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Dreams Can Come True
by Anonymous (address withheld)
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This is pretty much a true story about how I went from
a heterosexual male to a ball-less gay bottom. (MM,
exh, oral, anal, beast, cast)
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BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR!
I never thought I would write story for Eunuch Archive,
let alone a true story. It all happened so fast. I was
a middle aged divorced male, white, 5'8', 165 lbs. I
have two wonderful children. I raised them alone after
my wife left because she decided she didn't want to be
married. Before I was married I had many girlfriends
and a few after I was divorced. I though being gay was
repulsive.
That suddenly changed within the last eighteen months.
It started with the Internet, as many things do today.
I was always a fan of porn and the Internet made it
readily available. Never went to any web pages that you
had to pay for though. I loved to look at pictures but
especially loved to read the stories. Cannibalism
stories fascinated me, and I read as many as I could
find. Somewhere along that time I found the Eunuch
Archive. These stories truly turned me on. I fantasized
about being a eunuch or nullo. In one bulletin entry I
found a reference to the Extreme Genital Modification
Page. This was great. I was becoming more and more
turned on by looking at men. I was also becoming
obsessed with always being naked while at home. I began
completely shaving my body except head hair.
I then became so bold as to put pictures of my body on
the Extreme web page with a profile that I wished to be
a nullo or castrated. Then it started to get serious. I
found myself thinking about what it would be like to be
screwed by another man, what it would be like to suck
another man's dick and swallow. When I jacked off I
often ate my own come. I decided I wasn't ready to be
castrated and became interested in the large balls and
dicks the pumpers had modified. I sent messages to
several and one responded. This was the beginning.
We switched to meeting online privately. He showed me
how to use a web cam and for the first time I was
showing my naked body to another man in live action.
This led to him leading me through ordering pumping
supplies and starting to pump my dick and balls. I was
now obsessed with having huge balls and a huge dick and
was getting there. My balls were large and I loved it.
Something else was happening at this time, he asked me
to jack-off for him and I did. I kept jacking off
whenever he asked me. He led me to the pumper's page,
where the chat room has a live cam feed. Now I was
showing my package to a chat room of total strangers.
It was fantastic; I had never felt so turned on.
The conversation started to be more about gay sex. I
found my self-asking to be fucked. I wanted my balls to
be pumped large and then I wanted to be fucked. I could
just feel those big dicks fucking me. He invited me to
his town. He said we could pump and he would help with
saline injections, which would make my balls really
huge. I wanted this and I wanted to put pictures on the
web page so others could see me. I was following a path
that would change me forever.
My new friend showed me dildo's he had on hand. He said
we could try these. One was shaped like a large dog's
dick. This I found very interesting. I looked up
bestiality stories on the net and became turned on by
the idea. My friend mentioned slave master relationship
and having read many stories in the Archives I was
turned on with the though of being a slave. Things were
escalating. I dreamed of being in a dog collar and
leash and nothing else. I dreamed of being fucked and
sucking dick. And really strange I dreamed of being
held by a large dog and fucked by a dog. These dreams
were closer than I could imagine.
My friend invited me to his city and amazingly I
accepted. Me the straight stud who never even thought
about gay things until the last year. I made
arrangements for a suite and took some vacation time. I
brought my pumping equipment and lots of rubbers. I was
finally going to get fucked. How much and by how many I
could not have guessed.
I arrived and we met at a restaurant. We had dinner
then we went to his condo. He had a partner who was not
home at the time. After some conversation we got down
to the nitty-gritty. We both had seen each other naked
many times on the web cam but this was up close and
personal. He was hairy but not too much as compared to
my totally smooth look.
After we were naked we immediately set our pump
session. I was totally hard and could barely fit in the
pumping tube. We pumped for a few hours till we were
pretty large. It was great to have someone besides
myself massage my balls during the breaks. I was harder
than I have ever been. At one point we were very close,
as need be, when he leaned over and kissed me. A man
had never kissed me before it was frightening but I
began to love it.
For the first time in my life I was the passive party,
I was the bitch. Our tongues intertwined, it was
wonderful. The next thing I knew he was pushing me
gently down his chest, I licked and sucked his nipples,
he groaned as I moved on down. Then it was there, my
first dick up close. I licked it, the taste was not
gross. I took it in my mouth; it was so smooth and
silky. I liked the pre-come and tasted it on my tongue.
Finally I sucked it; I took as much as I could in my
mouth. I did the things I know I like. I licked the
under side right behind the head. Amazingly, I came
untouched; it was such a turn on for me. Slowly I
sucked and licked until, again for the first time,
another man came in my mouth. I swallowed it all, it
tasted great. I felt this was right for me.
I stood up and we kissed more. His hairy body against
mine felt wonderful. We went back to pumping until we
were both huge. The rest of the evening we relaxed and
talked. He said tomorrow things would get serious. I
arrived early the next day. He took me to the living
room and said take off all your clothes, which I love
to do anyway. After I was naked he walked behind me and
placed leather studded dog collar around my neck. This
would be all I would wear that day and many other days.
A leash was hooked and I was led to the bedroom where
we pumped up for the day to come.
It was that afternoon, after we pumped, he hugged and
kissed me again and gently led me to the bed. On the
nightstand was plenty of lube. He laid me on my back on
the bed. He lifted my legs and lubed my ass. I had
never had anyone's fingers up my ass before, it felt
good. He placed my legs on his shoulders and his dick
at my ass hole. Ever so slowly he entered my ass. It
was a little painful at first but it felt so good I
quickly became adjusted.
Slowly he pumped me; I came on my stomach without being
touched. I know this was right for me. He picked up
speed as I became more comfortable. We both were
moaning as I began to feel his cock swell, when I
realized he hadn't put on a condom. I didn't care at
this point. Then he moaned loudly, thrust hard and he
came in me. I was amazed I could feel him coming in me.
He stayed in me and held me for a while. I loved the
feel of his hairy body on mine. I knew I was hooked on
gay.
His partner was coming home that evening and I was in
for more new experiences. I was naked all day except
for my collar and leash. My friend helped me shave my
body, reaching places I could never get to, my back and
ass hole. It was a great feeling, I was hard
constantly. My huge balls hanging out bouncing against
my thighs was so great. I found it very erotic that my
friend was dressed while I stayed naked. His partner
came home to find me naked and leashed. While he wasn't
as interested in me as my friend, he was very nice.
After dinner we went on-line to the Pumpers page with
the live cams. There we showed ourselves and pumped
along with others.
Many liked my smooth look and when during a pump break
some noticed I was semi hard asked me to jerk off. I
was too shy but my friend took charge and much to the
delight of everyone watching he jerked me off, another
first for me. I though my dick would burst it was so
hard. We signed off and moved to the bed. My friend
again gently pushed me downward, I took the hint and
moved to his dick and began to suck. As I was doing
this my ass was naturally in the air and soon I felt
lube being applied as his partner slowly eased his dick
into my ass hole.
I was being fucked at both ends and loving it. They
both picked up speed and finally thrust into me and
held me tight as they both came in me seconds apart.
Again we forgot the condoms but who cared it felt so
good. I could feel and taste the come. I spent the next
day naked with my collar while we pumped till our dicks
and balls were so big we couldn't have fit them in any
of our underwear. In one weekend I went from a
heterosexual man with children and some fantasies to a
naked, gay, bottom that had been fucked from both ends
and loved it. I couldn't wait to get back the next
weekend. My friend had some new things in store.
Finally the next weekend rolled around and I drove to
my friend's city. I didn't bother with a hotel room
this time. As soon as I entered the door off came my
clothes and on went the collar. After dinner he said he
had a big surprise for me. We were going out! Since I
was naked it might be a problem. My friend had this
solved. He put a graduation type gown on me. The collar
and leash still showed as he led me to the car. We
pulled up in front of a gay bar.
My first time in a gay bar and I was basically naked
and being led around on a leash. I should have said
naked because as soon as we entered the gown came off.
I was totally naked in a roomful of gay men. I was also
totally erect, almost painful I was so hard. With my
pumped up balls I was freakish. I was also very
popular. Everyone was touching me as my friend, or
should I now say it "Master" led me through the crowd.
God I was turned on. We sat a table in the back as my
Master talked quietly to many of the patrons. After a
while he pulled my leash and we went to a special room
in the back. It had a padded table in the middle with
some towels and a bottle of lube. I was laid on the
table and my Master rubbed me down then lubed my ass.
Then men started entering the room four and five at a
time.
I was fucked on my back flipped over and fucked on my
stomach doggie style (which I liked the best). While I
was being fucked dicks were stuck in my mouth and I
sucked till my jaw hurt, swallowing loads of come in
all flavors. Of the dicks in my ass some had condoms
some did not. All I knew was come was running out all
over my ass. I came several times by men jerking me off
while they fucked me. I have no idea how many men
fucked or I sucked that night but I was very sore. My
Master, in anticipation, was thoughtful enough to have
brought a diaper since I no longer could hold anything
in my stretched ass hole. We went back to his house
where he cleaned me in the shower gave me a big kiss
and put me to bed.
The next day since my ass hole was already stretched my
Master tried the dog dildo on me. It was very long but
the knot just would not go in, it was too big even for
my used ass hole. The length and strange shape did feel
good. We pumped again, I can't get over my huge balls,
and I returned home sore but satisfied. I couldn't wait
to get back the next weekend.
The weekend started the same, enter strip, collar.
After dinner the gown was put on and in the car we
went. This time we drove out into the countryside. We
pulled into a long drive leading to a secluded house.
This was a friend of my Master, we left the robe in the
car and I was led naked to the house. We entered and
sat for some small talk. After a while my Master's
friend said let's get started and I was led into a
large den type room where I saw him. Him was a large
dog. I don't think he was a pure bred anything just a
large dog like a Rotweiler or something. Buster was his
name.
I was placed over a small padded bench in the middle of
the room, resting on my stomach my ass sticking out.
The Master's friend rubbed something on my balls and
ass. As soon as he opened the jar the dog perked up and
smelled the air. "Buster" moves to me and began to lick
my balls and ass. I was rock hard at the thought of
what was going to happen. My master slipped his hand
between the dog and me and lubed my ass hole. It was
going to happen, after all the stories I read and
videos I watched on the Internet that turned me on so
much I was about to fucked by a dog.
You cannot imagine how good it feels when the dog lays
on your back with his very warm and furry body. It is
like a living blanket. My own dick was about to explode
when the dog's owner lined the dog's dick up with my
ass. I want to tell you it is not very easy to be
fucked by a dog. Their dick keeps slipping out as they
hump very fast. With a little help from the dog's owner
he managed to keep the dog's dick pumping in me pretty
well. It is a fantastic feeling because the dog moves
so fast and generates so much heat. My ass hole kept
trying to suck the dog dick in me and keep it.
Remember I could not take the canine dildo's knot so I
thought no way a real dogs knot would fit. However with
the owners pushing and the knot being slightly smaller
combined with plenty of lube the knot went in me. You
might not know this but after it enters the bitch it
sort of turns sideways to stay in. It didn't hurt for
it to do this but there was no way it would come out
without ripping me apart.
Just after the knot turned and locked the dog in me,
the dog began to come. It was more than I could have
dreamed, it thinner that people come, and it just kept
squirting. I felt so full. I came myself at this point.
The dog then turned around swiveling his dick in me
till we were ass to ass. I had to stay this way for
about thirty minutes till the knot turned around and
the dog could break lose out of my ass. The dog come
then gushed out of my ass for about a minute and a
half. I was so satisfied and happy. I hoped to do this
again many times. It was especially great when the dog
licked my dick and ass clean. I came again while he was
licking.
We alternated situations like these for several months,
it was great. I had huge balls, was regularly fucked
and I loved sucking dicks. But things were about to
change and this is why this story is in the Eunuch
Archive. It started a few months ago; I was living a
regular life in my town and my weekends in my Masters
city getting fucked and pumping. I began to feel
soreness in my balls. They became very sensitive. I
finally had to see an urologist. I chose to find a
doctor in another city since my new lifestyle may have
factored in to my problem. As luck would have it the
doctor turned out to be gay and was very understanding.
The catch was my sore balls had nothing to do with my
life style. It was a congenial birth defect something
about my cords being tensioned. He said it was amazing
that it didn't bother me before. My balls were not
getting enough circulation and constant pain would be
the result. It would be like being kicked in the balls
all the time.
The remedies are heavy use of pain killing drugs with
their side effects or double orchiectomy (take out my
balls). They could put fake balls back in my sack so I
would not look different and I could take testosterone
to keep my masculinity. I thought about this and
discussed it with my Master. Remember at the beginning
of my saga reading about castration was a turn on for
me. Now I had to make a choice give up the huge balls I
get from pumping or constant pain. I decided to give up
my balls.
Now the decision was how, when and where. The doctor
was great he understood my dilemma and would help in
anyway. The only way he was allowed to operate was thru
the abdomen and besides that was the only way to remove
my cords which were the real problem anyway. The doctor
helped big time in two ways. First, he agreed to save
my balls and return them to me even though it is
against medical rules.
He also contacted a plastic surgeon in the gay
community to remove my sack and make me smooth below my
dick. It helped that the urologist owned his own clinic
with a surgical suite. I scheduled the surgery and took
a month's vacation and sick leave. Another handy thing
was since it was a medical necessity to remove my balls
my insurance was paying for it. The doctors agree to
manage the plastic surgeons fees in the bill to
insurance. My Master agreed to help me recover. My
children thought it was hernia surgery.
Now I come to today, two months later. I am officially
a eunuch. My stitches are gone and were my balls used
to be is a fine little scar with still a little
redness. My Master and I decided no hormones. My dick
has already shrunk to the size of a big clit, no more
fucking for me (like the look however, just a little
button at the top of my groin).
My hips are rounder and easier for my Master and others
(including the dog) to grip. And another part I really,
really like is my little breasts. They are so pretty.
My nipples have gotten much bigger and I get so turned
on when they are sucked. It is much easier to keep hair
off my body since it has stopped growing dark and
coarse. My whole body seems more sensitive. My weight
has dropped to about 140 lbs. If I wear something tight
I have the body of a girl.
I still live and go to work in my city. Nobody knows my
secret, they think I was sick and lost weight. I wear
baggy clothes to work. On the weekends I go to my
masters. I am still naked and collared as soon as I
enter. He still likes to fuck me and I like to suck
him. We go to the gay bar about once a month, where
they really like to feel me up. I don't think as many
want to fuck me as before.
I must look too much like a girl now. I would like to
dress like a girl but my Master pretty much keeps me
naked so clothes aren't necessary. I really love more
than ever being fucked by the dog (or dogs I should say
there have been more since the first). I do sometimes
miss my pumped up dick. I can come rubbing my nubbin
dick but it's not the same. I don't get that feeling
when the come shoots out. But other sensations make up
for it.
So that's my story up to now. I started out being
turned on by eunuch stories, moved to pumping and big
balls and being fucked. Then in a round about way ended
up a real gay eunuch and loving it. I want to get
pictures posted on some web page soon so everyone can
enjoy me.
Oh by the way, my Master brought my balls home in a jar
and prepared them, then sautéed them and I ate one the
he ate the other. Tasted good had the consistency of
liver but was a delight anyway. I only regret I could
only eat them once.
Thanks for sharing my saga.
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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life.
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