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Diary Of A Young Girl
by Tail Spinner (tailspinner80@yahoo.com)
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A young girl records the story of her summer of love.
(Mb+/g, ped, 1st, inc)
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This Diary is the property of Sally Straw
PRIVATE! KEEP OUT!
May 5: Dear Diary, I’m ten today! Can you believe it? I
don’t feel any different and I sure don’t look
different. I’m almost done with fourth grade. I’m so
sick of Mrs. Beaner that I can’t stand it any more.
Fifth grade should be so much cooler. I hope I start to
‘develop’ before then. I think I’d like to have a
boyfriend y’know?
May 15: Dear Diary, I’m soooo jealous! Tammy Winter is
starting to grow boobs already. And of course she had
to make sure everybody in school saw them. She was
wearing a t-shirt that I swear was about four sizes too
small and she spent all day sticking her chest out. Of
course all the boys were staring at her all day too.
They’re so disgusting. I bet she’s going to need a bra
before the end of summer. This sucks.
May 17: Dear Diary, this sucks! Mom and Dad just told
me that they’re shipping me off to HICKSVILLE UNTIL THE
MIDDLE OF JULY!! My stupid Aunt Jane and Uncle Jack
live on a dumb farm in NEBRASKA. I mean, the last time
I saw them I was like, 5. My cousin, Jack, is already
like 13 or something but he was a total dweeb from what
I remember. Now I’m not going to be able to hang out
with my friends, swim, or anything else all summer
long. I’m going to be stuck on that stupid farm and
have to do CHORES! My parents hate me. My life sucks.
May 20: Dear Diary, LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! That part is
really cool. But things still suck. Billy Cruise
finally said HI to me! He is soooo cute. He even said
we should hang out together some this summer! And I’m
getting sent off to NEBRASKA instead. Now he’s going to
hang out with that slut Tammy Winter instead, I know it
and I’m going to be totally nobody next year.
May 25: Dear Diary, I need to write more. I should be
able to this summer since I’m not going to be doing
anything else – assuming I don’t die from all the
stupid farm chores I have to do from sunrise to sunset
all day long. Maybe I’ll still have enough energy to
write.
May 28: Dear Diary, Well, I’ve arrived in HICKSVILLE.
This place is freaking HUGE. I swear we were driving
through the farm for an hour before we got to the
house. And my cousin is a stone FOX! This might not be
all bad. There are horses I can learn to ride, lots of
cats, and a swimming hole too! Maybe Jack will want to
hang out some. Aunt Jane and Uncle Jack seem pretty
cool too. I’ve got my own room and the chores I have to
do don’t sound too bad.
May 29: Dear Diary, OMG, they wake up freaking EARLY
here! It wasn’t even daylight yet and Uncle Jack was
knocking on my door. I had to get up, make my bed, and
then sweep the whole house and of COURSE everyone
tracked in a ton of dirt when they came in from their
chores so I had to do it all again this afternoon. And
I got stuck doing the dishes too, which is really gross
– everyone’s half-chewed food all over their plates.
NASTY!
June 1: Dear Diary, I don’t think I’ll ever get used to
getting up this early. Still, once everything is swept
and cleaned, I get the day to myself. Cousin Jack is
incredibly hot. We haven’t gotten to talk much yet
though – he’s been doing all sorts of really hard work
on the farm. He has to feed all the animals (there are
horses, cows, chickens, and even some pigs!) and he
gets to DRIVE! There are a couple of old trucks and a
tractor that he gets to drive when he’s doing his
chores. He said he’d take me for a ride some time – I’d
like to ride HIM! OMG I can’t believe I just wrote
that! I’m so nasty! J
June 2: Dear Diary, I got to meet a boy who’s my age
today. His name is Johnny and he lives next door –
which is about as far away as the next county out here.
Still, he seems pretty nice and we had fun talking
about all sorts of stuff. He’s kinda cute too, but
nowhere near as good looking as Jack. He’s got really
light blonde hair and really pretty blue eyes and a
really nice smile. He says he’s Swedish and his last
name is Johansson, so I guess that must be right. I
think my name is English or something lame like that.
Anyway, we talked a lot today. When I got home, Jack
was finishing his chores and he said he might take me
SWIMMING tomorrow! I wish I had a two-piece suit. This
one-piece looks like something a five year old would
wear.
June 3: Dear Diary, OMG! OMG! OMG! Jack is so totally
hot I cannot believe it! We got done with our chores
early today and we got to go swimming! I got changed
into my (totally lame!) swimsuit and put my shorts and
a t-shirt on over it and Jack and I walked down to the
swimming hole. It’s about two miles away – and is STILL
on his farm! It’s set back in these woods and it’s
about the size of a couple of swimming pools put
together, but kinda shallow. It gets to about 5’ in the
very middle, but it’s hard to tell ‘cause the water is
kinda muddy.
Anyway, we got down there and put our towels down and
Jack asked me if I had my suit on – I told him I did
and he kinda laughed and said that when it was just him
and his friends they SKINNY-DIPPED! I think I blushed
‘cause he told me not to worry that he had on a
swimsuit and laughed. I thought I was going to die. I
wonder what he looks like naked? I bet his thing is
really big – he’s got great muscles too and hair on his
legs!
Janey told me that she saw her brother’s thing once and
she said it was HUGE and had hair on it and everything.
I bet it looks like a boy-dog’s or something. That
would be kinda gross though. If anyone reads this I am
SO going to die. Anyway, he was wearing Jams, which
looked really hot on him. You could kinda see where his
thing was and his butt is totally cute.
So we were swimming and splashing and stuff, and I
found the deep part and went under – I was so
surprised! I came up spluttering and went right back
down again and all of a sudden Jack was there and he
grabbed me and pulled me up next to him. It was almost
like we were hugging. Anyway, I wrapped my legs around
him so I could get some air, and he just held me like
that. It was sooooo cool.
I wonder if that’s what sex is like? He’s so strong –
God I wonder if he’d ever kiss me? I don’t even know
how to kiss! Anyway, after he held me for a little bit,
I felt something hard poking me in the butt – I think
it was his thing!
I got so embarrassed that I got down and everything,
and then I wanted to see if you know, there was a bulge
or something, but he wouldn’t get out of the water for
a bit. I think it was. Wouldn’t that be cool if I made
his thing get hard? I bet that looks cool.
June 4: Dear Diary, I didn’t get to see Jack today, but
Johnny and I got to hang out all day. I met his parents
and saw his farm – which is about as big as Uncle
Jack’s. There’s all this corn they plant everywhere. We
played tag and hide and seek and stuff, which was cool.
I told him about the swimming hole and he knows about
it – I guess he swims there sometimes so he’s going to
come over tomorrow and we’re going to swim together. I
wish it was Jack again. L I wonder if Jack would Skinny
Dip with me? I don’t know if I could – I’d probably die
of embarrassment and I’m so undeveloped it’s just
awful. Maybe Johnny would! Ha! Ha!
June 5: Dear Diary, You are NOT going to believe this.
I have no idea what got into me. I got to see Johnny
Johansson naked and I let him see ME naked. I am so
going to curl up and die. We went swimming like I said
yesterday, right? Well, we were splashing around a bit
and I thought it would be funny to you know, kinda pull
his swimsuit down some. The string broke and they came
right down his legs! We were only in up to our knees
and there I am staring RIGHT AT HIS THING! OMG, It
looks so cool, but it was SMALL! And there was this
little bag of skin kinda tucked under his thing.
Anyway, he just stood there! I thought he’d pull them
up right away or something, but he just asked "So? You
wanted to see it, what do you think?" I don’t even know
what I think! I said something like, "Pretty cool."
‘cause it was.
That was the first one I’ve ever seen! And he just said
"Well aren’t you going to take yours off? We can
skinny-dip." I told him "Yeah, right." And he said
"Hey, you’re the one who pulled MY pants off – it’s
only fair I get to see you too." That seemed right, so
why not, right? So I did! I took my swimsuit off and
was standing there bare naked in front of him! He
tossed his up on the bank, so I did too and we went
back to swimming.
That was weird, but after a couple of minutes, I kinda
forgot we were naked. We played around a lot and
splashed each other and stuff and then we got our stuff
back on. I watched him get dressed – it was cool. I
know he watched me get dressed. I wonder what he
thought? I wonder what it feels like? I bet Jack’s is
bigger and I bet it looks a lot cooler.
June 6: Dear Diary, I went skinny-dipping with Johnny
again today. We stayed out about 3 HOURS too! AND I GOT
MY FIRST KISS! It sure wasn’t what I expected – and it
was way cooler than I thought it would be. Anyway, we
met up this afternoon to go swimming again and when we
got to the swimming hole Johnny just said "Do you even
want to bother with swimsuits? I like swimming naked a
lot better."
I didn’t say anything so he just started stripping
down. All of a sudden, he was naked again. Wow guys
look cool naked. His thing looked bigger today too. So
he’s just staring at me and says "Well? Or are you
going to be a sissy and keep your suit on? It’s not
like I haven’t seen you naked."
That made sense, so I took my clothes off. It felt
really weird with him just staring at me the whole
time. No one’s ever seen me naked before – well other
than him for a little bit yesterday – and here he is
just watching me. He didn’t say anything either. I was
wondering if he thought I looked weird or ugly or
something. But we swam for a while and we were
splashing around and stuff and all of a sudden he
grabbed me and just kinda held me.
He looked at me and I just knew he was going to kiss me
– sure enough, he kinda leaned in and BASHED MY NOSE!
LOL! We kinda turned our heads and then he did it – he
kissed me. His lips were so warm and soft and WOW! I
didn’t know what to do or anything, but we just kinda
stood there with him holding me and our lips touching.
I’m glad he was holding me, ‘cause I think I woulda
fallen over it felt so good. After a little bit he
kinda leaned back and told me he thought I was really
pretty. WOW!
Then he kissed me AGAIN! And he said I was a good
kisser. I told him I thought he was too, but he was my
FIRST KISS EVER! And he said he’d kissed a few girls
but I was the best. Then I remembered we were NAKED! I
was standing there bare naked with a bare naked boy
kissing me! Sure wasn’t what I thought it would be! LOL
But it was nice.
Anyway, We played around a bit more – and he kissed me
a BUNCH more! I love looking at his thing when he
stands there. It bounces around a lot when he runs or
stuff. I wonder what it feels like? I’d think it would
just get in the way when they run. I wonder what it
would be like to kiss Jack? Anyway, we got dressed and
went home. Talk about an adventure!
June 7: Dear Diary, I AM IN HEAVEN!!!! I got to hang
out with Jack today ALL day! I followed him around the
farm and helped with his chores. He’s REALLY strong! He
can move these big bales of hay and all this heavy food
and stuff that I can’t even lift. He is Sooooo sexy
too. I wish it were HIM that kissed me and was naked
with me and stuff. Johnny is pretty cool, but Jack is
just awesome. Anyway, we talked a lot. He told me that
he doesn’t have a girlfriend – he used to, but he
dumped her because she was a ‘tease’.
I thought he really doesn’t like people poking fun at
him or something and told him that she was probably
just being funny and he laughed and said "Not that
kinda tease." So I asked him what he meant and he
looked at me all funny and stuff and then he asked "Do
you know what a cock is?" I said, "Sure, it’s a boy
chicken." He laughed and then told me that it’s another
word for a GUY’S THING!
He said that it’s called a dick too. And then he said
that his girlfriend
would do stuff with him, but never let him ‘get off’. I
had to ask what that meant and he just shrugged and
said that it meant coming – And before I could even ask
he said that when a guy gets really excited with a girl
that he really likes, his dick shoots white stuff out
the end!!!
He said it feels really good and his ex-girlfriend
would let him get really excited and then not let him
shoot his stuff, so that made her a cock teaser. I told
him I thought that was really unfair and that she
didn’t sound very nice. He said that’s why he dumped
her. I told him that I wouldn’t ever be a tease. I sure
wouldn’t with Jack – I’d let him do anything he wanted
to.
I think I’d even let him stick his thing – his dick –
up inside me. That would be really weird. I wonder how
people really do that? What does it feel like? Johnny’s
thing seems pretty big to me, I bet Jack’s is even
bigger – Would it really fit inside me? Would he ever
even want to? I think the white stuff is the stuff that
makes babies inside a girl.
June 8: Dear Diary, We had a really big thunderstorm
last night – it was SCARY! Lightning was everywhere and
the thunder was just booming constantly. I got so
scared I went over to Jack’s room to talk with him even
though it was after midnight. He was really cool and
let me in. Here’s the really cool part – I started to
get into bed with him and he told me that I shouldn’t
because HE SLEEPS NAKED!
OMG! I said that I was so scared I didn’t MIND!! So I
just hopped into bed with him, even though I didn’t
really get to see anything. He was so sweet! He just
held me and we talked and talked while the storm was
going on. He was stroking my hair too, and that felt
sooo nice. I wanted to just spend the night right
there, but when I started getting sleepy, he – you are
not going to believe this – KISSED ME!!!!! And he told
me that I should get back to my room.
He is SUCH a good kisser! I thought I was going to pass
out, even though it was just a short little kiss. If
anybody reads this I am so going to kill myself.
Anyway, right after he kissed me, I started getting SO
wet down there it’s not even funny. I got out of his
bed really fast so that I didn’t make him think I just
wet the bed or something! I hope he kisses me again.
June 9: Dear Diary, I think I’m finally starting to
develop!!!! The other night after Jack kissed me I went
back to my bed and. Please God don’t ever let anyone
read this! I kinda touched myself down there,
pretending it was Jack. It felt so good! I even started
to rub my chest some you know? And my boobs felt REALLY
sensitive and they felt kinda puffy. I think they’re
starting to grow! So anyway, this morning in the
shower, I was washing down there and I’m sure I felt
some hair! I spent all day with Uncle Jack and Aunt
Jane. We drove into town and shopped for a whole bunch
of stuff. I was kinda bummed as I was hoping to spend
more time with Jack.
June 10: Dear Diary, Another boring day. It rained all
day today so we stayed in the house and did chores
around the house and played cards and stuff.
June 11: Dear Diary, I snuck into Jack’s room again
last night. He just smiled and told me to wait a second
– he got out of bed and he was NAKED! I could barely
see, but his thing – his dick – is HUGE! And it’s got
hair all over it and everything! He pulled on some
sweatpants really fast, and then we snuck out to the
hay barn. We stayed out there for a couple of hours
just talking and stuff.
That was the most romantic thing that has ever happened
to me in my entire life! He was sitting behind me and I
was sitting between his legs and his arms were wrapped
around me to keep me warm. I wish I could spend forever
like that. He even kissed me again – a REAL kiss this
time! – just before we went back into our rooms. I love
Jack!!! We didn’t do much of anything again today.
Uncle Jack and Aunt Jane had all sorts of chores for us
to do, so I didn’t even get to see Johnny today.
June 12: Dear Diary, Jack is just so easy to talk to –
I want to marry him. We snuck out into the barn again
last night and just talked. He asked me if I had a
boyfriend and I said no, nobody was interested (Johnny
doesn’t count). He said he couldn’t believe that and
said that he thought I was PRETTY!!!
I said that I didn’t think so, and he gave me the
longest, sexiest kiss ever! I was TOTALLY wet down
there when he finished and I KNOW his dick was hard – I
could see the bulge in his sweatpants! It was H U G E!
There is no way that would ever fit inside someone. I
wish I could really see it some time. Anyway, when I
went back to bed, I rubbed myself again.
That is so embarrassing, but it feels soo good! I wish
Jack would touch me like that, but he’d probably think
it was gross. Anyway, Johnny came over again today, but
we didn’t go swimming. We just hung around the house
and talked a lot. He’s really nice. If I weren’t in
love with Jack, I think I’d be in love with him. He’s
cute too. But Jack is just WOW! Nothing really
interesting happened all day today though. What could
top last night?
June 13: Dear Diary, This has been the best summer
EVER! You are NOT going to believe this, but I got to
touch a guy’s dick! It was Johnny’s (I wish it was
Jack’s!), but it is the coolest thing in the world.
Here’s how it happened – Johnny came over again today
and we went swimming – naked as always. That is just so
cool. I hang out naked with a guy!
Anyway, we got a little cold so we got out to lie in
the grass in the sun and warm up. His thing looked
really small – a lot smaller than it looked before we
went swimming, and I asked him why it did that. He said
that guys’ dicks always shrunk when they got cold – I
thought that was pretty cool. So, I’m kinda leaning up
on one elbow just staring at his dick – I can’t believe
I did that!
He asked me if I wanted to touch it! So I just reached
over and grabbed it! Well, not like hard or anything.
It’s SOFT! It feels almost silky, and warm. I asked him
what that little bag was under his dick and he said it
was his ‘balls’ – or ‘nuts’. I’ve always heard that if
you kick a guy in the nuts it really hurts, now I know
why! There’s these little hard balls inside that are
really sensitive. If you squeeze ‘em too hard or if you
kick ‘em, it HURTS.
Now here’s the really cool part – IT GOT HARD! After I
checked out his balls, I went back to his dick. It’s
got this little cap on the end like a hat, and a little
slit in the end – he said guys pee out of that. Yuck!
But the long part under the cap is so smooth and soft
and warm – I was just kinda running my hand up and down
it and all of a sudden it started to just get big! I
couldn’t believe it.
He had his eyes closed – I looked! So I just held it
and it got all big and stiff and HARD. Sort of – the
skin was still really soft, but the inside was like a
rock. It gets really HOT too. I think I played with his
dick for about ten minutes – I kept wondering if he was
going to shoot white stuff, but I guess he doesn’t like
me like that or something, ‘cause nothing happened. He
started moaning and stuff, so I stopped – I thought I
was hurting him. He said it felt really good though.
Right about then, I figured we had to get back before
someone came looking for us.
June 14: Dear Diary, Jack and I spend an hour or two
out in the barn talking almost every night – I think I
like that part of the day best. I just sit between his
legs and lean against his chest and he holds me and we
talk about everything. He’s just so wonderful. I can
ask him anything and he doesn’t laugh – well not like a
mean laugh – or anything and he’ll always answer me. I
love Jack. I love Jack. I love Jack. Jack And Sally –
That sounds nice, doesn’t it? I wish I could get him to
love me too. Tomorrow is going to be boring. We’re all
going to some auction or something stupid like that.
June 15: Dear Diary, Long boring day today. TOTALLY
AMAZING NIGHT LAST NIGHT! I think guys’ dicks are the
coolest things in the world – I’ve seen TWO now – and
touched two too! I wonder how many I’ll see in my whole
life? I’m going to collect dicks, I think. I’ll keep
count of like, how many I’ve seen, and how many I’ve
touched. And guess what? I think Jack loves me too! HE
SHOT WHITE STUFF!!!
We were out in the barn talking again, I think it was
like midnight or something. But we were just talking
and he was holding me like always, and all of a sudden,
I could feel his thing getting hard behind me! I kinda
pushed my back onto it so I could see what it felt
like, and he sorta squirmed. So I just flat out asked
him – He’s so easy to talk to, I figured he wouldn’t
get angry or anything. I said, "Is that your dick?" He
said it was, and I pushed back on it again and asked
him if it was getting hard. He said "Yah, sorry. I
can’t really help it." I told him "I don’t mind. Is it
really big?" (It felt huge!)
He asked me if I wanted to see it! So I said I did and
– he just stood up and pulled off his sweatpants! There
it was – My god it is just the most beautiful thing in
the world. His nuts are really, really big – especially
compared to Johnny’s, and they’ve got hair all over
them.
His dick was sticking way up in the air, I swear it’s
got to be almost 4", maybe 5" long and like an inch
across! And it’s got hair all around the bottom of it
and up on his tummy and it bobs a little bit too. It’s
a really dark color, like purple almost or a deep red.
Johnny’s just looks like the rest of him. So I asked
him if I could touch it and he said I could! I am SO in
heaven! I just started feeling it all over – the hair
is crinkly and scratchy, but it’s cool.
It’s kinda weird too, ‘cause Jack has brown hair but
the hair down there was black. Anyway, his nuts are
HEAVY too. Jack was just watching me touch him all over
down there and he asked me if I wanted to make him feel
really good – Well DUH! So I said, sure! He told me to
wrap my hand around his dick and just kinda move it up
and down. It was really, really cool.
His thing is hot, and the soft skin just sorta slides
up and down along the really hard part – but you have
to be careful. If my hand slips up it rubs the little
cap part too hard and he said that hurts. So I’m just
sliding my hand up and down his dick and he’s moaning
and telling me how good it feels.
He’s moving his hips like he’s trying to push his dick
into my hand and all of a sudden he says – really loud,
almost a shout – "Oh Sally! I’m COMING!" and his dick
got even BIGGER, and I saw his nuts sort of suck up
like they were trying to go up in his tummy, and I
could feel this, like tube or something on the bottom
start pulsing and then here it comes! White stuff!
The first little bit kinda flew out and hit me on my
arm and then it just like, dribbled out. It’s really,
really thick and sticky but it smells really, really
good. Strong, but good – it made me even wetter down
there and I was already really wet from playing with
Jack’s dick. He shot out about 10 or 15 shots and it
got all over my hand and was really slippery too which
is weird. So he’s just sort of panting and he tells me
to stop, that it’s so sensitive after he comes that he
can’t stand it.
I stopped and was looking at his stuff on my hand – I
didn’t know what to do with it! He smiled at me and
grabbed an old rag and wiped my hand and my arm off and
gave me the best kiss I’ve ever had – not that I’ve had
a lot, but this was incredible! He said that his
girlfriend never did that for him – he called it
‘jacking him off’ – I thought that was funny ‘cause his
name is Jack – and that maybe he should think about
having ME as his girlfriend! He said he was really
tired so we went back to bed – I rubbed myself again
and pretended it was Jack. I hope I get to do that to
him more.
June 16: Dear Diary, More storms all day today, so we
all just hung around the house. Uncle Jack and Aunt
Jane were up really late so I didn’t even get to see
Jack in the barn last night. L
June 17: Dear Diary, Where do I start?? Last night Jack
let me jack him off again – and he shot more white
stuff on me! He even FRENCH KISSED ME!!! He loves me!
He loves me! He loves me!!! We went to bed right after
that – he says that when a guy comes (that’s what he
means when a guy shoots his white stuff) it’s really
tiring. But he gave me this really long kiss, and all
of a sudden I felt his tongue pushing into my mouth. I
didn’t know what to do, so I just opened my mouth and
swoosh! Here his tongue is in my mouth!
It is the most amazing feeling in the world, he was
like, stroking my tongue with his and we bumped teeth a
bunch, but I didn’t mind…I was so wet, and so turned
on. It’s probably a good thing we went to bed because
I’d let him do anything he wanted to me. I don’t care
if he puts a baby in me with his thing, even. This has
been the best summer of my life! We spent all day and
most of the afternoon doing chores, but when we got
done, I went over to Johnny’s house and we played out
in the cornfields.
That was cool – We got way out in the fields and the
corn is tall enough that if you crouch down a bit you
just disappear. We played hide and seek and had a great
time. When we were kinda tired, Johnny asked me if I
would play with his dick again and I said SURE! I
wanted to see HIM shoot white stuff – but like I said,
maybe he doesn’t like me like that. SO anyway, right
there in the field, he just pulls his pants and his
underpants down. I swear, guys’ dicks look different
every single day. They feel so good though – I love
touching them – they’re so silky and soft and then when
they get hard it is the coolest thing in the world.
It’s a totally amazing feeling, them getting all hard
in your hand. So I start playing with his dick and He’s
moaning and stuff, so I figure I’ll jack him off and
see if he squirts – So I start rubbing his dick up and
down and he tells me that it’s wonderful and amazing
and he can’t believe it. I thought he was going to
squirt because his nuts sort of sucked up like Jack’s
did before he shot his stuff and he was pushing his
dick into my hand and stuff and then he sorta stopped
and he just shuddered. And he told me that I should
stop, but no white stuff. L
Anyway, what a great day!! I’m going to get ready for
bed so I can go out to the barn with Jack in a couple
of hours. I hope Uncle Jack and Aunt Jane go to bed
soon.
June 18: Dear Diary, I KNOW JACK LOVES ME!!! Today was
boring, nothing happened, but last night I think I died
and went to heaven. We snuck out to the barn again and
we talked for a bit – I told Jack how much I loved
talking with him and how I thought he was the coolest
guy in the world, and he gives me this wonderful kiss
and even frenched me again! My panties were so wet I
felt like I’d peed myself.
Anyway, all of a sudden, I feel him start to unbutton
my nightshirt! (I sleep in an old dress-shirt of my
Dad’s). He doesn’t even stop kissing me – really fast
he had it all the way unbuttoned and he starts rubbing
his hand on my tummy. Oh my GOD that felt good! I felt
like I was just getting a little shock every time he
moved his hand. And he was just petting my tummy and he
slid his hand up and put it RIGHT ON MY BOOB!
Well, what there is of one. But it’s so sensitive! And
he was just really softly petting my nipple. I had to
stop kissing him because I couldn’t get my breath,
right? And while I’m trying to get so I can breathe
again, I almost died. He put his mouth right on my
nipple and started to suck!!!!!!
I wonder if that’s what it feels like with a baby? God,
if it is, I want to have a dozen! I just started
stroking his hair and he was moving his tongue all over
my nipple and my little boob and oh my GOD – My panties
were pretty well dripping by now. I thought I was going
to explode! He stopped, and asked me if I’d jack him
off again and I said oh YEAH! So he pulls his
sweatpants off and I start rubbing his dick – and then
I got an idea, I started rubbing HIS tummy with my
other hand!
He really seemed to like that, he was moaning a lot and
sure enough, here it comes! I love watching him squirt
– His dick gets bigger and his nuts get all tight and
small and then it starts twitching and throbbing and
gets even hotter. I think his stuff is really cool too.
So anyway, we went to bed right after that and I put on
new panties after I rubbed myself down there again.
Tomorrow we leave for some place in Kansas for 3 days
for some sort of farm thing. That’s going to suck. I
won’t get to see Johnny and I won’t be able to play
with Jack either. L
June 22: Dear Diary, We’re back from Kansas – Finally.
It’s really late and we’re all going to bed. No Jack
tonight. L
June 23: Dear Diary, Jack wasn’t feeling well last
night, so we didn’t talk at all.L Today though, I went
swimming with Johnny again and the coolest thing in the
world happened! So, I figure I’m going to get to play
with Johnny’s dick again, like always. We were naked,
of course, and when we got out of the swimming hole, we
were laying on the grass. So I reach over and start
playing with his dick, right?
He sits up on his elbows and asks me if he can see me
down there. I’m like, "Can’t you see me now?" And he
went "Not really. I can just see a little bit. Can I
really get a good look?" I asked, "How?" And he said,
"just spread your legs and let me look at you up
close." So I DID!
Wow, that felt really weird. I’m just laying there with
my legs open and he gets right down between my thighs –
I was a little scared. But he just looks, and then he
put his hand out and started just petting me there,
almost like I do when I rub myself down there. Oh MAN.
He started out on the outside and I knew I was getting
really wet – and sure enough, he started petting the
inside – he touched my little bump a couple of times
and I had to tell him to stop because that was so
sensitive it hurt a little bit.
But anyway, he keeps rubbing lower and lower and lower,
and I’m just squirming because it feels so good. And
all of a sudden, he’s right at my girl-hole. Oh WOW!
He’s just rubbing and then I felt him start trying to
push his finger in me!! I told him to stop right then –
I’ve never pushed anything up in me. I don’t even know
what would happen, so he stopped, which I thought was
nice, and he went back to rubbing all over – and it was
feeling better and better and better and then I popped!
I think that’s a come for girls, but it felt soo good!
I was just moving my hips all over and I couldn’t catch
my breath or anything. When I finally got my breath, we
got dressed and headed back home. I didn’t even get to
play with his dick. Maybe he’ll do that to me again.
Maybe JACK will!
June 24: Dear Diary, I don’t even know where to start.
I thought it felt good when Johnny was touching me down
there, but last night!!!!! Jack and I were out in the
barn talking again, just about school and different
people we know and like and stuff. Anyway, he’s rubbing
my hair and I feel him start to get hard again – I’m
hoping I’m going to get to jack him off. I haven’t
gotten him to shoot in like a week! But he kinda coaxes
me up on the hay next to him and we’re kissing again,
and he’s taking my shirt off again – all the way off
this time! And the he’s kissing my nipples again. Oh I
like that!
But while he’s kissing my boobs – HE STARTS TAKING MY
PANTIES OFF!! I SO wanted him to do that. Johnny’s seen
me naked a lot, but Jack never has – I hoped he wasn’t
going to laugh or think I was some little kid or
something, but he slipped them right off me and I was
naked! So I thought he’d want to touch me like Johnny
did, but instead, he started kissing my tummy.
That was even nicer than when he petted me there – and
I feel his hand kinda go down in between my thighs and
he pushes my legs open, right? But then he gets in
between them – I was so scared. I didn’t know if he was
going to try to put his thing in me or what – it’s so
big! But he just kept kissing my tummy, lower and lower
– and then he kissed me RIGHT DOWN THERE! Oh. My. God.
He wouldn’t stop.
I kinda jumped when he first kissed me there – and then
he was licking too! I think I had a come right there,
but he kept licking. All over! Inside, outside, up and
down – he licked my girl-hole a few times, even though
I was so wet – I was even wetter now! I just kept
popping off and lights were going off in my head and
then – You are not going to believe this.
I felt him PUSH HIS TONGUE UP INSIDE ME! He was pushing
it in and out and I thought I was going to faint – I
just kept having come after come after come and I
finally managed to tell him to stop, that I couldn’t
stand it any more. I don’t think I’ll ever feel
anything that good again in my entire life. Now comes a
really cool part – I know how to give blowjobs!
When I finally got my breath back enough, I sat up and
kissed Jack as best as I could – and I was holding him
and just feeling how warm he was, and I put my hand on
his dick and he asked me if I knew what one was – I
didn’t of course. So he said he’d teach me if I wanted
to learn how to make him feel as good as he made me
feel. DUH! Of course I do! So anyway, he had me get
between HIS legs like he did mine, and his thing was
right in front of my face! It smells really, I dunno,
sorta spicy hot.
He tells me to just put my mouth on his dick and suck
it like it’s a tootsie-pop (why do they call it a
blowjob when you suck?). That just seemed weird, but I
figured I’d give it a try, so I sort of tasted it a
little first with my tongue. It’s smooth, and salty,
and really hot. So I kinda sucked the little cap part
into my mouth. It feels SOOOOOO COOL!
I put as much of his dick into my mouth as I could and
then figured I should lick, like a tootsie-pop like
Jack said. I kinda moved my tongue around a little bit
and then I felt his dick get all big and that little
tube start throbbing and he grabbed my head!!! He was
pushing his dick into my mouth really hard. I got SO
scared because it was hard to breathe and all of a
sudden I felt his white stuff shooting into my mouth!
I didn’t know what to do, so I just started swallowing
and he yelled my name really loud! And sure enough, he
just kept squirting. It’s really, really hot and salty,
but it tastes good too. The really funny part is after
he stopped squirting, he FELL OVER! LOL He just fell
backwards and his dick popped out of my mouth. He
laughed at me and kissed me again and we went back to
bed.
So, when Johnny came over this afternoon and we went
swimming, I figured I’d do that to him and see if he’d
squirt his white stuff. His dick feels a lot different
in my mouth than Jack’s. It’s a lot easier to suck on
because it’s smaller – I can get all of his dick in
there. I sucked for a little bit and sure enough, he
started pushing his dick into my mouth with his hips,
and then just kinda sagged. No white stuff though. L
June 25: Dear Diary, What a day!! The best yet!! Last
night was wonderful too!!!!! We snuck out to the barn
again, and Jack licked me all over and he layed on top
of me – it was so nice. I wanted him to do it to me,
but I didn’t want to say anything – I’m so scared! What
if it hurts? What if he doesn’t want to? Anyway, he
licked me between my legs again until I thought I was
going to die, and I gave him a blowjob – I found out
you have to be careful of your teeth too. He even said
he loved me!!!!!!
We went back to his room and we lay in HIS BED NAKED
TOGETHER!!! I wish I could have stayed there. But I
went back to my room – so we all did our chores and
stuff and Johnny came over again. And guess what? I
almost lost my virginity!! I’ve had a guy’s dick touch
me between my legs now! And WOW! Okay – here’s how it
happened. We went skinny dipping like always even
though we got a late start. So we get out of the
swimming hole and Johnny asks me if I’ll play with his
thing again, right? I love doing that so I start
playing with him and he gets hard.
His thing is so much smaller than Jack’s, it’s really
cute! It’s different too, so it’s just as much fun to
play with, but I ask him why he doesn’t shoot white
stuff? Doesn’t he like me? He told me that he thought
that wasn’t it and that he just needed something
different to shoot. So I said what? And he said he
thought if he could stick his dick up in me, he’d
shoot!
I told him that I wasn’t going to let him stick his
dick in me – I would maybe, but not right now, you
know? But I didn’t tell HIM that! That’s a little
scary. I’d let JACK do it, but I dunno about Johnny
yet. Anyway, he asked if he could just rub it around on
the outside down there. So I figured, why not? I said
"Just don’t try to stick it in, OK?" and he said he
wouldn’t. So I spread my legs as wide as I can and he
kinda scoots up close to me. It looked really strange,
but really cool too – I could see his dick bouncing
around right close to me down there – it was a little
scary too.
He reaches down and grabs his dick and then he touched
it to me, right on my little bump! I jumped about six
feet! It was so soft, but hard, and hot and smooth and
WOW! He kinda slid the little cap part down my slit – I
was really, really wet so it was really slippery. And
then he slid it back up – he did that a bunch of times
and it was feeling SOOOO good. He even rubbed it around
my girl-hole too – that was really scary but that felt
better than almost anything.
Sure enough, after a little bit, I felt him put his
dick right there – it was just sitting there at the
opening to my girl-hole. I could feel it kinda jumping
every now and again – it felt really nice, but then I
could feel him start to push it in!!! I could feel my
lips spreading around his dick and this, I dunno,
almost a pinch and a lot of pressure.
I told him to stop it and scooted back really quick. He
apologized and I said we should go, so we got dressed
and left. It felt really, really good. I wish Jack
would do that – I don’t think I’d stop him. I might not
stop Johnny the next time either, it felt so good.
Jack’s so big – Maybe I should let Johnny do it to
kinda test it out, you know? Then let Jack do it. I
dunno, maybe not. Not yet, anyway.
June 26: Dear Diary, I want to marry Jack. We did our
usual last night – except when we got naked, we lay
together in the hay for a while and just touched each
other. I could feel Jack’s dick rubbing on my tummy and
just above my slit – I thought about asking him to rub
me with it down there, but I know he’d stick it in me
and I would let him too. I wonder if he’d squirt his
white stuff in me and make a baby if we did? I don’t
think I’d mind.
Anyway, we talked for a while and then he licked me
until I screamed – I was afraid I was going to wake up
Uncle Jack and Aunt Jane! And then I gave him a blowjob
– I learned how to make it last a long time! When his
nuts start pulling up, I stop! LOL He didn’t like that!
So I just kissed his thighs and waited a little bit and
then went back to sucking. I did that like three times
and then let him squirt in my mouth. I love him so
much. I’m really bummed because he’s spending tonight
at a neighbor’s farm to help them with some farm thing.
L
June 27: Dear Diary, I’m not a virgin! I’m not a virgin
any more at all! I didn’t even plan it – but it’s the
most amazing, wonderful thing in the world! God I am so
glad that I came to Nebraska this summer!! I went over
to Johnny’s today and we went out to play in one of
their old hay barns. It was so pretty with the swallows
flying overhead and just this lazy sun streaming in.
Crickets chrip even in the daytime. So we were playing
hide and seek and tag and stuff, and towards the end, I
hid up in the hayloft and he finally found me up there.
He kissed me and asked me if he could rub his dick on
me again. I thought that would be fun, so I said OK.
Sure enough, we got naked – I still love watching him
undress. His thing is so cute! It was hard before he
even pulled his underwear down too! LOL
That has to be in the way when it does that. But I lay
back on the hay and he got between my legs and he was
rubbing all over again. It feels so silky when he does
that – It was so nice, just sliding around and up and
down my slit and every now and again, he’d just press
it against my girl-hole. It was so warm and so soft I
just love it! So, he stops with it pressing right THERE
and asks me if he can put it in me just a little bit.
I asked, "How much is a little bit?" And he said,
"Maybe just the tip?" That didn’t sound like much so I
said, "Okay, but if I tell you to pull it out you have
to right away." So he starts pushing – I didn’t think
it was going to go in. It kinda hurt some and there was
this sting like someone gave me a really hard pinch and
then POP! Oh my GOD! I couldn’t believe it! I could
feel him INSIDE OF ME! I felt... so Full. Not like I
ate too much full, just like I was full down there –
but only a little bit of me.
It was HOT too – like it was almost on fire. So I kinda
propped myself up on my elbows and looked down between
my legs and I could SEE IT! His dick was pushed up
inside me! Most of his dick was still outside, but wow!
That looked so cool! My lips were all wrapped around
him and it just disappeared inside me. He asked me, "Is
that OK?" and I said, "It feels kinda funny, but it’s
nice too. Just don’t squirt your stuff in me, OK? I
don’t want to have a baby." And he said "Okay. I don’t
know how to anyway. Can I push it in a little bit
more?" So I asked "How far?" And he said "Can I do
half?"
So I told him to try it slowly – and he did. It felt SO
weird! He just started slipping his dick up in me. Oh
WOW that feels good. It’s like this wonderful hot spear
going up inside me. It sort of hurt a bit but then
after a second, it felt really good. It sort of
slithers as it goes in. And all of a sudden, I can feel
his tummy right flat on mine – the very bottom of his
dick hit my little bump! And I said "HEY! You said
half!" ‘cause I could tell he had put it ALL up in me!
So he said, "I’m sorry! I couldn’t tell how far it was
in you – Is it OK?" I thought about it, and it felt so
good – he was filling me up and it f
elt so good! It was moving inside me too, just a little
bit, just kinda a little twitch every second or so.
I kinda moved around a bit ‘cause it felt a little too
pressury – I put my legs up in the air and around his
waist and then I felt his nuts hit my bottom! That was
really weird, but I liked the whole thing, so I said it
was OK, and I kinda hugged him. It felt like I had just
swallowed all of him – He was all wrapped up in my arms
and legs and his dick was way up inside me!
He’s breathing really hard and then he asked me "Can I
move it around a bit?" "Like how?" "Um, I dunno, up and
down a little?" "What?" So he said, "Like this." And
started pulling it out!! That felt kind weird – ‘cause
then I felt empty and then he pushed it back IN! WOW!
That felt really REALLY good! But I knew what he
wanted, so I said, "You mean, like doing it for real?"
"I guess so. But not all the way, maybe only 20 or 30
times?"
That seemed cool, so I told him to go ahead. LOL! We
forgot to keep count. He starts pushing his dick in and
out of me and I can feel his nuts hitting my bottom
(which tickled!) and the bottom of his dick is hitting
my bump and it feels so good! Anyway, after just a
little bit he pushed it into me really really far and
kinda twitched a lot. But that was all.
I asked him if he put his white stuff in me, and he
said he didn’t think so. So he pulled his dick out of
me – it was all wet and shiny and had a little red
stuff on it too. He said he didn’t see any white stuff,
so I guess it’s OK. So, we kissed a few times and I
told him, "We just did it, didn’t we? You fucked me!"
and he said, "Yeah, I guess so!"
Wow!! That is so totally cool. I think I want to do it
again. I know I want Jack to do it to me! I won’t even
care if he puts his stuff in me to try to make a baby.
Then we’d get married, and we could maybe get a farm of
our own. He totally knows how to do all this farm
stuff, so we could live there and raise the baby and
stuff. Johnny’s going away to camp in a couple of days,
and I’m going home in like two weeks. I’m really glad
we got to do this first – I’m going to miss him a lot.
L
June 28: Dear Diary, I MIGHT HAVE JACK’S BABY!!!! This
is so incredible!! I am beyond happy! So, last night,
Jack and I snuck up into the barn again, right? And I
so want to taste his dick, so while we’re laying there
in the hay, I just kneel down and suck his dick into my
mouth. I love the way he tastes! But he tells me to
stop!! I thought I had done something wrong – I was so
scared! But he just kissed me and told me to kinda lay
on my tummy on the hay bale.
I didn’t really know what he meant, so he finally had
me so I was laying across it, with my hands on one side
and my legs on the other and my bottom sticking up in
the air. That felt weird! LOL But he came up behind me,
right? I looked over my shoulder to see what he was
doing? And he starts rubbing my back with his hands and
then I feel his dick RIGHT AT MY GIRL HOLE!
Oh, I wanted him to put it inside me! I still was a
little sore and stretched out from having Johnny’s dick
inside me but I wanted JACK! And he grabbed my hips and
then he started pushing it into me! HE IS HUGE! He is
so much bigger than Johnny I thought I was going to
split in two! And it kept going and going and filling
me up and sliding and pushing and – WOW!
Then I felt his tummy hit my bottom – and he was in me
ALL THE WAY! I even tried pushing back at him to get
him in a little bit more – He felt so good. It hurt a
little because I was so stretched out so far up! But I
wanted him there. Then he kinda lay on my back. His
weight felt good even though he was kinda pushing me
into the hay and my nipples were really getting tickled
with the hay.
Then he started pushing his dick in and out of me
really fast, and OH MY GOD! I thought something was
wrong. Every time he slid his dick into me all of a
sudden it was like I was going off! Lights were going
off in my head and I couldn’t hear anything but Jack
and I couldn’t breathe and I could feel my insides
twitching and squeezing at Jack’s dick and I was just
shaking and crying and nothing could feel that good,
ever. Then it happened.
I couldn’t believe it – See, I could feel this really
hot, hard, long, smooth dick way up in my tummy, and
then he pushed it WAAAYYY up inside me – and then I
could feel this, like really hot water coming out of
it. I was still trying to stop going off from him
pushing it in and out and after a couple of spurts of
this hot stuff way up inside my tummy I realized he WAS
SHOOTING HIS WHITE STUFF INSIDE ME! Jack was trying to
put a baby in me!
I popped bigger than I ever have before! I screamed, I
think, and I just fainted! When I woke back up, Jack
was still inside me but he was just stroking my hair
and calling my name really softly – It felt so good!! I
started crying and he was all worried until I told him
that it was so wonderful and I loved him so much! He
even said he loved me!
Then he started DOING IT AGAIN! In and out and in and
out – I didn’t think I could go off again, but sure
enough I did a whole bunch of times – especially when
he squirted again! They weren’t as crazy as the first
time, but wow! I GOT LAID! LOL So anyway, Jack pulls
his dick out of me and we just lay there in the hay and
kissed and touched each other over and over again until
we almost fell asleep! So we went back to our rooms.
That is so unfair, I want to sleep with Jack.
June 29: Dear Diary, Last night Jack and I went to the
barn again – We did it again, too. TWICE! Not like last
time though. We talked for a while and then we just
took our clothes off and lay down in the hay. He is so
sexy! He was kissing me and he started sucking on my
boobs again – that just sends tingles all up and down
my back. While he’s doing that, I feel him trying to
get in between my legs, so I just opened up for him!
I spread my legs just as wide as I could and he lay on
top of me, kinda like Johnny did the other day. He
stopped kissing my chest and started frenching me and
then I felt him start pushing his dick up into me. I
was still a little sore, but I wanted him inside of me
– It’s just the best feeling in the world. He went so
slowly and carefully it felt almost better than our
first time! I could feel his dick just sliding slowly
into me, spreading me open and wriggling around inside
of my tummy.
I wonder how far up it really goes? He’s so big, I
don’t know where it all goes! Once he got it all the
way in me, he stopped kissing me and looked down
between our legs, so I did too – I had to sit up a
little bit to see, but there he was – It looks so cool
with his hair all tickly down there. I wish I had some
too. Well, more than the little bit that I’ve got now,
anyway. But I could see where we were like, just one
person. My lips were spread open really far and his big
dick was just slipped up inside.
I lay back again and he started pushing his dick in and
out and it’s making all these weird, wet, like
squishing sounds! It felt really different from when he
fucked me last night, but it was still nice. Just not
as nice as when he was in me from behind. I tried to
put my legs around his hips like I did with Johnny, but
he was pushing so hard and fast that I couldn’t really,
so I just pulled my knees way up so I was waaaaay open.
He looks so CUTE when he’s doing it to me too. He
closes his eyes and had his head all thrown back with
his mouth open – I think sex must feel better for boys
than for girls but WOW! It feels so good for me it’s
got to be just amazing for them! I felt really, really
nice, but I didn’t feel like I was going to pop or
anything. That was kinda nice too though, because I
could pay attention to what it felt like.
I love it when he pushes it up into me the most. It
feels like he’s leaving, almost, when he’s pulling it
out. And then he pushes it back in again and everything
is all warm and full again! I can feel all the little
bumps and stuff on his dick too. Sometimes when he
pushes it up in me, it does this sort of jump thing
that just feels GREAT! And then I felt him get all big
again and he groaned really loud and yelled my name and
Whoosh! Here comes the white stuff!
I love that feeling, it's this extra-hot dampness that
just spreads inside me. Just knowing that Jack’s trying
to make a baby in me is almost enough to make me go off
right there! I never thought anyone would love me like
that. So anyway, when he finished shooting, he pulled
his dick out of me. I hate that part. But we lay there
and talked for a little bit and he asked me if I wanted
to try it a different way!
I said sure, so he lay on HIS back and told me to sit
on his hips. So I did, and it was so funny! I’m sitting
there looking up at him and his dick’s just sticking
straight up in the air! It looked like I had a dick! I
started petting it, because I love the feel so much. He
told me to kinda lift myself up and then sit on his
dick!
That seemed really weird to me, but I gave it a try. I
had to fiddle around a bit, and I kept having to move
his dick with my hand but eventually I figured it out.
So I started just lowering myself onto his dick – that
felt different!! My muscles were all tight from sitting
up in the air like that so it was really, really tight,
and I was like, dripping wetness all over him. But I
finally got him all the way up in me and was just
enjoying having his dick filling me up when all of a
sudden, he starts rubbing me down there! WOW!!! Oh, MAN
that felt good!
Then he tells me to move up and down on his dick – I
can do that best when I put my hands on his chest and
push off, but I can do it when I’m laying flat on him,
or even sitting straight up! But I like it best when
he’s playing with me down there while I’m going up and
down. I LOVE doing it like this!
I think I like it the way we did it first best, but
this is second best. I’m afraid I got his tummy and his
legs really, really wet – and when I went off, I’m sure
I just drenched him, poor Jack! Even cooler, right
after I popped, I felt him squirt more wet stuff up
inside me! What’s kinda nasty is when he pulls his dick
out, a lot of his stuff sort of leaks out of me – I’m
still spread wide open from having him in me and it
takes a while for everything to close up down there. I
want it all to stay there!
Anyway, I got to fuck Johnny again too! He’s so cute.
He’s just a little kid, but he’s still fun to do it
with. He leaves for camp tomorrow, so I went over to
his house to play and say good-bye. We didn’t have a
lot of time because he had to finish packing, so that
sort of sucked. We went out into the cornfield again
and played for a while and then he asked if he could
stick his dick in me again one last time before he
left. I figured, why not? I wanted him to do it to me
like Jack did that first time anyway.
I think I really freaked him out. I just pulled my
shorts and panties off and got on all fours and put my
bottom up in the air! He was just standing there
looking at me so I told him to get his pants down and
stick it in me! I think he was really surprised. He did
though – His little dick was all hard and sticking up
as soon as he pulled his pants down.
I sorta giggled because he didn’t even take them all
the way off – he just pulled them down to his ankles
and he almost fell over trying to get between my legs!
But he got on me and Oh, there it was! All soft, and
smooth and small – that was really nice because I was
still kinda sore! My poor little hole hasn’t ever had
anything up inside it and now I’ve had two guys’ dicks
in and out of it all these times in the past couple of
days!
He sure isn’t as good at fucking as Jack is. It still
feels wonderful though – I could feel him bumping that
same spot that Jack does and I started popping off –
just not as big as I did with Jack. Johnny was so funny
though – while he was sliding it in and out of me, he
was like, squeaking! It does seem to take him a little
longer to do his come thing than Jack though He pumped
his dick in and out of me for like, two minutes or
something before he shoved it all the way in me and it
got all big and twitchy. Still no white stuff though.
Poor Johnny! Anyway, we kissed and got dressed and
stuff, and we said good-bye. We’re going to write and
stuff too.
June 30: Went to the barn with Jack again last night,
but we didn’t do it. I was too sore! So we just lay in
the hay – naked! – and held each other and talked. I
gave him a blowjob though because I didn’t want to be a
cock tease! He’s so sweet. I love laying up there and
listening to the crickets sing in the corn and the wind
just sighing through the barn, and holding Jack. I love
putting my head on his chest and listening to his heart
beating. OH! And I’m not going to have his baby. L L L
I asked him if he thought he put a baby in my tummy any
of the times he had squirted in me and he told me that
he thought I was too young. He said that girls have to
get their first period before they can have a baby. I
hope I get mine like tomorrow!!
July 1: Only two weeks left! And Jack had to go work at
this other farm for THREE DAYS! That totally completely
sucks! Johnny’s at camp and Jack’s gone. I spent a lot
of time talking with Aunt Jane though – she’s pretty
cool. I even asked her stuff about periods and she told
me all about them. Mom’s never told me about that stuff
yet. They sound pretty gross.
July 4: JACK IS BACK!!! He got back today and we all
went out for fireworks and had a wonderful time! I got
to sneak in a kiss when no one was looking too. He was
totally tired out though, so we’re not going to the
barn tonight. That’s OK – I’m just glad he’s back! He
was telling me about all the jobs he had to do at this
other farm – He needs to come live with us in the
city!!
July 5: Tonight I’m going to do it to Jack! Tonight I’m
going to do it to Jack! Who cares about anything else?
July 6: WOW! Last night was WONDERFUL!! We waited until
everyone was asleep and snuck out to the barn and Jack
just attacked me! He almost tore my nightshirt off and
almost ripped my panties! WOW! He’s STRONG! He grabbed
me and flipped me onto the hay bale and WHAM! He just
shoved his big old dick up into me really fast – I
almost yelled. It hurt a little bit but WOW! He must
really love me to get that crazy in only three days!
Then he was just slamming himself into me really,
really fast and I could feel his dick sliding over that
lovely spot inside of me and all the fireworks were
going off in my head and then there was this HUGE GUSH
of his white stuff all over my insides! It just kept
coming and coming and coming – I felt like I was going
to overflow! I wish it would make a baby in me. L
He finished squirting and was just laying on my back
panting and he told me again that he loved me!!!!! We
thought we heard someone up in the house, so we snuck
back into our rooms really fast and quietly. I wanted
him to do it to me again though.
July 7: Uncle Jack and Aunt Jane stayed up really late
last night so we didn’t get to do anything. And today
was pretty boring. We just stayed around the house
doing chores while Uncle Jack and Jack were out doing
some bug thing or something.
July 8: I am SO screwed. I think I’m going to kill
myself. Last night, Jack and I snuck out into the barn
again – I had to have him inside of me again! We
started out just holding each other and cuddling – he’s
so wonderful! Anyway, I wanted him to do it to me so
badly, I just kinda rolled onto my back and spread my
legs and pushed him so he’d get on top of me.
He was so sweet – He was kissing me and rubbing his
dick up and down my slit with just his hips! He was
holding both my hands over my head and then I felt him
start to push himself into me. He went soooo slowly it
was so nice! He got all the way in me and just started
fucking me slowly. Really slow in, and really slow out
and then all over again. It felt, I dunno, not as wild
as the other night but still wonderful.
Anyway, he started speeding up and all those squishing
noises were starting up again and he’s grunting and I’m
holding him close to me and just loving feeling him
pushing in and out of me, and then I feel him start to
squirt his stuff in me – He’s all super-big and hot and
just jumping up inside me which has got to be the best
feeling in the whole world and I’m loving it and I
hear, "UNCLE JACK! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!" He
yells, "Holy SHIT!"
Jack is still squirting his stuff in me and I’m laying
there stark naked with Jack buried all the way in me!
Anyway, Uncle Jack grabbed Jack and pulled him off me,
so now I’m laying there spread wide open with Jack’s
stuff leaking out of me and Uncle Jack – Aunt Jane is
there too, but she wasn’t saying anything, she just had
her hand over her mouth the whole time – is yelling at
Jack and calling him all sorts of names and stuff.
Jack wasn’t saying anything, which I think was pretty
smart. It’s not like we could say we weren’t doing it –
His dick was all soft and shiny and sticky with my
wetness and I felt really bad for him. Anyway, after a
couple of minutes of screaming, Uncle Jack sent us both
back to our rooms and said that if he caught either one
of us anywhere near the other one he was going to skin
us. I think he meant it.
July 10: I leave for home day after tomorrow. I think
that can’t be soon enough for Uncle Jack and Aunt Jane.
They said they’re going to have to tell my parents and
everything. They gave us both this long speech about
how it’s so wrong for cousins to have sex, and it was
wrong for Jack to take advantage of me – and I tried to
tell them that I wanted him to!
They wouldn’t even really let us talk. They just yelled
at us about how wrong it was and how we were sick to
even think about it and how we were too young –
especially me – and how we couldn’t really even
understand what we were doing and all this crap. Then I
got sent to my room for the entire rest of the day and
Jack had to do chores all day!
July 11: Home tomorrow. My parents are going to kill
me. Today was a little better. Aunt Jane and I got to
talk for a while and she told me that she understood
those ‘urges’. I guess she had a really huge crush on
HER cousin when she was my age but they never did
anything.
She said that I was too young to have to worry about
any ‘consequences’ but that I should never do anything
like that again until I was married. As IF! I LOVE
guys’ dicks! I wonder what Billy Cruise’s looks like? I
bet I could get him to do it to me. I bet if I gave him
a blowjob, he’d forget all about Tammy Winter too. He’d
be another one for my collection! Assuming I’m still
alive after my parents find out.
July 12: My parents didn’t kill me! My dad, I think,
was too shocked to really say anything. My MOM actually
laughed! She said that I’d probably live through it and
that she’d just have to keep an eye on me from then on
to keep me out of trouble. What do you know about that?
July 13: Home again! My mom and I had a great talk –
She told me that she was always horny as hell as a kid
too, and that she lost HER virginity when she was 12 to
a neighbor boy. She said that I probably got it from
her and that I needed to be careful. She told me about
all these really horrible diseases you can get from sex
and condoms and babies and all this sex stuff – She
knows some really cool stuff!
I told her a lot about what I did with Jack (I didn’t
tell her about Johnny!) and she explained a lot of it
to me. My parents are a lot cooler than I thought! I
can’t wait to go see Billy. And a few other boys too.
If they’re still virgins, I can’t get a disease from
them you know? And I want to see what THEIR dicks look
like.
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The author does not condone child abuse, this story is
meant as an erotic fantasy not real life. Anyone acting
out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to
many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a
fellow convict in their local prison.
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