("`-''-/").___..--''"`-._
                     `6_ 6  )   `-.  (     ).`-.__.`)
                     (_Y_.)'  ._   )  `._ `. ``-..-'
                    _..`--'_..-_/ /--'_.' ,'
                   ((('   (((-(((''  ((((
                 K R I S T E N' S    C O L L E C T I O N
		_________________________________________
		                WARNING!
		This text file contains sexually explicit
		material. If you do not wish to read this
		type of literature, or you are under age,
		PLEASE DELETE THIS FILE NOW!!!!
		_________________________________________




			Scroll down to view text


















--------------------------------------------------------
This work is copyrighted to the author © 2005.  Please
don't remove the author information or make any changes
to this story.  You may post freely to non-commercial
"free" sites, or in the "free" area of commercial sites.
Thank you for your consideration.
--------------------------------------------------------

Who's To Say?
by Peter Pan (uds3@hotmail.com)

***

This was the first 'account' let us say, I ever wrote. 
Extremely short, it is but a fleetingly recalled, 
highly distressing incident during the Vietnam War. It 
is fully devoid of sex... BE WARNED! Although I would 
ask each and every reader of the "Kristen Archives" to 
suspend judgment on that particular fact until you have 
read the entire piece. I have my reasons for saying 
that, as you will see. (MM, v, military)

***

I was asked once, "What use is a fly?" Why, in the 
Infinite's great wisdom, did he create them?" I had 
been then tempted to reply, "What use is a human?" and 
in truth, there must be a myriad of advanced life-forms 
throughout the universe, could ponder the same 
question. But looking down upon the enquirer - a most 
beautiful curly-haired moppet, barely out of mid-
childhood, I was struck by the significance of it all. 

I was a teacher in those days, working at a State High 
School in small-town Iowa. Perhaps with less 
inclination to air my views publicly in the presence of 
Governing Bodies, I could have held on to my earlier 
role as Deputy Principal at San Manaleus High near 
Sausalito, maybe even the top job was mine, had I put 
my mind... and gag, to it!

Thus the Spring of '81 found me atop this grassy knoll, 
behind the baseball square, looking over acres of 
swaying cornfields across from the highway, surrounded 
by twenty-eight vitally interactive year nines, 
including miss curly hair! It was the last day of term 
and the traditional school-picnic was underway. 

So too was the exhuberant behaviour - I had just called 
'full-time' to an impromptu game of gridiron wherein 
six of the larger boys had been using one of the girl's 
hockey-bags as a ball, when Callie (she, of the curly 
hair!) popped the aforementioned question.

I looked down at her, exquisite features set in a 
strong face. Blue eyes framed by long lashes that would 
have been the envy of every girl at Prom Night - you 
couldn't buy natural innocent beauty such as this! I 
smiled at her.

"Callie," I said, "Everything has a purpose... 
toothache, death, acne, missing the bus... whatever! 
Whether or not you KNOW that purpose, is another thing 
though! You asked me about flies? Well, let me answer 
you with this tale."

"Some years ago, seems an eternity now I guess, I had 
the misfortune to have been sent out to Da Nang 
Province at the height of the Vietnam conflict. Hell, 
all of us knew we had no right being there, but we'd 
been conscripted and not one of us was about to stand 
up and insult the US flag by beefing about it. We had 
each other to look after, and for more than four months 
we did a damn fine job. Ed had been wounded, but I'd 
seen him take worse at a schoolyard beating near Fort 
Worth. 

Ricardo I'd known him years earlier on a local baseball 
team... he was the comedian of the group - kept us 
laughing with his impressions of Nixon and John Lennon. 
Smithy was the quiet one - a chemical engineer before 
he was called up. He spent most of his time dreaming up 
the most God-awful biological weapons you ever saw. The 
enemy was better off having him in our platoon than in 
a Pentagon Laboratory back home implementing his 
nightmarish concepts.

Aussie Jack was my best friend, born in Sydney, 
Australia. His father was Texan, and he'd come home 
when he was twelve... took a hell of a ribbing over his 
accent, till he lost it round about Boot Camp. Then 
there was 'Long' John, one-time cook who worked at a 
roadside diner on the Boulder Highway out near 'Vegas. 
Must have been six foot seven. If his burgers weren't 
so damn good, any basketball promoter would have signed 
him up.

Lastly, it was my great privilege to know Simon, who 
came to be known as 'The Weasel' This guy was good - he 
had the ability to crawl within fifty yards of an enemy 
encampment without being detected. He had developed an 
unequalled knowledge of trip-wires and land-mines and 
was responsible for getting us to pole-position in so 
many operations. It was rumored that the 'Cong had a 
$100,000 price on his head. Gives you some idea of his 
value to us groundies.

Late '69, Base-Command had us moving in on a 'Cong 
stronghold at Muang, less than a hundred clicks from 
the Laos border. Two Marine battalions had been wiped 
out by guerillas in the area, our enemy-warning system 
having no indication of their presence there. We were 
dropped in by chopper and dug-in for the first night or 
so.

Long John had made Captain and Ricardo Second-in-
Command. Drenching rain made progress slow and 
difficult, so none of us spoke much, but I guess we all 
had our minds on the job in front of us. 'Weasel' was 
sent on ahead to spy out the territory and we made 
maximum gains during the next twenty four hours. Round 
about this time I had a bad feeling about the operation 
- don't ask me why, we'd been on a hundred such 
missions before, but I remember asking Ed one night if 
he ever regretted not having gotten married earlier - 
he'd looked right back at me and said, "Plenty of time 
for that ol' buddy... plenty of time!"

Shortly after dawn the next morning, 'Weasel' brought 
news that the 'Cong camp was no more than a mile to the 
north east. We checked our equipment, took a quick 
briefing from Long John and headed off. Base Command 
had promised all of us a two month furlough if this was 
pulled off successfully. We crawled up to the perimeter 
of the camp, 'Weasel' having by-passed several of the 
outer trip-wires, and took inventory of enemy numbers. 
There must have been twenty or so!

Fanning outwards, we covered the encampment from a 
three-sixty degree vantage point, and on Long John's 
signal, let rip with everything we had. Half of the 
guerillas were dead before they even knew where to 
shoot. The 'Cong managed to fire off three or four 
mortars, and both Ricardo and Smithy were slightly 
wounded by shrapnel... other than that, it was over in 
less than five minutes.

After securing the area, Long John called us down. He 
had kept a couple of Budweisers in his kit, as well as 
a rolled-up flag which he now unfurled and jammed fast 
into the roof of the 'Cong's hut. "Bastards" he said, 
tears of utter emotion running down his cheeks - "You 
think you can stand up against the power of THIS?." he 
leaped down. "C'mon in boys - have a drink to a job 
well done."

Everyone filed in behind Long John, I was furthest back 
having taken top tree position. Just twenty yards from 
the cabin, the biggest damn blowfly you ever saw flew 
straight into my left eye. In surprise and pain, I 
dropped to my knees. Less than a second later the 
explosion tore the roof off the hut. It would have 
decapitated me if I had been standing. Heat from the 
blast hurled me back into the jungle but otherwise I 
was uninjured.

As I sat there crying, I knew "Weasel" was around 
somewhere cursing the fact he'd missed one last booby-
trap. All but Aussie Jack were dead – he died in my 
arms within ten minutes, leaving me no answers, but so 
many questions...


But for you Callie, you have YOUR answer don't you?"



POSTSCRIPT:

I wrote this because two years later, a pretty blonde 
girl was found face down in those distant cornfields. 
The girl had, according to forensic reports, been 
multiply raped by at least six males, beaten 
repeatedly, sodomised and burned beneath both nipples 
with what appeared to be a cigarette-lighter. She had 
been put out of her unimaginable misery when they 
finally cut her throat. It was Callie, she was still 
just 16. No arrests were ever made.

Although I can never again travel to Iowa and put right 
what God was unwilling to prevent, she can now live 
again, if only for a few fleeting seconds, everytime 
someone in the world reads this. It is all I can give 
her.


(c) Noel Bailey/Peter_Pan

"Who's To Say" is taken from the published anthology of 
short stories "Imagine For A Moment" now available at: 
http://www.lulu.com/content/69187

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with
others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't
okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than
a trusted partner. You only have one body per lifetime,
so take good care of it!
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Kristen's collection - Directory 40