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Mum's The Word
by Beating Off Bob (beatingoffbob@yahoo.com)
***
Bobby was a fourteen year old boy, who still took baths
with his mother. He was used to it, and didn't think a
thing about it. But the boys at school talked about
things he didn't understand, and, when he asked his
mother about them... bath time changed. (F/m-teen, ped,
inc, 1st, preg)
***
You're going to think this is a sad story, because it
starts out sad. But don't be sad for long, brothers and
sisters, because it ends up pretty OK, at least to me
it does. I'm Bobby, by the way, Bobby Henderson. That
really doesn't matter to the story, except that it's
about me and my mother, Claire Henderson. There are a
few other people in it too, but they only matter a
little. I'll mention them later.
My mom's story starts out like a lot of people hope
their adult lives will start, with a good marriage to a
good man who gave her a good baby - that's me - and
they were pretty happy, all things considered. But my
father was killed in an accident at the plant and
things sort of went to shit starting then.
I was only six at the time, and I don't really remember
too much about him. I do remember my mother crying
every night for a long, long time after she told me he
wouldn't be coming home any more. She told me later
that, in my six year old style, I tried to make her
feel better, telling her that I loved her and that it
was going to be OK. That's what she told ME whenever
something I thought was bad had happened. You know...
scraped knee, hit by a baseball, stepped on a nail...
that kind of thing. So, when I heard her crying I said
the same things to her.
As strange as it sounds, the words I said to her when I
was six had a profound impact on our relationship, and
would continue to have that impact for years and years.
More about that later.
There was a huge insurance settlement that meant my mom
didn't have to work. She loved being a mother, and, as
I was her only child (she had a miscarriage a year
before Dad died) she had no one else to pour her love
onto except me. I think all that love she had left over
from loving my father got poured on me too, but that
part comes later too.
It was 1956 then, and attitudes about single mothers
were different then than they are today. A widow woman
in those days didn't have much to hope for unless she
was wealthy. We were, but I didn't know it then. Mom
was approached by all kinds of gold digging guys who
brought her flowers and candy and the like, but she
rebuffed them all.
Later she told me she felt like Daddy could see her and
it just seemed dirty to do the things those men wanted
her to do. So, being independently secure financially,
she bent her attentions to a lot of volunteer kinds of
things. She was a teacher aide, and a Red Cross Donut
Dolly, and she worked at the homeless shelter
sometimes. She went to the library, taking me with her,
and read stories to children one evening a week.
I loved all those stories, and her sweet mellow voice
as she read them. She had a knack for making up voices
to go with the characters in the stories. She even made
up a deep raspy voice when a troll spoke, and she
actually sounded scary! To me at least.
And in the evenings we played games and watched TV and
she asked me all about school and my friends.
My favorite time was bath time. In those days you
didn't take a bath every single day, like people do
now. You took a bath when you needed one, and that was
about it. A lot depended on what you did during the
day. If you got hot and sweaty, you took a bath. If you
didn't do anything except sit in class, or something
like that, you might not. I played outside quite a bit,
with other kids in the neighborhood, so I needed a bath
more often than Mom did.
The first bath I remember for sure was when I was maybe
ten. I have vague memories of baths before that.
Whenever mom took a bath, she put me in the tub too. It
was really no different than it was any other time. As
she washed herself, and me, we'd talk about things and
she'd tell me stories. I do remember the feel of her
soft hands sliding around on my body... across my
chest, or back, or along my arms. It felt good when she
touched me. And I remember that almost every single
time she gave me a bath she told me what a big, strong
boy I was, and how handsome I was. She said other
things too, but I remember those the most.
What happened when I was ten that made me never forget
it was that she was sitting down in the tub, soapy
water just under her breasts, and I was standing up
while she washed my legs. We'd done it this way a
thousand times.
But this time I got an erection.
My little ten year old pecker reared its puny head and
stuck straight out from my body like a flag pole off
the facade at Macy's. It was pointing right at Mom's
face like a little toy rifle. She never blinked an eye.
When her hands slid down my belly they slid onto that
stiff little thing and she washed it too.
"You're a handsome boy Bobby. And a big, strong boy."
she said, like she'd said a thousand times before. "And
you've got a big strong handsome penis that you can be
very proud of."
That was the first time I ever heard the word "penis".
All my friends called it a "dick", but the way they
said it communicated that it was a dirty word, so I
never used that word around my mother.
Her hand slid under my penis to the little empty sack
that was under there, more of a bulge than anything
else. "And someday you're going to have big strong
handsome testicles that will be all full of nice sperm
for some lucky girl."
Now she was talking a foreign language, but her voice
sounded mellow and sweet, like always, and I just
assumed that whatever she was talking about was a good
thing.
Then it was my turn to wash her. It had been my job,
for as long as I could remember, to wash her back, and
her hair, and I liked doing it. Her back was smooth and
slippery in the bath water, and her skin felt good to
my hands, like her hands felt good to my skin.
So I got behind her and washed her back and she handed
me the shampoo like she had a thousand times before. We
had a cup that we kept by the tub and we used that to
capture fresh water to do her hair with. I loved
pouring that cup of water over her head while she
sputtered and acted funny. And I was rubbing my hands
through her hair, getting up a good lather and my penis
kept touching the back of her neck.
It felt good doing that and I leaned forward a little,
poking her more. She turned her head around and looked
at what was poking her and then looked up at me with
something in her eyes that made me feel all warm
inside. Then she turned around and I finished up and
poured three or four cups of water on her head while
she sputtered and complained that she was drowning and
called for help in a cartoon character's voice.
We dried each other off too. When she was drying me she
dried my still-hard penis and I asked her: "Is it going
to stay like that forever?"
She smiled and said, "No, it will get soft again. They
always get soft again. It's too bad, really, because
they're a lot more fun when they're hard."
I didn't understand that either, but my worry that my
pants would stick out at school went away. It did get
soft later, when I was in bed.
But it got hard again the next time we bathed.
In fact it got hard again EVERY time we bathed after
that. She never acted like it was anything to worry
about, so I didn't worry either. She started washing it
more than she had in the past, though, and it felt
wonderful when she did that. Her hand covered it,
leaving about half an inch left over and, as she slid
her hand back and forth to get that half inch clean too
I got that warm feeling again, like when her big brown
eyes had stared into mine.
By the time I was twelve, she was washing my penis for
ten minutes at a time. I had to have the cleanest penis
in town, but I didn't care, because it felt fabulous
when she did that. I was too tall to wash her hair if
she was sitting down now, and she got to her knees when
it was time to wash her back and hair, and now my hard
dick poked into her back, I got my body right up next
to hers when I did her hair, rubbing my dick all over
her back because it felt so good.
Then one day she was washing my penis when I felt
something happening in my groin. It was a kind of pain,
but it was a pain that felt good somehow. It made me
bend my knees. But it happened so fast that I got
scared. I made a noise and Mom looked up at me and I
guess my face was showing something because she
stopped.
Something made me say, "Please don't stop."
"What's happening Bobby?" she asked me.
"I don't know. It feels funny and it hurts kind of, but
I want you to keep doing that."
And she started again, staring up at my face. The pain
rushed back at me again and my gut clenched and it was
AWFUL... except that it was FABULOUS too! The pain
streaked through my dick and it was so powerful that I
had to sit down. I splashed water everywhere and bumped
my head on the back of the tub. Mom was up and over me
in a flash, worry in her eyes. I blinked and then
grinned what must have been a funny looking grin
because she laughed. She had the nicest, most musical
laugh and all my worry that something bad had happened
just fled. My dick felt wonderful.
"Don't worry. It's going to be OK. My big strong boy is
close to being a big strong man." she said. She leaned
forward and kissed me on my forehead. And, like I said
earlier, those words made me feel like everything was
fine. What had happened was strange, and a little
scary, but if she said it was going to be OK, then it
was going to be OK.
Not long after that Jimmy Thompson snuck one of his
father's Playboys into school, and at recess he was
showing it to a bunch of us boys. He opened it to the
middle and there was a picture of a naked woman,
standing by a bathtub. She was blond and had on a lot
of makeup, and she looked different than my mother.
The guys were saying things like, "Oh MAN!" and "Look
at those TITS!" and "You can almost see her PUSSY! and
"Shiiit she's sooo sexy." These guys were salivating
all over this picture and I couldn't figure it out. I'd
seen it all before, and much closer and in person, and
I'd see again that night. But I was smart enough to
keep my mouth shut about it.
That was the first time I realized that maybe... just
maybe, the other boys didn't take baths with their
mothers. I mean all us guys took showers after gym, and
I washed myself perfectly well in there and didn't
think a thing about it. But taking baths with my mother
was just as normal, and I didn't think anything about
that either. At least not until Jimmy brought that
Playboy to school.
Andrew Tucker bawled that he was getting a hard-on and
grabbed his crotch. Two other guys said they were too
and I realized it was because they were looking at a
picture of a naked woman.
I learned a lot that day. the rest of the day I thought
about those hard-ons I got in the bathtub... when my
mother was naked.
And, to my credit (as she told me later), I asked my
mother about it as we were getting ready to take a bath
that night.
"Mom, can I ask you a question?" I said.
"Sure honey," was her completely normal reply.
So I told her about the Playboy, and about what the
guys had all said, and about their erections.
She had been taking off her blouse, but she stopped as
I talked. I had already taken off my shirt and was
standing there in jeans and socks.
She didn't say anything for a minute, and she was
looking everywhere except at me. I remembered I hadn't
actually asked the question.
"So my question is, do I get hard-ons in the bathtub
because I think you're sexy?"
Now she looked at me. "You think I'm sexy?" she asked.
"I guess so. You look just like the woman in the
magazine, and they said she's sexy."
Now I should tell you that I was about to turn
thirteen, which made my mother thirty-two. And she DID
look like the woman in the playboy. Her breasts were
different. The woman in the magazine had big round
breasts that bulged off her chest and looked like they
weighed a lot. The rest of her was normal. I mean she
wasn't fat or anything.
My mother's breasts came out from her chest and then
turned upwards almost, coming to a point. The tips were
darker pink than the rest of her and they kind of
looked like eyes that were looking in different
directions, one looking slightly to the right and the
other slightly to the left. In one way they looked kind
of like little ski slopes or something on the tops. The
bottoms were round, like that woman's in the magazine.
And Mom wasn't fat either. Her waist was narrow above
hips that spread out and then dipped back in where her
legs started. She didn't wear lots of makeup or
anything, so her face looked plain, but I had seen her
in makeup when she was going to a party or someplace
where grownups did whatever they did, and she looked
like the woman in the magazine then too.
"Well, I knew this would happen some day," she said
with a sigh. "I guess it's time we had a talk." she
started buttoning up her blouse. "And I guess there
won't be any more baths together."
I thought I'd done something horribly wrong. I felt my
heart pounding in my chest and my eyes got full of
tears and I said "Please Mom, I'm sorry. I won't do it
again. Please don't be mad at me."
She looked startled and said "Whatever are you talking
about Bobby?"
"I don't KNOW!" I wailed. "But if we can't have baths
together any more you MUST be mad at me, and I don't
know WHY you're mad, but I promise I won't ever do it
again. Please don't make us stop." I had suddenly
equated bathing with my mother as a pleasure that was a
privilege... that could be taken away for bad behavior.
She got that look in her eyes again and she jumped up
and hugged me tight. 'Oh, I'm sorry baby." she said in
those soothing mother tones. "I'm not mad at you. Not
at all. You're a fine young man, and I love you very
much. But we need to talk about some things."
I wiped my eyes, ashamed I was crying. Boys didn't cry
in those days. "Can't we talk about it in the bathtub,
like always?" I begged.
She looked startled. When I later thought back on it,
while I just thought we were taking baths and feeling
good, she knew exactly what was going on in the
bathtub, and she assumed I did too.
She sat down on the toilet. "Maybe we can talk about it
in the bath. But I have to ask you a question first.
What do you know about sex?"
"Sex?" I said. "I don't know. It's how babies are
made?" I asked hopefully.
"Do you know what two people do to MAKE a baby?" she
asked patiently.
I was lost. I heard the guys talking about tits and
pussies and dicks all the time, and "getting it on" was
mentioned a lot too, but it was all just words to me. I
mean if somebody had never seen a car and they heard
the words "bumper... clutch... taillight... headliner,"
would they understand how a car was made?"
So, to my credit (as she later told me), I told the
truth. "I don't think so."
She frowned and bit her lip. Then she said "Bobby, when
you see me naked, what do you think about?"
Now what kind of question was that? I was trying to
please her, to make her happy so we could take a bath
and I'd get to wash her hair and rub my dick against
her back, but I didn't know the right answers.
"I don't know," I started. "I think about how pretty
you are, and about how good it will feel to wash your
back, and about playing with the soap in your hair to
make it stand up straight like Alfalfa’s cowlick on the
Little Rascals."
"Do you like it when I wash your penis?" she asked.
"Sure, it feels great." I said back. "It's my favorite
part, especially when I get that pain that feels so
good."
"Do you know what that nice feeling is called?" she
asked, looking curious now.
"It has a name?" I asked, surprised.
She muttered "What are they teaching kids in school
nowadays?" and then looked up at me. I realized she
hadn't been asking me that question. That warm look
that I liked so much was in her eyes. I could almost
fall into those eyes when she did that. They looked
like big pools of liquid chocolate or something. And of
all the things I felt my penis start getting hard.
She stood up. "Bobby, I'm going to have to teach you
about sex. It's obvious the school isn't doing it."
Neither of us knew that the sex ed part of Health
wouldn't take place until the year I'd be fourteen,
which was a whole year away. "There are things you need
to know about, but it's complicated. And I don't want
you talking with the other boys about anything we
discuss. Deal?"
She was unbuttoning her blouse again and the relief
that flooded over me was so strong that my eyes teared
up again. I snorted and gulped and rubbed my nose and
said "OK... deal."
So I got the lecture on the birds and the bees from my
mother... in the bathroom... naked as a jaybird... with
visual aides.
When we were both naked, instead of getting in the
bathtub she sat down on the toilet seat and told me to
stand in front of her. She reached out and cupped my
penis and balls in her hand. "These are what the man
needs for sex" she said, hefting them. My penis got
harder. "The testicles are located in here" she
fingered the sack that, a year ago had been small and
empty, but which, since then had grown something in
there that hurt if I squeezed them too hard.
I had been worried about that. I was afraid I had
cancer or something. I wanted to talk to mom about it,
but I was afraid, so I never did. Now, just by
describing my sexual organs to me, she put my mind at
ease. "And, when you're old enough, the testicles will
make sperm." She played with them a little longer.
"Your friends probably call these your balls." she
said.
That was true and I told her so.
"Now THIS," she said, putting her hand around my mostly
stiff penis, "is your penis. Your friends might have
lots of names for it, like cock or prick." When the
balls make sperm, that sperm comes out of this little
hole at just the right time."
"Like when I pee?" I asked.
She smiled. "No, dear. It comes out when your penis is
inside the woman's vagina."
"Oh" I said. I had no idea what a vagina was.
She must have known that because she went on. "Your
friends call the vagina a pussy, probably. There are
other words for it too, but most of them are not very
nice."
I was confused. My penis stuck out a good four or five
inches. I looked down at her hand, which was stroking
my penis slowly. "But How can something like that go
INSIDE a woman?" I asked. "There's no room for it."
"Yes there is." she said patiently. She spread her
legs, opening up a part of her that I'd never really
seen before. I'd seen the hair, but there was more,
underneath that hair that I'd never known was there. It
looked like she had a little sideways mouth, with two
kind of floppy lips.
"This is my pussy." she said. One of her fingers teased
the two lips apart and there was a small area of
darkness, like a little hole exposed. "And it forms a
tunnel up inside me." she said. Then, as I watched
unbelieving, she slid a finger up inside her body. A
WHOLE finger... CLEAR up inside her! When she brought
that finger out it was shiny and wet looking.
"It's wet!" I said, involuntarily.
"Yes, my body makes something to help a penis slid up
inside there. It's a small place, and a man's penis is
big. It helps if there's lubrication."
"But how do you know when to... um... make some
lubrication?" I asked. This was starting to sound more
and more complicated.
Mom reached out and grasped my hard cock again. "Things
happen automatically. Your penis gets hard when it
wants to have sex. When a vagina wants to let a penis
inside, it makes lubricant. Then, when the penis is
inside the vagina, the sperm comes out.
She went on, explaining what the sperm did once it was
inside a woman's body, and about how the egg, if it got
penetrated by a sperm, attached itself to the wall of
the womb and all that stuff. It was a lot of
information.
I was doing fine until we got to the part where the
baby comes out of the vagina. There was no way I would
believe that a whole baby could come out of a tiny
little place like that. It would kill them both. We got
into an argument and she insisted that it happened that
way and finally I gave up and said I believed her. But
I didn't.
Then we took our bath. Just like always.
I don't know if it was fate, or maybe the fact that I
now understood and my body caught up with my brain, but
on this night, when she washed my penis and that
wonderful feeling, which she had just named "orgasm"
came over me, it wasn't the same.
This time that awful sweet pain was there, but then I
felt something going through my penis that felt so
soothing. It all happened so fast that I just had a
fleeting recognition of that soothing, delightful
feeling when something shot out of the tip of my cock
and splattered all over my mother's breasts.
Her eyes went all round and wide and she took in a big
breath that she didn't blow back out again. I was
afraid she'd think I'd peed on her, even though I knew
it wasn't pee. But her other hand came up and rubbed at
the stuff I'd shot out, spreading it all over her
breasts. Her hand kept going, and as I looked down I
could see more of the stuff oozing and dripping out of
the end of my cock.
Then she was holding me, her arms around me, my cock
pressed to her breasts and her arms on my butt. It was
a little like being tackled in football, except nobody
was moving and it felt wonderful. It seemed like I
should be doing something with my hands, so I kind of
stroked her hair.
I knew something important had happened. Then her
lecture of only half an hour before came back to me. In
an instant of clarity I had an idea. "Was that my sperm
Mom?" I asked.
Those deep brown eyes looked up at me and she smiled
the widest and most brilliant smile I'd seen on her
face in a long time. "Yes it is sweety. You're a real
man now."
Then she explained what had happened and I learned a
knew word: masturbation. I'd heard of jacking off, but
didn't know what it meant and somehow knew that if I
asked the guys I'd get laughed at. When she put a name
to what she'd been doing to me for a year, I completely
understood why the guys talked about it a lot. It had
just never occurred to me that I could do it for
myself. That was something Mom did. Plain and simple.
But then we got into an argument because she said that
mothers aren't SUPPOSED to masturbate their sons. She
said that, now that I was a man, she should stop doing
that, and that our baths should stop and all kinds of
things I didn't like at all.
I remember at one point I said "If this is being a man
I don't want to be a man."
She had a tinkling laugh and it came out now. "Bobby,
you're going to love being a man. Some day you'll get
to slide that handsome prick you have into some lucky
girl's pussy and you'll squirt all that lovely sperm
inside her and she'll have your baby. It will be the
best thing that's ever happened to you. You won't miss
seeing your flabby old naked mother at all."
"Really?" I said, interested now, despite the fact that
I wanted to tell her there wasn't an inch of flab on
her anywhere. "When will that happen?"
"Oh, I don't know, maybe in eight or ten years," she
said.
"EIGHT OR TEN YEARS?!" I shouted. I have to go without
seeing you naked, or touching your soft skin for EIGHT
OR TEN YEARS?!"
You know how little kids at the store bug their parents
so much, asking for something over and over and over
again that the parents finally throw up their hands and
give in? Well, I wasn't little, but I could beg with
the best of them.
My mother, though she kept saying that normal mothers
didn't do these things with their sons, continued to
let me bathe with her. And each time she stroked me
until I came. She usually rubbed my semen, another new
word she taught me, into here skin, over her breasts. I
wished I could do that part, but I never asked.
Over the next year it began to get a little crowded in
the tub, as I put on three inches of height and my
muscles somehow got larger. I also started growing hair
in places where there had been only wisps of fluff
before. My voice started cracking and then settled into
a baritone that I thought sounded quite good.
On my fourteenth birthday my mother did two things that
I'll remember forever. Oh, I'm sure she got me a
birthday present, but I don't remember what it was. But
the first thing I remember about that day was that when
it was bath time, and she said "Bobby, you're just
getting too big for baths."
My first reaction was that she was going to make us
stop. I wasn't quite as emotional on the outside as I
had been before, but inside I was dying. My shoulders
must have slumped, or I did something that she saw,
because she smiled and said "Don't you take showers at
school?"
Sure I did. "Uh... yeah," I said.
"Then we can start taking showers here at home too."
she said simply.
There was a big glassed in shower in her bathroom, but
I never went in there. The bathtub was in the main
bathroom, the one I used all the time though, come to
think of it, the only times I ever saw her in there was
when she was doing laundry or we were taking a bath.
She led me into her bathroom, holding my hand like I
was a little boy again. The shower stall was bigger
than I'd thought it would be, and there was plenty of
room in there for both of us. She turned on the water
and then started taking her clothes off.
I stood there for a minute, watching. There was
something about seeing her take off her clothing in a
place we'd never done it before that made it seem
different somehow. I'd seen her naked hundreds of
times, of course, but as her breasts came into view I
saw again the pages of that Playboy magazine, and the
woman standing there, showing her breasts to the world.
I got instantly hard.
She looked at me quizzically and I fumbled with my
shirt buttons, trying to catch up to her for some
reason. When I slid my pants down and my cock flopped
out she smiled.
"You always make me feel pretty." she said.
"Huh?" I responded.
"Your erections... and the way you look at me. They
always make me feel pretty." she said, dropping the
last of her clothes.
"You are pretty." I said. She was. It was just a
statement of fact. "You're just as pretty as that woman
in the magazine." I said, unthinkingly. She looked
confused. "The woman in the Playboy I told you about."
I added.
Her eyes lit up and she laughed. "The girls are going
to have to watch out for you pretty soon," she said,
still laughing. "With a tongue like that they're going
to be in trouble."
We got into the shower, which was all foggy by then and
soon her hands were sliding all over my body. This was
different somehow. Maybe it was because in the bathtub
we had washed ourselves, mostly, with the exception
that I washed her back and she washed my penis until I
ejaculated. But this time she washed all of me, with
long strokes of her hands that felt fabulous, touching
so much more of me than before. It was fantastic. I
just stood there and shook with the emotions it caused.
She started washing my penis and made this sound in her
throat that was kind of like a growl.
"You've grown so much in this last year," she said,
stroking me. "You're a man in all but years." She was
close to me. "Your father would be so proud of you."
Her hand, sliding up and down what Jimmy Johnson had
only that day called a "love bone", felt so good I
moaned. Then she stopped. I made a sound of unhappiness
and she laughed again.
"Tonight, as part of your birthday present, you get to
wash me," she said. "All of me."
It was incredible. I had felt her back a hundred times,
but as I slid my soapy hands all over her she felt so
much different. I wanted to wash those breasts
suddenly, and my hands cupped them and squeezed them,
sliding over them. There were suddenly bumps on the
tips of those soft round things, and I bent over to see
them. Her nipples had always been flat before, but now
they stuck out... WAY out... almost like my penis got
bigger and longer and stiffer. She moaned as I tweaked
one, feeling its texture.
"Wash me everywhere," she said. She sounded like she
had run some little distance, and was breathing deeply.
When I didn't move my hands she took one and shoved it
down, between her legs, to that place where she had
slid a finger into herself. "Wash me there," she
gasped.
I gave an experimental kind of rub and was astonished
when my middle finger slid into a crevice of sorts. Mom
moaned again and her knees bent a little as she opened
her legs a little.
"Yes." she panted. "Right there." I moved my hand,
feeling hair and skin and that crevice as one of her
hands went to my shoulder and the other went to my
chest. She pulled on my shoulder and pushed on my
chest. I knew that when she washed my cock that it felt
better when she went faster, so I started sliding my
hand in and out between her legs. The tip of my middle
finger found something deeper inside that crevice and
slid into her body, like her own finger had.
"Yes, baby," she groaned.
Watching her face told me this was something that made
her feel very good. Not knowing anything else to do I
slid my finger in and out of her and washed her more
and more. She stumbled backward, pulling me with her
until her back was against what I knew was the cold
surface of the tile on the wall. Her eyes closed and
she turned her fact up as her mouth gaped open.
Suddenly she shook all over and the flesh around my
finger got tighter. She let out a long, whining moan
that, had I not known was from happiness, I would have
thought was from pain.
Something told me to stop rubbing and I froze, my
finger still deep in her body. Her eyes opened and I
saw something there that was almost scary. It wasn't
that loving deep look she had given me so many times.
Her eyes looked almost cat like somehow... intense...
like she looked when she was really, really mad, only
the rest of her face wasn't her 'mad' face.
The hand she had on my chest went up to my other
shoulder and she pulled me to her. I wanted to be up
against her, but my hand was between us and I pulled it
out from between her legs. Her breasts crushed into my
chest, soft, yielding but somehow firm too, and her
lips came towards mine. I knew she was going to kiss me
but I'd never kissed anybody and didn't know what to
do. So I just leaned against her and waited.
When her lips touched mine they moved apart and then
together again, almost like she was trying to take a
little bite out of my lips. I had this insane thought
that she was going to bite me for some reason. Then her
tongue forced against my closed lips and I opened my
mouth in surprise.
She turned her head a little sideways and I felt her
tongue go inside my mouth and dart all over. It was so
strange. I thought I should be grossed out, but I
wasn't. In fact, something made me want to stick MY
tongue into HER mouth. And when I did she crushed me to
her with strength I wasn't aware she had in her light,
slim body.
I wish I could tell you more about that kiss, but the
fact is I don't remember much more about it than that.
I got kind of light headed and my mind sort of flitted
off somewhere else for a minute.
When it came back she had stopped kissing my lips and
was kissing my chest... then my stomach... and then she
was on her knees in front of me, with the water pouring
over both of us... and something hot engulfed my iron
hard penis. I looked down.
It was her mouth.
I wish I could tell you more about how her mouth felt
on my penis, but the fact is that my mind flitted off
to make sure that wherever it went the first time was
still there. When it came back I was spurting. Her
mouth was sucking then. I felt like my whole insides
was shooting out through my prick into her mouth.
Then I fell down.
I know it sounds stupid, but I did. I didn't trip or
anything. I just suddenly fell down. I felt myself
going and sort of caught myself with my hands just as
my tailbone hit the tile floor. It would have hurt a
LOT more if I hadn't been able to do that. It still
hurt a lot.
Mom was all scared and concerned looking and crawled
over to make sure I was OK. The feeling of weakness
passed and I told her I was OK and she turned off the
water and helped me stand up.
"Are you SURE you're OK?" she asked, dripping and naked
beside me.
"Yeah," I responded. "I think it just felt so good for
a second there that I didn't want to stand up any
more."
She laughed and I felt better. She got a big fluffy
towel and dried me off, and then herself. I was
watching as she dried herself, and her breasts and
everything were so beautiful. I looked down and my
prick was standing straight out from my body again. I
couldn't believe it.
Mom looked over at me and that look in her eyes came
back. She stood up and said "I'm worried about you."
"No... really... I'm fine." I stammered.
"Well I'm still worried. I think you had better sleep
in my bed tonight," she said.
OK, now I know what you're thinking. You're thinking
that a thirty-something woman who just blew her son in
the shower wasn't worried at all, and that he had to be
completely stupid not to know what she REALLY meant.
But YOU aren't fourteen, with no experience... well
with ALMOST no experience... who just went through
something that was still sending aftershocks through
you.
But I was all those things. And I really didn't know
what she meant.
"OK," I said. "But where are YOU going to sleep if I
sleep in your bed?"
Remember... I TOLD you I was completely stupid.
She smiled a tight little smile. "The bed's big enough
for two, and I think I need to keep an eye on you. At
least for tonight. You know, like they say at the
hospital when they make somebody stay overnight for
observation? I'm going to put you under observation
tonight."
It sounded reasonable to me and, when she took my hand
and led me to her bedroom, I followed. She let go of my
hand and turned back the covers.
I said "I'll go get my PJs."
She laughed that delightful laugh that sounded like she
was SO happy. "In my bed you don't need PJs."
So, naked as a jaybird, I crawled into my mother's bed
and, after she turned out the light, naked as another
jaybird, she climbed in with me.
***
I know that, to you who are reading this, many years
later, it seems I was an incredibly stupid young man.
To have my mother first masturbate me and then put my
penis in her mouth as it spurted seems clear and simple
to you as an indicator of where things might be headed.
But remember, I was fourteen, in a small town that was
pretty conservative, and where talk of sex was
restricted to the playground, or the infrequent
sleepovers we had in those days.
Sex education was just beginning to be talked about as
part of the health classes taught in those days. And,
for the most part, "Health Class" meant instruction on
the importance of hygiene in combating disease. Those
were the days when people didn't take baths every day
like most do nowadays.
The 'ration mentality' of the war and the Korean
conflict that followed had only begun to abate in the
last ten years, and many people of my mother's age were
very frugal when it came to household expenses. Even
though my mom was well off, due to the insurance
settlement, we didn't live a grand lifestyle. Other
than the fact that there was no man coming home at the
end of the day, you couldn't have told us apart from
any of our neighbors.
But a vibrant young woman, whose dreams of a family,
dreams which, only a few years ago were ripe and ready
to burst like buds on a tree in spring no longer
viable, couldn't be blamed for trying to revive those
dreams. Those dreams wouldn't have been understandable
to a fourteen year old boy, with his own set of
problems and dreams. And the fact that she never told
me, at least not then, how she was feeling and what she
wanted out of life, is completely understandable now
that I'm older.
She knew what we were doing was something that society
would lambaste us for if anyone found out. She resisted
what was slowly happening inside her as her passions
grew and grew. She tried to find a man to sate those
passions with, in the way our neighbors would have
called "normal".
But the men she met were always compared against the
standard of my father. And all were found to be
wanting. She later told me that, as she spent time with
these men, the thoughts uppermost in her mind was
"Would I want to bear this man's children? Would I be
thrilled to welcome this man into my arms each day?
Would this man be a fitting father for my future
children? Do I LOVE this man?"
And each time she found, much to her dismay, that the
answer was "No." to all of those questions. And,
inevitably, after finding those answers, she'd find
herself washing a boy... ALMOST a man... who she DID
love. A man she admired, who had a good heart, whose
innocence was something that fed her passions. A man
she'd ALWAYS be glad to welcome into her arms at the
end of the day.
Can she be blamed so harshly for looking at me as a
possible donor of the seed that would fulfill her
dreams?
That night, as I felt her warm, naked body slide
between the sheets of her bed, and press against mine,
she was feeling that... maybe... her dream was back
within reach. She wasn't a predator. She wasn't being
mercenary about it. She just wanted what every woman
wants... a man to love, and to cleave to, whom she
feels safe with and loved by. And the emotions that
were raging through her that night didn't leave room to
think about the ramifications of what she was thinking
about doing.
I suppose a psychologist might say that the desires
uppermost in her mind were so strong that they blocked
out that part of her intelligence that would have told
her she mustn't do what she was planning at all. AND,
if she just HAD to do what she was planning, she
mustn't do it without taking the appropriate
precautions.
I, for one, think that the fact she had never been on
any kind of birth control in her entire life had more
to do with it than anything else. When she'd married my
father she was a virgin, and they had wanted to start a
family immediately. After he'd died she assumed that,
if she decided to let a man into her inner sanctum, it
would happen slowly... would evolve... that she'd have
plenty of time to think about what to do BEFORE the
gates of that inner sanctum were breached.
Now I know that you, the reader, who have had time to
assimilate all that had happened thus far, are
fidgeting in your seat, leaning forward... saying "What
do you MEAN? She's been playing with you sexually for
YEARS! She had YEARS to prepare for this night."
But you must understand that she never intended for our
play to go as far as it had. She never anticipated
wanting to swallow my prick... to take my semen inside
her body. And when it happened it was as unexpected as
when a virgin, thinking she's going to the Prom only to
dance and perhaps flirt with a boy, suddenly finds
herself in the back of a car, Prom dress gathered at
her waist, as something completely unanticipated
thrusts through her barrier and penetrates her to her
very core.
What I'm saying is that she was just as surprised at
sliding between those sheets to join me as I was.
And her sigh of "Oh Bobby" as she did so was NOT a sigh
of acceptance, or passion, or even lust, as you might
expect. It was a sigh of remorse as that little part of
her brain that knew she was doing something that would
turn our life together on its head tried one last time
to penetrate her passion and lust.
Had I said, "Yes?" or "What Mom?" or any of the other
possible things a normal boy might respond with when
his mother says, "Oh Bobby," things might have been
different, and her conscience might have won the day...
or night, as it were. But my response to feeling her
warmth and nakedness and all that smooth skin against
me was more of a "Mmmmmmm." And THAT response struck
her conscience a slap on the face that knocked it back
into the dim closet that her lust and passion wanted it
to remain in.
The result was that I found myself being pulled on top
of all that lovely naked skin. I felt her breasts
flatten against my chest and her legs spread to make a
comfortable saddle for me to lie in. I felt her lips
find mine in a hot, wet kiss that sucked the breath
from my lungs and made me light headed. And... I felt
her hand between us on my rock hard penis... just
before the tip of that penis sank into something so hot
and so slippery and so... AMAZING.
There is an instinct in every man, when he feels that
first tentative penetration, to push for more. I did,
and in an instant, my whole prick was sheathed in that
fabulous heat. My mother's groan as, after years of
having nothing in her, and as she was suddenly filled,
was a sound I'll never forget. And even though I have
heard that sound many times since, that first one is
the one that makes my blood boil every time I replay it
in my mind.
Our first coupling was like the first French kiss a
person experiences. It seemed to last only seconds,
but, within those few seconds, it was like a raging
wildfire in a hundred year old forest choked with fuel
after a decades long drought. Her shudder of completion
came as quickly as the sperm in my balls boiled over
and exploded from my penis like a geyser at
Yellowstone.
I don't even think we had time for me to withdraw and
thrust, something I did AFTER the first two explosive
spurts of my ejaculation entered her body. And even
then there was no rhythm to what I did. I just jerked
spasmodically as my body tried to shove every drop of
my seed available out into her hot sheath.
I gave a wrenching sob and my body pummeled hers as I
emptied. I think her own climax was as complete a
surprise to her as mine was to me. I don't know how
long it was after that - it couldn't have been an
entire minute - but her second sigh of "Ohhh Bobby,"
sounded like a thousand birthday cards rolled into one
to my ears. Her gratitude for what I had just given her
was astounding, and it struck into my brain like fire.
I was hard again almost immediately, and now the urge
to shove and withdraw was strong. I assuaged that urge
by rocking my whole body on top of hers, sliding toward
her feet and then back toward her head. Her hands came
to my back and helped me, and her little murmurs of joy
at the feelings washing over her were like gasoline
thrown onto a fire.
Again, I can't tell you how long it lasted. Now it
seemed to go on and on and on, and I wished for it
never to end. I got my knees into a position that let
me use them to shove forward and her legs opened wider
as her knees drew up and pressed against my sides. I
found that if I pushed up on my arms I could bring more
force to bear on slamming my prick into her, and I
wanted to slam it as hard as I could for some reason.
She began whimpering with little soft, short high
pitched sounds and I felt that hot flesh surrounding my
cock press on it, tightening. That felt good and I
stayed in for a few seconds, loving the feel as,
somehow, that flesh moved, almost like a ripple. I had
never, of course, felt anything like that, and it was
fabulous. It made me want to spurt again, and I
suddenly found that I could do that. Staying deep
inside her, feeling her vagina stroke me, I let
everything in me surge through my penis. A pain I
hadn't even felt was suddenly soothed and I sagged back
down on her breasts as my essence flowed into her
again.
We both lay there, as if dead, except for labored
breathing on both our parts. I rose and fell as she
dragged air into her lungs and I tried to raise my body
off hers again, to let her breathe, but her arms across
my back tightened. Her unspoken command for me not to
move let me sag back.
Sometime later she kissed my cheek, murmuring little
'Thank you's into my ear. I was content to lie there as
I felt little drips ooze out of my softening prick. I
wanted it to last forever.
But, of course, it couldn't. Eventually our combined
body heat caused us to begin sweating, and that was
uncomfortable. I finally rolled to one side and she
caught my hand as I lay beside her, the sheets somehow
thrown back, our naked bodies cooling in the air. For
whatever reason there was no need for speech. I don't
know what was going through her mind - she never told
me - but in my mind was the fervent hope that this
wasn't the only time that... whatever had happened...
would happen. Some part of me knew that sex had taken
place, but I don't think it had sunk in yet.
We slept.
I don't know what woke me, but it was very dark, so I
knew it was still the middle of the night. I felt my
elbow against my mother, and it was warm there.
Everything else had cooled off, and I shivered a little
bit. I realized that my penis was hard again. Achingly
hard, standing up off my little fluff of pubic hair, my
penis seemed to be searching for something.
And now... I knew what it was searching for. I didn't
even think about what I was doing as I climbed back on
top of my sleeping mother. Her legs had closed and I
had to put a knee between them to spread them so I
could get between her legs. I felt her head move and
she made a sound in her sleep. I still didn't know how
to make happen what had happened before, so I simply
did what felt good and that was to rub my stiff prong
against her.
She was still slick, though that slickness was now cold
against my hot cock. I felt the bottom of my prick
slide between those same two lips of skin that my
finger had found in the shower and their warmth felt
wonderful. Again I slid up and then back, feeling the
whole length of my cock glide along her skin between
those lips.
She woke up. I could hear a change in her breathing.
Her hands came up to my sides and lay there lightly as
I moved. Then her knees came up again, taking the place
of her hands as they slid up onto my back.
"Feels nice." she murmured.
Her right hand slid back down my side, between her knee
and my side, and tried to force its way between us. I
lifted a little and felt her find and grasp my
hardness.
"Mmmmmm" she crooned.
Her knuckles pressed against my abdomen, almost
painfully as she pushed me further and I felt her bend
my penis downward. Then there was that fabulous heat
all around the tip again and I surged into her. She
made that sound again and her hands came to my head. I
could smell her... us... on her hands. As I strained
forward, to be fully inside her, she pushed my head
toward her breasts and I found my face full against one
of them.
"Suck," she said in a moaning sound.
I found a long, stiff nipple at my nose and adjusted
until I could close my lips around it. I sucked and the
sound she made caused my balls to tighten. It was hard
to move in and out of her and suck at the same time,
but I didn't want to stop doing either.
Her hands had moved to my butt cheeks and she pulled on
them, and then moved her hands and what little give
there was in my cheeks in a circle. I found I could do
that and suckle at the same time. I didn't know what a
clitoris was, but she managed to make me crush hers and
then massage it with the base of my cock while I sucked
like a starving baby.
Her whimpers started again and they shot clear to
something deep inside me that answered by grinding
harder against her. Then that rippling feeling started
up again as she gasped and cried out. It was like she
knew where the switch was to make my balls empty
themselves and I groaned as I felt that rush of
soothing fluid flash through my penis again. there
wasn't anything in the world I wanted to do more than
squirt her full of that milky looking stuff.
In the morning she woke me and said "Once more before
breakfast."
I knew what to do then and, before I was even fully
awake, I was seated in her heat again. This time, when
her muscles started working on me I could see her eyes.
They were wide open, staring into my face with that
soft look in them that I had loved for so many years.
And, as I felt my penis begin to jerk and spray inside
her she said to me "Yes, cum in Mommy... fill Mommy up
with your magic potion."
Breakfast was almost surrealistic after what had
happened. She wore her robe, like she'd always worn,
and, though I don't remember what we had that morning,
she fixed it like nothing had happened. We sat and ate
as if nothing had happened either, though inside I was
boiling over with emotions. The thought that that
mysterious thing called "sex" had happened to me filled
my brain. That it had happened with my own mother
wasn't uppermost in my mind.
I know that sounds strange, but our relationship was so
close already that this step didn't seem that big a
thing in that sense. But I knew that, despite their
posturing and bragging, most, if not all of my friends,
who "knew" so much more about sex than I did, hadn't
done what I had done last night. And THAT was huge to
my fourteen year old mind. Suddenly I was at the front
of the pack. Or would be if I told them what had
happened.
But I didn't WANT to tell them what had happened. It
wasn't because it had happened with my mother. It was
because what had happened was SO special, and SO
precious, I wanted to keep all of it for myself.
Mom put down her fork and stared at me. Her fingers
picked the fork back up and fiddled with it. "How do
you feel?" she asked.
I was young and not all that bright, but I knew what
she was talking about. I felt like my answer was the
most important answer of my whole life. And, unable to
put everything that was threatening to break my skull
open into words, my mouth just said "Good."
It was a typical sounding fourteen year old response to
a very atypical question. Those of you who are parents
knew what I'm talking about. You ask for information
and you get a one word response that sounds flat and
unresponsive. I saw her eyes change and her mouth
tighten up so that the corners made little creases.
They were the only wrinkles on her face and I usually
only saw them when she smiled. But she wasn’t smiling.
Intuitively I knew that my answer had fallen flat.
I tried again. "Good isn't the right word." I set out
tentatively. "I don't know the right word... words." I
said. "There are all those words they teach us in
school. They call them superlatives. But none of them
are superlative enough." I floundered, unable to
communicate.
Her eyes changed again and I saw the wrinkles almost
appear again... this time because of the beginnings of
a smile. "So... what happened... would you say you were
glad it happened?" she asked. Now she was frowning a
little bit... worried.
"Oh yes." I said. "I wish it could happen a lot."
"Really? With your mother?" she asked. Then she looked
like she wished she hadn't reminded me it had been with
my mother. She looked more worried.
I said. All my life I had been taught the nicest thing
you could say to someone. I had been taught it was
important to SAY those words, because people needed to
hear them. So in my young mind, those words had a
special power. I said them now. "I love you Mom."
I could see confidence flow back into her face. "What
if I told you we shouldn't have done that?" she asked.
"What if I told you people would think what we did was
wrong?"
That was simple for a young teen boy. "Are YOU sorry it
happened?" I asked.
She looked startled. "No," she said. She looked like
she was going to say more, but didn't.
"Me neither," I said. "I don't really think it's
anybody else's business if you're happy and I'm happy."
I added. I got that fearful feeling in my throat...
that feeling of peril, like when I thought she was
going to stop the baths. "Do you think we could do it
again?" I asked.
She gave me a level look. "You're my son," she said.
"Duh," I said before I could stop it. It was another
typical teen response and I felt stupid for saying it.
"What I mean is I know you're my mother." That didn't
sound much better.
She frowned again. "I AM your mother, and you aren't
grown quite yet. That means I'll still be making
decisions for you... about what you can and can't do.
You aren't going to like some of them. You'll get mad
at me sometimes." She looked earnest. "I mean I still
have to act like your mother."
"Of course," I said. "But I don't get mad at you very
often. Most of what you MAKE me do makes sense. I just
don't like doing it sometimes. I'm usually not mad at
YOU, really. I'm just mad because I have to do
something I don't want to do."
"Well, that's nice to know." she said. She looked
startled again. "But still, there will be times when
you're mad at me."
I thought about that, and what had happened, and the
last few years, when I had gotten mad at her and it
made absolutely no difference at bath rime. "Mom, I
don't think there's any way in the world I could be mad
at you and do what we did last night. It would be
impossible. Even if I WANTED to be mad I couldn't stay
that way if we were doing that."
"Do you know what that was?" she asked. She blushed. "I
mean what we did?"
"It was sex, wasn't it?" I was sure... but still
nervous about being wrong.
"Oh yes, my darling, it was most definitely sex." she
laughed. She told me later she started to tell me it
was GOOD sex, but decided not to.
"And we can do it again?" I asked, leaning forward. I
had high hopes for her answer.
"And when do you think you might want to do that
again?" she asked. She was teasing, but I didn't know
it.
It was Saturday. I didn't have to go to school or
anywhere else. "Now?" I asked hopefully.
My mother laughed, and her laughter made my head want
to explode. It was a laugh of pure joy, that I knew I
was responsible for. It was the kind of laugh a child
burns to hear when they are performing for their
parents, wanting approval. But this laugh made my cock
stand up straight and strong.
She stood up. "We're all stinky from last night. We
need a shower." she said.
That was just fine with me.
While the shower warmed up we stood there naked,
looking at each other. I really examined her this
time... all of her. Her hair was mussed, but she had a
rosy healthy look to her that I'd never noticed before.
I stared at the nipples I'd chewed on and sucked. They
were long and stiff, which looked different than in the
past. She opened the shower door and stepped in,
holding the door open for me.
This time when we washed it seemed hurried. She stroked
my stiff cock a few times and then kissed me on the
lips. She said, "I don't want to feel it on my skin
right now. I want to feel it inside me."
That was just fine with me too.
I don't think we were really dry when we ran to her
bedroom. She jumped on the bed and I was on her like a
lion on a lamb, climbing on top of her before she even
got settled on the bed.
She giggled and laughed and pushed at me, calling me a
bad boy, but I knew she didn't mean it. She made me
fight to get between her legs and I suddenly realized
it was a game. I swooped with my mouth and captured a
stiff jutting nipple, sucking hard and her hands came
to my head, holding me there, instead of fighting. But
her legs were still closed and I had to force one knee
between them.
I had a sudden flash of her, on her knees in the
shower, her mouth sliding along my rigid pole and I
thought of the boys in my class talking about "eating
pussy". I had a sudden urge to taste her and I jumped
off, licking down her body from her breast, across her
abdomen to the beginning of her hair. She gasped and
made a sound in her throat and her hands pushed my
head. Her legs opened, as if springs had suddenly been
released and I dipped my tongue down to those soft
flaps of flesh at her opening.
My head didn't fit in there and I couldn't get to them
like I wanted to, so I scrambled across her leg and,
knees firmly on the bed, leaned in to lick and suck and
probe with my tongue.
She tasted wonderful. It was tangy in a way, but it
tasted like nothing I'd ever had in my mouth and I
loved it instantly. One finger slid between my face and
her body and it stopped.
"Lick there," she gasped. "Suck there."
I didn't know what she meant, so I reached in with my
fingers and spread her open, pulling those loose lips
to each side. She was so pink! I hadn't expected her to
be so pink. Her fingertip was rubbing circles around a
protrusion at the top of her opening. It almost looked
like a picture I'd seen in science class of a pupa,
with the resident forcing it's way out to become a
butterfly.
I nosed her finger out of the way and sealed my lips
around the lump she'd been rubbing. Her squeal of
delight was electrifying. I didn't know what this thing
was, but I could tell she loved having it sucked on,
just like her nipples, so I sucked with a vengeance.
Her sex got wetter and wetter until my face was sliding
around, all slippery and covered with juice, but her
reaction to what I was doing was so much fun that I
kept on.
Her hands grabbed my hair and gripped painfully as her
hips lifted up off the bed and she cried out in that
grunting, gasping, yipping way that I knew now meant
her muscles were rippling inside. Her hands left my
hair and beat on the sheets beside us as she thrust her
sex up into my face over and over again in rapid jerky
movements. I lost my grip with my lips on the thing
that was so much fun to suck and licked at it instead,
wiping my tongue across it as many times as I could
until her hands pushed me AWAY from her.
She was gasping for air, but managed to get out "Ohhh
Bobby... baby... nobody's ever done that for me
before... Oh sweety, come here."
She pulled me up, grasping for my prick, which was wet
from stuff leaking out of it. She brought it to where I
had been licking and I knew what to do this time. I
shoved and she moaned "Yeeeesssssss," as I sunk into
her.
Then she talked to me. I don't remember everything she
said, but it was things like "Cum in me baby... shoot
in Mommy... give Mommy your special present. She never
mentioned the word "baby" - not then. But she told me
that was all she could think about at the time. She had
crossed the final frontier and wanted me to impregnate
her. I have no idea what I would have though at the
time if I knew that. But my instinct was to give her
exactly what she was asking for, and it didn't take
long.
And as I spurted deep inside her she cooed in my ear.
"Yes, baby... yes... give me all of it... shoot it
deep."
After that, my mother made herself available to me any
time I wanted her. That sounds tacky or something, and
it wasn't like I'd walk in and say "OK, Mom, strip and
spread 'em." It wasn't like that at all. There were
times when she was horny and let me know it, and asked
me to love her physically. And there were times when I
was agitated and wanted to be next to her, or in her,
and she always seemed to be ready then too. What seems
odd now, but not then, was that we maintained separate
bedrooms.
It seems odd now, because when I look back on it, our
physical relationship was more that of a husband and
wife, than of a son and mother. But I think she always
thought of me primarily as her son, and secondarily as
her lover. She knew I'd be bringing friends home, and
that there needed to be a "boy's bedroom" for me to
take them to. I suspect that she thought I'd meet girls
and want to bring them home too... that maybe I'd try
to get them into my bedroom to do what all boys and
girls do when they get a chance and don't think they'll
be caught.
And... she brought men home. Even though I filled her
with my prick almost daily, she told me she needed to
date. I didn't understand it, but she told me quite
seriously that these dates she had didn't affect the
way she loved me, and never would. As a boy who, every
time I kissed a woman - my mother - ended up in bed
with her, I didn't understand how this could be.
But even though I saw her kiss several of them, I never
saw her take one into her bedroom. And believe me I
peeked. But, while she might make out a little on the
couch, and while I saw one or two of them caressing her
in places I didn't like their hands to be, I took her
at her word that these men were not competition for me.
Eventually I was able to go to a friend's house when
she wanted to bring a man home and think of other
things than what they might be doing. Part of what
helped me with that was that very few men got brought
home more than twice.
But for me there were no girls. Not for the next three
years, anyway. And that's because of several things.
First of all I had the dream lover that all boys want,
but few ever have. My mother was an accomplished lover,
even though the only other man she'd ever had was my
father.
She was aware of things they'd never done, and her
willingness to experiment led us to hours and hours of
cum-spurting joy. All I had to do was tell her what I'd
heard about, and we tried it. She even let me take her
anally one time. She liked it, but I didn't care for it
much. I couldn't get around the idea that she'd be
putting my cock in her mouth sooner or later each time
we made love.
Another thing happened that caused me not to look at
other girls for more than just friendship. It happened
about three months after that first wild night we spent
in her bed. I got home from school and she had cooked
one of my favorite dinners. That, in itself wasn't
strange. She did that often when she was horny. In
fact, she taught me to cook because that MADE her
horny.
Whenever she suggested that we have a cooking lesson I
knew I'd be in for some hot sweaty sex, often in the
kitchen itself, before the meal was served. And then
more thrusting, rutting fun after we'd done the dishes.
As young as I was, I could get it up five or six times
before my penis lay limp and dead for hours.
So, when I smelled a roast in the crock pot, my dick
got stiff. She was making a salad as I came in, and had
on an old sweat shirt and sweat pants. That was another
signal that she gave me sometimes. She knew I could get
my hands inside those garments easily and when she had
them on, that was all she had on. That day was no
exception. I walked up behind her and slid my hands up
under the shirt to cup her naked breasts.
She sighed and put the knife down she had been cutting
carrots with. Then she turned around and kissed me,
long and deep.
"Supper will wait." she said. Then she took me by the
hand and led me to my bedroom. Making love in my bed
was one of the things we did relatively rarely, usually
when she was extra passionate about something. In my
bed there was a lot of what I grew to think of as
"Mommy talk", when she'd call me her son and herself my
Mommy, and urge her son to put his thick young spunk in
her pussy.
When we were in her bed, she called me man names and
herself a wide variety of things, not necessarily all
complimentary. I think she worked out her frustration
with the taboo nature of our relationship in her bed.
At any rate, on this day she wanted me on the bottom
and she rode me gently, obviously trying to make it
last. Her muscles were so well developed now that, if
she wanted to, she could make me spurt within a couple
of minutes after getting me inside her. But today she
didn't use those muscles. She just rocked and leaned
over, asking me to suck her nipples.
It was while she was doing this that she said, "Bobby,
my baby, you know I love you."
My mouth was full of turgid tasty nipple and I made a
sound something like "Mphfft," meaning "Of course Mom."
"And you love Mommy too, don't you sweety? You want
Mommy to be happy, don't you?"
This was different. Her voice sounded different...
nervous somehow... maybe worried. I let the nipple pop
out of my mouth.
"What's wrong Mom?" I asked.
"Ohhh Bobby honey... I'm pregnant," she moaned.
I went cold.
Don't laugh. At that moment all I could think about was
those men she had brought home. I didn't think even
once about the gallons of young, potent sperm I'd
packed into her womb.
I got ready to ask her if she knew who had made her
pregnant. I was running over the tone I would use in my
head, trying to decide what tone would be right. I'm
really glad I thought about that, because if I'd have
asked that question I know now it would have broken her
heart.
She began rocking harder, and those muscles of hers
started rippling. She could do that now without having
an orgasm, and it meant she wanted to feel me spurting
in her. I didn't feel much like spurting at that
precise moment though.
She leaned over again, looking at my face. That soft,
"Mommy loves you more than anything," look was in her
eyes. "Bobby made a baby in Mommy's tummy." she sighed.
I thought I'd never be able to breathe again. My breath
just stuck in my lungs like it was glue. My heart,
however, started trying to tear its way out of my
chest.
"Is that OK, baby?" she asked, her voice a whine.
"Please tell Mommy you still love her."
Now you have to understand where I was in life at that
time. This story makes it sound like I must have been a
man. After all, I did manly things... at least in bed
with my mother. But remember that this whole
relationship had been a series of... baby steps... no
pun intended.
I was still a fourteen year old boy, even if I was one
who got to do things that were normally reserved for
men. And all the time I was DOING those things, to me
it was just something that Mom and I did that was
wonderful and felt great, and that I loved.
I hadn't been trying to make a baby. I'd just been
loving my mother. It had never occurred to me that I
even COULD make a baby in my mother. Sure, I knew that
it was how babies were made, but I just assumed that,
like lots of other women, she'd do whatever women did
to AVOID making a baby. And I knew women COULD avoid
making a baby if they wanted to.
And it was suddenly crystal clear to me that my mother
had gotten pregnant... on purpose. and I was smart
enough to know that a woman who had multiple partners
couldn't exactly CHOOSE which of those partners made
that baby. Which was why I said "But what about those
men?"
It was the same question I am glad now I didn't ask.
But it wasn't asked in the way I'm glad I didn't ask
it... if you know what I mean. It was an honest
question, not loaded with accusation or spite or anger.
She kept milking my cock, which had hardened even more
for some reason. "Silly boy. If a woman gets pregnant,
people expect there to be a man in her life. I had to
make it look like there were men in my life. None of
those men got to do what you do. They didn't get to do
this." She rocked harder, impaled on my rod. "I wanted
Bobby's baby, not some other man's. But I didn't ask
you first sweetheart. I should have asked you if it was
OK. Do you forgive me? Do you still love me?"
I answered her by flushing her full of my teenaged
semen, bucking upward, now TRYING to make the baby I'd
already made. And her response was gratifying.
"Ohhhh baby, thank you, I want your baby sooooo much.
You've made me a very happy mommy."
Talk about growing up fast. As the last of my sperm-
laced semen oozed into her clasping pussy, I tried to
imagine me... a father.
Well, to make a long story shorter, I just couldn't.
And she didn't expect me to, really. She wanted a baby
and I gave her one, and that was enough for her. Single
mothers weren't all the rage in those years, but she
didn't seem to mind what other people would think. That
they thought it was because of one of the men she'd
been seen ushering into the house was enough for her.
She could now watch her belly swell with a child she
already loved and be happy.
And swell it did. Being pregnant did nothing to dampen
her enthusiasm for getting my pants off. If anything it
made her even more horny. And, now that she didn't have
to bring men home any more, we had even more time to
lie in bed, loving each other.
One thing I noticed was that her taste changed. She had
always been tart and tangy before, but her taste was
more mellow now, and the fluids she produced for me to
lap and suck up were thicker somehow. They were just as
slippery though. My fourteen year old penis wasn't all
that huge, and her pussy was still tight, expanding
only enough to accommodate my teenaged girth, but the
lubrication she made while her belly grew bigger and
bigger with our child was so slippery that I could
often slide in and out of her hot tunnel for as much as
half an hour before the friction brought her what she
craved.
I could cum faster than that if I wanted to, or if she
wanted me to, but I gained a little control over things
as our baby grew to make it difficult for us to fit
together comfortably. In the end I had to be on the
bottom all the time, which was OK with me, because I
could cup and caress that bulging abdomen while she
sucked the cum from my balls.
And I had grown to love that baby too. I didn't know
exactly how to think of it... as a brother or sister...
or as a son or daughter. Son or daughter was much
harder for me to get my mind wrapped around.
But when the day came, and she drove herself to the
hospital, telling me to stay home and take care of
things there, it was almost unbearable. The next day
was my birthday, and I was excited because of that. Not
because it meant a present or anything. But because she
had warned me that her labor with me was long and hard,
and that she might actually have our baby on my
birthday.
In the end, it turned out that my passage had made it
easier for my daughter, who was born at 11:42 PM, the
day before my own birthday.
In those days women stayed in the hospital longer after
having a baby than they do nowadays. I couldn't stand
it. I got on my bike and rode it down to the hospital.
The nurses knew my Mom was a widow and single, and that
she had had an "accident" as they called it then. But
the fact that her fifteen year old son - I proudly made
sure they all knew it was my birthday - had ridden his
bike to see her and to stare in awe at his "little
sister", made them all make those "Awwwww" sounds that
tend to stiffen a boy's prick.
Two of them flirted with me a little. They were
probably no more than twenty years old, just our of
nursing school, and had no idea how dangerous their
flirting might have been had they taken it a few steps
further. But I have to confess, seeing my son in that
bassinette made me look at those young women with a
man's eyes, and the thought of making THEIR bellies
swell with my children flashed through my mind.
Of course they wouldn't let me hold my little sister.
But Mom did. I was in the room with her, just sitting
as we talked about nothing, when they brought the baby
in for her to feed. The nurse asked her if she wanted
me to leave so she could feed the baby in private.
"No, he's going to have a major role in taking care of
her," said my mother. "We are family, and I'm not
embarrassed that he see what happens."
The nurse, whose name was Nancy, and who was one of the
ones who flirted with me, smiled widely. She looked at
me and said "Fifteen today and you get the best present
a woman has to offer." I tried to look suitably awed
that I was going to get to see a naked breast. Nancy
had no idea. Then again, maybe she did. I noticed that
her own nipples had suddenly pushed through her sturdy
bra and made dents in her uniform shirt. She closed the
door and my mother fed our daughter.
It was different seeing her breast in this situation.
They had gotten bigger, of course, as her pregnancy
progressed, and they looked so full that I thought they
must hurt. My daughter knew exactly what to do when
that fat nipple was presented to her and she latched on
just like I did.
My mom shuddered and her head fell back as she let out
a little sound. "It stings" she said. "But then it
feels good. "I'd forgotten about that." The baby ate
noisily and I fidgeted, my prick hard. Mom looked up at
me. "I named her Dawn." she said. "I hope that's OK
with you."
I hadn't even thought about her name. It was all too
new and strange. "Dawn." I said the name, letting it
roll around on my tongue.
"She's the dawn of our new family." said my mother.
"But mum's the word" she cautioned. "If we're going to
have more babies we need to keep the origin of this one
a secret."
Like I was going to go tell all my buddies I knocked my
mother up.
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I rode back home, after being chastised by my mother
for having ridden over ten miles on busy streets on my
bicycle, and all the time smiling at me. I cleaned the
house and made up some dinners I could freeze so
there'd be things to eat when she first got home.
Dawn was loud. That's what I mostly remember about her
in the early days. That and that I got to do something
new. Dawn was a lusty eater, but even she couldn't
compete with Mom's overflowing breasts. As a
consequence, not long after she came home, Mom called
me into the living room where she was feeding our baby.
"Bobby, honey, would you do me a favor?" she asked.
"Sure Mom." I said. I always said that.
"Your daughter only emptied one breast and then fell
asleep. The other one hurts. Would you be kind enough
to suck the milk out of it for me?"
I have to admit I was hesitant at first. My mind
recoiled a little at the thought of getting milk from
my mother's breast. I didn't know what it would taste
like. I knew it was kind of... well milky, but it was
more clear than it was white, or at least it looked
like it to me when I saw drips of it on her nipples.
But I had learned to think about things differently
than most fifteen year old boys, and it occurred to me
that I loved sucking those nipples, and that suggested
it was a natural thing for a man to do.
So I did.
I lay down on the couch on the side opposite of the arm
she was cradling our daughter in and latched on. I gave
a tentative suck and tasted sweet, but not much. Then I
heard her make that sound... kind of a whine... and her
head arched back like it had in the hospital and tasted
just FLOODED my mouth. Man-Oh-man, I was hooked almost
instantly. It was warm and sweet and there was so much
of it. It just slid down my throat and I began making
noises myself.
I loved it so much that she almost couldn't wean Dawn
when it was time. Dawn got less and less and I got more
and more. By then, of course, we were making love
again, almost daily, and if we did it before she fed
Dawn she leaked all over the place. I didn't mind,
because I just lapped and sucked her milk as her pussy
sucked MY milk out of me. But it was a hassle for her,
because I'd be at school and she'd be full and hurting,
so we agreed that that part of our fun was over for a
while.
It turned out to be about eleven months. When she quit
nursing and dried up, I promptly put another baby in
her womb. She was giddy because she only had one period
after Dawn was born before I made her stop having them
again. And this time I was trying. It took her longer
to figure it out, because she wasn't expecting her
periods to be all that regular. She was at a well-baby
checkup when she asked the Doctor if he could run a
pregnancy test... just in case.
Doc Carter had taken care of her through the first
pregnancy, and had gotten to know her better than most
people as a result. He didn't know who Dawn's father
was, but he knew there was no regular man in her life.
She told me about what he said when he came back with
the news that there was another bun in her oven.
"You know Claire," he said gravely. "It's possible to
have sex and NOT get pregnant."
She said she blushed, but then firmly told him that she
had wanted a big family when Dad was alive, and since
he couldn't give it to her she'd just have to make do,
even though she wasn't interested in any of the
potential 'donors' as potential husbands. She said he
shook his head and then grinned. "Well, it's your life.
I kind of wish I wasn't married Claire."
Did I tell you already she was Playboy Bunny material?
Even after Dawn was born she kept her shape. We went on
long walks pushing Dawn's baby carriage, and then
usually burned off even more calories having hot,
sweaty sex afterwards. When men looked at her on the
street... and men DID look at her... it made her horny.
It made me want to do such a good job that she wouldn't
think about those other guys.
We decided to name this one Dodge if it was a boy and
Chastity if it was a girl. That's because of Mrs.
Hornblower, who lived next door. Mrs. Hornblower was
about eleventy-nine years old, all wrinkled and dried
up looking. She still wore hats every time she went out
of her house, even if it was just to check up on me to
see if I was mowing her yard the way she wanted me to.
She'd sniffed a lot when Mom was carrying Dawn, but she
went on the moral offensive when our second baby began
to show.
She reminded my mother of all the reasons it was a sin
to have children out of wedlock and said how
disappointed she was with Mom and things like that. It
got so Mom tried to dodge her every chance she got...
hence the name Dodge. We couldn't think of a name for a
girl that would meet those requirements, but Mrs.
Hornblower talked about chastity and purity so much
that it was kind of obvious when I mentioned it. What
little girl would want to run around being called
"Purity"? Especially when she was about sixteen or
seventeen, which we knew would happen at some point.
We decided that the powers that be had opted for Dodge
because she had a boy. We laughed about it when she
said she was neither pure, nor chaste. Not around me
anyway.
Well, I could go on, but you're probably tired by now.
I'll cut to the chase and tell you that, by the time I
went off to college and met the woman who would bear my
official children, I had impregnated my mother a total
of four times. She had exactly seven periods from the
time I crawled into her bed the first time, to the time
she tearfully kissed me goodbye as I drove off to start
my degree in Biology. Naturally, I followed that up
with an M.D. with a specialty of... Obstetrics.
It just seemed to be the thing to do.
Mom went on the pill after I left. She had her hands
full and said four - five counting me - was enough to
satisfy her. I asked her why she was going on the pill,
kind of jealous like, and she just smiled at me.
"You're going to come visit me sometimes aren't you?"
she said, trying to sound injured.
I did, too, as often as I could, at least until I met
and married Darla. Since then? Well, I'll leave you
with a little bit of mystery in the story.
I now have seven children, four who call me brother,
and the three my wife Darla gave me who call me Daddy.
They're all great kids, and I love them all to pieces.
We made the world a better place by bringing those kids
into it.
We have no regrets at all.
Gotta go. Mrs. Abernathy next door is going to watch
the kids while we go on a little trip. Darla is giving
a lecture series about how to combat Dutch Elm disease.
Mom has graciously offered to let us use the spare
bedroom to save on motel costs, since the lectures are
at the State Agricultural College ten miles down the
road from where she lives. Darla thought that was a
great idea, since with all my brothers and sisters
there I'll have something to do while she attends all
those boring meetings.
I don't think I'll be bored at all.
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The author does not condone child abuse, this story is
meant as an erotic fantasy not real life. Anyone acting
out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to
many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a
fellow convict in their local prison.
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