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My Insecurity
by Average Joe
 
***

The thought of my future wife having sex with another 
man made me sick, but I had to know if our relationship 
was strong enough. It would pay off in the long run. 
The only problem was getting her to do it. (M+/F, wife-
sharing, intr, voy,  orgy)

***

My whole problem started because of a guy I worked 
with, Frank. 

Two years ago I was going to law school full time and 
bartending at a local place at night. Stephanie and I 
had just gotten engaged and our lives were going well. 
We still lived in separate apartments. Stephanie was a 
nurse and made good money. I made good money at the bar 
and was going to graduate at the end of the semester. 
We had the wedding schedule for a year from July and we 
were very much in love and trusted each other 
completely, then Frank ruined it.

Frank worked at the bar with me and always whined. His 
life sucked, he didn't get paid enough, the government 
was out to screw him. You know the type. Anyway, I had 
long since learned how to tune him out, but this one 
night he was complaining about how his wife left him 
and he said something that caught my ear. 

"Never marry a broad who has only fucked you. Because 
sooner or later she gonna wonder what she missed out on 
and go looking for other dick." Then he followed it up 
"A woman is always going to sow her oats." That was all 
it took to turn me, a confident, good looking 28 year 
old guy with the world at his fingertips, into an 
insecure, paranoid, little mouse.

Stephanie and I had been together forever. We grew up 
in the same neighborhood. She was 2 years younger than 
I was. We started dating her senior year of high school 
(my sophomore year of college) and have had the perfect 
relationship ever since. She is the most beautiful girl 
I have ever known, by anyone's standards. 

She is 5'8" short blond hair and green eyes. Her body 
is incredible. She has always been very athletic and it 
shows. Her breasts are a small, Very firm C, her butt 
is perfect is her stomach is nicely toned, and best of 
all her skin is absolutely flawless. She loves me more 
than life itself and I love her equally. She is the 
best thing that ever happened to me and more than I 
could ever deserve.

Sexually we were doing all right. She would do anything 
to please me but I really never took advantage of it. 
She would occasionally give me a blow job until I was 
nice & hard (never to completion) and then we would 
make love with me on top. She said she enjoyed it but I 
didn't think she was too into sex. One time I told her 
I wanted to try anal sex. She wasn't exited about the 
idea but wanted to please me so we planned it for the 
next night. 

When the next night rolled around she told me she was 
really nervous and wanted to back out but if it were 
what I wanted, she'd do it. I let her off the hook. But 
that's just how she was, very unselfish. The thing that 
was making me nervous now was that she was a virgin 
when we met. This was usually a great source of pride 
of pride for me. I was the only one worthy enough to be 
inside her, that's how I saw it. But now, Frank was 
making me paranoid.

After weeks of stressing about it I decide to talk to 
her. So while we we're lying in bed one night, her 
watching television and me studying, I just blurted it 
out.

"Do you ever regret not sleeping with anyone but me?" 
She turned to me with a surprised/confused look on her 
face, "I mean, when you were younger. You know before 
we got together?"

"NO, of course not, why do you ask? She replied

"I was just wondering, I mean, I slept with a couple 
other girls in college so I know what it's like to be 
with some one else but you've only been with me." I was 
really starting to sound stupid.

"You're the only guy I've ever wanted to be with. Don't 
you remember how I told you about the day I fell in 
love with you. I was 10 years old and you were playing 
basketball against my brother. 

"I spent the next 7 years trying to get you to notice 
me. I never even thought about other guy's. I was hell 
bent on getting you from day 1 and here I am!" She said 
it with a smile that made me feel even stupider. 
"Thanks for reminding me about the other girls by the 
way," she said with extreme sarcasm. She loved me and I 
had nothing to worry about.

Of course, I couldn't leave it at that. Listening to 
Frank all the time was taking its toll and I decided 
there was only one thing to do, I had to get her to 
sleep with another guy. Sure, it was risky but I felt 
confident that in the end she would understand that I 
am a good lover and sex with other guys was nothing 
special. 

Make no mistake about it, the thought of my future wife 
having sex with another man made me sick, but I had to 
know if our relationship was strong enough. It would 
pay off in the long run. The only problem was getting 
her to do it. So one night after we finished making 
love I brought it up, I told her the story about Frank 
and how I thought It would make our relationship 
stronger.

"Are you fuckin' nuts? I'm not gonna fuck some guy 
because you're insecure. And if you really think it 
would make our relationship stronger then you really 
are nuts." She wasn't mad she was just making a point. 
I decided to go another route.

"Honey," I started. "I have a confession to make, but I 
don't want you to think I'm weird."

"Michael, If I haven't found you weird yet I doubt I 
could start now, besides I wouldn't judge you."

Here it goes, "I made up the story about Frank because 
it kinda relates to a fantasy I have but I was afraid 
you wouldn't understand." I should have won an academy 
award, I think it was vulnerability that really got 
her.

"Oh, baby. Don't feel that way." She was now laying 
with her head on my chest looking up, God she was 
beautiful. "Haven't I always been understanding in the 
past. Don't I do everything in my power to satisfy you? 
Remember the sex in public thing or the porno?" Then 
she put on a really sexy voice, "Or what about the time 
I put my fingers in your bum while I went down on you?" 

I was getting hard again as she talked. Although it had 
nothing to do with the bum thing, that fantasy didn't 
go over as well as I planned. But she made a good 
point, she always acted this shit out. My plan might 
actually work.

"Well, okay I'll tell you. I sometimes think about you 
making love to another man and it gets me excited."

"Really?" she replied with a look on her face like she 
was about to laugh.

I continued my acting job by rolling over real fast and 
saying, "I knew you'd think it was strange, forget I 
ever brought it up."

She cuddled behind me, I could feel her next breasts on 
my back, "Michael, don't be like that, talk to me about 
this."

It was time to go in for the kill, " I just think about 
what it would be like if you went out and made love to 
another guy, maybe even acted out some of your own 
fantasies with him, then came home and told me about 
the night, that's all."

She had a far off look in her eye, and then turned to 
me, "Wow, I'm surprised. Most guys would be threatened 
by something like that." She giggled a little. "I guess 
it could be kinda sexy, I do like to talk dirty 
sometimes, but I don't know about another guy. Couldn't 
we just pretend I already did it and I'll make a story 
up?"

"I don't know if that would work. Anyway I would never 
ask you to do it I just wanted to be open about my 
fantasy. I hope you don't think it's strange."

"No, I've actually heard about it before. I work with a 
girl whose husband likes to watch her with other guys, 
I suppose it's similar. Is that what you want to do 
eventually, watch?" she wasn't shooting this down as 
quickly as I thought she would.

"Oh, I don't want to make a life style out of this. 
It's just the thought of you having an infidelity that 
I find exiting. I think if I was there to see it would 
take the intimacy out of it." I knew I couldn't handle 
watching her with someone else. I'd go blind with rage 
and jealousy. Plus we never made love with the lights 
on so I knew she wouldn't go for someone staring at 
every inch of naked body. "It would just be a couple of 
times. Any more than that and I'd probably start to get 
jealous."

I looked over at her and could tell she was listening 
intently, she was interested, "I'm not saying I would 
never do it, but I wouldn't just jump into it. But if 
it turns you on I don't see why we couldn't try it 
sometime. After all you know how exited I get knowing 
I'm turning you on." She climbed on top of me and 
started rubbing my semi-hard dick on her pussy. She was 
soaking wet already just from talking about turning me 
on. 

"I'll tell you what," she said as she slid my dick in 
side of her, "for the rest of the night lets both 
pretend that you are Antonio, my big Italian lover." 
She giggled after she said it. We had a pretty good 
session. The whole time she called me Antonio and I 
have to admit it was a little bit of a turn on watching 
her getting all hot and bothered while pretending I was 
someone else.

After that we talked about it couple more times but 
were distracted by life. I had finished Law school in 
December and started studying for the Bar Exam and 
Stephanie was miserable in work and trying to plan our 
wedding. Our nights would end with both of us 
complaining about how bad our days were and passing 
out. Late one week Stephi had been looking at brochures 
for our honeymoon during lunch. We had already agreed 
on Jamaica but it was up to her to pick the exact spot. 
That night when she came by my apartment she was very 
unhappy.

"How was work?" I asked.

"Terrible" I hadn't realized how upset she was up until 
that point, "I can't stand that hospital anymore, I'm 
doing way too much work and no one appreciates it, the 
stress is killing me." She looked like she was about to 
cry. "I wish I could take a vacation. When I went to 
the travel agent she showed me so many cool place. I 
wish we could go now."

My wheels started to turn, "Why don't you go? Scout it 
out for us. Besides we agreed we wouldn't see each 
other for the week before the Bar Exam so I could 
study. Why not go that week?"

She started to cheer up already. I loved to see her 
happy. "I'd love to but I can't afford it. Maybe we can 
just go to the mountains for a weekend? Just to get 
away."

I could tell she really did need a vacation, "No, I'll 
pay for your vacation. I've been doing well at the bar 
lately and I haven't gone out with the guys in months 
so I have some extra cash. You deserve this."

She hugged me and jumped up and down, She was very 
excited " You're the best, let me call Brenda and see 
if she can go." With that she ran off to use the phone. 
She spent the rest of the week finding a vacation spot. 
She decided to one of those all -inclusive spots in 
Negril. She was to leave in a week when she found out 
her friend couldn't go. We talked about what she should 
do in bed that night.

"Can you find someone else?"

"No, I asked the rest of the girls, they all have 
reasons why they can't" she didn't seem too bothered by 
it.

"Are you gonna back out?" I was lying on my back while 
she was on her side with her head propped up by her 
hand.

"I had another idea", she said with a wicked look in 
her eye. She reached down my pajama bottoms and started 
to stroke my dick "Hear me out on this one, You've been 
awful good to me so I figure maybe I should repay the 
favor.."

I cut her off, "Honey if you're gonna suggest that I go 
too, let me remind you of a little test I have coming 
up."

She laughed at me, "No, I'm not suggesting you blow off 
the bar exam, but I am saying that since you are paying 
for this trip you might as well get something out of 
it."

"Like what?"

"Like the knowledge that you're pretty little 
girlfriend will be sleeping in another man's bed while 
she's away." 

My dick was very hard, maybe I was starting to enjoy 
this idea. "You don't mean?"

"Yes, I do. While I'm in Jamaica I'll pick up another 
man and give him something that only you have gotten 
until now." She leaned in and started to lick my ear, 
"hell, maybe I'll pick up seven guys, one every night 
of the week. With no one down there I can be as 
indiscrete as I want. I'd ask you if you like the idea 
but I've never seen your dick this hard before." 

She was right, I was really hard but also really 
nervous. I reached over and started to finger her. She 
was a puddle. We both came on each other's hand in a 
matter of seconds. When we woke up the next day we talk 
about the idea and agreed it was the best way to go 
about it. The rest of the week she shopped for vacation 
clothes. She bought some skimpy bikinis and some light 
dress clothes, but all in all she didn't pack too much.

The night before she left we talked about he details. 
We agreed that she would call me every other day just 
to say hi. She wouldn't give me any details until she 
came home. She was leaving on Sunday and coming home 
late Monday/early Tuesday. Those were the days I was 
taking the Exam so she decided to get a cab home from 
the airport so I could sleep. She knew I'd probably 
want to go out and blow off steam after the exam on 
Tuesday so we decided to meet at my place Wednesday 
after my shift at the bar.

"Are you sure this doesn't make you jealous?" She asked 
on the ride to the airport.

"It does," I said. "But in a strange, exciting way."

"Alright, but you can call it off if you want, this is 
all for you. Last chance," she mocked

I gave her one last safe sex speech and we said our "I 
love you's" and I watched her walked to the terminal. 
As I watched her walk away the bad feelings started to 
come. I looked at her ass and realized another man was 
going to have his hands on it. Then I though about how 
she'll have his dick in her little hand and maybe even 
her mouth! I had to stop thinking about it or I'd go 
crazy.

The next three days were terrible! It was all I could 
think about. What if this guy was better than me? What 
if his dick was bigger? What if she fell in love? I 
couldn't eat, sleep or study. At this rate I would 
definitely fail the test. When Tuesday came around I 
didn't dare go to the library. I stayed in and waited 
for her call. It came around noon.

"Hi Mike," She sounded normal, like she was calling 
from work, "How the studying going?" She knew I didn't 
want to talk about that. The little smart-ass was 
busting my balls.

"Never mind that, How's your vacation going?"

"Oh, baby. You should see this place it's beautiful, 
and the weather is perfect. I am a little homesick 
though. I miss you." She was still doing it.

I was done playing games, "Stephanie, cut to the chase, 
did you do it?" My hands were shaking so bad I could 
hardly hold the phone.

She laughed, "I knew it you little pervert, you have a 
one track mind." She paused for what seemed like a 
year, "Yeah, I did it." She said it matter-of-factly. 
My knees started to shake and my stomach went into 
knots. I sat back on the bed.

"W-well?" I stuttered out.

"Hey, the agreement was no details until next Wednesday 
when we're together.", I was ready to snap, "I should 
give you this though, I think you're gonna be 
disappointed. Maybe this is one of those fantasies that 
was better left that way. I hope you're not mad."

God, I was relieved. I felt the pressure go away 
instantly, "No baby, I'm not mad or disappointed. I 
just figured we should give it a shot."

She sighed, "I'm glad you feel that way. I'm gonna go 
down to the beach and soak up the sun. Get back to the 
books. I love you."

"I love you, too," click.

I was so relieved I wanted to dance. Instead I went 
back to studying. I was at the library when Stephanie 
called on Thursday. She left a message on the machine.

"Hi Michael, it's me. It's Thursday,. 7:00pm... um... I 
didn't think you'd be in but I figured I'd check in 
anyway. I'm having a great time. This place is amazing. 
OKAY gotta run. I love you."

She sounded happier than I've heard her in a long time. 
I slept well that night. I went back to studying and 
waited for her call on Saturday but it didn't come, nor 
did it come Sunday. I just assumed that she had called 
while I was out and didn't leave a message. The exam on 
Monday was tough. I went home immediately after and 
passed out. When I awoke the next morning noticed there 
was a message on the machine. It was probably Stephanie 
telling me she made it in okay I must have slept right 
through it. I hit the button.

"Hey, it's me," she sounded sad, "Um, It's Monday night 
around 10:00. I'm about to leave Jamaica. I wanted to 
apologize for not calling the last few days. Um, I got 
pretty busy and it slipped my mind. I'll explain later. 
Good luck today."

Slipped her mind? How could calling me slip her mind. I 
was a little bothered by it but didn't think all that 
much about it. I left to take the second part of the 
test. It went well and I went out with the guys to 
celebrate. By 10:30 I was shit faced and missed my 
fiancee. I went home and called her. She didn't pick up 
so I left a message and passed out. I slept until noon 
the next day. There was a message on my machine from 
Stephanie saying to meet her for dinner right after my 
shift.

Around 11:00pm I got to the restaurant and Stephi had 
already gotten there. She greeted me with a big hug and 
a kiss. She looked beautiful. Nicely tanned, nothing 
too dark.

"I missed you so much," I said. "How was it?"

"Unbelievable, I had the time of my life. Everything 
was beautiful the weather, the views. I had so much 
fun. My room was huge. It was a suite with a living 
room, kitchen and everything. It was bigger than my 
apartment." It was good to have her back. We sat down 
and talked about the test for a few minutes. We ordered 
our food and then went back to talking about her 
vacation. I was practically dying to hear the story but 
refused to ask. I knew she would bring it up before 
long.

"Well, I didn't ask for a private table for nothin'. 
Are you ready to hear it. Of course you are what was I 
thinking. Oh, where to start? His name was Bobby. He is 
a student at one of the local colleges and was on the 
flight down with a bunch of his friends. He was sitting 
next to me and we started to talk. He was a good-
looking kid. About six feet, athletic looking. You 
know, your typical college jock. 

"Anyway, he asked me if I'd be interested in going out 
with him and his friends after we landed. He was nice 
so I said yes. We went to a local place and danced and 
drank all night. Well, by midnight we were both drunk 
and went back to his room. Before I knew it he was 
ripping off my clothes and jumping on top of me."

At this point I was sweating and could hardly talk, "so 
what happened next?, did you do it? Was it good?" I 
rattled of questions like a madman but she handled the 
coolly.

"Yes, we did it but it wasn't good. He was really drunk 
and sloppy. He was rude when I told him to put on a 
rubber. And all he did was jump on me and pounded away 
like it was a race. He came in less than a minute and 
passed out. I grabbed my stuff and snuck out."

I felt a little relief but needed more info. "Did you 
give him a blow job?" I had never been so forthcoming 
with her before but there was no time to mince words.

"No, he didn't deserve one. I had planned on doing it 
earlier in the night but when it came down to it I 
realized he was going to be a selfish lover and decided 
not too." She made a face like "oh, well" and took a 
bite of her salad. 

I was waiting forever for her to continue. 

"It only got worse the second night," she whispered 
over the table," I met a guy at the bar who sweet-
talked me into going back to his room. When we get 
there we started fooling around. We were kissing and 
touching each other. He had this thick dick and I was 
jerking him off while he fingered me. I started to come 
and shut my eyes. When I opened them there was another 
woman there. It was his wife, they wanted to have a 
threesome!"

"Oh my God, What did you do?" I said. I was shocked at 
the language she was using.

"I grabbed my clothes and ran. Just like the night 
before. That isn't something that interests me." She 
looked down at my food. I hadn't touched it. "Do you 
want to go home and make up for lost time?"

Before she finished the sentence I was getting the 
bill.

On the way up the stairs to my apartment we started 
making out. I couldn't wait to fuck her. "God I missed 
you," I said.

"Obviously!" she said grabbing my dick, "I can't wait 
to show you all my new tricks." She said.

I laughed, "I didn't know you could learn anything from 
two bad sexual experiences."

"Honey, I've only told you about the first two days," 
she said.

I stopped kissing her, "There's more?" I inquired.

"Oh yeah, The third day is when I met Tyler. You'll 
love this part." 

As we went into the apartment she told me how she met 
this Tyler. Apparently after she got off the phone with 
me she went down to the beach. She said she was pretty 
sad about the two bad experienced and just planned on 
relaxing the rest of the time. She was on the beach 
reading her book when this guy came up to her told her 
he needed a teammate for volleyball. She agreed.

"I noticed right away how handsome he was. He was tall 
and very muscular. During the game we kept bumping into 
each other. We were both real sweaty and had on tiny 
bathing suits so it was almost already sexual. I was so 
wet by the end of the game I would have fucked him 
right there on the beach."

I couldn't believe she was talking this way. I was 
starting to feel sick. After we changed into our 
pajamas she climbed into bed and continued her story. 
She started to stroke me off while talking about her 
experience. I felt really strange picturing my cute 
little future wife in these situations.

"After the game I told him he could shower in my room, 
but we started making out in the elevator and didn't 
make it into the shower for hours. He was so sexy. He 
looked just like that actor Joe Diggs" I started to 
think about that and realized that the actor she was 
referring to was Black! I was shocked. My wife could 
never have fooled around with a nigger.

"Stephi, you must be mixed up. Joe Diggs is black," I 
said.

"Yeah and really good looking too, right that's the 
guy."

I panicked, "You fucked a black guy!" I yelled. 

She looked startled, "Yeah, that's not a problem, is 
it?"

I saw how nervous she was and felt bad. But I was 
shocked and disgusted.

"No, No of course not. I'm just surprised that's all, 
keep going."

"Ok, well, we started fooling around in the elevator 
and by the time we got to the 14th floor I already had 
my top off and we were pulling at each others bottoms. 
He picked me up so my legs were wrapped around his 
waist and we were kissing like two animals. He carried 
me to the room like that. I was topless the whole time 
and I wanted it so badly I didn't care if anyone saw."

"So what happened next?!!" I was trying to speed her 
up.

"Relax, I'm getting there." She stopped stroking my 
cock and reached for her bag at the side of the bed. 
"Take of your pants!" she commanded. As I took them off 
she squirted some lotion in her hands and rubbed it in. 
Then she squirted some more and started to rub it on my 
cock. This was something new. It felt great but I 
couldn't help but think of where she learned it. This 
was not the last time I would be plagued by these 
thoughts. 

"I'll tell you what happened next but you have to 
promise to tell me if you get too jealous. In order to 
tell you the whole story I'm gonna have to be very 
specific and I won't sugar-coat it." 

The whole time she was saying this she was jerking me 
off and looking directly into my eyes. I was way beyond 
too jealous but I knew I had only myself to blame.

"Yeah, yeah, I promise. Let's hear it!" I blurted

"Alright, I'll tell you what happened next. When we got 
into the room I started pulling at his shorts while I 
kissed him. When the door shut I push him up against it 
and started kissing and licking his chest. He was so 
muscular. We both smelled like sweat and sun burnt 
skin. I still remember that sweaty, salty taste his 
skin had. I know this next part will turn you on." 

I got nervous already. I could tell she thought I was 
more into this than I really was just by the way she 
was telling the story. Sure I was excited but for the 
most part I was disgusted. 

She continued, "I licked my way down his stomach and 
then knelt in front of him. I had a feeling his dick 
would be big, you know because of what the say, plus 
the elevator ride, but when I pulled down his shorts, 
Michael, I thought I would die. It was fuckin' huge. It 
was big and dark and scary looking." 

She took her hand off my dick and made a size gesture 
with both her hands that I can only hope was extremely 
exaggerated. "At first I thought it was ugly but as I 
got closer I realized it really was beautiful. Perfect 
dark skin with a pinkish purple head. I started to lick 
and suck on it. The whole time it kept getting bigger. 
I don't know how long I was sucking for but by the time 
he grabbed me by the sides of my head and pulled me up 
I was ready for anything." 

She paused and moved her mouth to me ear. She 
whispered, "Are you doin' OKAY? Does this turn you on? 
Do you like the idea that your girlfriends' lips were 
on another man's mouth? Huh? Or that this tongue was 
all licking another mans body?" with that she licked my 
ear, "Or how about that this mouth was filled with 
another man's cock!" She kissed my neck fully.

I had never heard her say "cock" before. I didn't even 
think she knew the meaning. The hand job she was giving 
me was great. I think the only reason I hadn't cum 
already was because I was so nervous. "I want to fuck 
while I tell you the next part of the story but I need 
two things from you."

"Anything," I mustered.

"First, I want you to leave the light on. I want to see 
your face while I tell it. And second, I want you to 
wear a condom." I was confused.

"What, why do I have wear a condom? I'm gonna be your 
husband for Christ-sakes."

I saw that she already had the condom in her hand when 
she straddled me. She only had on a pajama shirt so I 
could feel how wet she was. Even her inner thighs were 
soaked. "I'll explain all that but right now I need you 
inside me." I reluctantly agreed as she reached behind 
and put the rubber on my dick. She slowly eased down on 
my dick. I could feel the heat through the rubber but 
not much else.

"Take off your shirt and finish the story," I commanded

She gave me a funny, almost nervous look and stuttered 
"Alright." she unbuttoned the shirt and slid it off 
over her shoulders. Almost immediately I noticed all 
sorts of red welts, bruises, and bite marks all over 
her. They started from her shoulders and went all over 
her tits, stomach and inner thighs. The most prominent 
ones were inside her now very visible tan line, by her 
pussy. I think I could even see a one under her neatly 
cut pubic hair.

"Jesus Christ, Stephanie! You look like you've been 
raped!"

She kinda laughed but really wasn't smiling, 
"Willingly, maybe! I know what you mean though, things 
did kinda get out of control." She closed her eyes and 
started to rock back and forth on my dick, "Should I 
continue?" she asked. She opened her eyes and got down 
close to me while she rocked. She put her hands on the 
back of my head looked my directly in the eyes and kept 
telling the story. 

"When he pulled me up from blowing him he pushed me 
over to the bed and laid me down. I swear that might 
have been the last time my legs were together for the 
rest of the week. My bikini bottoms were so wet it 
looked like I just got out of the pool. He put his head 
down there and started eating me like I was his last 
meal on earth. He was biting on my lips and sucking and 
then when he stuck his tongue inside my whole I came 
like a rocket. I don't know how he didn't drown." 

While she was telling that part of the story she was 
gritting her teeth and really grinding into me. "By the 
time I got my bearings back he had taken a r
ubber out of my purse and was cramming his dick into 
it." 

She gave a little laugh, "God that stupid little rubber 
looked so ridiculous on that huge dick, but I didn't 
care. I just wanted to fuck. When he slid into me I 
though I was going to die. He was fucking me for a good 
5 minutes before I loosened up enough to enjoy it. But 
once I relaxed I was able to take almost all of it. 

"You wanna hear something really exciting? I was so 
horny that after just a few minutes of doing it I let 
him turn me over and fuck me from behind. I was always 
too self-conscious to do that with you but this guy had 
me doing it our first time!"

I don't know why she thought I would find that 
exciting. It actually made me really mad, but I didn't 
let her know. "So, how did it end?

"I was getting to that. After about a half-hour of this 
I was physically exhausted and we were both sweating 
like pigs. I had my face in the pillow but my ass still 
raised way in the air and he was still pounded away 
really hard. I felt him pulling way out of me and I 
though he was just going to slam back in with all his 
might. He was doing that every once in a while, so I 
looked back to egg him on. But as I turned I felt him 
pull all the way out and I saw him rip off the rubber 
and start jerking that huge dick. Then he started 
screaming "Finger yourself, finger yourself!" so I did. 

"The sight of him stoking his dick made me cum 
immediately. I was still on my knees with my ass 
pointed up at him and when I finished cumming I saw him 
start to shoot huge gobs of cum. When it slashed on my 
back it has so hot and nearly burned and I just kept on 
playing with my clit as he shot one after another. He 
collapsed right on top of me."

"What do you mean, 'egg him' on?" I inquired.

"Oh if you had heard some of the things I said this 
week you'd be ashamed to know me. You wouldn't believe 
some of the things that came out of my mouth." She 
giggled to herself, "or went into it."

"I don't get it. If he wore a rubber then why do I have 
to wear one," I quipped.

"Well because I wasn't that careful every time," she 
said it shamefully. "I'm sorry, I hope you're not mad. 
But I got myself checked out today and I'll have the 
results soon." I hope she didn't think that would make 
everything better.

"I'm not mad I'm just disappointed, I thought you were 
smarter than that. Especially with a black guy."

"What does his race have to do with it? It was a bad 
judgment call on my part, that's it. It doesn't matter 
what color he is. When it say it like that you sound 
like a bigot." She stopped riding me and just sat back 
on my cock as she defended her nigger boyfriend.

"Alright sorry. I'm just starting to get a little 
jealous, that's all. But it's nothing I can't handle. 
Please don't stop now. What happened after he came on 
your back?" I couldn't believe I had just asked my 
future wife that questions. But it did seem to relax 
her. Maybe even excite her because she started to fuck 
me again. This time with an added bonus, she reached 
behind her and rubbed my balls as she rode me. In one 
week my girlfriend had gone from Miss Inexperienced to 
a seasoned whore. I really didn't like it.

"Well when we finally got our energy back we took a 
long shower together. We washed and rubbed each other, 
it was really sensual. We explored every inch of each 
other's bodies. We did it once again before we went to 
dinner. People look at you funny when you're a white 
girl with a black man, even down there."

"I take it that's not the end of the story?" I prayed 
it was.

"No way, He spent the rest of the week with me. We did 
it three times over the course of that night alone. 
Every time was more exiting than the last."

"Let me ask you something, when did you stop using a 
condom?"

"Right after dinner?" She said it quietly. I knew she 
was ashamed.

"How did he convince you to go without?" I had to know 
because usually she was very strong willed.

"I won't lie Mike, I convinced him!" I was shocked and 
sickened, "He wanted to wear one but I told him not to. 
And to make sure he didn't I snuck into the bathroom 
and flushed them down the toilet. Does that make you 
angry?" I knew if I told her the truth she'd clam up. 
And I'd never know what happened.

"I just don't understand why you went through so much 
trouble to risk getting some STD."

"You're the one who told me to live out my fantasies. 
Last I checked none of them including being separated 
from my lover by a piece of latex. Besides I was pretty 
sure he was safe. You're mad, aren't you?"

"No, I'm not mad at you but I hate wearing this rubber, 
I can't feel anything through it." Suddenly she looked 
nervous again.

"Oh, I was afraid of that, " she kissed my softly, 
"It's not the rubber, Honey, It's me! I've been 
stretched out. I was having a tough time feeling you 
too but I thought I was just a little numb. I'm so 
sorry, baby. But I'll be back to normal in no time." 
This was getting to be more than I could take, " How 
about I show you some of my new Blow Job tricks?"

"You have blow job tricks?"

"Yeah, the next day my pussy was so sore it hurt when 
Tyler licked it never mind put something in it. I 
didn't want to neglect him so whenever he needed 
attention I would blow him." While telling me this 
nasty fact she was crawling down between my legs and 
pulling my rubber off. She started to lick and suck and 
rub my dick like never before. 

"I hope your ready for the best blow job of your life." 
She warned. She would look me in the eyes and jerk my 
dick. Then she would spit on it. It was like a porno. 
And when she really blew me it was awesome. Wet, and 
warm. Fast and slow always at the right time. I was 
ready to come in no time and started to warn her.

"Baby look out, I'm gonna cum!" she didn't hear me. 
"Stephi, I cumming!" again no acknowledgement and the 
pressure was building. I screamed and threw her off me. 
Hot cum splash on my chest and I fell back onto the 
bed. I hadn't cum that hard in years. As I basked in 
the afterglow I heard Stephi say, "Why did you push 
me?" I didn't even open my eyes, "I was cumming!" her 
response. 

"No shit, I heard you the first time." As went to look 
up at her to find out when she started taking it in the 
mouth I felt her mouth on my chest. Licking and sucking 
up all the cum. Then she went down and cleaned up my 
dick. She came up with a big smile. I was too jealous 
to enjoy it.

"You let HIM cum in your mouth?"

"Oh yeah, I just got so into what we were doing I never 
even thought to stop. I swallowed and everything. Are 
you proud of me?" No I wasn't. She had become a whore. 
But I remembered whose idea this was so I played along.

"That was a good blow job."

"Thanks, I'm glad I could make you cum." She cuddled 
next to me, "I'm just sorry we can't enjoy my new 
sexual skills together yet."

"I know. But I'm willing to settle for blow jobs like 
that one for a few weeks, do you want me to return the 
favor?" I didn't exactly like the idea of eating her 
out after her escapades but I did feel guilty about 
receiving all the attention and I was still horny. Plus 
I wanted to hear more.

"Honey, I couldn't ask you to do that. I'd love to get 
off but I don't expect you to lick me after I just told 
you two other men had their dicks in me." She sounded 
so sweet and sincere.

"I want to baby, really." She kissed my lips and she 
rubbed my head as I worked my way down. The whole time 
inspecting her body. She looked even more toned than 
usual. It must have been from all the rigorous sex. 
When I got to her pussy I realized how wet she was. Her 
lower belly, inner thighs and her ass were soaked. She 
sighed when I took the first lick. 

I leaned back to get a good look at her pussy. It was 
puffier than I remembered it. She reached down with 
both hands and held it open for me. It was strange 
seeing her act so slutty. I started kiss and sucking 
her warm slit. I stuck a finger in her and barely felt 
any friction.

She must have felt something because she commented, 
"You'll have to do better than that, put two more in." 
This surprised me, but I slid the other fingers in and 
still had plenty of room. She really was stretched. 
"More!" I heard her gasp. So I stuck my fourth finger 
in. 

The whole time she was pushing towards me like she 
wanted the whole fist. She raised her feet off the bed 
and pulled her knees up toward her chest. She was still 
holding her pussy open but then moved her hands to my 
head and face. Her breath was heavy and she started to 
moan. "Oh God, I'm getting close keep licking my pussy! 
That's it yeah!" she was never into like this before 
but my dick was getting hard. 

Suddenly she ripped my hand out of her cunt and stuck 
her own four fingers in. I stop licking because I 
thought she wanted to finish the job herself, when I 
looked at her pussy I saw her hand flying in and out of 
her at a blinding speed. 

Her head shot off the pillow and she screamed at my, 
"What the fuck are you doing??! I'm gonna cum, don't 
stop licking!!" Nervously I dove back in and licked her 
clit for all it was worth, she started cumming right 
away. 

"UHHH, here I cum you muther-fucker!!! Oh! Oh! Oh1 
UUUHHHH!" 

Her feet dropped to the bed like rocks and I backed off 
her pussy. I surveyed the seen. Her lower body was 
glistening with cum the bed was soaked. Her hand was 
still in her pussy but was moving much slower. Then I 
noticed her other hand and my stomach churned. It was 
underneath her and two fingers were in her ass. I 
didn't know how long they had been there but I could 
only assume it helped her cum as hard as she did. I 
watched her slide them out in slow motion.

I made my way up to her mouth and she kissed me 
passionately, "Thank you, I needed that so bad."

"You came hard!" I said.

"Yeah, I did. I guess I was really worked up and you 
did a great job down there," she smiled.

"I noticed something else." I wanted to see if she knew 
what I meant, she did.

"Yeah, I learned to appreciate some other things this 
week." She sounded proud.

"Only fingers, or everything?" I couldn't bear to ask 
if she got ass-fucked. 

I was hoping she didn't.

"Everything! Fingers, tongues, black dick. Do you wanna 
try later?" she asked with a smile.

"How did he get you to do it, I've been trying for 
years?"

"Well, I told you how sore my pussy was and that I had 
been giving him blow jobs for most of the day. But I 
was getting so horny I needed to get laid. While we had 
been doing it before he kept sticking his fingers in my 
butt. I was enjoying the sex too much to tell him to 
stop and soon it started to feel pretty good. And I was 
pretty sick of just giving blow jobs." She giggled, "I 
had swallowed so much cum by noon I wasn't even 
interested in lunch. Anyway, I was really horny and 
just wanted him inside me so I suggested we try it."

"It was your idea? Did it hurt? How did you do it?" I 
was so sick at the idea I just rattled off questions. I 
was still doing a good job hiding my disgust but it was 
getting hard.

"Woe cowboy, slow down with the questions." She looked 
at my dick, it was hard. "Ready for round too already, 
huh? OKAY I'll show you how it's done. Grab some lube 
from my bag and put a little on you dick." As I did 
what she asked she rolled over onto her stomach and 
propped herself up on her elbows, she smiled at my. I 
looked at her beautiful ass and saw more marks 
everywhere, bruises, teeth marks, and hickeys. All over 
the place.

"Stephi what have you done to your body?" I inquired.

"I let a huge black guy have his way with it. Pretty 
cool, huh?" she looked so proud. "Come on, you'll enjoy 
this. You don't have to wear the rubber if you don't 
want." That was a relief. "I know how much you'll want 
to feel this." 

I knelt behind her and she reached back and spread her 
cheeks. It was the first time I ever got a good look at 
her asshole and it was a beautiful little thing. I 
prepared to enter her, "How much of a slut do I look 
like holding my ass open like this?" She was right she 
did, "Ease it in." 

I did. It went a lot smoother than I expect. She purred 
softly and then continued her story as I pumped slowly, 
enjoying every inch. "The first time Tyler entered my 
ass it was the worst pain I ever felt. I was crying and 
crying and telling him to stop but he wouldn't. Finally 
the pain was so bad I went numb and he just kept 
pounding away. But the end of the night he had me 
begging for it. Are you enjoying this?" 

I was loving the ass fuck but hating the story. 

"The next morning we went down to the beach. The whole 
time I was walking like I just got off a horse. Between 
the pains in my pussy and my ass I could only lay on my 
stomach." I must have done something right because she 
moaned, "there's the spot baby, do it harder!" I picked 
up the pace until I was slamming her. "Oh god, oh god 
yeah, fuck that little hole!" Her nasty talk was making 
me cum and I screamed;

"Oh god Stephi I'm gonna cum in your ass!!" 

With that she jumped up and spun around pulling my dick 
out and engulfing it in her mouth. I came very hard and 
she swallowed it all, even after it had just been in 
her ass. I collapsed and she lay with me. After that we 
were both pretty sexed out so we just talked until the 
sun came up. 

I learned a lot over the course of the night. She told 
me all about this Tyler guy. How he lived in Jamaica 
and was only stopping by to visit his uncle who ran the 
resort when they met. They didn't leave each other's 
sight until her flight left. She also told me, with 
strange pride, that she flew home with his cum in both 
her pussy and ass. 

When she called me from the airport she said she could 
still taste his spunk from the blow job she gave him on 
the ride there. She made out with him in the terminal 
before boarding the plane, right in front of everybody. 
I also learned that the real reason I had to wear a 
condom was because she stopped taking her birth control 
pills during the week and if she was pregnant she 
wanted to know for sure who's it was. This was the only 
time I lost my cool during the night. I started yelling 
about her wanting to have another man's baby.

"I never said I wanted to have his baby!" she yelled 
back, "It seemed like a sexy thing to do at the time 
and now I feel foolish. I would never keep it but if we 
have unprotected sex I won't know who's it is. I could 
go full term thinking it was yours and find out it 
isn't the hard way. We could never explain that!" She 
had a good point. I finally calmed down after she 
professed her love to me and our talk continued. 
Sometime before the sun came up I learned another scary 
fact.

"I feel bad for that poor college kid. He'll never know 
what he missed." I commented.

"Oh, I wouldn't say that. He was on the flight home 
with me and he apologized for his messy behavior. He 
said he looked for me all week to make it up to me but 
I was nowhere to be found. I didn't ell him where I 
was, of course, but he asked if I would give him 
another chance when we landed. I knew you would be tied 
up for awhile so when we landed yesterday I went to his 
dorm and tried again," She had a mischievous tone.

"That explains why you didn't answer the phone last 
night," I said.

"Yep, we fucked and sucked right up until this morning. 
But this time I was in control. I made him eat me for 
an hour. I got on all fours and made him lick up and 
down my crack. At one point he told me how great I 
tasted. Little did he know he was actually tasting 
Tyler's cum. I got a private little laugh out of that. 
I was such a slut." She laughed, "I even let his 
roommate watch and jerk off." I was starting to get 
embarrassed for my girlfriend. "I didn't know you were 
an exhibitionist," I commented.

"It's funny you should say that. At one point while 
Tyler and I were going at it the maid came in to clean 
the room. I though he would stop or at least tell her 
to leave but he kept right on fucking me and told her 
to ignore us. She had the door propped open with her 
cart and by the time she was done a crowd started to 
form outside the door. I think they heard my screams 
and got curios. 

There must have been a dozen people watching your cute 
little fiancee bent over a table, holding her ass open 
while a big black guy hammered away at her pussy, I 
think some of them might have even taken pictures!" She 
seemed so proud. I was very angry about all this. I was 
starting to have trouble breathing. I decided it was 
time to tell her how I felt. I explained that even 
though it was my idea it really wasn't turning me on. I 
told her that I was actually a little disgusted with 
her behavior. 

It ended with me saying some things I shouldn't have 
and her telling me that it was all my fault. She 
"whored" herself because I had asked her to. She said 
she did it all for me and now she felt like a slut for 
it. She stormed out of my house shortly after the sun 
came up.

I tried to stay mad at her but couldn't. I called to 
apologize the next day. When she came over that night 
we had a long talk. We told each other how much the 
other one meant and she told me that I was her one and 
only. She said that even though these other guys had 
fucked her, she has only made love to one man. She now 
knew how jealous I was and how I almost let my 
insecurity ruin our relationship and she still loved 
me. I knew how lucky I was to have her.

I'd like to say that we lived happily ever after, but 
that would be a lie. My insecurities came back. And if 
you though I dealt with them stupidly the first time 
wait till you hear about this...

END

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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life.

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