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Authors name: Alex Hawk (alexhawk@operamail.com)
Story title : Dear Diary
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Dear Diary
by Alex Hawk (alexhawk@operamail.com)
***
The diary entries of a young girl who becomes
interested in her older brother. (mf-teens, inc, 1st)
***
June 19 - 10:39pm
Mood: O_O
I saw Cole's penis today!
I actually saw all of my older brother's body, but that
was his penis that really got my attention.
See, I'd gone in to the bathroom so that I could take a
shower. I hadn't realized that Cole had just gotten
done taking a shower himself! He had just stepped out
and was toweling his hair, and I got a good look at his
whole body.
Cole is seventeen, plays a lot of sports, he's in
really good shape, and he looked really hot with water
kind of dripping off his body and with his penis
swinging between his legs as he toweled his hair. It
was the most incredible thing I'd ever seen!
When Cole saw me there, I apologized to him and quickly
scurried out. Soon as I was back in my bedroom, I
started fingering like there was no tomorrow and when I
came it was the BEST ORGASM EVER! It was soooo cool!
But since then I've stared feeling a little guilty. I
mean this IS my own brother. Plus I'm only twelve. I
shouldn't be thinking about ANY boys like this, much
less Cole.
Maybe I'm just a bad person.
June 22 - 8:03pm
Mood: _
I feel really, really weird.
Ok, so Cole was outside a couple hours ago. He was
mowing the lawn and didn't have his shirt on. I was
watching him from my bedroom window and THE WHOLE TIME
he was down there, I kept touching myself and even
fingering my vagina wondering what it would be like to
feel my brother's penis in me instead of just my
finger. I actually came while looking at his bare
chest!
I don't know. I feel guilty and weird, but... it was
also really fun thinking about Cole like that. I know
it's wrong, but I couldn't resist it.
Maybe I should have my vagina filled in with cement...
JUNE 28 - 3:14am
MOOD: O_O
Man, I just did something really, REALLY bad!
So, like a half hour ago I was woken up by the sounds
of Cole staggering home and going to his bedroom. I
think he'd been out drinking. I tried to get back to
sleep but I couldn't, so I got up to go use the
bathroom.
When I walked to the bathroom, I saw that Cole's
bedroom door was open just a little bit. When I looked
inside I saw him lying on his bed, on his back, totally
passed out and COMPLETELY NAKED! Before I could stop
myself I'd opened his door and snuck inside.
When I was in his bedroom, I could see Cole's body a
little better from the crack of light coming out of the
hallway. I crept quietly over to his bed and stood
there, looking down at my brother's naked body. Mostly
I was looking at his penis.
It looked really strange. It was just lying there
between his legs, just like it had been when I saw him
getting out of the shower. I knew that for a boy to
fuck a girl his penis had to be hard and sticking up
and Cole's wasn't like that. I wondered how they got
that way.
As I looked down at Cole, naked like this, I reached
down into my panties and started to rub at my vagina.
When I sleep I only wear panties or sometimes a really
long t-shirt. Eventually I slid a finger up into
myself, thinking about what it would be like to have my
brother's penis inside me.
So now is when I did the REALLY BAD THING! Just out of
curiosity, and because I really wanted to know what it
would feel like, I reached out with my other hand and
ran a couple fingers along Cole's penis. The skin felt
really weird, but it was really cool, too.
Then I got a really big surprise, because Cole's penis
kind of jumped up and started to get really, really
hard and big! I gotta say I actually got a little bit
scared at this point, cause I quickly took my hand away
and got out of his bedroom as fast as possible!
After I went to the bathroom I came back to my bedroom
and fingered to an orgasm while thinking about Cole.
From what little I'd seen of my brother's penis I knew
it was way too big to ever fit into my vagina, but I
thought about it anyhow. For some reason I feel less
guilty than before. I wonder why?
JULY 1 - 4:02am
MOOD: ^_^
Cole was out with his friends again tonight, and I
tried my hardest to stay awake until he came home. I
thought that maybe I might try to check him out again
or something. But I fell asleep, which was a big bowl
of suck.
It was ok, though, cause Cole made just enough noise
when he came home that I woke up anyhow. This was like
45 minutes ago or so. I gave him some time to fall
asleep and then I snuck out into the hallway once
again.
Then I got a really annoying surprise! Cole's door was
shut.
So I'm standing out there in the hallway wearing only
my panties and I'm trying to figure out what to do.
Finally I just decided to quietly open up the door and
creep into my brother's bedroom. And that's what I did!
I was really happy he didn't lock his door.
When I got inside Cole's room I left the hallway door
open just enough to let in some light and enough to
make sure that I could leave quickly if I needed to.
Thankfully Cole seemed to be just as passed out as he
was last time, and he was sleeping naked again!
I moved over to the side of Cole's bed and looked down
at him. His penis was soft again. I reached out and
touched it just like before and it got hard. Very cool.
This time I wasn't as surprised as I had been so I
didn't get scared or anything. In fact I kind of
wrapped my hand around it and held it. It was...
strange. But not like in a bad way. It felt very warm
and very solid to hold.
So now I was really starting to wonder what it would
feel like to have a penis inside me. I figured it would
be a really long time before I got to learn that, but I
DID have another thought that crossed my mind.
I pulled my panties down and off and then took Cole's
hand in mine. Very slowly I moved my brother's hand
until it was rubbing against my vagina and then I stuck
out his middle finger and gradually worked it up inside
me.
Now THIS felt really, REALLY good! I sort of moved it
back and forth within my vagina, really getting into
the fact that, for the first time, I had a boy inside
me! I mean, ok, so the boy was my older brother, he was
asleep and the part of him that was in me was just his
middle finger, but still!
After a couple moments of this, I figured I had pushed
my luck as far as I could. For all I knew Cole could
wake up at any point and then I'd be really screwed.
Well, not really, but you get the idea. I let his
finger slide out of me, grabbed my panties and snuck
back into my bedroom, where my own finger replaced my
brother's and I had my fun!
I don't really feel bad about what I did. I don't know
why. I mean, I should really feel bad about it, right?
JULY 6 - 1:56am
MOOD: _
Cole came home just about an hour ago and when I
thought he was asleep I crept into his bedroom, hoping
for some more fun. But I was only in there for a few
seconds before he started moving around and I thought
he might be waking up, so I high-tailed it back here!
God, I feel like such a dork.
JULY 17 - 3:27am
MOOD: O_O
Cole's been behaving and not coming home too late these
days. But tonight he did! He crashed about an hour-and-
a-half ago. I wanted to go in and have a look at him
but I didn't want to take a chance on him waking up.
So finally I thought it was enough time and I went into
his bedroom. He'd left the door open a little once
again and he'd passed out naked on his bed, just like
before. Except this time he was face down. THAT sucked.
I could see his butt, which looked pretty cool, but not
his penis or anything. I was really disappointed and I
left his bedroom and popped into the bathroom.
Well, on my way back from the bathroom I peeked into my
brother's bedroom again and, lucky me! he'd turned
over! Now not only could I see his penis, but I could
see that it was even already hard! So I went back into
his bedroom and stripped out of my panties and stood
there naked, fingering myself while I looked at Cole's
cute body!
I wanted to do what I'd done before. I wanted to put my
brother's finger into my vagina while I played around
with his penis, but I didn't know if I could get away
with that again, so I started to think about other
ideas.
What I really wanted to find out was what it would feel
like to have Cole's penis touching my vagina. Not going
into me, of course, but just touching me. It would be
really; really hard to do without waking Cole up, but I
thought I might take the chance.
So what I did was I sort of got onto my brother's bed
and kind of stood over his body. He had a really firm
mattress, so this wasn't all that difficult but it
wasn't easy, either. I was very happy I'd spent a lot
of time taking ballet!
Now was the tough part. I held Cole's erection up and
settled myself down so that I was squatting over him. I
held him in one hand and with the other kept my body
stable. I kept moving down until I felt the tip of my
brother's penis brush lightly against my vagina.
I can't even begin to say what it felt like! It was
like little sparks were going through my whole body! I
sort of pushed down a little until I felt the tip of
Cole's penis poking against the entrance to my vagina.
It felt good. It felt REALLY good. Doing my best to
keep my balance and keep Cole right where he was, I let
go of his erection and started rubbing my clitoris
while trying to keep the tip against me.
This was just as difficult to do as it sounds. I was
just starting to really get into it, though, when I
kind of lost my balance just a tiny bit and felt the
weird feeling of the tip of my brother's penis start
actually going into my vagina. Yeah! He actually
started going inside me!
I stayed completely still at this point. I took my hand
away from my clitoris and felt around. It seemed like
the entire tip of Cole's penis was inside me. It was
the coolest thing I'd ever felt and it was enough to
make me cum! Believe it or not, I had an orgasm like
this! It was really hard not to make any noise and
twitch all over the place, I still didn't want to wake
Cole up, of course, but I managed it somehow.
After I was done cumming, I quickly lifted myself up,
feeling the tip of Cole's penis pop out of me. I
grabbed my panties and went back to my room and started
writing this! Wow... what a night!
JULY 21 - 4:01am
MOOD: O_O
I'M NOT A VIRGIN ANYMORE!
I'm like WAY too wound up to write anymore right now,
so I'll finish this up later, but I just wanted to say
that! WOW!
JULY 21- 5:46pm
MOOD: ^_^
Ok, so like I said, I'm not a virgin anymore! Yay, me!
Here's what happened.
Cole came home late again, just like before, and went
to his bedroom. I waited quite a while, as long as I
could stand it, and finally went into his room where I
found him laying on his bed, on his back, totally nude
and already hard again. Very sweet.
Once my panties were off, I stood there naked in my
brother's room, just staring at his whole body. He
looks SO hot naked! I didn't bother to waste as much
time as I had before. I just moved right over to his
bed and climbed up there next to him, taking his penis
in my hand and straddling his waist so that he was
rubbing against me again.
And that was pretty much all I'd planned to do. I
figured I'd just use my brother's penis to masturbate
with and by doing that I'd get to an orgasm. A very
good idea, right?
So while I was rubbing the tip of Cole's penis back and
forth along the slit of my vagina I kept thinking about
how good it had felt before when I'd had the tip up
inside me. Well, the more I thought about the idea the
more that I liked it.
So I settled myself over Cole's penis, holding it
straight up, and then slowly lowered myself down until
I felt him start to poke into my vagina. Finally there
was this odd little "pop" sensation and I felt the
entire tip once again entering me.
I took a deep breath at this point and tried to calm
myself. I wanted to have an orgasm like this, but not
really quickly, you know? I wanted to really enjoy
this! But then I started to wonder. You know. What it
might be like to have Cole's penis all the way inside
me.
Well, I suppose you can probably guess what happened
now! I kind of lowered myself down a little more,
feeling a bit more of my brother's penis going into my
virgin vagina. It felt like I was being stretched out
and it was really strange, but I liked it, too. I went
down a little more and soon had half of him inside me.
At that point I paused, trying to adjust to what was
happening between my legs. All the fingering I'd done
hadn't been anything even close to what this felt like!
I wanted to scream out with pleasure, but I knew that
would probably wake up Cole and I couldn't even begin
to imagine how I'd get out of THAT situation! Trying to
explain to your brother why you're naked and straddling
his naked body with half his penis stuffed into your
vagina would be a little difficult.
But of course half wasn't enough. I went down even
further until finally I felt a faint tickle from Cole's
pubic hair. I had him all the way inside me! Every bit
of my seventeen-year-old brother's penis was stuck into
my twelve-year-old vagina! And GOD did it feel good!
Now I was interested in cumming, so I started moving up
and down on Cole's penis, feeling it slide in and out
of me. I got a bit of a shock, though, when I stopped
moving at one point, but I could still feel Cole
sliding around inside me. I looked down and realized
that he was fucking me a little. I wondered if he was
awake or anything, but he looked like he was still
sleeping, so I guessed it must've just been like some
instinct thing or something. I didn't know for sure,
but it felt good! I stopped moving entirely and just
enjoyed the feeling of my brother fucking me in his
sleep.
It wasn't too much longer after that, that my vagina
began contracting hard around my brother's penis as my
orgasm started. It was such an incredible orgasm! MUCH
better than ANY I'd ever had before! My brain just like
completely froze up as it happened!
Then Cole started fucking me a little harder. So hard
that he was like lifting me up off the bed! Suddenly I
felt his penis twitching inside me and there was this
really weird feeling of warm splashing happening in my
vagina. It seemed like Cole was having his orgasm, but
I wasn't completely sure.
What I was sure of, though, was that once Cole was
done, he kind of fell back onto the bed and stopped
moving. I very carefully got off him, feeling kind of
empty as his penis slid out of my vagina, and grabbed
my panties and went back to my bedroom.
When I got in here, I felt around my vagina and found
this strange white liquid. I did some research on the
Net and I found out this was Cole's sperm. I nearly had
a heart attack cause I suddenly knew my brother
might've got me pregnant! Oh, well, there wasn't much
that I could do about it now, I guess.
So that's what happened! I'm really, really happy that
I got fucked by Cole. I wonder if I'll be able to make
it happen again?
AUGUST 2 - 2:11am
MOOD: ^_^
It happened again and this time it was even better!
So Cole got home like an hour ago and he was kind of
drunk again. When I figured he was sleeping I went into
his bedroom like usual and saw him lying there like he
always was. Very, very nice to see!
I got naked and went over to Cole's bed, taking his
penis in my hand and stroking it a little. Then I
nearly died when Cole mumbled something!
"Ooooh... yeah, Stacey... yeah, that's good..."
Stacey was Cole's girlfriend! He thought that was who I
was!
"Come kiss me..."
I got onto my brother's bed and kissed him a little. He
kissed me back and wrapped his arms around me, rolling
me over onto my back. Then while he kissed me, he moved
his hand down to my vagina and started rubbing me
slowly.
"Wow, Stacey... you shaved it... cool..."
I grinned a little. He still thought I was Stacey AND
that I had shaved off my pubic hair! I didn't even have
any growing yet.
Cole started fingering me and just when I thought
nothing would feel better than that, he moved his face
down and I felt his tongue start moving around! He
licked my clit, stuck his tongue into my vagina and
generally just made me go nuts! IT WAS GREAT!
Then things got even better! Cole moved up, kissing my
nipples and then started pushing his penis into my
vagina. As soon as my brother was all the way in me, he
started fucking me nice and slow. Wonderful!
"God, Stacey, you're sooooo tight tonight..."
It was kind of weird getting fucked by my own brother
when he thought I was some other girl, but I didn't
really care that much. The simple fact that I was
getting fucked at all was enough to make up for it. I
got so into it that I even reached up and put my hands
on my brother's chest as he screwed me.
Cole fucked me in a nice, slow way. It felt really
sweet. He was really, really good at it. I was very
happy that my first lover was a boy who really knew
what he was doing.
Soon Cole was fucking me faster and faster, and I knew
I was going to cum pretty soon. When he reached down
and started rubbing my clit while he fucked, that
pushed me over the top. I started squirming around on
my brother's penis as I began to climax. If I'd thought
the orgasm last time with Colt was great, it was
NOTHING compared to this! It was all I could do not to
scream.
I wondered if Cole was trying to hold back his own
orgasm until I had mine, cause just as I started to
cum, I felt his penis kicking inside me and that
strange sensation of his sperm slashing into my vagina
as he pushed really deep into me. It was sooooo
wonderful! I needed to have this happen more often.
When he was done cumming, Cole gave me a kiss and said,
"Thanks, Stacey... I needed that...” Then he rolled off
me and fell asleep. I gave him a little kiss of my own
and came back to my bedroom.
What a night!
FROM THE DIARY OF COLE:
August 2, 2004 - 11:53am
Mood: :)
I fucked my sister again last night. I wonder if she's
ever gonna figure out that I've been awake all these
times she's come in here?
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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
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