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Story title : Dr. Judy: The Case File of Mark & Millie
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Dr. Judy: The Case File of Mark & Millie - 1
(MMF, rom, mc, cuck, intr, preg)
by C.D.E. & Es2c (ccwriter@hotmail.com)
***
Mark and Millie, who are engaged, are having relation-
ship problems. They are seeking the professional help
of Dr. Judy, a Relationship Counselor, in an attempt
to resolve their differences. Differences that Mark
believed to be un-resolvable, that is, until he came
under the counsel of Dr. Judy and was subjected to
her unusual therapies.
***
C.D.E.: Es2c and I have finally collaborated on a tale.
This saga of Dr. Judy's (a new character for both myself
& Es2c) involves her encounter with Mark & Millie. The
story seeks to combine themes from my "Family Bonding" &
"Mother Debbie" series, and Es2c's "The Group".
Es2c: First. I must say it is a pleasure for me to
finally work collaboratively with C.D.E. on developing a
story that seeks to meld themes from both our fantasy
interests.
NOTE: This story is not designed to be a quick read, but
rather to bring out subtle nuances of wry erotic
humiliations experienced by the main character of focus
- "Mark". Our goal was to purposely fill this tale with
prose that would titillate those who are into mild
FemDom and forced male feminization, and of course,
cuckoldry themes.
ENJOY!
Works of both authors can be found at www.asstr.org,
look under authors (free site).
CAST:
Mark - Fiance/Husband
Millie - Fiancee/Wife
Dr. Judy - Relationship Counselor
PROLOGUE:
My name is Dr. Judy. I'm a personal relationship
counselor. My specialty is assisting couples in
resolving problems which threaten the harmony and/or
stability of their relationship.
The case study for review this time involves Mark and
Millie (not their real names). They were engaged at the
time I initially began counseling them. Through my
efforts, they went on to resolve their problems, which
threatened to break up their engagement, and went on to
get married. It has now been some 11 plus years since
their wedding.
What contributed to me presenting this case was a
testimonial from mark thanking me for my help over the
years, now that he and Millie are married and have 5
children.
With he and Millie's concurrence and valuable aid, this
case will be presented from not only my perspective, but
also that of the principle person I counseled and
provided therapy to over the years - Mark.
Mark gratefully even turned over his recent reflective
writings as well as a diary he secretly kept while I
worked with the couple in resolving their marital
differences over the years.
The story will be written primarily from Mark's
perspective, including select excerpts from his diary.
You'll also see my professional comments interspersed
through out.
CHAPTER 1: THE BEGINNING
My name is Mark. My wife's name is Millie and we have
been married now for some 11 years and also have 5 kids.
Things have not always been rosy for us. Early in our
engagement, I discovered that Millie was cheating on me
with not one, but several tall, macho, muscle bound,
jock type guys.
In reference to myself, I'm not handsome, tall, well
built, or the jock type. I'm only 5'5" and weigh about
135 pounds - which puts me on the light side compared to
the men I discovered she's been secretly slipping around
with.
In a way, I could understand a girl like Millie desiring
such handsome, well-built guys, but it appeared she was
more of a tramp for them than seeking serious
relationships. That really disturbed me, since she it
was me she appeared to be trying to establish a serious
relationship with, but all the while she was having
lurid and lascivious relationships with her many other
studs.
To add fuel to the fire, Millie denied me sexual
intercourse prior to us getting married.
You see, I was a 24 year old virgin, as well as very
inexperienced sexually. Millie wanted me to save myself
for her on our wedding night.
Believing her intentions to be honorable, I respected
her wishes about pressuring her for intercourse. She did
however, introduce me to Cunnilingus, or oral sex on
her, to sort of make up for me not being able to "put it
in" her. This was something new to me, but it did please
me to be able to be intimate with her and to provide her
pleasure too. And it was obvious that she got off quite
well under the actions of my flitting tongue and sucking
lips.
Millie refused to orally do me because she said it was
much too much like me penetrating her, which I had to
wait to do until we were married. I saw her point, and
we went along with her desire for me to masturbate for
her each time after I'd performed oral sex upon her
rather tasty and juicy muff.
I was a bit shy about jerking off in Millie's presence,
but she insisted. She said it would bond us even closer.
She won me over and I did as she wanted.
After becoming engaged, it was then that I accidentally
discovered that Millie was cheating on me.
Millie revealed to me that she had been having sexual
relations with several boyfriends she'd dated before we
began our relationship.
Needless to say, I was very distraught over all this. I
knew any future relationship between us was doomed, even
though I adored and loved Millie dearly. She truly was
the girl I longed to have as my wife. In short she was
the dream of my life. She had a stunning figure then,
and today is still very beautiful. Despite her having
have been pregnant 4 time, with one of those deliveries
being twins. She has retained her shapely figure which
still turns men's head when she walks by.
Millie is a brunette and has a classic hourglass figure.
Her face is very photogenic and her hazel eyes are so
enticing. Needless to say, as I am attracted to her, so
are many other men. In a vulgar way of putting things,
one might say Millie is a "dick magnet".
However, I digress, and am getting ahead of myself. But
back then, her deceiving me with her many sexual
relations with other guys was just too much for me to
tolerate, hence the reason I was about to terminate our
relationship a year before we eventually got married.
When I confronted Millie about my discovery of her
sordid activities, she sought to explain to me why I
shouldn't be upset at her for her deception.
I hated to do it, but I knew I had to break up the
relationship. Millie and I had several discussions about
what she'd done and my hurt feeling. Her sort of
cavalier explanations and rationale made things even
harder on me. I remembered one of the last discussions
we had about the matter before we started our counseling
sessions with Dr. Judy, the Relationship counselor.
"Mark sweetheart, I'd been trying to come up with a way
to tell you what you discovered on your own. I want you
to know darling that I don't love you any less or
disrespect you in any way, because of my liaisons with
the guys. It's you I truly love."
"B-But Millie, if y-you t-truly love me, w-why..."
"Why did I sleep around? Well Mark, it's because I love
you, that's why I went out with other guys. I knew they
could handle my pussy much better than you could with
your little prick."
"B-But Millie, I-I remember y-you saying I-I was small.
B-But y-you assured me that my s-size wouldn't make any
difference."
"I meant that darling, that is between you and I,
because I didn't see your little cock as the primary
instrument of sex between us darling. I saw the big
dicks of other men as the main stay of satisfying
intercourse for me, even after we were married. However,
I see your mouth and tongue as the mainstay of very
satisfying marital sex between us. It's this sort of
arrangement I was desirous of, that I didn't know how to
present to you. With you being a virgin and your
background of sexual inexperience being limited, I knew
I had to come up with a way to work up to all this with
you."
"M-Millie I-I still can't believe y-you've deceived me
so. Y-You seriously can't believe I-I would e-ever a-
agree to such an-an outlandish a-and outrageous
situation where o-other men would be having intercourse
with my wife a-a-and I would be relegated to-to
basically giving oral sex, a-and especially with t-their
stuff s-still in y-you. Millie, I-I get so-so upset when
I-I think about all this. I-I don't care h-how lit...,
er, h-how less endowed I-I am."
"Mark honey, after we're married, I'll let you put it in
me the way other guys do me now. That is from time to
time. However, I may get busy with the guys, and
occasionally, I may be too tired to let you do me. But I
promise you I'll continue to help you jack off, just
like I have several times since we've been engaged. Like
I've told you many times, it gives me a thrill to see
you jacking off after you've sucked me out."
"M-Millie, I-I'm having a hard time with all this. The
nonchalant a-and matter-of-fact way you talk about this
doesn't help one iota. It's so-so unbelievable w-we're
even having this discussion. I-I have to say this, e-
even if it hurts you. B-But I-I just feel you've taken
advantage of me b-because I-I am s-so inexperienced."
"Not taken advantaged of, but sought to build a
wonderful loving relationship around it despite you
being virginal and less of a man between your..., well
you know what I mean darling. And never think I mean to
hurt you in any way when I say you have a short little
dick, Okay? Now where was I? Oh yes, you know saving
your virginity for me means so much to me, and your
mother too, I might add. So when I discovered what an
excellent pussy sucker you were, I cast all my concerns
of our incompatibility to the wind. I knew I really
loved you and had to have you as my husband, despite
that you would need help satisfying my pussy from other
men with bigger dicks."
"M-Millie, t-that's so-so insensitive. P-Plus there is
j-just no-no excuse for y-you having fed m-me a-and had
me eating t-their stuff out of you j-just because I-I-I
didn't know what it was. Y-You knew h-how gullible I-I
was. I-I'd never done o-oral sex before. You taught m-me
how to l-lick a-and suck y-you out. It-It meant so much
to me to-to please you that way. I-I just don't think
you respect me-me at all."
"That's not true. I do respect and love you dearly Mark.
As I've repeatedly told you sweetheart, it was an
accident the first time I had you mouth me out after I
was freshly fucked and there were traces of spent jism
in me. However, that eat out by you of my juicy, but
previously fucked pussy, was so ecstatic and delightful.
And to add to all that, you too raved about how tasty
and tangy I was too and how good it was for you that
time too. In other words, Mark, the joyous feeling was
just too sweet for me to not give us both that
delightful experience again."
"Millie, y-you have such a way of explaining things a-
and making this situation seem not as catastrophe as I
see it. I-I really don't see where us going to a
relationship counselor is going to help matters. I-I
just can't see h-how I-I, with any self respect, can
continue our engagement or even think about doing the
things you're expecting of me."
"Personally Mark, I see you as over reacting about all
this. And I believe your mother shares my viewpoint too.
But even if you don't do it for me, do it for her."
It was shortly after that conversation with Millie that
we began seeing Dr. Judy about the problems I had with
continuing our relationship. I personally was not
excited about doing so, but Millie's mom, and especially
my mother, insisted.
It was troubling to me that my mother agreed with
Millie's perception of things. That is, that I was over
reacting about Millie's lascivious activities with other
men, while denying me sexually as well as having me
taste the results of her sexual liaisons with those
other men.
Mom seemed genuinely sympathetic to my concerns, but her
words made me feel just as uncomfortable as Millie's
did.
"Mark dear, as your mother, I only want what's best for
you. You really love Millie. It's so easy to see you do.
However, I do feel your pain at your perception of her
having done you a misdeed."
"M-My perception! A misdeed? Mother I-I can't believe
you're t-taking this s-so lightly." I stammered in a
loud reply.
"Now Mark, there is no need for you to raise your voice
at me! I'll not have you speaking in that tone to me.
Now apologize this instant!"
"I-I'm sorry m-mother. I-I apologize. I-I'm just upset
about..."
"I realize you're upset dear, but as I was about to say,
you also must realize that in life, we sometimes have to
accept compromises to get what we want or need. I think
that applies here in this situation with you and
Millie."
"Y-You do?" I replied in astonished tone.
"Yes sweetie, it does. You have an opportunity to have a
wife who is beautiful and charming, even if you're upset
because she's also a bit more experienced sexually than
you were aware of."
"Mother! E-Experienced? She's a slut!"
"SLAP!" The sound of mother's hand bouncing off my face
seemed to echo around the kitchen as I fell to the
floor.
"Mark! I warned you about raising your voice at me or
using that tone. Plus, I'll not have you calling Millie
such words. You're talking about your future wife and my
future daughter-in-law."
"I-I'm sorry mother. It-it won't happen again. P-Please
forgive me." I softly and meekly replied after
recovering from being momentarily stunned from being
knocked on my ass.
Even though I'm 24, mother doesn't mind reminding me
whose in charge in our house, which I still live in by
the way.
Mother and I continued our discussion for another 2
hours or so. In the end, she prevailed and persuaded me
to do what Millie had wanted me to do. That is, to at
least visit Dr. Judy to hear what she had to say.
Reluctantly I went along with her suggestion. Well,
really, it was more like a demand.
You see, it's always been difficult for me to disobey
mother, even though I'm an adult. She's very much a take
charge and in-charge type, just the opposite of my
personality. And with me being of small stature and her
being big boned and taller than me, she can easily
impose her self physically upon me too.
Mother has continued to subject me to corporal
punishment every since I was teen, even though I'm an
adult now. She's whipped me several times since I was
21.
Anyway, I cowed to mother's demand. I was scared enough
to think she might be serious enough about me seeing Dr.
Judy that she just might take me across her knees about
the matter. Yes, as I said, she still spanks me if she
sets her mind to it.
I guess this is a good time to make a side note about
size and personalities. Millie is half a head taller
than my 5' 6" height, and as I have noticed on occasion,
likes to have her way at times too. I call it her "mean
streak".
It's recently dawned on me as to that mother may feel
some strange camaraderie with her for that reason,
despite my misgivings about the horrendous way Millie
has humiliated me, and evidently desires to continue to
do so in the future.
The other thing that puzzled me was how easily mother
accepted Millie's explanation of her disgraceful
lascivious activities, and took her side over mine, her
own son.
"Mark, Millie has a perfectly legitimate and sound
explanation for what she did. I don't know why you're so
obstinate about seeing things from her perspective.
Maybe Dr. Judy can talk some sense into you." Mother
said to me on the eve of when Millie and I were to have
our first visit to see Dr. Judy.
***OUR FIRST VISIT TO DR. JUDY***
After Millie and I saw Dr. Judy on our first visit, Dr.
Judy came to the conclusion that she wanted to only see
me during the next visit. She further stated that I was
to have several sessions alone with her in the future.
It became rather obvious a short time into our first
session with Dr. Judy, that she too assessed that Millie
had done no wrong and that it was me that was looking at
things askew. This not only angered me, but also alarmed
me that no one except me seemed to perceive Millie as
being the errant one in our engagement.
But little did I ever think I would change my mind and
indeed see that I was wrong and would apologize to
Millie in a way I'd never imagined in my wildest of
dreams. Little did I know that Dr. Judy's advice,
counsel, and therapy would change my life forever.
This revelation happened in only a month after my first
session alone with Dr. Judy.
I think it would be a good thing to give you the reader
more details about my story if I go back in time to my
first session alone with Dr. Judy.
*****COMMENTS BY DR. JUDY*****
Before we go further with Mark's story, it is important
for the reader to note that in my professional judgment,
it was best for Mark to adjust to Millie's needs on her
terms rather than her attempting to compromise toward
his desires. Millie is an attractive and self assured
woman, who knows she is sexually desirable to men and is
not ashamed to also add that she is also drawn to
physically handsome men and actively seeks out sexual
liaisons with them.
She even described herself as a "dick magnet" and even
indicated to Mark, that he needed to accept this as part
of any future relationship with her, in order for their
marriage to be harmonious. Millie did not hesitate to be
forthright and honest in her feelings with Mark,
something I was very impressed with this about her. This
always seems to work out better for the couple's
relationship, where there is a male who has a latent
tendency to be timid, and a woman who is assertive and
absolute.
"Mark, I do love you dearly, but you must know, you just
don't measure up to my expectations as a real man in
bed, at least not physically. Emotionally, yes, you are
the husband for me. You'd make a great helpmate and
emotional soulmate. After you ate me out so wonderfully
that first time, that is, after I had been thoroughly
fucked by one of the guys, I saw this as a way for you
to pleasure me, as well as compensate for your
inadequacies. Mark I just can't describe how ecstatic I
felt having your head in my wet crotch, and hearing and
feeling you licking and sucking up after a real man had
fucked me. Your mouthing actions, and your desire to
pleasure me by suck-cleaning my pussy, stole my heart.
If anybody is to blame for me getting hooked on your
oral delights, you have nobody to blame but yourself.
After all, I never thought of this before you did that
for me, and it was just too good to stop you from doing
it to me Mark sweetheart."
"No Mark, it's not the same if I haven't been fucked
before you do your sucking-out of my pussy." Millie
replied quickly to Mark's suggestion that she get rid of
her other "real physical men" and then it might be more
acceptable for him to please her orally.
It was at this point in the discussion that Millie asked
my opinion, since I was a woman also, about her need for
the dicks of her "real men" to complement Mark's
skillful tongue and cunt vacuuming lips.
Trying to stay neutral, I provided the couple the
following comment:
"Mark, I can see Millie's point of view here. From my
case files, it's obvious that many women find it
difficult to get along without the good feeling that
only comes from deep penetrating coital intercourse,
that is from a "reasonably endowed" male partner. No
Mark, mouth to pussy coitus is at most an effective
supplement - as in this situation between you two - but
not a substitution for a robust and proper length of
erect penis to vagina coitus."
Mark, as I expected was very disappointed and unsettled
with Millie's expectations for his role as her future
faithful, the in-the-background soulmate cuckolded pussy
sucking husband role.
I didn't have to say it, but Mark knew he was the one
that logically would have to make the greatest
adjustments in there was to be a future relationship
between he and Millie. However, he willingly agreed to
come to the next session alone so that he and I could
talk about his options, since it was obvious, he really
did love Millie despite all that had happened.
Now, let us resume with Mark's narrative.
*****CHAPTER 2 DR. JUDY & I ALONE: SESSION #1*******
"Mark in order to get rid of all the foolish self pride
that's plaguing you from having a great relationship
with Millie, you must first let yourself go of all
negative pride."
"Dr. Judy, I-I've never heard of negative pride. What
does that mean?"
"In simple terms, you must not be too proud to do what
others expect of you, or to do what they need, or want
you to do, despite how Society perceives it. In other
words Mark, what Millie needs in your relationship is
very logical when all the factors between you two, are
taken into consideration. It's just a matter of you
understanding and agreeing to do what needs to be done
to capture this beautiful, free-spirited woman - who you
admit that you love dearly - as your soulmate.
"B-But like I-I told you earlier, after all she's done
to me, I-I just can't see h-how..."
"Don't say another word. You're being a defeatist and
creating negative vibes. I'm trying to help you see the
reality and the positive aspects of things here. Okay?
You are open minded, are you not?"
"W-Well I-I try to be Dr. Judy."
"Well then, if you are, you'll try my therapy to rid
yourself of negative pride and focus on the positive
pride in this whole situation. If you do, I'm predicting
you and Millie will be back together and both satisfied
with your new relationship."
"Y-You really mean that?"
"Yes Mark I do. I'm sure the two of you will be happier
than before. Despite that at the moment you're having a
very difficult time not seeing her as nothing but a
slut. That is, because of what you perceive as her
cheating on you for the last 8 months."
"I-I don't know what else you can call it Dr. Judy."
"You might even call it needs satisfaction or
relationship building, but definitely not being
sluttish. Okay? But lets not dwell on that at the
moment. Things will fall in place as we go. Trust me.
Okay?"
"O-Okay Dr. Judy."
"Now Mark, we must try to envision you as removing all
your value judgments about things like what Millie has
done and had you participate in unknowingly over the
last few months."
"Y-You mean not seeing h-her dirty tricks a-and cheating
on me or-or dating other m-men w-while I was home
cleaning her apartment? O-Or her h-having me l-lick her
p-p-pussy a-after s-she'd h-h-had sex with..."
"Okay, that's enough, I get your point, but yes, all
those things. However Mark, you must try to see her
actions in a different light, not the negative derisive
perspective you currently are stuck on."
"Dr. Judy, a-as y-you probably can tell, it-it's going
to be difficult for me to do that. I-I just can't bring
myself to..."
"Never say can't, Mark. However, I fully understand how
you feel. But your feelings are all because of your
false belief that you have to be manly to be a good
partner and spouse to Millie. She's willing, and is very
desirous of you being her husband, despite your not
meeting her criteria as a "real man" physically. If she
can accept you as being a lesser man, physically, why
can't you?"
"W-What? A-Are you saying I-I should willingly accept b-
being a lesser man b-because she desires it?"
"Mark, it's not really because she desires it. It's
because you're basically that. You are under endowed,
right? Can we agree on that?"
"W-Well... T-That's not fair Dr. Judy. Besides, if-if
Millie really loves me s-she should give up those other
men and be faithful to me."
"She's emotionally faithful to you Mark, even if she
shares her body with other men. She's giving you the
chance to fit in a marriage that is well suited for both
of you. You just have to be as open-minded as you
claimed to be, and not be wrapped up in your false
assumptions of what you perceive the way things have to
be. In your case, being less than a real man,
physically, actually makes you more emotionally
compatible to her."
"I-I sort of s-see your point... I think. I-I guess, I-I
just don't know h-how to deal with all this Dr. Judy?"
"I understand how intimidating that can be for you Mark.
However, that's why I'm here having this session with
you. We have to build up your confidence to be a better
man, emotionally that is. You can do it. All you have to
do is put your mind to it."
"O-Okay if you say so Dr. Judy."
"And I do Mark. One of the first things we must work on
is getting rid of your insecurities and false
assumptions of believing you have to be physically, or
mentally, macho to be a worthy partner and spouse to
Millie. I want to start you on my Physical Attributes
Negation & Subservience Inculcation Therapy. We
sometimes also refer to it as P-A-N-S-I Therapy."
###END PART 1###
In Part 2, Mark begins Dr. Judy's PANSI Therapy
Part 2 will be posted by the end of October, or early
November 2003.
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It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with
others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't
okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than
a trusted partner. You only have one body per lifetime,
so take good care of it!
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