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My Humiliation
by Kathy S. (kathyseroticstories@yahoo.co.uk)
Edited by Bruce
***
My story begins in 1958, I was 18 years old and was
going out with only my second real boyfriend, Jimmy, it
progresses with my rape by Jimmy who took my virginity
by force, and on through the birth of my two children,
and my total humiliation at the hands of Jimmy, now my
husband, and his friend Moses, a black man whom Jimmy
brought home one night and allowed to rape me. (MMF,
nc, rp, v, 1st, intr)
***
My name is Kathy S. This is my first attempt at writing
erotic stories, although I have had other stories
published under my real name. This story is true and it
begins back in 1958, when I was 18 years old, and
before my marriage to my first husband Jimmy, and the
birth of our two children, a boy and a girl. I have
written my story exactly as it happened, to the best
that my memory will allow:
I had been going out with Jimmy for about three months,
only my second real boyfriend. I was still a virgin at
the time, although Jimmy soon changed that. From the
first day we met, Jimmy was always pestering me for
sex. I always refused him, telling him I was saving
myself for my wedding night. I must say that Jimmy was
seven years older than me and my parents never approved
of him; not just because of the age gap, but also he
came from a different background and had a bad
reputation with women.
We were invited to a birthday party by a friend of
Jimmy's. Although Jimmy knew I wasn't very keen on
alcohol, he kept giving me vodka and orange throughout
the evening, with each glass containing more and more
vodka. I was having a real good time until the drinking
began to take effect. I told Jimmy that I was starting
to feel drunk and ill and that I wanted to go home.
Jimmy said I could go and lie down upstairs on his
friend's bed for awhile until I felt better. I remember
being sick in the bathroom, and Jimmy taking me into
his friend's room and laying me down.
I must have fallen asleep straight away, because the
next thing I remember was feeling a weight on top of
me. It was Jimmy. I realised that we were both naked.
Although my mind was muddled because of the alcohol, I
knew what he was doing to do me. He had my legs splayed
wide and was trying to force his cock inside me. I
struggled and told him to stop, I shouted, "Get off
me!"
He kept telling me to shut up and open up for him. He
was squeezing my tits and sucking my nipples trying to
arouse me, but he was too rough and was hurting me. I
kept trying to push him off me. He grabbed both of my
hands and held them above my head with his one hand,
using his free hand to rub his cock up and down my
slit.
I was terrified! My pussy was bone dry; however he had
this slimy pre-cum oozing from the end of his cock,
making my slit a bit more slippery. Soon I felt his
hard knob pushing at the entrance to my hole. There was
this sudden pain between my thighs and I thought my
groin was on fire. He was inside me…he had robbed me of
my virginity.
Jimmy just lay there on top of me for what seemed like
hours, but was in fact only moments. All the time he
was telling me, "I love you," over and over again,
telling me how tight my cunt was around his cock.
Then he started moving his hips up and down, pushing
his cock in and out of me, deeper and deeper with each
downward thrust. I was sobbing and pleading with him to
stop, but he just kept grunting and pushing it in
harder and harder, faster and faster. "Oh fuck! I'm
going to cum!" he cried out.
I panicked and pleaded, "No Jimmy no, oh god no! Please
Jimmy no, pull out! Don't cum in me! Please, please,
please Jimmy I don't want a baby!"
But it was too late, Jimmy forced his cock as deep
inside my pussy as it would go and just kept it still,
grunting and groaning as his spunk poured out of him,
jet, after jet, after jet, filling my pussy.
After he had lost his erection, he pulled his cock out
of me and stood up. I could see his cock and thighs
covered in his sloppy spunk, mixed with my blood. He
said, "I am going for a piss. Get dressed and I'll take
you home."
I lay there in a sort of daze, not really comprehending
what had just happened to me. I could feel the soreness
in my cunt, the wetness as his spunk as my blood
dribbled out of me and ran down the crack of my arse
and on to the bed. Jimmy came back in to the room and
again told me to get dressed.
When we went back downstairs there were still a few
people left from the party. As we went to leave Jimmy
turned back and announced to the crowd, "I just fucked
Kathy and busted her cherry!" I could have died when a
loud cheer went up from everyone.
Walking home I asked him why he had raped me. He just
laughed and said I was his girlfriend and he was going
to shag me whenever he wanted to. He then ordered me,
"don't tell your parents what happened, or I'll let my
friends fuck you too."
Jimmy hadn't given me my knickers back when he told me
to get dressed. He said he was keeping them so he could
sniff them when he was having a wank. All the way home
his spunk was running out of my pussy down my legs, it
felt really cold in the night air and I had to keep
mopping it up with the inside of my skirt. Needless to
say I fell pregnant.
My parents went mad, when I eventually plucked up the
courage to tell them I was pregnant, although not how
it had came about. Jimmy thought it was great, and so
did his mother. His dad had fucked off years before,
because Jimmy's mom was always sleeping around.
Although this is irrelevant to my story, she had four
other kids beside Jimmy, all by different fathers.
No wonder he turned out the way he did. After we were
married and our son was born, he would still force sex
on me whenever he wanted it. He never taking into
account my feelings or even if I was enjoying it; which
I wasn't. I never had an orgasm during sex with Jimmy.
As I said, my parents couldn't stand Jimmy and kept
asking me, "Why don't you leave him?" Everything came
to a head one night when he came home drunk while they
were at our house. We were living in an old terraced
house that we were renting from a friend of mom and
dad. The house had two bedrooms upstairs, with a
kitchen and sitting room downstairs, and a shared
toilet down the yard. The house was down an entry,
behind other terraced houses along the road.
Anyway, Jimmy was abusive as usual when he had drink in
him. He told my parents, "Shut the door on your way
out!" adding that he was taking me upstairs for a shag
and he was going to fuck the arse of me. Mom and dad
walked out in disgust, saying they were never coming
back, and, "If you stay with that animal 'Jimmy' we
want nothing more to do with you."
Jimmy took me upstairs and told me to get undressed for
a good seeing too. Ever since our son was born we had
always used Rubber Johnnies, "condoms" during sex.
Jimmy said he didn't want anymore kids, and I certainly
didn't. I undressed and lay on top of the bed. Jimmy
pulled down his pants, and then opened the bedside
cabinet drawer, after rummaging around he said, "Fuck
no Johnnies."
He pulled my legs apart and tried to enter me. I
squirmed and tried to push him off, pleading with him,
"Please Jimmy, don't do it without a Johnny!" He hit me
and told me to lie still. Not being aroused I was very
dry down there.
Jimmy just stuck his cock at the entrance to my vagina
and forced himself into me, which was quite painful.
Then came the sawing motion…in out, in out, in out.
Gradually I was becoming wet from his pre-cum and my
own lubrication so it got easier. He was grunting and
groaning while I pleaded with him, "Don't cum inside
me! Please Jimmy pull out when you cum! Promise, you
won't cum in me! Please Jimmy be careful, don't cum
inside me!"
Suddenly he rammed his cock hard into me and shouted,
"I'm coming, I'm coming, and I'm shooting in you!"
I was screaming, "No, please no Jimmy! Pull it out!"
After he'd cum, he rolled off me, then, pushed three of
his fingers into my pussy slopping them around in his
cum, he pulled them out and forced them into my mouth,
making me gag. I had never tasted a man's sperm before,
and to me it was horrible; he did this a few times,
forcing me to lick his fingers clean. Now I was
pregnant again! This time I gave birth to our daughter.
Jimmy was still bullying me and forcing me into sex
whenever he wanted; he still threatened to let his
friends fuck me if I didn't co-operate. Even though he
was using Johnnies again, he nicknamed me his "spunk
bag" often referring to me in this way in front of
others. I knew Jimmy was having sex with other girls,
even two of my friends but I didn't care. I thought the
more he fucks them, the less he'd be looking to shag
me.
Then he started telling me more and more, that he
wanted to watch other men screwing me. He said it was
his fantasy and he was going to bring someone home one
day so he could watch him doing me. It got to the stage
where I was living in terror, in case he would make me
do it.
One thing about Jimmy, he was a good provider for me
and the kids, he used to work on the railways and did
lots of overtime, often coming home when the kids and I
were in bed. We never went short of food or clothes,
and he was always buying presents for the kids, but he
spent far too much money on drink. This was sometimes
ok, because he would often be too drunk to force
himself on me.
One night however, he came home drunk in the early
hours of the morning and woke me up saying, "I've
brought a present home for you." He turned to the open
bedroom door and said quietly, "Come in here Moses and
close the door."
I looked over to see a black man coming towards the
bed! I froze in shock and fear, my head was pounding
and my mouth and throat went dry! I tried to scream no,
but nothing came out. Jimmy sensed my fear and said,
"Relax, relax! Moses has never shagged a white woman.
In fact he hasn't shagged any woman since coming to
England, over two years ago! I told him he could fuck
you for a pound, that's why he's here."
I was shaking so much that my teeth were rattling; I
began pleading, "No Jimmy no! Oh god, please no!"
But he snapped at me, "Shut up, will you or the
neighbours will hear you and you'll wake the kids." The
he started kissing me roughly and I could smell his
boozy breath. He was squeezing my tits really hard,
then he was pulling my nightdress off and I was
struggling with him and crying, begging him not to do
this to me. He took no notice. He never allowed me to
wear my knickers in bed, so without my nightdress I was
completely naked; especially as the blankets had fallen
onto the floor during the struggle.
I saw that Moses was standing on the other side of the
bed. He had his trousers off and was rubbing his hard
cock with one hand. I could see his black knob all wet
with his pre-cum. I was crying and pleading with him
not to do it to me. Jimmy pulled my hands above my head
to stop me fighting, while Moses climbed on the bed and
pulled my legs apart. I was sobbing, begging, pleading
with them both not to do it.
"Please god, don't let them do it! Please stop them."
Then Moses' hard cock was pressing at the entrance to
my vagina. I squealed, "No!" He pressed forward and
buried himself right inside me. He began thrusting
himself in and out of me. It must have been his pre-cum
that got him inside me so easily, because my pussy was
bone dry. Then it hit me…he wasn't wearing a condom! I
screamed at Jimmy, "Make him put a Johnny on please!
Jimmy please!" He ordered Moses, "Get your cock out of
her quick." He gave him a rubber Johnny which Moses put
on, and then he was straight back into me, shoving his
cock up my cunt to the hilt. He might not have had sex
for two years, but he fucked me for ages. I thought he
would never finish. Meanwhile, Jimmy forced his hard
cock into my mouth and told me to suck it.
This was the first time I ever had a cock in my mouth
and it was awful, my husband's dick in my mouth, and a
black man I didn't know, ramming his black cock up my
cunt. When Jimmy came in my mouth, he made me swallow
it all and clean his dick! Then he gave me a running
commentary on what Moses was doing to me! "Kathy, this
is lovely watching Moses black cock going in and out of
your white fanny. His cock is really big and it's
stretching your pussy. I don't think any of your
friends have ever shagged a black man, not even
Jennifer or Carol." They were two of my friends I knew
Jimmy was fucking. "You're the first to have a black
cock up you. They'll all be so jealous when they find
out."
I thought, "Oh god no! Please don't tell anyone." Jimmy
went on! "You must love it! I can see your cunt lips
sucking on Moses cock when he pulls it out they are
stretching out with his dick, and when he goes in, they
push right inside with his black dick. You must be
really tight up her fanny, eh Moses?" I cried out,
"It's because I am dry. His cock is making me sore. Its
hurting me; please make him hurry up and come, or pull
it out!" I heard Moses say, "I'm not used to rubbers. I
can't fuck right with rubbers on so I'm taking it off."
I cried, "No, no, no; Jimmy. Give him the Vaseline from
the cabinet or he will give me a black baby."
Moses applied the Vaseline to my cunt; then pushed his
dick back into me; this was better now, and took a
little bit of the soreness away. Moses sped up and
after a few more minutes he came in me really hard. His
body was stiff for a long time and then he went limp
and kept mumbling, "Yah mama, You're, gonna have my
black baby."
I swear to god that I could feel his cock jerking
inside me, and then he withdrew it, rolled off me and
lay beside me on the bed. Moses pulled off the Johnny
and said; "What'da want to do with this Jimmy?" He took
it from him and held it up to see how much spunk was in
it. Then he forced me to open my mouth and emptied the
condom into it. I gagged, but he held my nose which
forced me to swallow it all. He made me give Moses cock
a quick suck to clean it. He then let him out of the
house.
I spent the rest of the night crying, while he kept
telling me how great it was watching another man fuck
me. Especially a black man with a huge black cock! He
said "You must have really enjoyed that big black bone
inside you," and all my sobbing and crying was because
of, "the pleasure you were getting from it." He would
not accept that it was from the soreness, pain and
humiliation that he and his friend had put me through.
Then he said the only thing that had spoiled it for us
was that Moses hadn't given me a bellyful of his black
spunk.
My story continues along this line for another year or
so, with my degradation at the hands of my husband
Jimmy, until his untimely, or perhaps, from my point of
view, timely death. If any readers are interested in
reading about what else has happened to me over the
years, I will write more episodes from my life history.
I would dearly love feedback from readers, letting me
know what they think of my first story.
Kathy S.
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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life.
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