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How I Became a Ladyboy
by Girlie Ellender (oaktownsissy@yahoo.com)
Quick Proofread by AB-2005

***

An adolescent boy discovers a penchant for cross-
dressing. One afternoon, while masturbating in his 
mom's high heels and lipstick, he is caught by her 
boyfriend. That's when the boy and the boyfriend 
proceed to have sex. During the course of which the boy 
is beaten and raped. (MMm, ped, cd, v, rp)

***

I've been getting hard-ons and playing with my dick 
almost since I can remember. I recall one fantasy in 
particular that I indulged in when I was 7. It involved 
a cute little girl in my catechism class. Her name was 
Lucinda. She was a bouncy little blonde, and my fantasy 
involved stripping her nude and whipping her with 
thorns. I had such erections over that.

I was pretty much of a sissy growing up. I never knew 
my father. My mom told me that he had died soon after I 
was born, but I was later to discover that my mother 
had never married, and that the space on my birth 
certificate for "Father" was typed: "UNK." 

Mom was basically a slut. She worked a succession of 
factory jobs, and had a succession of boyfriends. I 
used to watch her on Friday nights in her tight dresses 
and high heels, applying her lipstick before going out 
for the night. Sometimes she would bring men home, and 
later I could hear them making love in her bed. 

When I was around 12, Butch moved in. We lived in a 
triple-decker apartment house on the east coast. Our 
apartment was on the first floor. Butch and Mom would 
sit around drinking and watching porno movies. Then 
they would fuck, usually in Mom's bedroom, but 
sometimes right there in the living room. I began 
masturbating then, thinking about them having sex.

Butch was in his late 30s. He had spent time in prison, 
and though he wasn't very tall, around 5", 8", he was 
heavily muscled and had lots of tattoos. Sometimes he 
would grab me and pretend to wrestle with me. I 
remember feeling really turned on by the feel of his 
arms around me. He kept a stack of fuck magazines in 
the basement. 

Sometimes I'd sneak down and watch him masturbate while 
looking at the pictures in the magazines. He would 
strip naked and jerk off for hours sometimes, before 
finally blowing his load all over his hairy belly. I 
could see the semen on his fingers. He had a big cock; 
I'd say about 8 inches.

After a few months, I began going to the basement to 
jerk off to Butch's magazines. The girls were gorgeous 
and so were the men. Looking back on it, I realize I 
was identifying with the women in the photographs. 
Once, I was in my Mom's room, and on impulse I took her 
lipstick and applied it to my mouth. It was a cherry 
red and when I looked at myself in the full-length 
mirror I was shocked. 

I looked like a woman! Not a girl, but a sexy woman! I 
got an instant hard-on. My hair was shoulder length 
then, and blonde. I immediately stripped nude and 
grabbed a pair of Mom's high heels. Oh fuck! I was as 
sexy as any of those bitches in Butch's magazines. 
After that I never jerked off unless I was in heels and 
lipstick.

One rainy afternoon, when Mom & Butch were at work, I 
went down to the basement to jerk off. I stripped nude 
and stepped into the pair of 4-inch heels I had 
appropriated from Mom's closet, & applied a thick coat 
of sexy red lipstick. Then I lay back on the ratty old 
sofa to jerk off. Occasionally I would get up and strut 
around in front of the big mirror. I was doing this 
when suddenly I heard a long drawn out wolf whistle, 
like the way construction workers whistle at girls in 
miniskirts. I froze, my heart beating wildly. Then 
Butch stepped out from behind the doorway. I tried to 
grab my robe from the couch to cover myself, but Butch 
was quicker. He snatched it out of my hands and threw 
it behind him. "Please, Butch," I begged. "Don't tell 
Mom, please!"

Butch was rubbing his crotch and looking at me 
strangely. He shook his head. "Like mother like son," 
he said. "Or should I say daughter?"

"Butch, could I have my robe please?" I asked him.

"Why would you want to cover up that beautiful body, 
girl?" Butch said. "I mean it, you are fine as fuck."

Before I could answer butch stripped off the tight t-
shirt he was wearing, and stepped out of his jeans. He 
pulled down his jockey shorts and kicked them aside. 
His dick was rock hard. He crooked his finger toward 
me. "C'mere," he said. 

I walked toward him, my head reeling. When I got closer 
he grabbed my arm and pulled me close up against him. I 
gasped as my soft nude flesh came up against all that 
hair and muscles. He held me close, crushing me up 
against his bare chest, his big hands squeezing the 
flesh of my ass. He bent his head and his mouth found 
mine, his tongue snaking into my throat. Oh god, my 
dick was hard again. My hand reached down and felt of 
his erection. "Oooh, yesss, baby," he moaned. 

"You gonna to suck it? That's right, baby, get down and 
suck my cock," he said, pushing me by the shoulders to 
my knees. His hard cock brushed up against my cheek. I 
took it in my hand and the head was close to my mouth. 
Cum was forming on the head and I flicked my tongue and 
lapped up the beads of pre-cum from his cock. 'MMM! Cum 
tastes good,' I thought. I engulfed the entire head of 
his penis into my mouth and began sucking his cock. 

He was groaning in pleasure as I ran my mouth up and 
down the entire length of his glistening cock and 
sucked his balls up into my mouth. Butch's hands were 
entwined in my blonde hair and he was using his fist to 
control the movements of my bobbing skull. He sat down 
on the sofa and lifted his legs, exposing his hairy 
anus. I wasn't sure what he wanted. "Eat my ass," he 
said. I put my face close and drew back. "What's the 
matter?" he said. 

"It stinks," I told him. He still had his fingers 
entwined in my hair, and he pushed my face up into the 
cleft of his ass.

"You love it," he said. And he was right. 

It did stink a little, but the intermingled odor of 
sweat & the faint scent of shit had an aphrodisiacal 
effect on me, and I began eating out his bare anus with 
abandon. I must have eaten his ass for 10 minutes – I 
mean – my fuckin' jaws were getting numb, when Butch 
told me to suck his balls and cock some more. I was 
knobbing his cock really hard when he pulled my head 
back, his saliva glistening penis withdrawing from my 
hungry yap as he did so. "Why, Butch?" I whimpered. I 
had assumed that Butch wanted to cum in my mouth and I 
was working really hard for that reward.

"Because, baby," he said. "I'm gonna fuck you." And he 
pulled me up from my knees so that I was lying up on 
his big chest. Again his mouth found mine and our 
tongues were snaking around one another. 

As we kissed I was squeezing and choking on his erect 
cock. One of his big hands was on my ass. He removed it 
briefly and put one of his fingers in my mouth. "Get it 
wet," he whispered hoarsely, and I sucked his finger, 
coating it with saliva. He reached down and I felt the 
finger at my anus. Butch began kissing me again, and 
his finger worked into my ass. 

Fuck! I felt like such a fuckin' whore! I mean, I was 
wiggling my ass on his thick, calloused finger, just 
like any horny puta! Butch kept whispering, "You want 
some cock, baby?" And I kept whimpering, "Yes, Butch, I 
really need some cock, daddy!"

Finally Butch said, "Ok, sissy. There's a tub of grease 
in the dresser over there. Go and fetch it to me."

I stood up and started to step out of my heels. "Uh 
huh," Butch said. "You keep the fuckin' high heels on. 
I want to watch you walk in them. And put some more 
lipstick on." 

I applied a fresh coat of lipstick and walked as sexily 
as I could across the room to the dresser where Butch 
said the grease tub was. I opened the drawer and saw 
it. It was a big jar of Vaseline. The jar was dirty and 
had no cover. It was half empty. And there were pubic 
hairs all over the Vaseline. I was thinking, oh god! 
This guy is gonna stick that big thing in my ass! I 
just know it's gonna hurt! But I wanted him to fuck me 
so badly that the thought of the pain I was going to 
have was outweighed by the desire to have this man 
inside of me

I walked back to where Butch was sitting straddle 
legged on the sofa. I could hear the rain coming down 
outside. Butch had his dick in his hand and was jerking 
off. As I got near him he reached out and ran his hand 
up and down my bare legs. I shivered with anticipation. 

"Damn, sissy!" he said. "You got some silky ass legs!" 
He laughed. "Fuck! Do you know what they do with people 
like you in prison?" 

I didn't answer; I was enjoying the feel of his rough, 
strong hands on my silky legs.

"Get down and suck my dick some more," he told me. 

I didn't hesitate to obey him. The feel of his erection 
in my mouth was heavenly! As I blew him he took a 
couple of fingers full of the grease and reached back 
to finger fuck my ass. Now it felt wonderful! The 
Vaseline made his finger slide in and out, right up to 
his big knuckles. I was wiggling my hips as he finger 
fucked me. 

Finally he said, "Ok, sissy, grease my cock up." 

The grease tub was sitting next to him on the sofa. I 
took a gob of the grease in my fingers and coated his 
penis with it. Butch gave me an old towel and I wiped 
my hand off. "Get up on the couch," Butch said, 
instructing me to kneel on the sofa, facing the 
backrest. 

Butch climbed up behind me and began kissing on my neck 
and bare back. I could feel his big strong arms around 
me as he was kissin' on me. I could feel his dick 
pushing up between my thighs and oh! I wanted it in my 
ass so badly. I could feel Butch's sandpapery face up 
against mine from behind. He was whispering in my ears 
as he nibbled on the lobes, "I'm gonna fuck you, you 
little ho!"

His words thrilled me. I reached back through my legs 
and grabbed hold of his erection. "Oh FUCK! It was SO 
fuckin' HARD!" I guided the head of his penis to the 
mouth of my hungry anus, and he began to push, to 
thrust. 

Suddenly it found the hole and tore in. "OH – FUCK!!" I 
screamed in pain as the head of his dick, as big as a 
plum ripped into my ass hole. I began to instinctively 
scramble to get off the sofa but a big muscled arm got 
me in a headlock, while his other arm grabbed my left 
arm in a wristlock that was so painful I forgot about 
the pain in my ass. When I stopped struggling he let go 
of my arm, but kept me in the headlock. 

"Don't FUCK with me, bitch," he growled in my ear. He 
got back on me and again I felt the probing erection 
searching for my hole. I tried to press my legs 
together, but Butch shoved his knee in between my 
thighs and forced them apart. Then I felt a searing 
pain as he tried to push the head in. I squirmed 
violently and screamed. 

That's when he hit me, hard, with his fist on the side 
of my head. So hard I saw stars. A knot quickly rose, 
shutting my right eye almost completely. Then he hit me 
again, just as hard in the mouth, causing my upper lip 
to swell grotesquely. Then he mounted me like an 
animal, like a steer mounts a cow, and forced the head 
of his cock into my ass. I was screaming, but no one 
could hear because Butch had his big hand clamped over 
my mouth. 

He was grunting like a savage animal as he worked his 
throbbing cock inch by inch into my ass. Finally, when 
he was in me balls deep, he relaxed the headlock and 
put his arms up under my arms and grabbed me by the 
tits, pulling me close to him, my back up against his 
big chest. He was growling and slobbering on my ears, 
neck, and bare back. Slowly he began to fuck me, all 
the way out, all the way in. At first it hurt like 
hell, but as he increased the tempo of his strokes, it 
began to feel good.

As Butch ass fucked me his hands were all over me – my 
tits, my belly, my bare legs – everywhere. My dick was 
hard again and I was wiggling my ass to meet his down 
stroke. What a WHORE! I was totally writhing naked in 
my boyfriend's big muscley arms as he raped me on the 
dirty sofa.

Butch was fucking me and ramming his dick into me so 
hard you could hear the slap of bare flesh on bare 
flesh. His dick felt like it was actually swelling 
inside of me, getting bigger, thicker. I began to use 
my ass muscles to bear down on his erection. On every 
down stroke, when his cock was buried up to the balls, 
I would squeeze down and grip his cock with my ass 
muscles, and when he withdrew I would maintain my grip, 
so that I was literally milking him with my anus. 

Finally, his entire body tensed and I could feel his 
penis jumping and twitching uncontrollably inside of 
me. He had his arms around me under my arms and he 
yelled loudly and ejaculated deep into my belly. As he 
came his arms tightened around me and I thought my ribs 
would crack. I began milking his cock from inside and 
Butch was shouting out in hot pleasure as I milked 
every last drop out of him into me.

Slowly Butch relaxed his grip and lay exhausted on my 
back. Then he eased his big greasy cock out of my anus. 
It felt exactly like I was taking a big, constipated 
shit. I turned around and Butch took me in his arms and 
kissed me. "Oh, baby," he said, kissing my battered 
face. "Why'd you make me get so pissed off? I'm sorry 
baby, I promise I'll make it up to you, honey. I 
swear!"

"Oh, Butch, I love you so much!" I said, crying. "I'm 
sorry, too, honey," I told him. I lay in his arms on 
the sofa for the rest of the afternoon, and just before 
Mom came home, I gave him a blowjob. 

We made up a story for Mom to explain away the beating. 
Butch told her that I had gotten in a fight with a 
bully at the mall. "You should have seen the other 
guy," Butch told her, mussing my hair.

END

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The author does not condone child abuse, this story is
meant as an erotic fantasy not real life. Anyone acting
out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to
many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a 
fellow convict in their local prison.
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