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The Voice Within
by Dave (ufpe@go2netmail.com)

***

A janitor receives a life altering implant. (MF, sci-
fi)

***

The success of Gruber's Labs newest contribution to the 
scientific community reverberated through the sterile 
halls unchecked as the revelers downed their 
intoxicating concoctions in wild abandon. Apparently 
the small gelatinous mass I irreverently referred to as 
flubber, had been successful in restoring the 
neurological damage an ambulatory construction worker 
sustained during a substantial fall some months back. 

I guess I should have been happy too, but had declined 
the party invitation in hopes of completing my rounds 
early to catch the tail end of the Raiders game. With 
virtually no idea of the ramifications of the 
experiments success, I chose to remain blissfully 
ignorant knowing that too much knowledge can be a 
dangerous thing to a tired mind as my own.

Old man Gruber had hired me right after my accounting 
position of 28-long years had been downsized into a 
miniscule pension. My wife left shortly thereafter with 
a smooth talking real estate agent who probably got his 
start selling hot cars. She left me with ungodly 
payments on our maxed out credit cards and the certain 
knowledge that my genitalia was at the bottom of the 
under privileged pile in her opinion. 

Bitter yet relieved, I set about quietly restoring my 
financial credibility while attempting to smother my 
deflated ego. That was four years ago, and although 
I've secured my financial respectability again, my ego 
never fully recovered. Several frustrating nights at 
the local strip clubs had convinced me that my personal 
life was best left to my imagination.

Working as a custodian has its perks; although the 
hours are long at times, there's relatively little 
pressure and plenty of free time to converse with the 
menagerie of scientists and lab techs that scurry to 
and fro. At times condescending, they seem to enjoy 
their coexistence with a subservient lower life form, 
and often bestow whatever leftovers they possessed from 
food to technological trinkets.

Several other coworkers - like the secretary Susan, a 
middle aged mother with three kids and a no load mate; 
Roger, my counterpart and great friend; and of course 
Mr. Druber, the head of the think tank and his somewhat 
ditzy niece Dawn, who had just gotten hired on out of 
some University back east - all treated me as a real 
person. 

The events that were to change my life began to unfold 
early the next morning as a dark overcast began to 
drizzle. The street lights were beginning to flick off 
as I unlocked the front door and sloshed into the 
lounge with a dripping coat and squeaky shoes. Roger 
was sitting at one of the shiny tables savoring a warm 
cup of Joe with his eyes half closed. Roger and I had 
bonded almost immediately and spent much of our free 
time together as he lived just a few doors away from me 
in the apartments that had seen better days. 

We spent many long hours together tapping brews while 
enjoying football games on the tube as his "main 
squeeze" terrorized the bargain bins at the nearby 
mall. An avid reader, Roger was always interesting with 
his witty anecdotes and philosophical revelations of 
the meaning of life. We talked about the persistent 
recurring stain under the long stainless work table in 
lab two, and the problem light fixture on the second 
floor before excusing ourselves to our separate paths – 
Roger to his pre-warmed bed with Gladys and me to the 
second floor buffing duties.

Absent mindedly, I went through my well rehearsed 
procedure of making a new pot of coffee for the crew; 
especially Susan, who could easily down half the pot 
before her eyelids remained open. As I turned, there 
stood Dawn with the most bloodshot eyes I had ever 
seen. Her reputation as a hardcore party babe would 
definitely be in question when her coworkers saw her 
this morning. 

It wasn't until later that I learned the old man had 
given everyone a day off to recover from their brain 
numbing binge the evening before. Dawn had confided in 
me on several occasions on her life's inconsistencies 
as I was non-threatening and could truly feign interest 
while staring at the two perky globes that pushed her 
lab coat away from her otherwise anorexic figure. I 
kept her confidence while realizing many of her 
dilemmas were self-induced brain fade so inherent in 
the young.

"Hiya Bob," she slurred as she pulled the oversized 
sunglasses from her pale face. 

"Morning Dawn," I drawled trying to conceal the snicker 
that was forming in my throat. "Raining yet?"

"Haven't noticed," she offered meekly as she moved 
towards the coffee maker like a fly towards the porch 
light.

"I got some pills down at Hanks pharmacy that just 
might help if you'd like me to get them for you," I 
offered; "They're all natural and non-addicting."

She studied me for a moment and licked her lips slowly 
as she struggled to stay on her feet. "Yeah, I'd like 
that."

I was able to suppress my laughter once out of the 
lounge, but couldn't help but think of what an easy lay 
she'd be under the influence. Although skinny by most 
any frame of reference, she still was attractive with 
her delicate features and long blond hair. I grabbed 
the pill bottle that was safely nestled between my 
vitamins and ibuprofen and returned to find the same 
pale figure losing the balance battle. 

Helping her to the nearest chair I shook a couple of 
pills into her palm and handed her the coffee. With 
nary a glance she downed the pharmaceuticals and chased 
them with a noisy slurp of Joe emitting a barely 
audible burp to complete the performance. I smiled and 
patted her hand in a fatherly way, as she stared at the 
concentric circles the coffee was making in the small 
Styrofoam cup.

As I turned to leave her to her misery, she blurted out 
"Don't go just yet Bob... please?" The pain in her 
voice was unmistakable. I temporarily abandoned my 
thoughts and warily sat across from her hoping secretly 
her stomach was settled and her resolve sound. She 
started sobbing softly, and my nurturing instincts 
kicked in.

"What's happing, Dawn," I queried sincerely.

She sniffled and produced a wrinkled hanky, taking a 
lifetime to blow out her nasal passages before letting 
her red eyes meet mine. 

"I'm sorry," she muttered.

I paused for a moment, trying to analyze the best 
approach – as a therapist, a friend, or as father 
easily being twice her age.

"I'm afraid the BSP is a long way from perfection, and 
I'm responsible," she blurted.

Forget the therapist and sibling approach; I'm going to 
tackle this as a friend, I thought. "OK Dawn," I 
sighed, "let's get to the bottom of this but try to 
keep your terminology on the secondary level, would 
you? What is a BSP?" I reached out slowly and took her 
hands in mine.

She hesitated and wiped her nose sloppily as if she was 
more accustomed to a sleeve than a hanky.

"Three years ago," she began, "My Uncle, your boss, 
discovered the proper chemical sequencing in the human 
neurological system and through gene splicing was able 
to perfect a compound that would repair the damaged 
neural sequencing required to effect movement. 

"When I joined on, I had a theory for creating a 
symbiotic life form that could live on the unused 
chemicals the human body normally stores – hence the 
term biological symbiotic parasite or BSP. We hoped to 
create a life form that could be applied to skin near 
the damaged neural system, for example on the spinal 
column, and once the BSP integrated with the hosts 
unique chemistry, the integrated neural compounds would 
repair and sustain the damaged system, restoring the 
subject to their former levels of dexterity. The 
ramifications of such a discovery are staggering."

She paused to slurp down some more Joe and continued; 
"Just recently, our grants have expired and we've been 
operating on borrowed funds which will soon be 
exhausted. In an effort to accelerate our research, I 
incorporated several untested theories into the life 
form. For several weeks, the subject showed 
unparalleled recovery, but this morning when I made my 
rounds, I found he had regressed to his former state 
and the BSP was lifeless on the chair next to him.

"Sure it wasn't sleeping?" 

"Yes, the normal gelatinous mass was dried and 
shriveled."

"Maybe it's malnourished."

She paused, "I never thought of that."

"Look Dawn, before you start playing the blame game, 
why don't you get that hunk of dried goo into the lab, 
and find out what really happened - like maybe the host 
rejected it, or accidentally leaned up against an 
electric transformer or something."

A small smile slowly stretched across the scowl she had 
been wearing and the color noticeably returned to her 
face although her hands were still as cold as an arctic 
glacier.

"I'll do that," she quipped and with a quick peck on my 
cheek, she was on her way to the lab. I'll never fathom 
the recuperative powers of the young, only look upon 
them with envy. With a feeling of relief, I staggered 
up the stairs to the second floor on my quest for a 
shiny floor, realizing how drained I felt from 
concentrating on her explanations of something I really 
didn't want to know and that my current employment was 
in question. 

In an empty building, cleaning is a snap, and before I 
knew it, I had finished up the second deck as well as 
thoroughly cleaned the restrooms and vacated offices. 
It's Miller time! I stuck my head into Dawn's lab as I 
was donning my rain attire to see how she was doing and 
let her know of my departure. She was humming while 
shaking beakers and tubes filled with heaven knows 
what. I had a gallery view of a mad scientist at work! 

"Come in, Bob," she quipped happily; "It appears as if 
the BSP was starved! Keep this up and you'll be working 
here instead of cleaning the johns!" 

"Great, Dawn – I'm done here so I'll see you bright..."

"Wait; you gotta see this!" She held up a large beaker 
and nestled in the bottom was a translucent blob of 
flubber.

"Looks like a booger," I mumbled.

She snickered and waved me off. I was gratified and 
headed for the door thanking all that is great for not 
being drawn into another scientific discourse about 
what life could be with the miracle of modern science. 
Further, I didn't want to get too close to this young 
gal either as the consequences could be terminal if old 
man Gruber thought I might be doing something I ought 
not in the confines of his lab.

"Bob?"

I knew things were going too well.

"Could I talk to you?"

I paused, and finally nodded, "What is it Dawn?"

"Let's go into the lounge – I need some more coffee."

"OK, but let's not mess it up for Roger!"

I eyed her warily as she dumped enough sugar in her mug 
to sustain a junk food junkie for a week. Topping it of 
with a few spoonfuls of coffee, she glided over to the 
opposing chair and landed with uncharacteristic abandon 
throwing my personnel folder on the table in front of 
us. The grating noises of spoon stirring raw sugar were 
irritating. She cleared her throat and assured eye 
contact before continuing.

"When I applied the BSP to the subject's epidermis, it 
was unable to sustain itself, but as soon as I exposed 
it to an open wound it thrived." She pulled up the 
sleeve to her stained lab coat to reveal a small 
incision on her wrist. 

"What we need," she continued, "Is to implant the BSP 
surgically to insure it may obtain its nutrients 
directly." She paused for a pregnant moment allowing me 
to decipher her latest conclusion before continuing. "I 
see that you suffer from frequent bouts of sciatica and 
would like to implant the BSP to see if it would..."

"Whoa Roger Ramjet; you're not suggesting you stick 
that slime onto my spine?"

She giggled intoxicatingly; "Gee, poetry! And in a 
word, yes!"

"In another word, NO," I stated emphatically.

"Why not – aw common Bob, this could help you with your 
backaches and quite possibly give the project the boost 
it so desperately needs now."

"Thanks for the opportunity, Dawn, but I'm not into 
S&M."

"Bob, I'll be with you every step of the way and after 
you've been host for a few days I can remove it, if 
you'd like."

"Why not do your little surgical thing on one of the 
other scientists; like Doc Muskwicz (the oldest 
scientist that suffered a terminal case of grumpiness) 
or maybe the Hunchback of Notre Dame? Look the Doc said 
my condition is quite normal and with a shot of 
steroids ever once in awhile, I'm just fine."

"Bob, please do this for us, you're the most likely in-
house candidate and the easiest to talk with. I'd 
monitor your progress every step of the way and we'd 
terminate the experiment the moment you request it. 
Tell me, do you like your job?"

It took a moment for the implications to set in – 
without the success of the BSP; I'd be drawing my 
second miniscule pension along with Roger and all the 
others I'd come to know so well. In an instant I saw 
myself morph from a lowly shit sweeper to a real 
somebody with press conferences, interviews, and maybe 
even TV commercials (as long as they weren't for 
hemorrhoids or tampons). One look into her eyes assured 
me of her sincerity, and the remote possibility of 
painless work was tempting. "How long will the 
procedure take, Doc?"

The way she flew over the table and hugged me dispelled 
the last of my fears. "Five minutes under a local. 
Common let's prep!" She sailed out of the lounge 
babbling like a five year old with a new Barbie while I 
removed my outer wraps and wondered if this was how 
Frankenstein might have felt. 

The table was already prepared and before I could 
mutter any last words, she had me sprawled out face 
down with my Dickies around my ankles and my shirt 
scrunched around my neck. Why do medical professionals 
always refer to a needle prick as a pinch and any type 
of pain as a little pressure? 

Fear can play strange tricks to an otherwise well 
organized mind, and although the "procedure" was almost 
over before it started, I was still in the throes of 
high anxiety. Her deft and delicate hands were gentler 
than a Mother's caress and her soothing encouragements 
kept me from bolting for the door and screaming 
obscenities in wild abandon. 

With the stinging prick of a syringe in my right 
buttock, I was on my way to a dream land, barely aware 
of her struggles to cover me in my conventional attire 
or scribble her procedure on a tattered clipboard. My 
head was still spinning when, with a quick peck to my 
cheek and a packet of Demerol, I was floating out the 
door towards the ultimate comfort of my unmade bed. The 
evening fell and night passed without once interrupting 
the most peaceful sleep ever.

Normally, the electronic buzz of my alarm would throw 
me into spasms of my fight or flight reflex but the 
dawn came and the buzzer went off unnoticed. When I 
finally did stir, any thoughts of an unblemished on-
time record had sailed into the clear morning air as I 
eased myself from the comfort of my down comforter into 
the familiar recesses of my poorly vented water closet 
sporting the biggest woody I'd carried in years! 

I stared at the throbbing appendage amazed by its 
miraculous rejuvenation and the feelings of desire it 
was pumping through my torso into my still somewhat 
drug-clouded brain. Amazingly my back, knees and feet 
were completely devoid of the normal ache that was a 
constant reminder of my aging process.

There was a knock on the door; and here I was sporting 
my first erection in years with my mind, my only 
bastion of defense, swaggering in a pool of ecstatic 
confusion. I threw a towel around my torso and stumbled 
out to investigate the offensive clatter. It was 
darling Dawn who pushed herself past me and marched 
into the small studio apartment, throwing her coat 
unceremoniously over my over worked captains chair. Her 
eyes immediately landed on the bulge tenting my towel 
in unspoken awe. 

"Why Bob, are you glad to see me?"

I couldn't even mutter a response.

She bounced lightly onto the bed with a small medical 
bag and patted the blanket next to her. "Let's see how 
your implant is adapting this morning."

"Ah, don't worry about it, I'm fine," I muttered trying 
to hide my embarrassment.

"C'mon Bob," she stressed with a hint of urgency in her 
voice.

I complied gingerly, awash in emotions that were, for 
the most part, less than honorable. As her gentle hands 
swept the towel away from my torso and she began to 
caress the slight bulge in my lower back, her whole 
demeanor changed abruptly. 

What once was a look of professional curiosity was 
suddenly overcome by unmistakable unbridled lust 
complete with dilated pupils, flaring nostrils, and 
drool. In one swift motion I was on my back and she was 
pawing my torso like a woman repossessed. Fondling my 
engorged organ with the inquisitiveness of a virgin and 
the urgency of a nymphomaniac, her body began to gyrate 
in the unmistakable throes of arousal. 

Her grip tightened suddenly squeezing the living life 
out of my tool as she emitted a low "Uuuuummmmmmmmmph," 
and her body began jerking uncontrollably. She wrapped 
her legs around my own and began humped my kneecap with 
wild abandon as I watched her orgasmic throes with 
suspect curiosity and delight.

About the time my kneecap was about ready to slide to 
safety around the backside of my leg, she rolled onto 
her knees and pulled her calf length skirt up around 
her waist. In an instant, she tore away her frilly 
white panties and, grabbing my glistening penis she 
guided herself onto me with a swift well rehearsed 
motion. Ecstasy poured through every fiber of my torso 
as she grunted with each forceful thrust. 

Before I could fully savor the warmth of our intimacy, 
her whole body stiffened and she fell backwards onto 
her elbows with a long screech as an explosive fountain 
of her essence shot across by chest and onto the 
headboard. I was stunned. Dawn rolled off me exhausted; 
droplets of her essence still clinging to the trimmed 
downy muff that only partial hid the inflamed lips of 
her sexuality.

Still amazed at my new found dexterity, I easily rolled 
off the bed as Dawn continued to shake, quake and 
squirt. Her face was contorted in erotic ecstasy as her 
body continued to cope with her orgasmic overload; her 
beautiful legs twitching sporadically while her 
delicate fingers continued to knead the center of her 
lust. Ah the unspoken beauty of youth. 

Once in the shower, I allowed the warm soothing stream 
to bring me back to my senses – a liberty I was soon to 
regret. Questions soon tumbled onto my psychic like a 
rock avalanche punctuated by why and what if. She was 
my only contact with the little bundle that had 
restored part of me to my youth and she was also the 
boss's niece. This was one fine mess. My penis, now 
shriveled to its normal size felt mauled yet, for the 
first time in my life, fulfilled. Should I go to work; 
should I run away, should I tell someone about my 
dilemma, or should I just pretend nothing happened? In 
the end prudence won out, and I decided to run away.

Drying off quickly as Dawn moaned incomprehensible 
expletives on the bed, I grabbed a few changes of 
clothes and some important papers and headed out the 
door for a new life; heaven knows the life I had known 
was all but ended. As I reached the bottom of the 
stairs I heard the voice within for the first time.

"Well how did you like that?"

I whipped around quickly trying to locate the source of 
the unmistakable feminine voice. There was none. Again 
with more persistence: "How did you like that?" 

I froze and whispered, "Who are you?" Here I am talking 
to myself.

"I'm your better half now Bob compliments of that 
depleted hulk you ravished this morning."

"What the f..."

"Come on Bob, you can't really expect a one way 
symbiotic relationship, can you?"

Pieces were coming together. "It would be nice."

"Listen, I probably could have done a lot better with 
someone other than yourself, you know?"

"Well, why don't you," I snarled.

"Like, I really had a choice. Now are we going to try 
to get along or what?"

"Do I have a choice?"

"Not really."

"Maybe I'll just get Joe Quack doctor to give me a dose 
of radiation therapy and short out your brain mass, or 
whatever you might be."

"You'll never walk again much less carry on a normal 
conversation."

I turned and started back up the stairs. "Maybe your 
creator has some answers."

"The way I cranked up your pheromones, you won't be 
able to get near her before she ravishes that little 
package you're packing into oblivion. Did you ever pack 
socks into your shorts to increase the proportions of 
your little Willie?"

"Hey that's a hit below the belt, Sister."

"Sorry, so what do you want to do?"

"Well you seem to have all the answers, you tell me!"

"Let's talk about it while you're getting some new 
rags."

"Right!"

***

Several weeks have passed since I first heard the voice 
of the parasite the dwells within and I'm delighted it 
harbors no jealousy even after sharing my most intimate 
thoughts and moments. It thrives on my fulfillment and 
chocolate while unselfishly renewing my confidence. 

As I lay in the arms of Miss K., a universally 
celebrated vocalist, I reflect back on those I have 
come to know intimately; all fulfilled beyond my (and 
their) wildest dreams. I've been with spinsters so 
frigid they could evoke a new ice age, and virgins so 
naοve that a mere touch could bring them to ecstasy. 
Disguised in all sizes and shapes, I entertained the 
essence of human existence up to several times a day. 

My resurrected equipment survived the test never 
wavering once in its pleasure packing destiny. Hoping 
we could patent the secrets of my allure, I was quickly 
stymied by my co-inhabitant for fear of "flooding" the 
market. 

Turning to me with eyes filled with fathomless passion, 
Miss K. asked me to stay for awhile, and with her 
millions, I reckon a few moments of passion will reap 
the dividends I require to enhance my financial 
security. Further, living in a beautiful condo on the 
beach with unlimited access to the club house offered 
endless possibilities at procreation. I held her 
tightly, marveling in the smooth alabaster skin and 
wondered briefly how I had ever lived before. For an 
instant, I even thought of Dawn until my alter ego, the 
voice within, chided me gently and goaded me on to the 
task at hand. 

It was to be an experience I'd never forget!

End?

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