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Struggle
by Babygirl212224 (address withheld)

***

The First struggle between Master and slave. (Mdom/F, 
nc, rp, oral, anal, bd, ws)

***

It was after 2 am and all she cared about was going 
home. She had just spend the last six hours in what had 
to be one of the top ten worst dates of her life. As 
the cab pulled into her driveway she dug in her purse 
to pay the driver, handed the money to him and before 
he could say thank you she was out the door. When she 
walked in the door to her apartment she threw her 
overnight bag on a kitchen chair and proceeded to go to 
the living room to relax and check her email. 

She had hoped there would be one from her Master, they 
always made her feel at ease. There wasn't an email 
from him and even though it was 3 am she decided to see 
which of her friends were on line. To her surprise her 
Master showed on, she thought maybe he fell asleep with 
his comp on but decided to try and say hello anyway. He 
answered back and her heart skipped a beat.

After some discussion he said he would be over. He was 
concerned, since he had had a few drinks, that it might 
be more intense then how they normally played, if she 
would be able to handle it. The only concern on her 
part was if he would ever hit her closed fisted out of 
anger. She had been down that road too many times with 
her vanilla boyfriends. He asked what would happen if 
he put her face in the toilet for punishment, she 
simply stated that to her that would show no respect 
for her and that would be the end of their relationship 
period. 

He knew how she was with personal hygiene, she asked 
him if he would ever do that, he replied no never. 
Before they stopped chatting and he was to be on his 
way over he gave her his usual orders to be filled out 
before his arrival. Her usual dress, which was just a 
thong and a butt plug already in place, plus the usual 
toys that they played with out and ready for him to 
use, but this time he wanted rope tied to each corner 
of the bed for her arms and legs. 

So far with their play they had only done some breast 
bondage, so this was new for them, and it excited her. 
He also wanted her to do something for him as soon as 
he walked through the door without him having to say a 
thing, he wanted her to eat his ass, of course she 
agreed, she knew he enjoyed it. Before he left he asked 
her one more time no matter how intense it got if she 
would be able to handle it, she said yes, then he was 
off line and on his way.

She raced to get everything perfect for him, and just 
as she finished she heard his footsteps on the stairs, 
then the knock. She took one last deep breath and 
opened the door. Before opening the door all the way 
she took a quick glance to make sure it was him. There 
he stood with that same somber look on his face as 
there always was. She was always amazed at how this 
much younger, tall, blue eyed, blond man, could 
probably have anybody he chose, yet he chose her. 

As soon as the door closed behind him she started 
unbuttoning his shorts and removing them. He started to 
say something about the way she looked but she cut him 
off by telling him to be quiet that he wasn't supposed 
to say anything. She knew he was in a mood and that she 
would pay for speaking to him like that, but she was in 
a mood also, and would take any punishment he put on 
her. Her buttons would not be the only ones being 
pushed tonight. Normally she tried her best for him, 
but it had been awhile since they had been together and 
her craving had grown strong.

She finished taking off his shorts and underwear and 
placed them beside the bed while he remained at the 
door. When she returned his back was facing her she 
grabbed the wet wash cloth she got ready before his 
arrival and cleaned his ass. After she was satisfied 
that it was clean enough she got on her knees and with 
both hands spread his cheeks and started to lick around 
his ass, then moved her tongue from top to bottom. He 
mouth made a circle around his hole and sucked on it, 
he told her to tongue it like she had before and she 
did. 

She wanted to jerk him off at the same time that her 
tongue was moving and in out so she reached around and 
started to move her hand up and down with the same 
rhythm as her tongue. He asked her if she had been 
given permission to do so, which she hadn't so she with 
drew her hand from his hard shaft. 

After only a moment he asked her if she liked that and 
she replied that she did. He then gave her permission 
to do so. After a few minutes of this her knees were 
hurting so badly that she knew she could not give him 
the full concentration that he deserved or wanted to 
give him, so she told him she had to get off her knees 
the kitchen floor was too hard on her. 

He let her stand but before she could head into the 
bedroom he had her pinned up against the wall. He 
grabbed both of her nipples really hard and pulled 
harder than he has before making her bite her lip to 
hold back the scream. She instinctively went on her tip 
toes then placed her heels back on the floor, which he 
told her to get back to her tip toes. When he asked her 
again and pulled harder still, 'Do you still think you 
can handle it tonight, no matter how intense it gets?' 

She could not respond from the he pain he was 
inflicting on her breasts. And he asked that question a 
number of times before and she had already answered him 
over and over again. She hated it when he made her 
question her own answers and put doubt in her mind, she 
wanted to say 'You think I can not handle what you can 
dish out, bring it on' But she knew better and just 
laid her head on his chest and said yes sir. 

To her surprise he then comforted her and placed both 
hands on her cheeks and told her that he would never 
ever hit her with closed fists on her face or anywhere 
out of anger her cared for her too much.

On the way into the bedroom he told her how beautiful 
she looked and told her to lean over the bed for him to 
examine her. She did as she was told and kept her hands 
flat on the bed she did not have to be told to do this, 
it was something that she had to do every time, unless 
she had to use them to serve him that was where he 
wanted them to be, and if for some reason she moved 
them or lifted them off of the bed she would be 
punished. 

She separated her legs for him, and he moved her thong 
out of the way so he could feel her wetness and to 
check and make sure she had the plug in place. Then he 
asked her how many times she had had sex. When they had 
first started to have sessions they had discussed their 
arrangement. It was decided that she could have sex 
with other men as much as she wanted but he would be 
the only one she would call sir. 

She has never wavered from this and let the other men 
aware that she does have a doom and that she would 
never ever call any of them sir or master. She asked 
him what he wanted to know, for example how many 
different men or how many times and the time frame. He 
replied in the last week with whom and how often and 
where they were from. And he got up on the bed and lay 
beside her, as she wondered why the interest now. But 
she told him what he wanted to hear, there had been a 
few in the last week, but went into detail on what she 
did with each whether vaginal or anal or just oral or 
all three. 

When she mentioned how far they had come to see her he 
said that they do come from far away. She wondered what 
he would think if he knew that there are even some that 
travel five hours to spend time with her and she has 
had offers to move to Rome and other places. And before 
she knew better she mumbled something under her breath, 
which he could not quite make out and asked what she 
had said. She tried to tell him nothing but he would 
not let it go until she told him. 

'You will be upset with me but fine I will tell you. 
Yes they come from far but you only live 15 minutes 
away and still you can not make it over for two to 
three weeks.' 

She was aware that his job monopolized most of his time 
and she could accept that. But it did not change how 
she felt. When they first started months ago it was a 
once a week thing for them, now it seems like every two 
to three weeks and just email or message right before 
he wanted to meet. She was beginning to think she had 
to beg for attention her craving and desire to be 
controlled was very strong. 

She often wondered if she was the one for him, even 
though on many occasions he said that she was his 
favorite subbie and other complimentary things to her. 
She waited for him to blow up but to her surprise he 
placed his arm around her and asked if it would be okay 
if he came over just for quick visits in-between there 
sessions if that would make her feel better. She agreed 
to this.

He then told her to get a glass from the kitchen, she 
knew what he wanted her to do, they had just discussed 
it before and he knew she would have a very hard time 
with it. It was time for her to urinate for him. It was 
a control issue for him but to her it would be 
impossible, for as long as she can remember she has not 
even been able to go to the bathroom anywhere if she 
thought that someone might hear her, and even though 
she has lived with a couple of men over her last forty 
years not one of them has been allowed in the bathroom 
when she was in there. Plus when she is sexually 
aroused which she always was when he was around, it was 
virtually impossible to go. 

She tried to explain this to him but he would not 
listen to her and just kept repeating it. He then asked 
if it would be easier to do it without the plug in her 
ass, she said yes, then he told her she could remove 
it. As she did she said again that she would not be 
able to do it. He was getting frustrated with her 
avoidance and told her one last time to get a glass. 
She mumbled on her way to the kitchen about him not 
listening to her, and as she did she looked behind her 
and there he was coming up. 

Shit! she thought and tried to get away, but he grabbed 
her by the hair and threw her over the kitchen counter. 
With her being held down with one hand he started going 
through her cupboards, what are you looking for? she 
asked, but she knew and then he found something in a 
drawer, a wooden spoon. Then the first blow struck her 
ass with a sting, then the next. 

It hurt so bad she tried to move but his powerful arm 
was too strong for her, she begged him to stop that it 
hurt too much. He simply told her if she did not stop 
moving and shut up that it would continue. So she held 
her breath and took what he thought reasonable for her 
disobedience. 

When he finally stopped her ass was on fire, he pulled 
out a kitchen chair for her to sit on, she did as she 
was told without question this time. He asked if it 
hurt to sit, she thought yes of course it does but told 
him the coolness from the wood felt good on her ass. He 
stood in front of her with his erect cock just inches 
from her face. 

He gave her permission to suck it. Grateful she took it 
in her mouth. It was comforting for her to have it 
there, and as she pleased him the pain started 
subsiding from her ass. after a few minutes he removed 
it from her mouth and told her to get the glass one 
more time. This time she did without question. As they 
made their way back into the bedroom fear and panic 
started to set in again.

He got back on her bed and sat there, while she turned 
her back to him and got on her knees and placed the 
glass between her legs. She tried relaxing and taking 
deep breaths but it was not helping she knew he was 
watching her every movement. She let out a scream from 
frustration and pounded her fist into the nightstand 
that was beside her. She wanted to please him more than 
anything but felt her chest tighten and was having a 
hard time breathing. 

As tears started to well up in her eyes she bowed her 
head in shame. That was when he got off the bed and 
knelt beside her. He wrapped his strong arms around her 
and told her to look at him. He had to repeat this 
order over she did not want to see the disappointment 
in his face. He told her that it was just him and that 
he loved her. 

That was the first time he uttered those words to her, 
she then looked at him. she was trying to figure out if 
he meant them or if it was just because he had a few 
drinks earlier that evening. She had not been able to 
smell any alcohol on his breath and he had not acted 
any different than he normally did. He then kissed her 
and in that moment everything else disappeared. Again 
he repeated that it was just him there and that she 
could do it for him. With that he got back on the bed 
and she placed the glass between her legs. 

It felt like forever to her and every now and then he 
would say something encouraging to her. Finally a 
little came out but ran down her legs, this was not 
good she thought. She could not hit the cup and he said 
to move it but she knew that when she bent down to move 
it that would not help because her pussy moved when she 
reached down. she tried to make light of the situation 
to ease some of the stress, thinking that it would help 
her relax. 

She looked at him and he still had that somber look on 
his face. She asked if his friends ever seen his smile 
or humor he replied yes of course. She told him that 
she never has and it would be nice every once in a 
while to know he had a sense of humor. He told her 
again to move the cup she simply stated that a little 
help would be appreciated because she did not know 
which way to move it, it was not like she had eyes down 
there to tell which way she was missing it. 

Then she heard him laugh not much but a little. And she 
felt him move the glass for her. He told her to try 
again and a little more came out and then she tried 
with everything she had to get the last of it out and 
she did. she told him there was no more. He told her 
she did good and took the glass for her out to the 
kitchen. when he came back he told her to get back on 
the bed. 

She felt dirty with the urine down her leg and on the 
floor, she asked permission to clean it up first and 
herself. He allowed her to do this, and she thanked 
him, and while she was cleaning she looked at him and 
said, 'The next time we do it in the kitchen or else 
you clean it up.' She looked at him with a smile and to 
her surprise he laughed. This was the first time she 
had ever seen him laugh and his smile lit up his face. 
When she returned from putting the soiled rags in the 
garbage and washing herself up he was standing beside 
the bed.

For her reward for doing what she was told he allowed 
her to suck his cock again. She was thankful as she was 
every time he allowed her to do this. Then he told her 
to get up in the middle of the bed, he followed her up 
and started tying her legs with the ropes she had 
gotten ready earlier. 

After she was spread eagle he said that he should just 
use her and then leave her lying there like that and go 
home. She never thought he would but then again she was 
being more mouthy than normal tonight and while she was 
thinking how she would be able to get out he grabbed 
something from the nightstand where she always kept the 
implements he would use to hit her with. Her ass could 
usually take the beatings but the only place he would 
be going for now would be her pussy. She started to 
squirm. 

'Will you lay still I haven't even touch you yet,' he 
stated. 

But she knew it would hurt, but tried remaining still 
none the less. And it did hurt oh my god did it hurt. 
After about ten good whacks he got off the bed and 
grabbed a vibrator and place it in her pussy and 
started fucking her with it. Then he lay on top of her 
with his cock in her mouth she tried to suck it but 
could not move her head up and down and his balls were 
covering her nostrils. She was trapped and could not 
breath. 

She tried moving her head a little to be able to breath 
out of her nose but it was no use. she tried to remain 
still for as long as possible and roll her tongue 
around his cock but it was no use her lack of oxygen 
made her panic and she started to turn her head side to 
side to get some air in her mouth. Her teeth were 
hitting his cock, but at that angle she could not help 
it. He got angry with her for the teeth. But with his 
cock in her mouth she could not get out that she could 
breath. 

She normally loved breath play or face fucking when she 
can't breath but this was different. He threatened to 
whack her 100 times if she did not stop, but her 
survival mode had kick itself in, and she turned her 
head to the side as hard and as fast as she could and 
managed to get his cock out of her mouth and begged him 
to stop because she could not breath.

He finally got off her and she tried to get her 
breathing back to normal. She can not believe that she 
failed him again tonight, again she wondered why he 
chose her she needed too much training. Even though he 
told her before she was always great, she still felt 
she disappointed him. As he started untying the knots 
from her legs he mentioned that she had wanted to play 
the fantasy rape scene before. Then asked if she wanted 
to tonight. 

She replied, 'Yes sir.' 

He was always asking her what she wanted to do and even 
had her fill out a detailed form with everything they 
could possibly do and rated them in whether she was 
turned on by it or totally turned off by certain 
activities. She asked him on occasions what his turn-
ons were but he never did tell her. So now she just 
thought if he did not like doing something then he 
would not ask her to do it. But as he was sitting on 
top of her and undoing the last knot from her wrist he 
asked again if she was ready, she replied, 'Yes sir,' 
again. And with that the knot came loose. And the 
struggle was on. She managed to turn on her stomach and 
tried crawling away from him but he was still sitting 
on her and he was too powerful, but she would not give 
up. she squirmed and used the bed posts for leverage 
and made her way to the other side of the bed when he 
grabbed her by her hair and yanked her head back and 
screamed at her, 'Who else do you call sir?'

Was that what this was all about, 'You are the only one 
I call sir.' 

He threw her face back into the bed. She managed with 
the last of her energy to roll over on her back to face 
him, she went to hit him to get him off of her but he 
pinned her arms downs, and leaned down and kissed her 
deeper than he ever had before, and she melted under 
his touch. He then placed his mouth beside her ear and 
said, 'You like it when I am forceful with you don't 
you?'

She replied, 'Yes sir, I do.'

He laid himself down on the bed and told her to suck 
him off till he was hard enough then to get on top and 
ride him. Again she worried about that because even 
though he was young and in her mind one piece of solid 
muscle he was still smaller than her and after all she 
was a very large woman. 'But I will squash you sir.' He 
chuckled and said she would not. So she went down to 
his cock and placed it in her mouth as directed. 

At the angle she was at on his side she normally did 
not gag on it and he said that it was not hard enough 
yet because she had not gagged yet. She thought of 
telling him about the angle thing then thought better 
of it, she enjoyed having it in her mouth too much. Her 
hand made his way to his ass and she placed a finger on 
it. He asked her what she wanted to do with his ass and 
she said, 'Play with it please.'

He then asked her what else. She thought for a moment 
and wondered how he knew she wanted to do more, but 
then said, 'Fuck it sir with my finger and the little 
blue plug if you would let me sir.' He replied that she 
could. She reached for the lube and placed some on his 
ass and her fingers.

'I am afraid that I might hurt you sir and I do not 
want to do that.'

He said nothing so she continued and placed a finger 
slowly in his hole when he said to keep it clean. She 
continued with her finger for a bit then asked if she 
could use the little blue plug. He said yes. She than 
told him to let her know if it got too uncomfortable 
for him. He stated that this was the first time that he 
allowed this to happen to him. This made her feel very 
honored.

Then out of no where he said that he was going to get 
his phone and take a picture of this. She froze on the 
spot. He knew how she felt about pictures, she hated 
them with every fiber in her body. He saw the fear in 
her face and said he would not do that tonight. He said 
that he knew as soon as they met and she had started 
taking her jeans off for him that she was the one for 
him and that he knew that they would be together for a 
very very long time to come. This made her happy and 
sad to hear it for when they were together she felt the 
same way but when they were apart she felt like she had 
to beg for even a little attention from him. 

Then went on to tell her that he emailed the couple he 
wanted to bring in to use her and was just waiting for 
a reply. She stopped sucking for a moment and asked 
where they were from. He said about forty five minutes 
away from them. She asked if they had any idea what she 
looked like, he told her he gave them a brief 
description. This couple were a man and a woman she had 
been used by men before and not by women so she was a 
little weary on what would be asked of her, but kept 
this to herself, if her master trusted them then she 
should be okay and she would hope that her master would 
not allow anything to happen to her that she was not 
ready for. Plus she thought if they knew what she 
looked like they would want nothing to do with her. 

She was a very confident woman in her day to day life 
but except in one area, her looks. It comes from years 
and years of always being put down, and it would 
probably take as long to build up her self esteem in 
that area. Every time someone said she was beautiful 
she always thought there was a ulterior motive behind 
the statement. But when her master said it she believed 
him, the way he caressed her when he said it and looked 
at her she could just tell he meant it.

He asked her if she wanted to play the rape scene again 
and she agreed. He sat up and went to the other end of 
the bed and she moved up and was lying on her back 
ready and willing for him to bring it on. she went to 
struggle with him again and this time she had her legs 
free also so she went to kick him and he flung her over 
like she was some kind of rag doll. Then he grabbed the 
lube that was still on the bed and covered her ass and 
pussy with it. 'You will be lucky if I do not fist your 
ass tonight,' he stated. With that she fought with 
everything she had in her to get away. He had tried on 
another occasion to double penetrate her ass but 
without luck. 

She knew if he tried to fist her it would tear her. She 
managed to move away a little but soon realized she 
went to the wrong side of the bed and was trapped in 
the corner, but she kept trying to fight him but it was 
no use he then reached down and shoved his hand in her 
pussy as far as it would go, then took some fingers and 
shoved them in her ass, and with his free hand grabbed 
a hold of her hair and yelled, 'Who are you?'

'I am your dirty little slut!' she replied back. 

He shoved his fingers in deeper making her clench, 'And 
who am I!' he screamed at her. 

To her this was a turning point in their relationship 
she was not sure if it would be a good one or not only 
time would tell, but she screamed back at him "You are 
my one and only MASTER, damn it.'

And with that he let her go and leaned down and kissed 
her one last time and said it was time for him to go 
home. While he got dressed and she laid there too 
exhausted to move he asked if she was okay with the way 
things went tonight. She said yes. And as he walked out 
of the bedroom he turned back and asked again if she 
was okay, and again she said yes. With that he was 
gone, as she laid there she looked out the window the 
sun had been up for a couple of hours that had been 
their longest session to date, but hopefully not their 
last. But only time will tell that for sure. 

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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life.

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