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Hell Week Memories - 1 
by dale10 (maipenraikhap@msn.com)

***

An abused pledge in therapy continues the story of his 
initiation. (MF+/M, nc, rp, bi, tor, huml, drugs, preg)

***

I am sorry that I have not been keeping up with my 
report of my abusive hazing at the hands of Billy Chote 
and the members of the TKE Fraternity. I have had a 
kind of nervous breakdown and been unable to do much of 
anything except cry. What a pathetic state for a good 
looking formerly healthy nineteen year old boy to be 
in, I know. For those of you who are unfamiliar with my 
story as told in "Pledge Humiliation Games" I'll just 
recap for you a bit.

I went go college at 18, full of hope and enthusiasm. 
Shortly thereafter I pledged a fraternity. The pledge 
period turned into a sadistic nightmare. I could not 
believe the sick perverted things they did to us, and 
many of the pledges dropped out. I held out until 
almost the end.

Finally I had a breakdown and had to drop out of 
school. I initiated a lawsuit against the frat and was 
sent to a therapist that the fraternity provided. He 
insisted that I recount for him every sick, disgusting 
aspect of my initiation. I realized that I had blocked 
much of the horror from my mind. The therapist used 
hypnosis on me, and suggested that perhaps some of my 
"memories" were false and that I was never indeed 
abused at all. This freaked me out even more, as I had 
been relentlessly sexually abused.

I had to undergo the therapy to complete the lawsuit, 
but as time went on, I seemed to regress under the 
hypnosis. I couldn't sleep, couldn't hold a job, and 
became a nervous wreck. It turns out that the therapist 
was an alumni of the fraternity. Still he insisted he 
was trying to help me. More and more of our session 
took place under hypnosis, and afterward, I would 
suffer "hysterical reactions" to my memories. 

My asshole began to feel once again as it had felt when 
I was anally raped. My mouth would get sore and raw 
with my lips swollen just as it had when I had been 
forced to suck cock night and day. The therapist said 
these were hysterical reactions to my fantasies. 

Then the therapist suggested that I meet the Frat 
president who had been responsible for most of my 
nightmare,  Billy Chote. Billy Chote was a handsome 
jock and bully. He seemed to live only to fuck and 
abuse others. Girls he met seemed to fall under his 
charm only to be fucked and dumped by him.

I broke out in a rash and was sick to my stomach as my 
meeting with Billy approached. I had not seen him since 
that night that I had run away from the Frat house bare 
assed naked and half out of my mind. I was terrified of 
him. Fortunately most of my meeting with him was done 
with me under hypnosis, so I don't remember much of it. 
I do remember that he was as handsome as ever and that 
he kind of sneered at me. I remember him sitting there 
in his tight jeans, rubbing the lump of his crotch, a 
habit he had. 

It was after the session with my therapist where I met 
up with Billy, that I really fell apart. I really had a 
nervous breakdown and almost had to be hospitalized. I 
may still need to be, as I can barely function. I awoke 
from the session with terrible pains in my ass and 
guts. The therapist said that once again these were 
hysterical pains, not caused by any real physical 
problem. My ass hurt so bad, I felt like I had been 
gang fucked. 

I could hardly walk. My mouth was also swollen, and my 
voice was hoarse. But the worst was yet to come. In the 
days that followed the session I began to become 
convinced that I was pregnant with Billy Chote's baby. 
I know this is insane. I am a guy, for Christ's sake. 
What had happened to me? I underwent more and more 
hypnosis, and it just got worse. 

I could feel the baby inside of me I was pregnant with 
Billy's baby! I began to worry about how I could 
deliver it. I know how nuts this is. The therapist had 
me sent to a rest home. All bills would be paid by the 
fraternity. I kept asking the therapist if Billy Chote 
had raped me at the meeting, and he told me that was 
nonsense and my head was filled with delusions.

It was during this time that I began to remember the 
events of Hell Week that I had blocked from my mind. 
This is what I need to share with you. I hope my 
account will spare other young college freshmen the 
horror of what I had to endure. 

In the weeks before Hell Week, our lives were 
miserable. We went to classes sure, but barely had time 
to study. We were kept naked most of the time around 
the frat house. We were fed huge amounts of Viagra so 
our dicks were hard as rock and dripping all the time. 
If a pledge was seen without a hard on, he was 
punished. You must know how dangerous it is to have to 
maintain an erection for hours and hours on end. 

Also Viagra can be dangerous too. Some of the pledges 
had blurry vision, headaches, and saw strange colors 
from the stuff. Others began to have nervous reactions. 
Our pricks ached from the need to cum. They tied bells 
on our dicks so they could hear us coming and going. We 
had to get signatures of frat members on our erect 
cocks with magic markers.

We were taken outside on campus and tied to benches 
with our dicks hanging out for everyone to see. Clothes 
pins were put on our tits and we had to suck clean the 
filthy jock straps of the frat members. 

Sometimes we had to clean the jock pouches of the frat 
brothers while they wore them and leaked into them and 
even pissed into them. They filmed us and showed the 
videos at parties attended by both guys and girls. We 
were forced to sleep as I have said before in a tiny 
closet, naked on top of each other. And we had to shit 
and piss together into a washtub.

After a sports event or after the jocks worked out, we 
had to lick their stinking armpits clean. We also had 
to lick their sweaty balls and ass cracks. Billy Chote 
of course was partial to having his asshole sucked. 
Bill liked to have me suck his asshole while he fucked 
one of his girlfriends. It was so sick, I can hardly 
bare to think about it. 

After the fuck was over, he would make me clean his 
dirty dick with my mouth. When I remember back, it 
seems like I had cock in my mouth all the time. Between 
classes, after classes, all evening. Sometimes I had to 
sleep in Billy's room with his dick in my mouth all 
night.

We were called "faggot, cum-dumps, ass-wipes, fuck-
faces, dick-holes," and worse. We were made to have sex 
with each other for the entertainment of the frat 
brothers and their girlfriends.

I know that you are asking the same thing the court 
people and the police did,  why did we put up with it. 
Any normal guy would have just quit. Walked away! I 
don't know the answer to that. That is why I am in 
therapy. Perhaps those of use who stayed and endured 
the horror were weak, at the time we were told we were 
proving ourselves strong. Billy kept saying things to 
me like, "You are doing great. It won't be long now. 
Good job." 

He would stroke my ego with these words while he gently 
fed me his dick to suck on. I remember crawling from 
frat brother to frat brother licking their dicks and 
balls while they watched TV. I was a mindless freak, 
and they loved it. I won the best pledge award for the 
first half of the hazing period. 

I remember I was so fucking proud. I was sucking dick 
and taking it up the ass and I was actually proud. They 
all laughed at me not only behind my back but to my 
face as well. Guys can be so fucking cruel to other 
guys in the name of harmless fun.

I am sorry, but that is all I can handle now. I'll 
write more later when I feel better. I have to try to 
eat something, but I can't seem to keep any food down. 

To be continued? 

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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life.

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