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My Wife, My Partner
by Karen Kay (karen@karenkayonline.com)
***
A husband is caught cross dressing and his wife gets
angry. She has a change of heart when her friend
encourages her to allow him to continue. She also
encourages her to start dating a black man. (MF, cd,
voy, bi, intr, rom)
***
Jerry couldn’t believe it had been six weeks since that
dreaded night that his wife came home early from her
usual Thursday night card game with the girls and
caught him in that dreadful act.
How could he have been so stupid and let it happen so
easily? It was something that he enjoyed doing since he
was fourteen years old and now he had been caught by
his own wife.
Tammy was so angry at him that night that she almost
packed his bags and made him move out of the house that
night but she didn’t. He spent four weeks sleeping in
their guests’ bedroom and it wasn’t until he had
apologized to her numerous times and said that he would
never do it again before she finally gave in and
allowed him back in their bed again.
She still wouldn’t allow him to have sex with her, not
after that night. Jerry pleaded with her the other
night, almost begging her to have sex but she was still
too angry and hurt.
Jerry knew that Tammy had confided with her best friend
at work concerning their marital problems and Jerry was
upset. He felt so embarrassed and hurt that Tammy had
told someone his little secret.
Jerry had overheard Tammy talking on the phone the
other night to this woman whose name is Jean. It almost
seemed as if they were planning something, maybe
revenge or maybe this woman was trying to talk Tammy
into divorcing him.
After all, it wasn’t as if he went out screwing another
woman. Why wouldn’t she just let it go and forget that
it even happened?
They had been married for seven years and Jerry loved
Tammy with all his heart. He remembered meeting her on
a blind date and how beautiful she was. They were both
fresh out of college and both working in real estate.
They had met at the company Christmas party and were
married the following spring. They began working as a
team and were very successful at selling homes.
Tammy had long red hair and he loved redheads’ and she
was very slim with long legs but very well endowed. Her
tiny waist seemed to enhance her bust size even more.
Jerry wasn’t much larger than his wife, they were the
same height and he had always been skinny. Jerry didn’t
think he weighed any more than his wife.
They were both going to turn thirty next year and they
were so successful that they bought a million-dollar
house and both had luxury cars. They just didn’t have
any time for kids right now, they were so busy trying
to get everything they wanted before they settled down
with children.
Tammy was talking on the phone that very moment with
her friend Jean. Jean was another agent down at the
office where he and Tammy worked.
Jerry had wondered how many of the other agents knew
what he had done. He just couldn’t believe his own wife
would spill the beans to her best friend on him.
***
After dinner that night, he and Tammy had settled down
and were working on a few updates on some listings
together when Tammy stopped what she was doing on the
computer and turned to Jerry and gave him a hug.
"Jerry. I’m really sorry I’ve been so hard on you these
past few weeks. It’s just that I was very hurt when I
came home and found you the way I did that day."
Jerry gave her another hug and they kissed and Tammy
looked into his eyes and smiled as she held his hands
and knew she has something else to day to him.
"I’ve been talking to Jean and we had a long talk about
what had happened that night and I think I’ve been very
unfair to you. I think we should have talked about what
had happened a lot sooner and got everything out in the
open."
Tammy reached up and held his chin in her hand and
kissed his lips gently. Jerry was beginning to feel so
much better after all this time. Tammy was finally
letting it go and moving on.
"Honey. I’ve decided to allow you to continue doing
what you enjoy. I understand perfectly well how you
feel and I don’t want to deny you of your little
hobby."
Jerry looked into Tammy’s eyes knowing that she was
being very honest and sincere and it caused him to
smile back at her knowing that she understood.
That night was the first time that he and Tammy had sex
in more than six weeks and she was being so much
different that night. Tammy seemed to be concentrated
on studying Jerry rather then enjoying sex with him.
She was treating him so much differently that it made
him paranoid to what she was thinking.
Tammy studied every inch of Jerry’s body, running the
palms of her hands along his legs and thigh’s and
feeling his slim waist and small shoulders.
Tammy even made him laugh that night when she compared
his legs to her own legs, telling him how long and slim
his were, just like her own and how soft his skin felt
against her own.
They were laying in bed cuddling and Tammy was stroking
his hair and looking into his eyes. Jerry knew she was
thinking about something. He knew her very well.
She lowered her hand and began rubbing it along his
chest and played with his nipples. She began to laugh
as she thought about something but didn’t share her
thoughts with him.
They were both naked and there was only the dim light
on in the room but Jerry could defiantly see something
in her eyes that scared him a little.
Tammy jumped out of bed giggling and opened one of her
drawers and pulled an article of clothing out and held
it behind her back and leaped back into the bed and
playfully smiled at Jerry holding the object behind her
back.
"What’s wrong? Why are you laughing and what do you
have behind your back?"
"I got something I want you to try on for me. Close
your eyes and let me put it on you."
I closed my eyes and waited for Tammy to put whatever
she was holding on me. She was giggling as she lifted
my feet, one at a time and I felt her pulling
underpants up my legs so I lifted my rear off the bed
so she could pull them up.
They were very tight and she playfully snapped the
elastic and said, "OK. Open your eyes now."
I looked down to see what she had put on me, and was
shocked and hurt when I saw that she had slipped a pink
pair of panties on me. I immediately thought she was
making a joke out of what happened but quickly defended
her action.
"Jerry. I thought this would make you happy knowing
that I’m willing to accept your cross-dressing
activities. I just wanted you to feel comfortable doing
it around me. There isn’t any reason why you have to
hide your secret from me. I love you and accept you the
way you are."
I felt uncomfortable laying in bed with a dainty pair
of women’s pink panties on me. I looked down and saw
that they were very tiny and well below my navel.
"Jerry. Why don’t you stand up and go look in the
mirror and see how they look on you?"
I was very hesitant about getting out of bed wearing
something like this in front of my wife but she seemed
to be interested so I got out of bed and looked at
myself in the full length mirror.
Tammy got out of the bed behind me and adjusted the
elastic around my hips and gave my ass a gentle squeeze
than slapped it.
"Do you know that you can fit into my panties? We’re
almost the same size except up here?"
Tammy was pointing at her large tits as she walked over
to her dresser and pulled out a black bra’s from the
drawer. She walked over and started to put the thing on
me as I tried to resist her.
"Jerry. Don’t be ashamed, we’ll try it on you and see
how it looks."
I allowed my wife to put the bra around my chest and
waited patently as she snapped the hooks in the back.
She helped me slip the shoulder straps in place and ran
over to her dresser again and got a couple pairs of
socks and stuffed them inside the cups of the bra.
Tammy was really getting into this as she stood back
looking at me wearing the panties and bra. She walked
back to the dresser and got out her tape measure and
measured my hips and waist and than stood back
giggling.
"Do you know that we have the same size hips? My waist
is four inches smaller than yours and without the
padding in the bra, we’re no comparison."
Tammy was getting more out of this little dress-up game
than I was as I watched her walk around me checking me
out. Tammy ran to the closet and she came out laughing
like a little girl with a pair of heels in her hands.
"Jerry. Give these a try and see how they fit you. You
have small feet and we might get lucky."
I couldn’t believe what my wife was doing as she gave
me the black heels. I sat down on the edge of the bed
and tried slipping one on. It was tight but I was able
to twist the show enough until it slipped on my foot.
Tammy helped me tie the buckle and I slipped on the
other heel and waited until she snapped that shoe. I
stood up and tried to walk over to the mirror to see
how I looked. The heels made me look much taller, they
we spiked and opened toes and I loved seeing Tammy
wearing them.
She had me turn in front of the mirror to see how good
my legs looked wearing the heels. She tugged on the
panties until she slipped them down my legs and rushed
to the drawer and pulled out a black pair and helped me
slip into them.
She was really getting into this and I was beginning to
get as excited as she was and she knew it. I had never
felt so excited in all the years I had been dressing
up.
Tammy walked into the closet and brought out a black
dress she hadn’t wore in a couple years. She wanted me
to try it on so she helped me get into it. It was made
out of a satin material and clung to my body.
I never really realized how much that my body size
resembled Tammy’s as far as my hips and my weight. I
got pushed around when I was a kid because I was built
so small. Even my arms and hands were dainty and I
didn’t have big shoulders like most men.
Tammy had picked out this dress because it didn’t show
very much cleavage and since I wore a bra that was
stuffed with socks, you really couldn’t tell the
difference.
My wife had another surprise for me when she kneeled
down and took out a box from under the bed.
Tammy opened the small cardboard box and took out a
blonde wig. It was the wig I had bought a couple years
ago and the exact wig that she caught me wearing that
dreadful day six weeks ago.
I had thought she had tossed it out in the garbage long
ago but here she was smiling and getting ready to put
it on my head. I helped her adjust the wig on my head
and she picked up her comb and started to comb the
hair.
It was long and the hair came down past my shoulders,
Tammy fluffed it out and had me walk in front of the
full length mirror. She seemed more thrilled with the
way I looked than I was and gave me a little kiss on my
chin and held her arm around my waist.
Tammy was moving her hand down to my ass and began
rubbing her hand across the material of the dress. She
gave me a very passionate kiss on my lips as we
embraced.
I had never felt so relieved in my whole life, here I
was standing next to my wife all dressed up and I felt
good. So many years of hiding my secret from everyone
and now my wife was helping me. I just couldn’t believe
my luck.
We talked about having me put on lipstick and other
makeup but it was getting late so I started to take off
the dress and Tammy stopped me. She gave me another
kiss and a hug and smiled at me.
"I never had sex with another woman before."
I was so surprised to hear my wife say that to me but
we got in bed with me still dressed and she straddled
my face while I licked her pussy. She had a very
intense orgasm a few minutes later and after that she
moved down and slipped off my panties and pulled the
dress up around my waist and mounted herself on my
cock.
We screwed so intensely for the next hour that I
thought I was going to cry. My wife had made me so
happy and she really seemed very pleased and excited
herself. Tammy told me just before we went to sleep
that night that she fantasized about doing it with
another woman for years and I finally made her dream
come true.
I thought about what she said as I fell asleep and
realized that I was fulfilling her fantasy as well as
my own.
I woke up late the next morning, it was Saturday so I
really didn’t have anything to do that day. Tammy was
already up and I saw the clothes I had been wearing the
night before laid out on the chair.
So it wasn’t a dream after all, I felt so relieved
knowing that I wasn’t dreaming last night. I got up and
used the bathroom and put on my robe and walked out to
the kitchen to see if Tammy had made the coffee.
Tammy had made the coffee and I poured a cup and walked
toward the front room. I could hear Tammy talking on
the cell phone and could barely hear but wondered whom
she was talking to so early in the morning.
A tip toed a little closer so I could hear Tammy and
leaned against the wall near the hallway.
"Yeah... He did... No... Even the heels... I think I
will... Do you think so? Well you know he would
probably like that to... Yeah... Maybe I should... I’ll
give it some thought and I’ll call you later... OK...
Yeah... Bye..."
Tammy was walking in my direction and I pretended to
just be walking into the room.
"Oh... Good morning sleepy head... How is my little
girl doing this morning?"
I smiled at Tammy as she kissed my lips, I had many
thoughts going through my head at that moment. She was
actually joking around and calling me her little girl
this morning. What I really wanted to know was whom she
was speaking to on the phone and why was she sharing
what we had done last night together with another
person.
I had thought that we would keep this our little secret
but I was wrong.
"Huh... Honey... Did I hear you talking to someone out
here?"
"Oh... I was just talking to a client that wanted to
see a house tomorrow."
I was feeling a little confused because I had heard
Tammy talking about heels and I was sure she was
referring about me. It was too early in the morning to
get in an argument about something I really wasn’t sure
about and we had such a good time last night that I
didn’t want to ruin it now.
Tammy and I stopped by the office later that morning,
things were slow so we returned home with nothing
really planned. I was sitting on the sofa when my wife
walked out of the bedroom completely naked and sat on
my lap and kissed me on the lips.
"Why don’t you get naked and we’ll take a bath
together?"
I smiled and kissed her and took her hand and followed
her into the bedroom. I got my clothes off in a hurry
and went into the bathroom where Tammy was waiting for
me I was surprised to see her standing next to the sink
with the stuff she uses to wax her legs.
"Honey. I thought we should get rid of that hair on
your legs, you’ll feel so much smoother when we make
love and you’ll be able to wear stockings or shorts."
I went along with it and found it very erotic and
exciting. Here I was having my wife removing all of my
hair on my legs so I’d be smooth as a baby.
Tammy even used her shaver on my face doing the
delicate task of shaving me and using her hair remover
in a few spots. She always laughed about my hair
anyway. I was never able to grow much facial hair to
begin with and we joked about it many times.
We took a bath together when we were finished removing
all of my hair. Tammy sprinkled her bath oil in the
water and both of us came out of the tub smelling nice
and sweet.
Tammy had a bunch of ideas in her head and wanted to go
out shopping for fake nails and new clothes that I
could wear instead of wearing her stuff.
We even picked up a bunch of makeup and new high heel
shoes that afternoon. I was actually a little
overwhelmed by my wife’s eagerness to help me dress so
well.
We were so tired from all the shopping that afternoon
that we just laid around the house that evening when
Tammy got the idea of having me dress up the following
day and we would go out and have lunch together.
She wanted to do the works on me and have me go out
with her as a woman. I’d only fooled around at the
house in the past and I told her I was too nervous to
even try but she insisted and reassured me that she
could do such a good job on me that nobody would ever
know the difference.
Tammy spent two hours getting me ready that Sunday
morning and when she was finished, I was a work of art!
We both wore floral dresses and I had a pair of red
high heels and a matching purse.
I let Tammy drive and ducked when we were backing out
of the driveway on our way out. We drove to a large
restaurant way on the other side of town and I was
nervous going in because the place was full of people.
Tammy encouraged me and I felt more relaxed and we
ordered lunch, I practiced speaking and gave the
waitress my order without her even noticing anything
strange. Tammy said I looked perfect and nobody would
ever be able to notice and she was right.
We drove back home and when the garage door came down
once we were inside the garage, I felt so relieved that
we actually got away with it.
Chapter 2
During the next few weeks, Tammy and I played around
the house with my new clothes and she showed me how to
apply makeup and do my hair and we went out to lunch
every weekend for lunch.
My only concern was that Tammy spoke to her friend on
the phone every evening and I know she was giving that
person a blow by blow description of what we were
doing.
Tammy and I were getting ready for bed one evening and
I could tell she had something on her mind to say and
she surprised me just before I turned out the light by
asking me a question.
"Jerry... Have you ever thought about doing it with
another man? I thought... Since you like to dress up
like a woman... You don’t have to be afraid to tell me
the truth."
Tammy’s question did catch me off guard and I looked
over at her and said. "Tammy. I’m not gay if that’s
what you are getting at."
"Honey... I know your not gay... I was just wondering
if you ever fantasized about being with another man and
pretending you are doing everything a woman would do
for a man."
I didn’t know how to answer her question because I
think I may have fantasized about it several times but
how could I tell her it was only a fantasy and not
something I really wanted to do.
I gave Tammy a kiss and put my hand on the back of her
head, "It’s only been a fantasy but I’m not interested
in doing it."
We went to sleep soon after I answered Tammy, but I
wondered if she was wondering if I had gay tendencies
and really wanted to go there.
Several weeks had passed and I was getting really good
at applying makeup and I bought another wig to wear
with my ensemble. It has long red hair and matched
Tammy’s in color and length.
Tammy bought me breast forms through the mail and with
the red hair and the breast forms, we could pass for
sisters.
We were going out three or four times a week now,
hitting clubs and restaurants and my wardrobe began to
grow as well. It began to get more common for me to
stay dressed in drag than being a man.
Since we worked together in real estate as a team, I
decided to work mostly from our office at home while
Tammy met the public, shaking hands and kissing babies.
Our little setup seemed to be working fairly well and I
would show myself at the office for our monthly
meetings.
Lucky for us that our house set back off the street and
our neighbors were several hundred feet away, so I was
able to dress as a woman almost twenty-four hours a
day.
Tammy actually enjoyed me staying home because I did
all the house cleaning and cooking. One afternoon,
Tammy walked in the door very excited and I thought she
had won the lottery or something.
Once she calmed down, we sat on the sofa holding hands.
"Oh Jerry. You’ll never guess what had happen today."
She was smiling and so happy that I knew it was
something really big. "Tell me. What happened?"
"Do you know that property along the coast? The one
they were asking thirty million dollars?"
I smiled, "Yes. The one everyone has been trying to
sell for the past two years?"
"Yes... I sold it this afternoon... Well... I got him
to sign the contract at lunch to buy it... He is a
developer and they are going to build a bunch of
condo’s there."
I gave Tammy a big hug and we kissed smearing each
other’s lipstick and just laughed. I was so excited for
my wife. We wiped each other’s face and hugged.
I was very excited for Tammy, there would be a huge
commission along with a bonus the seller was offering
and I opened a bottle of wine that evening while we ate
dinner and celebrated.
We made a toast, and that’s when I noticed that Tammy
wasn’t wearing her wedding and engagement ring. I was a
little concerned because Tammy never took them off
since we were married.
"Tammy. Where are your rings? Why aren’t you wearing
them?"
Tammy put her wine glass on the table. The expression
on her face showed guilt as she starred down at the
table.
Tammy starred at the table with her lips parted and I
knew she was trying to figure out what to say to me.
"Honey. I...Uh... Wanted to get this contract signed...
So... I met Mark for lunch... And... Ah... Well. Uh...
Jean thought it would be a good idea if I had lunch
with Mark... An uh... Maybe I could give him the idea
that... I was single... Flirt with him a little..."
My heart sank at that moment and I leaned back in the
chair. I was upset and got up and walked into the
bedroom. I was very hurt and didn’t know what to say to
Tammy.
Tammy walked up behind me and put her arms around my
waist. "I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I wanted
Mark to sign that contract so I did something that I
shouldn’t have today."
Nothing else was said and Tammy walked out of the room
leaving me alone. I knew that Jean had been giving my
wife her advice. She was Tammy’s best friend and single
herself and I couldn’t even begin to imagine what she
had been telling my wife to do.
***
Later that evening, we were preparing for bed and we
hadn’t talked to each other all evening. I was
reluctant to remain angry at my wife and gave her a
gentle kiss on her neck.
Tammy turned and we hugged each other and she began
crying on my shoulder. I allowed her to cry and get it
out of her system.
"I shouldn’t have listened to Jean. She’s helped me
with so much these past few weeks and I thought I was
doing the right thing... I should have known better...
I didn’t listen to her about the hormones and I
shouldn’t have taken her advice on this."
"You mentioned hormones? What are you talking about?"
Tammy wiped her eyes and walked over to the dresser and
opened the bottom drawer and put several large pill
bottles on top of the dresser.
"Jean had a friend who work’s at a pharmacy and he can
get these hormone pills without a prescription. Jean
had suggested that you may want to start on them since
you enjoy dressing so much. I was reluctant to give
them to you and just brought them home and put them
away."
I picked each bottle up off the dresser and read the
labels. There were sixteen bottles and most of them
were doubled or triple of the exact medicine. I would
have to do a little research to know what they did.
I was so angry that I separated the bottles and took
one of each different pills in my hand and shoved them
into my mouth and swallowed.
"Honey... No... Those will change your body..."
I was angry and walked into the bathroom and got a
glass of water. I didn’t say anything to Tammy as I
opened the same bottles and took out one more pill out
of each bottle and swallowed those as well.
Tammy screamed... "Honey... No... Stop it... Now..."
"There... You can tell Jean that I started to take the
hormone’s... What else does she want you to do? Tell
me? What else? Divorce me?"
I walked out of the bedroom and slammed the door shut
and slept in our guest suite that night.
I laid in the bed wondering exactly what those pills
would do to me.
***
The next morning I got up and went back to our bedroom.
I could hear the water running in the shower and notice
the bottles of pills were gone from the top of the
dresser. I opened the drawer where Tammy had got them
last night and they were still there.
I closed the drawer and heard the water stop in the
bathroom and walked in and saw Tammy drying herself off
with a towel. I took hold of the towel and helped her,
she immediately put her arms around me and gave me a
kiss.
"I’m so sorry... I love you so much and I just wanted
to make you happy... I’ll call and tell Mark that I’m
married and cancel the date with him this morning."
I looked at Tammy wondering what she meant by a date?
"Did you mean that you have to see him again to sign
more documents?"
"Jerry... Listen to me... Mark asked me to go out with
him next Friday night to a club... I did accept his
offer but told him I wouldn’t go unless I could bring
my sister."
"I guess that I’m the sister your talking about, isn’t
it?"
"Yeah... But... I’m going to call him and tell him I
have to cancel."
"No... I’ll go with you... Any way, it’s not a problem
at all... You want to seal this deal than I’ll help
you... You can call him and confirm your date with
him... "
Although I was still angry, I didn’t want Tammy to
screw up this deal. I knew it was a lot of money and
would enhance her carrier but I was still angry about
how much she was listening to this woman, Jean.
Tammy dressed for work while I took my shower and when
I finished, she was ready to leave and kissed me on her
way out.
I dried myself and stood thinking about the hormone
pills in the drawer and kneeled down and took out two
of each of the pills and walked back into the bathroom
and swallowed them with water.
If this is what her friend, Jean wanted than I’ll take
them. I actually took a double dose of them each
morning. Tammy never even bothered checking them, I
guess she assumed I was angry that night and hadn’t
taken any more.
It was the first time in our marriage that we hadn’t
communicated. We just went through the motions each day
until that Friday morning.
I’d been taking a double dose of the hormone pills for
eight days straight and they were making me feel warm
at times.
That morning, Tammy became very affectionate just like
she had done when she began helping me dress. She laid
out a conservative black dress for me to wear that
night. She was so afraid that Mark would find out I was
a man and didn’t want me to expose too much skin.
She helped me plucking my facial hair and waxing my
legs and had me practice talking. She was very
concerned and worried about having me be convincible as
a woman in front of this man.
Tammy had chosen a black dress as well but it was much
shorter than mine and exposed her cleavage.
Once we got dressed and applied our makeup, I took a
second look at Tammy who looked very hot and inviting.
I just hoped that she wasn’t going too far with this
man.
It was dark when we left the house and I decided to
drive us to the club and when I pulled into the large
parking lot, my heart was beating so fast that I could
feel my heart thumping inside my tight bra.
I was wearing the rubber breast forms and could still
feel each heart beat when I put my hand against the
fake nipple area.
Mark had told Tammy that he would be waiting and
holding a booth for us. We got a lot of stares from the
men when we walked past the front door. There wasn’t
any doubt in my mind that we looked like we could have
been sisters.
We entered the large club and people were out on the
dance floor, I followed Tammy as she looked around for
this guy, Mark. I assumed he would have blonde hair,
handsome, tall, the whole package.
"There he is, back in the far corner."
Tammy pointed way toward the rear of the club. I
couldn’t see whom she was pointing at so I just
followed her around the dance floor toward the back of
the club.
We walked near the last booth and I saw a man sliding
out of the booth getting ready to great Tammy. My eyes
expanded in size as I saw a tall muscular black man
smiling at Tammy.
The man greeted Tammy with a kiss on the cheek and
hugged her while staring back at me.
"This must be the sister you were telling me about."
Tammy turned and smiled at me as she held Mark’s hand.
"Mark. I want you to meet my sister, Jenny."
We never discussed a name for me other than Jerry, and
gave my wife a quick glance before extending my hand
out to Mark.
Mark kissed my hand. It was the first time having any
contact like this with a man and I felt very strange.
My other thought was that I had done such a wonderful
job that he actually thought I was Tammy’s sister.
Mark motioned for me to slide into the large booth
which circled around and was only lit with a flickering
candle. Tammy scooted in next to me and Mark sat next
to her. Mark ordered us drinks and I sat listening to
Tammy and Mark talking about the huge plan he had for
the land he was purchasing.
Two more drinks later, they were still chatting away
and I didn’t mind so much. It was all business talk and
the music kept my mind occupied while they talked.
I was a little surprised when Mark asked my wife to
dance and she turned to look back at me as she was
sliding out of the booth and smiled.
"I’ll be back in a few!"
I returned the smile as Mark took her hand and lead
Tammy out to the dance floor. They were playing a tango
and Tammy is very good at dancing to those. I sat
sipping my drink and keeping an eye on them on the
dance floor.
Another tango was played and they remained out on the
floor. Tammy was laughing and I knew she was having fun
dancing with Mark. The next song was a slow dance and I
had assumed Tammy would be walking back by now.
I looked around the dance floor, stretching my neck to
see them but couldn’t. The lights had been lowered when
that song began to play which made it difficult seeing
them.
The song ended and the lights were turned back up, but
by that time I saw Mark bringing Tammy back toward our
booth. He was holding her hand but let go so she could
slid back into the booth.
Tammy smiled at me. "How are you doing?"
"I’m fine."
Mark ordered us another drink and when he turned his
face toward Tammy, I could see a tiny speck of Tammy’s
lipstick on his lower lip.
My heart sank as I thought about Tammy kissing Mark,
maybe it was a friendly sort of kiss so I figured I
wouldn’t worry about it so much. But I did try to
analyze it to some degree. I remembered Mark kissing
her on the cheek when we arrived so it couldn’t have
got on his lip at that time.
Mark asked Tammy to dance with him again and she smiled
at me as he lead her back out on the dance floor.
A few seconds later, a man asked me to dance and I was
stunned and before I could say no, he was holding his
hand out to help me out of the booth. My concern was
what Tammy would think when she returned back to the
booth with Mark and saw me dancing with another man.
I danced one song with the man and they played a slow
song next so I thanked him before walking toward the
restrooms. I had to pee very badly and when I got to
the restrooms, I almost mistakenly walked into the
men’s room.
I felt strange going pee in the women’s room, there was
other woman walking in and I just smiled. It did give
me a chance to check my makeup and after a few minutes
I walked back out to our booth.
I saw Mark and Tammy sitting in the booth and when I
slid in, I saw that Mark had his arm around my wife. He
was sitting right next to her and they had been talking
about something and quit once I got in my seat.
Mark smiled at me. "I saw someone dancing with you a
few minutes ago."
Oh God! They knew I was dancing with someone. What was
my wife thinking about me at that moment.
I just smiled at Mark and took a sip of my drink. Tammy
put her hand on my leg, just above my knee and I smiled
at her.
"Jenny. It’s all right if you want to dance with a few
of the guys here. I don’t want you to feel left out on
anything."
I returned the smile but it wasn’t more than a couple
seconds that Tammy had gave me permission to dance,
that a man walked up to our booth and asked me to dance
with him. I looked over at Tammy and hoped she would
help me out but all she said was.
"Go ahead. Have some fun."
I got out on the dance floor with this guy and tried to
stay near the table so I could see Tammy but it was so
crowded that we kept getting pushed further away. They
played a slow song next and I was going to quit but the
guy asked me to dance with him again so I stayed and
put my arms around his shoulders.
He was much taller than me so he blocked my view of the
table but I finally got a peek and saw Mark and Tammy
sitting very close together. He was talking to her and
their faces were only inches apart.
I was close enough to see that Mark was seated in a way
that I couldn’t see either one of his hands. It
appeared that he may have had one arm around my wife
and maybe holding her other hand under the table.
I was asked to dance to another slow song so I decided
to stay and kept my eye on Mark and my wife.
I was too upset to be concerned about dancing with this
guy. He seemed nice but my mind was on my wife at the
moment.
I could only see whenever I turned to my left or right.
I couldn’t see over the man’s shoulders. He was just
too tall.
I turned to the left and my hear sank as I saw Mark
kissing Tammy on the lips. They weren’t moving either.
They were locked in a heated passionate kiss. His arm
was around my wife and I couldn’t see what he was doing
with his other hand.
The song ended and I thanked the man for dancing with
me and hurried back to the table to where Mark and my
wife were sitting. Tammy was wiping off his face with a
napkin. I knew she was removing her lipstick off his
face but she quickly put the napkin in her purse and
smiled at me.
"Did you enjoy dancing with that man? He seemed really
nice, I thought you wouldn’t be back for a while."
"My legs were getting tired out there. I’m not used to
these heels yet."
Tammy turned back toward Mark and smiled at him. His
arm was around her waist and she had scooted herself
very close to him. I inched into the booth a couple
more inches and noticed Mark was resting his other hand
on Tammy’s thigh.
We all had been drinking and I guess neither of them
were concerned about me. Mark really didn’t have any
concern because as far as he knew, I was Tammy’s
sister.
I sat hoping that Mark would move his hand away from
Tammy’s thigh and he did so but only long enough to
take a sip of his drink and he put his hand right back
where it was except he began massaging Tammy’s thigh
this time as he starred into her eyes.
I moved even further into the center of the booth and
didn’t realize until that moment that Tammy’s hand was
resting on Mark’s thigh and her fingers were near his
crotch. I sat listening to Mark as he whispered to
Tammy.
"Remember what I told you. You have my number if
something comes up and you change your mind. I really
wish you would consider my offer. I really don’t think
your sister would mind driving home by herself."
"Oh Mark... It’s getting very late and I have a lot to
do in the morning... I wouldn’t let Jenny drive home
alone... Maybe I’ll take you up on your offer in the
near future... I’ll give you a call in a couple days."
What was I hearing them talking about... Was Mark
asking my wife to go back to his place tonight?
Tammy turned toward me. "Jenny. I guess we better get
home before we get too drunk to drive back."
We all got up out of the booth and walked to the
parking lot. Mark walked us back to our car and held
Tammy’s hand all the way out. Tammy gave him a little
peek on the lips and said good night to Mark.
He stood watching us until we got out of the parking
lot. I was so relieved that the night was over.
We got home and I changed out of my dress while Tammy
was in the bathroom. She walked out and got right into
bed without saying a word. I walked into the bathroom.
It felt weird going pee, standing up after using the
lady’s room at the club.
I got into bed and Tammy was all ready asleep. I had a
few questions to ask her but I guess it would have to
wait until morning.
***
The next morning, I could smell coffee brewing, Tammy
had got up early. I still felt a little hung over after
drinking last night. I walked out and poured a cup of
coffee and looked around for Tammy.
She was out near the pool talking on the phone and I
figured it was her friend Jean again. I stood in the
house sipping my cup of coffee trying to listen to her
conversation.
Tammy’s back was toward me and she sat looking toward
the pool.
"I know... Me too... I don’t think Jenny was mad...
Yeah... I’ll have to let you know... Because... I had a
really nice time... Mark... Stop it... I’ll let you
know... OK... I’d better get moving before Jenny wakes
up... Yeah... Bye... "
Tammy hung up the phone and started walking into the
house and saw me standing in the doorway.
"Good morning Jenny."
I was surprised that Tammy was still calling me Jenny.
"Good morning. Whom were you talking to on the phone?"
"That was Mark... He called to see if we made it home
all right and hoped we had a nice time."
I took a sip of my coffee thinking what to ask Tammy
about last night. I didn’t know where to begin.
"I saw you kissing Mark last night when I was on the
dance floor. Is something going on that I should know
about?"
"You saw everything. I was only being nice to Mark...
Besides. I thought you were enjoying yourself last
night dancing with those guys. I didn’t think you had
time to notice what Mark and I were doing."
"I only danced with those guys because you insisted,
you told me to go out on that floor and dance with that
guy."
"Jenny... Come on now... You were waiting for my
approval to dance with a man and don’t say you weren’t!
You don’t have to be ashamed about it... I saw you
dancing in that man’s arms and you looked like you were
having a good time."
Tammy had it all wrong, how could I convince her I was
telling the truth.
"Tammy. I had a good time but I thought we went out
because you wanted to seal that deal with Mark?"
Tammy kissed my cheek and held onto my shoulders.
"Honey... It’s all right... I want you to feel
comfortable with it... I told you I loved you and I
want you to be happy... Now go take a shower and put on
that nice blouse and shorts I bought you and we’ll go
out and have a late breakfast."
I walked into the bedroom and slipped out of my nightie
and got into the shower. I didn’t understand Tammy, but
I did know that her friend Jean must have told her that
I must be gay and wanted to be with men.
I got dressed and did my makeup and put on the wig and
looked in the bathroom mirror. I looked better as a
woman than I ever did as a man. Maybe that’s what Tammy
saw in this guy, Mark.
Maybe she wanted to be with someone more masculine than
me. Why was she helping me dress up so much and why did
Tammy even bring home the supply of hormones? She could
have told Jean I wouldn’t be interested.
I opened the drawer and took out two of everything
again and swallowed them down with my coffee. I don’t
know why, maybe because I was still angry at Tammy or
maybe because this is what she really wanted for me to
do.
This would be the ninth day that I took a double dose
of those pills. Maybe I should tell her what I did.
Would she get so upset that she’d take them away from
me? Maybe she would only encourage me to continue
taking them. What should I do?
Was I really hurting Tammy by taking them? I closed the
drawer and walked out to find Tammy so we could leave.
I heard Tammy talking on the phone again.
"I don’t know Jean... Yes... He danced with two men...
I know you warned me... We’ll have to talk about it...
I don’t know... Yes, Mark was really nice... Yes... I
want to see him again... No... I’m waiting for Jenny...
I don’t know about the hormones... Yes... She knows...
She’s a little concerned about Mark... I know... It’ll
take time... Not now... Not that fast... Jean...
Listen... We’ll at the office on Monday... Bye."
I walked into the kitchen to pour another cup of
coffee. I couldn’t believe that my wife was referring
to me as a "She."
My hands were shaking as I thought about things Tammy
said. She mentioned the hormones, and wanting to see
Mark again... What was I going to do? What if I just
put an end to this right now and told Tammy I wanted to
stop dressing and didn’t want her to see Mark again?
Could I really do that? ....Could I stop dressing or
was it in my blood too much to stop... I couldn’t
answer that right now but I didn’t want her to see Mark
again? How could I have my cake and eat it too?
Tammy and I went out for our late breakfast. It turned
out to be lunch by the time we got there but we didn’t
mind. I wanted to ask Tammy a few questions but waited
until we were through eating.
"Tammy. I heard you on the phone before we left the
house this morning. Was it Mark?"
"That was Jean who called me. She wanted to know how
our date with Mark went last night and I told her."
"Did you tell her anything about me?"
"Honey. I told her everything that went on last night
and how you danced with a couple of guys. I also told
her how you felt about dancing with a man knowing that
I saw you."
Tammy was still stuck on the fact that she thought I
wanted to be with men and I had to make her understand
differently.
"Tammy. What makes you think I want to be with a man
rather than you?"
"Honey. Jean is an expert on these things and had done
research for me. She said that a few percentage of
married men like to cross-dress and a good number of
those men are either gay or bisexual. You’re going to
have to figure that one out for yourself."
"But... Tammy... I’m not interested in men... Can you
understand/"
"Jenny... Listen to me... You had a nice time last
night and I want you to admit it... You may have been a
little jealous seeing Mark sitting next to me last
night but deep down in your heart, you were having the
time of your life dressed the way you were and having
men think you were so pretty... Admit it just once."
I didn’t know how to answer Tammy, I did get my thrills
being dressed last night and I was getting a few looks
from the guys.
"Look Tammy... Yes I got excited but I’m just not
interested in seeing men... I love to dress-up and
pretend with you."
"Jenny... You can’t pretend anything if your gay... You
have to search in your mind and figure it out... What
makes you happy... "
I wasn’t getting anywhere with Tammy. She wouldn’t
listen to any reason. It seemed as if Jean had my wife
convinced that I was Gay or at least bisexual.
We left the restaurant and walked through town and I
realized we were holding hands and getting stares from
many people. If they only knew, I was a guy and not a
woman. I really wanted to tell a few of them to get
lost, but Tammy told me to ignore them.
Tammy pulled me in between two stores and kissed me. It
was so funny having our lipstick smeared on each other
that we laughed. I was so happy at that very moment I
wanted it to last forever.
I wanted to ask Tammy about Mark. I didn’t want to ruin
the moment but I had to ask her how she felt.
"Tammy. I want you to tell me how you feel about Mark.
Are you interested in seeing him again?"
Tammy put her arms around my waist as she starred into
my eyes. I knew she was going to say something serous,
we had been married too long and I knew her very well.
"Jenny. Mark is a nice guy and he likes me... Don’t
forget the fact that he thinks I’m single too... He
asked to see me again and I told him I’d think about
it... I wouldn’t have given it a second thought two
days ago but I saw you dancing with those men at the
club and you looked happy... Well, it made me feel left
out... "
I couldn’t understand what Tammy meant. There was no
reason why she should feel left out. I loved her. I was
also feeling angry inside again. Maybe the hormones I
was taking were making me feel this way.
"What are you saying to me? You want to see him again,
don’t you? You want to go out with Mark again, don’t
you? That’s just fine Tammy. You go out with him. I
don’t care. Is it because he is so huge? More muscular?
What is it?"
"Jenny... That’s enough... I don’t need a lecture out
here in public... Lets go home where we can talk."
We drove back home in silence, Tammy was angry at me
because I wanted to know the truth about how she felt
about this guy Mark. We got into the house and I began
questioning her instantly.
"Tammy... I need to know what your going to do... "
"Honey... Why bring this up now? ....I don’t think I
need to decide this minute what I’m going to do... Why
are you being so persistent with me? ..."
"Because you told me it made you feel left out and I
don’t understand."
Tammy began to cry. She was sniffling and holding her
hands over her eyes."
I just stood waiting for a reply from her.
"How do you think I feel having a husband who loves to
dress like a woman and runs around and dances with
other men?"
"Tammy. If I recall... You are the person that was so
anxious to have me dress like this and you encouraged
me to dance with that man at the club. Why should you
be so upset with me?"
"I just don’t know right now... Please... I don’t want
to argue about it. Why can’t we talk?"
Tammy wasn’t interested in talking. I went into the
bedroom and changed my clothes. I washed as much of the
makeup off my face as I could and lay on the bed and
fell asleep reading a book.
***
I woke up that evening and it was all ready dark. I had
slept almost all afternoon. I looked to my side and saw
Tammy laying next to me. She opened her eyes and we
kissed.
She put her arm around me saying, "Honey. I love you
very much and don’t want to argue any more."
I kissed her again as I looked into her eyes. I was
very happy with Tammy with me but I know it wasn’t the
end of our problems.
***
The next morning was Sunday and Tammy woke up first and
gave me a hug and told me how sorry she was and didn’t
mean to hurt me. She also told me she wanted me to
continue dressing, she wouldn’t mind or through it in
my face any more.
It was strange because I dreamed last night that Tammy
was trying to tell me something. She was trying to tell
me she had a fantasy of her own and I lay in bed trying
to figure out what it might be.
She had been so accommodating to my cross dressing and
I was so eager to comply that I completely over looked
what she was trying to tell me. Tammy was at least in a
way that she wouldn’t hurt my feelings.
My hunch was that Tammy had a fantasy to make love with
a black man! If I’m wrong and bring it up, it could
mean the end of our marriage but what if I’m right?
Tammy gave me everything she thought I wanted, a wife
that accepted my cross dressing, taking me out in
public to pass, even mingling with real men to see how
I would react with them. She could have brought the
hormones home and found a way to show them to me
without hurting my feelings. Oh man! She allowed me to
make a decision.
I wondered if she was counting the hormone pills?
I had to find a way for Tammy to arrange a date with
Mark. It had to be a way that she wouldn’t feel as if
she were committing adultery.
It was Sunday and Tammy had a house showing that
afternoon and I offered to go with her since the couple
were just relocating into town. We both felt
comfortable about having me dress as Tammy’s associate
partner.
We both choose white blouses and grey pants and
matching jackets. I slipped on a pair of black heels
and we shared the bathroom mirror applying our makeup
together. Tammy laughed and joked that we should have
our picture taken in these suites for new business
cards.
We could present ourselves as "sisters in real estate."
We drove out on the other side of town to meet the
couple at the house. I decided I would make the first
move about Mark.
"Tammy. I just wanted to mention that I had a nice time
after all, Friday night and wanted to say that Mark was
a really nice guy."
Tammy looked surprised that I had brought up Friday
night again.
"Uh... Yeah... He is very nice. I thought you would
like him."
"Tammy....I’m really sorry I got so upset with you
about the date, I know you wanted me to be happy and
I’m. I want you to be happy as well. I love you very
much!"
She was driving but I was able to hold her right hand
as she smiled and gave it a gentle squeeze. We were
getting close to the house we were showing so I only
had a couple minutes to present my next offer.
"Honey... I was thinking... I wouldn’t see what would
be so wrong with inviting Mark to the house for dinner
one night?"
I was watching Tammy’s reaction and she looked
surprised but her facial reaction was telling me that
this is what she was waiting to hear from me.
"Well... Yeah... That might be a good idea... I’m just
a little taken by your offer of having Mark come to our
house for dinner."
"I think it’s a wonderful idea, and I’ll do all the
cooking and that will give you a chance to get better
acquainted with him."
Tammy choked up when I mentioned the last sentence.
Maybe I shouldn’t have said it but it was out. Now I
had to fix it.
"Tammy. It’ll be really nice having Mark at the house.
It’s a great way for us to show our appreciation for
his business."
I laughed. "Think of the huge bonus you are going to
get at the closing."
We arrived at the house and showed the house and with
both of us working as a team, we were able to sign the
couple to an agreement for an offer.
We were driving toward the office so excited about
calling in the offer that we both had forgotten that I
was dressed in drag. We pulled into the driveway and
because it was Sunday, there was only one agent on
duty.
Tammy turned and looked toward me a little upset as she
parked the car.
"That’s Jean’s new car."
Tammy could see the expression on my face that I wasn’t
too thrilled.
"Its ok, lets go in and present this offer."
Tammy walked into the office ahead of me and Jean
greeted her by hugging Tammy.
"Tammy, I didn’t expect to see you in here today, how
is everything going at home? You know... With Jerry? Is
he still mad at you?"
"Um.....Why don’t you ask Jerry yourself."
Tammy turned back toward me and Jean was stunned and
stood there with her mouth open starring at me in the
woman’s business suite.
"Oh my God... Jerry... Is that you? Oh my... Look at
you... Oh... Tammy... Look how good he looks..."
Jean walked around me starring at my clothes checking
me out from my head to my heels as she walked a circle
around me.
"Jerry... I meant Jenny... Is that what I should call
you? You're looking hot! I knew this would work out..."
Jean winked at me and I tried to smile back at her. I
had mixed feelings about this woman. I walked over to
Tammy’s office, the one I shared with her before I
started working from home.
Jean was right behind me watching the way I walked in
my heels.
"You know Jenny, I don’t see why you don’t come into
the office and work like this, everyone here knows
about you and we’re all here to support you."
That’s just what I wanted too here. The other agents
are aware that I’m a cross dresser, a freak to them.
I didn’t reply to Jean, Tammy was busy on the phone
trying to contact the sellers when Jean pulled on my
arm and motioned for me to follow her out of Tammy’s
office.
"Have you started taking the hormones yet?"
I turned my head to look in her eyes, finally shaking
my head up and down.
"Good, I’ll talk to Gary at the pharmacy and make sure
you have a supply coming. You’re going to see some
changes occur soon! Have you told Tammy yet?"
I shook my head, "No."
Tammy walked out of her office to use the fax machine,
while another phone rang and Jean padded me on the
shoulder before hurrying over to answer it.
I felt relieved that I wasn’t going to have to answer
any more of Jean’s questions. I assumed she was going
to ask me about going out to the club and dancing with
other guys next.
Tammy finished faxing the documents over and was ready
to leave. We both waved at Jean who was still on the
phone when we walked out the door.
We arrived home and changed our clothes, Tammy hugged
me once we got naked and kissed me on the lips.
"Maybe I should call Mark and see if he would be
interested in dinner?"
"Sure. Why don’t we go swimming after you call him?"
Tammy smiled at me as she retrieved her cell phone from
her purse. She started to dial his phone number while I
got my new bikini out of the drawer.
She was waiting for an answer and I motioned to her
that I was going into the bathroom to put it on.
I slipped on the bottom half of the suit and began to
put the top half on. I noticed my nipples felt
sensitive and slightly puffy. I thought about the
effects of the hormones and it scared me.
I remembered what Jean had just told me, about how I
was going to see some changes and she was right about
that.
I could hear Tammy talking in the other room to Mark as
I slipped the shoulder straps around my shoulders.
Jenny walked in the bathroom and put her arm around my
waist. She was still holding the cell phone to her ear.
"Jenny. How is next Saturday? Would that be all right?"
I leaned over and kissed her on the lips.
"Honey. It’s your date, whatever you two agree on would
be fine with me."
Tammy smiled at me and started to walk out of the
bathroom.
"OK Mark... Saturday will be fine... Yes... I can’t
wait either... Me to... Give me a call this week...
Yes... Just call me... OK... Bye..."
I hoped I was doing the right thing. Mark was coming
over to our house for a date with my wife. I can’t
believe it’s gone this far... What I’m I doing? Was
this sick or insane? What was going to happen between
Mark and my wife? .....Would he eat dinner and leave?
Maybe stick around for a little chat and a kiss or two?
What if Mark wanted to take Tammy somewhere else? Maybe
back to his place? .....I’d have to put a stop on it!
Yes... I’d have to make the atmosphere so appealing
that they would remain here so I could keep an eye on
them.
I would have a whole week to prepare... Candles...
Wine... Good food... Yes... I could do it... Let her
have her fun... Just don’t let things get out of
hand...
Tammy joined me in the pool. She looked absolutely
gorgeous with her flowing red hair and green eyes. The
black bikini was such a lovely contrast to her pale
white skin.
Tammy’s bikini made me think about Mark for a moment,
his dark skin against my wife’s. What was the
attraction for her? My first thought was that he was so
much larger than I, his masculine broad shoulders, his
huge arms, what about down there?
I always wondered myself about the old myth. Black men
are hung! Would Mark be hung like a horse? Could this
be the attraction for Tammy? Why I’m I thinking about
this? It’s not going to happen, or is it? t’s only a
dinner date... Right?
We played in the pool, splashing and chasing each
other. Tammy seemed so happy and content, this
afternoon and so was I. I wanted it to last forever.
Chapter 3
Tammy got a phone call about the offer she had
presented and they accepted it without a counter offer
and got so excited she was jumping in the living room
as she held onto me. She had to leave early to get
things going on the deal and kissed me on her way out
the door.
About an hour after she left, I got a phone call and of
all the people in the world who would call, it was
Jean.
"Hi Jenny. I just called to tell you that Tammy is
getting that deal finalized and she is so excited.
Congratulations, your little wife is a hard worker!"
I knew Jean called for another reason. It wasn’t like
her to be so friendly about a simple real estate deal.
"Jenny. Did you take your hormones’ yet today?"
"Uh... Yeah... Just a single dose right now..."
"Oh... That’s so good because I talked to my friend
down at the pharmacy and he is going to arrange to give
me three more months supply. I’ll get them over to you
as soon as I get the time."
Why was Jean being so pleasant and accommodating toward
me all of a sudden?
"Oh... I spoke to a good friend of mine that does
electrolysis and only lives about a block from your
house. He said if you were interested, he could give
you a good deal on treatments."
I took the phone number and name of the guy that Jean
gave me and thanked her, but she wasn’t finished yet.
"Jenny... I think it’s so wonderful of you to allow
Tammy to see other men... I’m so glad that you are able
to be open about your situation with her... Mark is a
wonderful man and will treat her like she is a little
princess... Oh... I’m so glad that you’re not
prejudiced about Tammy seeing a black man, he is such a
hunk! .....Don’t you think so as well?"
"Ah... Yeah... He is..."
"I have to go, remember to call about the electrolysis.
I’ll talk to you soon."
I hung up the phone. What Jean had just said about my
situation and allowing Tammy to see other men... What
did this all mean? Maybe it was more than just a
fantasy for Tammy... I must have this all wrong
again... My God... What I’m I going to do?
My wife is interested in seeing other men... Because of
me? What should I do? .....If I stopped now, Tammy
wouldn’t believe I was finished as a cross dresser.
She’d probably find a way to divorce me... A reason! I
had to continue...
Jean... It had to be Jean... Tammy was being coached by
Jean... Maybe hours of brainwashing... That’s it... Not
my fault... I’m a cross dresser... I’m not gay... Why
did I agree with Jean about Mark? ....Yeah... He was
built! Handsome... If I were a woman, he would excite
me!
God... What was I thinking just now?
I hurried and completed my daily routine of housework.
I thought about the phone number that Jean gave me. It
would be nice not having to shave my face. I couldn’t
grow a beard if I tried! The best I could ever do was a
little fuzz on my face.
I dialed the number and a man answered and I introduced
myself.
"Oh... Yes... Jenny... I was expecting your call... How
wonderful... It’s so exciting to help somebody new in
the process of change! Jenny... Darling... Why don’t
you come in tomorrow morning... Say, maybe ten-ish?
Well get you started and I’ll be able to explain my
procedure and give you an estimate on how many hours we
will need."
"Ah... OK... Ten would be fine and I’ll see you
tomorrow..."
It couldn’t hurt... If I wanted to continue cross
dressing, removing unwanted facial hair would be a
dream. I wouldn’t have to shave anymore! Tammy wouldn’t
mind... She knew I couldn’t grow much any how.
Tammy was exhausted when she got home that night, she
had shown houses all day and had a closing late in the
afternoon.
I didn’t mention anything about my appointment in the
morning. We ate dinner and relaxed out next to the pool
and watched the sun set.
"Tammy, what are you going to wear on Friday for Mark?"
Tammy sat thinking for a moment.
"I saw this purple dress today when I walked by a shop
downtown but didn’t have time to go in. I might stop by
in the morning and try it on. What are you going to
wear?"
"Oh... It’s not that important for me to get dressed
up... I guess something simple... Maybe that black
dress I bought last week."
That night, we fell asleep hugging each other with our
legs tangled together. Tammy commented about how smooth
I felt without hair on my legs and how she felt so
close to me now. I was happy to and felt like crying.
As soon as Tammy left the house the next morning, I got
ready and drove to my appointment and met this guy
named Thom. He explained the process and I spent two
hours for my first treatment. Thom explained to me that
I was lucky and wouldn’t have to have more than two
hundred hours.
Thom worked on my chin area this morning and it was all
red but Thom gave me a cream that would help and I made
another appointment for Thursday.
Tammy got home late that evening carrying packages and
I could see the name on the bag and knew she had bought
new clothing and possibly the purple dress she told me
about.
Later that evening, Tammy surprised me and walked out
of the bedroom wearing her new dress and spun around in
a circle.
"What do you think? Do you think Mark will like it?"
It was the purple dress was just radiant on Tammy. The
contrast of her long red hair and the bright purple
material was dynamite.
When Tammy had spun around, her upper thighs were
revealed. The hem line of the dress was at various
lengths and allowed just a tiny peek at Tammy’s thighs
when she stood still. Tammy’s shoulders were bare
except the tiny spaghetti straps and a daring plunging
cleavage.
Tammy’s breasts were so huge, they looked like they
were ready to spill out from under the material. God...
I wish mine were this big.
There I go again... Thinking about how I would look
with large breasts... How I would fill out wearing a
similar dress...
"Tammy... You’re so beautiful wearing that dress... I
think I’m going to have to keep an eye on you on
Friday... Mark is going to love it..."
"Oh... Maybe it’s too revealing... Should I wear
something else..."
"Oh... No... I was only kiddig... I think it’s
beautiful... I want you to wear it if you feel
comfortable... "
"I bought something for you to wear Friday too... I’ll
show you..."
Tammy ran into the bedroom and returned holding similar
purple dress which matched the color of Tammy’s. The
only difference was the shoulder area. Instead of
having spaghetti straps, there was a lace material
around the front. Tammy pointed out that I could wear
my breast forms and it wouldn’t be noticeable that they
were fake.
"I got you purple heels that match it too."
I tried the dress on and we fooled around for an hour
or more deciding on our makeup. It was fun because it
was just as if we were girlfriends sharing our thoughts
and idea’s about the way we looked.
It was a fabulous evening for both of us, we were
having so much fun that evening that I neglected to
mention the electrolysis treatments are started that
morning.
I went in for my electrolysis treatment the next
morning, I spent three hours with Thom that day because
he had a cancelled appointment so I was able to stay an
extra hour.
Thom’s phone rang and I was surprised to see him
handing me the phone. It was Jean, she wanted to meet
me for lunch so she could give me the pills she had
mentioned on Monday. I guess she had phoned Thom to see
if I had started the treatments and knew I was there.
It seemed that nothing was kept secret with these
people. They knew every move I made these days.
We met for lunch a few blocks from the office and Jean
gave me the pills and we quickly ate. She had to get
back for an appointment that afternoon.
Jean fumbled around in her purse and brought out a few
small packets and looked around the restaurant and
discreetly held out her hand for me to take them.
I glanced around making sure nobody saw us and looked
to see what Jean had gave me but she quickly said,
"No... Put them in your purse... quick..."
I immediately assumed she was giving me something
illegal until she whispered to me holding her hand
against her face so nobody could read her lips.
"Those are condoms..."
I thought... Why do I need these? I just shrugged my
shoulders and starred at Jean...
Jean leaned over the table and whispered, "I want you
to place these on your bedroom dresser on Friday... You
have to trust me... If Mark and Tammy decide to be
intimate than she’ll be prepared... She’ll know that
she has your approval if for any reason the night tends
to lean in that direction... If you know what I mean?"
I didn’t know who to react or to say to Jean, she was
basically telling me that Tammy and Mark may want to
screw on Friday and I should have everything prepared
for Tammy.
Jean and I left the restaurant soon after leaving me
drive home with that awful thought in my head. How
could Jean plan all this out without some kind of
remorse? Was it in fact true? Would Tammy be thankful
that I thought about being prepared for that dreaded
scenario?
What kind of husband would she think I was? Well... I
guess I was wrong to think about it in that aspect
wasn’t I? ......What did I really want to happen?
.....Maybe I was excited for Tammy as well as myself
about Friday’s date... I felt confused...
I was Tammy’s husband and felt like her girlfriend as
well... We talked like girlfriends and we were trying
to act like girlfriends... Oh God... This was driving
me insane...
***
Thursday morning rolled around, I drove to get my
electrolysis treatment early that morning, Tammy had
gone to another closing so I had plenty of time. Thom
gave me another two hours of treatment and offered me a
cup of coffee.
"You know, Jenny... I don’t know if you have given any
thought about doing the total transition but I know a
great doctor whom I can refer you to in the future."
Wow... That was a new one! Transition? Never gave it a
thought! God... I’m a cross dresser... No... Not
interested... No way...
I sat listening to Thom talk about these success
stories, he called them...
"Listen... Jean told me your wife is dating? You can’t
just sit at home and twiddle your thumbs... I know this
guy that might be interested in you if you become
available... "
"I... Don’t know... Right now... I have to think about
it... "
Oh God... What did I have to think about?
.......Another man? This is insane... I just can’t
think about that now... Now? When?
"Thom... Thank you for the advice, I better get going
and I’ll see you on Monday?"
"Oh... Yes... Darling... Have a really nice weekend...
Oh... Try not to stay around the house too much... You
need to get out and meet people."
I stopped by the grocery store and bought everything I
needed for Friday... God, it was tomorrow... I even
picked up scented candles to place around the house and
on the dinner table.
I don’t know what I was thinking, but I completely
cleaned out our master bedroom of any sign of a man
living there. When I had finished, the closet had been
cleared of ever suit and shoes or shirts that I could
find.
Everything got packed away and put in a spare room. I
seldom wore anything manly anymore. It really wasn’t
that much of an inconvenience. I was tired when I
finished and feel asleep on the sofa. I didn’t even
hear Tammy when she came home that evening.
Tammy woke me by giving me a kiss, she had already
showered and only had a towel wrapped around herself.
She had dried her hair and said she had cooked
something for us to eat.
She leaned down to kiss me again letting the towel fall
free and I put my hands on her lovely large breasts and
massaged them with my fingers. She was so beautiful and
I continued to move my fingers across the soft skin
touching her nipples with my thumbs.
I had been gifted to be married to such a gorgeous
woman and leaned up to give her another kiss.
Tammy laid her head down on my chest as I stroked her
hair. How could I allow somebody that I loved so dearly
and was so beautiful to see another man? I know Tammy
loved me very much and I decided to ask her a question
that had been on my mind since I allowed her to arrange
the date with Mark.
"Tammy. I want you to know that I want you to be
completely honest with me from now on. I love you very
much and never want to lose you to anyone else."
Tammy raised her head and kissed me on the lips.
"Honey. You’re never going to lose me to anyone. I’ll
always be here for you and share everything with you. I
love you very much too."
I felt reassurance... I knew Tammy loved me... Could
her words only mean that I wouldn’t lose her as a
girlfriend or my wife? I wanted to ask her that
question... I was afraid... She might tell me something
I didn’t want to hear...
"Let’s go and eat something."
That was a long evening, I sat reading a book but my
mind kept drifting off thinking about the next day. I
was worried and excited, maybe leaning toward
excitement. Happy for my wife but sad as well.
If Friday was only a day that would satisfy Tammy’s
fantasy than I was excited and aroused. If Friday meant
that this was the beginning of a permanent relationship
with Mark than I was sad.
Was it too late to stop? Did I want it to happen? Stop
dressing? Could I? Had it gone too far? One fling is
all it would be... Should I allow Tammy to experience
another man... Someone much more masculine... Another
race... So muscular!
How would I feel if I were Tammy? Would I like it? Want
more? Fall in love? Oh God... What if she fell in love
with this man... My heart is racing now...
Chapter 4
My eyes opened slightly and I could see the sun shining
in the window. I looked over toward Tammy’s side of the
bed and she was already up. There was a note on the
pillow.
"Had to leave early to drive to another office and show
a house, will be home early. Love Tammy."
It was Friday... The big day... Mark would be here
later tonight... My heart began racing already. I
jumped out of bed, I had plenty to do and get ready for
this evening.
I rushed around all morning getting the house clean and
prepared for that evening. The doorbell rang around
noon and I opened the door and a delivery man was
standing outside with a big bouquet of flowers.
I took them from the man and brought them into the
house. They were absolutely beautiful!
There was a card-attached address to Tammy and a small
envelope but I didn’t dare open it. I decided to put
them on the dinning room table on the far end of where
they would sit.
I prepared some of the food and got it ready to cook,
took my shower and started to straighten up our room
and bath. I looked at the clock in the bedroom. It was
after four and Tammy would be home soon.
I heard the car pull into the garage. It was Tammy. She
was running late and rushed past me giving me a little
peek on the cheek as she ran into the bedroom
unbuttoning her blouse on the way.
I heard the shower water running before I even walked
out of the bedroom. I began doing things in the kitchen
and looked at my watch. It was after five now and I
better get dressed. I had laid out my new dress on the
spare bed, not wanting to get in the way of Tammy.
I knew she would be rushing to get ready so I changed
in that room and applied my makeup and went back into
the kitchen to get everything prepared.
I made sure the wine was chilling and ran out into the
front room and lit the candles in that room and out
near the pool as well. I ran back into the house and
checked on the food.
Everything looked perfect! ...The table was set... Food
was cooking... Candles were flickering... My wife was
busy getting ready for her date.
It was six and Mark would be arriving any moment... The
door bell rang and my heart almost stopped beating. I
got a big lump in my throat as I turned to look in a
mirror in the dinning room and fluffed my hair.
Tammy was still getting ready so I had the honors of
greeting Mark at the door. I had to walk in heels all
over again as I got closer to the door.
This was it... I’d soon be letting a man into the house
who was here to see my wife... I put my had on the door
knob... I could feel my heart beating... I turned the
handle and gave the door a quick tug.
Mark was standing their smiling at me. He was dressed
in a suit... Yes... I thought he was handsome...
Mark stepped inside and gave me a kiss on my cheek, he
was holding a red rose and gave it to me... I was
stunned and tried to smile... He smiled at me and I
stood next to him stretching up to kiss him on the
cheek and thanked him for the rose.
I escorted Mark into the living room and had him sit
down to wait for Tammy while I put the rose in water.
I was startled when I walked out of the kitchen and ran
into him in the dinning room. Mark was looking at the
flowers he had delivered today and asked if Tammy had
seen them.
"Tammy got home late this afternoon and ran into the
shower to get ready and hasn’t been out here yet."
I watched Mark lean over the table to smell the
flowers... He was huge... His broad shoulders were so
large... When he straightened himself up again, there
was a shadow from his huge body covering the light.
Tammy walked out of the hallway... She was stunning...
Her dress looked so wonderful as she walked toward us.
Mark was smiling and couldn’t take his eyes off her.
She walked straight toward Mark and didn’t stop until
she placed her hands on his shoulders and arched up and
kissed him on the lips.
Mark was so huge standing next to Tammy. Her breasts
were spilling out of her dress and I could see him
looking down at them.
Mark pointed at the flowers sitting on the table and
Tammy walked over to smell them. Tammy saw the little
envelope and took it off the flowers and read it. She
walked back to Mark and gave him another kiss and
finally noticed me standing their watching.
I smiled at nervously smiled at Tammy, "Why don’t you
take Mark into the living room and I’ll pour you both a
glass of wine?"
Tammy walked out into the living room with Mark while I
poured the glasses of wine and checked on the food. I
hurried out to the living room and gave them their
wine.
"I have to get back to the kitchen and get dinner
ready."
Neither of them blinked when I left. They were chatting
away when I walked back to the kitchen. I had my work
cut out for me in there, walking back from the oven to
the refrigerator and back to the stove.
I looked at the clock when I started bringing the food
into the dinning room. It was almost seven, Mark had
been here for almost an hour now. It took me another
twenty minutes to get the table ready than I walked out
to the living room and got them.
"Dinner is ready."
They were sitting next to each other on the sofa and
smiled at me when I told them dinner was done. Mark
gave me the empty wine glasses as they followed me into
the dinning room. It was very romantic with the candle
lit flickering.
I could smell Tammy’s perfume as she sat at the table.
I brought out the main coarse and they helped
themselves while I poured them more wine.
I let them eat while I went and checked the living room
candles and made sure everything was fine. I walked
back into the kitchen while they finished eating. They
sat and talked for another half hour after eating
before they got up and walked back into the living
room.
I poured them more wine and went out and served them,
Mark and Tammy were still talking and hardly noticed me
enter the room.
I finished cleaning the table off and loading the dish
washer and put the remaining food away. I went back out
into the living room and couldn’t see them anywhere. My
heart sank for a moment, than I saw them sitting at the
little table near the pool and hurried into the kitchen
and grabbed the bottle of wine and took it out to them.
I refilled their glasses while they talked. Mark smiled
at me this time and so did Tammy. I made my way back
into the house and thought about the condoms Jean gave
me.
I went into the bedroom and turned down the covers on
the bed and lit the candles on either side. I walked to
the dresser and pulled out my purse and took out the
little packages of condoms
Where was I going to put these? I had a brilliant idea.
I walked into the closet and brought out a small
folding wood table and put it next to the bed. I ran
out into the kitchen and filled the ice bucket and got
another bottle of wine and two glasses and ran back
into the bedroom.
I put the wine bucket on the table and squeezed the
bottle into the ice and placed the glasses next to the
bucket with a little towel.
I put a wash cloth on the end table next to the candle
by the bed with three of the little packets of condoms
lined across the wash cloth. Was that a hint?
It was nine-thirty and I walked back into the kitchen
and poured myself a glass of wine. I felt exhausted
from cooking and cleaning and serving dinner.
It was almost ten so I took a bottle of wine and walked
out to the pool and found them kissing as I walked
close. They had moved to a love seat under the patio
and didn’t notice me when I walked out.
Mark had his hand on Tammy’s thigh as they kissed. I
could even see his tongue entering her mouth and it
gave me chills watching another man kissing my wife. I
poured the wine into their glasses and they stopped
kissing once they heard the noise.
I smiled at Tammy as she turned to Mark saying, "I have
to use the bathroom, I’ll be right back."
Tammy got up and walked into the house as I smiled at
Mark. He had loosened his tie and taken his suit jacket
off at some point.
I don’t know what made me say it but I did. Mark was
sipping his wine as I got up enough nerve.
"Mark... Um... I took the liberty of putting a bottle
of wine in an ice bucket in Tammy’s bedroom... You’ll
find everything you need in there... "
"Oh... Fine... Thank you... You’re a very sweat lady...
Thank you very much... "
My God... What did I just say to Mark? How stud of
me...
"Oh... Uh... Jenny? Thank you very much. And... Oh...
Maybe I’ll see you in the morning?"
I smiled at Mark as I walked away and passed Tammy as
she returned to sit with Mark.
"Jenny?"
I turned to see what Tammy wanted.
Tammy walked up to me and gave me a kiss, "Thank you
for cooking dinner and doing everything else tonight...
"
I hugged Tammy smelling her perfume and smiled at her
one last time...
"Good night, Jenny."
"Good night..."
I guess this was my cue... She wanted me to
disappear... Wanted to be alone with Mark....My heart
was beating... I could feel it as I walked away...
Leaving her with him.
I walked out into the kitchen and poured a glass of
wine and took the bottle with me and went into the
spare bedroom. I lay on the bed thinking... Wondering
what they were doing.
The master suite was next to this room. Our beds were
backed up to one another against the wall. I looked at
the clock. It was eleven-thirty. I was going crazy
alone in that room... I had to know...
I went out into the living room and looked out near the
pool... They were gone... Where were they... I
panicked... Where were they?
I could hear the ice swishing around the bucket in the
bedroom... They were in there... The door was cracked
open but I didn’t dare take a peek... They would see
me.
I went back into my room, poured another glass of wine
and waited...
I just didn’t know exactly what it was I was waiting
for other than morning. I remembered the candles... The
candles! I put down my glass and hurried into the
dinning room and the candles were already out.
Mark walked out from the dark kitchen and startled
me... "Oh... You scared me!"
"I’m sorry Jenny... I didn’t mean to frighten you..."
He was standing in front of me naked except for a white
thong which was bulging out from his dick. He was
holding a handful of strawberry’s in his hand.
God... This man was huge... His muscles were
everywhere. His arms were so big that he resembled one
of those weight lifters I’d seen on television.
Mark walked up to me and put his free hand around me
and kissed me on the lips. I wasn’t expecting it and he
knew I was stunned.
"Jenny... I had to kiss you, you did such a wonderful
job with dinner tonight that I wanted to thank you
again."
His breath smelled from wine and he was drunk but
trying to act like a gentleman toward me. I almost had
a heart attack when he hugged me and I felt his hard
dick rub against my thigh.
"Good night Jenny..."
I smiled as he walked out of sight back into the
bedroom where Tammy was waiting for him. I still had a
picture of his masculine body in my mind. He was well
hung from what I could see and the size of his hands
was unreal.
I wondered what he was going to do with the
strawberries?
I walked back toward my room and saw the door open to
the master suite. I carefully walked by the open door
not wanting to be seen. I tried to peek as I walked
past and saw the light of the candles flickering.
I carefully walked backward and looked inside... I saw
Tammy’s purple dress laying on the floor along with
Mark’s clothes... I wanted to lean over but didn’t want
to get caught.
I continued walking toward my room and shut the door
and took off my dress and shoes and slipped into my
nightie. I climbed into bed and drank my wine for the
next hour.
It was very quit until a few seconds ago... I could
hear the bed in the next room... It was a continuous
sound... Very steady... It had a beat... My heart was
beating faster... I knew what it was... I had to
look... Had to see it with my own eyes.
I walked out of the bedroom and down the hallway and
stalled at the door of their room... I could hear
them... Hear Tammy moaning... Skin slapping together...
It was getting louder... Finally I looked...
I could see Mark... His legs and ass... Moving... There
were Tammy’s legs... Her feet were resting on his
ass... Her arms holding his waist as he plunged
repeatedly into her tiny body.
Oh God... Her breath was being taken away with each
thrust... Begging him... She belonged to him! ....To
Mark... What could I do... He was so huge...
Massively... Strongly... A Hunk...
I kept listening... He grunted... It got louder... Much
louder... She screamed to him... They were cumming... I
could almost see it... Filling the condom with the seed
of life... So close to Tammy’s womb...
His body lay still... They were finished... I could
hear them kissing... Endlessly... Glancing in the
room... There were Tammy’s arms... Wrapped around his
neck... He was still inside her... Only the thin
material of the condom between his life-giving sperm
and Tammy’s fertile womb...
I felt sick to my stomach... I had to leave... I walked
back to my room and went into the bathroom and leaned
over the toilet. I just felt sick, but nothing
happened.
I could hear someone coming, this bathroom was
connected to their room....Oh God... The door opened...
Tammy!
"Jenny. Are you all right?"
Tammy was naked and walking toward me. She had seen me
leaning over the toilet.
"Jenny. What’s wrong? Are you OK?"
I turned to face Tammy... Her breasts... Little red
marks everywhere... What had Mark done to my wife? She
looked used... Wore out... We hugged... Suddenly... The
sound of air and liquid coming from between her legs...
Like a fart...
I stood back and looked down... God... There it was...
A huge glob of sperm running down her inner thigh
making a wet trail to her knee... Until it broke free
and hit the floor.
Tammy took some tissue from the sink and wiped off her
legs... Looked at me embarrassed...
She hugged me again, taking me by the arm and walked me
into my room. She began to tuck me in bed...
There he was... Mark... Standing in the doorway
naked... He was huge... His dick was limp and I could
only imagine its size when he was stiff.
He stood in the doorway as Tammy tucked me in, kissed
me and said good night. Mark was still in the doorway,
kissed Tammy and disappeared into the bathroom.
He was pissing now. I could hear the huge stream
hitting the water. Compared to me, it was loud. God...
Mark didn’t use the condom’s?
His sperm... His life-giving seed... Inside Tammy... My
heart raced... African seed... There was Tammy standing
in the bathroom now... Tammy was seated on the
toilet... He was leaning over and kissing her, playing
with her tits... Tammy wiped her bottom and they both
walked away... The light went out.
It was done... Friday was over... Mark took her... Had
sex with my wife... I allowed it to happen... I did
nothing but pretend to be a woman...
Mark’s seed was swimming inside Tammy, looking for her
eggs. Maybe it happened, maybe they joined and made
life... I put the condom’s right on the night stand...
Why?
There was that sound again. It was different this time.
It had a beat, a tempo but much more harmony. Should I
dare to get up and look?
Something inside me said I should. It was a big
event... Something was happening that would change our
lives forever. I had to be there... To see for
myself... It was like the "Changing of the guards at
Buckingham Palace."
I got out of bed only this time I slipped into a robe.
I walked into the hallway and peeked inside.
Tammy was riding him... I could see Mark entering her
pussy... It was stretched... His cock was glistening
with wetness... I could hear it... Wet sounds... He was
holding her hips... Guiding her tiny body.
Tammy’s hair was swaying, with each downward motion...
Her tits swayed in perfect harmony with her hair. Oh
God... Mark was rotating his hips... He held her steady
with his firm hands.
Mark’s hands moved... Tammy was leaning down... Kissing
Mark... Tits pressed down flat on his chest... Black
arms wrapped around her pale white body.
Mentally exhausted, I was tired and walked back to my
room... I fell asleep hearing that sound... I dreamed
of hearing that sound while I slept... Maybe it wasn’t
a dream.
(I have several more chapters to post, hope you enjoyed
the story so far. If you would like to see my profile
and learn about my own interracial lifestyle than visit
my web site at www.karenkayonline.com )
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