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The First Time: A True Story
by JLM (address withheld)
(with editorial help from a friend)
***
A story about a couple's first meeting and subsequent
romance and marriage. (MF, rom)
***
I met Jan through a mutual friend. I was living in
Springfield, Illinois, and Jan was living in St. Paul,
Minnesota. My friend was married to Jan's sister and
kept on my case that I should date more and find the
right girl.
I was 28 at the time and had spent most of my life
doing two things; attending school and working to pay
off student loans. At the time I was one of those
graduates who couldn't find a job in my area of study
(high school math teacher) so I was working as an
assistant manager at a small men's clothing store.
Anyone who has worked retail knows that it's a 6-day a
week job (at least) and that those in management work
more. I started at the bottom rung of the ladder, which
meant lots of hours and not much for wages--but at
least it was a job.
Since I was rather introverted, plus being nearly broke
and busy, my social life was not very exciting. To put
it bluntly, it was non-existent. I did a lot of
reading, mostly Alistair MacLean and Isaac Asimov, but
the only time my blood pressure rose was an occasional
fantasy date with Miss July.
Randy encouraged me to check out his sister-in-law. The
problem was she lived a long way off for a guy who was
broke. On May 6th a buyer's show was scheduled in
Minneapolis, and my boss invited me to go with him.
When Randy found out, he told me he was thinking about
a visit back home at the same time and asked me to drop
in on his family while he was there. He didn't really
invite me--he insisted. His folks lived in one of the
suburbs and he knew his younger sister would drive over
from St. Paul if he came all the way from Springfield.
I was able to get away during the buyer's meeting for
more than half a day. Randy and his wife treated me to
lunch at Perkins, and Jan came as well.
Jan was two years younger than me and four inches
shorter. I liked her long brown hair, her soft brown
eyes, her gentle smile. She wore a tasteful white dress
with blue accents in the fabric. She had a sexy figure-
-high, firm breasts, a flat stomach, and a well-rounded
ass. I fought with a hard-on as my eyes undressed her
enticing curves. What appealed to me most was the fact
that she seemed genuinely interested in me. For a guy
who was kind of shy, this was an additional turn on. (I
only found out later that Randy had told Jan lots about
me--all of it good.)
Jan had broken up with a guy six months earlier and had
not dated since. I found out later she was
disillusioned and didn't want to get hurt. But for now
she was pleasant, engaging, and fun to be with. The
whole meal was a real boost to my ego.
Half-way through the meal Randy's wife excused herself
to go to the rest room. Jan joined her, leaving Randy
and me alone.
"What did I tell you?" Randy asked.
"You're right. She's nice." I said, not wanting to seem
too eager.
"Then ask her out for supper." Randy urged me.
"So soon?" I asked.
"How long before you think you'll be back here again?
If you'd like to get to know Jan better you'll have to
make use of the time you've got."
I couldn't argue with Randy's logic.
Randy insisted on paying for the whole meal. While he
was busy with the cashier, I stood in the alcove with
Jan.
"I know you're busy with family this weekend," I said,
"but I'd enjoy taking you out to dinner tonight if you
can be free."
Jan didn't hesitate a second. "I'd love to, Jim," she
said. "What time."
"Ah...how about 5:00 o'clock?" I replied.
"Sure. Where?" Jan asked.
"I don't know the places around here. Do you have any
suggestions?"
"Sure do." Jan responded. "Tell you what. Why don't I
pick you up at your motel. Randy says you're at the
Best Western on Highway 7. We can go from there."
The idea sounded good to me, so I consented.
I was in the lobby at 4:45, and Jan showed up about 15
minutes later.
Since I had no wheels, we hopped in her car and she
gave directions to a steak house in Wayzata as I drove.
We had a great meal, and a better time talking. I was
glad to have her to myself. Jan was animated and fun to
talk with. She was also a good listener. We had much in
common. We found ourselves holding hands as we talked.
After two hours I reminded her of the time in case she
wanted to see more of her brother, but she didn't seem
to care. We left the restaurant about 8:00 and she
directed me as we drove around Lake Calhoun and over to
Minnehaha Falls.
Though the scenery was nice, I enjoyed Jan's company
much more, and I thought the feeling was mutual. Jan
sat close to me, our thighs touching. I placed my hand
on her thigh below the hem of her skirt. I fantasized
about sliding my hand up the inside of her thigh and
watching her welcome my touch.
We eventually made our way to a Dairy Queen at 10:00,
where we sat and talked for another 90 minutes. I
returned to the motel parking lot at about midnight.
"It's been a great evening, Jan," I said, not wanting
it to end.
"I'll bet your boss has been wondering where his
roommate has been." Jan noted.
At that point I wished I had a separate room and could
invite Jan up. But then I didn't want her to think I
was the kind of guy to try to bed her on the first
date. And to be honest, I wasn't. Even so, trading her
companionship for that of my 59 year old boss wasn't
appealing.
"It's been a great evening," Jan continued. "Really
fun, Jim."
Jan leaned over and kissed me on the cheek. "I'd like
to do it again."
"A 6:00 a.m. flight makes that difficult," I said
reluctantly. "But maybe I can work it out to see the
Twin Cities again real soon."
"That would be great," Jan replied.
"For me too," I added.
Jan pulled on the handle and got out her side. I
reluctantly did the same. She came around to the
driver's side and stopped. I put my hands around her
waist.
"Thanks for a great time! Your brother's got a great
sister," I said.
"And a good friend," Jan added with a smile.
I leaned forward and kissed her softly, but not
passionately. There was lots of warmth in the kiss she
returned.
After a few moments she slipped out of my hands and sat
down in the driver's seat.
"Take care," I said I closed the door. "I'll be in
touch."
"You do that!" Jan said.
Reluctantly, she drove away. Very reluctantly, I
watched her go.
The next day before I boarded the plane I picked up a
card and sent it off to Jan thanking her for the great
time. Three days later I had a response--a card with a
two-page letter tucked inside. I replied to her letter
with one of my own, but this time Jan didn't write
back. She called instead. We picked up our conversation
about where we left off on our one date. I called back
two days later to find out how she was doing.
In short, we began to watch our phone bills swell as we
did some long-distance dating. Jan told me about
herself and I talked about my world. I didn't know it
at the time, but we were falling in love.
I sent Jan a card reading: 'To know you is to love you.
I know you very much.' I didn't know how that would
change our relationship. She told me for the first time
she loved me too, and at last our feelings for each
other were out in the open.
In a conversation three weeks later, Jan brought up a
subject that was difficult for her to talk about.
"Jim, there's something about me I need to tell you."
Jan began tentatively.
"What's that, Jan?"
"I'm...well...I went with this guy Gary--the one I told
you about earlier."
"Yes."
"And...uh...we went all the way a couple of times." Jan
said softly.
"That doesn't make any difference to me," I reassured
her. "I might be a virgin physically but I can assure
you that mentally I've had sex lots of times."
"But it's not the same," she protested.
"I know," I replied. "But that still doesn't affect my
love for you, Jan. I fell in love with you realizing
there was a good chance you weren't a virgin. All of us
fall short of our ideals--it doesn't mean our life is
ruined."
My acceptance of Jan over that issue made a big impact
on her--because it was for her a source of intense
guilt. It also opened the whole area of sexuality
between us and made us more intimate lovers--though we
hadn't been sexually intimate yet.
The fourth of July is not a good selling time in the
clothing industry, so it was a good opportunity for me
to grab some time off with a few vacation days besides.
I started very early in the morning and arrived about
5:00 p.m. Jan insisted that I stop at her place before
checking into a motel. I soon found out why.
I drove up to the old apartment building and looked
around. It was one of those huge old houses built for a
family of 15. Jan's apartment was on the third floor.
Her bedroom was in a round turret on the southeast
corner. I made my way up the stairs and rang the bell.
Jan opened the door. Her breasts stood out proudly
against her light blue cotton top. My hands hungered to
caress her mounds. I glanced down at her creamy thighs
and pictured myself sliding my fingers underneath her
navy blue shorts and stroking her pussy.
The two months apart made the first few seconds of our
meeting awkward, even though we'd talked incessantly in
recent weeks. She said nothing for a few seconds, but
smiled that warm smile that caught my heart at first.
"Hi Jim," she said softly. "Nice to see you."
"Same here," I replied as I stepped forward and stood
very close to her. I could smell her intoxicating
perfume.
I put my hands on her shoulders and kissed her softly
on the lips. She kissed me warmly, hinting of eagerness
as she wrapped her arms around me. In seconds I felt
her pressing her body against me. It felt so warm and
erotic. I could feel her bra through her top. For a
moment I wondered what it would be like to slide my
hands underneath, unhook it, and slowly move my hands
around to the tits that were hard against my chest.
I kissed her more passionately, and she responded in
kind. We held each other close and felt the softness of
each other's lips as our heart beats increased.
I lost track of time, as our mouths were locked
together in a lover's kiss. On lonely nights back in my
apartment, I had fantasized about this reunion. In my
erotic dream she would whisper in my ear, "Make love to
me, Jim. Fuck me! Help me take my clothes off so I can
feel your stiff cock inside me!"
Reality was different. "The door isn't shut," she said.
"Come on in."
I did, looking around at the small but neat apartment.
I moved over to the sofa and sat down. Jan joined me
after closing the door. Her presence after so much
anticipation, was almost intoxicating.
"Welcome to my place," Jan said as she leaned toward me
with another kiss on the way.
Our lips met and we embraced again.
"This is the best welcome of all," I said after a few
seconds.
"Glad you like it..." she replied.
I interrupted her statement with another kiss, this one
more lengthy and passionate yet. I could feel Jan's
heartbeat as we held each other tightly. I treasured
the warmth of her body against mine, especially the
pressure of her breasts against my chest.
"You know those motel reservations I made," she said.
"Yes..."
"Well, I canceled them. You're staying here."
I didn't want to be presumptuous, so I worded my
response carefully. "The couch looks comfortable
enough," I said.
"You can sleep on the couch if you want, Jim, but you
can have my bed too."
"I don't want to force you out of your bed," I added,
wondering how she would respond.
"Oh, I'm sleeping in my bed no matter what." Jan
replied.
My hard-on throbbed in response. "That's some
invitation!" I croaked out, surprised and turned on by
her attitude.
"So is this," Jan added, as she kissed me again. This
time I felt her tongue dart inside my lips. I loosened
my jaw and slipped my tongue out to meet hers. In a few
moments we were french kissing. It was the first time
for me, and I had never expected that two tongues could
trigger such erotic pleasure.
As I marveled at this experience, I leaned back,
pulling Jan down on top of me. We lay there on the
couch necking, her body fully pressed against mine. I
was aware that my swollen cock was pressing hard
against Jan's groin. For some reason I wasn't
embarrassed, as I otherwise would have been. She didn't
seem to mind either, so I allowed my passions to build,
along with the size of the bulge in my slacks. By now,
I had my legs split with hers between me. Her crotch
was directly over my erection. I pushed up against her,
and she accepted my actions without complaint.
We kissed and talked in lover's whispers for fifteen or
twenty minutes. I pressed her close to me, wishing we
both were naked, imagining what it would feel like to
have her groin grinding against my swollen rod. Jan
leaned up and looked around. I could see down the front
of her top, though I tried not to stare. The cleavage
between her breasts fueled my passion even more.
"This couch is so narrow," Jan complained. "We can't be
comfortable here long."
I could have stayed there forever, but reluctantly I
watched her get up. Our petting was triggering a few
lustful fantasies in me by this time. In my mind's eye
I saw Jan strip off her shorts, then reach down and
remove mine. I visualized her looking at the outline of
my erection with hungry eyes. And then...
"I've got a great place for supper," Jan said. "It's
right by a park. You'll love it."
I was fantasizing another kind of supper--one involving
her lips and all-natural ingredients, but her words
brought me back to the present.
The spell was broken, for the moment. I suspected it
would return. I turned my attention to the mundane
matters of eating, trying to deflate my passion (and
one other thing) as Jan picked up her purse.
Dinner and the walk after was fun. We went around in
that lover's haze where everything revolves around the
other person and the rest of the world ceases to exist.
Our hands were all over each other's hands, arms,
shoulders, and waists. After our walk in the park we
shared an ice cream cone. Even watching Jan lick the
ice cream brought to mind lots of erotic thoughts--
pictures of her tongue sliding across the swollen head
of my dick. I wisely kept these to myself.
It was late when we returned to Jan's apartment. We'd
talked all evening, and still there was no desire to
quit.
We sat on the sofa again and in moments we were
kissing. I started to lean sideways to pull Jan down on
me again, but she resisted.
"I've got a better idea," she said.
Jan stood up and pulled on my hand, indicating that I
was to follow her. We went through a door. Her bedroom
was on the other side. Jan sat down on the bed.
"More room here," she said with a smile.
I sat down next to her and we resumed kissing. Not too
many minutes later I was on my back pressing Jan
against me. Except for our shoes, we were still fully
clothed.
I reached around and slid my hands underneath her
blouse, feeling her bare back above the waist. Her skin
was soft and warm. As we french kissed, I slowly moved
my hands upward underneath her blouse until they
reached the strap of her bra. Since I'd never unhooked
one before, it took a few moments of fumbling to loosen
the clasps. Finally it was free, and I preceded to
slide my hands over her entire bare back as we kissed.
We rolled sideways so we were facing each other as we
continued to kiss. I slowly moved my hand to the side
of her ribcage, my forearm barely touching the side of
her bra as it loosely covered her left breast. My
fantasy was about to come true, and I felt as though I
was in a dream, as though I would waken any moment. My
heart pounded loudly in my ears as I anticipated what
might come next.
As Jan and I continued to kiss and exchange tender
words, I slowly increased the pressure of my forearm
against the side of her breast. Then I moved my arm so
that the side of my hand was where my forearm used to
be. For the first time my fingertips began to cup the
underside of her breast.
Jan slid her tongue rapidly around mine. I took it as
an indication she enjoyed the attention my hand was
paying to her breast, so I slipped my hand under the
material and briefly held the underside of her breast.
Jan seemed to enjoy that even more.
Her breasts were just the right size to fill up my
hands, and I enjoyed exploring every inch of them.
Small aureoles circled the fiery red nipples that stood
up proud, challenging my fingers to fondle them.
By now a lot of her blouse was bunched up. I withdrew
my hand and dared to unbutton her blouse, from bottom
to top, as we kissed. To my delight, she began to do
the same to my shirt.
When my shirt was loosened, I sat up and slipped my
arms out of the sleeves, then dropped it to the floor
behind me. Jan sat up and did the same with her blouse.
I watched her bra dangle loosely from her shoulders.
She slid her fingers underneath the left shoulder strap
and pushed it sideways until it fell off, uncovering
her breast. Then she removed her bra entirely and lay
down on her side again.
"Better, don't you think?" she said.
I swallowed hard. She was offering herself to me, and I
was getting more turned on by the second. As I looked
at her naked breasts, I felt an eagerness to fondle her
hot tits or cover them with my mouth, feasting on her
nipples and driving her wild.
I preceded to resume kissing her, pressing her bare
chest against mine with great passion. Once again my
hand moved toward her breast, cupping the underside and
delighting in the warm smoothness of her curves. I
tried to fondle her slowly and tenderly, avoiding what
I wanted to do most--rush to feel her nipple. She
seemed to enjoy the slowness of my affection, the
gentleness.
I finally moved my fingers upward and touched the erect
knob at the tip of her breast. Jan moaned slightly as
my fingers played with the summit of her breast. She
sighed with pleasure as my fingers lightly circled her
erect nipples.
Her kisses became more uninhibited as I continued to
fondle her. Neither of us were willing to put our hands
below each other's waist. Not yet, anyway.
I felt like there were two of me in the bed. One was
thinking of slipping her remaining clothes off, moving
lovingly between her creamy soft legs, and easing my 9"
throbbing cock deep into her love nest. The other one
was following all the social norms I'd followed all my
life. Don't ask me how, but the nice guy won.
After ten or fifteen more minutes of intense petting, I
forced myself to slow down to avoid becoming
frustrated.
Jan sensed my reluctance, but she did not object.
"You don't want to go too far, do you Jim?" she asked.
The testosterone inside me replied, "You've got me so
horny I could shove my cock through a concrete block.
I'm dying to make love with you. You're the most fuck-
able woman I've ever met. I want to go all the way!
Let's make love."
"No," I heard myself say, "Not with you. I don't want
to do anything with you that I'll regret. I love you
too much for that."
Part of me couldn't believe what my mouth was saying.
Jan seemed to understand. She had already told me of
her guilt feelings about her former relationship, and I
think she was appreciative of my sensitivity.
"If I take the couch tonight, neither of us will be
sorry," I added sadly.
"I know you're right, Jim," Jan admitted. "But it's not
what I really want."
"Nor I. But we both want to get started on the right
foot."
"Yeah," she said. "I'll get you some stuff for the
sofa."
I reluctantly stood up and went through the door into
the living room. It was one of the most difficult
things I had done in all my life.
Jan came in a few minutes later. She had tossed her
blouse on but wore no bra underneath. I started having
second thoughts immediately, but tried my best do drive
thoughts of sex out of my mind for the moment.
It was quite late, so we kissed each other good night
and went to bed--separately. Somehow I got to sleep
later. Much later.
*
The next day we went out shopping and sightseeing. It
was a fun, exhausting day. We had a light lunch and
then headed back to Jan's apartment around 1:30 when it
started to get hot outside.
As we sat on the sofa getting comfortable, our
conversation turned to the future.
"What do you plan on doing in the fall?" Jan asked.
"Get married," I said flatly. "How about you?"
Jan turned to me, surprised.
"Married?"
"If it works out for you." I responded.
"Oh, YES!!" Jan said, planting a big kiss on me. "I
knew when we met you were the one for me, Jim."
"I don't have a ring yet...we could look..." I began.
"That doesn't matter right now," Jan said. "I was given
one before--but not from a guy I'd ever marry. Let's go
over and tell my folks!"
It was like I had ignited a roman candle. The marriage
wheels were in motion. Too late to slow things down, we
went to her folks and broke the news. My future step-
parents seemed pleased. I didn't know for sure if it
was because their daughter was finally going to get
married, or that she was going to get married to me in
particular.
We stayed at their place until late in the evening,
then left. Jan had sat very close to me all the time we
were at her folks' house. I don't think her hand had
been away from my body for 20 seconds at a time.
As I drove to her apartment in the car, I felt the same
sense of closeness as she sat next to me in the bench
seat. I put my arm around her as I drove. Good thing
the traffic was light. My hand found her breast and I
began to fondle it gently through her top. I wished she
hadn't worn a bra. I had an instant erection just
imagining what it would be like to have her naked tit
at the mercy of my fingers.
"You're playing with fire," Jan warned me. "And I know
where the real fire is," she added as she laid her hand
on my crotch.
Volts of erotic energy spread through my body as I felt
the pressure of her hand against my dick. A long-held
fantasy brushed across my mind for a second. I imagined
her unzipping my fly, pulling out my swollen organ, and
giving me a blow job right there on the road.
I edged into the next lane and a car honked its horn.
That quickly brought me back to reality.
"Careful," I added. "I need to stay on the road."
"I don't want to cause an accident," Jan replied,
removing her hand. "I don't want anything to happen to
you. It's good to know we belong to each other."
I nodded. It was a good feeling. No. It was a great
feeling.
We drove most of the rest of the way to her apartment
in silence, sharing a warmth and wordless communication
that marked a new beginning for the two of us. Though
we weren't married, we were publicly committed to each
other. And somehow that changed many things.
It was very late when we arrived at the apartment. For
some reason the noble part of me was strong that night.
We shared a protracted, but painful goodnight kiss and
went to our separate beds. Somehow, I slept.
Around 7:00 the next morning Jan came out of the
bedroom. She was wearing a yellow two-piece baby doll
pajama set. Though her hair was a bit out of place, she
looked wonderful to me.
"Morning!" I said cheerfully.
"Morning," she replied, less enthusiastically.
"Not so cheerful this morning," I observed.
"I didn't sleep well," Jan replied.
"Why not?"
"I was lonely--all night long."
"I know how you felt," I added sympathetically.
"Come in and lay down beside me," she said. "Maybe we
both can catch up."
Mentally, I reversed her invitation to say, "Lay down
beside me and cum in."
I joined her in her bed. Laying next to her warm body
was a wonderful change from a lonely, lumpy couch.
Her back was to me and my arm was around her waist. Her
body felt wonderfully warm and soft. I slowly slid my
hand up under her breasts. She wiggled her butt against
me in response. I felt my cock begin to swell as I
reacted to her motions. It felt so good to rest
naturally against her soft curves. It made the idea of
sleeping alone totally repulsive.
I slid my hand under her top and cupped her right
breast.
"Mmmmm, that feels good, Jim," Jan mumbled.
"I'll bet this does too," I added as I slid my fingers
upward and began to fondle her nipple. It was rock hard
in seconds. My cock felt so hard I'd swear a weight
lifter could do chin ups with it.
"I was dreaming about that all night long," Jan said.
Then, after a pause, she asked "What were you dreaming
about?"
She rolled over so that she was facing me.
I reached my hand under her top and resumed touching
her nipple.
"I was dreaming about touching you here," I said. "And
kissing you like this..."
Our lips met, hungry and hot. Our tongues entwined,
doing an erotic dance of their own. She began to suck
on my tongue. It felt like she was offering to suck my
cock--anything to get me to shed my inhibitions and
eventually fuck her.
The good guy in me was losing.
"...and sliding my hands down your abdomen like
this..."
I moved my hand downward to her naval, then back up to
her breast. I repeated the process several times,
moving my hand lower each time. At last, my hand slid
down across her bottoms and rested firmly on her
crotch. Jan raised her left leg up to give me more
access, and I started stroking her inviting crotch
through the thin nylon.
If her kisses were any indication, this was the right
thing to do. So I kept it up, being careful to be
gentle and not rushing our petting.
After a few moments Jan said, "I'm just soaked, Jim."
Soon afterwards I discovered what she meant. Her nylon
briefs were very wet between her legs. I was delighted
that I had been able to arouse her so much the first
time I tried doing so.
Without any more encouragement on my part, Jan slid her
pajama bottoms off.
I continued to stroke her pussy through the blue nylon
briefs she wore, trying to figure out her anatomy as my
fingers mapped the area. I had seen pictures, of
course, but never touched a woman there until now.
I could sense the good guy shouting something
unintelligible to my pleasure-numbed brain.
I wanted to make love to Jan--but not at the expense of
violating her trust in me. I'd have to wait and see
what developed. I told myself to be satisfied with the
feeling of her hot, wet crotch. Yet I knew her fluids
were an invitation from her body to mine to slide my
throbbing dick into her love hole. I tried to restrain
myself.
After a few moments, I slid my hand underneath the
elastic of her briefs and felt the soft terrain of a
woman's pussy for the first time. Jan groaned and
responded by sliding her hand down and stroking the
crotch of my pajamas.
I'd always dreamed of a gal doing that, but the reality
with Jan was even better than the fantasy. I
desperately wanted to feel her hands all over my
engorged organ. I slid my hand further down and felt
what seemed to be a very wet opening. Then I slid my
moistened fingers back up across what I suspected was
Jan's clitoris. It must have been, because she
shuddered in response.
"I'll get out of these if you'll take off your
bottoms," Jan offered.
It was a proposal I couldn't turn down. Nor could I
refuse the opportunity to gaze at Jan's naked body that
had responded so well to my touch. Jan took off her
briefs and her top. My eyes greedily devoured the sight
of her furry mound and the love tunnel nestled below.
I was still wearing my low cut briefs, assuming that as
long as I had them on I wouldn't go too far. They did
little, however, to conceal the mammoth hard on that
was threatening to rip its way through the fabric so it
could bury itself in her hot cunt. The visual impact of
seeing her naked had blown a few erotic fuses in my
brain. I was sure of it. The short-circuits that
resulted confounded the thinking of the straight-laced
man inside me.
I tried to remember information I'd gathered on
foreplay and female anatomy. I didn't get it all right,
but was close enough. Jan soon began to tremble at my
touch. As I stroked her, a red flush crept across her
breasts. Her breath came in gasps. Small spasms wracked
her body, like tiny volts of electricity. I'm not sure
even she knew what was happening at the time--or if she
suspected and didn't want to tell me. I didn't realize
it then, but she was experiencing the first orgasm of
her life. At first I was frightened, wondering if she
was having some kind of heart disorder. For whatever
reason, I stopped, not wanting to hurt or injure her.
"You OK?" I asked.
"Yeah, I guess so," Jan answered. "Give me a couple of
minutes to rest, will you Jim?"
"Sure," I agreed.
We continued to kiss and talk and fondle each other
gently for a while until Jan's state became more
normal. Jan looked down at my briefs.
"Looks like something wants out," she said. "Were you
planning on keeping those on?" she asked.
"No...I guess not," I said.
To be honest, I was still a bit shy about taking them
off. And I didn't know if she would like what she saw.
I turned off the microphone in my head that the moral
voice was using and peeled off my briefs.
I hungered to press my cock against her as I had
thought of doing earlier, to feel her writhe with
pleasure as she pressed her clit against its steel-hard
surface.
Jan inched closer to me, and we hugged each other. My
heart rate must have doubled as I felt her smooth skin
press against mine from head to foot.
"I love you, Jan," I said softly.
"I love you, Jim," she replied.
Our lips met again. First softly and then with more
hunger. I fondled her tits as we kissed. Moments later
I felt a new sensation--a woman's fingers curled around
my stiff cock.
"Ahhh!!!!" I moaned loudly.
"I can tell you like that," Jan said with a smile.
"I've longed to get your stiff cock in my hands. You
seem to get hard every time we're alone together. Like
in the car..."
"I wanted you to unzip me..."
"My crotch was wet, too." Jan said quickly. "I wanted
to feel your hands between my legs."
"Like this..." I replied, as my wandering hands found
their way back to her most sensitive spot.
"Mmmmm..." Jan groaned loudly, pressing her crotch
against my fingers. We stroked and teased each other's
genitals until our blood pressure was about to go
through the roof. Holding back the hood with two
fingers, I attacked the tiny hard knob of her exposed
clit.
"Ahhhh...yessss!!" Jan moaned with delight. Her hands
stroked my cock faster, blowing more fuses as the
erotic voltage mounted.
I moved my head downward and began to stimulate Jan's
breast with my lips and tongue. Then I continued south,
kissing down to Jan's naval. Without waiting for any
reaction from Jan, I moved lower and was soon well into
Jan's pubic forest. For the first time I could actually
see the pleasure center that I as her lover would make
sing with the music of love.
I glanced up at Jan. I could tell she wasn't
comfortable with me licking toward her pussy, but her
intense arousal was overcoming any inhibitions she
might have had. She was past caring and focused on her
feelings at the moment.
I soon found her love button and began to concentrate
my attention on the nerve endings there. I discovered
that eating pussy was different from anything else. It
wasn't better or worse. Just different. It was the
reaction from Jan that made it worthwhile. She began to
breathe hard. Her face and breasts flushed. Her
nostrils flared as she breathed.
Jan arched her back and pushed her hips against my
face. I quickened the pace of my tongue against her
clit as I fingered her tits. Jan pushed her clit even
harder against my mouth to increase the stimulation.
She began to moan loudly. I caught her clit between my
lips and sucked hard. Jan's whole body began to shake
violently. I didn't stop.
"Uhhhh!!!...AhhhHHHHHH," she groaned as waves of
pleasure crashed through her nervous system like an
enormous erotic tidal wave. I kept my mouth on her clit
like a cowboy riding a bucking bronco. She shook a
second time and pushed my head away from her groin,
indicating that the stimulation was all she could take.
I wiped my face on my pajama bottoms and quickly
crawled up to hold her as she shook slightly from the
aftermath of another tremor.
"Oh...that...was...something else!" Jan said slowly as
she caught her breath.
"I wanted it to be fantastic. I'll always want it to be
great for you," I said. "I'll want to be the best lover
a husband can be, Jan."
"I'm sure you will be," Jan said as she gave me a big
hug. "I've never... felt anything like this. I've never
been...this wonderfully exhausted... in my life."
We lay there for several minutes as Jan caught her
breath.
"Give me a few minutes," Jan added moments later. "And
then I'm going to send you into orbit. I'm going to
make you cum like you wouldn't believe."
I almost did right then, just from her promise.
Instead, I excused myself, feeling a bit self-conscious
about my facial aroma. I went to the bathroom, washed
my face, and quickly returned. I wanted to be kissable,
for sure.
Jan snuggled up against me and she slept for about half
an hour. I was eager for an orgasm of my own, but
wanted to show patience and thoughtfulness.
Jan seemed to appreciate my unselfishness when she woke
up. I kissed her softly, and she returned my kiss as
her hand crept down my stomach.
"I'm not selfish," she said, grasping my quickly
swelling organ. "I want to make our times together good
for you, too, Jim."
"You don't have to be so gentle," I coached her as she
stroked me. "I enjoy pressure."
Jan squeezed harder, and it felt great.
"No part of me was off limit to your mouth," Jan noted.
"I suppose that means you're not off limits to me."
She moved her head further down and looked at cock,
which was hard and red and bulging.
"I've never done this before," she said.
I was dying to feel her lips on my cock. It would be
yet another dream come true.
Jan slowly lowered her head and took the tip into her
mouth. I felt her lips tightened around me and slide up
and down a couple of times. As she sucked the tip my
whole erotic fuse box went up in smoke. Surges of pure
pleasure flowed from my cock throughout my entire body.
"Ohhhh! That's it!...Suck it!" I moaned, far beyond
control.
Jan tried to take me deep, though I went in only a few
inches. I barely resisted the temptation to push up
into her mouth. Her tongue, lips and teeth triggered
explosive sensations that pummeled every neuron in my
brain.
"Don't come inside my mouth, OK?" she said, pausing for
a moment.
I nodded, having lost the power of speech. I could only
feel her mouth on my cock and the sensations that
radiated throughout my body from her oral stimulation.
Jan continued to suck me lightly and I soon felt an
orgasm approaching. When I was just on the edge I
withdrew myself from her and squeezed the end of my
penis hard, trying to stop the process. I didn't
succeed, and sperm oozed out and slid over my fingers.
It was a mild orgasm at best. I wiped my hand on my
pajamas and pulled Jan over to me. I was not quite as
horny as before, though I wanted Jan to suck me more or
stroke my cock with her clit.
It was not to be.
Jan and I held each other for a short while, and then
she got up to face the day. I did as well. It was odd
that when our passions were not excited, we were still
a bit modest around each other. We showered separately
and dressed alone.
The remainder of the day found us out shopping for
rings. Jan knew my funds were limited, and seemed to be
delighted with a miniature stone in a setting from a
discount house. We were both old enough that the
unrealistic wedding expectations of teenage years were
no temptation to us. We also visited some aunts and
uncles and broke the news to other family members who
lived close. They were all supportive and encouraging.
That night we found ourselves back at the apartment
thinking about bedtime.
"No couch for you tonight, Jim," Jan insisted. "I
haven't got your pajamas washed and I won't have you
out here in this cold room."
"What do you suggest?" I asked with a smile.
"You go crawl in bed," she said. "You won't need any
clothes. I'll be there in a minute."
I did as instructed.
Moments later, Jan entered. She was wearing a small
black two-piece outfit. The top showed more of her
breasts than it covered and was held together in the
middle with a tiny bow. I could see the outline of her
erect nipples. Her bottoms consisted of a ruffled pair
of briefs that came high on her hips. It was obvious
that there was nothing underneath. I caught a glimpse
of stray pubic hairs peeking out from underneath.
Jan lit two candles, turned out the overhead light, and
joined me in bed. I was fully aroused long before I
felt her legs slide in next to mine and smelled the
fresh perfume on her neck.
Our lips met, and soon our hands began to explore one
another. I pushed her top up and fondled her tits. My
hungry mouth replaced my hand as I sucked and licked
her nipples till they were wet with my saliva and hard
with anticipation.
I stroked her hot box through her flimsy panties with
my hand. I curled my fingers around the narrow strip of
material that disappeared between her legs. I slid my
hand up and down along the slit, my knuckles stroking
her between her lips.
"OOhhhhh!" she moaned. "Where did you learn that?"
I had just thought it up on the spot. Instead of
answering, I continued to stroke her pussy, feeling the
slippery wetness grow by the second.
"Time for you to get naked," I said as I pulled on her
briefs. She arched her back and I slid them off her
butt and down her legs. Jan shucked her top and laid
back.
I moved over and knelt between her legs, my cock
standing at proud attention. Jan reached out and
stroked my swollen dick. Her touch was not soft this
time, but aggressive, urgent, almost desperate.
"I need you," Jan said, pulling my cock toward her. I
leaned forward, my erection pressing against her pubic
mound. I rocked back and forth feeling her clit against
the underside of my shaft. We were both breathing hard.
"That's not all I want. I want you inside me, Jim," she
urged.
I hesitated. This was in a time before AIDS, but
pregnancy scared me. And I was still thinking of saving
myself for marriage--an ideal that I had voluntarily
embraced most of my adult life.
"I've been on the pill a month," Jan said, suspecting
one of the reasons for my reluctance. "If you don't
believe me, look on the night stand."
I turned my head and saw a plastic dispenser with some
pills in it and numbers that I presumed were days of
the month marked by the tablets.
"When we fell in love I knew we'd become lovers for
real," Jan continued. "Anyway, this way my body will be
adjusted for our honeymoon in two months."
"Adjusted?" I asked.
"Birth control pills do have some side effects. Most
women need to let their bodies adjust to the hormones.
I've been doing quite well. But, of course, I haven't
been able to test and see if the pills work."
Jan pressed her pelvis up against mine.
"So if you want to put this where it belongs, I won't
object," she added.
I still wasn't sure. I didn't want to ruin the
excitement of our honeymoon. But then again I was as
horny as a man can get and still be sane. And we were
engaged.
I continued to slide my erection against her soaked
mound. I could feel the friction of her pussy on either
side. Jan arched her back and pressed up against me,
maximizing the stimulation for both of us. It was as
close to intercourse as I could get without doing the
real thing.
"Please slide inside me," Jan begged. "I need you!"
I had planned to be satisfied with 'outer-course,' but
as most of you know, setting limits while being naked
and fondling each other's crotch is almost impossible.
You always want to take it one step farther.
I slid back and forth, hoping the friction would
satisfy us both. Jan had other plans. Till now, she had
moved her hips up and then back in response to me. I
had slid my cock down and was starting to move upward
when Jan pressed her pussy against my abdomen and
quickly pulled me up toward her. My cock had nowhere to
go but inside. Jan was so lubricated that I penetrated
her to half my length before I knew what happened.
"Inside is better," Jan said with a smile. I felt her
hand on my buttocks, preventing me from backing out.
"You feel so good inside! Now make love to me."
I realized at that moment that technically I wasn't a
virgin any more. I also had to admit that I would not
have gotten to this point if I really wanted to wait
till the wedding. I also realized that this was not an
opportunity to run away from. "You're fucking," a voice
from within told me. "Go for it."
"Make love to me, Jim," Jan persisted.
"Gladly!" I replied.
I pushed my massive erection into her, sliding in and
out, deeper with each stroke. The sensations were new
and beyond description. I'd never felt pressure from
all directions over the whole length of my penis
before. The stimulation from her vaginal muscles was
light years beyond any masturbation I had experienced.
"Uhhhhh!!! That feels sooooo good," Jan said as I
pumped her. "How's it for you? Tight enough?"
"It's incredible!" I said as I slid in and out. "You've
got... the greatest pussy in the world!"
"All for you, Jim...Ahhh...yes...I love having you
inside," Jan continued. "I've wanted to...feel this for
a long time...Mmmmm..."
"Me...too," was all I could say. I was sweating hard as
I drove deep inside her pussy. My nerve endings were on
fire as I felt an orgasm approach. I stroked faster and
deeper. Every sensation I had was concentrated in my
cock and the friction of her tight love tunnel. It felt
like drilling for pure pleasure.
"Fill...my...pussy!! I want...you...to cum," Jan said.
"No...problem," I reassured her nearly breathless by
now. "You?"
"I will," Jan said as her hips thrust against mine.
"You first."
I pulled out all the stops and thrust several more
times, then held my pulsating cock deep inside Jan's
throbbing pussy. I felt like I was in up to her neck.
Then my insides exploded. My whole body shook. I could
feel streams of sperm erupt from my cock and rocket
deep inside her. Each round of sperm triggered a lava
flow of erotic sensation I could feel throughout my
whole body. I'd never had an orgasm that felt quite
like that before.
As my pulse slowly returned to normal, I slipped my
hand down and began to fondle Jan's clitoris as I
kissed her.
"I love you," I whispered as I fingered her love
button.
"I know you do," she replied.
Our talk ceased as her passions began to grow again. I
tried to will my penis to stay firm inside her as I
continued to fondle her most sensitive spot. Jan's
passions mounted as my fingers sent erotic shock waves
through her clit. She rocked her hips against me as a
blush crept across her boobs. Her tits stood up proudly
as the cauldron of passion boiled within her.
"Oh, God..." she said. "your cock..."
It was coming back to life. I began to thrust her again
as I stroked her clit--showing no mercy.
"Mmmmm...ahhhhh!" Jan groaned as I covered her mouth
with my lips. I sucked her tongue as my fingers stroked
her love button and my cock fucked her love tunnel.
This triple stimulation began to drive her wild.
"Uhhhh!!!...Don't stop!" Jan said hoarsely.
"I won't," I reassured her. I didn't.
Her breathing became more erratic as she approached
orgasm. I pressed my pelvis against her and rubbed her
clitoris without mercy.
"Yesssss...yessssss...ahhhhhhh!!!" Jan came jerking and
gasping as wonderful explosion of sensations catapulted
through her nervous system. Her whole body shook as her
hunger gave way to wave after wave of erotic spasms.
She convulsed underneath me, feeling the full effect of
multiple orgasms and aftershocks.
"Mmmmmmm..." she said at last, the final tidal wave of
erotic energy sinking into a foam of warmth and
satisfaction. She wrapped her legs around me and held
me close. I was glad I had been able to push her over
the edge like that.
She held me there for a short eternity. Not wanting to
crush her, I eventually backed out and repositioned
myself next to her, holding her in a warm embrace.
Ten minutes later I got up to blow out the candles,
then returned to bed. We slept naked against each other
all night, delighted about the future together and all
the good times we would share.
Because of hectic work schedules and little vacation,
Jan and I were able to visit each other only four more
times before our wedding. The last two visits were so
busy and filled with wedding plans that we didn't have
much time alone together.
We made love once more before our wedding. It was
enjoyable, but like the incident recorded here it
carried with it some awkwardness and sense of guilt.
We've come to enjoy married love much more. It's guilt-
free and anchored in our mutual commitment. Not only
have we learned about good sex through practice, but we
have grown comfortable with each other. There are times
when we're not good lovers, but that's part of every
marriage.
Like most people, we would do some things differently
if we could turn back the clock. But like most, we
won't forget the first time.
END
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It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with
others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't
okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than
a trusted partner. You only have one body per lifetime,
so take good care of it!
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