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Archive name: august.txt (MM, 1st-gay-expr)
Authors name: Xander (xanderdg@hotmail.com)
Story title : August In Midtown

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August In Midtown (MM, 1st-gay-expr)
by Xander (xanderdg@hotmail.com)

***

The unabridged and almost wholly true tale of a high 
school jock's first and only homosexual experience...

***

When I was seventeen years old, in 1990, I had a summer 
job working at a deli on Cheshire Bridge in Atlanta, 
Georgia. Every day, I would carve meat up for the hungry 
masses for eight hours a day - this was probably the 
beginning of my becoming a vegetarian. 

Anyway, at the end of my shift I would change out of my 
sweaty, sometimes bloody work clothes, throw on some 
shorts and walk the two miles home to watch some TV or 
read a book - usually ending the evening with a rousing 
session of masturbation. My longtime girlfriend had 
started college in August, so my social and sexual life 
had found a new crimp.

I lived in the Virginia Highlands neighborhood at the 
time, and my trek took me through Midtown - the "gay" 
part of town. Almost every day, I was cruised by one man 
or another. Their approaches ran the gamut from the 
benign ("how ya doing there?") to the lascivious. (One 
guy in a Yugo pulled up next to me and called me over - 
his cock was out and hard as a rock, simply massive, and 
he told me he wanted to break my ass with it. I often 
wonder what would have happened if I had gotten in 
instead of threatening to kick his ass before he sped 
away.)

One august afternoon, it had to be in the upper nineties. 
I was soaked with sweat, peeled off my shirt and walked 
quickly through a residential neighborhood on the way 
home. I saw the familiar sight of a car passing me one 
way, turning around and going by the other, back and 
forth a couple of times. Finally, it pulled up to the 
curve a few feet in front of me, the automatic window on 
the passenger side rolling down with an audible buzz. I 
knew what was coming as I moved down the sidewalk.

"You need a ride," asked the man inside. He was a big 
guy, overweight. He unbuckled his seatbelt as he leaned 
over to look out the open window. ""It's hot out here."

I looked at him. He eyed me up and down. I was a 
letterman in wrestling and baseball back then; my body 
was taut even in the summer off-season. I opened my mouth 
with every intention of saying "no thanks, chief." But 
that wasn't what came out.

"Sure," I said. He reached down and opened the door. It's 
funny the things you remember setting things down on 
paper. The car was a big Buick Regency, old and white 
with traces of rust around the tire wells. He looked at 
me for a moment, still leaning into the passenger side 
with his arm over the seat. I only stared.

"Jump on in." I looked for another second before I did. 
The air conditioner was cranking, and even as I slipped 
into the seat, the wave of cool brushed against my bare 
chest breaking my skin out into gooseflesh. The man 
retreated into the driver's side, leaving his arm around 
the seat long enough to draw it over my slick shoulders 
when he reached to put the car back in drive. I shivered. 
Then I reached over and closed the door.

He pulled away from the curb and we drove in silence for 
a moment. Finally, he asked: "where you headed?" It 
seemed my mouth was on autopilot, driven by some 
hormonal, adolescent need. Instead of guiding him to my 
apartment, I shrugged my shoulders.

"I just got off work. Don't really have anything going on 
right now."

"You want to come over to my place. Maybe watch a movie?"

I couldn't look at him. I stared rigidly through the 
windshield at the stoplight we'd come to. Though I opened 
my mouth to answer, nothing came out. I only nodded.

"Cool," the fat man said. I felt his eyes move over me. 
Felt them stop in my lap. The light turned green and he 
drove on. As we went, I remember that he spoke. That I 
even answered now and again. Nothing sexual, just small 
talk that I don't have the faintest recollection of - 
even his name. All I really remember hearing was my pulse 
in my ears, pounding, pounding. If I'd been standing up, 
my knees would have been shaking.

We finally arrived at his apartment building - it was 
anonymous, white - and went inside. I hadn't seen him 
standing up before. The fat man was tall, as well. Maybe 
six-foot-three. I was five-nine, so he towered over me 
and probably weighed close to 275. 

The air was close in the stairwell, hot and wet with 
humidity. The contrast from the freezing car was marked 
and I began to sweat again. I thought about leaving, of 
going home, but I didn't. Even when we got to his door.

Inside, the apartment was a sauna. The windows in the 
living room had a western exposure, so the place had been 
soaking up the heat all afternoon. The man walked over to 
a box fan in the window and switched it on - the air it 
blew in was only mildly cooler as evening began. "No 
a/c," he explained.

He switched on the television - it was a rerun of cheers 
- then excused himself to the bathroom. I sat down on the 
couch and gawked at the TV. I wasn't really watching the 
show; I just stared, the canned laughter at every joke 
filtering into my head like static. After some time, the 
fat man came out, chattering amiably about something or 
other. He'd changed clothes. Gotten out of them, anyway. 
He wore a pair of gym shorts and was as shirtless as I 
was. His large body was almost perfectly smooth.

Without meaning to, my eyes shifted down to his crotch. 
Under the thin, gray fabric, I could see his dick shift 
as he stepped forward. In the locker room, we would have 
given him shit for having a "chubber" - that time when 
your cock isn't hard, but it's leaning that way. He moved 
to the couch, reaching into the pocket of his shorts 
before he sat. I tried to keep my eyes on the TV as he 
extracted a condom and a small tube and laid them 
deliberately on the coffee table.

He sat close to me, feet flat on the floor with his legs 
well apart. His knee touched mine, and though every 
instinct in my body told me to move mine away, I didn't. 
I could smell him faintly - sweat, some cologne 
underneath it. Maybe Polo, which I wore when I went on 
dates with women. We watched in silence for a few 
minutes. The fan was doing little to alleviate the heat, 
and coupled with my nervousness, I was sweating badly.

My every nerve ending seemed alive. I felt the fabric of 
the couch against my back, my legs. His knee against 
mine. My eyes kept flicking down to the condom package, 
to the tube of ointment. It was as wrinkled as a 
toothpaste tube closer to empty than full, and was bore a 
label I'd never seen before: "KY Lubricating Jelly." 
Indeed, my eyes didn't heed any of my requests to watch 
Sam and Diane. I'd see their antics for a second or two, 
then they'd move down to the coffee table again. Then to 
the fat man's crotch. The bulge under his shorts was 
growing more pronounced.

"Do you like pornos," he asked. I'd seen a lot. My dad 
had a collection that he was certain I didn't know about. 
I, of course, knew it like the back of my hand. My hand 
did a lot of work with them, in fact. Terrible stories, 
bad music, and very often, Ron Jeremy banging some nubile 
chick in over her head. I *loved* porn.

"Yeah, man." He reached to the coffee table and picked up 
the remote control. Pressed a button, and the screen went 
blue. Pressed another, and the movie came on, shot on 
grainy video. The set-up was like just about every other 
skin flick I'd seen. A paperboy (who was probably in his 
late 20s) shows up at a house and knocks on the door. A 
man answers it and brings him inside. It took a few 
moments to understand what was missing - there was no 
bored housewife. 

Instead, two older guys were hanging out around the 
house. The paperboy was below his quota. He just *had* to 
sell five more subscriptions to win the big prize. The 
two men in the house could do that for him. All he had to 
do was work with them.

The reluctant paperboy agreed (though he's never done 
anything like this before). Finally, my eyes stopped 
moving around as I was sucked into the movie. For a first 
time, that paperboy sure seemed to know what he was 
doing. The fat man put his arm around me as I watched. My 
eyes never left the screen as the paperboy worked the two 
guys giant dicks. I smelled his sweat, and my heart 
started beating faster in a weird mix of fear and 
excitement. My own cock began to expand. It felt warm, 
hot.

On the screen, one of the men pushed the paperboy down 
and started fucking him. He moaned in pleasure, shouting 
"yes! Fuck me!" My girlfriend had complained once that I 
was too quiet during sex. I barely made a sound beyond 
the hitch in my throat when I came. The paperboy would 
get no such complaint, and neither would the guys having 
their way with him. They called him a whore and a sissy, 
and it seemed to get him off.

"You like to fool around?" asked the fat man. He'd 
started softly rubbing my sweat-covered shoulder. At his 
question, adrenaline dumped into my stomach, a cocktail 
of terror and desire. I watched the boy being fucked on 
screen, the other man's huge shaft in his mouth. The fat 
man's shorts had created a tent as his cock strained 
against them, a small, wet stain at the tip - precum. 
Unbelievably, I answered.

"Yeah," I whispered. The remote was still in his hand. 
Very calmly, he turned the television off. The only sound 
outside her breathing was the fan, and beneath it, the 
VCR still running. The paperboy was invisible now, but I 
knew what was happening to him.

The fat man slid toward me, pushing my head up with the 
arm he had around me. He leaned in, kissing me on the 
mouth while his other hand pressed down on my sweating 
stomach at the navel. His tongue tasted of cigarettes 
when he pushed it into my mouth, and I remember a 
momentary feeling of distance from myself as I felt the 
stubble on his face touch mine. Girls were smoother, 
their kisses less demanding.

He slid his hand up my torso, gathering sweat, pinching 
my nipple before pulling away from the kiss. I was 
breathing hard now, my hands resting by my side and 
shaking slightly. He squeezed my peck, then grabbed my 
far hand and put it on him so we were facing each other. 
I'd never had my hands on a man's body before - not like 
this anyway - and I didn't know what to do. Once I was 
touching him, he moved his hand back to my face and ran 
his wet fingers over my lips. 

Instinct took over and I opened my mouth, sucking on two 
of his fingers and tasting my own sweat. He started 
moving them in and out while he pulled me closer to him 
with the arm around me. Our bodies were touching now, my 
sweat-covered torso rubbing against his. He put a third 
finger in my mouth and I sucked harder. He responded by 
increasing the pace of his fingers, sticking them deeper 
into my mouth.

At last, the fat man pulled them out and pulled me to 
him. He brought my face to his chest, pulling me toward 
his nipple. I licked it, again, then opened my mouth and 
sucked on it hungrily. My hand was still idle on his 
belly, and he put his own on top of it, moving it down. 
He laid it on top of his cock, and I could feel the 
hardness through his shorts. Then he closed my hand over 
the large head. I could feel the oily slickness of the 
precum through the fabric, and I started rubbing his 
dick. He moaned and took his hand away, reaching over me 
to rub my back with both hands.

He stroked my back up and down a couple of times before 
he grabbed my waist and pulled up, guiding me. My feet 
were still on the floor, and I knew what he wanted. I 
stopped sucking on his nipples long enough to climb onto 
the couch on all fours. 

"Yeah. That's it," he whispered. "That's it." He was 
still sitting, and I was on me elbows and knees. I put my 
hand back on top of his shorts, rubbing his hardness for 
a moment before he reached down and moved my hand under 
the waistband. I was scared, my hand resting on the 
thatch of his pubic hair. He paid little mind to my 
stillness, shifting to move his crotch closer to my face 
and allow himself better access to reach down my back and 
under my shorts.

"Jerk me off," he commanded. And it was a command, an 
imperative. I reached down under his shorts and wrapped 
my fingers around the base of his tool. It wasn't a porn 
star's cock, but it was big enough. I'd never felt a 
man's other than my own, but I knew what to do well 
enough. I rubbed it up and down.

He reached as far under my shorts as the physics of our 
position would allow, snaking his meaty fingers between 
my cheeks and touching the rim of my asshole, this time I 
moaned, pleasure and fear intermingled. His cock jumped 
in my hand at the sound. He liked that. 

He shifted his hips up. "Pull 'em off," he said. I did as 
I was told, pushing the shorts off him, lifting the 
waistband to get them over his dick and down to his 
knees. I grabbed the shaft again, looking at it. For the 
first time in my life, I was staring down at a man's 
cock. I squeezed it, a drop of clear liquid emerging from 
the thick head.

The smell is what got me. He was hot, sweaty, and the 
smell of his cock and balls acted like an aphrodisiac. He 
didn't have to tell me what to do next. I scooted closer 
on my knees, leaned down and licked the head. His dick 
jumped again as I continued to stroke it, and I relented 
completely to the desire. 

I took it in my mouth and began to suck. I was pouring 
sweat now, sucking and stroking. He took my idle hand and 
put it on his hot balls. I squeezed them slightly as I 
worked, the smell, the taste driving me into a frenzy. At 
that moment, all in the world I wanted was to make him 
come.

He shifted again, getting even better access to my 
backside. Reaching over me, he worked the first digit of 
hi index finger into my ass. I moaned again, and he 
started thrusting his hips to match my down strokes.

"Undo your pants." Still sucking, I let go of his shaft 
and balls and reached down to unbutton my shorts, unzip 
them. As soon as I did, he reached over my back and 
jerked them down, exposing my ass. The thrust jammed his 
cock to the back of my mouth and I gagged, pulling away. 
He quickly reached back to hold my head on either side.

"Take it. Take it!" He gasped. And I tried. I took it as 
deep in my mouth as I could and held it there as he 
moaned. Then he started thrusting until I couldn't take 
any more and I coughed. My hands were doing their own 
thing. They pulled my pants down over my cock. 

With my nervousness, it still wasn't all the way hard. I 
pushed them down to my knees and wriggled out of them. 
"Take it, baby," he said again. Somehow being called 
"baby," the very thing I would whisper to my girlfriend 
when she made me talk while we fucked was even more of a 
turn-on. I was the submissive one here.

He removed his hands from my head and rose to one knee on 
the couch, allowing me to take less of the cock, to use 
my hands to control the strokes. He reached over my back 
and started fingering my ass more completely. I groaned 
into his crotch as my cock grew harder. With his other 
hand, he reached down to play with my balls and my cock. 
There was no insistence needed here: I was moaning hard, 
especially when he stuck a second finger into my asshole 
and started reaming it in and out, finger fucking me.

He leaned over me and pulled my cock so that it stuck out 
backwards between my legs. Jerking it, he popped the head 
into his mouth and sucked for a moment. It was really 
just perfunctory, though. What he was really interested 
in was my ass.

Letting my hard dick go, he pulled his fingers from my 
ass and pulled my cheeks apart. "Suck my balls," he told 
me. I pulled his cock from my mouth and tried to, but the 
angle was awkward - all I could do was lick them with the 
very tip of my tongue.

For his part, he absolutely devoured my ass. I felt his 
hot tongue against it, heard him spit on it and for a 
second I though I was going to come right there. "My 
balls!" he commanded. I strained, trying to get them, 
strangely obsessed by pleasing this stranger, but the 
angle wouldn't let me.


"Come on!" He pulled his mouth away from my asshole and 
replaced it with a finger, then another. I moaned 
hoarsely, moving almost automatically back to his cock 
and taking it deeply into my mouth. He put a third finger 
inside me and started driving them in and out. With his 
other hand, he grabbed my cock and balls around the base 
and pulled on them eagerly. I'd never felt anything like 
it before. Then, suddenly, he let go and yanked his 
fingers free, pulling out of my mouth.

"Come here," he said. He all but wrestled me from the 
couch, setting me on the floor in front of it with my 
back resting against the fabric. He stood above me, 
facing me and I moved to take his dick in my mouth when 
he grabbed it and pulled it up. "My balls," he said 
urgently, pushing them against my face. I opened my 
mouth, reaching up to hold his huge love handles as I 
sucked them. I soaked his sack, wantonly taking both in 
my drooling mouth at the same time. One of his arms 
pushed against the wall supporting him while he jerked 
off with the other.

"Yeah baby, that's it. Just like that." He groaned, and I 
felt his balls tense up. I thought he was going to 
explode, but he didn't. Instead, he pulled up, balls 
popping from my mouth and turned around over me. I was 
facing his ass now. "Eat it," he said. I grabbed his 
large cheeks and guided him back. Then I drowned myself 
in him. Licking and sucking, I seemed to totally lose 
myself. I had become little more than a plaything, and I 
loved it. "Yeah," he whispered again. "Do you like to get 
fucked?"

I stopped, a kind of conscious uncertainty creeping in 
for the first time. Get fucked? That's what *fags* do, 
screamed a voice deep in my mind. Get fucked?

"Yes," I whispered. "Yeah. Fuck me."

He stepped forward and turned around, grabbing me roughly 
by my shoulders and spinning me about. He pushed me up on 
the couch so that my knees were on the cushions and my 
arms were on the back. I faced the wall, heart racing as 
I heard him open the rubber that had been on the coffee 
table. Butterflies danced in my stomach when I heard the 
plastic tear, the liquid rustle as he pulled it onto his 
engorged member. They grew even more restless in my guts 
when I heard him pick up the tube, and I felt his fingers 
spread the cold lubricant on my asshole.

He pushed a finger in, then another and another. I moaned 
deeply as he moved them in and out. "Will it hurt," I 
asked.

"Just relax, honey." He pulled his fingers out and pushed 
my cheeks open. I cried out when I felt the smooth head 
against my butthole. Then he started pushing.

"Ohhh, God," I groaned. The finger felt good, but this 
was hurting. I started to pull away, to pull forward. He 
grasped me around the waist and pulled me back. My 
asshole was spreading, spreading.

"Shhh. Relax. Just."

"God!" I shouted as his head popped inside me. He stopped 
pushing, just let me adjust. I was moaning continually. 
Then he started pulling me back again. I felt it getting 
deeper and deeper. I knew his cock - it had been in my 
mouth, my hands, but it seemed to go on forever. I 
groaned as he pulled.

"That's it. That's it. Back onto it. Come on." he 
whispered. And I found that I was. He wasn't pulling. I 
was pushing back. I felt the thickness within me and I 
had never felt as full. Finally, I felt his expansive 
belly against my lower back. Felt myself completely 
speared, full. The pain was giving way to a kind of 
pleasure I'd never known existed. 

He started moving then, gently in and out in very short 
strokes. "Uh-huh, uh-huh, yeah." I grunted. He leaned all 
the way over me as he fucked reaching under my arms to 
hold my shoulders.

"Keep moving," he demanded into my ear. I tried to match 
his strokes as they became faster. Longer. Deeper. My 
moaning became like an automatic response on every 
exhale, deep and wanton. I felt like one of the girls in 
those porn flicks, like the paperboy, completely 
abandoned to the feeling in my bowels as the fat man 
thrust. 

At last, he pace grew to the point that he released my 
shoulders and grasped my hips again. He started fucking 
me hard and I loved it. His belly was slapping against me 
wetly, a high smack every time he thrust. Every few 
strokes, he would alter his rhythm, grinding into me as 
deeply as he could. I was shaking uncontrollably.

He pulled his cock out with a groan and all but threw me 
as he turned me over on my back. He pushed my legs back 
over his shoulders and jammed himself back inside - no 
gentleness now. He wanted to come. To *cum*. He fucked me 
hard, the motion slapping my own hard cock against my 
belly. I threw my arms up over his neck, pulling him 
down. His weight on top of me was hot, slick.

As his belly rubbed against my dick, I felt myself 
beginning to orgasm. With his cock in my asshole, it 
seemed to be welling from deep in my stomach. Unlike with 
girlfriends, I wasn't quiet this time. I was all but 
yelling.

He pulled away from me as I was about to come, reaching 
down to grab my cock in one hand and my balls in the 
other, squeezing them. "Come on, baby. Come for me!"

He jerked my dick, and all it took was a few strokes to 
bring me to the most powerful orgasm of my life. I *did* 
yell as I came, the pleasure never seeming to end. My 
sperm sprayed across my chest, even hitting my chin. The 
fat man was close, to. Seeing me cum, feeling my 
contractions brought him to the brink.

He my dick go and threw pressed down on my chest with his 
hands. He banged me hard, fast, slamming into me hard 
enough to bring some of the early pain back. Then he 
cried out as well, thrusting as deep into my asshole as 
he could. I felt his cock contracting in my anus as he 
came, practically vibrating. Then he collapsed on top of 
me.

We laid like that for a while, gasping for breath. Then 
he pulled his softening dick out and stood, pulling off 
the rubber. He went into the bathroom as I lay on the 
couch, my own cum a paste across my torso. I grabbed my 
t-shirt and wiped myself off, struggling to pull on my 
shorts.

When the fat man reemerged, I was fully dressed, still 
breathing hard. He asked if I wanted a ride home, and I 
declined. Fear had taken hold again, and I was ready to 
get the hell out of there. On the way out, he thanked me 
for the good time.

The walk home was a long one, filled with conflicting 
emotions. The lube on my ass wall all I could seem to 
feel, and when I finally arrived, my first thought was to 
shower. I didn't though. That night, I jerked off again 
and again, probing my sore ass with my fingers. I smelled 
of sex - a different smell than the one you get with a 
woman.

That was the only time I've been with a man, thirteen 
years as I write this. Yet the fantasy that that evening 
has become has been the one to visit me most regularly. 

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