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I Have A Dream
by Willingwhiteslut (willingwhiteslut@yahoo.com)

***

This is my first story, so I hope it will be okay. It 
is actually more of my private fantasy than a story. 
None of this has really happened yet, but the dream 
becomes more and more powerful everyday and I am sure I 
will make some of it happen soon, one way or the other. 
(MMF, inc, nc, rp, intr, v, beast, sn)

***

WARNING: The content of this story explores a racist 
attitude and may be offensive to many readers.

***

My name is Leta. I wish I could tell all of my name and 
exactly where I lived. I have a family though, so I 
can't be too stupid here on the Internet. I will say I 
am living in Canada. I will say that I am definitely a 
white girl. I have very fair skin, My hair is dark. I 
am now thirty seven years old and I will be married for 
seventeen years this October. I am a mother. My 
children are a girl [Amanda] who is sixteen and a boy 
[Chris] who is fourteen. I have always wished to have a 
really big family.

My husband is michael. I will leave his name 
uncapitalized by intention. he is a sweet and dear man 
and a great provider for the family. he is not what I 
want in bed at all. his penis is not big. he is not a 
dominating lover. Half the time, I don't even know if 
he wants to fuck me at all. Maybe he is gay, or he 
should be anyhow.

I guess I might sound like a bitch in this story. I do 
love my husband and my kids. Ideally, whatever might 
happen will be for the best for everyone. I don't want 
a divorce. I just want some big, black cock to totally 
conquer me in the most Dominating ways imaginable.

I have a million fantasies about it. I dream about it 
all the time. I watch any movie I can get where a Black 
stud is pounding some lucky little white slut. I always 
wish it was me. There are very few black men around 
where I live. If there were more, I am sure I would 
give in to my desires. I would love something special 
though.

Any fucking from a Black man would be welcomed by me 
right now, the way I feel. I admit though, I would 
dream the best of the ultimate situation. Having the 
best Black stud totally take over all of my life, make 
this a forever thing, no escape for me at all.

I love the word Nigger. I hope that won't offend too 
many people who are reading this confession of mine. It 
is such a sexy word. My family is racist. Maybe I am 
too, but if it helps some hung Nigger stud get his 
perfectly willing dream slut, is it so bad? I wouldn't 
get so crazy for just a white guy, I want my lover 
Black as Black can be. Dark, African featured. Thick 
Lips, thicker cock. I want Him to be willing to do 
anything to have me as His slave too.

Rape fantasy turns me on [and stuff fantasy too] even 
though I know I would have to just freely 'allow' my 
Nigger stud to do anything he wanted to me even without 
the use of violence if I was really with Him anyhow. 
Still, if He liked to slap me around, I would love to 
be able to 'fight' enough to make it feel real. 
Ultimately, I would moan like a perfectly contest whore 
while I was fucked though.

I think if my husband had to watch some [before he was 
killed maybe?] it would be so hot. I really do get wet 
to imagine that. I can dream of a night when I am in 
bed with poor michael. One, or two, or even more Nigger 
studs just enter our bedroom. They have no problems 
with michael. They want to impress me though. They 
don't have to beat michael like They do, but they can 
see that the pure violence is exciting me, and they 
beat him like a bitch for me.

The phone is right beside the bed, but I just hold the 
sheet over my half-naked body while these Nigger studs 
foreplay with my poor husband. Then michael is thrown 
into the corner and told to be fucking quiet. No one 
wants any problems from him now. I can imagine Niggers 
from anywhere between the ages of seventy and seven for 
who might be in my room to fuck me. If they are black 
and have big cocks, it is all I need. I also need no 
condoms used.

I said I always wanted a large family. It might be 
shocking, but now I want all the kids I will have to be 
as dark as I want my lovers to be too. Getting pregnant 
with a half-Nigger child would be so perfect. If I ever 
get a chance, I will go on fertility drugs for a black 
master if I could become pregnant by him. It would 
probably real life ruin me, but I am sure I would be 
too horny to resist. I dream of being made pregnant by 
a black cock.

michael would have to watch. I would protest just a 
little at first, give michael some hope. If I was being 
slapped though, it would be quick that I would 'agree' 
to do 'anything' for my Nigger rapists. I'd want to be 
as passionate for the boys as I could possible be. I'd 
want kissing, touching, moaning. I'd suck cock, but 
only to get it ready for my pussy. All of that potent 
baby seed would need to go where it would do the most 
good.

My dreams are always like this. They can go on and on. 
Anything can happen. The dirtier and more crazy 
extreme, the better. I would love to be filmed while 
fucked. The guys would keep the pictures. It would be 
perfect for blackmail. As bad as getting black pregnant 
would be, I think my husband and I would be able to be 
forced to do anything to stop his family from getting a 
copy of this hot party.

I think I would actually suggest to the guys to fuck 
Duane too, if they didn't do it on their own. I wonder 
how michael would handle a real cock? It makes me smile 
to imagine it.

I can imagine anything. I know this situation could go 
any direction. Getting raped in my own home would 
likely involve my kids. The idea scares me, but it 
would still be hot too. I don't know if they would just 
watch me with the Niggers or if I would have to watch 
them with the Niggers? Maybe we would all have to be 
with the Niggers together? Anything could happen I 
guess. If it was a true rape, I wouldn't have a say. 

I don't only dream of rape. I do want to be willing 
too. I want to be videotaped in the most compromised 
situations. Sometimes the video would be perfect for 
blackmailing me, but sometimes the guy would send it to 
all my family no matter what I do to stop him. If I 
don't know what would happen, and I make the video 
anyhow, I really would be the stupidest cunt ever. I'd 
deserve anything that would happen.

I don't care. I want it now. I need it now.

I guess I am wondering if anyone will want to talk to 
me about this. Maybe someone can help me with this, 
talk me out of it, or make me finally give in to the 
dream? 

My name is Leta. I will sometimes be online at yahoo as 
willingwhiteslut@yahoo.com - Either my husband or my 
kids are almost always around, but I think it could be 
possible to still get a little crazy for the right guy. 
I'd like to find out.

Thanks for reading my story,

Love Leta

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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life.

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