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I Shouldn't Do This
by Darla (address withheld)

***

A true romance story of teenagers that begins with the 
girl and boy at 15 years old. The day in which they 
shared their first time together and gave each other 
their virginity. (mf-teens, youths, 1st, inc, rom)

***

"Oh yes Buddy it's the same as it was when we were 
fifteen. Only so much better I voiced excitedly as I 
felt the first penis in more than two years sliding up 
inside my body. Oh my God I swear you're bigger... now, 
yes, I'm coming hard already. Move it faster and harder 
Buddy," I sobbed out as my body was rocked with a 
seemingly and never ending orgasm from the male who 
took my virginity when I was only fifteen years old.

My body craved the blood filled flesh of my first 
lover's penis and the memory of this male who first 
gave me sexual pleasures didn't prohibit my knowledge 
that I shouldn't do this, no justification could be 
made for my welcoming this man between my thighs, but 
justification be damned, I wanted him to take me over 
and over.

The weeks leading up to this sexual and personal 
reunion had my psyche charged so tight and primed for 
fulfillment, that I commenced to climax as the first 
penis I ever looked upon and a phallus that in just a 
somewhat short time after my eyes gazed upon the human 
rod years before was parting my sex and striking deep 
and fully within my sexual core.

Wanting the human flesh inside my vagina didn't start 
to answer my needs as my arms moved around the back of 
the man lying over me, and my hands moved to hold his 
head and pulled his lips to mine. I kissed him with all 
the passion I had as a teenage girl of fifteen. What is 
he thinking of me as we surrender our souls to each 
other I asked my self? 

For the first time in years, and in reality since this 
gentle giant man last made love to me I was shouting 
out to him, "Fuck me, oh yes fuck me, it has been so 
long! Much to long since you last planted your seed in 
me... fuck me forever..." and once more his lips were 
against mine. My request for him to fuck me was lost in 
gargling sounds as the tongues in our mouths explored 
each other and whatever words either of us were saying 
were lost in our mingled lips.

Suddenly I had to pull my lips from his as the 
strongest climax I ever experienced struck from deep in 
my soul and I cried out, "My gawd Buddy it is so 
fucking strong... fuck me darling, fuck me forever... 
I'm coming so strong and harddddd... ug... ug Buddy! Oh 
hell I can't stop getting it... yes, fuck me harder... 
aughhhhh!"

What happened then I will never know as I passed out 
from the strong orgasm that rocked my body and when I 
next was cognizant of reality and where I was, my first 
lover Buddy was seated on the edge of the bed looking 
at me and he asked, "You got it really good didn't 
you?" and he leaned over and kissed my forehead. 

***

However one discovers, explores and participates in sex 
for the first time, is likely to one's own personal 
ideals and assuredly moirés of how they wish the 
encounter to be for one's self that is important for 
her first time.

Whether your first occasion to have sex was in your own 
bed, a hotel room, or perhaps in the back seat of an 
automobile is incidental to the fact you had sex for 
your first time. Assuredly it left some strange and 
exciting feelings for the person before, during and 
after that first time. For a female, the act of giving 
up her virginity is much different than for a male. Yes 
guys, besides the pain and mess that some females must 
undergo.

Nothing is more memorable when it comes to life than 
your first sexual engagement, and for the female side 
of the equation there can be several ways for the 
memory to start. It might be she was raped and 
traumatic for her when suffering the assault. Or it 
could be an imaginary or factual resistance of some 
sort before submitting and getting it over with.

Then there's the case where the female takes charge of 
the situation and the male is overwhelmed and he is 
"screwed" before he realizes the excitement of the 
moment caused him to have just ten seconds of sex. Well 
at least he shoved it in the lucky girl, even if he did 
squirt his "jezz" so quickly it was over before he 
started. Still and all-in-all, he was the one who heard 
her cry of passion and pain as she was penetrated for 
the first time and her hymen was split apart.

The first time for some girls or guys is with an older 
individual. Say what you want, young girls today make 
moves on the opposite sex when their young. I know one 
girl who was twelve and told the youthful looking sixty 
year old, "If you allow me to live with you, I will do 
anything you want." So we must separate the forced and 
"actual" raped victims from those who are under age and 
statutory rape becomes the legalize word.

Todays' girls are aggressive in what they want and when 
they want it. Damn to hell anyone who stands in their 
way of obtaining the desired results when it comes to 
achieving the final departure from virgin to willing 
sexual partner.

Bear in mind that today's children are developing when 
they are still young. I have cousins who developed 
breasts at the age of seven. Eleven year old Lindy 
started her period at ten and in bed with a seventeen 
year old neighbor boy, "With my legs spread, wide open 
and up in the air three days after my eleventh 
birthday. Man that was one painful, but enjoyable 
birthday present and one I will never forget."

Look at the girls who are somehow a relative or those 
who live in your neighborhood. Look at their mode of 
dress they walk around in and how revealing their 
clothing is. Note some have hints of boobs at six, and 
their short skirts hiked up to reveal thong panties at 
that young age.

They reveal those forbidden crotches to any male who 
wishes to view their "young charms" and most assuredly 
understand they are flashing guys. Perhaps their minds 
aren't cognizant of the total problems they are 
creating, nor do they have the complete knowledge of 
what they are offering to your eyes, but they know it 
is sexual.

Today girls' bodies are developing early and 
experiencing sexual needs in some form or the other at 
much earlier ages. Today young girls commence having 
feeling of sexual needs, or what I refer to as "the 
itch" that I feel all girls have at some point in their 
sexual development. Once those silly genes that make us 
females kick in, the first sexual desires begin and 
that secret spot between our thighs wants scratched.

Heck I've had friends and cousins tell me how they'd 
sit on some guy's lap and might include their own 
father's lap. I've listened as they confessed to 
wiggling around on a lap to feel the sexual contact. 
Most explained how this commenced with the first sign 
of breast buds growing on their chest.

Wanda, one of my best friends, stated that she loved 
seeing an older man seated on the sofa or in a chair, 
and especially a recliner, and the man had his hand 
resting on his lap. More than once she told how she'd 
suddenly sit down on the guy's lap and his hand would 
be directly under or centered between her buttocks.

When I first listened to Wanda tell this story and 
explain that it was her grandfather she first did this 
with. Feeling her grandfather's fingers directly at the 
juncture of her legs or under her hips, she told how 
she might sit on his lap for an hour. After the first 
time she did this, Wanda told me about discovering what 
a man's erection felt like. She stated that after a few 
times of sitting on her grandfather's lap, he would 
pull his hands from under her and placed then on her 
thighs. 

The day she felt her grandpa become erect, she 
intentionally giggled her butt around on him while 
seated on his lap. Her knowledge of an erection gave 
the rest of us girls' ideas of our own, and how many 
acted on this I'm not certain. Although other girls 
begin to have knowledge of a guy's penis and especially 
when they got hard and they found this enjoyable, this 
escaped me.

Another man she did this to was a neighbor and her 
father's best friend, and nearly forty. This happened 
more than once and the first time when it did the man 
turned his hand over somehow, while it was under her. 
She told how she pressed her hips down on his hand and 
wiggled around on his captured fingers and palm.

When the man commenced to twist and press his finger 
tips up between her hips. She understood he was teasing 
her butt and the bottom edge of her hairless sex and he 
whispered in her ear, "If you keep this up, you will 
make me want sex with you. Do you want to have sex with 
me?"

That particular day she had on a mini skirt and she and 
"Walt" were on the backside of his small farm and were 
out riding on his four-wheeler. They stopped under some 
trees and were seated on some rocks. Walt was drinking 
beer and she asked if she could have her one. Actually 
she told me what she asked was, "Can I have my first 
one, I mean my first beer""

Wanda laughed as she told me Walt asked her if she was 
interested in having her first one - a beer that is. 
Every girl needs her first one, isn't that right 
sweetheart?" she said he asked her and winked while 
making the comment.

Walt opened a can of beer and handed it to her. She 
moved over and sat on his lap as always. She explained 
how she plopped down on his lap, with his hand under 
her as usual. Wanda said the feeling of his hand on her 
skin felt terrific with it against her naked butt.

My best friend told me she was wearing a T-bar pair of 
undies that day, with the narrow sting up between her 
hips. They offered no protection from his fingers 
against her completely exposed and naked butt and the 
lower part of her sex.

Telling me how she playfully twisted around until she 
sat facing Walt and held her legs wide apart and 
hanging down over his legs. Walt' fingers were soon 
playing games all around the center of her legs. She 
hadn't considered the fact "Uncle Walt" might slip a 
finger inside the thin strip of material covering her 
private parts. Once they were inside her panties and 
actually touching her immature sex she loved the 
sensations.

My friend hadn't yet commenced to play with her sex, 
but she knew something powerful was happening between 
her legs and the smooth slit between them. When he did, 
Wanda told how she became excited and in minutes Walt 
had his finger buried deep up inside her pussy hole.

Never could she have considered for a minute that a guy 
would touch her as she was experiencing. Wanda 
explained there was some pain, but what she really felt 
was some strange fear. Not something to be afraid of 
fear, but a feeling of needing to do something fearful.

To relieve some of the pressure of the finger inside 
her hole, it caused her to stand up from where she was 
seated on his lap. "Uncle Walt" failed to not only 
remove his hand out of her panties, but his finger 
remained up inside her little hairless hole.

Wanda told me, "You can't believe how it felt, and Walt 
also had his thumb pressing against the top my thing. 
Oh wow did that feel good. You'll find out when you let 
some guy feel you up girlfriend."

When I listened to my best friend describe this 
encounter to me, I was surprised and shocked. Although 
we were fourteen at the time, I assumed my friend was 
as innocent as myself. Hearing my girlfriend explain to 
me how she was standing with an older man's hand inside 
her panties and she related how she asked the older 
man, "So Walt, finding anything you want and what do 
you mean," 'do I want sex with you'?"

Wanda told me she felt weak from the way Walt was 
moving his finger in her, and it hurt some and she 
mentioned how "Uncle Walt" wanted her to undress. What 
she expressed next surprised me to no end. Wanda stated 
she asked Walt, "You want to take my panties off and my 
skirt and top? Will you undress also Walt? Do you want 
to have sex with me? Promise you won't laugh as I only 
have little tiny bumps for breasts and no hair down 
where you have your finger."

That day I listened as my best friend informed me she 
given her virginity to a man in his forties, when she 
was twelve. Evidently Walt and she continue doing it 
once and sometimes a couple times a week if they could 
sneak away to be alone. So I know sex is something 
girls want from the first time they experience "the 
itch" yet may not understand what is causing the want 
to have physical contact with a male. However, a female 
at any age knows there is a desire to be intimate with 
someone of the opposite sex.

Enough about that but felt it necessary to illustrate 
how the female body strives for contact once it begins 
to develop from simply childhood until the first signs 
of sexually development commences. I know my body had 
cravings and I liked to press against older men before 
I was twelve or so years of age.

***

For me, and my partner, it was truly wonderful and 
rather unexpected. The following is as a true account I 
can render and have the words flow from my computer 
keyboard to the story you're reading. Let us all hope 
the truth isn't offensive and you the reader can 
understand how a fifteen year old girl can chronicle 
the events of giving up her virginity. Ever hear of a 
diary and the writings of a teen in her personal story 
book. Reality is the key to this story and you must 
make your own judgment as to the fact if it is non-
fiction and I assure you it's not fiction.

Forget at the moment that the other half my first 
sexual partner was. Simply find the truth interesting 
and my first sexual experience was enjoyable. This is 
as close to the truth as I can make the words come from 
my memory of a few years back during the time of 
Operation Desert Shield/Storm. This was a day of 
beautiful and intense pleasure and next week the two of 
us will be vacationing together.

The person who gave me my first sexual pleasures will 
be the first man I have known since my divorce more 
than two years ago. There is nothing in my thoughts 
saying my upcoming acts are improper or I shouldn't do 
this with the man who was my first.

Why or for whatever the reason I have remained chaste 
until now since my divorce has nothing to do with my 
upcoming rendezvous. But simply a fact I've not wanted 
to be with any male since the disastrous end to what I 
thought in the first few years of my married life was 
the perfect marriage. 

When I spoke with the individual I first shared sex 
with, and discussed our vacationing together, nether of 
us discussed the obvious that sex would undoubtedly be 
a part of the two weeks time we'd enjoying together on 
Fiji. We are leaving our children, his two and my one, 
with their grandmother.

Things will progress as they will. I still have a 
youthful figure and have been invited out since my 
divorce and not so stupid or naive to understand it was 
for bedding me. The males who have asked me to have 
dinner, or the other things that makes up a date 
weren't shy when asking how my sex life had been since 
my separation and subsequent divorce.

Sex escaped me for a simple reason, and my ex cheated 
on me with not only his brother's wife, but untold 
other women. Those encounters left more than one person 
hateful toward the man I bore a child with.

Now to explain how and what occurred for my first 
experience with sex when I was a few months past my 
fifteenth birthday. My true development didn't commence 
until I was fourteen years old, and my first period, 
which was actually the spotting that leads a girl to 
her normal cycle and full periods, being when I was two 
months shy of fifteen. 

My breasts didn't really develop fully until after my 
first sexually encounter. And my nearly white blonde 
pubic hairs were thin at that time of my life and still 
isn't that thick.

I'll never forget the argument with my ob/gyn about her 
wishing to shave my sex when I was in delivery. My 
voice was direct and firm when I said if she had my 
pubic hair shaved off I would sue her. Needless to say 
she dropped me from her practice after the birth of my 
daughter.

***

The day I lost my maidenhead started as any other day, 
except I meet up with the boy who was my first as I 
walked to the rec complex where we lived. My parents 
had moved into the town home so mom was closer to her 
work and I wouldn't be home alone while she worked. My 
father was a career military officer and stationed in a 
southern state and he decided to move us to my mother's 
home town.

Dad had been assigned an isolated tour once his current 
assignment would end during what was called Desert 
Shield. This would provide mom a way to have company 
and visit with her family during the extended tour my 
father would have once the "emergency tour of duty" 
ended.

The two of us walked back to the town home and ended up 
in my bedroom. After about a half hour we commenced to 
discuss sex and how or why I decided to accept his 
offer to look at him nude I don't recall and hadn't 
noted that in my diary. The boy asked if I would also 
undress and he could view my body as I sat on my bed 
viewing a boy with his youthful erection.

I don't recall what I said in reply, but remember 
standing up and I slipped off my cami, and then my 
shorts. I was wearing a bra and brief style panties and 
hesitated before removing the last clothing covering my 
body. One thing I remember is that he was the first guy 
whoever asked to let him see me nude, and he spoke 
softly, as if he was afraid I would put my top and 
bottoms back on.

"Please take off your bra and panties... you look 
beautiful; you know that don't you, Darla?" and as he 
spoke to me, I saw his upright penis make jerking 
movements.

My fingers moved behind my back and unsnapped my bra 
and my hands eased the light blue garment from cupping 
my breasts. With my eyes fixed on his erection, I 
slipped my fingertips in the waist band of my low slung 
panties and slowly pushed them part way down over my 
hips. I stopped their movement at what I guess was the 
center of the small patch of hair on my lower tummy.

My eyes looked up at the boy standing only three or so 
feet from me, and I saw he was looking at what little 
hair was above the waist line of my panties. One thing 
I just read and now seems funny to have considered as I 
removed my clothes was the fact I'd written, "Man was I 
glad I had worn the new matching bra and panty set I'd 
purchased at Victoria's Secret." 

Squeezing my eyes shut, I eased my panties down below 
my pubic area and then completely off my legs. Again 
I'm taking the following from my diary of that day in 
my life, and I wrote, "Standing naked in front of a boy 
gave me goose bumps. I wasn't nervous, but scarred he 
would think I was only a kid with my tiny A cup boobs 
and so little hair on my pussy."

I had stapled typed notes on my diary's page for that 
day in my life and I had noted, "When I opened my eyes 
and saw the boy was moving his eyes from my breasts to 
my sex and even down my legs, and then looked in my 
eyes, and he did this time after time. Then he spoke, 
'Boy do I feel lucky to see you like this... you're 
something great to look at. May I touch you or 
something...?"

The pages I had typed and affixed to my diary page for 
June 24 is how I can relate the following for you to 
enjoy my first time in having sex. So that sweet 
comment from the boy started the adventure of sex I 
enjoyed for my first time. I had written on previous 
pages in my diary on other dates that I wished to view 
a boy nude.

Also I had desires for a boy to see my yet to fully 
develop body. At the time I regretted not having larger 
breasts and having looked at other girls in the nude, 
wished my maiden hair was thicker and grew down the 
lips of my pussy further than it did. But my legs were 
terrific that I knew for certain.

With my mother at work and my father off in the desert 
some place on the other side of the world, I often 
thought of sex. Now it was a reality and what was 
taking place I understood really shouldn't be 
occurring.

When the boy walked over and took my hand in his, he 
hugged me with his other arm and hand. Feeling his hand 
move up and down my back and eventually down to touch 
and grip my hips was delightful. My nerves were at a 
peek of tension as he led me to my bed.

I lay upon my bed in the nude and wondered what the boy 
must be thinking of me as I helped him in any way he 
asked of me from the time we entered my room. Now I, as 
a fifteen year old girl, who was becoming excited and 
enjoying nakedness on my bed with a boy. Knowing I was 
a virgin with no previous sexual contact of any type 
with a boy, not even a true kiss, I wasn't certain what 
would happen or what the final act of sex would be like 
if things progressed that far.

Lying nude with a boy on my bed my mind thought back to 
just minutes before and not only was I inexperienced, 
but had wondered what I should take off first and if I 
should say something. Not wanting to sound stupid I 
kicked off my sandals and then reached to slip my top 
over my head. From then until I was nude, nothing was 
spoken by me, but I loved hearing my friend as he told 
me how he enjoyed seeing me nude.

With both of us nude on my bed, I loved it when my 
partner said, "Oh yeah, you're beautiful. Your titties 
are so pretty and you have blonde hair on your snatch 
like on your head. Gee I feel good seeing you naked."

While I was listening to the boy with me and he also 
being nude, I looked at his penis and saw it was hard. 
He had a growth of hair around his thing and some down 
to the sides. His thing was sticking up in the air and 
looked so hard... not drooping like those on the Greek 
statues that were stubby things, as I though all boys' 
things must look like. My voice was shaky, but I told 
him, "Your thing is big and so hard looking. It's 
beautiful."

Watching movies in the theater or on television, 
reading novels or magazine articles didn't give me a 
real understanding of the sex act. Although I was 
fifteen years of age, I understood I shouldn't do this 
thing that was bringing me such pleasure. In fact I 
considered my acts more playful than enticing.

What this meant to the male that was seemingly enjoying 
my body and those parts that distinguished me from his 
own. Assuredly from his actions he was finding 
considerable pleasure in my allowing him to do with me 
as he wished from the time we undressed in front of 
each other a few minutes before and now reclining on my 
bed with his hands and fingers touching me at his will.

Now a boy was kissing my breasts and sucking my puffy 
and muted pink colored nipples. Actually the color of 
my nips and surrounding areolas were so faint it was a 
very light pink. The sensations in my nipples and 
breasts were unbelievable. The boy's acts were causing 
my body to become what I considered heated. There could 
be no doubt but I was enjoying the feeling of sexual 
excitement and I swear it traveled down and centered in 
my pussy.

Within a few minutes the boy was sliding his hands 
across my stomach and only moments before had caressed 
my legs from my knees, up across the sides of my hips 
and onto my torso. One hand was gripping the breast 
that wasn't between his lips, which he was stimulating 
with his tongue. My body was his I knew if the boy in 
my bed wanted me all the way.

I had written, "Boy now I understand what makes a girl 
want to give up her virginity, even when knowing it has 
been told she should save herself." Thinking back to 
that day and time, realize that I needed a male to take 
me and is most likely why I permitted things to go so 
easy in undressing and the boy to touch and do with me 
as he desired. Further, I wanted to have sex, yet 
couldn't ask the boy to take me.

My world was spinning around faster and faster when the 
boy took my hand and placed it within his own. His 
strong, but young fingers opened my own fingers which I 
was holding tightly squeezed within my palm. Once he 
had my fingers open, he placed them around his firm 
penis and moved my fingers until they tightly clasped 
the smooth and hard flesh of his erect manhood.

Listening as he spoke in a way it seemed he was having 
trouble breathing and speaking at the same time as he 
told me, "Geeeee, oh gee your hand feels so good around 
my peewee. Move your hand up and down on my peewee... 
you make it hard... yeah like that - jack-me-off. Oh 
shit I'm gonna' come! Ugh - yeah I'm coming off, I'm 
squirting my come! Stroke me harder and faster... like 
that! Oh yeah I'm coming again! Oughhhh my gawd Darla, 
I'm going off!"

My mind went into overtime mode as I considered, "So 
this is what come; and a penis feels like, especially 
when it squirts off. Golly it feels so warm and slick 
on my hand and fingers... hee-hee; it's all over my 
titties. Do you want me to taste your stuff?" I asked 
knowing it was what I wanted, and had nothing to do 
with or regardless if the boy wanted me to taste his 
stuff or not.

Now the opportunity to satisfy something I had recently 
desired to do and that was to taste semen. My friends 
spoke how they loved sucking a guy off and drinking his 
come. Some didn't like it, but most of the girls who 
said they did oral sex enjoyed the taste of a guy's 
come.

The words I asked seemed to come from my mouth on their 
own accord. I loved feeling his thick stuff sprayed out 
and on me. My hand moved to my lips and I tentative 
tasted his stuff. Ho boy, it tastes different, but not 
bad... I like it and proceeded to lick the stuff from 
my hand and fingers.

Perhaps I can suck him off like Jennifer said she did 
her cousin, but wouldn't have sex and wanted to stay a 
virgin. This girl was one of my favorite girls to be 
around and we both had stayed virgins when most of our 
friends had lost their maidenhoods, as Jennifer called 
her hymen, by this time in our lives. Not wanting guys 
know she would do anything but allow the boy to touch 
her breasts on the outside of her top. Jennifer would 
suck her cousin Danny and permit him to play with her 
sex and even inside her panties, but wouldn't allow him 
to take them off body.

Immediately I understood why guys must enjoy stroking 
their rigid and also durable male organ as I felt its 
softness in my palm. I wanted to continue jacking him, 
as he called it, but he said, "Wait a little; you make 
me feel so good I can't take any more right now. Its 
better when you stroke me than when I do it my self.

The boy asked me, "Darla do you play with your snatch?" 
and his body jerked as I moved my hand down and capture 
the wrinkled and tightly puckered sack under his still 
quivering penis. His penis was now dripping stuff from 
the end and it was thinner than when he shot his stuff 
all over me.

"Do you feel enjoyment when my hand holds your peewee?" 
my voice asked in a melodious tone. Speaking to him as 
if I was in a trance, "Your peewee feels good. What do 
you want to do to me with you nice peewee, or will you 
show me? Would you like stick it up my p-pussy?" and 
his reply let me understand exactly that he'd like to 
push it up deep inside my little pussy when he told me.

"Heck yes! May I fuck you? That is what we would be 
doing if I put my up dick up really deep inside your 
little snatch. Have you ever been fucked? Tell the 
truth Sweet Darla, have you ever fucked?" and suddenly 
he knew that the girl he was with wanted him to do her.

"Does he already know I'd let him push this pleasant 
feeling thing up inside my sex if he wants?" my mind 
thought and I asked my self, "Does it hurt the first 
time as some of my friends had said?"

Then I spoke in such a soft voice I wondered if he 
heard what I said, "Until you did today no one has ever 
seen me naked. And no one has ever touched me like you 
are --- no one has ever asked me or that I know of who 
wished to - f-fu-fucked - fuck me... and," I made the 
sound 'burrrr' after I said fuck in a drawn out and 
hesitating manner. 

Hearing his voice ask in a nearly impossible to hear 
question, I knew what to expect before much longer, 
"Your still a virgin? You'll permit me to fuck you? Oh 
yeah I'd love to get your cherry. You're serious; I can 
have your cherry and be the first to fuck you. Gosh I 
want that in the worse way... I've always wanted to be 
with a girl... I've never done it before either, Darla. 
You'll be my first and make my life complete. Now I am 
going to get my first girl and her cherry. Wow, what a 
trip!"

Slowly I felt the boy slip his fingers down and begin 
touching the thatch of maiden hair on my mons. My mind 
was playing a game of questions during the total time I 
was being touched and what I believed was made love 
too, and with. Then the tongue within the boy's mouth 
closed around my nipple and down over as much of my 32-
A cup size right breast as could fit inside his damp 
and sucking cavity. He commenced to flip my harden nip 
over and over with his oral digit.

My maiden hair was being pulled lightly by the boy's 
fingers and I sobbed out from the pleasure the tug of 
the few hairs growing in the patch at the top of my 
opening. Next I felt the fingers move downward and 
clasp the few hairs growing half way down the small 
lips outlining my sex. Gently he pulled my pussy lips 
to such an extent I understood it was forcing my pussy 
open, exposing the interior of female opening to his 
view.

While experiencing this act on my body, the person who 
was exploring my body moved his mouth from my nipples, 
down to where his face was resting on my left thigh. 
One hand of my companion gripped my left leg and moved 
it apart from the right. There was no doubt in my teen 
mind that the boy was looking directly at my little 
hole and its surrounding labium.

"Gee - oh wow; it looks so different from what I 
thought a girl's snatch would look like... it is all 
pink and wet inside," he told me as if it was such a 
surprise he couldn't believe what his eyes were 
viewing. 

Next I felt a finger moving into my sex and it was 
exciting and I moaned out, "Uh... uh... oh not so deep 
as that kind of hurts... no, you shouldn't kiss me like 
that," I voiced in a pitched whinnying sound.

Next I felt a male's lips kissing my sex, and his 
tongue licking up and down my female cut. Suddenly his 
tongue settled on my tiny clitoral hood and he was 
sucking the miniature penis like protrusion at the top 
of my slit. 

Suddenly his tongue was flipping back and forth across 
my love button and it stiffened. A chocking sob echoed 
from my mouth, "Ughhh, oh I feel as if I'm floating on 
a cloud. Gee Buddy I'm getting it! I'm going off, oh 
wow!" and my legs shot straight out and my feet pointed 
downward. Meanwhile my toes curled down as if they were 
trying to hide under the arches of my feet.

My legs clamped around Buddy's head as my orgasm peaked 
and subsided to a shallow pleasure, unlike any feeling 
I'd ever experienced. I seemed to be experiencing 
levitation as I whispered in a softly, "Buddy I never 
knew such things were done like you just did, oh that 
was wonderful."

"You liked that? Don't ever tell anyone I kissed your 
snatch... my buddies would tease me to no end," and as 
he spoke he moved up over my body.

Suddenly I knew what was to occur as Buddy settled his 
body over mine and between my legs. He stretched my 
legs wider with his hands and the side of his legs. 
Ready or not, a penis touched my still tingling sex, 
probing and bumping all around my opening. Then it 
happened, it slid into me about an inch, a boy's thing 
was going into my virgin sex.

Speaking excitedly, I said, "Buddy you can't do it to 
me. I've never before! No one's ever touched me until 
you just did... oh Buddy its hurting when you shove it 
deep. Oh my - no; stop Buddy... Buddy you're pushing 
against my virginity... we can't! Ughhhh, oh Buddy you 
going in me and it hurts! You must stop, we can't 
you're my twin brother! Stop! I'll do anything else! 
Ayieeee, oh it hurts!" by then it was too late and I 
understood my fifteen year old twin brother had just 
taken my virginity.

For the next couple of minutes I felt my twin brother 
moving on top of me and his hard thing - his penis - 
stroking back and forth within my body and when he 
stiffened and shoved deep inside me, I understood he 
was filling me with his male juices. Yes, I knew my 
brother's semen was coating the inside of my vagina. My 
mind for a briefest instance caused me to consider I 
might become pregnant.

Buddy pressed against me and I felt his hard pelvic 
bone pressing against my love button. My arms and legs 
clasped my own brother's body to mine and I cried out, 
"Buddy, oh Buddy I'm getting it... off."

We lie together for some time, but don't know for how 
long. Finally I said to my twin, "Buddy, move off me 
you're smoothing me you silly boy... do you understand 
what we just did? Oh dear brother, it was wrong for us 
to mess around. You shouldn't have gone up inside me 
and gone off in me. I'm just as wrong for allowing it 
to happen as you. Do you know what I mean? Buddy... I 
... like you... a lot. Did you like doing it to me? 
Tell me what it was like for you to do me. Did you 
enjoy being my first?"

I watched my brother rise up from my body and saw he 
had blood on him.

"Buddy, oh gosh you've got my blood on you... let me up 
so we don't mess up the bed." When I got up from the 
bed I could see blood on the sheet and it was a very 
red spot. The area between my legs and across my pubic 
area was covered with the evidence of my lost 
innocence.

With an inquisitive voice Buddy asked, "Wow, is all 
that blood from your cherry? You were my first Tammy. I 
got your cherry and it's all over both of us. We better 
shower and wash the bed sheet so mom doesn't see it 
when she gets home. Did you enjoy what we did sis?" and 
to my surprise he pulled me in his arms and kissed my 
face over and over.

Finally he kissed my lips and I was feeling a real kiss 
from a boy, and when he wedged his tongue in my mouth, 
I allowed mine to meet his and slipped my tongue inside 
his mouth and brushed it across his teeth.

Buddy broke the kiss for only a moment, but before he 
commenced kissing me once again, he said, "Hey, you 
just gave me my first French kiss."

"Me too... you French kissed me before I did you... its 
nice isn't it Buddy?" and my lips were being pressed 
open by his tongue once more.

"Darla, did you like having sex... especially sex with 
me for your first time? Will you let me do you again?" 
my twin asked as he hugged me to his firm and young 
body tighter than before.

Uncertain what to reply and not sound like a sex hungry 
girl, I told my twin brother, "You made me feel good... 
I really liked what we did together. You can do me 
again - sometime big brother."

"Help me with the sheet and make certain we don't get 
it on the comforter. Heck we will need to wash the 
mattress pad, also."

Then I told my twin, "Yeah I liked it Buddy... you 
won't tell anyone what we've done will you? Please 
Buddy, don't ever tell anyone. Would you like to do it 
again sometime? If you keep it our secret I'll let you 
do me again. Oh Buddy I liked doing it - liked it a 
lot."

My brother hugged me tightly to him and placed his lips 
next to my ear and whispered, "Before you shower, would 
you suck my dick?" and I felt his penis jerk against my 
body as he asked.

Knowing his penis had my blood on it, plus his and my 
own sex juices, I wasn't certain I could suck his thing 
before washing it. I kneeled and my face was directly 
at the level of his erection. Opening my mouth after 
shutting my eyes, I moved my mouth forward. The taste 
of my blood was unique as my lips took his erection 
between them. I moved my mouth until I couldn't get it 
any further down over his hard penis. I listened as 
Buddy told me what he wished for me to do with his 
erect manhood.

"Move your mouth back and forth on my peewee like you 
did with your hand. Yeah, now flip your tongue all over 
the end... oh gee that feels great! Will you suck it 
like you would a straw?" and I felt his penis quiver 
within minutes and only a few minutes at that, before 
he gave me his male tribute.

"Yupppp... umphhhhh," I moaned out as I felt my mouth 
filling with the thick emission of his squirting teen 
penis. My brother was squirting his come down my throat 
and I tried to swallow his come as he asked.

For whatever the reason I wasn't offended when Buddy 
moaned, "Oh man Darla, you're sucking my cock... you're 
making me come!"

Yet I could take only a small amount down my throat 
before pulling my mouth off him as I choked. His penis 
squirted the thick cream all over my face and I had 
just opened my eyes to look at his cock when it shot 
more come out and it landed on my eyes.

After we placed the sheet and mattress pad in the 
washer, we walked to the shower and took one together. 
I enjoyed his hands washing my body and he asked me to 
wash him after he had done me. While he was washing my 
back, he moved his finger down and washed between my 
hips.

Buddy rubbed his finger tip over my anal opening and 
pressed his finger against me. Slowly I felt him 
penetrating my rear opening and I simply stood silently 
as his finger wedged its way up into me. After some 
time he moved it in and out of my butt and it kind of 
burned, but I stood still and held my legs apart to 
permit him greater access to my inner soul.

Neither of us spoke and after some time my twin brother 
asked me, "Darla, will you do this to me?" and somehow 
he moved so his hips were turned toward me, yet didn't 
remove his finger from my bowels.

I couldn't get my finger in him, and in a sultry voice 
explained, "You need to stop... I will do it for you, 
but you need to take your finger from me and turn your 
back to me." slowly I moved my finger to his puckered 
opening as he stood leaning forward with his face 
resting on his arms on the wall of the shower.

Buddy pressed his hips out away from the shower so he 
was bent over somewhat. I watched with complete 
fascination as my finger entered his rear opening. When 
he asked me to move my finger back and forth in him and 
eventually asked me to jack him off while I fingered 
his butt.

No more than a couple minutes passed and Buddy sobbed 
out, "Darla my Darla, I'm gonna' come! Oh gee its 
coming now... aughhhh yes, oh yeah!" and watched as my 
twin brother's body shook and his come squirting on the 
wall of the shower.

I pulled my finger from his butt and told him, "Turn 
around quickly." and when he did I started sucking his 
penis once again.

Our first summer together as lovers was fulfilling and 
sexually gratifying and assuredly entertaining and 
amusing. When I twin worked his penis between my boobs, 
and they were so small they didn't give him the 
pleasure he expected after reading of the act in some 
book. He laughed and told me I needed more tits if I 
expected to titty fuck.

This caused me to laugh, and both of us laughed like 
crazy the time I made him go when I rubbed his penis 
between my feet. We experimented with sex in ways that 
brought wonderful pleasure but also humor by our 
fantasy attempts at certain sex acts.

Shortly after starting sex I knew it was necessary to 
request that my mother put me on birth control. When 
she asked, "Have you engaged in sex already Darla?" it 
was necessary to lie to my mom and I told her, "No mom, 
but just in case some guy likes me... you won't be mad 
if I start having sex, will you?"

Buddy and I both dated others, but sex was limited to 
each of us finding pleasure together. This lasted until 
I was a senior and a boy who was a real brain and I 
worked on a science project together and it ended up 
and led to a sexual encounter between us when we 
attended a four day state contest together. The sex 
with my class partner was okay, but it seemed so 
strange to have another boy doing me.

Jason got me off twice the first time he did me, and I 
enjoyed finding his penis was longer than my brother's 
by at least two inches, but wasn't as thick. My 
question on penis size was answered on that trip if 
nothing else came from engaging in the act with my 
class mate. For the first time ever I lied to Buddy 
when I returned home and he wanted to know if I had 
done anything with Jason. I'll always remember telling 
my twin, "Of course not... my sex is yours only."

Buddy asked me once during our senior year of school to 
let him do my butt. That one time is the only time I 
ever let a guy do that. It wasn't necessarily a bad 
experience, but something I didn't truly enjoy. Yet I'm 
glad it was my twin who got me to try anal sex.

***

The last time we had sex was the day before our senior 
prom. We both joked that maybe we should have went to 
our prom as a couple and be like everyone else and get 
a hotel room together. He laughed when saying, "Can you 
believe it, what would our friends say if they knew I 
was banging the Prom Queen?" and Buddy bent double as 
he laughed at his question and my embarrassment.

"Yeah, will how about the fact I've been doing the 
valedictorian? Don't forget you've been banging the 
valedictorian, but I hear she is easy when it comes to 
you. Buddy can you imagine we are both class 
valedictorians?" Moments later we ended up in my bed 
having and enjoying sex for the rest of the day. This 
was our last time to share each other's bodies and both 
of us attended our prom with the date we selected. Both 
of us enjoyed sex more than once with our prom dates by 
the time the following A.M. arrived.

Knowing the trip to the South Pacific will result in 
sharing the same bed with my brother, my only true 
concern was how my twin brother would find my body 
after all the years that passed since we were teens. 
Although I was trim, and considered unpretentiousness 
by those who knew me, my vanity kicked in a couple of 
years ago and I under went breasts augmentation.

***

The day I finally stood nude before my ex and the area 
over my breasts was completely healed from having the 
implants, he looked at me and grinned. Foolishly I had 
believed that once the bruises and swelling disappeared 
after the surgery, the man I wished to impress, 
laughingly remarked, "Having computer tits won't make 
you any better of a fuck."

That comment started the end of the road for my 
marriage and I slept in the guest room for the next 
week. Finally I relented to my ex begging that I return 
to our marital bed. Yes, sex happened that night, but I 
merely lie under the man who took me the next couple of 
minutes.

During the next six months of my marriage our 
relationship went from bad to terrible. Eventually what 
small amount of civility was left between the two of us 
was finished in a heated exchange. One Friday night he 
came home around midnight and I could smell some 
woman's perfume on him when he attempted to engage in 
sex with me.

Jumping from bed, I turned on the light and walked over 
and turned on the bedroom light and told him there was 
no way he would ever penetrate me again, especially 
when he came home after being turned down by one of his 
hussies.

There was no way I couldn't take his pandering ways any 
longer. That night I asked my ex-husband to move out, 
and told him I knew about his love affairs over the 
past five years, but thought perhaps he would stop 
cheating.

Our divorce was nasty, but when we finally went before 
the judge after fourteen months, I left the court room 
a happy and satisfied ex-wife. My ex was ordered to pay 
me alimony, a high monthly payment for child support 
which continued while our child completed college. I 
was awarded our home and half of our investment 
portfolio.

Walking from the court room and out into the hallway, I 
looked at my ex, smiled and winked and walked to where 
he was standing with his attorney and whispered in his 
ear, "I've been getting with guys since the first year 
of our marriage. You were so stupid and never realized 
you slipping your small manhood into me and other men's 
sperm was swimming around in my pussy. They all told me 
I was the best and tightest they ever had. Revenge is 
so sweet you ass."

There was no truth to the comment, but my ex called me 
and tried to get me to admit about what I had told him 
outside the court room. I knew he was likely recording 
the call or having his attorney listen in and hoped I 
would admit to adultery on my part and the divorce 
settlement could be reworked.

When he would harp on the matter I would tell him, "You 
know I never cheated during our marriage as you did, 
and how did you enjoy hearing the women I had hauled 
into court and testified against you and their 
admitting to having sex with you?"

Now my life was back to square one, so to speak, and 
although I shouldn't do this, I was going to enjoy sex 
with my first lover for two weeks. My mind reverted to 
the day we were fifteen. I hope we find pleasure with 
each other once again.

END

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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life.

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