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Authors name: dale10 (maipenraikhap@msn.com)
Story title : Conversations with Martin Part One
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Conversations with Martin Part One (M/m-teen, exh,
reluc, mc, huml)
by dale10 (maipenraikhap@msn.com)
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The slow methodical destruction of a teenage boy.
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The following entries are excerpts from Internet
conversations via messenger that I had with a 16-year-
old boy named Martin. The game is still progressing.
dale10: Martin, I am so very glad that you answered my
message about sharing ideas and attitudes as to being
gay with teenagers. Too many teens have to place to
turn and no one in whom they can confide. The fact that
you have no father and that your mom is gone a lot must
make it terribly hard on you.
First of all, let me say the loneliness and isolation
you say you feel at school is very common among boys
who feel they might be gay. I have many friends in your
city and hope to be able to find others with whom you
can communicate to give you some sense of belonging.
First though I have to ask a peculiar favor from you. I
have to know that I can trust you as the Internet is
full of spies and guys who fake ids to trap people like
me.
So if you could be so kind, please send me some photos,
a current photo of you and one from you a few years
ago, at school say...something natural maybe with other
people so I know its really you. I hate to do this, but
I have to be careful. I know that I can help you sort
out your sexual and social confusion. After all I have
been there myself. your new friend dale
Martin: Thank you so much for being so kind and
understanding. Geez, nobody every talked to me like
that before. I feel better already. Sometimes I felt so
damned alone, you know? I have so many questions, and
so much I need to learn. I am not sure if I am gay or
not. I mean, I always thought I liked girls, but now I
know that I also think about guys, like the jocks at my
school a whole lot, and sometimes it gets me excited.
I think about them fucking the girls in my school, and
that's how I get off. I have never had any kind of sex
with anyone else. Here is a 7th grade pic of me as well
as a current one and a pic of my 8th grade soccer team.
I hope that proves I am real. I trust you and want to
share all with you. Thank you so much sir. Martin.
Dale10: Well, I must say, you are a very handsome young
man Martin. Someday some lucky girl or boy will have a
fine partner in you, and you can be proud of yourself.
Now Martin in order to determine if you are gay or
straight and if you are normal sexually or have some
physical or chemical or mental imbalance (mind you, I
am not saying you do, but I have find out) I want to
ask you a list of simple questions, some social, some
sexual.
If you just answer them next to the questions and send
the questionnaire back to me, that will be fine. Now
don't be shy, you have to trust me if I am going to
help you. And no one else will ever see any of this I
promise you.
Martin: Here are the answers to your questions Dale,
and I have to admit, I felt really funny answering some
of them, but I did the best I could. Some of them were
very embarrassing, but I guess I have to trust somebody
sometime. Thanks for saying I am good looking, I never
thought I was. I think I'm kind of geeky looking. I am
having more and more sex thoughts since I started to
write to you, I don't know why.
Questions for Martin:
1. How old are you?
16
2. What are your grades in school like?
3.5 average. I do ok. I hate math, but do really well
in English Lit.
3. What are your hobbies?
Movies, the Internet, music, reading.
4. Sports?
I'm not into sports much. Playing I mean. I like to
watch some baseball and some basketball. Oh yeah. I
love swimming a lot. Sometimes I do go to the health
club to swim.
5.Religion?
I was born Lutheran but I don't know if I really
believe in anything.
6. What do you wear when you sleep?
Huh? weird... I wear boxer shorts and a tee shirt.
7. How often do you masturbate?
That depends. I never confessed to doing it at all to
anyone before. But yeah I jerk off. Sometimes once a
day sometimes three times a day. It depends.
8. What do you think about when you masturbate?
Like I said, lately, some of the guys at my school
fucking some of the girls at my school. I guess I do
think about guys. I think about Orlando Bloom
sometimes, you know the movie actor.
9. Have you ever had any kind of sexual experience?
None with anyone else... ever.
10. When you are in the gym or locker room or showers
or health club, do you ever look at the penises and
ball bags of the other guys?
Y-yes. Yes I do. That's very hard to admit. But shit...
yes I do. all the time.
11. What is the best part of your body?
Nothing.
12. What is the worst part of your body?
I am a skinny runt and I am afraid my dick is small.
13. How would you like me to help you?
I'd like to figure out who and what I am. I feel so
fucked up sometimes. Can you get my head into a place
where I know what to do and what I want?
dale10: Martin, I was very very pleased and impressed
with your honest answers. You are a fine young man and
have nothing to worry about. I think you just need to
work on your self-image a bit, and I can help with
that.
From your answers I would have to say you do sound like
a faggot. I am using the word faggot because gay is
such a clinical or political word. There is nothing
wrong with being a faggot and nothing wrong with the
world knowing it. I know right now you think you would
die if anyone found out, that's why you can confide in
me. But really, it's okay to be a faggot. You just need
to accept and adjust your lifestyle accordingly so you
can be happy. You do have to realize that in some ways
straight boys and men are better than you. But only in
some ways.
Look at all the accomplishments faggots have made and
all the things they have given the world. Of course
sexually, faggots should learn to serve real men, as it
is almost their duty and it is the only way they can
lead a somewhat normal life. It would have been better
for you if you had come to the realization you were a
faggot earlier as you could have experimented with your
sexuality and learned how to behave toward jocks and
studs and straight guys. But don't worry. I can help
you. Tell me, I am interested in the pic of you in
seventh grade...were you jerking off then already? Lets
talk about that on the instant messenger shall we as an
initial discussion.
messages:
Martin: Hi, Im on now. Sorry for the delay but I wanted
to wait until my ma left.
dale10: Hi yourself. Martin I want you to be
comfortable with me when we talk, so I'd like you to
undress for me while we talk.
Martin; You want me to sit at the computer naked?
dale10: Come on, tell me you have never jerked off to
sex stuff on the computer. You know you have. I thought
you were going to be honest with me. I want us both to
be totally open with each other. I am naked right now,
and I'd like you to be too. Its perfectly safe, I can't
see you can I? I never thought you'd be afraid of me.
Martin: It's not that, its just that, it feels
funny...okay...I'll strip down to my underwear.
dale10:That's one of the first things I wanted to talk
to you about. I want you to not wear underwear for a
while when you are at home.. You need to get
comfortable with your body...I want you to go around
the house bare assed as much as possible. You are alone
so there is nothing to fear. So slip out of those
shorts, come on. I'll bet you any money you get a hard
on. (pause)
Martin: Okay...you win. On both counts. How do you know
me so well. I am naked and I did spring a boner, I
don't the fuck know why.
dale10: That a boy. It's good to hear you relax and
loosen up and talk like a real guy. You always sound so
stiff and formal. its good to hear you use fuck words.
So how the fuck are you doing Martin?
Martin: Pretty good I guess. Shit...my dick is really
hard now. It's so hard it hurts. That never happens.
dale10:That's because you are being honest and trusting
me and you are relaxed...even about your sexuality. Now
tell me about that cute pic of you in the seventh
grade. Can you remember ...were you jerking off then
already?
Martin: This is so weird. Why do you want to know about
me when I was 12 so much?
dale10: If you have some sexual confusion, that's
probably when it started. I want to help you, so I need
to know your sexual history, even if it is only limited
to masturbation. So tell me... were you beating your
meat at 12?
Martin: Yeah...I was. A lot.
dale10: So for the last four years the only sex you've
had is fisting your own fuckmeat sometimes three times
a day?
Martin: I guess.
dale10: I hate to say this, but it's time you had some
real sex boy. You are way over due.
Martin; I kissed girls and felt them up on dates and
stuff.
dale10: yeah but Martin, if you are a faggot, that
doesn't count then does it? Now tell me when you were
twelve... where did you jerk off most often, in bed at
night, in the bathroom?
Martin: I don't know why, but I am so sexually aroused
talking about this. I'm scared, but I also love it.
Anyway, I mostly jerked off in bed, into an old
washcloth.
dale10:Were you bare assed when you did it?
Martin: Most of the time I, oh this is so freaky to
tell you this... I'd pull my underpants down and then
rub my dickhead on the sheet covering me, it felt so
good, tickled and then I would pump it until I shot.
dale10: That's a very normal way for boys to do it. And
how do you do it now Martin?
Martin: Now.. I strip and lay on my bed and sometimes
look at magazines or my school year book and imagine
stuff and jerk off that way.
dale10:Do you look at guys in magazines and in your
yearbook?
Martin: I guess.
dale10: I want you to do two things for me immediately
to help yourself. First I want you to start sleeping
bare assed naked. You have to get used to your body
Martin and not be afraid. Secondly, I don't want you to
cum until I tell you to. I know that sounds strange,
but I want to test what kind of sexual balance and
control you have. Can you do that, not cum until I tell
you to?
Martin: Geez, that depends on how long it is. I jerk
off a lot now, like I said.
dale10:That's what I want to test... your sexual
control and power. It may determine what kind of future
sexual life you will have. So I want you not to
cum...but I want you to play with yourself a lot. I
want to see how highly sexed we can get you to see if
you have a normal sexual drive. I want you to get a
hard on at least once an hour...every hour all day, but
don't cum.
Martin: How can I do that in school?
dale10: You can play with yourself while you are
sitting in class, rub yourself through your pants. And
don't wear any underpants to school for now. You can do
this for me Martin, I know you can. Who knows, you
might even enjoy it. It will be something different
from just jerking off every day. Try it...be brave. I
want to help you.
Martin: But if you want me to sleep bare-assed, rubbing
against the sheets, I'm sure to shoot off at night.
dale10:that's okay Martin. if it happens in your sleep,
its normal, it's healthy. I just don't want you to
bring yourself off. I want you aroused to test your
endurance...but not depleted. A doctor might tell you
to do the same thing if you had a sexual disorder.
Martin: Do I have a sexual disorder?
dale10: That's what we want to find out. Also anytime
your mom is not home you are bare assed. I want you to
get comfortable with your nudity. And while you do your
homework at night, I want you to keep an erection for
three hours every night.
Martin: Come On!!! How can anyone keep a boner for
three hours without shooting?
dale10: Think of it as a challenge or test like on
reality TV shows. Just touch your prick lightly and rub
it gently to keep it hard and pulsing, but don't let
yourself cum. There's a term for it Martin, it's called
edging. some guys do it for sexual pleasure. We are
doing it to see if you are healthy.
Martin: My dick is so hard now I can hardly stand it.
How can I go like this for days at a time, that's
crazy.
dale10: Do you want my help or not? do you want me to
be your friend?
Martin: yes sir.
dale10: Then Do It! hard once an hour all day and three
hours at night and no cumming. To give you some
incentive, why don't we say, and you have to be totally
honest with me, that if you cum accidentally, I have to
punish you. How's that?
Martin: I guess.
dale10: That doesn't sound very encouraging.
Martin : Okay, I'll do it. I'll try it. I can't promise
I'll succeed, but I'll try.
dale10 Good by, you'll find it very sexually exciting I
know. Tell me by the way, when you jerked off bare
assed in bed at twelve, did you ever play with or touch
your asshole?
Martin: Why?
dale10: Did you? Did you ever stick a finger in?
Martin: Yeah.
dale10: That means you were probably a faggot already
at 12 and just didn't know it. I'm looking at your 12-
year-old picture now and seeing if I can see any signs
of you being a faggot in your face. Sometimes you can
tell cause a boy looks like a sissy boy. I think you
probably look a little faggoty even at twelve. Well I
gotta go... so don't cum until tomorrow and when we
talk next... have a tape measure with you, I want to do
some measurments. Oh and send me a couple more pics of
yourself Ok? dale (If you want to see the pics of
Martin, email me at maipenraikhap@msn.com)
Continued...
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The author does not condone child abuse, this story is
meant as an erotic fantasy not real life. Anyone acting
out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to
many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a
fellow convict in their local prison.
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