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What Now? Revisited
by DG Hear (dghear@core.com)

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What did Dorothy have to say? (MF)

***

Many readers had suggestions about both Dorothy and 
George. What they should do and not do. Most just 
wanted to here it all from Dorothy's point of view. 
What would make a woman think the way she did. Here is 
Dorothy's story after the reunion.

***

Dorothy speaks:

After George spoke at the reunion I felt thoroughly 
humiliated. The bad part is I totally deserved it. 
Paul, the so called love of my life wasn't any wall of 
protection by any means. My friends Dixie and Joe just 
sat there completely stunned. I may have been sitting 
with friends but I was alone, truly alone. I have now 
made the biggest mistake of my entire life. I lost my 
husband by choice, I was alienating my children who I 
truly loved, and may not have a life with my 
grandchildren.

After George and June left the reunion I got up from 
the table and walked over to talk to my kids. Listening 
to them tell me how bad I screwed up. They were 
berating me pretty good. We also talked about all the 
good times we had both with and without George. 

They reminded me that family really matters, even 
broken ones. They still wanted to be part of my life 
but couldn't see it happening with me in another state. 
They wanted their children to know their grandmother, 
which brought tears to my eyes.

I told them all how much I loved them and always have, 
never a doubt. Looking back now I was glad that George 
was their biological father. He was a good father to 
them and would make a terrific grandfather. I told them 
I had a lot of heavy thinking to do. I would be home on 
Monday. 

But now I didn't know where I would be staying. I 
hadn't planned on moving in with Paul till after the 
school term which had a few months to go. There was no 
doubt that George would not let me stay in the house. I 
guess I should have thought about that earlier.

George Jr. asked me to come and stay with him and his 
family till I made up my mind as to what I was doing. 
They had a spare room in their basement where I could 
have some privacy. I just started crying, all the  crap 
I put my family through and they still loved me. 

George Jr. looked at me and said, "We don't like what 
you did mom or the way you did it, but as dad pointed 
out you are our mother and have always put us first. We 
have to learn to live with it. We all love you but not 
your actions."

I looked at George Jr. and said, "Your dad said that 
after what I did to him?" and I started crying again. 
"God, what have I done to my life?"

I kissed all my kids and told them how much I loved 
them, and would like to see them before they went home. 
They said they were going to have breakfast with their 
father in the morning, that I was welcome to join them 
but said, "Please mom don't bring your boyfriend."

I told them I would see if I could make it. Then I 
headed back over to the table with Dixie, Joe and Paul. 
I asked Paul if we could leave the reunion. I have had 
enough for one evening. Dixie and Joe decided to leave 
also, the crowd was just starring to much at all of us. 
I knew we were the topic of all the conversations.

Paul and I went up to the room. As soon as we got there 
Paul wanted to make love, really all he wanted was sex, 
I pulled away telling him that what I need now was love 
and compassion. I needed to be held. I needed to be 
comforted, not fucked. I looked at Paul and asked him 
why he didn't go over to meet my kids and introduce 
himself?

He said he was to embarrassed after finding out they 
weren't his.

I looked at him and said, "You have always told me that 
you wanted to become part of the family. That we were 
going to do everything possible to be a family unit. Do 
you still feel that way Paul?"

He looked at me and said, "I don't know, I love being 
with you but I want you not your kids and their kids. I 
have no connection with them. I thought we would move 
away from all this and be together."

"Paul what about our families? I want to see my kids, 
my grandkids. I want to be part of their lives. I know 
we never talked much about family, but I love mine and 
want a relationship with them." Paul's answer shocked 
me.

He said, "Dorothy, why don't we just make love tonight 
and talk about all this stuff tomorrow?"

I told him I didn't think so, I had to go out where I 
could gather my thoughts. I opened the door and walked 
out. I had nowhere to go so I went back down into the 
lounge and sat in a booth to think. I ordered a drink 
when two of my old classmates, Barb and Sue asked if 
they could join me. I just said, "Sure I would enjoy 
their company."

Both Barb and Sue were divorced. They were a little 
wild but have tamed down a lot over the years. I guess 
after you get passed fifty your thoughts start to 
change. We were good friends during our high school 
years but that was many years ago. We have never talked 
much after I moved to Ohio. They both looked at me and 
said, "Dorothy, we need to talk to you. It's about 
Paul."

"Paul? What about Paul?" I asked.

Then they began telling me about not wanting to butt in 
to my personal life but figured after my husband's 
speech, there was a few things I needed to know. Paul 
has dated both of them through out the years. He said 
he was in an unhappy marriage and was going to get 
divorced. eventually. 

"We both knew that all Paul wanted was a good fuck, 
excuse our language, but we were both divorced so it 
was all we were after," said Barb.

"We knew that you slept with Paul at the reunions but 
just thought you were just out after a piece of strange 
at the reunions. We had no idea you were in love with 
Paul or we would have spoke to you years earlier. We 
liked you, we always have but if you marry Paul it 
won't last. He has had sexual relations with most of 
the divorced women in our class, and a few of the 
married ones also."

Barb continued, "I have no idea what kind of man your 
husband is, but your family is what every woman wants 
when she gets to be our age. Kids, Grandkids, that's 
what life is all about. Do what you want with Paul, but 
don't lose your relationship with a great family like 
you have, for him." 

"Paul didn't get divorced so he could marry you. His 
wife, June finally caught him cheating on tape and had 
the proof she needed to get a divorce. She left Paul 
with almost nothing. You will be supporting him if you 
two get together."

My mind wandered in a dozen different direction, I 
didn't know what to think but for some reason one 
question entered my mind. I looked at Barb and Sue and 
thanked them for telling me all this before I made an 
even bigger fool of myself. I asked them if they could 
answer one question for me and please be honest. It was 
very important.

They said, "Of course we will tell you the truth, we 
have no reason to lie to you. What do you need to know 
Dorothy?"

"Is one of the married women Paul slept with, Dixie?" I 
asked.

"Yes she is, but we thought you knew since you two were 
best friends. In fact, word out there is that you and 
Paul swapped with Dixie and Joe."

"What? No, that is not true, I have never had sex with 
Joe. Who started such a lying hateful rumor about me?" 
I asked.

"Well, Dorothy, you better take a big slug of that 
drink before I tell you. You're going to need it," 
replied Sue. 

"We were sitting at the table during the reunion with 
Bob, and Harry." When Bob looked at you and said, ‘If 
he knew you played around he would have tried to get in 
your pants.' 

Then Harry said, ‘He had talked to Joe earlier and he 
said he was in your pants not two weeks ago.' said Sue.

Barb added, "I said bullshit Harry, Dorothy wouldn't 
sleep with Joe."

Then Barb said, "Harry replied, ‘Joe said he could 
prove it,' that you have a little brown mole on the 
right side of your bush next to your pussy.' like we'll 
get a chance to see that" Barb laughed.

I was in panic mode and started crying. Barb and Sue 
tried to console me. They said, "We know Joe's lying, 
everything will be alright."

I looked at Barb and Sue and said, "I do have a mole, 
but how did Joe know it?" I then asked them if I could 
bunk with them tonight. I don't think I wanted to be 
with Paul tonight, nor Dixie and Joe. Not till I got 
some answers.

Sue went over to Paul's room and picked up my clothes. 
She said Paul was pissed but let her have them. I then 
called my son Mike's room. When he answered the phone I 
asked him if I could ride home with him in the morning? 
He just said, "Sure mom, we will be glad to have you, 
then he said love you mom."

I said, "I love you too Mikey."


Barb, Sue and I went back to their room where we talked 
some more. I was drained after the whole evenings 
activities.. The girls just let me have one of the beds 
and after a couple more drinks I fell asleep. 

The next morning I showed up at the family breakfast. 
It was nice just being around my family. I could tell 
George wanted to throw digs my way but took the high 
road seeing all our kids were there. Damn, I spent 
thirty two years of my life with this man and never 
took the time to really get to know him or him me. When 
George left to go home he said goodbye to all the 
family and then told me to enjoy my new life. I 
couldn't help tearing up, after all whether I loved him 
or not, we spent thirty three years together. After all 
our thirty third anniversary was the next day.

After breakfast I went back to Barb and Sue's room to 
get my stuff and go home. I thanked them for letting me 
spend the night and for telling me about Paul. It will 
help me make some future decisions. 

I then stopped by Paul's room. When he answered the 
door he was still in his underwear. He wasn't very 
happy with me. He said the only reason he came to the 
reunion is to be with me and I ruined that for him. He 
said nothing about everything that happened. 

I told him I had to leave, that I was riding back with 
my son Mike and his family. That I would contact him 
later to talk with him. I went to kiss him goodbye and 
as we kissed he grabbed my ass and squeezed. Then he 
said that was something to remember him by till we seen 
each other again.

Paul did ask me how come I wasn't riding home with Joe 
and Dixie?

I just looked at him and said, "I have doubts about my 
friendship with Dixie since I found out you've been 
fucking her."

Pauls eyes opened wide but he didn't deny it. He just 
said, "The last time was a few years ago and that was a 
mistake. It's you I want Dorothy."  

The words ‘last time' meant he had sex with Dixie more 
then once. With that said, I just said, "Goodbye Paul," 
and went to Mike's room.

I asked Mike if I could use his phone to let Joe and 
Dixie know I was going home with them. When I called, 
Dixie answered, I told her that I was going home with 
my son Mike but I would be talking with her within the 
next few days.

She seemed a little stunned by my remarks but said, 
"Okay talk to you later."

***

After getting home I called George about getting some 
of my personal items. I told him I thought the 65% to 
35% distribution of assets was a bit harsh seeing we 
built all our assets together  but I agreed to them so 
we could both get on with our lives.

He said I could stop by with George Jr. and pick up any 
personal stuff I needed. Also if I agreed with the 
divorce settlement to contact Sally Hawk, his attorney 
and she would get things started. As of right now he 
wanted little or no contact with me. He would not be 
home when George Jr. and I stopped by.

As you know I am a school teacher and had to get back 
to work on Monday. Then I contacted a realtor and 
looked for an apartment so I would not have to upend 
George Juniors family any longer then necessary. I 
found a condo not far from the school and a short 
driving distant to my two sons homes. I could move in 
within the next couple of weeks.

I contacted Sally Hawk and the divorce proceedings were 
underway. She was a very sharp attorney and said it 
would be done within a few months since neither of us 
were contesting it.

I did ask her to contact George for me and ask him if I 
could purchase some of our furniture, linens and such 
at two-thirds there value to furnish my apartment.

Sally must have contacted George because three days 
later I got a personal call from George asking me what 
this was all about? He thought I was moving to Michigan 
as soon as the divorce was final.

I told him if he would meet me face to face I would do 
a lot of explaining to him. It was just to complicated 
to explain over the phone. He agreed to come to George 
Juniors house to listen to what I had to say, but the 
divorce was going to go through and he wanted to make 
sure I understood that fact.

I told him I completely understood and was not pulling 
any tricks but just thought it was time to get it all 
out. George Jr. was taking his family to visit his 
wife's family for a few hours and we would have the 
privacy to talk.

George arrived and we decided to just sit in the living 
room to talk. He sat on the sofa and I sat in the 
lounge chair. I offered George a beer which of course 
he accepted. I had a glass of iced tea. The only thing 
I asked of George was try not to throw to many digs at 
me because I really wanted to get this all out.

He agreed to hold back as best as he could, but no 
promises.

"I just started out by telling him that I was never 
going to see Paul again. I made a gigantic error and 
now I'm paying dearly for it. I have only myself to 
blame. All these years I thought I was in love with 
Paul. Every since the first reunion when I found out he 
wanted me. 

What he wanted was the great sex we had. The same went 
for me. It was the illicit sex and cheating, then 
getting away with it. Looking forward to every reunion 
knowing we could have that carefree attitude and I 
don't give a damn about anyone but each other 
attitude."

"I realized after your speech that I really never knew 
Paul. I thought I did but all I knew was how good the 
carefree sex was. No worries, no problems, just so 
called love and sex. Two or three days every few years. 
We had nothing else in common. I thought we did, but 
now when I mentioned family I found out he wanted no 
part of them. He just agreed with everything I loved so 
he could have the carefree sex that he wanted."

"I went into this whole affair thinking as a teenager 
who was in love. I never grew out of that mode when I 
was with Paul. I just kept the blinders on, I guess not 
really wanting to know the truth. If we were truly in 
love we would have divorced and gotten married years 
ago. It never happened, the only reason I believed we 
were doing it now was that Paul got divorced last year. 
I found out at the reunion that it was June who got the 
divorce, not Paul."

George stopped me and said, "Why are you telling me all 
this now? It doesn't change anything."

"The way I dumped this on you was wrong, totally wrong, 
even though we may not have had the best loving 
marriage, you deserved better, a lot better. I should 
have talked to you face to face like we are doing now. 
I know it doesn't change anything but I want to go to 
all the grandkids and family doings. I know you do 
also. I want us to at least be civil to each other 
around family." 

I got up and got George another beer. After handing it 
to him I thought back over our marriage. "George I owe 
you a giant apology about the kids DNA. God, you didn't 
deserve that. I don't expect you to ever forgive me for 
my remarks but I am truly sorry about that. Using 
hindsight I really am glad that you are the father. You 
were always so good with them and they have so many of 
your good traits."

George was looking at me and was really listening to 
every word. I could never read his mind but at least he 
was letting me get all this off my chest.

"I have just a couple more things to say George. I have 
been thinking back over our whole thirty-three years. I 
can't say there was love and I can't say there wasn't. 
We had a marriage, we had sex, we had a family. With 
our family there truly was love from both of us to our 
kids. They knew it and have it with their family. We 
did a good job raising them.

"Maybe just maybe we did have love between us. But over 
the long period of time we just didn't work at it like 
we should have." I was tearing up a little. "Maybe if 
we would have shone our feelings for each other like we 
did for our kids this might all have turned out 
differently."

I know that it's way to late for us, but the way you 
treated me the last month, I think I was beginning to 
believe that writing the letter in the first place 
might have been a mistake. I honestly believed I was 
falling for you. I started crying and said, "Isn't that 
a crock." Then I wiped the tears from my eyes. 

George looked at me and said, "At any time before you 
left Thursday for the reunion you could have stopped 
the letter. Why didn't you?"

Well George, I replied, "I deep down believe I was 
going to throw it away but I called Dixie and she tried 
to talk me out of it. She suggested I call Paul and 
talk to him. If I would have been home and had that 
lunch with you, I believe I might have stopped. But as 
fate would have it I called Paul,  I wasn't here when 
you came home for lunch.

George asked, "What about your good friends Dixie and 
Joe? Have you told them your latest plans?" 

"No George, I haven't talked to them about my future 
plans. I don't know if I want them as friends anymore. 
I found out at the reunion that Paul had sex with 
Dixie. He admitted it to me, I believe it happened a 
number of times. If I would have known that I would 
have dropped Paul like a hot potato years ago. I can't 
believe Dixie would have done that if she was a true 
friend."

"Joe was telling people at the reunion that he had sex 
with me two weeks ago. I couldn't believe he would go 
around and lie about me like that. The only problem is 
he knew I had a mole down by my vagina. I have no idea 
where he could have found that out unless Dixie told 
him."

"George, did he see us have sex at the motel a couple 
of weeks ago?"

"I'm not getting into conversations about your friends 
with you Dorothy. If you need information about your 
friends you can get it from them. They are your friends 
not mine. But just so you know, I know a number of men 
who have bedded down your friend Dixie. I  never told 
you because I figured you would probably have known?"

"She must not know about your staying here. She called 
me Monday the day they got back from the reunion. She 
wanted to know if she could come over and see me. I 
just told her that she was part of the cause of the 
breakdown of my marriage and I had no intention in 
being friends with her."

George then told me he was selling the house and most 
of the furnishing. The money would be split according 
to the agreement.  Seeing as I was staying in town I 
could take whatever furnishing I needed for my 
apartment. To make sure I took Dot's furnishing also. 
She would need a place to stay when not at college. He 
figured she would prefer to stay with me for all the 
women talk. Of course he wasn't going to charge me for 
the furnishings.

Just before he left I thanked him for listening to me. 
Then I looked at him and said, "George, just maybe our 
marriage was more typical of the marriages today. Maybe 
it wasn't all that bad. We did last thirty-three years, 
and we did have some good times.

I did call Dixie the next day. She said she was so glad 
to here from me. She was wondering when I would be 
moving to be with Paul. Then she wanted to know all the 
details about everything that happened after the 
reunion and at home.

I just started in on her being mean spirited. "I am not 
moving to Michigan with Paul. My whole life with Paul 
had been a farce. I ruined my marriage, almost 
alienating my family and played a fool by my so called 
best friends."

"What are you saying Dorothy?" Dixie asked.

I just said, "Dixie, have you ever had sex with Paul?"

"Who told you that, George? Dixie asked.

"No," I replied, "As a matter of fact, Paul told me, 
does he have any reason to lie about it?"

"I'm sorry Dorothy, It was a long time ago, I didn't 
want to upset you."

"How long ago was it?" I asked Dixie.

"Oh my God," Dixie replied, "years ago. I don't 
remember."

"Try real hard to remember Dixie," I said. 

"Oh for Pete sake, ten maybe fifteen years ago," 
replied Dixie.

"How about three years ago when we went up to visit 
your parents and I got sick and went to bed early. I 
guess that time slipped your mind. It didn't slip 
Paul's."

"How about George, did you ever fuck him?" I asked.

"If George told you he fucked me at the motel when we 
went out he's lying."

"George never said anything to me other then you called 
him the other day. Did you want to fuck him again 
Dixie?" I continued, "When I asked George what happened 
at the motel he just said to ask you If George fucked 
you at the motel then you let that son of a bitch 
husband of yours have sex with me while I was passed 
out."

I ought to sue your sorry asses for rape you bitch.

Dixie said, "It's all George's fault. He started the 
whole sex thing. He let Joe have you and then he came 
over and had sex with me. He also knew about your 
upcoming divorce."

What? I stopped her dead in her tracks. "You god damn 
slut, you fuck my boyfriend, you fuck my husband, you 
let that cocksucker of a husband of yours rape me. Then 
George tells you he knew about my letter and you never 
said word one to me about any of this."

"I know George well enough to know he did it all for 
revenge. But you were suppose to be my best friend. I 
never ever want to see you or your wimp husband again. 
As far as Paul is concerned you can take your whore ass 
up there and fuck him while that wimp of a husband of 
yours watches." Then I slammed down the phone.

Epilog:

Well, it's been six months now since all this took 
place. The divorce went through and finalized. The 
house was sold. I have my furnished condo and George 
has one also. We live within one mile of one another. I 
still have my teaching career and visit my kids and 
grandkids all the time. God I love being around all my 
family. Barb and Sue were right. At our age, it's all 
about family.

George went on with his life. He visits the family 
also. We are on good talking relations when family is 
around. We both attend all family functions. I very 
rarely see him otherwise.

The last I heard Dixie and Joe are having marital 
problems.

This might sound crazy, but I hope someday George asks 
me out on a date. I would go in a second. You know, I 
might have loved him after all.

This is the conclusion, I don't know if they ever had 
that date. If they do and I find out, you will be the 
first to know.

Comments welcome
DG Hear

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