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Domination
by Anonymous (y_dee_x@yahoo.co.uk)
***
A cunt finds the answers to all her questions. (Mdom/F,
v, bd, tor, ws)
***
I met my husband in a club. I was dancing and this big,
black man pressed up close behind me, one huge arm
holding me tight around the waist while the other hand
was already busy inside my skimpy top, squeezing my
tits hard and lifting me almost off the floor by them.
It didn't occur to me to do anything other than teeter
around on the toes of my stilettos as he swung me this
way and that by the tits, moving me in time with the
music. The club was full, loud and dark, and no one was
paying attention, but even if it had been otherwise, I
can't say I would have reacted differently.
His other hand moved under my even skimpier lycra mini
and a finger thrust sharply into my cunt, making me
squeal and jump in shock. My feet left the floor
completely, and I was suspended for a few seconds by
the finger in my cunt and the fingers around my left
tit. I heard him laugh, his chest shaking as I leant
against him. Then my feet touched the ground again, but
only to let him shove more fingers in and when I jumped
this time, he didn't bother putting me down but carried
me through the dancing crowd just like that.
I must have looked like some obscene ship's figurehead,
and I giggled. He bit my neck sharply, kicked open one
of the exits and finally put me down. I had just about
time to note we were alone before he had shoved a
finger up my ass, grabbed hold of the back of my neck
and bent me over to his cock.
My mouth was already open from squealing at the finger,
but it fell open even wider at the sight of his dick.
Huge was an understatement. I had only a second to look
at the monster before it was in my mouth, down my
throat, and on its happy way to choking me to death. I
felt my jaw pop, my eyes were watering uncontrollably,
and snot was pouring out as my whole body spasmed,
shook, choked and choked on my future husband's monster
of a cock. Or more accurately, My Lord Cock, as my
husband likes me to call it. It amuses him.
I was about to pass out, when he finally removed My
Lord Cock from my throat and let me breathe. I
collapsed at his feet, breathing hard and gratefully.
"Now that's rude," he said, and I heard his deep,
commanding voice for the first time. "That's my cock
juice you just spat out. Lick it up." I was still
coughing and trying to breathe easily, so I didn't
respond immediately. His foot kicked my tit and I got
the message and put my face to the floor, looking for
wet spots on the dirty floor and licking them up. I
licked up the last spot and was raising my head when
his foot came down on my head, pressing me down to rest
one cheek against the floor as he rested his foot on
the other cheek.
"While you're down there, clean my shoe."
The only shoe I could reach was the one on my face, so
I stuck out my tongue as far as I could and tried to
clean what I could. But it wasn't easy as he was
pressing down hard on my face and not letting me move
much at all. He didn't say anything though, so I kept
trying to do what he had told me to do, and I must have
looked a sight with my bare white ass wiggling in the
air, tits hanging out and squashed against the floor as
a huge, black man stood above me with his foot on my
face and my tongue waggling desperately about trying to
clean his shoe.
My husband told me that that was the moment that the
thought of marrying me first entered his head, because
a cunt so desperate to please a man she had just met
was just the kind of cunt for him. Even better, I was
white and looked respectable when he wasn't debasing
me and quite well off as he found out an hour later
as he entered my flat. It would please his parents to
see someone like me running around picking up after
him, and he was right, it did.
It pleases them even more these days as we're all
living together, and I pick up after them too which
is a nice way of saying I'm their slave. I don't mind.
I've been my husband's slave since the moment we met
and if he wants me to tend to his family too, I will.
He took his foot off my face after a few minutes and
stepped back. I didn't move, waiting for him to decide
what I should do next and before too long, he pulled my
head up by my hair. I was eye to eye with My Lord Cock
again but this time I was better prepared, opening my
mouth wide and letting My Lord Cock deep-throat me
without gagging. But I had never handled a cock of such
girth before and my control didn't last, especially
once he started to skull-fuck me with a vengeance.
His hands were tightly fisted in my hair, and moving my
head back and forth in time with his thrusting. Fast
thrusting, fast and hard, my nose and lips hitting his
pubic bush and bone repeatedly with jarring strength
which was sure to leave them, at best, bruised. And the
hi-speed bobbing was making me dizzy, although that
might have been also due to the lack of air.
I hadn't noticed the pain that much before, too
involved in trying to get some air into my lungs, but
he fucked my throat for so long and so hard that it was
impossible to ignore. My throat felt scraped raw, was
probably bleeding, and the tears weren't just
involuntary from all the choking and banging.
He finally stopped and looked down at me, smiling and
tenderly stroking my sweaty hair off my face. He didn't
remove My Lord Cock though, even though he couldn't
have failed to see or feel that I was struggling to
breathe, but even as he did nothing, I did nothing. My
hands were clenched tightly together behind my back,
keeping out of his way, even as my vision was failing
due to My Lord Cock plugging up my throat and blocking
my airways. I could die if he didn't let me breathe
soon and still I did nothing that could be seen as
denying him anything that he might want.
His dark eyes swept over my face slowly, taking in
every detail. There was stark tube lighting, so nothing
could have been hidden. I could clearly imagine what I
must look like; my bright red, sweating face, wet with
tears and snot and cock juice, black mascara running
wild around bulging red-veined eyes, nostrils flaring
desperately as my nose lay buried in his curly black
pubic hair, my red lipstick all smudged around my lips,
stretched thin and past its breaking point by the
slimy, black muscle that impaled and obscenely
distorted my face.
My eyesight was failing with the continuing lack of
air, but I could clearly see his pride at the ruin that
was my face, ruin that his cock, My Lord Cock, had
wrought.
Then he pulled out, abruptly and painfully, his fist in
my hair keeping my face right where he wanted. The cum
spat out, across my eyes, making me blink rapidly and
tear up even more, across my nose, up my nose and
making me choke even more, and on my forehead and hair.
He rubbed his cockhead on my cheek, slowly,
thoughtfully. I blinked up at him and waited.
And when My Lord Cock was once again back in my mouth,
and hot piss shot out, I wasn't really surprised and
gulped it down as fast as I could. It wasn't fast
enough though, and piss dribbled out and ran down my
chin and neck and soaked my dress. He punishes me for
that, for wasting anything that comes out of his body
and with which he gifts me, but at that time all he did
was pull out and finish off on my face and hair. Just a
bit, not enough to wash away the cum, just enough to be
clearly seen and smelt.
I looked up at him, still coughing a bit, my lungs not
back to normal especially with some of the piss going
down the wrong way. He was big and black and utterly
frightening. Pitiless and cold, that was the look on
his face, and the contempt came through strong and
clear. My pussy ached. I'd never been so turned on in
my life.
"Your name, cunt."
"Cunt," I answered back dazedly. He laughed, deep and
loud, and I realised he'd asked me for my name, not
given me the name of Cunt.
"As you wish, my lady," he chuckled, "Cunt it is. What
was your maiden name?"
I was so happy, and smiled up at him. He laughed again,
then slapped my face with his cock. "Concentrate.
Answer me."
"Samantha Burlington, sir." I tried to lick his cock as
it carried on slapping my face, back and forth, back
and forth.
"Too big a name for a pathetic thing like you," he
mused, now rubbing his cock around my mouth and nose.
He smelled so good, strong and pungent and nasty. "And
you are pathetic. A piece of shit. Utter white trash,
if ever I saw it. Right, cunt?"
"Right, sir." I was, I am. I was anything he wanted me
to be.
"You a whore, cunt?"
"Yes, sir." Anything.
He sighed, and it was just another thing that showed me
I was meant for him. He always knows me, knows what's
in my mind. "I meant your job, if you have one. What do
you do, cunt?"
Oh. "Lawyer, sir."
"You look too stupid for that. You are stupid, aren't
you, cunt?" He bounced his cock up and down on my nose.
"Yes, sir."
"Yes sir what?" He suddenly snarled, pulling on my hair
and shaking me.
"Yes, sir, I'm stupid."
He stopped shaking me, but his grip on my hair
tightened. I flinched as some strands tore off. "And
the stupid cunt is going to quit and be what worthless
cunts are born to be."
"Yes, sir," I breathed out, my heart pounding. His dark
eyes glared down at me, pierced deep and grabbed hold.
He was everything.
"What are worthless cunts born to be?"
I opened my mouth, but I didn't know. What, what? I
looked at him, waiting for him to tell me.
"Nothing." He whispered, and I believed him. Then both
of his hands fisted in my hair and his cock was in my
throat in one rough thrust. I went cross-eyed it was so
sudden, and my nose hit his pubic hair and bone and
tears were falling again.
"What a show, man!"
I tensed, but didn't pull away, never thought of
pulling away. There was another man there, but my
husband hadn't even stopped fucking my throat. He
hadn't been surprised. I rolled my eyes up to see what
he was going to do, but he wasn't looking at me. He was
grinning, looking at where the voice had come from.
"I expected you sooner," he said, grunting as he thrust
in hard and kept it there, holding my face tight to his
crotch.
"Like I said, what a show. Too busy watching to come
down, and it's still recording as we speak. I got
Charlie to take over."
I was pulled off then, and my throat burned at the
speed and friction. He tugged my head back and twisted
slightly, then grasped my chin and leaned down. "Say
hello to Charlie."
There was a glint in the dark corner of the ceiling, a
camera. But of course. Cameras were everywhere in the
clubs. "Hello."
He shook me again by the hair, slapped my face
viciously and spat in my face. "Stupid cunt! What was
that?" He slapped me again, and I was so confused.
"Open your cunt mouth wide, squeeze your tits, spread
your legs and frig your cunt! That's how a cunt says
hello!"
My face was pointed up to the camera again, and I
opened my cunt mouth wide, squeezed my tits with my
left hand, and spread my legs to finger my cunt. A
sudden burn on my ass made me squeal and thrust my hips
up. It came again, and again.
"Yeah, whip the bitch," moaned the man I still hadn't
seen. My husband was whipping me with his belt. And I
squealed every time another stripe was marked on my
bare butt, and I squeezed my tits harder and pumped my
hips as I masturbated for the camera, for Charlie, and
all the time my husband had me by the hair and shouted
at me to do better. I tried, fingering my cunt and
licking my nipples and biting and twisting and shoving
my fingers deep inside my hole, and finally I shrieked
and came.
I shuddered, orgasm working its way through every bit
of me and all was dark and warm and so good. It was so
good, fantastic, the best sex I'd ever had. If my
husband hadn't already taken me over so completely,
that would have been the moment I would have promised
forever.
He shook me, and I came to and realised I'd slumped
forward, his grip on my hair the only thing keeping me
from falling on my face. I was pathetically grateful,
grateful for the cum, grateful for being found. He
pushed me forward and I collapsed on the sticky, filthy
floor, but I was too grateful to stay put.
I turned around and crawled over to his feet and
started licking, cleaning with my eager tongue and
buffing with my cheeks and hair. They were talking,
laughing, I didn't really hear, but I knew he wasn't
speaking to me and so I was going to carry on licking
until he told me to stop.
I was so happy. He was what I had been looking for,
ever since I had begun to feel like I was incomplete,
like I was out of place, like I was just plain wrong. I
hadn't known what or who or where, but now I did. Now I
definitely did. What had I been missing? Him. Where was
my place? With him. And who am I? His. I am his,
totally and completely. I am his to do with as he will,
to do anything he wills, to be anything he wills.
I am nothing but what he makes of me. I am nothing.
Nothing: Weddings
There's nothing quite like pissing in a bitch-mouth.
And once you've shit in it too, there's no going back
to flowers and candlelight. Once you've seen a bitch
stuffed with shit, cheeks bulging with it, face smeared
and dirty with your waste and tearful eyes peering out
from under shitty lashes, there's just no way you can
ever look at a bitch again and not see shit. Respect
and romance? Hell no. My dick's never been harder, and
I feel like all's right with the world at last.
This is how it's meant to be, this all-powerful,
testosterone haze. And she's not running away, she's
coming back for more and more, and she's not the only
one. All types of women, just dying to find a man to
grab hold of her and be what a man is supposed to be
powerful, commanding. Frightening. It's genetics. We've
forgotten that, too blinded by science and tech -
despite the camouflage, we are nothing but animal.
I have a dream. When I die, I want my cunt to be buried
with me. Buried alive. The piece of shit should be
kneeling at my feet, my dick in her toothless mouth,
arms and elbows tied behind her with barb wire. Udders
pierced with as many skewers as they can fit, a few
long and thick and going through both tits. Big tits,
the biggest-titted whore I can find. Something you can
really grab hold off and punch and burn and pierce and
torture, torture, torture.
I want my friends to torture the cunt, go all out,
really enjoy themselves and leaving it just alive
enough to appreciate starving to death with my dick in
her mouth. Not suffocating to death. I want air holes
in the coffin, make sure my pig suffers for as long as
possible. A video cam would be good, provide great
reality TV entertainment. Why watch some losers sleep
and making fools of themselves when you can watch my
cunt suffering and dying instead? No contest.
Especially with a dildo in her cunt and ass that would
give her some searing, bitch-frying electric shocks.
Wonderful dream. I'm sure I'll add to it before I'm
completely satisfied. And I'm sure it will be carried
out and surpass my imaginings - I know my friends.
Who would have known this was where it was leading to
when I met my wife? She was just another blonde tart in
a sea of them, shaking her tits and ass to get a man's
attention. Just another normal night in a club. Her
tits though, fantastic. They sloshed around wildly,
almost falling out of her top, no bra in sight the
fucking slut.
When she jumps up and down, which I get her to do quite
a lot, they hit her face. I've stretched them a bit
over the years, lots of rope-work and special clothes
and equipment from the BDSM store, and they look
fucking amazing. Saggy, big and floppy, practically
down past her belly button.
Sometimes we hold cunt races on the weekends and
there's nothing quite like a bunch of big titted white
whores running with their black masters whipping them
on. Beautiful. All those saggy tits bouncing around,
white flesh welted and red and black and blue, red
faces crying, snot dripping, mouth wide from the ring
gags and drool down their chins and tits like the
stupid dogs they are.
Great buys, those ring gags. Aesthetically pleasing,
giving us the cunts with their mouths wide open, like
they should be. And practical too. A nice, safe cock
sheath. Not to mention the whining and retarded noises
the pigs make when you're working them hard - good for
the dick, for the soul. And when it becomes annoying,
and women using their mouths for talking or making any
sounds I don't allow annoys me, just shove a penis gag
in through the ring and down the piggy throat and
voila, blessed silence. Even their snuffling snouts are
much quieter.
Truly, gags are a man's best friend. The one essential
item if you're going to be stuck on a desert island
with the cunt of your dreams.
So, my wife-cunt, slave-pig of slave-pigs, I married
her the day after I met her. Went to Vegas and did it
legally. She wore a white corset with her nipples
peeking out the top, a frilly white tutu that showed
her bald pussy, white fishnets and white stilettos. And
the all important virginal white veil. All topped off
with bright red lipstick, on her lips, her pussy lips,
and piggy nips. She even had a bouquet, a single red
rose tucked between her wobbling mass of titties. That
was some cleavage she got in that corset.
The priest-whatever-guy could barely get the words out,
too busy looking at all the slut on show, but he
finally did and it was done. I had her give him
whatever he wanted after, as a thank you, and he wanted
an ass-fuck with a blowjob chaser. All the clothes were
left on, apart from dragging her udders fully out which
really didn't need much effort, and I got it all on
video. Then of course my witness friends had their
thank you fucks too. It was a good day.
And when it came to throwing her bouquet, that was
something to see. Look! No hands! The stupid whore had
her hands obediently behind her and she was bouncing,
bouncing up and down and up and down like some fucking
yo-yo, tits and pussy everywhere. Hysterical. She
finally managed it though, sent that rose flying
through the air and my best man caught it and that got
him the first cunt-fuck of the night from the pig.
I fucked her last, after they were all done with her
all her holes all raw and leaking cum and blood and
piss and shit. She was a mess, all the pristine white
stained and torn, her white flesh bruised and welted
we'd all given our belts a happy time and her face
was just absolute perfection. It's how a bitch-face
should always look bruised, stupid, afraid.
And then when we got back to her nice, expensive
apartment, just the two of us, she got her second
wedding. Lucky bitch, most cunts only get one. It was
the start of our new life as husband and wife and I had
specific ideas about how things should be. First, her
old life was over and the ceremony would show that. The
Vegas wedding had been great, but I wanted to do more
ownership rituals, take her over more completely. I
wanted her to know that she was my property, mine to do
with as I pleased., just like in the good old days.
Call me a traditionalist.
So as soon as we got through the front door, she fell
to her knees as was good and proper and stripped. No
more clothes or walking on two feet like a human being
in my home again, unless I gave permission. And I
dragged the crawling pig by her hair to the bathroom,
kicked her down on her stomach in the jacuzzi, and
hogtied her, nice and tight. Wrists to calves, ankles
to throat, elbows together. She was arched up, choking
and strangling, tits nicely crushed on show. Then the
ring gag went in, as did the nose tines, pulling her
nostrils back and making her look more like the pig she
is, and this was tied to her big toes.
I set up the video carefully, making sure it would all
be nicely recorded for future viewing pleasure.
Then I got the scissors and hacked off her hair. And
the bitch started to cry, stupid cunt. So vain. When I
got the razor out and shaved her bald, the tears and
snot really started to flow. I stepped back and admired
my wife. Shining white bald head, running mascara, snot
streams from her piggy snout. Gorgeous. But she needed
more bruises, so I slapped her face a few times, hard
enough to topple her over each time. Then I punched her
right eye a time or three, but only her right, because
I like to see the difference slitty bloodshot eye
peering out of swollen, purple flesh, and then the
healthy one with mascara and shadow.
My belt whapped over her bald head, giving it some
lovely red welts, and all over the rest of her. I had
to push her over to beat her tits properly, nice and
hard, using the buckle end to finish it off to get a
few spots of blood. Her cunt got a good lashing too,
even though it really was nicely bruised already. Her
ass however, was a mess from the guys going to town on
it, so it was just as well the hogtie left it shielded.
I intended to completely use the cunt up before I got
rid of her, but I wanted to take my time, really enjoy
the experience. I was thinking three or four years.
After the whipping, I got down to the serious business
of vows.
"What are you, cunt?"
"Uh-hng," my wife sounded through her gag. Nothing.
Such a good cunt. I patted her on her smooth bald head
in approval. The tears were still flowing but her eyes
were wide and worshipful.
"Who are you, pig?"
"Urr..." Yours. I rubbed my cock over her face, wiping
over her tears and snot and drool. I could see her pink
tongue waggling desperately to reach my cock, and her
eyes were just so stupidly grateful it made my dick
jump. Stupid, stupid cunts.
"That's right, you're all mine, little piggy," I
whispered, poking my cock against her nostrils and
wishing them bigger so I could really get some meat in
there. That would look so good. I could see it now, a
cock in each nostril and one down her throat. "Oink for
me, pig."
She did, but not as good as she could do with her mouth
gag-free. Sacrifices, sacrifices. I shoved my dick down
her throat and got a good slam-fuck going, holding on
to her ears and staring down at her as she choked and
turned redder and redder. It got so violent she started
skidding back and forth on her tits and belly, and her
sweat was really helping the squeaking noises. I
laughed. Life was good. This bald thing choking on my
dick was my wife, her apartment and money and
everything that had been hers was mine, and I could see
a nice long life ahead for me.
I came on her bald head, in her eyes, up her nose, and
treated her with a taste too she had been a very good
cunt, after all.
"Think of this as your baptism," I said, rubbing my cum
into her shiny baldness with my cock. I held my cock
and whapped her on the nose. "Welcome to the Church of
Your Lord Cock." I whipped her face a few times,
enjoying the feeling, the sounds of cock hitting cum-
soaked cunt-face.
"Your christening," I said, pissing on her head and
face. "I name you Pig-cunt. Oink, Pig-cunt." She
oinked. I laughed, looking down at the cunt desperately
blinking piss from her eyes and snorting piss out of
her nose. I finished off in her mouth. "The blood of
Your Lord Cock." I shoved my cock in. "The body of Your
Lord Cock."
I grinned, leaning down with my black marker and making
it official. There, nice and clear on her forehead was
Pig and across her cheeks and nose was Cunt. I was
going to step back, give the camera a good look at my
newly named wife, but her white bald head was too
tempting. A big smiley face on top, then Pig-cunt again
around the back, and it was a work of art. There was so
much more I wanted to do, so much white canvas, but I
had time. She was my wife. We had the rest of her life.
"And here's something from me." I squatted over her
head and let loose. Shit curled down onto her bald
head, over her eyes, down her nose and some runny shit
rounded it all off for a nice splatter effect. My dick
was like stone, so fucking hard. I couldn't remember
the last time I had recovered so quickly. And the pig
was squealing, eyes rolling wildly and choking as she
rocked on her tits and belly. I think she was trying to
get away. I was laughing, stroking my cock and enjoying
the sight of my wife lolling around in shit and piss.
Happy as a pig in mud, my pig in shit.
"You're a good wife, Pig-cunt, really good," I said,
breathing hard and ready to come again. She stilled a
bit, her squealing ended, like my praise was all she
needed to get over such abuse. So stupid. "But you know
what would make me really happy?" Her big blue eyes
with their shitty lashes blinked at me questioningly.
"Eat my shit."
Her stupid eyes teared up again, and a moaning sound
came out of her mouth, a weird keening. It was eerie,
so I shut her up by stepping on her head and pressing
it into the shit. She was making those deep choking
sounds you get when you give a really good deep-throat,
her body spasming and twitching like she was being
electrocuted, and I took pity on her and cut the ropes
to her neck and nose. Her face fell forward and she was
gasping, and heaving, retching. It was funny how much
she resembled a fish then. I sat on the rim and waited
for her to do as she was told. She would, I knew. She
couldn't say no to me; I was the man of her dreams.
It took her a while, especially restricted as she was
by the hogtie, but that was ok. I liked the show,
leisurely stroking my cock as she practically used her
udders for walking, hoovering up all the shit and piss
with her mouth when she found her ring-gag didn't let
her lick very efficiently. She really was a good pig
and I would have patted her again if she wasn't covered
in shit. It was fucking disgusting, and the smell and
she was eating the stuff. Unbelievable. I hadn't had
much respect for her to begin with but now, now my
contempt for the cunt was absolute. Whatever she might
do in future to redeem herself, it would never work;
she ate my shit and I hadn't even had to beat her.
I watched silently as she licked up the last remaining
splatters, her tits squeaking on the plastic now and
then as she moved.
"That's great, pig, you're a natural. Go ahead and
throw up." The words were barely out before there was
vomit shooting out. Absolutely disgusting. "Go on, dip
your face in your vomit, that's a good pig. All over
your face, roll it around. Move your tits into it,
that's it, good pig. Take a taste, come on are you
fucking deaf? Get stuck in there!"
And the disgusting pig was face down in her vomit,
snorting and snuffling, like a pig hunting for
truffles. She was crying again, causing tear tracks
through the shit and vomit on her face. "You love me,
Pig-cunt?"
She stopped her vomit eating and looked up at me,
snorting shit and vomit from her nose, mouth and chin
dripping with the slimy brown waste. Gorgeous. I nearly
came right then and there, but then she nodded and I
was too furious to come. If she hadn't been too
disgusting to touch, I would have beat the bitch
senseless. And I didn't want to dirty my belt. "Did you
just nod at me? Did you just nod, you fucking cunt? I
ask you a question, you answer! You understand me, you
stupid slut?"
"Ehh, uhh." Yes sir. And she looked terrified. That
soothed me, but I was still looking around for
something to hit her with.
"Say it." There was a serious absence of punishment
implements, except for electric cables, and as this was
my home now, that just would not do.
"Ahh, uhh, ooo, uhh." So sweet, my wife. I calmed down
at that sweet declaration, had the camera zoom in on
her face and squashed, bulging tits. Bald, with
graffiti, covered in shit and vomit and piss and cum,
she was a right fucking mess. She was perfect, and all
mine. I shot all over her face one last time, to make
her feel loved, switched off the lights and shut the
door behind me. Time for bed.
Great start to the honeymoon.
She started it all, this extreme side of me. Before,
I'd always been rough with the girls, but after getting
her, rough was left far behind and it was torture, no
mistake. Once you get a taste of extreme, you just keep
wanting more and more. It is addiction, and I'm a
happy, satisfied addict. She wants it, and takes it,
and it's so satisfying having a bitch beg for her own
destruction, and hating herself all the while for it.
So much better than taking an unwilling cunt who's too
stupid to know her place, because I am not a rapist, no
sir. And better than pain-sluts, because all they want
is pain, the sick pigs. Give them a box of nails and a
hammer and that's them sorted. No fun at all. I don't
want them unwilling but I don't want them happy and
well-adjusted about it either. What I want is what I
got - my willing, happy and self-hating wife.
I never even thought of snuffing her until she brought
it up. She'd rather I killed her than throw her out on
the street, she was nothing without me. That's what
she'd said. Now, every cunt in my life faces that
possibility and I can't imagine a life lived any other
way.
I love my life.
Nothing: Early days
After we were married, my husband moved into my
apartment and it was then that I found out he was a
cop. He looked so good in the uniform, made me so wet.
Shiny silver cuffs, menacing black baton, those dark
mirrored sunglasses. The gun. I just knelt at his feet
and drooled nothing new, he made me drool all the
time, and I'm not talking about the gags which were
more often inside my mouth than not now. But still, it
was a new fetish and he grinned when he saw the effect
on me.
I licked his shiny black shoes, shivering as he trailed
the baton over my spine. My holes were twitching,
happily anticipating having it inside. He gave a good
hard whack to each cheek, making me grunt and whine,
surprised at how much it hurt. Then it was rubbing over
my head, and I shivered for a whole different reason. I
was still quite upset over my baldness and the
graffiti, had seen myself in the mirror and cried. I
looked terrible, and so very stupid, but my cunt had
been happy and I had masturbated in front of the mirror
and come so many times.
Still, it's one thing to get off on humiliation and
another for the humiliation to be so blatant and long
lasting. My hair would grow back, but not if he kept
shaving it off. He'd done that twice now, and I was
beginning to worry he was going to keep me bald. As for
the graffiti, he was talking tattoos too and I didn't
think he'd do that to my face but there was gleam in
his eye when he said it
Then the baton was in my mouth, and I was sucking and
choking. He was smirking down at me, shoving the baton
back and forth forcefully, hitting the back of my
throat, holding the back of my head to make me take it.
I could see my reflection on his lenses, two of me,
distorted.
"Keep it in your mouth."
He went behind me, and I felt the coldness of the cuffs
as they closed around my wrists. I moaned, so very hot,
the drool just trickling down my chin and my cunt juice
slicking my thighs.
"Crawl over to the coffee table, rest your tits on the
top."
It was awkward, trying to get my weighty udders nicely
placed on the tabletop without the use of my hands and
with a long baton sticking out of my mouth, but I
finally managed it. I was a bit worried I had taken too
long, he had a tendency to punish harshly for any minor
wrong, but he didn't say anything and I relaxed. Then
he took the baton out of my mouth and started bashing
my tits flat.
I cried out and pulled back, and I knew I shouldn't
have but it was uncontrollable. He'd used full force
and my tits felt crushed.
"Get back in place before I get angry."
I'd gone into this relationship with open eyes, jumped
in with both feet, gleefully, but it was very hard at
times. I arranged my tits on the table again, crying
already, knowing how horrible it was going to be. And
it was. He had to stuff a tea towel in my mouth to keep
the noise down. I'm afraid that 3 hits to each tit was
all I could take, and I pulled away again and curled up
on the floor. Back then, I'm afraid my pain tolerance
level wasn't very high.
"Now you've done it." He kicked me over onto my back
and kept me there with one foot on my tit. He pressed
down hard, almost standing with his full weight on me
and it hurt but I was distracted by how manly and
powerful he looked. He was like a hunter standing over
his kill, but instead of a gun he had his baton. And
then the baton was falling and my free tit was getting
slammed back against my ribs. I was screaming
uncontrollably into my gag, thrashing around under his
foot.
"Spread your legs, piggy."
He grabbed hold of one ankle and started thrashing my
cunt, then it was shoved in and the pain took my breath
away. But it didn't stay in there long, just long
enough for it to be slick enough for my ass and that
was another shock of pain. I looked up at my husband
who held me down with one foot on my tit, held me up by
one ankle and so high that my weight was on my
shoulders, and who had just stuffed his baton into my
ass he was grinning, teeth white and gleaming in his
dark face, and I could see a large lump at his crotch.
He was happy, and that was all that mattered.
"Now piggy has a piggy tail," he laughed, shoving it in
further with a push and a twist. "I'm so good to you.
Now, try it out. Crawl around and wag your tail." He
pressed down hard on my tit before letting go of my
ankle.
All I wanted to do was curl up and hide, but I did as I
was told. Everything hurt, and I couldn't stop crying.
I crawled around the room on my shoulders and knees, my
battered tits dragging against the carpet, occasionally
wagging my new tail. My husband stroked himself as he
watched. And even with the tears, he wasn't the only
one turned on. Not only did I hurt badly, I knew how
stupid I must look, and yet my cunt was still throbbing
and aching and dripping.
"Bet you're wet, you sick slut," he said. He knew me so
well. He stopped me by his chair, grabbing my ear.
"Here, hump my leg."
It felt so good. I humped his leg like a dog, fast and
desperate, looking at his grinning, sneering face all
the while. The baton was starting to slip though, from
all the shaking, and I had to slow down.
"Open your mouth."
I opened it without thinking, and he took out the tea
towel and replaced it with his gun. I stopped humping
in shock.
He slapped my head. "I didn't tell you to stop." But I
couldn't move.
I'd never been near a gun before, and my first touch
was with my mouth. I stared up at him, mouth dry,
tasting the metallic barrel of the gun resting on my
tongue.
He leaned close, his breath warm on my forehead.
"You're being very bad today, and I don't like it."
There was a click, the safety. I nearly pissed myself.
"Stop squealing, my sick lil' pig. Now, suck my gun."
I sucked, and before too long the whole thing was
turning me on and I was rubbing against his leg again.
There was a gun getting a blowjob from me, a police
baton getting an ass-fuck, and I was so hot I was
humping my husband's leg like an animal
I really was a
sick lil' pig.
"You know, I heard this story recently, true story," he
said, watching my head bob on his gun, spit running
down my chin. "In one of those Asian countries, where
the men keep the cunts in their place, the men would
take a cheating cunt out in front of everybody and
gang-rape her." I humped faster. I'd got a taste for
gangbangs from my wedding. "When they were done, they'd
take her out to the rubbish tip, stuff her mouth and
ass full of trash. Then they'd put a gun up her cunt,
and shoot." He pulled the trigger. Click. I flinched,
my eyes rolled up in my head - I came.
Sick, sick pig.
When it was over, I sat there panting, gun still in my
mouth. The baton fell out of my ass, and I missed it.
"They'd leave her there, dead or dying." He lifted the
gun, lifted my head with it. "Birds, rats, maggots,
they'd have fun with her. Then the next pile of trash
would come along, bury one used up cunt, and life goes
on. No burning pyre, no fuss, no one giving a shit."
The gun slid out of my mouth. He took his leg out from
between my legs, placed his foot against my face and
pushed me off. I lay on my back, on my cuffed hands,
turned on all over again by his story.
"A fitting end, I think." He stuck the gun up my cunt.
I held my breath. The gun made squishing noises as it
thrust in and out, loud, and very telling of my state
of mind, making me blush bright red and hot in
embarrassment. "Don't you agree, Pig-cunt?"
"Yes, sir." It was more moaned than said, and I was
telling the truth. At that moment, I couldn't see
anything wrong with how the cunt had ended up. And even
later on, even now, no matter how morally wrong or just
plain sick it all is, I'm still ok with it, I'm still
desperately turned on by it. And I think it started
then, the consideration of a similar ending for myself,
because I couldn't see how I could truly surrender
completely to my husband without him taking control of
my life and death.
The gun speeded up inside me, and I was thrusting back,
fucking myself with it. I was moaning loudly, looking
up at my husband in lust and adoration, my cunt
spasming as he spat in my face. Everything he did
turned me on, I was so lucky. Then there was the
trigger, the click, and I was coming and screaming and
thrashing around on the floor like a demented thing,
like the demented thing I was.
I lay there in a haze, not really awake. He left me
there and occasionally I'd see his feet walking past
me. There were the usual sounds I was used to now, that
of him changing my apartment to his liking. His
apartment now. I'd signed over everything to him, and
even my name now in the outside world was simply Mrs.
Michael Hyde, and if the first name was needed, it was
P, short for Pig-cunt, but they wouldn't know that.
Maiden name? Cee. C for cunt, of course. It had all
been legally changed - Samantha Burlington no longer
existed.
My resignation letter had already been sent, my career
was over. I'd spoken to them on the speakerphone too,
looking at our reflection in the mirror. I was bent at
the waist, my wrists tied behind me and my neck
collared by my husband's belt. He was holding me by my
wrists and collar as he fucked my ass. We looked so
good together, I couldn't look away.
He had on a wife-beater, the white of it standing out
starkly against the dark ebony of his skin and bringing
more attention to his fantastic muscles. Black combats
only opened at the fly covered his lower half. He
looked so big and dangerous, the type I cross the
street to avoid, the type that make my cunt drip like
no other. I was naked and bald with graffiti and welts
and bruises all over, one eye so swollen I could barely
see out of it and my lips were split and bleeding. My
tits were tied tightly with cooking string, big purple
balls bouncing in time to the fucking.
I resented having to talk to anyone - I just wanted to
look at the picture we made, enjoy the fucking - but my
husband had told me to and that was that.
"It's a bit sudden, isn't it, Samantha? It's not like
you."
You don't have a clue what I'm like, I wanted to say,
looking at the happy abused cunt being ass-fucked by
her powerful husband. But my husband had told me to
always speak respectfully and politely to others. They
were much better than the piece of shit that was me,
after all.
"I know," I said. My voice was weak and out of breath,
a result of being fucked and everything else, but those
on the other side of the line thought it was from being
ill. "But it's the real thing and we'll be moving soon
back to his country. Wish me luck!"
"Of course, sweetie, lots of luck. We're just worried
about you."
"Don't be. I'm deliriously happy." I watched my
reflection lick her bleeding lips, her eyes wide and
transfixed on her husband. The call ended at last, I
mouthed numerous goodbyes, empty promises to keep in
touch, to email.
"Deliriously happy, are you?" he asked, smiling wide
and letting go of my wrists to slap my ass.
"Yes, sir," I gasped out. I was only being held up by
the belt around my throat. And instead of taking back
my wrists, both of his hands were on the belt and it
was getting harder and harder to breathe. I was
choking, my face getting redder and redder, my eyes
bulging out and rolling wildly to look for mercy at my
husband who was fucking my ass like a demon.
He looked like he was riding, reins in his hands, ass
going up and down on his mount's back. His snarling
mouth was moving, cursing and degrading me, but I could
barely hear him anymore. My mouth was wide open, tongue
sticking out and waggling, drool dripping copiously
from my chin. My eyes followed the drool, strangely
fascinated, before they got caught by the frantic
shaking and flopping of my purple tit-balls they were
the last things I saw that day. My vision blurred,
darkened, and I lost consciousness.
And passing out happens often with him. It's
disorientating, not to mention frightening, but the
orgasms are so much better for it. I'd heard that about
asphyxia, but I'd never met anyone who'd do it to me
until my husband. And he does it every way possible, I
think. Hanging, strangling, plastic bags, water and
other liquids, mummification and entombing, and of
course, with his dick. He likes watching me struggle to
breathe, and I love how much enjoyment he gets out of
my suffering.
I'm sick. This can only end badly for me, but then
again, a bad end would be the goal of an extreme
submissive like myself. And I was beginning to realise
that I was more submissive than even I had assumed
myself to be, my slavish desire to please my husband
seeming to have no limits. My life consists of endless
pain and fear, but also of endless lust and love, and
it is love no matter what others may think. He's giving
me what I need and for that I love him desperately.
I remember a priest from my childhood. He'd said women
were sin made flesh, only natural for the descendants
of that great sinner Eve, and that it was up to men to
keep such sinful creaturs in line. I'd grown up knowing
he had been talking absolute crap, but now, things
aren't so clear. There is no denying how sick and
depraved I am, how much I have been longing for a man
to take control of me, keep me 'in line'. There can be
no denying how right it feels to have found such a man
and to suffer for him, to please him. And there can be
no denying that I am not the only woman to feel this
way.
Nothing: Storage
He likes to box me. Not box as in punching, although he
likes that too, but box as in containment. He likes his
space, his privacy, and even though I'm silent or
gagged, he sometimes finds my presence too much.
When we were in the apartment, he used to just pop me
in the trunk at the foot of the bed. It was big enough
to lie in a foetal position, or to scrunch down on my
knees, or lie on my back with my knees to my chest
but whatever position it was, I had to stay put because
it only took one sound to get him enraged. I'm a
submissive, and so masochistic to some extent, but the
punishment he deals out when he's truly enraged, as
opposed to sexually motivated rage, is something I try
hard to avoid. Broken bones are often one of the end
results, and I'm not enough of a pain-slut to find them
arousing.
I liked it, at first. It was like a safe haven, a place
where if I stayed very quiet, I'd be left in peace. Our
relationship is very intense, and very hard on my body,
and it doesn't take a genius to figure out that I need
recovery time now and then.
However, the periods of time that he left me in there
became longer and longer, and then he began putting me
in some form of bondage. It wasn't enough to simply put
me in and lock the trunk. Now, the bare minimum would
be cuffed hands and tied feet, dildo gag and ear plugs,
and the full treatment would be a strict hogtie, tits
tightly bound, dildos in all my holes, earplugs and a
full hood which blinded me and restricted my breathing.
There's not much to see in a dark trunk, but somehow
being blindfolded made me uneasy. As did being deaf.
I'd never realised how much sounds comforted me until I
was without them. I started thinking about how if I had
a health problem, or vomited, I'd probably die. He'd
never know, might even take him a whole day before he
opened the trunk and found me dead. I might have
discovered a whole new desire to be snuffed, but I'd
seen it as something years in the future, if ever. I
didn't really want to die, especially not now when I'd
just found him.
And what if something happened to him? Some of his
friends knew he had me, so they might come looking, but
if they didn't know anything was wrong with him either,
then I was in trouble. Or what if he went out and there
was a fire?
So before too long after he'd first started storing me
away in the trunk, I developed claustrophobia. He knew
I didn't like it, that I was afraid of being boxed, and
that pleased him even more and he found more ways to
store me. In the basement now, there's a selection that
would make BDSM shops envious. There are boxes of
varying shapes and sizes, made of wood, metal, plastic.
There are transparent ones for when he wants to see me,
which is always the case when the boxing is for
something other than storage. Like breath-play.
There are coffins, an iron maiden, cages, dog carriers,
body bags and suitcases.
There are holes in the floor, some deep pits, some
shallow, some big enough only for one, others for more,
with iron lids that can be solid or a grill depending
on his mood. Their moods. His friends come over often,
usually bringing their own cunts.
There are slots in the walls, just like in a morgue
complete with the stainless steel doors and sliding
trays, except the height is about halved. It's tighter
than in a coffin, and colder, and talking of cold,
there's a walk-in freezer too with meat hooks from
which meat hangs, including live cunt.
But back when we lived in the apartment, there was no
space for even a fraction of these things, so my
husband made do with what was already there
suitcases, cupboards, closets. And on some, thankfully
few, occasions, the refrigerator.
Now, upstairs in the house, there's a chest in the sun
lounge. It's a nicely carved wooden coffee table on the
outside, but a place for me inside. It's a tight fit.
Many times when my husband entertains polite, vanilla
company, I'm in there with none of them the wiser. The
old trunk is also still around, at the foot of the bed
in the master bedroom. And in his study, it's the
window seat.
He usually plugs me, keep the mess to a minimum, except
when he wants mess. It's disgusting, but it makes me
hot not surprising considering the extreme
degradation of it and I am, after all, when stripped of
everything else, a humiliation slut to the core, in the
core. I lie in piss and shit and come, I drink his piss
and come, eat his shit and come. He watches it all,
fascinated, disgusted, hard shaking his head
sometimes, unable to understand how someone can sink so
low.
Understandable then, that he has stopped thinking of me
as a thinking human being. Talks to me less and less,
not even to give me orders. I'm hooded most times,
blind and deaf and mute, taken out of storage to be
used, put back away when he's done. I don't think I'll
last much longer. I've lost track of time, but I know
it's been a satisfying few years. When I can see, my
body is an emaciated mess, scarred and ugly. I have no
regrets, only except for wishing to give him more. He's
been so good to me, I can't repay him enough. He
deserves more, everything.
~tbc~
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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life.
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