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Should Have Let the Past Stay Buried
by Lisa Raye (address withheld)
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A man digs into his wife's past due to jealousy. His
impotency and other circumstances cause him to suffer
humiliation and feminization as his wife's past lover
steps back into her life. (MMF, nc, bi, tg, oral, anal,
intr, size, huml, cuck)
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This is not an easy story to tell. I tell this story in
hopes that others do not make the same mistakes I have
made. I had a wonderful life with a great wife until I
decided to search deeper into my wife’s past. I should
start by telling you about her. Her name is Lisa. She
and I were married just after I returned home from
college. We had not known each other in school even
though we went to the same high school with her
graduating one year earlier. She was a late bloomer.
She is 5’6”and weighs 120 pounds with very nice
features. She was a tomboy and slightly overweight in
school.
We met just after I came home. I have a doctorate in
education and teach online college courses from my
home. My wife does not work. We fell in love quick once
we found each other. After only 3 months of dating, I
popped the question. The wedding was set for just 6
months later. I know this may seem hard to believe but
I was still a virgin when we got married. It was
probably because I was somewhat of a nerd.
Lisa was amazed when I shared this with her just one
month before our wedding. Once she got over her
astonishment, she became outwardly concerned. As she
began to speak, I knew that she was about to tell me
that she was not a virgin. I was right. She shared that
she did not want me to find this out on our wedding
night.
I remember that I paused for a moment and then told her
that it was okay. I did ask her if her past was
something that I should be concerned about or if I
would have to come in contact with many of her past
partners. She shared that she had only experienced one
sexual encounter with a man she didn’t even like and
that it was the biggest mistake of her life. With tears
in her eyes she said that the man had seduced her in a
time that she was vulnerable. She added that the man
now lived out of the country. I was glad that she
looked at her past as a mistake. My ego told me that it
must have not been great or something that I would have
to worry about. We had been married about 2 years when
events would occur that would change my life.
Our marriage was very good. Our sex life was good. I am
5’9” tall. I had been able to pleasure her nicely in
bed, according to her. Our sessions always lasted at
least 15 minutes before I would have an orgasm. I did
notice that Lisa did not orgasm during our intercourse.
She worked hard to grind herself on me in efforts to
reach orgasm. However, I always finished before she
could climax.
She would then flip on top at this time and continue to
grind on me until my penis had shrank from its 5”
erection. I soon learned how to place my fingers
between us and let her continue to grind on my hand
until she finished. I loved watching her reach orgasm
as she bit her bottom lip. Life was very good. That was
until I contracted diabetes. The sickness was hard on
me.
Eventually, I was able to control the sugar levels, but
the disorder had taken its toll on my ability to gain
an erection. This was before the days of Viagra. And
the cost of a penile implant was too much and not
covered by insurance. I was devastated. I became
depressed at not being able to make love to my wife.
She was supportive but I knew she was also devastated
at not having intercourse. I became determined to
pleasure her sexually.
I made it a nightly routine of giving her oral sex. She
resisted at first but learned to enjoy it. I tried to
introduce dildos into our routine but Lisa was not into
this at all and asked that I not use them anymore.
After a few months, I could tell that Lisa was becoming
depressed at not having intercourse. Finally, I
swallowed my pride and jealousy and told her that I
knew she needed to feel like a woman and have sex.
I told her that if she wanted to she could take a
lover. I told her that I would hate it but that her
happiness was most important. I told her that my only
request was that she practice safe sex with condoms for
safety reasons. The truth was that I also hated the
idea of another man’s cum being inside her. Lisa became
angry and said that she would never think of having sex
with any more men. She said that the feeling of another
man using and owning her was overwhelming and just not
an option. So life went on.
One weekly activity in our life was to visit Lisa’s
mother. She lived in an apartment in town. After about
a year into our marriage, Lisa’s mother became ill. She
was an older lady when she had her kids. She needed to
be put in a home or live with someone. Lisa and I did
not have an extra room, so her mother moved in with
Lisa’s sister, Rose, who lived in a large apartment in
a rough area in town. Rose’s apartment was huge and she
ran a beauty salon out of the apartment.
Lisa was not happy to see her mother move in with her
sister. Rose and Lisa did not get along very well. I
could never point to anything in particular, but we
only saw Rose around the holidays. Part of the reason
for their bad relationship was due to the fact that
Rose was the “wild” child of the family. She had run
away a young age and married a black man she had met at
the mall. Her husband, Willie, was an okay guy but a
little cocky and not so friendly. After Lisa’s mom
moved in with Rose, we began to make our weekly visits
there.
Our visits did not last as long. Some of this was due
to the fact that Rose was a smoker and the longer we
stayed the worse we smelled of smoke when we left. Lisa
and Rose barely spoke on most visits. That was until
one Sunday afternoon when we were there on our weekly
visit. Rose struck up a conversation with Lisa as we
were about to leave and proceeded to ask my wife to
guess who moved into the apartment on the third floor
of the building.
She then told how Willie’s brother, Danny, had finished
working for a company in Iraq and had moved back home.
Lisa turned pale and became very quiet before finally
shrugging off the news and telling everyone goodbye. As
we opened the door to leave, we were met by a huge
black man. He was about 6’5” tall and very muscular. I
was shocked to hear him say hello to my wife by name as
she walked by and pulled me along.
The way he said hello left me with a terrible feeling
in my gut. On our ride home I finally broke the silence
with the obvious question that I wish I never asked. I
asked her if Danny had been her ex-boyfriend that was
out of the country. She paused for a long time and
finally confirmed that he was as she began to sob.
Again, it was silent for a long time. I was shocked.
Not just that my wife had had sex with a black man.
I just could not see a scenario where my wife would
have fallen for that kind of guy. This came from
hearing the way she hated Rose’s choice in men and the
fact that she was attracted to me.
I wish I would have dropped it, but I continued to ask
her questions. I asked her if this was the root problem
behind her and Rose’s bad relationship. She confirmed
that it was. I then asked her how Rose got in the
middle of it. She paused and then finally began to
recount how she tried to keep Rose as a close sister
even after Rose moved out. She said that she would
occasionally drive over and see Rose or meet her at
their mother’s house. She said that she always confided
in Rose.
Lisa said that one day, after she had been out of high
school for a couple of years, she had a bad break-up
with her boyfriend at the time. She said that she was
heartbroken and went to Rose’s for support. They
discussed how the boy broke up with her because she
would not have sex with him. Lisa recounted how Rose
was amused to find out that Lisa was still a virgin.
Lisa listened to her sister and trusted her. Rose told
Lisa that she could help her. She told her to come back
to her apartment on Friday night and she would help her
out. Lisa proceeded to tell me what happened when she
arrived that Friday. Rose told her that she was going
to take Lisa to a party.
She said that if she was brave enough, she could go to
the party for 20 minutes. If she did not meet a man
that she wanted to have one round of meaningless sex
with, she could leave. Rose’s only rules were that Lisa
let Rose fix her up for the party and that Lisa commit
to the 20 minute minimum before leaving. Lisa told me
that she wanted to back out but she felt very lonely at
the time and she didn’t want to seem unappreciative to
her sister.
She let Rose begin the make-over there in the salon.
Lisa told me that one hour later Rose let her out of
the chair and handed her a party dress to put on with
shoes and all. Lisa, Willie and Rose then left for the
party. It was then that Rose told her that the party
was in Danny’s apartment. She also told Lisa that her
new purse contained a few items she might need. One was
cigarettes. Rose told her that men loved to see women
smoke.
She said that this would also be her way of telling
time. She told her that each cigarette would take about
5 minutes to smoke. She said that 4 cigarettes had to
be smoked before they would leave. Lisa told me that
she had tried smoking with her sister before she moved
out. She agreed to give it a try. Lisa then told me
that she must have been very naïve to be going to a
party in a black neighborhood wearing a fancy dress and
high heels.
Once they arrived, Lisa was more shocked to find that
Danny was the only one there. Rose was trying to fix
them up. Lisa immediately tried to back out but Rose
became angry and insisted that she at least stay for 20
minutes so that Danny’s feelings would not be hurt.
Lisa said that she immediately lit the first long white
cigarette to start the clock. As they sat and talked,
Danny put on some music. Lisa said that he asked her to
dance just as the first cigarette was put out in the
ashtray. She agreed to one dance.
She said that Danny started out being very nice. He was
polite and seemed to agree that Rose should not have
set her up like she had. She went on to tell me that
after 3 cigarettes and 3 drinks; she was feeling a
little light headed. She said that she was not used to
doing either. She told me that during one more slow
dance, she became weak kneed and Danny began to hold
her tighter as they danced.
It was then that he danced her into his bedroom. She
said she tried to resist, but Danny was persistent. He
began to tell her that she needed to lose her cherry
and that she would be a new woman if she would give in.
I sat in awe as she shared this story almost like she
needed to confess it to someone. She skipped the
details and ended the story by saying that the drinks,
the smoking, the incense burning and her current state
of mind all contributed to Danny seducing her into sex.
She then said that when it was over, she walked back to
Rose’s apartment.
Rose was waiting for her with a huge smile on her face.
She said that they had a huge fight as Lisa was now
feeling guilty and used. She said she still remembered
Rose acting like she was excited that she had set Lisa
up to lose her cherry. Rose told her that no one could
resist a huge black man when the mood was set just
right. She told Lisa that the make-up, dress, heels,
cigarettes were all part of the plan and that she had
no choice but to spread her legs for Danny.
She went on to tell Lisa that Danny would forever own
Lisa in a special way. Lisa told me that she cried
herself to sleep on Rose’s couch since she did not want
to leave in that neighborhood that late. I could tell
that the event was traumatic for my wife, so I hugged
her.
I tried to remain quiet. In my mind I was feeling very
jealous and very threatened. However, I was full of
questions in my mind. How could I have competed
sexually with this huge man? How long did their sex
session last? What else did Lisa do with him that
night? I was full of questions. I still tried to remain
silent. I wanted it to all go away. However, I once
again could not keep my mouth shut. I broke the silence
with one question I had to know the answer to.
I asked Lisa why she had not told me that her sex
partner was a member of her sister’s family when we had
discussed it years earlier. She explained that she
thought Danny had moved away forever and that she never
anticipated having to go to Rose’s house every week due
to her mother living there. She said she was sorry. I
continued to hug her but wondered in my mind if I would
have been okay with knowing this before we were
married. I reasoned that I would have still married
her.
Then I began to contemplate the statement Lisa had mad
to me that she would not give herself sexually to any
“more” men. I was sickened by the thought of it, but
began to consider whether Lisa might need to turn to
Danny to fill the sexual void in her life due to my
impotency.
Life went on. Each week we made our visit to Lisa’s mom
and each week Rose took great delight in having Danny
there to make Lisa and I feel uncomfortable. Danny was
a jerk. He always made inappropriate statements and
remarks about Lisa looking good or how he would love to
catch up on old times. Finally, one day after leaving
there to come back home, I asked Lisa why she put up
with his comments. She said that she was not going miss
visiting her mother so she really didn’t have a choice.
I again began to stick my nose in where it didn’t
belong. I told her that she needed to stop feeling
guilty about what had happened and she should show
strength to Rose and Danny. I said that she should tell
them that it was just a big mistake and that she had
learned from it. I was trying to get my wife to take
responsibility for her actions and say that she had
made a bad choice rather than blame what had happened
on her being tricked by her sister or seduced by a man.
I wanted her to admit that she could have said no but
chose not to. She paused for a moment and said that she
wasn’t sure she could have said no. I corrected her and
said that no amount of booze, sexy clothes, cigarettes
or anything else can make you do something you don’t
want to do. She finally agreed.
I told her that we needed to act like nothing ever
happened and try to just be friends with her sister and
her family. I then surprised her by telling her that if
she wished to take Danny as an occasional lover due to
my impotency, I would understand. She stared at me in
shock. I reminded her that this would involve her
sleeping with a man she had already been with and would
not go against her earlier promise of not sleeping with
any new men. I told her that I would still always share
oral sex with her. Lisa said that I didn’t know what I
was saying and that sex with Danny was out of the
question. I dropped it.
The next Sunday we tried being friendlier to Rose,
Willie and Danny. They seemed a little surprised.
During the visit, I got Rose off in the kitchen alone.
I told her about my situation with by diabetes and my
sex life. I told her that I wanted Lisa to get to have
sex. I also told her that I thought Danny was the only
option due to the fact that Lisa stated she would not
sleep in any new men. Rose stared at me in shock. I
told her that my and Lisa’s marriage was great and I
felt confident that Lisa would not fall in love with
Danny or leave me. It would be sex only.
I told her that Lisa would never agree to it up front.
I said that we might have to fix it where we surprise
Lisa and put her in a position of being alone with
Danny. Rose thought for a while as she smoked her
cigarette. She finally spoke by saying that she might
have a plan. First, she said that she wanted to know
what was in it for her. I asked what she meant. She
said that Danny and Lisa were getting sex and I was
getting my wife pleasured. She said that she wanted
something out of the deal.
I asked what she wanted. She told me that her husband
was well-endowed. She told me that their sex life was
great except for the fact that Willie loved to receive
oral sex and her mouth was too small to pleasure him.
My stomach began to hurt as she said that if I would
give her husband a blowjob, she would set up the rest.
I refused immediately. She began to reason with me that
it was just a blowjob and that I would really be doing
her a favor.
The thought disgusted me and I told her so. She said
that I should think of it as making my wife happy. I
told her I would try but that I might not be able to go
through with it. She then told me to wait there for a
minute. She returned with Danny. She told me that she
had told Danny the situation but if I wanted this to
happen I needed to ask him the big question myself. I
swallowed hard as I looked up at this huge man.
I finally asked him if he would be willing to pleasure
my wife sexually from time to time. He made it harder
and clarified it by asking if I wanted him to fuck my
wife. I nodded and hung my head. He said that he would.
I added a couple of conditions. I told him that he
could not force her or hurt her. I also added that he
had to wear a condom. Lisa was on the pill due to other
reasons, but I did not want the risk of STDs. Plus the
thought of his cum inside her somehow made it worse to
me since my only sex with her was oral. He agreed to
both of these demands.
Rose and I rejoined the others. Soon after this, Rose
announced that she was having a costume party for
Halloween in a couple of weeks. She invited Lisa and me
to come. Lisa said she was not interested. I told her
that this would be a great way for us to become better
friends with her sister and her family so Lisa finally
agreed to come. Rose then announced that the costumes
that each would wear would be drawn out of a hat. She
said we would need six costumes ideas as she would
invite a girl that lived in the building named Sue.
Rose began writing down costume ideas on slips of paper
and asked for input. She called out “Pimp” and then
“Cowboy.”
Willie then called out “Hooker.” This was followed by
Lisa saying “Nurse.” Rose said that someone would have
to be a “French Maid.” Needing one more male costume,
Lisa mentioned “Construction Worker.” Rose folded up
the slips of paper and put them “all” into a hat. I
told her she had made a mistake. She told me that it
would be fun if some had to come as the opposite sex.
Lisa was smiling at my discomfort and the others did
not seem to mind so I went along even though I was a
little nervous. Rose said she was drawing for Sue
first. She got “Nurse.” Next she went over to Willie.
He got the one I wanted, “Cowboy.” She then went to
Danny. He drew my second choice, “Construction Worker.”
My stomach began to hurt. Lisa drew next and got
“French Maid.” She looked nervous but decided it was
all for fun.
It was down to me and Rose. She said I could draw
first. I had a 50/50 shot at pimp. I drew and everyone
burst out laughing when I stared silently at my paper,
“Hooker.” I never said it out loud. Rose took hers and
triumphantly confirmed that she was “Pimp.”
I turned to Lisa and told her that I could not do this.
Lisa threw my words back at me that this was for fun
and that we should go along. She added that I had
always wanted her to dress provocatively for me so now
I could see what it was like. I told her that I didn’t
know how to dress that way. Rose quickly volunteered to
help Lisa and I get ready for the party. She said that
she would take care of everything and that we just
needed to show up early the night of the party. I
agreed to go along knowing that this was all for Lisa
anyway.
The day of the party finally arrived. Lisa had been
riding me for two weeks about my costume. I was glad to
see her at least not totally depressed for a change. We
left early for the party. Once at Rose’s, we saw that
she had decorated a lot for Halloween. She told me to
go to her bathroom and she would be there shortly. She
led Lisa into the beauty salon. Rose came in and told
me that I would need to take a bath and shave my face,
legs, chest and arms. When I protested, she reminded me
that this was my idea and to go along.
I then asked her why she arranged for me to be a hooker
for this party. I knew she had fixed the drawing
somehow. She said that she knew her husband would want
me dolled up to when giving the blowjob as he was not
gay either. I reminded her that I didn’t know if I
could go through with it. She told me that I had better
try hard after all she had gone through. I proceeded to
take a bath. I did as requested. I felt weird without
any hair on my body except for my head and pubic area.
Rose returned and said that she had fixed Lisa’s hair
and make-up and she was now getting dressed.
She did not seem fazed at seeing me naked. She seemed
to be staring at my cock which was now shriveled to
near nothing due to the diabetes. She took a pair of
scissors and a razor and proceeded to trim and shave my
pubic area into a small triangular bush that would fit
under bikini styled panties. She then led me to her
bedroom where my costume was laid out on the bed. She
told me to lie on my back on the bed as she was doing
something with a cone shaped piece of rubber near her
dresser. She came near me and went to place the rubber
object on my chest. I stopped her. She informed me that
this was just a fake breast. She said the glue was not
permanent. I let her continue.
Soon the glue had set and I had two size D breasts with
big nipples. Standing, the breast felt heavy and moved
very realistically. She strapped me into a black corset
that included a bra that pushed my breasts up into
cleavage. She tightened the strings in the back very
tight, giving me a curvy form. She then helped me pull
black stockings up my legs and attach them to garters
on the bottom of the corset, being sure to keep the
seams straight in back.
Next came a pair of matching silk panties. Rose had me
tuck my penis down between by legs. I could not believe
how uncomfortable these clothes were. I stepped into
the leather mini-dress. I put my arms through the short
sleeves. Rose zipped it up in back which snugged it up
and closed the high collar around my neck. The dress
hem barely covered my stocking tops. Lastly, Rose had
me step into the 5 inch black heels and fastened the
ankle straps in place.
Rose then led me to the beauty parlor. Lisa was sitting
reading a magazine. She was smoking one of Rose’s long
menthol Virginia Slims. Rose told me that Lisa was
nervous and they thought the cigarette might calm her
nerves. Lisa looked so slutty but sexy sitting there
dressed as a French Maid smoking. Lisa giggled watching
me trying to walk in my costume.
I was barely able to walk without falling. I sat in one
of chairs and Rose covered me with a bright pink
plastic cape. She then began applying the make-up.
There was so much. She used liquid foundation, powder
foundation, blush, eye shadow, eye liner, mascara, lip
liner, and lipstick. She spent most of the time on my
eyes. My face felt heavy.
Rose then told me that she was going to use a wig
instead of fixing my own hair. She placed a blonde wig
on me and attached it with pins to my own hair. The
last thing would be my nails. She used glue on tips
that were a full inch past my regular nails. She then
painted them a bright red that she said matched my
lips.
I was then allowed to look in the mirror. I became
scared. I looked just like a hooker. I was not bad
looking. I didn’t like the way it made me feel.
Thinking about Lisa being with Danny and me actually
sucking a cock finally hit me. I had to sit down to
avoid getting sick or fainting. Lisa offered me a
cigarette, saying that it had calmed her down some. I
held it as she lit it.
After a few puffs, I could tell it did seem to calm me.
Lisa said that this could be a fun evening and thanked
me for going along. We sat together for a while as Rose
went to get ready. She finally came back looking just
like a pimp. She had the suit and the big furry hat.
Soon the doorbell rang and Danny and Sue were arriving.
Willie came into the room next.
Every costume was well done. We had some snacks and
eventually Willie asked Rose to dance. This was
followed by Danny asking my wife to dance. She
hesitated but I told her to go ahead. They were talking
as they danced but I could not hear them. After the
first dance, I asked Lisa to dance. She agreed. I am
sure we looked odd; a hooker and a French Maid dancing
together. She told me that Danny was glad to see that
we were not holding a grudge against him and Rose
anymore.
END
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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life.
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