out are you?"
"About five minutes."
"I'll be standing beside the road with my hungry look…"
Tina grinned. "Do you, like, go out of your way to make
friends?"
"Life is a lot better when people are happy to see you.
And the day goes better when you don't go into it pissed
off all the time."
"Hmmm. Interesting." She smiled. "You're really
something, you know."
"Nope, just a plain ol' engineer trying to have a good
life in the middle of all the mess."
She smiled as we pulled into the parking lot at the
school board. She waved at Dan Jenkins and he started
toward us. As he approached, she unbuckled her seatbelt,
stowed the console that separated the passenger side
from the driver side of the truck's bench seat, and slid
beside me. She was buckling herself in the middle as Dan
got in to occupy the passenger side. Buckled in, we
started back out of the lot.
"So what are you looking for?" He asked.
"Tina? Are you hungry for something in particular?"
"Oh, no," she said. "Let Mister Jenkins show us."
"Okay, Dan," I said. "take us to the showplace dining
experience."
He laughed. "Uh, well… I know a place. Family style
food. Good for lunch. And not expensive. Turn right at
the next light."
We were early enough to beat the lunch crowd and had a
very nice meal presented to us.
"So where are you working," his first question came.
"That new factory going in over off the main highway?
I'm doing the electrical."
"Engineer?" He surmised.
"Yep. I was headed this way and stopped for breakfast.
Tina told you the story."
Tina smiled.
"So where are you living?" he asked.
I named the RV park. "For at least the next six months.
Not quite long enough to be a resident. Too short to be
called transient."
"Yeah," Dan said. "I suppose somebody could make a big
deal out of your address being an RV park, but you
explained the situation and I'm happy with it." He
turned his attention to Tina as she worked her way
through her meal with surprisingly good manners. "Miss
Tina, not many dropouts go back to school like you're
doing."
She put her fork down. "I suppose," she said. "But I
hated to drop out, Mister Jenkins. It's just that with
my home situation, I was out of school more than in."
"Are you thinking of college?" he asked.
"Yessir," she answered. "I was, before… and now I'm
thinking about it again. If I have a chance."
"Good. I know the guidance counselors at the high
school. Let's see how the tests go."
"We'll find out, won't we…" and she smiled
enigmatically.
We continued a pleasant lunchtime conversation and then
drove back to Dan's office and dropped him off. I
expected Tina to slide back over to the empty passenger
seat, but it was almost as if she hesitated before
moving, buckling in, and lowering the console as a
barrier between us. A sort of pickup truck chastity
wall.
I let the GPS take us to a nearby recreational park on a
lake and we walked around, savoring the afternoon, even
though it was a little warm. I wiped some sweat from my
brow. Tina saw that.
"Alan," she said. "we have brand new swimsuits and I
know where there's a pool. Good idea?"
"Great idea! Let's go."
We drove back to the RV park. "I need to stop in at the
office and tell them we're expecting deliveries," I
said.
"Yeah, we are, aren't we?"
We both got down and walked into the office. The manager
was an older lady, maybe early sixties, at the counter.
"Hi, again," I said.
Lillian Graves was her name. She smiled. "Oh, yes. You
came in yesterday. Uh… Alan, isn't it?"
"Yes, ma'am."
She looked at Tina. "And Tina. What can I do for you
folks?"
"I gave this address for mail. And tomorrow I'm
expecting a Fed-Ex overnight. You have my cell number.
Can you call me when it comes in?"
"Sure," she said. "Didn't you say you're going to be
working around here?"
"Yes ma'am," I said. "That new plastics plant off the
main highway."
"Oh, yes," she said. "My son in law is going to be there
as a construction foreman."
"Great!" I said. "His name?"
"Rollie Stebbins. You can't miss him. He's taller'n you.
'Bout three hundred pounds. Beard."
"I'll look for 'im! Tina's probably gonna do high school
from here. Start next week, we're thinking."
"Oh, that's good. I can get the bus to stop here to get
her in the mornings."
Tina looked at me. "Uh, okay. That's good. I was
wondering how I was getting to school."
"And baby," Lillian said, "you're always welcome to come
sit here with me in the afternoons while he's still at
work. If you don't mind sitting with us old folks."
"Oh, no ma'am," she smiled. "I loved talking with my
grandmother."
I said, "Well, we're gonna go swim for a while."
"Well, ya'll have fun, then. I'll watch for your stuff
tomorrow," she said.
We climbed back into the truck and drove the short
distance to the trailer. In ten minutes I was wearing a
conservative pair of swim trunks and Tina was in a one-
piece suit that clung to sleek curves and bulged out
over set of B-cup breasts. I tried not to stare.
"Grab us some towels," she said.
"Yes ma'am," I said, exaggerating my servitude.
"Oh, stop that. You're being a butt…"
"Walk or ride?" I asked.
She gaged the distance from the trailer to the pool.
"Uh, with what we've been eating, I'm thinking that the
walk is a good thing."
"Smart girl," I said.
We started walking, side by side. Could've been a dad
and his daughter. Could've. And as far as I was
concerned, that was what we were.The pool was bigger
than I expected. Certainly not Olympic-sized, but plenty
long enough for laps to be meaningful. I stripped off my
t-shirt and slipped into the pool, letting the water
envelope me, then ducked my head and started laps in an
easy crawl. And got passed up by a seventeen year old
girl.
"This isn't the way it's supposed to go," I thought to
myself, and I kicked my effort up from "recreational"
level towards "Showoff". And I struggled to close the
gap. Kept trying, too, expecting her speed to be a
fluke. Wasn't a fluke. Back and forth. Finally she
pulled up on the edge of the pool and I hit just seconds
behind her, and I was breathing pretty good.
"Okay," I said, between breaths. "Now tell me why Miss
Tina is whipping my butt in the pool."
Giggle. Then a little snicker. "High school swim team. I
had trophies."
I heaved a cleansing breath. "Now I remember. It shows.
Very good."
She smiled at me, her hair dark with water and plastered
against her head. "You didn't do bad yourself," she
said. "I could feel you almost catch me. You have a
better kick off the wall."
"You beat me. In a regulation pool, you'd have lapped me
in five laps."
She smiled. "Nice to know that I have something on you."
She ducked under the water to cool off. I did the same,
then watched her leggy form exit the pool and settle
onto a lounge beside the walk, toweling herself off. Her
height was from those long legs, not her torso, I
observed.
I got out and sat on the lounge beside her, drying
myself off, then laying back. I closed my eyes to the
late afternoon sun, but not before I saw her eye me. She
stretched back on her own chair.
"Mmmmm, this is really great, Alan. It's so much
different than what I was looking at Friday night. I
think I'm in heaven."
A gentle zephyr stirred the nearby trees and cooled my
damp body. "Ahhhh, yes, lady, I think it's great.
Different, but great."
"Alan," she said, "how do you usually do these jobs?
What do you do? Work, I know, but after work?"
"That's where I part ways with a lot of guys, Tina. Lots
of construction people party hard. The bars and clubs
around here are going to make a fortune when this thing
is being built. And there's be a lot of women chased and
a few caught, and all. But that's not my thing."
"So what DO you do?"
"I find the library, or the internet, and if there's
some good concerts, I go to those, and if I find friends
that share my desire not to go out drinking and
cavorting then I might spend the evenings with friends."
"No women?" she asked.
"Not for the sake of the standard things that men chase
women for. Like I told you the other day, I don't do
casual sex and I am not going to get serious with
somebody who's not on the same wavelength that I am.
There's too much pain in trying to fit the wrong pieces
of a puzzle together."
"But…"
"But that's too serious a part of my life to compromise.
Been there. It hurts. So I quit."
"Uh… I guess that's a better approach than Mom's… she
kept tryin' and tryin' and then it was just for, I
guess, the physical thing… and it seemed like a bad way
to go through life." She sighed.
"Some people go their whole lives like that and they
don't suffer consequences, but every one of those one-
nighters, or short things, there's two people involved,
and what doesn't bother one can leave a mark on the
other."
"Yeah," she said.
"Or you end up with two people who just want to use each
other, and… I don't know. I thought I was connected in
my marriage, but apparently she wasn't. And when it hurt
me like that, I decided I never wanted to do that to
another person."
"Me neither. I saw Mom and it looked like a train wreck.
People bent and broken all over the place."
"Life sucks, sometimes…"
"But then," she smiled as I looked at her, "there are
days like this. Look!" She pointed upward to a hawk
circling high overhead. "That's freedom."
"Yes it is," I said. "And he can do that when his
belly's full and the babies are fed. If he's a good,
successful hawk, he gets to circle in the afternoon
skies."
We chatted for a few more minutes then I watched her
form do a little knifing dive off in the deep end of the
pool and I did a backflip in to join her. This time I
knew better than to let her surprise me, but she still
was nothing I could catch. Finally we got out again and
walked back. Passing a couple of the other trailers, we
smiled and greeted them as we walked.
Inside the trailer, Tina grabbed her night-clothes and
hit the shower first. "Won't take long. I just need to
rinse," she said. And true to her word, she was out and
drying her hair.
I did a similar move, but had a few more minutes
scraping the hair off my face. A splash of aftershave
left my face tingly. I exited the tiny bathroom to a
sleekly coiffed Tina, eyes blue and twinkling.
"Gosh, you smell good again," she smiled.
I sat in my recliner and she lounged on the sofa and we
watched TV until about eight when she picked up her
laptop. "Just want to see if I got any responses to my
email," she said. Ten minutes later, she turned the
computer off. "That's that," she said. "I sent email
last night to see who wanted to keep in touch. No
responses. I guess those friends gave up."
"I'm sorry, Tina."
"Oh, it's okay, Alan. You know, this is almost a new
life. I mean, I had that life with Grandma, then she
died, and I had that life with Mom, and it was horrible,
and now that's over, and I have this new life, and
you've been good to me, and I'm gonna go back to school
and meet new friends and start over. Not many people get
to do that."
"I know." I was parsing the "meet new friends"
statement. I knew that she was seventeen and the world
was there for her and a new high school was rich ground
for relationships and friends and boyfriends and, I
hated to think, prospective mates. I pushed that out of
my mind.
Hard. "Uh, do you play cards?" I asked.
"What kind of cards? Like rummy?"
"Yeah. Can you play rummy?"
"Grandma and I used to play several times a week. I like
it. You got cards?"
And we sat at the table and played rummy. And it wasn't
easy. She was no slouch and we each won a game and I got
a lucky draw to beat her on the tie-breaking third game.
And it was bedtime.
She made her bed and I retreated to mine and we went to
sleep.
-= Chapter Four =-
The accursed alarm clock went off as expected at six-
thirty. We got up and dressed and because of her
appointment for testing, we hit a local diner for
breakfast of pancakes and coffee.
At eight fifteen she was walking in the door of the
school board offices. There was a lady expecting her,
and I left her with my business card for her to call me
if she needed me.
"Oh, don't worry," said the lady. "These tests are
timed, but she's the only one taking them today, so
she'll be finished at eleven-thirty."
"Good luck, Tina," I said.
She smiled. And kissed me on the cheek. I was still
standing there when she followed the lady up the hall.
I left, a thousand thoughts going through my head, and
drove to the new jobsite, checked in the front gate and
introduced myself to the people already on site. A few
faces and names were familiar to me, including the
engineering manager who'd asked for me by name and
reputation. I looked at my new office, bare, with a desk
and a large table to spread out prints and drawings, and
a few chairs for the inevitable meetings and
conferences. We talked about the progress so far, and
the target dates for my equipment to begin arriving, and
I looked at the schedule of construction, and we laughed
at a few old tales, and I saw it was ten-thirty, and my
cell phone rang.
I looked at the display. Unfamiliar number. I answered.
Familiar voice. Tina.
"Hi, Alan," she said. "I'm finished."
"I thought the lady said eleven-thirty."
"Yeah, I know. But that's if there were others who need
the whole time… but I just did what I could and then
stopped and we went to the next one. So I'm finished."
"Okay, sweetie," I said. "I'm out at the plant. I'm
leaving now."
"Okay. Uh… I see Mister Dan. I'm gonna go see if he has
time to talk. See ya in a bit."
"I gotta go," I told the crew. "Had a kid taking a test
this morning. She's finished. I'll be here bright and
early Monday." And I left.
Thirty minutes later I walked into the school board
offices. The receptionist spotted me immediately.
"She's in Mr. Jenkins' office. Go right in."
I walked in, spotting Tina sitting in a chair smiling.
Mr. Jenkins… "Hi, Dan," I said.
"Hi, Alan. I'm being surprised today."
I looked at Tina. She was smiling. "How so?"
"She took the placement tests. They're timed tests,
Alan. Usually nobody finishes."
And I looked at Tina. She was smiling. And it was a
self-assured little smirk of a smile.
Dan said, "Tina finished. I, uh, we, the lady who gives
the tests is scoring them right now. If you want to grab
lunch, she'll be finished by the time we get back."
"Sure," I said. "Come on, punkin," I told Tina.
We all walked out to the truck and got in, Tina taking
the center seat again. I know Dan noticed that she had
to move the console out of the way. But she buckled in
rather more to my side than his, and she was STILL
smiling.
This time Dan directed us to a barbecue joint. "I don't
go here often during work," he said, "because they laugh
when I come back with sauce on my tie."
We could see why. The barbecue was good, but eating ribs
was not for the fastidious. We cleaned up as best we
could. Dan was laughing.
"They'll know where we've been."
Back at the office, Dan walked in to see a score sheet
on his desk. "Wow," he said. One word. "Wow."
He looked at us. "Just a sec," he said, punching the
phone. "Uh, hey, Louise. Yeah. I got'em. Thanks for
doing it this fast. I know. I was curious too. Yeah.
I'll tell 'er. Thanks!" He turned his attention to us.
Tina was sitting next to me.
"Well," I said, "Back in the eleventh grade?"
"Yeah, right." His tone was happy sarcasm.
Tina was still smiling. I wasn't. I was trying to
interpret Dan's demeanor. "So what's the deal?" I looked
at Tina. "You did your best, didn't you? You didn't just
quit?"
"No, Alan. I did my very best."
Dan said, "Uh, Alan, she's twelfth grade. And I'm
recommending advanced placement in all her subjects.
That way she gets college credits before she graduates
high school."
"You're kidding!"
"I'm NOT kidding. These scores are the best I've ever
seen. Or Mrs. Conner. She does our testing for us. Oh,
and I got a faxed draft of your guardianship this
morning. So we're operating like you can sign her
papers."
"That's good," I said. "When do we have to give you a
decision about the advanced placement stuff? And when
can she start classes? Monday?"
"Monday will be fine. And we can set her schedule if you
decide. I'll call the guidance counselor at the high
school, but she can start Monday." He smiled back at
Tina. "You're a pleasant surprise." To me he said, "Did
you know any of this?"
"Uh… You know I've known her since Saturday. I knew she
was bright, just talking with her, and she told me about
the 3.8 GPA, but… how was I supposed to know?"
"Well now we know. Can you go to the school Friday and
get with them about the schedule and stuff? Since she's
a new admit, you need to go with her, Alan."
"Okay. Not a problem."
Tina was still smiling. "Mister Dan," she said. "Thank
you for taking care of us."
"We're the ones who are getting lucky, young lady, if
YOU work to your potential. Just one question. What kept
you from getting a 4.0?"
"I missed some tests when my grandma got sick. Mom
pulled me from that school and moved me and I couldn't
make them up."
"Oh, okay. Uh, Alan, can you sign this release so we can
get her transcripts from her old school?"
I signed. We left, headed to the RV park. She got in the
truck giggling.
"What's so funny?" I asked.
"That lady. Mrs. Conner. I took the first test and
finished and she told me to check my work, that I
must've missed some pages. And I
showed her the answer sheet. And she asked me if I
understood the questions. It was funny. She just didn't
believe that I did the work."
"You've surprised a bunch of people today. I'm one of
them."
"Really?"
"I mean, I knew you were smart. It shows in the way you
talk about things. But now… it's like your swimming.
Another surprise."
"I'm glad I surprise you in good ways."
"Me too," I said. "And I thought of something while I
was out. Let's go get you a cellphone. I don't want you
without a way to get hold of me or whoever…"
"My own phone?" Squeal!
"Yeah. I think it's a necessity, with you in school and
me at work and schedules change and things happen. And I
don't have to tell you how you need to take care of it."
"Nobody will touch it, Alan," she said seriously.
That was a minor stop. And the day ended in what would
become routine: a walk, a swim, a dinner, TV, games, and
bed. Her at her end. Me at mine.
The Friday meeting at the high school with the guidance
counselor was interesting. These things were a lot more
fun when you walked in with a winning hand, and Tina was
an academic winning hand. "Yessir," she said. "I DO want
the advanced placement classes."
"Which ones?" he asked. "Physics? Trig? English? Social
studies?"
"All of 'em," she smiled.
I smiled too.
Our last weekend before we both started acceding to
fixed schedules. We abandoned the trailer and drove a
hundred and fifty miles to take in a concert and spend
Friday and Saturday nights in a hotel with a full-sized
shower and two queen-sized beds. The concert was a very
workmanlike performance of Mozart chamber pieces by the
local university's strings and several times during the
performance I stole glances at Tina, a young perfection
in an austere little black dress, tastefully simple
pumps and tiny gemmed studs in her ears. Her hair was
auburn perfection. And her eyes were closed and she was
smiling as the notes soared over our heads.
It was with reluctance that we headed home, talking
about the museums and the concert and the sights and the
food.
***
Monday morning came. We did a bit more hurried breakfast
of grits and eggs and bacon and I headed out to the
project and she cleaned up then went to wait for the
bus.
My day went just as chaotically as I expected for Day
One. By four-thirty I was ready to leave and I did so. I
stopped by the front office and found Tina and Lillian
talking. Tina had a book and notebook open on the
counter.
Lillian handed me the Fed-Ex package that contained the
final versions of the documents that gave me legal place
in Tina's life, the power normally attributed to parent.
"She's been talking and working since she got off the
bus," Lillian said. "It's nice to have young company."
"You don't mind her chatter?"
"Hah!" Lillian answered. "Half her schoolwork I don't
begin to understand, but she talks about everything.
It's mighty nice."
Tina poked at her trig book. "You might have to give me
a hand on some of this. I think I understand, but I want
to be sure."
"Okay, little girl," I said. "Swim. Food. Homework?"
"A plan," she laughed.
We bid Lillian goodbye and went to change. Our swim was
abbreviated, and we hit a local eatery for supper, and
then homework and showers.
Somewhere during the evening I asked about her bus ride.
"Not exactly my favorite thing. Rowdy kids. Long. Bumpy.
I wish I could do schoolwork, but that's pretty much
impossible," she said.
"Then let me ask you this," I said. "I think I know the
answer, but I want YOU to say it. Can I trust you with a
car? I mean, school and home on school days, and I know
exactly where you go and who you're with at all times?"
Squeal! "A car?"
"It makes sense to me. That way you get a little more
time before and after school. You're carrying a heavy
load. You need the time. And you can run errands for us
when I have to work. Makes my job easier."
"You're gonna give me a car?"
I got serious. After all, I'd known her a week. I knew
her to be a serious and unusual specimen of teenaged
girl, but… "No, the car will be in my name. You're still
a minor. And I have title. So if it disappears from my
control, it's stolen. Like if you were to take off for
parts unknown…"
"Alan! I would NEVER do that! I don't have ANYTHING
without YOU!"
"Baby," I said, using the term as if she were my child,
"I believe you. But I also know that strange ideas come
across people's minds. Just saying."
"You needn't worry. Really."
She was unusually chipper when she whipped my butt at
cards before we went to bed that night.
Another day. This time I left work a tad early and
picked Tina up at the park and headed to a used car
dealer. I'd driven by earlier and saw what I had in
mind, a little Japanese sub-compact, reliable, safe, and
with good resale value. Practical, that's me. Tina
looked good behind the wheel. With stars in her eyes.
I'd already warned my insurance agent and the car dealer
faxed him the information.
That activity cost us the day's swim. I wasn't sure that
I could ever wipe the grin off Tina's face. I gave her a
gas card, planning on calling those people for a second
card on the account to replace it. Sitting in a
restaurant for supper, as in "I'm driving us to supper,
Alan!" she looked at me.
"I know you're just dying to give me the speech, huh?"
"What speech? I have no idea what you're talking about."
"Yeah, right," she grinned. "Let's see. Obey traffic
laws. Don't speed. Don't take risks. Pay attention to
the road. Nobody else drives this car but me and you. No
illegal substances. No alcohol. Don't leave it unlocked.
Keep my keys with me."
"Okay, just do all that."
She smiled. "Alan, this is something Grandma would've
done if she was still alive. It's wonderful . I never
expected…"
"Just trying to make our lives better, babe," I said.
We got home. Did the homework thing. The shower thing. A
round of rummy, 510 to 480, my favor. And to bed. Her at
her end. Me at mine.
The six o'clock alarm ruled the morning. Wednesday.
Thursday. We started our swim. She was unusually quiet.
"What's up, Tina," I asked. "Trouble?"
"Well," she said, "not really. But I don't know how to
ask this."
"Ask what?"
"It's a new school, Alan. And I'm making friends. And
they want to get together Friday evening. They ASKED me
if I'd come with them."
This was a day I knew would come. At this point, for all
intents and purposes, she was like a daughter. And I was
a dad whose teen daughter wanted to go out. She was
seventeen, and when it came right down to it, I had only
the most tenuous of holds on her. "So what's the plan?"
"It's not a big deal," she said. "One of the girls is
getting some movies, and we're gonna meet at her house
and watch 'em."
"Are her parents going to be there?"
"Yes. She seems like a nice girl. She's in my AP English
class."
"Then I guess I should let you go. You're seventeen. You
know the ropes."
"Thank you, Alan," she said.
We swam our laps and then showered and went to supper. A
part of me was crying inside and I couldn't tell if it
was the "daddy's little girl" part or the "there goes
your heart" part or if those were both the same or what.
I did my best to keep conversation light.
We did homework, and I noticed that she didn't need
quite the help of two days before. She beat me by a
hundred and fifty points in rummy. Friday. I got tied up
over a botched shipment and was still arguing on the
phone as four o'clock passed. I pulled into the park at
five and saw Tina's car at the trailer. Knowing she was
likely doing date prep, I knocked before entering.
"Come in, silly," she said, giggling.
I wanted that to be MY giggle. I really did. "I thought
you were getting ready for the big date," I said.
"It's NOT a date," she said. "There's a bunch of us."
"No special boy?" I really didn't want to hear "yes".
"Well," there's this guy. He's in my AP science. Cute.
Smart. And my friend Susan says he likes me…"
Inside I died a little. "Just go and have a good time.
I'd like you to be home at a responsible hour. Say,
before midnight. And if you have any trouble, call me. I
mean it. That's what I'm here for."
"I'll be careful, Alan. And I planned on being home by
eleven. She was standing in the door, ready to leave.
"Bye! I'll see you later!"
And I let her leave. I rewarded my restraint by treating
myself to a tasteless TV dinner and then showered and
stretched out to watch TV a book in my lap. I didn't
want to close my eyes for fear of seeing images I didn't
want to see. Time crept. It was Friday, and I doubt that
I ever felt that lonely on a Friday in my life.
And that's why I was surprised when I heard the crunch
of a car pulling into the gravel parking space at a bit
past eight. And the door opened and a Tina walked in
with a hugely exasperated expression plastered on her
face.
Silently she stalked to the sofa and plopped down. Her
face turned to me and I saw tears marring her
complexion. "SHIT!!!" she said.
"Fresh start, my butt!!!"
"What's wrong, Tina?"
"People LIE! That's what!"
"Uh..how?"
"Oh, just peachy. No parents at home. And a cooler full
of beer. And Mister "I think he likes you" is like, "Uh,
let's go someplace in your car. I got some weed…" and
he's also got enough hands for a roomful of clocks and
he thinks he's all IT an' everything. Wouldn't take "NO"
for an answer. He's gonna walk funny tomorrow."
"I'm sorry, babe," I said.
She was on the verge of tears. "I expected different. I
hoped it would be different. But I'm the new girl and
therefore I'm lucky that anybody pays attention to me
an' I live in a trailer park an'… I'm pissed."
"Uh…"
"Okay, sorry… I am seriously upset."
"Better."
Her eyes turned shyly in my direction and the barest
beginning of a smile appeared. "Okay. So what does Alan
say about crap for friends?"
"Move on. People can be depended on to be people. And
the behavior you describe is, unfortunately, pretty
common among your age group. I won't say your peers,
because apparently you don't have very many peers."
"So?!?"
"So life goes on. Even when things don't go your way.
You get to keep being you. Uh… why's the guy gonna walk
funny?"
"I tried "NO". I tried pushing hands away. And he
wrapped me up in his arms and tried to kiss me and he
had his hands all over, so I reached down and grabbed.
Hard. And yanked. He was on the floor crying when I
left. And Susan was looking at me funny. And I came
home."
"You had a rough evening. How about hot chocolate for a
change." I paused. "On the floor crying?!?! Whatta
girl!"
"I'm NOT going to be a slut, Alan. NOT. My first time is
going to be with WHO I want, WHEN I want." She paused.
Now that bunch of gears in my mind was really
clattering. Her first time? She hadn't HAD a first time
yet? "Sorry, babe," I said. "Hot chocolate is instant
tonight. Remind me to buy some cocoa next time we do
grocery shopping."
She accepted the steaming mug and sipped loudly.
"Mmmmmm" she said, then "Dammit!"
Her cellphone rang. She looked at the display. "That's
Susan," she said. "Shhhh!" She answered the call. "Uh,
hi, Susan. Yes, I AM mad. I expected a nice evening of
watching movies and talking and stuff." Pause. "No, I
DON'T drink." Pause. "No, I have NEVER tried pot."
Pause. "Uh… No, I'm NOT a prude. I know stuff about SEX
that will curl YOUR hair. And I think LOVE is better."
Pause. "Oh. How is he? Walks funny? Good!!! He should.
He needs to learn the meaning of NO!" Pause. "No, Susan,
I don't HATE you. I don't HATE him.
But HE'S not getting within six feet of me. EVER. And if
you want to be my friend, then YOU need to be straight
with me." Pause. "No. I don't like being blind-sided."
Pause. "No. If you want us to do something together,
tell me what's going down, up front. And give ME the
chance to say no." Pause. "Yeah. Okay. Yeah, I'll still
talk to you." Pause. "Reputation? If **I** get a
reputation, it's NOT gonna be because I let Brad Jamison
put his hands on my tits. Or anything else." Pause.
"Yeah. Okay. See you Monday." Pause. "Yeah, you can
call. I'll talk."
She looked at me. "Now my chocolate's cold."
"I can fix that," I said, taking her mug to the
microwave. "That was quite a speech."
"Sounds like one of those "Alan" speeches, huh?"
"You have to know that all at once I'm sorry you didn't
have a good time and I am relieved you're okay and I'm
proud that you can say no… peer pressure is a hard thing
to get past."
The microwaved chimed. I handed her back her mug. "Oh,
no, Alan. I've pretty much "peered" at enough with Mom."
She took a sip.
"Mmmmmm. What are we watching?"
"Good movie coming on in half an hour, I said. I was
gonna stay up late and watch it by myself."
"You're not by yourself now," she said.
We watched the movie and at eleven thirty she changed
into her PJ's. "Bedtime?"
"Yeah. Let's do an "us" day tomorrow. If you don't have
plans." I waited.
"My plans pretty much got erased."
She made her bed as I rinsed our mugs. I started toward
my end of the trailer.
"Wait, Alan," she said.
"What?" I stopped and looked at her.
She walked up to me and tiptoed and kissed me on the
cheek. "Thank you."
"For what?" I asked.
"For being decent and understanding. And good to me."
"You're one spectacular young lady," I said. It's easy
being nice to you." And I went to my bed.
From the other end of the trailer I heard, "g'nite,
babe!"
And I went to sleep. Somewhere around two o'clock I
started to turn over and ran into an unexpected
obstacle. A seventeen year old girl.
She was lying on top of the covers and I was underneath
them and I decided that chastity was being observed, so
I carefully rolled the other way. An hour later I awoke
again, this time to feel a pajama-clad form sliding up
against me.
"Tina," I whispered, not wanting to startle her.
"Alan… I…"
"Tina, I… you're…"
"I'm… the sofa hurts my back… and I got cold laying on
top of the blankets."
"Okay… "
"I'm cold." She slid closer. I didn't feel "cold". I
felt heat.
"Okay," I said. "Come here." And I let my arms encircle
her. And I smelled the sweet trace of perfume on her,
and I breathed and she snuggled into me and said,
"mmmmmm". And we really DID go back to sleep.
And that made for a very interesting wake up. I woke up
first and looked at the lump in the bed beside me. Her
hair tossed crazily in her sleep and ended up wreathing
her face, that pretty face, asleep, looking cherubic in
its innocence. Innocence! That clanked in my head.
She'd told her friend that she was a virgin.
I started to get out of the bed and I felt a hand on my
arm. "Noooo, babe," she said. "stay here."
"I'd love to, babe, but I gotta go to the bathroom."
"Okaaay," she whined.
"I'll be back," I said. "If that's what you want."
"Mmmm-hmmm" she said.
I was up the hall, into the bathroom and back out. I
eased under the covers and she scooted towards me. "Are
you sure this is…"
"I want to cuddle."
It was my turn. "Okaaaay…"
Our bodies met. For some minutes I held her, her face
pressed against my chest, my cheek against the top of
her head. She moved. Her face turned towards mine. And
things went horribly wrong. Or right. Because she kissed
me.
I let her slide out of my arms and sat up. "God, no,
Tina…"
"Alan…" she said, putting her hand on my arm. "What's
wrong?"
"Tina… I… we… No…"
"What?" she asked. "D'you know that I didn't go to sleep
last night? Not until I got in your bed?"
"No…" I answered.
"I didn't. I just lay there thinking about things, and
how a guy my age thought that the first time he got me
in a room alone that I belonged to HIM, and he's
supposed to be a GOOD one, and I thought, "well, dummy,
there's a guy thirty feet away that never so much as
made a move, that treated me like a princess and an
equal and a valuable person and SAVED me at the risk of
his own life, all at once, and I said, "Stupid girl,
exactly what ARE you looking for?". So I crawled in your
bed."
"B-but… Tina, I didn't, I mean, I… I told Deputy Hurley,
I didn't take you to turn into a sex toy…"
"I am NOT a sex toy. You don't listen, Alan. You treat
me like I want to be treated. If you were only my dad,
I'd have a perfect dad.
I'd be so lucky. But you're NOT my dad. You're… well, I
don't know what you are. I know what I want you to be…"
I knew what I was… speechless. "uh…"
"Alan. Do you love me? For real? Not saying it to make
me feel good?"
This one was easy. "Yes, Tina, I love you."
"Then tell me, Mister Engineer, if you love me, don't
you think it might be possible that I love you?" She had
an awfully serious look on her face.
"Precious, I can believe that. But then what? I mean…"
She knelt beside me. "Then this…" and she kissed me. Her
lips were hot and soft and as they met mine this time
mine parted involuntarily.
The tip of my tongue brushed her lips softly and they
parted and her own tongue gently met mine. "Mmmmmmm…."
escaped her and resonated throughout my being. My arms
enveloped her and she molded into me, separated from me
by only a couple of layers of cotton pajamas.
Our lips finally parted. Blood was pounding in my ears.
"Alan," she said, "Tell me you love me again."
"Heaven help me, darling," I said. "I love you, Tina." I
kissed her this time. Finally we stopped. Her eyes were
bright and blue and I could lose myself in them, and
there was a satisfied smile on her lips.
"That's all I want to know. I love you. You love me. I
can stop worrying." And she got up. I had a raging hard-
on that I wasn't supposed to have, but I'd just been
kissing a beautiful, nubile, intelligent, funny
seventeen year old girl. And I wasn't dead. But I wasn't
ruled by my baser urges, either. I got up too.
"So now what?" I asked.
She pushed up against me. "All things in due time,
babe," she said, kissing me lightly. "Mmm-kay?"
"Okay," I said. I ran my hands down her sides. The
embrace was invigorating. And I know she felt the
erection I had. Still in each other's arms, her face
turned to me. "In due time."
So Saturday morning we drove out for breakfast, then a
ride through the countryside. Away from the home area,
she pushed the console out of the way and slid beside
me, wrapping my bicep with her hands, putting her chin
on my shoulder.
"You're mine? " she asked.
"I'm yours," I said. "That's kind of scary, babe," I
said.
"Why's it scary? I love you?"
"Because you're seventeen and I'm forty and…"
"And it makes no difference at all. I thought about
that. Is love supposed to be about physical things? Like
MY looks or YOUR looks? Or is it supposed to be that the
real YOU and the real ME, personalities, likes,
dislikes, dreams, thoughts, all of US fits. That US is
right…"
"You're gonna make a habit of this, aren't you?"
"A habit of what?"
"Being all smart and right all the time…"
She kissed me, giggling. "Just let us be US…"
"Okay, smart girl," I said. "You just bought yourself a
forty year old engineer."
"And you got yourself a… well, you got ME… and whether
I'm seventeen or the reincarnation of Cleopatra, Queen
of the Nile. And I am YOURS…"
She looked thoughtful. "Uh, babe… can we do a hotel
tonight? And don't get two beds… Never again."
"But, babe… we didn't pack…"
"I know for a fact, Alan Addison, that you keep an
emergency bag behind your seat with a change of
underwear and a shaving kit. She smiled demurely. And we
won't need pajamas. Not tonight."
"Babe, didn't you say last night that you wanted your
first time to be…"
She interrupted, "Don't feed me my own speech, dearest.
I said, and I quote (I loved it when she got academic)
"Who I want and when I want." And, babe, the "who" is
YOU and the "when" is before this day ends."
"But, babe… you only get to do that once."
"You know," she said, sitting back, "I love you. We
share this together…"
"Okay. Jackson is an hour up the road. Here's my phone.
Look up either this hotel or that one. And get us a
place…"
A very businesslike Tina did the reservations and an
hour later we checked in with my emergency bag for
luggage. And went straight to the room. And locked the
door. And she pushed me back against it and almost
climbed up me, kissing. And I gave up. I loved it. I
loved her. And the girl I loved was tugging my shirt
out of my pants…
I ran my fingers through that short, sassy hair and
fastened my lips to the side of her neck, getting
squeals and wiggles in response. She pulled free and
grabbed my hand and we went toward the bed.
Her sloppy, floppy Saturday blouse was loose and I ran
my hands under it, feeling her flesh for the first time.
"Mmmmm… ohhhh, baby…" and she giggled. "You don't know…"
I turned and sat on the bed, drawing her toward me.
"What don't I know?"
"That I've been wanting to do this… for you to touch me…
but I tried, too, Alan. I tried telling myself that you
were a nice guy who really just wanted to take care of
me and it wasn't like that and I shouldn't push for
anything else…"
I laughed. "Then we were both doing the same thing…"
"I know," she giggled. She started to unbutton her
blouse. I helped.
"Uh, Alan… I never… before…"
"But you're unbuttoning…"
"I knowwww," she said. "But I'm… uh… bashful…"
"Then do it YOUR way."
She let out an exasperated sigh. "Okay then…" and she
stopped unbuttoning and pulled the shirt off over her
head, leaving me staring at her bra. She reached behind
her.
"No, I'll do that, babe," and I reached around her and
unhooked two hooks. Her bra lid off her shoulders. Two
perfect titties…
"Your shirt," she said. I peeled my shirt off. Her hands
went to my chest, her fingers clutching my chest hair.
"God, I've wanted to do this every day we went to the
pool," she said. She pushed me back on the bed and
straddled me. We both still had jeans on at this point.
More giggles. "D'you KNOW what you did to me this
morning when I hugged you and felt that THING pressing
against me?"
"No. What?"
"Beast! She laughed. "D'you think you're the only one
that gets aroused? I had to go swab out my… uh… THERE!"
Giggle.
"I'm glad. I thought I was going to explode. And you
just went "la-di-dah…" What were you thinking?"
"That we needed to talk," she smiled. "'Cuz I'm only
doing this once. And you, mister, you better be
forever…"
"Forever," I repeated. "Uh… little darling, you're too
damned smart to be confused as to what that means…"
Naked chest to sweet, firm titties, we kissed. "I know
exactly what it means." Another giggle. "There's that
thing again." She sat back, still straddling me. "It's
time I get to see it."
"I'm not going to ask if you're sure again."
"Good!" Giggle. She got up. I stood, started to unbuckle
my belt. "Nuh-uh," she said. "MY present. I get to
unwrap it." She worked my belt loose, then unsnapped my
jeans and unzipped me. I was hard. Diamond-cutter hard.
It tented out my drawers. She slid my jeans down my
thighs. I wiggled my legs and they fell to my feet. I
stepped out of them. Blue eyes turned up to me and her
mouth formed a smile.
"This is supposed to be fun, right?"
All I could do was nod. Her fingers hooked the elastic
of my drawers and in one move pulled them out and down
over my dick. Keeping her eyes fixed on it, she slid my
drawers down my legs. I stepped out of them too.
"So this is the thing…"
It was. All six inches of absolutely normal. And I died
when her fingers wrapped around it.
"Uh, babe," she said, looking up at me standing in front
of her, "Am I supposed to think this is, uh.. like…
beautiful?"
"I don't know, babe. I never thought about it. I'd
settle for you not finding it too disgusting to
touch.,."
Her grin was joy to behold. "Oh, yeah, it's disgusting.
Like this."
Every ounce of strength I had, I used to keep my knees
from buckling when she stuck the head in her mouth. She
heard me suck in a sharp breath. "I… I didn't hurt you,
did I?"
"Oh, god, no, sweetness. Surprised, yes. Hurt? No."
"I've heard about that for years. Saw yours. Knew that
I'd like it, with YOU." She stood up. She eyed me
questioningly. "You want?" she touched her jeans.
"Oh, yes," I said. I knelt before her and unbuttoned her
jeans, taking time to run my hands over that perfectly
framed ass. "Perfect," I said.
"Glad YOU think so, baby," she said.
I slid them down, helping them as they clung to her
thighs, then down past her shapely calves. She raised
first her left foot, then her right, stepping out of her
jeans, leaving her clad in a pair of powder-blue hip-
hugger panties, her rounded mons, beckoning. Yes, it WAS
beckoning. So I did the thing it needed. I planted a
kiss on it. It was her turn to suck in a breath.
"Ahhhhhhhh."
"Did I hurt you?" I asked.
Giggle again. "No, but I'm gonna hurt YOU if you don't
pull my panties off and do that again."
I slid the panties off her plumpish rounded ass and
down. She stepped out of them and I kissed her mons
again through a fine down of brown pubic hair. Hands
held the back of my head. I eased a little lower and I
let my tongue tease the beginning of her slit. "Nnnnnnn,
baby…." I stood up and our bodies touched naked for the
first time.
She shook her head.
"D'you know," I said, "how wonderfully adorable you are.
Right down to that little head shake."
"I need a haircut," she said. "But then you might think
it's too short."
"Nuh-uh," I said. "I like your neck." And I attacked it,
turning her into a wiggly, giggly mess in my arms.
She pushed me backward onto the bed. "Now," she said,
"this is my first time, and I know it's supposed to hurt
some. So I'm gonna be on top, okay?"
All I could do was nod assent. She straddled me and for
the first time in her life her pussy met a dick. My
untold riches lay in the fact that the dick was mine.
The wet lips of her pussy wrapped the shaft of my dick.
"Ahhhhh," she said. "THAT is GOOD!" She smiled at me and
slid back and forth a few times, letting her clitty ride
in contact with the underside of my hard and wonderfully
trapped dick.
While she was enjoying that I was enjoying the beauty of
her body, tracing sweet curves with my hands, moving up
from her delightful ass, up her sides, around to cup
twin handfuls of firm, warm flesh, letting my thumbs
tease pink strawberry nipples, circling the quarter-
sized areoles.
"You're killing me, baby… and I'm loving the death…" she
sighed. Finally she raised her hips and let my dick
rise. Lubrication was complete. Her juices far exceeded
my own, and between us, we were ready. Her hand went
between her thighs and she guided me with fingertips,
lining the head of my dick with her waiting hole. Her
face showed concentration. She bit her bottom lip,
pressing down, the head pushing against her cherry. Her
eyes went full open, she took a deep breath, and
pressed. She went "Mmmph!" and I was in.
"We're… You're in ME, Alan."
"Are you okay?" I asked.
She nodded. And answered by rising, letting me slide out
of her a little, then she sat back down, pushing me all
the way back inside. Her back arched. I put my hands on
her hips and she started slow oscillations, back and
forth, sitting back to angle me so her clitty was again
in contact with the dick inside her. I was trying hard
to keep from coming right then but her hips were, her
pussy was, working against my best intentions.
"Oh, baby," she moaned. I curled forward to suck one of
her titties into my mouth. My tongue played on her
nipple. "Babe… tooo. Much… I… I… ohhhhh." Thrust. "I'm…
I'm… doinnnnnnnn'….. it…" the last syllable was a hiss.
Another thrust was all I could stand, and I squirted.
Hard. Deep… Her eyes blinked open. "Is that… you're… Oh,
god… I feel it… again…" she breathed. "Another…
babyyyyy."
She fell forward into my arms and our lips sealed
together. I ran my hands over her ass. It wouldn't be
still, and active muscles in her pussy teased me through
orgasm to hardness and she started humping me as we
kissed. I held her in my arms and rolled her over onto
her back, still inside her. Her hips pushed me deeper
into her. I started plunging into her again, rolling her
almost immediate second orgasm into yet another for me.
After the fire subsided for the second time, I rolled
her back on top of me.
Finally we regained the power of speech. "Darling," she
said, caressing my face, " everyone told me the first
time was gonna hurt and wouldn't be much fun. I had fun.
Did you have fun?"
"I'm returning from a parallel universe, little girl," I
said.
She kissed me lightly. I looked into those blue eyes.
"Tina, will you marry me?"
Giggle. "You ask me to marry you with that THING stuck
in me? Uh…" her hips wiggled and I fell out, soft,
spent, with a soft plop. "Okay, it's out. Now ask me."
"Tina, will you marry me?"
"Yes, Alan, I will." She got a semi-serious look. "IN
fact, in SOME societies, we're married NOW."
"Good enough for me," I said. "But when you're old
enough… we'll make it official."
"Old enough? I'm seventeen…"
"That's old enough for you to get married if your parent
signs for you. But at eighteen, you won't need a
signature."
"What about you? You're my guardian."
"Uh, I'm pretty sure that I can't sign for you to marry
me…"
"So we can like, live in sin for a year…"
"I wouldn't call it sin, exactly," I said. "After all, I
am not going to be with anyone else for the rest of my
life. What about you?"
"You're it, babe. One. Only. Forever." And that
statement was sealed with a kiss.
-= Chapter Five =-
Of many things is a life built. Together. Things like
finding out that we loved the same music. Food.
Lifestyle. We didn't leave the room until we left for
home the next day. Our marriage day dinner was a
delivery pizza and a liter of coke.
We took our first shower together in that room,
luxuriating in endless hot water and plenty of room to
move and love. And dried off, we were back in bed. I
forgot I ever knew a female form before Tina. Each touch
of my fingers, lips, tongue, dick to her was a
discovery.
And since I was her first, she had pure fun. A sharp
mind, insatiable curiosity, and new-found sexuality made
wonderful experience, especially coupled with her sense
of humor. Her giggles weren't intimidation, they were
just manifestations of the joy we experienced together,
and I found myself giggling as we explored one another.
A happy discovery for both of us was that my Tina loved
oral sex. From her first quick suck Saturday, she
decided to do more after we showered, and she needed
little coaching. All I had to do was limit the
enthusiasm of her bites and how hard she squeezed and
suck and bit my balls. I was in heaven watching that
auburn-wreathed head working me over, especially when
those blue eyes looked up, her lips smiling around my
shaft. And a throaty giggle.
She pushed my head down from where I was working over
her tits with my lips and teeth and tongue, urging me
into her pussy, and I drank her,
her juices sweet and salty and musky as I showed her the
joys of multiple orgasms with my tongue and lips.
Sunday morning. Satiated. Sore. Aside from it being her
first time, I know I'd come at least six times and we
lost count of hers. And her pussy was as tender as my
dick. And we checked out and hit a fast food drive-thru
for lunch masquerading as breakfast. And she stayed
plastered to my side all the way home.
Arriving back at the park, we entered the trailer. She
picked up the linens from the sofa and turned to me
smiling. "We won't be needing these again."
"Nope," I said. "I just started living again, baby..."
She smiled. "God, I'm sore. But there's our bed. And we
need to initiate it…"
I started stripping. She beat me to nudity. She was on
her hands and knees in our bed when I crawled in. She
ducked her head, trapping my dick in her mouth for a
languorous suck. Then she smiled at me. "That thing is
made for me to suck on, Alan."
I returned the favor, kissing her lips, her tits, and
then tonguing her sweet pussy. Moisture was flowing when
I entered her and those muscular legs wrapped around me,
pulling me in. In a matter of minutes we were wrapped in
each other's arms, shuddering to orgasm. This time when
I finally pulled out, I was kneeling in the bed and she
was lying before me.
My dick was soft and dripping with the results of our
joy and she surprised me by swiveling around in bed and
taking my sopping dick in her mouth. "Mmmmmmm, baby, we
taste good together. Wanna do me?"
I couldn't tell her no. Her clear juices were mixed with
the translucent white of my own semen. And my lips and
tongue working to empty her sopping hole brought her
another orgasm. And lying in my arms, giggling.
"Are you happy, little girl?" I asked.
"Deliriously happy. Ecstatically happy." She smiled.
"Are you?"
"I started living when you came into my life."
We lay in bed naked for an hour, too satiated for much
more than occasional touches and caresses. Until Tina
remembered her new friend.
Warm lips closed over soft dick. "mmmmm," she said. Then
a giggle. "Stop me if I do this too much," she said.
"Don't be selfish," I told her. "Turn around here and
let me do you."
"Is that sixty-nine? I've heard…"
As a beautiful, deep pink, abused pussy opened in front
of me, I said, "Yes, this is sixty nine, baby girl." I
got another giggle before her lips closed around my dick
and my own mouth formed to suck the juices from her
pussy.
Finally we got out of bed long enough to shower and fix
a quick meal, and then back in bed and more exploration
and experimentation by Tina. I managed to set the alarm
clock before we disintegrated into naked, drained, and
sound asleep bodies.
The six o'clock alarm was still the boss, though, but
instead of careful avoiding or averting eyes and trying
to not bump each other, we took advantage of the
efficiency of allowing nudity and touching, and we
submitted each other to fondles and caresses. And it's a
wonderful thing to leave for work with the warm feeling
of hungry lips on your dick as you walk out the door.
Monday was the first day of school following a lot of
things for Tina. By the time she walked into the halls,
the news of her Friday night fiasco was coursing through
the student body.
My own day at work was more like routine to me, the
standard package of hurdles I'd come to expect from
fifteen years of project work. I knew where the most
likely screw-ups would occur, and I and my minions dove
right into those. And Rome not being built in a day?
Neither are plastics plants, and there was no good
reason for me to extend my presence past normal hours,
so at four PM I was climbing in the truck and twenty
minutes later I pulled into the park.
Tina's little car was parked at the park office and I
walked in to find her sitting with an open book and
notebook, scribbling. She stopped when I entered. "Hi,
babe!" she said.
Mizz Lillian smiled. "She's happier today than she was
Friday," she said.
"Yes ma'am," I said. "Two weeks past disaster and she
keeps getting happier and happier."
"It sure looks that way," Lillian said.
Tina was stuffing books into her backpack. "I guess we
need to go do a swim, huh?" she asked.
"Don't you think that would feel good?"
"I do," she said. She turned to Mizz Lillian. "Thanks
for putting up with me, Mizz Lillian!"
"Oh, dear girl, thank YOU for visiting. I appreciate the
company."
We drove to the trailer and went inside to change.
Changing was, well, would have been, a lot faster since
we didn't have to work around exposing ourselves to one
another. Except now we added naked embraces and teasing
and caressing to the process. But we DID get out to go
swim, striding through the park to the pool with towels
in hand, pausing to greet the regulars who'd been in the
park since before our arrival. Mid-week, the pool was
deserted, afternoon swims not being a priority of the
retired set who customarily stayed over the weekdays.
Tina was first splash, followed closely by me and
despite the urges forming in my head by watching her
butt in a bathing suit, we did our normal regiment of a
few laps, finally ending side by side, hanging on the
pool wall. Closer together than last week. As a matter
of fact, a female hand under the water insinuated itself
up the leg of my baggy trunks and gave a squeeze that
brought me to instant erection.
"Stop that!" I whispered, half meaning it.
"Why? Bashful?" she giggled.
"Not in the least, little girl," I said. "I just don't
wish to outrage the population."
"Uh… oh, okay… I understand…"
"I'm sure you do, babe. And believe me, I'd love nothing
better than to parade through this park right now,
holding your hand or with my arm around you. But we've
sort of created an image…"
"Oh, yeah," she sighed. And gave me another squeeze. Her
expression, biting her bottom lip, smiling, eyes
twinkling… "Let's get out." She bounced out of the pool
and sat on a lounge, toweling off.
I followed her. We were still alone, but I saw an older
couple coming up the road, hand in hand.
"I wanna be like them, babe," she said.
"Me too," I said. "In due time. It's just that when we
started in here, we were NOT a couple, and…"
"But I'm seventeen. I'm legal. I can do what I want with
who I want…"
I sighed. She was right. Legally. "I know that, babe.
But what's legal and what decent people think is right
are quite often two different things."
"And we like being around decent people. Or we end up
like Mom and her friends."
"Right. So we need to proceed gently. Let people get
used to seeing us together all the time, and let them
get used to thinking, "Hey! She's nice. He's nice." And
then "You know, they almost make a cute couple" and then
"Well, there's Alan 'n' Tina. Kind of odd, but they're
happy." And when we get there, we'll have all but a few
people accepting what WE already know. That a forty year
old guy and a seventeen year old girl can be together
because they LOVE one another, not because somebody's
using somebody…"
"That makes sense. Uh… let's go back to the trailer,
okay? I got homework to finish."
"Okay," I said. We got up and let the older couple in
the gate as we left. Walking up the road, she took my
hand. "Oh, you're going to make this difficult, aren't
you?" I said.
And got a giggle in return.
Back in the trailer, and sad that only one of us could
fit in the shower at a time. She was out first, sitting
with her blow-dryer as I soaped quickly and rinsed off.
I was shaving as the phone rang. My phone. Hers had a
different ring. "Can you get that, babe?" I called. I
was scraping whiskers off my face and listening.
"Oh, hi, Deputy Hurley. Uh… yeah, we got all that taken
care of. Exactly what we needed. Yessir, I'm back in
high school. Yessir. It's great! I wish we had a bigger
place, but this is working good enough."
Since I didn't have to bother with dressing for modesty,
I stepped out of the bathroom naked.
She said, "Here's Alan. And thank you SO much, okay?"
I took the phone. "Hi, Bill. I guess Tina caught you
up?"
"Yeah, she's back in school?" he asked.
"Yeah. Damnedest thing. Since she was a dropout, they
had to give her tests to see what grade to put her in."
"And…"
"And Miss Tina is in college level classes."
"Really? Great," he said.
"Did you get your check?" he'd said that fees and cost
for filing our legal documents as seventy-five dollars.
I'd mailed him a check.
"Hey, I was kidding…"
"Then put it in the coffee kitty. Extra donuts…"
"Hey! That's a stereotype." Laughing.
"Uh… any news on the disposition of our "friends"?"
"Momma's still in jail here. Couldn't post bail. So's
the boyfriend, pending a hearing for extradition. They
ain't getting' out, Alan. And if Momma was to get out,
she has no legal standing for you an' Tina, what with
Tina being seventeen."
"That's good to know. She's… Tina's good people."
"Uh… we did a check on her. Nothing. Clean record. Not
even a traffic ticket."
"I know. We talked. She likes to talk." The little girl
who "Liked to talk" was laying on the sofa with her head
in my lap, her cheek pressed against the lump of my
dick.
"Well," Bill continued, "She's legal, and she's out of
my jurisdiction, and I was surprised when you called ME
back to get the paperwork to put her in school. And now
she's IN school, so I'm not surprised any more."
"I quit being surprised, myself…" I said.
"Okay, Alan, I'll let you go. But hey! Keep in touch,
okay? And if you're ever back through Armpit, Louisiana,
stop in and say hi!"
"Okay, Bill. And thanks again. Here's Tina." I handed
the phone to Tina. "Say bye to Deputy Hurley."
"Bye, Deputy Hurley. Yeah, you've done VERY good. Uh-
huh. We'll take care of each other. Yeah. Bye!" and she
disconnected. She rolled over onto her stomach and
smiled. "He said to take good care of you." Her head
bobbed downward. Several seconds of slurping and sucking
ensued.
I dragged her naked, complaining "Why'd you make me
stop????" body up and sat her in my lap, kissing her.
"See, babe? That's a nice person. I wouldn't want to
have him think less of you."
She kissed me. "I know, babe," she said. "but in a few
months…"
"A year. When we can say "Mr. & Mrs. Addison"."
"You're serious about marrying me?" Squeal.
"I am. Are you?"
Long kiss. "Most definitely."
My hands roamed freely over her sleek body, lingering at
places where a touch produced a shiver or an "Mmmmmm."
"Let's not play cards tonight, babe. I need to finish
homework. And then…" she smiled, blue eyes twinkling
below auburn, burnished bangs.
"You're the boss," I said.
"I'm NOT the boss. I was thinking about this in study
hall today. I own Part A. You own Part B. But we BOTH
own what happens when we put 'em together. Giggle."
"I never thought about it like that. But I sure do like
your Part A."
"And your Part B feels soooo good in so many ways." She
smirked. "Stop that. I NEED to do the homework first,
and I'm gonna be sitting in a puddle if we keep this
up."
"Do your homework, little brown-haired girl!" I laughed.
She tossed her head, her hair bouncing. She knew that
this drove me wild. "Okay. But I need to make an
appointment to get a trim." She giggled. "And I may dye
it orange." Her eyes flashed. "Like whats'er name in
that movie…"
"Don't tease an old man, lover…" I laughed.
"Well, maybe not the "orange" thing. Mizz Lillian knows
a hair salon. They'll do me Saturday morning."
"Sounds like a plan. Wanna do another "both us in the
same shower" weekend somewhere?"
"Mmmm-hmmm… and we can hold hands in public."
"Yeah. Do your homework."
She smiled and went through the exercises. English and
social studies she critiqued. We talked about the ideas
behind the science. And numbers were numbers. I was on
the laptop checking private email. One needed an answer.
My sister.
"Dear Sis," I wrote. "I haven't heard from you in a
month. What gives? Are they charging postage in
Louisiana for email?"
"A lot of water has passed under the bridge since we
talked last." Sis and I were not the "talk on the phone
every day" siblings.
I continued typing, describing briefly the incident at
the diner and the friends I found, including the one
currently doing homework wearing only panties. I didn't
mention that detail.
"And Sis," I wrote, "This may come as a shock, but what
started out as a friendship has become more. We are
getting married as soon as she turns eighteen. I hope
this doesn't disturb you too much. I've been alone
entirely too long, and genius females who like classical
music are entirely rare creatures."
I signed it, "Love, big brother" and hit "send". I
surmised a few days before I got an answer back.
Apparently I need to rethink my "surmise" routines
because a minute and a half later my cellphone rang. The
sound shocked Tina and she put her pen down.
I punched the "answer" button. And got ready. "Hi, Sis,"
I said.
I held the phone away from my ear. "You did WHAT?!!?!
Have you lost your ever-lovin' mind?!?! SEVENTEEN?!?!
You old goat. You have nieces that age!"
Tina could hear the voice. She slid beside me and I held
the phone so it was speaking to both our ears.
"Tina," I said, "Say hi to your new sister-in-law, babe.
She sounds very excited at the news. You remember? Her
name is Elise."
"Hi, Elise," chirped Tina in her cheeriest voice. Elise
was still sputtering. Tina took it upon herself to fill
the conversational void.
"He's wonderful and I love him very much. We are so
alike in so many ways…"
"Babe… uh, okay, Tina, he's been beat up about women for
a long time. He's MY brother. Don't you dare hurt him. I
have a garden. I can HIDE bodies…"
Tina's laughter pealed. "Oh, Elise, he was RIGHT. You're
just like 'im…"
Elise feigned outrage. "He told you THAT!?!?"
"Uh-huh," Tina said. "And that you're his only sister
and he loves and respects you. And you'd understand…"
"I understand… might take a while to fit my mind around
it."
It was my turn to speak. "Well, Sis, get your mind
around it. This is the real thing."
"Okay… if you say so. Send me pictures…"
Tina's turn. "We'll take some pictures. Huh, babe?
Giggle."
"Not THOSE pictures, babe…" I laughed.
Elise's outrage was mostly still feigned. "Well, okay,
brother," she said. "ya'll need to come down and visit.
Let me know when, and I'll get your house all aired
out."
"Okay, sis. We'll talk to you later. My fiancée has to
finish her homework…" I laughed.
"Gahhhh," said Elise.
"Bye, Sis," Tina said. I ended the call. "well," she
laughed, that was rather painless."
"If I can get my eardrum back in its socket," I laughed.
Giggle. "Eardrums don't have sockets, silly."
"And I have a perfect mate who knows that," I said.
"Finish your homework!"
"Beast!" she laughed. Ten minutes later she closed the
books and stuffed her backpack. She looked at me,
smiling and said one word: "Bed!"
She stood for me to remove her panties. My reward for
performing this task was permission to kiss her on her
"Muffin", the name we'd given her pubic mound. We rolled
backward onto the bed together. Her fingers found me
erect and a couple of slow, squeezing strokes and she
giggled. "You're leaking." Her fingers came to her lips
and she made a show of licking them. Then she kissed me.
"Babe," she said, "you know how many times you've made
me come with your mouth?"
"I hadn't been keeping count. A bunch?"
"Mmmm-hmmm," she purred. "and we've, you know, licked
each other clean after we came together, so I have a
good idea of what you taste like."
"yeah, and you're delicious."
"We taste good together. And you've made me come so hard
with your mouth. You…"
"I like your taste, babe. And the way you wiggle when
you're coming."
Giggle. "I'm glad. I love that. But… I want to make YOU
come. With MY mouth…"
I smiled. "And that's something you think you have to
ask permission for?"
Her bright-eyed face nodded. Smiling.
"Babe, I belong to you. As long as we both enjoy,
anything, okay?'
"Then scoot up so I can lay between your legs."
I scooted, arranging pillows behind me. "You're the
sexiest creature in the universe. I want to see you…"
Her eyes belied her love. And lust. "Then watch, babe. I
need to learn how to do this."
Her head eased forward and she sucked my dick's head
into her mouth, her tongue prodding and swirling.
"Mmmmmm," she moaned. Muffled, "Good?" she asked with me
still in her mouth.
"God, yes…" my hands stroked her hair.
She pulled back, releasing me, and rubbed her hair
against my balls and thighs. Smiled. "I wanna bite,
Alan. Can I? Does that feel good?"
"I think it does, babe… nobody…"
"But… it's MADE for my mouth…"
I sighed. "That's YOUR mouth, baby. Apparently everyone
doesn't…"
Petulant. "But I want to bite. How hard?"
"I think I can show you."
"How can you show me?"
"I can bite you…"
That thought got interpreted in that pretty head
quickly. "Oh, like… I LOVE when you bite my titties…"
"That's how hard. Just like Sunday. And be careful. The
head's a lot more sensitive."
Giggle. "That's what this ridge if for. So I'll know
where to keep my teeth!" The feeling of my dick
disappearing between those lips was exquisite. As was
the feeling as he white teeth playfully caught me behind
my coronal ridge.
"Ohhhhh, god, yesssss," I hissed.
I felt the giggle as well as heard it. My dick popped
out. "That's better than I imagined it." Her hand
continued to work up and down the shaft. "So if a guy's
doin' himself, this is what he does, huh?" She looked at
me, smiling, questioning…
"Yeah."
"Show me."
I replaced her hand with mine and began the old,
familiar stroking. It wasn't as exciting when I did it,
even though twenty-eight years of practice made me sure
of what I was doing. "Like that," I said.
"Uh, yeah. You're holding the skin and sliding it up and
down."
I passed my hand over the head. "And the head…"
She interrupted, "…is made for my mouth. And you REACT…"
She stopped smiling. "One of Mom's guys did that in
front of me one time. I guess her thought I'd get turned
on and want his toothless ass… Mom walked in and
hollered at 'im."
"So he didn't…"
"No," she interrupted. Smile came back with little sucks
on the head of my dick. "I've never seen it. But babe,
when you're IN me, I can FEEL it." Giggle. "And I want
to feel it in my mouth. And taste what I made YOU do."
And a brilliant, if inexperienced mind put hand and
mouth together in concert. And teeth. Wonderful teeth.
Stopped. Licked my balls.
Giggle. "I love how they're all wrinkly. And they move
when I kiss 'em."
"Just be careful…"
"Yeah. I know. Excruciating pain. Neat trick." She
smiled wickedly. "Funny how just a little change in
pressure can make it feel good…"
her lips closed over one ball and she gently sucked and
washed with her tongue. "That okay?"
I shivered.
"Wanna make my guy happy while I'm enjoying him." She
moved up from my scrotum to my dick, nibbling and
sucking, then tilted it toward her mouth and sucked me
in, her lips, tongue and teeth working magic on the
first two inches as her hand, a couple of fingers of it,
jacked my shaft in time with lips an teeth and tongue.
I was… pressure was rising fast. I stroked that sassy
hair lovingly, causing her to turn her face to me,
smiling wickedly with my dick in her mouth.
"Mmmmmm" and then a giggle. "Something's happening," and
then she was back on me.
"I'm… uhhhh…. Nnnnghhhhh! I'm comingggggg!" I shook
uncontrollably as the first huge spurt erupted.
"Mmmmphh!" she reacted. I felt her swallow and suck.
Second spurt. Swallow. Third, fourth spurts. Swallow.
Then she sucked the remainder of my coming into her
mouth. I went from pulsating orgasm to hot continuous
ecstasy and she kept sucking.
I realized that I was curled up with my hands on her
head, not holding her, just touching this girl who was
pushing me to the stars. I relaxed, falling backward.
The mattress shook. Tina looked up. Grinning. A droplet
of my semen had escaped her mouth. Her pink tongue
slipped out, collecting it.
My breathing returned to normal. I knew that if I never
received oral sex again in my life, I could die knowing
that I'd been DONE.
Giggle. "I get the idea that what I did worked…"
"Like using a steamroller to crack walnuts, babe," I
said.
She crawled up my torso, folding her arms on my chest
and resting her chin in her hands, smiling.
I had to ask. "Did you…"
She interrupted, "I LOVED it." Her finger wiped an
imaginary drop. "Every last drop." She kissed me, lips
closed.
"Nuh-uh," I said, putting a hand behind her head,
pulling her to me. "Real kiss." Our lips met and parted,
our tongues wrestling, dancing together. Yes, I detected
a taste. Me. In the mouth of the girl who loved me so
wondrously just a minute before.
Our kiss broke. She smiled for me. "Did it REALLY feel
good? I mean, it's my first time… you're the only one…
only one there will ever be, babe…"
"Babe, it was… beyond my imagination. What you are is
what I want. Forever."
"You know, Alan, I wondered. I guess girls do that. I
mean, I know you were married, and I know you've been
with other women, too. And I wonder how… I mean, am I as
good?"
I kissed her gently. "Baby. Precious Tina. The first
time you kissed me, history disappeared. Making love
with you, it was like I'd never touched a woman before."
"But Alan," she asked, "Us… I..."
"Let's put it this way, cutie. Before, I had fantasies.
Even when I was married, like "If she'd do THIS or if we
did it like THAT or it's good but it could be better."
And then there's you. And I find out that my most vivid
imagination couldn't compare with reality with you." I
kissed her for punctuation.
"Mmmmm, she purred. "I know I LIKE what we do, babe… and
it's part of love. The way we LOVE each other."
"That's the way it's supposed to be, sweetie," I said.
"I hope it stays that way."
"Stop worryin', Alan," she said.
"I do worry, Tina. You're in school with a few hundred
people your age, and in a week you already had a date
with a cute guy… and it probably wouldn't have taken
that long…"
"Yeah… a guy. I thought "smart" meant decent and
civilized. I was wrong. And the rest of them? besides,
after news got around, people travelled from one end of
school to the other to get a peek of ol' lover boy
walkin' funny. And he's whinin' that all he tried to do
was kiss me. So it'll be a while before one of 'em's
brave enough to ask me out. And I'm, well, I'm playin'
things differently."
"Differently?" I asked.
Six inches from my face, she grinned. "Yeah. Next one
asks, I'm tellin''im I have a boyfriend. And I do, you
know…" she kissed me on the nose. "Right?"
"Right!" and I kissed her back. I wanted to kiss her for
each of the freckles that spread across her cheeks and
nose. That's a task for another day…
"What'd your friend Susan have to say?" I asked.
"Susan was sorry. At least she says… and she told people
that Jeffy's lyin' that he'd bragged to HER boyfriend
that he was gonna be doin' me before the night was
over…" She giggled.
"That's funny?" I asked.
"Yeah. Supposedly he told his parents that he got kicked
playin' soccer, that's why he's walkin' funny. And when
I saw him in class, he stayed on the other side of the
room. Didn't say nothin'." She smiled. "You know, I'm
really glad the whole thing happened, just the way it
did."
"You're glad?" I mused.
"Yeah. If it had gone the way it was supposed to go, I
don't think I'd have had the same thoughts I had Friday
night. At least not for a while. And I would have missed
a chunk of the life we have together." Her smile was
sublime. "And besides, now people are going to have to
deal with me as a person who's different and not to be
played with. And by the way, calculus? I aced the first
quiz."
-= Chapter Six =-
Okay, we got into a new routine. No, not an "I'm bored"
routine, but rather an "I can't wait to get home to
connect with my soulmate" routine. Yes, the afternoon
swims were part of the routine. The exercise kept us
both fit, and at forty, it would have been too easy to
spread out, as many of my contemporaries and co-workers
had done. Besides, I had a hundred and twenty pounds of
incentive.
Another part of the routine was the homework. I took an
active part in Tina's education as I noted it usually
took her longer to write her assignments than it did to
derive answers.
Meals were another routine. Many mornings found us
eating cold cereal in the trailer, and other mornings we
ended up at the diner up the road in the direction of my
project. We usually sat in a corner table. The
waitresses knew us as regulars, and on the odd day, we
were joined by one or more of my co-workers. Everybody
was indeed getting used to Alan ''n' Tina.
Our weekends… Sometimes we took off on Friday. Sometimes
we waited until Saturday morning, but most weekends we
were on the road, laughing, talking, and searching parks
and concerts and culture. And we found it. On the advice
of Mizz Lillian, we went to a bluegrass festival and
Tina found pure, acoustic, folk music to be something
that meshed with our love of classical music, and heaven
knows, Tennessee has a lot of bluegrass.
But Mizz Lillian. She saw the Alan 'n' Tina thing real
quick. "You two look like you belong together," she'd
told Tina one afternoon.
Tina related that conversation to me that evening, and
the next day, when I stopped in to retrieve my sweetie,
she was sitting in her chair in her customary spot.
There was nobody else in the place, me, Tina, Mizz
Lillian. Almost two months of visiting every day had me
and Mizz Lillian as more than passing acquaintances.
We'd shared gossip and laughter about some of the
stories from her years of managing this RV park, and I
guess she thought we were at a point where she could get
a little personal with us.
I guess that's why I didn't hit the floor when she
suggested that just maybe, Tina and I were a couple in
the more traditional sense. "So the truth, Alan Addison,
and don't bullshit an old lady. I have eyes, you know…"
Tina's the one who answered. "Yes ma'am. We are. And the
day I turn eighteen, I'm marrying him!"
Lillian laughed. "Good for you, darlin'," she said. She
looked at me. "Alan, I know what you were thinkin' but
this is Tennessee and we've got a history of girls
marryin' young. Even to older men. I've seen stranger
stuff than you an' her. At least she ain't pregnant.
And you have a good job. An' she's in school. That's a
lot of "right". And I can't see much wrong." She grinned
at me. "But if I was you, I'd buy her a ring."
That got a giggle from Tina. And got me to thinking.
Tina and I headed out the door to the trailer and drove
our separate cars. Ring? If she wore a ring and I wore a
ring, we'd have US happy, but what would it be to others
around us?
She'd been thinking, too, when we walked in the trailer.
The door locked behind her, she was already stripping,
preparatory to putting on her bathing suit for our
afternoon swim. She got down to the "completely naked"
part and stopped, waiting for me to get to the same
state.
The naked embrace was wonderful. As were the kisses and
the fondles. They didn't last, though, as we knew that
sunlight was waning. Back out the door we went, towels
in hand, holding hands. Alan 'n' Tina. "So what do YOU
think? The ring thing?"
I dunno, babe. Part of me says "yeah, right NOW! But
then I think about what we talked about the other day,
about having to live in a world where the people we want
to accept us might need a little time to get used to
Alan 'n' Tina."
"The ring's already around my heart, Alan. I'd love to
wear your ring. And I will. But right now, in school?
That might open up a lot of trouble." She smiled.
"I know," I said. "Just as long as you know how I feel…"
"But," she said, "what about when we're NOT at work or
at school?" Cool blue eyes. "Our weekends 'n' stuff…"
"You know," I said, laughing, "there you go being right
again…"
"You know you were thinking it, too…" Giggle. "I mean,
you want to…"
I laughed. "That's our goal for the weekend. Go find us
rings…"
We continued our walk to the pool, waving, saying hello
to the regulars, laughing. It was indeed Alan 'n' Tina.
At the pool, the towels went on two adjacent lunges and
we splashed in, making our laps for the evening, ending
up our exercise cooling off, hanging on the side of the
pool. After a cool-down we moved to the lounges and were
joined by a sixty-something year old couple from Ohio.
They were regulars, having been at the park when Tina
and I moved in. We chatted about work (mine) and
retirement (theirs) and school (Tina's and their
grandkid's) for a while and then they slipped into the
pool and Tina and I headed back to the trailer for
homework and pasta carbonara.
The homework was just about over when the carbonara hit
the table. We ate, talking about her school experiences.
"I'm old news," she announced. "Susan's still my friend,
and there're a few kids I talk to, but now people just
walk past me in the hall instead of stopping and
staring."
"Yeah," I said, "that's pretty much human nature, babe.
Something new and exciting will attract their attention.
Another shiny object.
And life's back to normal."
"Oh, I love this normal," she cooed. "I love being
loved." Giggled, too. "And I love our life together. How
about a game of rummy?"
And that was usually preparatory to me getting a good
workout at cards. I flipped through the steno pad we
used to keep score and over that last month we were tied
for winning the most games. And it was, after we became
intimate, a bedtime thing. She was dressed in one of my
t-shirts and panties, and I was in a t-shirt and
drawers, and I don't know if that get-up did anything to
her, but her in a simple t-shirt, those delightful
nipples poking against the cotton fabric were visual
candy. We played to five hundred points, a number she
reached about a hundred points ahead of me. I put the
cards and scorepad up and she turned back the covers on
OUR bed.
In five minutes we were naked in the soft glow of a
little night light, enough light to make out her face,
her eyebrows, the way her hair framed her face, the soft
curve of her waist. Loving her was pure joy, sometimes
soft and tender, sometimes fast, hard, wet, but always
exciting. Tonight loving Tina was the perfect cap to the
day, easing from consciousness to ecstasy to blissful
sleep. And wonderful sleep it was, rolling over in the
night, regaining semi-consciousness to find a sweet,
soft female form in the dark bed beside me.
Equally priceless was being disturbed in my sleep,
waking to find that Tina had shifted positions and it
was her arm or her leg pulling me closer to her.
We had the morning routine almost down pat, combining
getting dressed with preparing and eating breakfast, and
heading to separate destinations. To be factual, it
wasn't uncommon for us to drive to a neighborhood
restaurant and eat breakfast there; joined quite often
by people I worked with. And some mornings my Tina was
just a little bit wet between her legs from the remnants
of early morning lovemaking.
That weekend we disappeared from the RV park to travel
to the big city nearest us, and after an afternoon at
the mall and a visit to a jewelry store, we left with a
simple gold band on each of our ring fingers, her arm
wrapping mine.
Chamber music. We stayed on the mailing list for the
local university's orchestra and didn't miss a
performance. Apparently there were several others in the
same boat because when we walked into the hall, me
wearing my "respectable engineer" suit, Tina wearing yet
another understated dress that served well to accentuate
her natural features. Most of these people had never
seen either of us without the other, and we knew several
of them by name. After the concert we accepted an
invitation to a late night visit to a restaurant for a
light meal.
The other couple sipped wine, but I explained Tina's age
and she and I had soft drinks.
"But you can have wine, if you want, Alan," she cooed.
"I can drive."
"Sugar," said Sandra, the wife of our friendly couple,
"I'm sorry! We ordered wine without thinking! We didn't
mean to be rude!"
"Oh. Mizz Sandra, that's alright!" smiled Tina. "Alan
and I aren't the conventional couple. You couldn't
know…"
Brad, the husband, contributed, "Yeah, Tina, we're
sorry. Not trying' to be a snob or anything, here…" to
me, he said, "Alan, I'm sorry, buddy."
"No," I said. "nothing to worry about. We enjoyed the
concert sitting with ya'll, and this is perfect. I mane,
a few appetizers, chat among friends… perfect evening."
Sandra said, "Well ya'll have to come over for a visit
one day. We could do a barbecue on Saturday and then go
to a concert."
Tina answered for both of us. "That would be wonderful,
Mizz Sandra…"
"Please, sugar, don't call me Mizz. Makes me feel so
old…" Sandra smiled.
"Okay, Sandra," Tina said. "We can certainly do that.
It's good to get away from the park for the weekend."
"Park?" Brad asked.
"Yeah, let me explain our circumstances." And I told him
about how I worked these projects and added that Tina
was in the local high school. And the part about being
several hundred miles from home. "Fourteen hours," I
said.
"If you have to drive," Brad said. "Pity you can't fly."
"Oh, I can fly. I just don't have a plane. And renting
one, well, they got real expensive since I got my
license."
Brad grinned. He was an attorney. Mostly family and
business law. But he was also a lover of the music and
he and his wife were bright, bubbly people who you just
knew were going to be fun to be around.
"Alan," he said, " I might be able to do a couple of
people a favor."
"What's that?" I asked.
"I just finished up the disposition of an old guy's
property. He passed away, left a bunch of money stuff to
his kids, stock portfolio, house, land, you know… And an
airplane. Cessna 182. His kids don't want to mess with
it. They want it sold, in their words "NOW!". I advised
them that a more timely approach might net them a bunch
more money, but you know how some people are."
"Cessna 182's a nice practical plane," I said, "but a
good one's way into six figures."
"That's the fun part," Brad said. "The old guy loved to
fly. Treated that plane like his personal friend. Tip-
top shape, all that, the plane, that is, and then he
died. Aneurism took him. Bang! He'd been flying the
weekend before, so I'm thinking it's current. I flew
with him a time or two and he loved it. Said he wanted
to sell it when the time comes, as he put it, "To
somebody who'd love it like he did."
"Wow," I said. "I've often thought about it. But I just
never pulled the trigger." I looked at Tina, who was
looking at me, her chin propped up in her hand. "When
can we see it?"
"We can meet tomorrow." To his wife he said, "Hon, reach
into that Grant's Tomb that you call a purse and get me
something to write on."
Sandra slapped a small note pad and a piece of paper on
the table simultaneously with Tina's notebook.
"Ah, Alan, you're lost, you know," laughed Brad. "You're
in the hands of a practical woman." He took Tina's
notebook, whipped a fountain pen from his pocket and
scribbled information in it. "You guys show up here
tomorrow. What? After lunch? One o'clock?"
"Sounds good," I said.
Tina's turn. "Alan, you never stop amazing me. You're
thinking about buying a plane?"
"No, babe," I said. "We're LOOKING at a plane. There's a
lot more to buying one. Inspections and stuff."
Brad added, "Alan seems to know what he's doing, Tina.
Let's see."
The remainder of the evening was spent in convivial
conversation. At a bit after ten PM we all said our
goodbyes in the parking lot and Tina and I headed to a
slightly upscale hotel for the night.
We walked into the room knowing that the king-sized bed,
and more important, the HUGE (in relation to the tiny
closet in my travel trailer) shower was a happy
indulgence for us. We indulged in the unlimited hot
water and the space for two happy people to turn a
sanitary function into an exercise in erotic
stimulation. And pure fun.
After a half an hour shower, we finally got out and
bumped into each other happily as she dried her hair and
I shaved.
"Who gets to smell good tonight?" I asked. We'd had a
discussion of her perfume being overwhelmed by my
aftershave. That conversation had collapsed with me
saying, "So what YOU'RE saying is that in any situation,
ONE of us is supposed to smell like a goat…" Which
brought us to tonight's decision.
"Me," she said. "I'm gonna put a dot of it in two
places, and you get to find them."
"That's a happy task, cutie," I said, entirely meaning
it.
To be continued?
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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life.
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