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Sarah, Show Me
by BigBuddha (pv34pvp3paol.com)
***
When curiosity got the better of me, my beautiful
cousin Sarah took mercy on me and showed me all the
things I'd only imagined before. (Fm, ped, inc, 1st,
oral, anal)
***
CHAPTER 1
My story takes me back to the summers of my childhood.
I was an only child but definitely not a lonely one. We
were a mid-west Irish family, my father the middle
child of seven, and my mother the seventh of ten. I had
more aunts, uncles and cousins around than I could ever
keep track of.
In a big Irish family like ours, children and parents
are completely interchangeable. When my folks would
travel out of town I would get dropped off at the home
of whatever relative lived in that direction. Every
aunt or uncle knew every niece or nephew's medical
history, shoe size, school schedule or bedwetting
habits.
Come July and August, though, the most likely place to
find the kids was my house 'cause my dad had the pool!
As I said I had a lot of cousins and I loved all of
them but there were always a couple that were closer
than others. The children of my mom's older sister
Maisie were the ones I spent the most time with. There
was the oldest boy Mack, eight years my senior, a 4.0
G.P. genius that I looked up to as if he personally
hung the moon. Then there were the girls, Sarah, Jane
and Brennan, each two years younger than the last. I
was two years behind Brenn.
I had my own room at their house and we had a room for
them at our house. It was as if I should have been
their little brother and they all treated me that way.
Tragically, Mack died in a car crash at 19 in a Triumph
TR-4 he had meticulously restored.
Of the girls, Brenn was always very much a Tomboy, we
joked that she had bigger balls than I did. Jane was a
total airhead, cheerleader type. Sarah however was very
laid-back. At 18, she was the quintessential hippie
chick and I just loved hanging out with her. She spent
more summer time at our house than all of her siblings.
She liked to lay out naked by the pool all day and
skinny-dip in the water all night.
I was 12 at the time, and Sarah's naked body, though I
saw it every day, kept my adolescent libido in
overdrive. At least five times a day I'd have to run
upstairs to the bathroom and jack off just to keep from
sporting a major boner around her. I thought I was
doing a manageable job of hiding my junior horniness
but looking back in hindsight I can see that Sarah was
probably having merry sport pulling my puppet string.
The guestroom she slept in had a giant, king size bed
'cause sometimes there'd be a whole station wagon load
of cousins sleeping over. Whenever it was just Sarah,
she'd always insist I sleep with her, "Way too big a
bed to sleep in alone," she'd say. "And since I always
sleep naked, you are too, Little Brother!" Who was I to
argue?
Since I haven't yet, let me describe Sarah for you. Its
okay, I don't mind. She was 5'9", slender but a subtle
masterpiece of female curves, full hips that looked
like a million in the hip-hugger jeans of the day
(1972) and bouncy softball size tits that never saw the
inside of a bra. She had long straight dark brown hair
most of the way down to her ass, usually held in place
by a paisley headband. Her father had been pureblooded
Blackfoot Indian so she had beautifully tanned skin and
eyes that looked somewhat oriental.
After lights out, I'd lay in the bed next to her,
unable to sleep, the days worth of sexual tension would
have me tuned up like a guitar string. I'd listen to
her slow even breathing 'till I was sure she was fast
asleep before my hand started stroking my young pecker.
I'd try to be as quiet as a mouse but a mouse didn't
have a 6" boner to contend with.
Every time I'd shake the bed or Sarah'd move a little,
I'd freeze and watch her for any indication of
consciousness before daring to move again. Slowly over
a couple nights I got into a habit of getting a
wonderful little orgasm in the bed next to the sexiest
female my young eyes had ever seen. Each night I got a
little braver, I'd even reach over and get a little
titty feel or finger poke or grab her hand and use it
to hold Little Willy.
All this was great fun and made me look forward to
bedtime each night. I should have figured out that no
one is as sound as sleeper as I thought she was.
CHAPTER 2
I'd lay there at night and sometimes just look at her
body lying next to me. She seemed to sleep so
peacefully. I'd lie on my side and gently touch her
flat belly, her soft breasts, her wonderfully bushy
mound, slowly running a finger up and down her opening.
I'd taste the amazing moistness that'd be all over my
fingers. God, it tasted, I don't know, fascinating!
I mean, it's a girl's pee-hole, right, so it ought to
taste nasty but it didn't! And there seemed to be all
kinds of stuff going on down there that you couldn't
see from the outside, bumps and folds and more stuff
when your finger got real deep in there. I was like a
kid locked in a room with an amazing new toy! You could
hardly blame me for getting involved in this new game
to the point of ignoring my surroundings.
"Hey, Mister Curious, Just what is it you're looking
for down there?"
I heard that voice and my heart stopped! I slowly
pulled my middle finger out and turned around to see
Sarah staring at me with a huge grin on her face. It
didn't help. I felt like I'd just done the worst thing
in the world that you could do to someone who trusted
you. At that moment I wouldn't have been surprised if
she'd called me a nasty fuckin' creep, pushed me away
and never spoke to me again.
My shame took over and all could do was hang my head
down and say "I'm sorry Sarah, I just, I just..." I
mostly didn't want her to see the tears welling up in
my eyes. Instead of being mad, though, she just rolled
over next to me, put her arms around me and held me
real tight for a minute.
When she eased up on her hug, she leaned back a bit and
placed her hand under my chin and lifted my face up to
hers. She took her thumb, wiped my tears away, then
leaned in and kissed me gently. A soft slow kiss
without tongue but definitely not a sister brother
kiss. She pulled back a little and looked deep into my
eyes and whispered "Let's try that again" This time she
gave me my first real, deep, toe-curling, ball-warming,
lover's kiss that felt like it lasted 3 days! She
smiled and said, "There, baby, you feel better now."
We lay there next to each other propped up on our sides
facing each other with the sheet clear down at the foot
of the bed. All the lights were off in the room but
there was a street light on a pole in the alley just
outside the window that lit our little bedroom pretty
well.
She had this grin like she thought all this was
wonderfully funny. She said, "You always were too
curious for your own good, Why'd you wait 'till I was
asleep to do all this exploring every night this week?"
with enough emphasis to let me know she knew all along.
"You're just so beautiful, Sarah, I couldn't just lie
here and go to sleep next to you. I...I..." I
stammered, not knowing how to justify what I'd done.
Again she lifted my chin to look me in the eyes and
said "It's all right, honey. You're turning into a man
now; of course you want to know. You need to know. Look
at you, baby. you're taller than I am; you got the same
build that Mack had when he was 18. And look at this
little fellow," she reached down and grabbed my cock,
"I know plenty of guys my age that ain't packing' like
this!" As she held it, it just got harder and stretched
to its full 6½". She gripped it tighter and continued
to stoke it slowly, looking back and forth from my
groin to the look of pleasure on my face.
"Does that feel good, baby? I can make it feel a lot
better... You UP for that?" I said "as long as you
teach me how to make YOU feel good too" She smiled at
me and asked, "Just what is it you're looking to learn
here, Mister Curious?"
I answered as slowly as possible, "E-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-
g!"
CHAPTER 3
"All right, then, Sarah Finney's Sex Academy is in
session. And you better pay attention, buster, because
the final exam's a motherfucker!"
"No!" I said, "Brotherfucker!"
She giggled and kissed me again, not as long but still
as passionate. "Mmmm," she said, "What to do first?"
I said, "Whatever you do, don't stop that." And looked
down at her hand stroking my dick.
She looked back up at me and said, "I'll bet you like
this even better" as she pushed me back down on my
back, bent down and wrapped her full lips around the
head of my cock. It felt fantastic but as she did it,
all that long hair of hers fell down around her head
and I couldn't see what she was doing.
I started trying to search through all that hair to see
what was going on and said, almost in a panic, "Stop,
Sarah, I can't see what you're up to!"
She picked her head up and said "Okay, hon, don't get
upset." She looked around the room, started scooting
over to the side of the bed, grabbed my hand and pulled
me with her. She said, "Okay, young man, get up and
lean on the desk here."
She came over, stood before me in the soft moonlight,
kissed me softly and slowly dropped to her knees in
front of me trailing kisses down my chest as she did.
She looked so incredibly beautiful like this. She took
hold of my cock, slowly licked from the base up to the
head on one side, ran her tongue in a circle around the
head and slowly licked down to the base on the other
side. She raised her eyes and gave me the sexiest look
ever and asked, "Can you see me well enough?"
I just nodded my head and smiled and marveled at how
lucky I was to have a cousin like her. I stroked her
hair gently brushing it back away from her face. She
locked her lips around the shaft and slowly bobbed her
head up and down, sucking extra hard on the back
stroke. She bobbed faster and faster and I got hold of
her head and as gently as possible started pumping into
her face. I pushed a little hard once and it hit the
back of her throat causing her to gag. I kind of
panicked a little, "I'm sorry, Sarah, you okay?"
She pulled back, slightly out of breath, "I'm fine
baby, I like it when you push a little, if a woman
wants to suck your cock, she's doing it because wants
to please you. If this is how you want it, she'll keep
up with you, baby."
She smiled up at me, pumped her fist firmly up and down
along my penis and said "You 'bout ready to come for me
yet?" I just nodded; mesmerized by all the magical
things she was doing to me.
"Let me teach you a little cumshot etiquette, first
thing is, some girls swallow, some girls don't. It's
not up to you, never make a girl swallow that doesn't
want to. Some girls will throw up if you do. Me, I
don't swallow because I'm a vegetarian. Most
vegetarians don't eat anything with a face; I don't eat
anything with a tail."
Sarah never could pass up an opportunity for a joke.
"Second thing is, Never cum in a girl's hair and not in
her eyes either, it burns like hell! Are those enough
rules for you?" With that, she wrapped her lips back
around me, started sucking so hard I think my ears
popped, my eyes crossed and my knees got weak. As I
felt myself boiling over I pushed her head back, she
took her mouth off, got a look of determination and
pumped out long ropes of cum onto her left cheek, then
her right cheek then leaned back and aimed the rest at
her beautiful breasts.
As I finished shooting out more cum than my 12 year old
body had ever produced, she kept rubbing my softening
cock and my balls and looked up at me with the most
beautiful face I think I'd ever seen, "Are we having
fun yet, baby?"
I slowly pulled her up to standing with me and wrapped
my arms around her in a great bear hug. I kissed her as
passionately as I knew how even though by now my cum on
her face was smeared over both our cheeks and the cum
on her tits was smeared everywhere. She leaned back a
little with a silent laugh and said "Y'know, you always
were a messy boy." As she reached over to grab a beach
towel off the chair and started wiping off my face, she
said "Tonight, you're gonna be a messy Man."
She finished wiping us off, dropped the towel back on
the chair, took my hand and walked me back to the bed.
Suddenly for the first time in my young life I was
being treated like a man. I was already 6'1" tall, 165
pounds of muscle. I played fullback for my 8th grade
football team. But even though I was bigger physically
than my father, 12 years old is still just 12 years
old, yet here was this beautiful woman, 18, high school
graduate heading off to Kent State in the fall, and I
was the man she was taking to her bed.
We lay down on the big bed and kissed and just caressed
and held each other for probably another half-hour at
least. I just loved feeling her warm skin against mine.
Slowly, I kissed my way down to her breasts and fondled
them clumsily, never having held real ones before. She
showed me how to lightly lick the nipples and blow a
little air across to watch them perk up, how to fondle
the whole breast with your whole hand instead of
overworking the nipples, how to alternate between them,
and most importantly, how to not get obsessed and
forget that there was a whole woman attached to them.
I started heading south with wide eyes across the great
flatlands of her beautiful stomach heading for what I
knew only as uncharted territory. A land of wonderful
and terrible mysteries – BEYOND HERE THERE BE MONSTERS
- it used to say on the old explorer's maps at the edge
of what they had seen.
.
Suddenly, she stopped me! I said "You promised to show
me how to make you feel good too, Sarah"
"I know I did, honey," she whispered, "But look out the
window. It's almost morning. Your mom and dad will be
waking up in about an hour and the lesson you're about
to start on is gonna take a lot longer than that, We're
just gonna have to save that lesson for tomorrow."
"This lesson, though," she said with big grin as she
sat up and pushed me over onto my back "we can skip
ahead to tonight!" With that she grabbed the little T-
Bone, which was already as hard as a rock (let's face
it, when I was12, it was always hard!) and threw her
leg over me. She bent down to kiss me again while
reaching down between us and aiming me into her warm,
soft pussy. She lowered herself all the way down onto
me and stopped. I felt the muscles in her pussy squeeze
me up & down like a milking machine. I gasped,
wondering if I'd cum right there and then.
She looked me in the eyes and held my face with her
soft hands. She said "Just relax, baby. I know this is
your first time, we're just gonna go slow and take our
time, little brother. This is all about you learning to
control your reactions. Younger guys always want to cum
in about 30 seconds and they don't know how to hold
back. It just takes a little practice to learn to
control it, baby. Fuck me slowly and when you want to
stop moving for a minute, just grab my ass and hold
onto me."
She lay on top of me and fucked me slowly, rocking back
and forth on me, always able to tell just from my grip
on her lovely ass when I felt I was about to go over.
She'd stop and hold me, whispering into my ear to
"relax, we got plenty of time, baby, take it slowly,"
It made it nice to not just come as soon as I got it
into her.
We went like this for at least fifteen minutes,
stopping six or seven times, each time taking me from
the boiling point back to a nice low simmer. I started
exploring her ass and pussy with my fingers. She took
one of my hands and pulled it down between us to her
pussy and holding her fingertips on top of mine showed
me how to rub all around her clit while we fucked
slowly. I could tell by her look and her shallow,
faster breathing that I was finally getting what I most
wanted out of this, I was learning how to make her feel
as good as she made me feel.
I watched fascinated as she slowly got closer and
closer to orgasm. As her head rolled around and her
breathing became more ragged, as she stopped slowing
down fucking me and started grinding her pubis on me
and on my fingers, she started whispering in a low,
husky voice "Oh God Tommy, that feels so good, baby,
come with me, baby, come with me baby!" She grabbed and
held tight around my neck, drove her pussy hard down
onto me as I felt my cock spasming for my first time
inside the warmth of a real woman.
After a few minutes of heavy breathing, she pushed
herself upright and kinda stretched like a cat, rolling
her head from side to side and twisting her spine a
little, all the while leaving my wet softening cock up
in there in the happiest place it had ever been. It was
about 5 a.m., a late July Saturday in Ohio and the
twilight outside was just starting to break to the
orange light of the morning. As I looked up at her,
even now after 35 years, the image is like a photo in
my mind, she was the most beautiful female vision that
I've ever seen.
She looked down with a big, easy, relaxed smile and
said, "Was that all you imagined?"
I said, "Sarah, before tonight my imagination wasn't
big enough for all this, you just knocked my whole
world over sideways. I think I'm a pretty lucky guy to
have someone like you around."
She leaned way back and grabbed the corner of the
blanket then brought it up and lay down on top of me
pulling the blanket over us and whispered into my ear,
"I love you, little brother. Now get some sleep. We'll
discuss your homework in the morning."
We both fell asleep almost immediately.
CHAPTER 4
The next day, even though my hidden feelings were now
out in the open as far as Sarah was concerned, we still
had to keep this a secret from my parents. They were
pretty progressive and if I went up and told my mom
"Mom, Sarah's runnin 'round nekkid and it's giving me a
boner!" She'd have probably just said "That's perfectly
natural, son. Why don't you just run up to the bathroom
and do whatever you've got to do, I'll keep your lunch
warm 'till you get back. Don't forget to wash your
hands, sweetie!"
But if I said "Mom, Sarah's runnin 'round nekkid and
it's giving me a boner! I'm gonna let her suck my dick,
okay?" I don't think she'd have been as understanding.
So Sarah, in her infinite mercy, would flash me her
pussy across the patio or slowly caress my bulging cock
as she'd walk past me on the way out of the pool, or
once, just for fun, she walked by me while I was
sitting at the kitchen table. Mom had just made me a
grilled cheese sandwich. And apparently Sarah had just
had two fingers up her cunt. She nonchalantly shuffled
by me and wiped her two juicy, pungent fingers along my
upper lip.
I ate my sandwich quickly and said I had to go upstairs
and change into some clothes to run down to the store
for something mom wanted. I desperately needed to
relieve the pressure Sarah's little game was giving me.
I made it to the top of the stairs and made a beeline
for the shitter.
Halfway there Sarah pops out her bedroom door, grabs me
by the arm, pulls me inside and shut the door fast. She
was already naked, hell the most she ever had on during
the day was a bikini when walking around the house. As
she shut the door, she put her back up to the inside of
it, and she pulled me, with my back to her up in front
of her and got a good strong bear hug on me. She
quickly pulled my shorts down around my knees and
grabbed my stone-hard cock. She softly kissed my ear
and whispered "Has Big Sister been making things hard
for you?
With a firm grip on me she stroked me slowly and
deliberately. She kept licking and nibbling up and down
my neck. It felt so good I just leaned back into her. I
was concerned though, that mom would come looking for
me if I didn't get back downstairs soon. I turned my
head and said to her "do we really have time for this?"
She said "Don't worry, Love, this won't take any longer
than I want it to"
I started to say something about her keeping a hard-on
in my pants all day but instead she just squeezed my
cock real firmly with her left hand while she reached
down behind me with her right hand and quickly popped
her right thumb up my asshole. She shoved it forward
like she was trying to grab one of my nuts from the
inside and, bam! Before I knew what hit me I was
shooting cum all over the end of the dresser in front
of me.
I reached both hands out to hold onto the walls and
Sarah wrapped her arms around me to hold me up or for
sure I would have dropped to the floor. I caught my
breath and turned around and kissed her as hard and as
passionately as I could. I must have done okay with it,
because as we stopped her eyes fluttered a little, she
looked up at me just a little breathless and smiled,
"you're getting pretty good at that"
I said "What the hell did you just do to me?"
She reached around and goosed me a little and said
"That's your prostate gland. A girlfriend of mine
that's a nurse told me about that. You're the first guy
I ever tried it on." I just wanted to stand there and
kiss her for the rest of the day but I had things mom
wanted me to do.
"Sarah, when I get back from the store, you wanna just
lie down and take a nap or something?"
She took my hand, pulled it up and looked at it, looked
at the other hand, and said, "When you get back, I
gotta give you a manicure before tonight's lesson." She
said "If you're going to be putting your fingers into a
lady's private places, we can't be having all these
ragged nails and hangnails. It hurts and it's just not
polite so come get me when you get back and we'll file
these claws of yours down nice and neat."
I said, "Okay, I guess I never thought of that."
She called after me as I went down the hall, "I told
you there'd be homework!"
Well, to make a long story short, when I got home she
took it easy on me the rest of the day. She said, "I
could have you up in your room pounding away the
pressure every half-hour but by bedtime there wouldn't
be anything left for me." She filed my nails down and
did the cuticles and put on clear polish that didn't
shine too much. I'd have normally thought this sort of
thing too feminine for a guy to worry about but she
explained that if you can scratch your face with it, it
feels like broken glass inside her pussy.
The whole family stayed up late watching a horror
movie, 'CHILLER THEATRE' on channel 11, every Saturday
night. My folks both started yawning and nodding off
halfway through so they got up and went upstairs to bed
leaving Sarah and me downstairs alone. I was sitting on
the couch with absolutely no interest in that damn
movie but Sarah said we needed to be patient for a
while and let them fall asleep.
She lay down on the couch with her head in my lap. She
didn't say anything for a while, just stared at the TV.
She finally sat up and said, "Tommy, I want to try
something I never do, so bear with me, okay?"
I said, "You're the teacher, Sarah. I trust you."
She climbed down off the couch and kneeled in front of
me, she pulled my pajamas down and immediately started
sucking me like she did last night. No foreplay this
time though, all business. Up and down, up and down,
hard, I groaned a little loudly and put one hand on top
of her head. Her hand locked around the base pumping up
and down with her mouth, it was only about two minutes
before I felt like I couldn't hold back any longer. I
tried to warn her, I even tried to push her head away
but she swatted my hand away, locked her mouth on me
and swallowed every drop of it. And I gotta tell you,
after the day I'd had that was a large load!
She looked up at me and said "How'd I do, little
brother?"
I asked her, "Why'd you do that? I thought you didn't
like to swallow?"
She said "Maybe it was who I did it for. Maybe I wanted
to see if I could do it with someone I completely
trusted." She smiled at me kinda coy, not the usual
confident laughing smile she always had for me. She
stood up, leaned over and kissed me on the forehead and
said "C'mon upstairs, babe, you got work to do." She
walked over and turned off the TV and we headed
upstairs.
CHAPTER 5
"Classes Meeting Downtown"
We walked up the stairs, she held my hand and led me
into her room and closed the door. She unbuttoned my
shirt and slipped it off me. She walked over to the
dresser and lit a small scented candle, jasmine I
think, and pulled her long nightshirt over her head. I
walked over to the bed and gathered all the pillows,
piling them up in the corner for her to sit up where
she could watch me. I reached back and took her hand
and led her up onto the giant bed to lie propped up in
the corner with her long, tanned legs spread out right
in the center.
It was all like a slow-motion waltz, neither of us
saying a word that might break the spell that hung over
us. I laid her down there and crawled up and kissed her
softly. I started at her forehead and worked my way
down to her lips, I lifted her chin and kissed her long
neck, lightly gnawing and nibbling around to her ears,
down to her shoulders and across her upper chest. I
drew up, kissed her lips long and deep. She put her
arms around my neck. I looked in her eyes and said as
quietly as I could, "I really don't know how to do this
Sarah; I so much need you to tell me how to make you
feel the way you've made me feel."
She looked deep in my eyes, back and forth from one to
the other and said, "I think you're gonna do great,
baby. If you do something that hurts, I'll let you know
but otherwise I'm just gonna let you explore. The way
you kiss me, I'm guessing you're gonna be wonderful at
this. Here, just hold my hand and pay attention to my
reactions."
I kissed her once more and commenced to working my way
down her beautiful body. A nice visit to her sweet
mounds, not just playing with her nipples but firmly
kneading her breasts the way she liked. I started
kissing my way down her stomach, of course not missing
the chance to plant a big raspberry in her belly
button. I got down to the bushlands and couldn't help
myself from just running the tip of my tongue in
circles through her hair. As I probed lower I found
that smell just intoxicating. My nose couldn't get
enough of it.
As I first put my fingers to either side and spread
things out a little, the aroma came out even stronger.
I could see the opening at the bottom and all those
folds of pink skin along the sides, everything
glistening in the flickering candlelight. My first
reaction was to shove a finger or two in just to see
how deep this thing was but a little jerk of tension in
the hand I was holding told me maybe to slow down and
be more gentle. Instead I figured I might just get to
know what was right here in front of me and save the
cave diving for a little later.
I decided to see how far my tongue would go in there
and then started licking up and down those lovely inner
lips. As I got to the top and licked across her clit, I
heard her moan just a little and squeeze my hand, I
knew I'd hit a sensitive spot, as this was where I'd
been rubbing her when she came last night.
I found that pulling back the hood of skin around it
and licking it made it super sensitive and doing that
for more than a few seconds seemed to be almost painful
to her. I also found that the area around it seemed to
be just as sensitive but deep below the skin so that to
rub around it down hard against the bone really made
her moan.
I made mental notes of all the things that made her
feel good and just mixed them up for a while.
Eventually I got the nerve to use my long fingers to
explore inside again and by now she was so wet and so
hot that putting a couple fingers way up there didn't
cause her any discomfort at all. The first time I
finger fucked her she started moaning even louder and
began to arch her back. I figured I knew enough by now
to make her come again if I wanted to but I just wasn't
in any big hurry and I was kinda enjoying keeping her
at this level of pleasure.
She was gripping my hand hard with her left hand. Her
right hand was going back and forth from grabbing the
top of my head to grind her pussy up into my face to
reaching up to fondle her titties to reaching a couple
fingers down to help spread the hood out when I'd lick
on her clit.
I was rubbing around inside her pussy with my two
middle fingers when I turned my hand palm-up and
reached up behind the little pubic bone. I felt a lumpy
spot and as soon as I did, she arched her back way up
and tensed up like I'd given her an electric shock. She
held like that for a few seconds, her grip on my hand
almost breaking it, and then she just collapsed. I
reached my tongue out for a taste of all this liquid
that seemed to be just oozing out of her, she pushed my
face away trying to say, "No, baby, stop, come here."
She pulled me up beside her and just wrapped her arms
and legs around me and held me real closely for a few
minutes with her head tucked down into the crook of my
neck. I lay there content to just hold her, brushing
the hair out of her face, caressing her back and
shoulders.
Even if I was only 12, in this beautiful woman's arms,
I knew what it felt like to be seen as a man. She
looked so content I just reached back behind and
grabbed the sheet and started pulling it over us. She
opened her eyes, looked down between us where Little
Willie was kinda standing up as if saying 'What about
me?"
She asked me "Don't you want to..."
I said, "How do you feel right now?" She reached up and
brushed the long hair out of my eyes, put her arm back
around me and said "This feels pretty good right now"
I replied, "Feeling good's good enough." and pulled the
sheet over us. Yeah, sure, I stole that line from Kris
Kristofferson but there in the middle of the night, it
felt good enough.
CHAPTER 6
Waking up in each other's arms was something I'm really
gonna miss when this is all over. I woke up with the
morning sun in my face. Sarah was spooned up in front
of me snoring lightly. My dick was starting to grow
immediately when I realized that it was snuggled right
into her ass crack.
I lay there and enjoyed the feeling of her naked ass
against me. I reached my hand up a little bit and
cupped her right breast and remembered for a minute how
afraid I was a couple days ago doing this while she
slept and how things had changed. Then if she woke up
I'd want to run and hide; now I just wanted to wake her
up and fuck her brains out.
Suddenly I began to notice phenomenal growth, not only
in the organ between my legs but the deviant ideas in
my head. I decided it was time for her to get woken up
by Mr. Curious again. Letting go of her perfect right
tit I slid my hand up and kinda spit on my fingers. I
leaned my hips back and grabbed my dick and got it all
wet, repeating the process a couple times for good
measure. I probed a little with my fingers to find the
entrance to her pussy. It took a lot more poking around
than I thought it would. I had never had to locate one
from this angle before.
Once I got my bearings I realized I'd have to scoot
down a couple inches. This wasn't easy 'cause Sarah was
sleeping on my left arm but if I leaned in and held her
tight in my arms I could get away with a lot of moving
around without disturbing her. It seemed that when I'd
pull away to move she wanted to wake up.
So I scooted down a bit, added a little more spit to my
whistle, and slowly worked the head into her pussy from
behind. Half a stroke in, half a stroke out, no
reaction, half a stroke in, half a stroke out, still no
reaction. Boy, I should've done this Friday night
instead of getting caught just with my finger in the
cookie jar. Finally as I got bolder I lifted her right
leg up kind of pulling her over onto her back and
draping her leg back over my ass as I lay beside her
curled up under her butt. She woke up slowly, half
moaning, half-smiling. She looked over at me with eyes
half open, saying, "Damn, honey you sure know how to
wake a girl up, don't you.?"
I loved this new position, she was all laid out in
front of me and my hands were free to explore, and I do
love to play with things. I can reach in and diddle her
clit this way, I can play with her titties. Hell, maybe
I wasn't breast-fed as a baby but I'm gonna make up for
it now.
We could hear that my parents were running around
getting ready for church but since its summertime they
wouldn't make me go. We were trying to be quiet and not
make any noise. I pulled the covers up over us and
pulled one of the smaller pillows down between us. If
mom popped in to say goodbye I didn't want it to look
like Sarah and I were curled up in a ball together.
Mom knew how much I loved all my cousins. I was a big
tradition in this family to have lots of kids but she
had several miscarriages and didn't have me till they
were married almost 10 years. So since I wasn't getting
any brothers or sisters anytime soon, Mom always made
sure there were enough cousins around to fill the gap.
She probably never questioned the idea of us sleeping
naked together any more than us taking baths together
when I was a toddler.
But we damn sure weren't toddlers anymore and we
weren't splashing around in the tub although things
under that blanket were getting pretty wet about now.
What I was waiting for was the sound of my parents
leaving the house and -- SLAM -- there it was, the
front door closing, the sound of the old man's Buick
starting up and heading off down the street. I threw
the covers off the bed. I lifted her right leg and
moved it over my head so I was on top. She wrapped her
thighs around me and locked her ankles behind my back.
This felt so much better. The other way was more
relaxed but I really couldn't get myself in there as
far as I wanted. Oh, Goddamn, this felt good. Sarah
held my face and brought me close and kissed me hard
and deep. She kept whispering to me in her husky voice,
"You feel good, baby? Just relax and take your time,
baby, we got all morning. God, you're getting good at
this!"
I slowed way down and rested on my elbows. I brought my
hand up and caressed the side of her face and slowly
stroked in and out of her velvet pussy.
"I think I like this position 'cause I love to kiss
you."
She said "There's lots of positions we haven't tried
yet, Little brother"
"Okay," I said, "Let's go for it. Show me something
new, teacher."
She looked up at me and said, "You said you liked this
one, right?"
"Yeah," I said, "This is nice."
She slowly wrapped her long arms around my waist and
whispered softly into my ear, "Then just fuck me
sweetheart, we'll do the whole Kama Sutra later, I
promise."
We made love like that for at least another half-hour,
not saying anything, just enjoying being in each
other's arms. When she finally came, her excitement had
the same effect on me. We lay there for a while
listening to the birds outside the windows then we got
up and showered together. We got dried and dressed and
went downstairs and I made us breakfast.
By the time the folks got home we were in bathing suits
lounging by the pool. My mom got out of her church
clothes, put on her bathing suit and came out to join
us. My dad took the car downtown to get his tires
rotated. Mom told us that she and Dad would be going
out of town to visit some friends of theirs in Akron
and said they'd leave early in the morning 'cause Dad
had to work an evening shift at the mill tonight.
She asked if Sarah minded hanging out here 'till
Thursday to keep an eye on me. Sarah said she had no
plans on leaving before that anyway. She joked that
when my dad adopted the swimming pool we automatically
got custody of her. I sat there trying to act
nonchalant about it but my dick was already getting
hard just thinking about being able to make love with
Sarah all day and all night.
CHAPTER 7
That night we stayed up pretty late helping my mom load
up the stuff in the trunk of the Riviera waiting for
Dad to get home from the 4-to-12 shift at the mill.
When he did get home at about 1:30, Mom fixed him a
nice dinner, he went and showered then they said
goodbye. They gave Sarah the phone number where they'd
be and took off into the night.
Sarah and I were excited to be alone but we were pretty
tired. I sprawled out at the end of the sofa and Sarah
came and lay down in my lap. I hugged her tight,
brushed her hair out of her face and kissed her softly
and the next thing we knew we were waking up like that
the next morning.
When I woke up the next morning, Sarah was up on her
knees on the couch looking down at me. She had my cock
pulled out my pant leg and was stroking it with a big
mischievous grin on her face. "Is this thing always
this hard first thing in the morning?" I just laughed
at her. I didn't want to tell her all I had to do was
go piss and it'd go away. I wanted her to believe it
was there just for her. She always kept me laughing.
Since Sarah I've never been able to be attracted to a
girl I couldn't joke around with.
She said, "I owe you a tour of all my favorite
positions. Get these clothes off, young man, we got a
busy day ahead of us." As I stood up and pulled down my
shorts and stripped of my t-shirt, and Sarah slowly
turned out of her nightshirt, she got that evil look in
her eye and said "You wanna really have some fun?" She
walked over and pulled the cord opening the drapes on
the big living room picture window.
One thing about an Irish boy, we never back down on a
challenge, so I just looked at her and said "I'm ready
if you are." She grabbed my shoulders pulled me to her
and laid a big naked wet kiss on me right there in
front of the big window for anyone out there to see.
Then she kind of pointed my ass at the big antique easy
chair and pushed me back into it. She stood in front of
me, turned around and bent over at the waist till she
had hold of her ankles. She spread her feet apart,
looked up at me from between her knees and said, "Lick
my pussy, and get me nice and wet!"
I wanted to get a good grade on this lesson so I went
diligently to work. Sarah has a wonderful ass and I was
only too happy to dive into the middle of it. I grabbed
two handfuls of ass cheek and used my thumbs to spread
the opening. I drove my tongue in there mostly trying
to get at her clit.
She told me to get that pussy good and wet so I got my
fingers wet and started pushing them into her pussy and
working them in and out till I could feel her own
juices starting to run freely. I ran my tongue up her
crack, made a couple little circles around her
sphincter and gave it a big loud wet kiss, "Okay, what
now, teacher?"
She turned around pushed my shoulders back into the
chair, reached down and ran her open mouth all the way
down to the base of my cock and came back up leaving my
upright cock as wet as her pussy. She tuned back
around, bent over, reached back and got a hold of me
and sat straight down on my cock! As she settled at the
bottom, she wiggled her ass from side to side a little
in my lap, leaned back onto my chest. She turned her
head to look at me over her shoulder, kissed me real
softly and said, "This is called Reverse Cowgirl. You
ready to be my bronco, stud?"
She sat up and planted her hands on the arms of the
chair and started humping up and down hard. I noticed
that we weren't centered right in front of the big
window but anyone walking down the street in front of
the house would have a great show to watch. I held her
ass and helped lift and drop her.
Finally I got tired of just sitting there; I pushed her
forward and stood up behind her with my cock firmly
planted. She bent over and rested her hands on the arm
of the sofa in front of her while I fucked her from
behind for all I was worth. I held her hips and slammed
my dick into her.
I had a firm grip on Sarah's ass as I pounded her from
behind. I could feel her reaching up to her pussy
rubbing her clit as her fingertips ran up along the
sides of my cock. I looked down and saw her pretty
little rosebud of a sphincter looking back up at me. I
wasn't going to push my luck but inside I was hoping my
education would include some "Back Door" positions.
Having the drapes open was definitely making me feel
naughty, mischievous, whatever, so I slapped her on the
ass, not hard, but LOUD. "Oh Baby, you're getting into
this, aren't you?"
"A little," I said, "Maybe you shouldn't have opened
the window, now I feel like I gotta put on a good
show!" and I slapped the other ass cheek.
"Hey Little Brother, you're havin' a little too much
fun back there." She was really breathing heavy now and
rubbing her clit faster and faster. I was hitting that
point of no return myself.
"Are you gonna come with me, Sis," just like she said
to me the other night. I started pulling out almost all
the way and slamming it in as deep as it would go, with
each stroke making her moan and exhale in a low groan.
Just one or two more strokes... arghghrgh! I could feel
her walls convulsing around me.
I pulled her hard to me and just held her there as I
tried to catch my breath. I slowly slid my hands up her
sides and pulled her up to me so she stood in front. I
wrapped my arms around her ribs and held her close to
me. She wrapped her arms over mine to hold my hands.
She leaned her head way back to rest on my shoulder
with her long hair falling down my chest. I could hear
her labored breathing in my ear as if she'd just ran a
mile.
I walked us back a step and sat back in the big chair,
she sat across my lap and pulled her legs up. I hugged
her quietly for a while then I said, "Sarah, I wouldn't
mind the whole world seeing us together but... if I
were your age and someone looked in here I could just
tell them to go mind their own fucking business. But if
one of these nosey assholes sees something and makes a
stink to my parents about it, they'll never let me see
you again. There ain't nothing worth that to me."
As we sat there, I started to feel a huge puddle of
wetness leaking into my lap. I pulled her knees apart a
little a little and looked down into the gap and all
that come was oozing out of her pussy. I said, "I
thought I was the messy one, Sarah,"
She laughs at me and said, "It's all your mess,
sweetie, that dick of yours is like a garden hose.
Every half hour for the last couple days, you've been
watering my lawn.. Every time I turn around you're as
hard as a rock and it's always aimed at me."
"So, what?" I said, laughing, "My dick annoys you."
"No, baby' she said with a big smile, "Your dick amazes
me" as she slid to the floor at my feet. She gently
licked all the stickiness from me including the
beginnings of the puddle she was dripping into my
crotch.
She looked up and said "Let's close these drapes, and
go upstairs, let these neighbors of yours find their
own entertainment." She pulled the cord, came over,
took my hand and led me upstairs.
CHAPTER 8
When we got to the top of the stairs, she headed for
the bathroom door. She looked back over her shoulder
and said "I'll be out in a minute, I jus' wanna clean
up a little", Leaving me standing there alone. I'm not
sure what came over me at that moment but I just needed
to be alone for a while, I didn't feel, I don't know,
fit for companionship. I walked into my room.
It was dark in there, the curtains were drawn, I hadn't
been in here in days. When Sarah was here, I lived out
of her room.
I didn't even go sit on the bed, instead just sinking
into a spot on the floor in the corner, pulling my
knees up in front of me. I felt like I was being a
little inconsiderate shit. I really cared for Sarah;
she had always been the big sister I'd looked up to. It
seemed though, that for the last four days, ever since
I crawled into bed next to my naked cousin last Friday
and started touching her as she slept everything I'd
done or said was with my little pre-teen tally-whacker
in mind.
I could hear her in the shower and I desperately wanted
to walk in there with her and hold her close but part
of me felt like I was using someone very special for a
not-so-special purpose and that part was making the
rest of me feel like shit. Sitting there I could feel
tears welling up in my eyes. What the hell was wrong
with me?
I hadn't cried since Mack's funeral over a year ago.
Sarah sat with me throughout the whole thing holding my
hand. I think at the time her mom and her sisters were
a little confused why Sarah didn't sit with them. She
just told them "I couldn't leave Tommy alone; he's a
member of this family, too!"
I won't go into the whole conversation, it's pretty
personal. Sarah made me understand that the abrupt jump
from boyhood to manhood that she was helping me with
would naturally have some emotional as well as physical
discomfort. Exploring new territory was always a little
frightening but bravery isn't fearlessness, it's facing
fear and moving forward anyway.
I talked her into just spending the rest of the day
relaxing by the pool. I just really needed her to
understand that I didn't just decide that as long as we
were doing all this new shit together, I didn't need
her as a sister anymore.
We made a gallon jug of lemonade and hung out on the
patio all morning. A gang of little neighbor kids came
by asking if they could go swimming so we played
lifeguards all day, made snacks and Kool-Ade for all
the rug rats and, in general, acted like an old married
couple all day.
Eventually the Sun went down, the little yuppie larvae
scattered, Sarah and I went inside and cleaned up the
kitchen. We made ourselves a little dinner and cleaned
the damn kitchen again. She washed dishes, I dried.
Then we headed upstairs to her room and started
undressing.
She walked over and hugged me and said, "Are you
feeling better about this baby?" I just smiled and said
"A lot better, I'm glad we took a break today but I'm
afraid I'll never learn to eat pussy right if I don't
practice regularly." She giggled and said "I was
thinking the same thing myself, you just barely passed
that oral exam the other night, I halfway think you
might have been cheating! I'm gonna be watching you
close, there buster."
As we walked to the bed she said "Let's try something a
little different, this is called 'Sixty-Nine', You lay
down first, with your feet up top here by the pillows."
I lay down as she directed with my pole sticking up
like he was waiting on a flag raising. She crawled up
and sat cross legged on the bed next to me looking down
into my eyes. She'd been doing that a lot lately. She
ran her hand in circles around on my chest, leaned over
and kissed me. She said, "I'll probably have my mouth
full so I won't be able to give instructions but you'll
figure it out, I trust you."
She reached up and snatched a pillow, spun around and
stuffed it under my head saying "You're gonna need
this" and spun back around throwing her leg up and over
me till she was on her knees facing my feet with that
wonderful ass right in my face. She bent over slowly
and first her pink asshole, then her beautiful happy
pussy opened up in my face. Again the first thing I
noticed was that smell.
I couldn't wait another second, I locked my lips around
the opening, forcing the tip of my tongue in as far as
it would go. I went in big circle from her pussy down
to her clit and back then start to go up and get a good
taste of … wow, without warning she just sucked my
whole cock down into her throat. She held it there, and
I could feel her tongue snake out and lick around the
base. I could see that this time was gonna be more of a
challenge.
I wasn't sure which way to go with my hands. I had her
knees in my armpits so I could reach her butt and her
pussy (I love to play with things) but this way I'd
never be able to reach her breasts (like to play with
those, too) or run my fingers thru her hair. I managed
to get one arm under her leg so I could reach things
from either direction.
I was really getting the hang of this. She was doing
amazing things to my cock with that mouth of hers but I
found that if I concentrated on eating pussy I could
kind of ignore the compelling urge to come right now! I
started really exploring her sphincter, first inserting
one well-lubricated finger, then two, then my tongue.
There wasn't any bad taste like I was first afraid of,
the only discernable taste being the chlorine from the
pool. I got a good 2-handed grip on her ass and locked
lips on her sphincter. I sucked hard for a moment and
heard (more felt since her mouth was full) her moan
loud. When I got to eat her pussy night before last,
she told me I found her "G-Spot" and that's what made
her come instantly. She told me it was kinda the same
thing as when she grabbed my prostate gland and made me
come all at once. She told me that no one had done that
to her before.
From the angle I was working at I couldn't really get
my finger up in her pussy far enough to do that again
but I didn't want this to be over that quick this time.
I was enjoying my schoolwork. I went back to licking
and sucking mostly on her clit, by this time mostly
just listening to her moans and groans and doing
whatever seemed to feel the best to her. She seemed to
enjoy me stimulating her asshole so I kept one long
middle finger gently sliding in and out of there while
continuing to rub and lick and suck around her clit.
I wrapped my lips tight around her clit and sucked
hard. I must've really hit a nerve, so to speak. She
groaned loud, her mouth just fell off my cock, she
called out "Oh, Tommy!" in a deep voice. I pulled on it
harder, "Oh, Tommy!", I lightly bit down with my teeth,
"Oh my God!" I bit a little harder and jammed my middle
finger deep into her ass, "Oh, Shit!"
She started shaking and breathing real hard, I tried to
lick around her pussy, as soon as my tongue touched it,
her juices started running out all over my chin and my
neck and upper chest. I tried to put my mouth up to her
pussy to catch it but she lurched forward as soon as I
touched her. I pulled my middle finger out of her
asshole slowly worried that she might break it off.
I crawled out from under her and lay up along side her
brushing her hair back out of her face with my fingers.
Her breathing slowed back down to normal, she looked up
at me and said, breathlessly, "You're unbelievable at
that, little brother. You know, nobody's ever been able
to make me come like that this way. I had one boyfriend
that could do it but it'd take him all night. It takes
you about two or three minutes and I'm bouncing off the
walls!"
"Didn't you say maybe it was who you're doin' it for?"
I asked, "Could be I'll never get that kinda response
outta anyone else."
"I doubt that" she said, "You're like a natural-born
expert. I'm a lucky girl to have you in my bed."
CHAPTER 9
She kissed me softly while reaching down between us to
grasp my still hard prick. She pulled it up against her
belly and looked down at it, "What're we gonna do with
this fella?" I asked her "Sarah lets try something
you've never done before, I mean, this is all first-
time stuff for me but, what about you?"... "Is there
anything you never trusted anybody enough to try?
She thought about it for a couple minutes, all the
while stroking my hard cock. I did my best not to
interrupt. I was secretly hoping she'd say yes and turn
her lovely backside in my direction but I'd support
anything she wanted to do. She was the expert here. She
looked in my eyes, a little vulnerable, suddenly
missing all the confidence of 'Professor Sarah Finney'.
She said, "I know what you want, you keep puttin' your
finger up my ass, you wanna put this guy up there."
There it was, I'd gone too far and hurt her feelings,
"Sarah, I'm just curious. If there's anything you don't
want to do, I would never ask you to. If you say that's
not on the class schedule, I'm okay with that. You did
something the other morning with me you said you'd
never done before. It felt real nice knowing that you
trusted me that much. I just wanted to feel that again,
Sarah. I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings, I never
wanted to push you to do something you don't like."
She laughed a little and said, "Don't get upset about
it, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna let ya, just gimme time
to get my courage up. I can see you're already up for
this!"
I told her, "I'm twelve, Sarah, and I've always had a
crush on you. Hell, I get a hard-on watchin' you make
Jell-O."
"Are you serious?" she said. "How come you never told
me that? You can't keep secrets like that from your big
sister!"
"I told you all the time when we were kids I thought
you were pretty!" I said
"Not that, you crazy bastard, how come you never told
me you got hard from Jell-O"
"Do you maybe wanna do a little Jell-O scene later?" I
joked. We both broke down laughing at each other. As we
lay there on the bed relaxing, she rolled over to me
and slowly ran her hand up and down my chest, holding
and stroking my cock each time her hand got down that
low. She propped her head on her hand right above my
face and spoke softly to me.
"I've never had anal sex before. The one guy who kept
trying to talk me into it was pretty much an asshole
himself so I figured he didn't need me."
"Sarah," I told her, "I just think you have a beautiful
ass and I know I seem a little obsessed with it but I
don't want to do anything to hurt it, mostly I just
like lookin' at it."
She gave me a dirty look, "I seem to remember you
SMACKIN it pretty good down in the living room!"
"I just did that 'cause the Mailman was lookin'." I
told her.
She said, "Let me up! I gotta go to the bathroom, then
I gotta figure out how we're gonna do this." I watched
her run out of the room and thought "did she just say
we're gonna do this?" I reached down to make sure Tom
Junior was payin' attention. He was.
Sarah came back, carrying the big jar of Vaseline, oh
boy! She came over and sat on the bed next to me. She
said, "We're gonna try this with a little lubrication,
if it hurts, we're gonna stop, okay?"
"Absolutely I said, the last thing I wanna do is hurt
you, Sarah. How do we do this?"
"Well, I think most people do it doggy style but when
I'm up on my knees it really stretches me out back
there so I think we should be able to just, you know,
like missionary style. But you gotta put some of this
stuff on you; your dick's a lot bigger than your
finger."
"Okay," I said. "Lie down and I'll get on top, you
trust me, right?"
"I trust you."
She lay down in front of me; I sat cross-legged between
her knees. I felt her hand reaching to hold mine; I
looked up and could see she looked a little afraid. I
stopped what I was doing, knelt over her and kissed her
for a long time. I lifted my face up and whispered "You
sure?" She nodded and smiled at me. "Okay" I whispered.
I sat back up, took a little Vaseline on my fingers and
slowly circled around her sphincter. Slowly I pushed
one fingertip inside, making circles till I felt her
muscle loosen up a bit. Without removing it I used my
second fingertip to scoop up a big gob of grease from
my palm and added that to the part I was pushing into
her. I used my other hand to grab a little wad of
Vaseline and cover my cock with it, and then I grabbed
the jar and tossed it off the bed.
I lowered myself down between her legs and guided the
head of my penis right up to her sphincter. I asked
her, "Are you good and relaxed, Sarah? It won't hurt at
all if you relax."
She started to answer me and as she did I popped the
head into her ass. You could tell I surprised her but I
don't think it hurt her at all.
She looked up at me and I waited for her to tell me to
take it out but instead I felt her ankles move up the
back of my thighs and across my ass as she wrapped her
legs around my waist and slowly pulled me to her. As my
hips got to the bottom and my cock was pretty much
buried in her ass, I let down with my arms and just
held her in a tight embrace. I slowly made love to her
ass; she moaned and purred in my ear, I never heard her
sound so sexy. I don't know how to describe the sound
but a mix of moan and groan and grunt and purr and hum
and whine.
Her asshole was tight but the best sensation was just
being able to feel that she was really loving feeling
something new and knowing she trusted me not to hurt
her. I just kept riding her slowly for a long time. I
wanted to ask her if it felt good for her but she
seemed in such a spell I didn't want to say anything.
God, this felt good, I wanted to just move slow so it
was comfortable for her but my hips were really
starting to enjoy this.
Her ass was so tight and it was so warm and hugged me
so hard but the thing that was really making me as hard
as a rock was the sounds she was making. I couldn't
help it; I started stroking longer and deeper as I
went. I began to pull it out till I could feel the cool
breeze on all but the very tip and then shove it in as
far as it would go. With each thrust I heard her grunt.
Slowly I started to hear her voice within the
animalistic noises. "Oh God, oh shit, oh fuck," her
voice getting higher-pitched by the moment. Finally she
screamed, completely out of breath
"OhGodTommyHangOntoMeI'mGonnaCummmmmmmm!" I just locked
my arms around her neck and filled her ass with my cum.
We lay exhausted like that without moving for a few
minutes till I realized I was resting my whole 165 lbs.
on top of her. I lifted up to roll off of her but when
I tried to pull it out of her; it sorta stuck, like she
was clamped down on it. I reached down there and gently
massaged around her with my thumb and fingers,
whispering "Relax, baby, don't clench up, okay?" She
relaxed a little and I slid out real easily. I climbed
over her leg and lay down up along side of her and
wrapped my arm around her.
I propped my self up a little next to her, pulled the
sheet up a little and caressed her stomach gently. I
finally asked her, "You okay Sarah, I didn't hurt you,
did I?" She looked over at me, reached up and grabbed
the back of my head, pulled my face down and kissed me,
hard. She finally let me up, I was out of breath.
She said "Tommy I never felt anything like that in my
life, I mean, I figured it would feel good for you but
I'd just have to, I don't know, sit through it. I never
came so hard in my life, I didn't even know you could.
The angle where you were fucking me, it was like
rubbing my clit with all your weight every time you
went back and forth." "Oh, God, baby, what the fuck am
I gonna do about you, you little bastard?" Now I was
confused.
"Sarah, what did I do wrong?" I asked.
"Nothing, honey, let's just go to bed. I'm really
tired." she said. She turned away and curled up in a
fetal position. I could tell something about this was
upsetting her. I didn't know what to say to her so I
pulled up the blanket from the foot of the bed and
covered her, I reached up and turned out the reading
lamp above the bed and lay there in the dark without
touching her.
I took me a long time to go to sleep. I know she didn't
go to sleep that quickly either. Maybe tomorrow we
could talk about it. Maybe not. . .
CHAPTER 10
I woke up the next day and I though everything would be
okay. Instead Sarah seemingly just wanted to spend the
day cleaning the house. Every time I wanted to be
around her, she had clothes to put in the washer or
dishes to dry or the living room to straighten up.
I went to my bedroom. I knew I wouldn't be in her way,
my room didn't need cleaning. I grabbed a book and sat
at my desk trying to convince myself I was reading. The
truth was I was heartbroken. I didn't have any right or
reason to be. She was my cousin. But still. There had
been about a hundred times that I'd wanted to scream
out "Sarah, marry me and we'll move away somewhere
nobody knows we're related!" But I got over it. I know
that in a few days I'll have to wave goodbye as she
drives back to her house and just be glad she was nice
enough to teach me all this wonderful stuff. But when
I'd hold her naked body in my arms.
***
About an hour later I hear a faint knock at the door.
"C'mon in" I said, trying even harder to look like an
asshole reading a book.
"Am I interrupting you?" she asked me.
I wasn't gonna push it. "No, Sarah, I was just staying
outta your way, you looked like you needed time to
think,"
She pulled up the other chair and looked in my eyes.
"It's okay then, we can talk?" she asked quietly.
All I could say was, "I'm always gonna be right here
for you."
"Honey, you and I are cousins but we love each other
like brother and sister. I lost my older brother last
year and I was always a lot closer to him than I was
with my sisters and I was always closer to my little
brother, too. I'm not sure if you see me the same."
I cut her off, "Sarah, I've always had a lot of
cousins, mom always made sure I was never alone around
here but cousins are cousins. Aside from Mack when he
was here, you're the one who always knew how I felt and
most of the time you're the only one I cared if they
knew how I felt. I know I can't just say I want this
one or that one for a brother or sister but if I could,
it's always been you." I could see tears in her eyes.
"But this week's been a little tougher than that, huh?"
She leaned over and kissed my forehead and smiled at
me. "I guess when two people share the bed as lovers it
gets tough to remember that we're not and that life has
to go back to normal. We go and feel things for each
other that we shouldn't and even if you try not to …"
Again I had to cut her off, she was kinda rambling.
"See what I mean, Sarah, I didn't have to say nothin
and you're reading my mind."
She said, "Tommy, I was talking about my feelings. You
telling me you felt the same way?"
I was stunned. "Sarah why you even talking like that
about me? I'm just a damned kid! Sarah, you're so
beautiful, you could get any man ever, what the hells
it matter if I'm not a keeper?"
"Tommy, I've had nothing but bad luck with boyfriends.
I'm like a magnet for assholes. When I found you
getting turned on by me, I gotta admit I took advantage
of it because you were the first person interested in
me I honestly trusted. It feels so nice to fall asleep
in your arms at night wake up with you in the morning,
I've never had that with anybody. It was way too easy
to forget that we can't keep doing this forever."
She went on, "You're gonna walk away from this with all
your adolescent years ahead of you and a set of skills
most guys my age don't ever have. You're gonna make
some girls very happy, not just from what from what I
taught you but because you're the most considerate and
generous lover they'll ever know. I didn't teach you
that. I wish I could pack you in my suitcase when I go
off to college and take you with me but you got a lot
of your own love life ahead of you."
"Sarah, I can't believe you haven't found anybody, you
gotta look in the mirror sometime, sister. You're a
beautiful woman, inside as well as outside, you
shouldn't have to settle for anything but a damn
prince. And don't worry about this stuff, I'm okay with
knowing that this has to end. Maybe I wasn't yesterday
but I'm getting over it Maybe we can do this again some
weekend when you come home from college. Even if we
never do this again, you'll always be my big sister,
you ain't getting outta that."
It made me feel better that she wasn't mad at me. We
hugged and kissed and made up. My parents didn't arrive
home for another day and a half and we didn't waste any
more of that time. We spent the rest of that day and
all the next morning making love, not as teacher and
student but as friends with a whole new appreciation of
each other.
We haven't slept together since that week in '72 but
we've remained as close as a brother and sister can,
always there to lend an ear, sometimes talking till
sunrise. She's 55 now, a widow, a mother of 3, a
grandmother, and still damn hot looking.
To be continued?
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The author does not condone child abuse, this story is
meant as an erotic fantasy not real life. Anyone acting
out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to
many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a
fellow convict in their local prison.
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