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Reinventing Ashley
by Peter Pan (uds3@hotmail.com)

***

Being continents apart is but a small price to pay when 
you "meet" the right girl. Nothing your American 
Express card can't handle. (MF, rom)

***

Sometimes you see a girl and you know the search - it 
may even have been life-long - is over. That’s how it 
was when I first saw Ashley. Just a photo you might 
think, but it was more than that. Smiling out at me 
from her secret garden, that beautiful dark hair 
cascading around her shoulders, the late afternoon 
sunlight glinting off the rather tasteful little gold 
chain around her neck, she needed to be loved, 
possessed, completely spirited away to distant realms 
of passion that she had never experienced and which I 
knew instinctively, only I could ever show her. 
Understand if you would, this was not a case of 
delusional self-appraisal, merely a statement that I 
somehow knew to be true.

Like the spring blossoms adorning the tree behind her, 
she would bloom for me, but like spring itself, the 
window of opportunity would be only brief. I wanted 
her, more than any girl I had ever met and after two 
marriages, leaving me to bring-up wall to wall children 
as a single parent, that believe me, was no idle 
commentary.

How then did I come by her photograph?

I am a writer in my spare time (as opposed to a 
professional writer I hasten to qualify) and have 
published amongst other basically non-profitable works, 
several net-based articles that might diplomatically be 
referred to as "of an erotic nature." By chance, Ashley 
stumbled across a few of my self-indulgent ravings and 
probably out of disbelief that anyone could freely 
compile such questionably risque literature, made 
contact with me and at my request, sent the 
aforementioned photograph. 

That very night I resolved not only to meet her but to 
fulfil that which I knew without the least shadow of 
doubt had always been both our destinies. Convenient 
cop-out that it sounds, I have always believed it is 
souls which fall in love...not prescribed age-groups. 
If the opportunity looms out of the mist when you are 
seventy-two, then so be it... it was supposed to! What 
is better? to have been loved and cherished for a 
decade? or to suffer through a life-long marriage of 
misery and incompatibility which never resulted in a 
solitary day’s purpose or togetherness? Damn it all, I 
should have been a clinical psychologist!

Now, living in different countries might be said to be 
problematic. Fact is, it is merely a setback, most 
likely orchestrated by a higher form of existence 
merely to test one’s resolve. With the passage of time 
and the increasing availability of communications 
technology, I came to know her as I realised soon 
enough I had always known her - just beyond the fringes 
of my consciousness. We chatted on messenger services, 
exchanged emails, I even wrote stories for her. 
Initially, despite my relational philosophy, I deeply 
regretted our age-differences – more from her 
perspective than mine. She was a young girl boarding 
the train at the first stop. I had been using the line 
since they shunted the Cherokee and Sioux off to their 
flinty reservations and usurped their lands to complete 
the railroad west.

But time is a wonderful thing. Emotions grow, hair-loss 
matters less. Goddamn it, what half-intelligent woman 
would knock a night back with Sean Connery? and he was 
bald at 30! Besides... from some angles and in some 
lights, the strands still hold their own. 

It took a while to organise, but as the plane headed 
east across the Pacific Ocean and I sat gazing out at 
that blue-tinged finger-painting below, my mind 
returned to Ashley’s photograph. I took it out, 
noticing yet more detail, the lightest application of 
an almost light-apricot mascara, a trace of lip gloss. 
She was just so lovely. Her eyes promised many things. 
Affection, warmth, loyalty and I hasten to add, a 
healthy degree of cheekiness. I recognised that little 
eccentricity from living with my three youngest 
daughters – but that is definitely another story. I 
think she would understand if I confess now that 
physically I wanted her as much as I did emotionally 
and I knew with absolute certainty that I could deliver 
on all fronts that which she needed. I was bringing it 
home to her!

Where she lives is of no consequence to this story, 
merely that a combination of international and domestic 
flights delivered me to her doorstep as it were. I have 
though, omitted one significant detail – she had been 
unaware of my coming, although in previous months I had 
made every promise to her that whatever it took, I 
would make the journey.

As I sat in my hotel suite quite late that afternoon I 
was in two minds as to whether I should call her 
cellphone then and there or wait until later in the 
evening. Having always been impulsive by nature – I 
punched in the numbers.

"Doing anything tonight?" I whispered, upon hearing her 
answer.

She recognised the accent. "Noel?" 

Even that one word completed a cycle. I wanted to hold 
her. Actually, I wanted a whole lot more.

"Yep, its me Ashley. Look I just wanted to say, I’m 
gonna be out of town all weekend, so I won’t be able to 
chat with you much. Just a business trip which came 
up." She sounded disappointed. This was such exquisite 
torture!

"Yeah, well I’m staying at the "Cambridge" Hotel, so 
I’ll maybe have a few minutes after meetings."

"The Cambridge?" she said, "That’s a coincidence...we 
have one of those here."

"Yeah, I know," I teased her, "Corner of Bracken and 
Pacific Boulevarde isn’t it?"

A brief pause. I felt her heart racing, heard her mind 
running the numbers. It wasn’t really possible... was 
it?

"You’re here aren’t you?" she finally got out.

"Well to be honest," I said, "I am new in town and 
would have just liked to share dinner with someone."

"Give me an hour." She pleaded, all but breathless.
"What? I replied. "I travel thousands of miles to see 
you and you expect me to wait another hour? How lame’s 
that? Make it forty-five minutes or I’m calling the 
nearest escort agency!"

Not sure who hung-up the quickest.

I sat on the bed unpacking my few things. That 
beautiful long hair was shortly to be on-site, ready to 
have my hands running through it. You know what I was 
thinking of more than anything though? Just holding her 
– even for a moment would have been worth the whole 
trip. I would feel her unique warmth and be able at 
last to kiss that soft little spot just beneath her 
hairline on the nape of her neck. It had waited such a 
long time. I wondered if she had delicately shaped ears 
– soon I would find out.

If I said I was nervous, I would be lying. How could 
one be nervous about meeting a person they had come to 
know as well as themselves? What I was, is anxious! 
Anxious to complete something that had been set in 
motion years before ever either of us knew anything 
about it.

A gentle knock at the door offered up two 
possibilities. Either room-service or my photograph 
come to life. I really was sweating on that toasted ham 
sandwich and latte coffee.

Opening it, I could have done a multitude of things. 
Said "Hi Ashley, nice to see you, come in." Shaken her 
hand and commented on her good dress sense. Pushed past 
her, looking for room service down the hallway or at a 
pinch, shove her up against the door and rape her.

What I did do was to just look at her eyes – that’s all 
you ever need to do! She was as beautiful on the inside 
as I knew she would be. I hugged her, took her hand and 
brought her into my room. Then I noticed her good dress 
sense. Of course, having the great figure she did was a 
majorly good start. Rather nice, short and clingy 
little navy blue skirt, teamed with a plain but good 
quality beige top that was doing little to mask its 
extremely well-sculptured contents, themselves being 
cared for, it appeared, by an unobtrusive frilly light-
colored bra. More on that later...definitely, much more 
on that! 

She smelled of youth and promise. Her beautiful hair 
shone and danced unchecked across her shoulders each 
time she moved. For now, that little hot-spot around 
behind her neck was hidden – surely it wasn’t thinking 
I would never find it?

"Why are you looking at me like that?" she asked in all 
innocence. Damn it, what would she have been thinking 
if I hadn’t been?

"Why?" I replied, "I’ll tell you exactly why Ashley. 
Not every day a treasured image turns up at your front 
door. You are one lovely and desirable girl and well, 
lets be honest, there’s no way I’ll be toning down the 
‘desire’ part...sorry, can’t change the programming!"

She smiled and hugged herself in that appealing and 
sexy little way that girls do instinctively and just 
looked up at me from the chair I had led her to.

"Anyway sweetheart," I continued, "This was first and 
foremost a dinner date. What say we go eat?"

The hotel’s mini-bars may not have been that well-
stocked on a world ranking but hey, the restaurant had 
cornered the market on steak fillets and champagne 
options. We supped elegantly even if the waiter was a 
tad on the limp-wrist side –I think he had od’d on the 
cologne. Probably his sister’s Estee Lauder. 

Be easier to list the things we didn’t discuss during 
that couple of hours than the topics we encroached 
upon. Graduating college to Al Queda, books to movies, 
Aussie beaches to life in the South. How disappointing 
I was thinking - not once did I hear Ashley mutter as 
she delicately fanned herself, "Ah do declare Noel, 
if’n you ain’t got the cutest little old English accent 
there. Why fiddle-dee-dee, it just makes me want to 
take you back to school for show and tell." Gave me no 
chance to reply, "Well frankly Ashley, I just don’t 
give a damn!

A couple of lemon crepes wound up the calorie-session 
admirably. By now, the champagne had seen to it that 
just being near her was arousing areas of my body I had 
sworn to keep in check. No-one told my testosterone I’m 
thinking.

For all that however, just being there with her was 
about as good as it gets. We took a late evening walk 
around the block and chatted more. It was so very 
relaxing and curiously as if we had shared such 
closeness many times before. I held her hand as we 
walked and so much passed through that two-way contact 
I could feel her needs, her apprehension as to where 
all this was leading. All I knew was that I wanted to 
go there.

Returning eventually to my room, we shared the last of 
the champagne and I asked her if she would care to 
watch a movie with me. There were so many on cable, 
took a while to settle on one - we chose SHREK 2. 

Why is it, movies in hotels are so much better watching 
them from the bed. Answer...duh!

We actually watched a fair bit of this one...probably 
coz she really liked Antonio Banderas’ "Puss ‘n 
Boots"...Zorro with a cute tail! What really put paid 
to the adventures of Shrek though, was my finding that 
exact spot behind her neck.

Girls are so stupid. Kiss their necks on the right spot 
and they make hot little noises, and thrust their 
breasts forward which leaves you no choice but to re-
locate your hands. In Ashley’s case, it was well worth 
the relocation! Her breasts, even through her top, were 
so wonderfully warm and inviting, I had to cup them 
separately so as neither could complain of preferential 
treatment. Outsize mammaries are for me the ultimate 
turn-off – Ashley had the most perfectly shaped and 
sized breasts, bridging the gap effortlessly between 
young teen and serial pole-dancer.

Kissing her was but sensory-overload. When you touch a 
girl’s lips with your own and feel her wanting... 
needing... giving, it is such a turn-on and also a 
privilege that she is responding thus. I told her she 
was everything I had expected and more. I don’t know if 
she believed me but I tried to explain that this wasn’t 
why I had come, it was her. What we were doing was 
merely the result of her being the beautiful person I 
could feel – metaphorically speaking.

There is such a delicate line between crass sexual 
groping and appreciative physical caress. It is a line 
most girls are aware of and one that the average man 
has no idea about. Most men look to be turned-on. The 
majority of girls crave the physical sharing. These two 
things are light-years apart and for the needful female 
there is the awesome stumbling block that men, when all 
is said and done, are simply adult boys. Most fifteen-
year old girls in my experience are emotionally so far 
ahead of the average thirty-year old male...it’s a 
joke.

Anyway, enough of the psych lesson. Ashley had slid 
down a little on the bed and was looking so damned 
comfy there. I was continuing to just gently fondle her 
while I kissed her neck and shoulders – right alongside 
that bra strap that was driving me crazy. I think from 
memory, she was purring. SHREK was pretty much out of 
the picture when I made the bold, if not decisively 
forward decision to kiss her leg...just below the hem 
of her skirt.

Finding that no slap across the face was forthcoming, I 
repeated the gesture. Definitely a winner. She closed 
her eyes and wriggled a little. I stuck with the manual 
and very gently pushed her skirt up marginally. Still 
no slap and with those extra few inches, was able to 
kiss her now just that much higher up. Her eyes closed 
for longer periods and those cute little sighs were 
really most encouraging, I leant forward, pulled her to 
me and kissed her on the lips. She melted. It was so 
easy to tell her I wanted her and that I thought she 
was the most desirable girl on the planet right at that 
moment... why? Because it was true!

Easing her back down on the pillow, I just began to 
undo the buttons on her blouse. She was breathing 
heavily. I was lucky to even be breathing! As her 
pretty little bra was exposed, I just knelt there 
beside her and slipped a finger inside both cups, very 
gently teasing her nipples. So soft was she – God had 
deservedly taken out "Best and fairest sculptor’s 
award" for sure, that night back in 1984 when her mom 
had conceived her.

Her little top I slipped off and just looked down at 
her lying there...so vulnerable and soo hot. Slipping 
her bra straps down, I just eased her breasts free of 
her bra and she almost whimpered as her arms came up 
protectively.

Holding her hands now gently above her head, I lowered 
my lips to her breasts and kissed both. She squirmed - 
half in pleasure, half in anticipation I imagine. As my 
mouth took-in her entire right nipple, the sensation 
was for me exquisite. So erect now, she clung on to me 
as I suckled her, first one side, then the other.

I can still taste her, recall how aroused she was 
making me. I wanted to do so much to her, but this was 
to be no rushed performance, I wanted it all to last 
for ever. I turned her over on her tummy, and guided 
her hands upwards on to the pillow held them there. The 
scent of her hair was just so deeply intoxicating as I 
nuzzled her neck and whispered how much she meant to me 
right then. I began just gently massaging her shoulders 
and letting my hands caress her. We really didn’t need 
that bra, so unhooking it I just disentangled the thing 
and tossed it across the bed. That left the more than 
pleasurable ability to kiss her right down her spine to 
her lower back.

Ashley was now in an almost constant state of wriggling 
as I was left with the almost meagre challenge of 
unzipping her skirt and sending it too, on its way. She 
gasped a little, which seeing as she was simply clad 
now in just a hot little pair of what might have been 
young girl’s panties, was understandable really.

I had known from pics she had sent me months earlier 
that she had a really hot little bottom. The camera 
hadn’t lied, they don’t make them any hotter. At the 
risk of incurring her wrath, I simply took a hold of 
the elastic, pulled them down but half an inch or so 
and kissed the upper part of her beautiful curves. Now 
that did get a "nooooooooo" but I figure it was more 
for effect than anything else, especially as I did it 
again tugging it down even further and with no 
resistance that time – just a gasp. I could have kissed 
her there all night.

It was now at the business end of the teasing! I turned 
her over once more and of course she gave a little girl 
yelp and covered her breasts protectively. Hot as that 
was, I had other plans and just leaned forward and 
kissed her hard on the front of her panties. Ashley 
forgot about her nipples and just gasping with surprise 
I suppose, awaited my next move.

She didn’t have long to wait. Once again I kissed her 
right dead center, making sure the pressure was such 
that she would be in no doubt as to my intent. I love 
looking at a girl’s eyes when she finally realises you 
are going to make love to her. There is in them, that 
wavering combination of sexual pleading, open 
vulnerability, arousal, submission and an acceptance of 
her immediate fate.

I gently but firmly tugged her knickers down, the sight 
of which just about rendered me catatonic. So hot and 
desirable was she I really could say nothing. I simply 
laid my hand on her delicately pronounced labia and 
idly slipped my finger between the lips. She was not 
far off volcanic. I was not far off deranged! I can’t 
be sure now, so befuddled was I with the sight, but I 
think I asked some cretinous question like "may I lick 
you gently?" Whatever dumbo poser I asked her, she just 
nodded and I spent fully twenty minutes exploring her 
down there. I recall so much caressing, rubbing and 
digital stimulation, eventually one or both of us was 
certifiable.

"Make love to me," she whispered, at which point I felt 
like an emotionally retarded freshman. I did remember 
how to make love though. Divesting myself of my own 
pants was but a moment’s work. I then simply pulled her 
legs up, parted them and holding her knees wide allowed 
her to take a hold of my erection which she guided to 
the promised land. I wanted this to last. Again, I 
cannot repeat too often, the eyes are the windows into 
the soul.

If you want to know what’s going on with a girl when 
you make love to her – look into her eyes. Doesn’t 
matter what she says, what hot little noises she is 
making – that’s just the icing on the cake, look at her 
and feel the passion.

That’s exactly what Ashley and I shared that night – 
pure unadulterated passion. What may or may not have 
happened in both our lives...before and after, cannot 
vary the consequences of that evening. From my first 
very gentle thrusts inside her, which elicited both 
moans and a need on my part to take her deeper, right 
through to my driving so hard into her that she clung 
to me, a female completely on-heat... in all that time, 
I never lost sight of who she was and the respect I had 
for her existence. An ‘orgasm’ underplays descriptively 
and quantitatively what we reached. We "touched" and 
that, if you can manage it, is the highest pleasure 
attainable. The moment stays with you because you 
realise you got to somewhere special... with someone 
special!

The credits for Shrek 2 were long over, when the haze 
lifted. I lay beside her, holding her hand while with 
my right hand, I traced around the outline of her very 
damp pussy, watching the steady trickle of my semen as 
it leaked from her and ran down the inside of her leg. 
I allowed a small amount to gather at the end of my 
finger and then raising it to her breast just rubbed it 
gently across her still very erect nipple. She put her 
hand over mine and we both cupped her breast like proud 
new parents.

Having extolled the virtues of true love-making and 
having endeavored to describe accurately just how 
meaningful was that first union, there comes a time 
inevitably when a girl likes to be fucked silly. For 
Ashley, that time came not long afterwards. I knew the 
symptoms. A dull red glint in the eyes that grows in 
intensity. Provocative body movements, especially with 
their hot little hips and asses, a sense if you like 
that they want it rougher this time... more heat less 
bleat. They turn up the sex, turn down the flirting. 
You know immediately that what’s needed here is a cock 
as far up their pussy as you can get it and from any 
position you care to name... whatever is hottest! In 
Ashley’s case, on all fours with her bottom headed 
skywards definitely did the trick. Nor was I gentle 
this time...so convincing was she – even I wanted to 
rape her senseless. 

To say, I took her hard would be to understate the 
moment. I "gave it to her" is more the key phrase here. 
It must have answered the call well enough – I remember 
that hot little smile as I rolled her on her back 
afterwards and how she clutched at her pussy with both 
hands, seeking probably to stem the seeping tide. 

She stayed the night of course and never have I spent a 
more loving evening. Cuddled up behind her in her "S" 
bend, I nuzzled her neck all night, lightly caressed 
her back and hips. Whispered all kinds of loving 
nonsense in her ears – much of which she would never 
have heard, being asleep soon afterwards. Sometimes 
during the darkness she would turn to me and I would 
suckle her until I almost passed out with contentment 
myself. Even asleep, I could make out her sweet smile. 
Just once I was able to spread her legs while she was 
on her back and penetrating her so carefully, I worked 
at my mission until I filled her, while she slept 
unknowing of the enormous pleasure she was giving me.

I knew long before the breaking dawn that my life would 
never be complete without her.



© Peter_Pan 2005 

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