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Authors name: Seaman (sea-man@ev1.net)
Story title : My First Time

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My First Time (MF, 1st, true)
By Seaman (sea-man@ev1.net) 

***

This is the story of my first sexual experience, it's 
true. Although things didn't work out for a permanent 
relationship, I will always remember my first lover. She 
has lots of friends, some perhaps reading this group, and 
I'd hate to embarrass her. 

For this reason, her name has been changed and geographic 
details have been obscured. The conversations are, of 
course, synthesized (I wasn't taking notes at the time) 
but are as I remember them. I've included plenty of 
graphic detail to get you stiff or wet, but the 
pedophiles might as well go on to the next posting 
because *this* story is about losing my virginity at age 
30.

I don't know why, exactly, I waited so long. My family 
wasn't religious and I didn't grow up thinking sex was 
shameful nor was I saving myself for after I was married. 
I *was* shy; in high school I went on a few dates but 
never did more than a little kissing. 

I've wondered since then whether the girls were relieved 
or disappointed. Even a stint in the Navy left me a 
virgin. I had no interest in going to a prostitute for my 
first time yet, being shy, I took a long time to get to 
know anyone, much less women. 

The changes in duty stations happened too soon to develop 
any kind of a relationship. Instead, I cultivated the 
fine art of masturbation. Finally I got out and went to 
work for a large technical firm where I met Kim.

We worked in different departments that were quite a ways 
from each other. I'd been in the habit of taking lunch 
with several others from my department and for reasons I 
don't remember, she attached herself to the group.

Kim stood five foot one and weighed (I found out later) 
about 105 pounds -- not what you could call svelte but 
she looked fine to me. Her hair was brunette, straight, 
and fairly long, about to the bottom of her shoulder 
blades. She wore it simply, parting it in the middle and 
tucking it behind her ears. Her eyes were hazel in a 
square face and her skin was very fair and fresh. 

She was still being asked her I.D. in bars at 28 and wore 
no makeup except for two quick stripes of eyeliner she'd 
put on before a date (she dubbed the fifteen second 
ceremony her "instant beauty"). She had a nice figure, 
36B (again, I found this out later) and a round rump, 
displayed most effectively the days she wore pants to 
work. She was a year younger than I and her whole 
attitude was perky without being annoying. She was a 
delight to talk to and the whole group enjoyed her 
company.

I found her warm, friendly personality easy to like and 
my usual shyness didn't kick in. After a only month or so 
of lunches, I asked if she'd like a date. She said no, 
she was involved with someone. I was disappointed, but it 
didn't sound like it was a permanent arrangement. In the 
next six months or so, I asked a couple of more times, 
trying to strike a balance between letting her know I was 
still interested and being a pest. Finally, in September, 
she said yes; I was delighted.

I belonged to a film club that showed old movies in a 
40s-vintage theater. "Pat and Mike," one of the Tracy-
Hepburn couplings, was playing along with another Spencer 
Tracy movie too obscure to remember now. We went to a 
Chinese restaurant in the neighborhood and then to the 
double feature. 

Kim was a little shy during the date, considering we had 
known each other across the lunch table for six months. I 
put it down to first-date jitters (I had them too), but I 
found out, months later, that she'd chosen a pair of 
panties a little too old and split the crotch getting 
into the car. Though she knew it was completely 
undetectable and had pantyhose on in any event, she still 
felt more vulnerable than she liked.

The date passed enjoyably if quietly. Kim lived in one of 
those mongo apartment complexes where the cars park on 
the perimeter and the buildings are scattered on acres of 
land with green space in between. 

I walked her back to where she lived with her roommate, 
held her hand a moment at her door as we said the 
obligatory "had a good time" phrases, and watched her go 
inside. She told me later that she had commented on my 
lack of forwardness to her roommate who asked, "What is 
he, gay?" (No, just shy).

We started going to that film club about once a week and 
also to other movies or museums, or exchanged dinners at 
our places (her roomie moved out at some time during this 
period). These dates were still quite chaste; I still 
considered Kim "just" a good friend at the time, as she 
did me. Though we had long conversations and a little 
wine (neither she nor I were much for drinking) nothing 
physical was happening beyond an occasional touch on the 
shoulder or the like.

Then, in February, she'd come to my place Sunday evening 
for dinner. On Saturday and earlier that day, she'd been 
helping some friends of hers move and she complained she 
was feeling stiff. After we ate, I offered to work on her 
shoulders and back. 

She thought that was a great idea so I got a comforter 
out and laid it on the floor. Kim laid face down on it 
and after kicking off my shoes, I knelt by her head to 
knead her scapulae and run my thumbs both sides of her 
spine to her waist through her knit sweater. She was not 
wearing a bra and I marveled at the uninterrupted sweep 
of her back under my hands. Then, to work on the top of 
her shoulders, I shifted to straddle her waist. 

I was keenly aware of her warmth between my thighs and 
the softness of her rump under mine. This was the most 
intimate I had ever touched any woman and I loved the 
intimacy and trust she showed. (I later took lessons in 
massage and eventually became certified as a 
practitioner, but that's another story.) I had to stop at 
one point to surreptitiously arrange my trapped cock as 
it lengthened a bit.

After about twenty minutes I'd done what I could and 
flopped down on the comforter next to Kim. She turned 
over and we talked about nothing in particular for about 
a half hour, looking at the ceiling. Then, suddenly on 
impulse, I raised onto one elbow and looked her in the 
eyes.

"Would you like for me to kiss you?" I asked nervously.

"Yes," she replied quietly. "I would."

I leaned over her and kissed her lightly on the lips. We 
broke a moment later and she smiled.

"Nice," I commented and stroked her hair. She smiled 
again and, taking that as an invitation, I kissed her 
again, deeper this time with a little tongue play.

That was the end of the conversation for a while. We 
kissed intermittently for about half an hour as we lay on 
the floor. Still shy about touching her too intimately, I 
caressed only her face and neck; she returned the favor a 
little more boldly down my chest. 

Gradually I wound up mostly on top of her and we clasped 
each other. She was aroused enough that her nipples 
showed under the sweater and I thrilled to feel her 
breasts move against me when we hugged but I was still 
too shy even to try cupping them through the sweater yet. 

*I* was also aroused, completely erect now, but if she 
could feel it between us, she didn't say or do anything. 
Neither of us was ready for any more yet and gradually 
our passions tapered off to a dull heat. After a final 
embrace and kiss in the doorway, Kim left to go back to 
her own place.

As soon as the door closed behind her I opened my 
trousers, freed my stiff cock from my underwear, and 
peeled them both down to step out of them. I laid face up 
on the comforter and began to masturbate. I thought of 
Kim kneeling next to me and imagined it was her hand on 
my penis as I methodically removed her clothing. 

Already halfway to orgasm from my encounter, I didn't get 
far in my fantasy. After stroking only a minute or two, 
about the time I was peeling down her panties in my mind, 
I climaxed. So anxious had I been, I hadn't fetched a 
tissue and as a massive measure of semen landed on my 
hand and shirt, her face and imagined body were what 
fired my erotic imagination.

We continued to see each other once or twice a week but 
with a lot more intimacy than before. At the film club, 
I'd put a hand on her flank, or hold her hand in mine and 
gently stroke the back of it and down the length of her 
fingers. 

We were lingering over a kiss before parting now, and 
when we were at each other's places, the kissing sessions 
after dinner were definitely escalating into necking 
sessions -- open-mouthed kissing with a lot of tongue-
play, her hand on the inside of my thigh and mine on 
hers, though not too far up if she was in a skirt, and 
caressing her breasts through her clothing ("first base" 
I suppose). 

Sometime during this period, though neither of us 
mentioned it out loud, we both became aware that we would 
eventually be making love. But not yet. By an unspoken 
mutual agreement we were letting the desire build.

I hadn't told Kim I was a virgin. During this period, in 
conversations, I found out that Kim had lost her 
virginity at age 19 and that I would be her sixth lover, 
including a marriage, which had failed after six months 
(he was an alcoholic). I jokingly asked what she'd think 
of a guy "our age" who was inexperienced sexually. 

"I'd think it was very strange," was her emphatic reply. 
Ulp. I vaguely mentioned a girl I'd known in junior 
college and "my one visit" to a bawdy house in the 
Pacific giving her the impression that I did have *some* 
experience sexually, but not much. About six months later 
I told her the truth and she said that I'd hidden it very 
well.

"There were a few fumbles at first," she said. "But no 
more than any new lover; nothing that made me say 'he 
doesn't know what he's doing!'" My biggest regret of the 
whole relationship was that I'd robbed her of the thrill 
of knowing she was my first at the time we did it. (Or is 
this strictly a "male thing?" Comments, ladies? Would you 
liked to have known?)

Then one night, when we were at Kim's place, an invisible 
barrier beyond simple necking was crossed. She was lying 
on her couch and I was kneeling on the floor by her head 
kissing her (again) and gently toying with a boob. Having 
been this far before, the warm resilience of her breasts, 
contained in a brassiere under a sweater or blouse, was 
familiar but this time she was wearing a blouse with the 
top button rather lower than usual and a teasing bit of 
the lace on her bra showed underneath. 

For the first time, I slipped a hand inside her blouse 
above that button to hold her left cup and the flesh it 
contained. Kim smiled, saying nothing, but her eyes were 
shining with the excitement. I massaged her breast a few 
times, thrilled at the soft warmth, intrigued to feel her 
nipple stiffen. Trembling by now, I withdrew, then 
unbuttoned her blouse down to where it disappeared into 
her skirt and spread it open, exposing all of her bra. It 
was pink in color, taut with its contents, and showed the 
peaks of her nipples.

Emboldened, I reached out and gently tweaked the two 
bumps, then went one step further. The bra was the front-
closure type with a plastic catch you snap open and slide 
apart, one side up and the other down. I did just that, 
peeled the cups open and out spilled her breasts, the 
first time I'd had any within reach.

They didn't spill far and her rose-pink nipples were 
offered in the center of their mounded breasts, almost a 
half-inch higher than the corrugated areolae that tended 
them. Her right breast had a small mole, inboard just 
about an inch from the nipple (I grew to love that mole 
in the next few months).

I had fixated on her tits rather than her face, though, 
or I might have noticed the doubt appearing in her eyes; 
I should have asked first. Before I could touch her soft 
treasures, Kim squirmed uncomfortably (jiggle!) and made 
a half-completed gesture to cover herself. Still holding 
the bra halves, I looked at her face with concern.

"No?" I asked softly.

"Ummmm," she said a little plaintively and shrinking a 
bit, obviously torn between disappointing me and feeling 
coerced.

"Okay," I said, and closed her bra, pulling the cups back 
over her breasts and snapping the catch closed. I 
probably could have stopped there but I resolutely 
buttoned her blouse back up before kissing her again, and 
caressing her through the blouse. Weeks later, when we 
were lovers, she told me that she hadn't been ready to 
"go all the way" and was afraid she'd to have to put up a 
fight.

"I wasn't ready either," I told her. "I was disappointed 
not to touch them, and would have loved to suck them but 
had no thoughts of getting you naked. Still, I could 
understand your reluctance; it was too much of an 
escalation and we might not have been able to stop. 
Anyway, they were *your* boobs. If you didn't want them 
played with I wasn't going to press the issue."

"That made it all right," she said. "It surprised me and 
I knew then that I could trust you. If you'd taken them 
out later I wouldn't have objected that time (now she 
tells me!) and that moment I knew for sure then that we 
were going to be lovers." Sometimes virtue is more than 
its own reward.

Events conspired, however, and that was the last time for 
several weeks that we were able to be that intimate. 
Somehow we didn't spend any time in each other's places 
and Kim was too shy for much petting in public places. 
One indicator of her growing trust and sense of intimacy 
with me was that while she would invariably wear a bra if 
we went to a restaurant or other lighted place, if our 
sole destination was the darkened theater club, she'd go 
without. 

We'd sit in the back row of the theater and miss a lot of 
the movie kissing and caressing. One glorious time, she 
guided my hand inside her blouse as we were saying 
goodbye in the car, so I took home the memory of a kiss 
and her breast filling my hand, a nipple between my 
fingers. But it was too light in the parking space to 
risk exposure so I hadn't *seen* it again. The desire, 
though, was building rapidly. I felt like a teen-ager.

Then, it was my thirtieth birthday, a Friday. Kim treated 
me to dinner at a Moroccan restaurant -- about a two-hour 
meal -- and yet another movie. Since we'd been in a 
restaurant she had a bra on this time so I was 
circumspect during the dinner and movie. After, though, 
we returned to my place "for some coffee." This was the 
first time we'd been alone since I'd overstepped, then 
retreated, and my libido was in full swing.

I was hoping, but I didn't say anything as we entered my 
apartment. Kim went into the bathroom as I started the 
coffee brewing. I heard the toilet flush, the sink run, 
and a minute later she came out, with her shoes in one 
hand and her pantyhose in the other. She'd never had a 
reason to remove them before; a thrill went through me.

"Does this mean you want to?" I asked, the first time 
either of us actually spoke aloud, however obliquely, 
what we both knew was going to happen.

"Uh huh," she answered shyly as she stashed the hose in 
her purse then came over and hugged me. "Happy birthday," 
she said before kissing me. I held her tight and we stood 
several seconds, rocking a bit.

I was still acquiring furniture after my stint in the 
Navy and didn't have much yet. There was a mattress, 
sheets, and blankets in the bedroom but absolutely no 
lights -- it was pitch dark in there. After explaining 
this problem to Kim, I said, "I want to see you; can we 
make love here in the living room?"

"Anywhere's fine," she said.

I didn't have a couch, either. There were a couple of 
beanbag chairs in which we had cuddled several times when 
we'd been talking, but they were a bit restrictive for 
what we had in mind tonight, so I got the comforter out 
again and spread it on the floor. 

I took off my shoes and socks and pulled the belt from my 
trousers before we laid down on the comforter to begin 
necking quite a bit more hungrily than ever before. In 
just a few minutes I was caressing her breasts inside her 
blouse and *very* shortly after that I was opening it. 
This time I pulled the tails out of the denim skirt she 
was wearing and removed it completely.

The bra she was wearing this time was another snap-front, 
black this time, and what wasn't lace was a bit 
transparent. Her desire to make love obviously was no 
spur of the moment impulse. I admired the dimly seen 
circles of her areolae while I knelt over her and she 
reached up to unbutton my shirt and remove it. I laid 
next to her, slipped a strap off her shoulder, and kissed 
where it had been a moment ago. Then we kissed open-
mouthed. 

As our tongues played, Kim caressed my chest and downward 
while I cupped her left breast, delving under the 
slackened cup to find the stiff nipple. When the kiss 
finally broke I sat up and wasted only a moment slipping 
the other strap off her shoulder and snapping the catch 
to free her breasts. I held the bra open while she 
shrugged her arms out of the straps, then I dropped it to 
take a boob in each hand and gently cup them.

Before I could get far in my erotic massage, Kim pulled 
me down and kissed me deeply, offering her tongue again. 
I sucked it in and offered mine in exchange. I could feel 
her twin treasures move against my chest as we shifted in 
our embrace. Then I worked my way down her front, kissing 
her chin, throat, and on down to between her breasts. I 
moved to the right, kissing that mole and onto the mound 
of her tit. There I teased the tip, licking the firm, 
fleshy bullet a few times before drawing it in as if to 
nurse. 

She began to sigh as I drew her nipple in deeply and 
massaged it between my tongue and the roof of my mouth. 
Meanwhile I played with her left breast with my right 
hand, clasping the warm, soft flesh and gently tugging 
the nipple. Then I switched breasts while I caressed her 
knee and north a few inches.

When my mouth got tired, I released her nipple, kissed 
her, then laid on my back next to her. Kim raised onto 
one elbow and caressed my chest some more (she told me 
later that she'd detected my chest hair through my shirt 
during our necking sessions and couldn't wait to play 
with it). 

Then she moved down my belly for a moment before opening 
my trousers and playing her fingers over the white jockey 
shorts I was wearing (virgin's underwear -- I soon bought 
sexier) sliding down alongside my penis to cup my balls a 
moment through the cotton while we kissed. A small part 
of me was beginning to worry because I wasn't erect yet.

Then, breasts swaying, she knelt over me and pulled my 
trousers off to toss them in the corner before lying next 
to me on her side, head to foot. Her hands up slipped up 
the inside of my thighs to caress the bulge in my briefs. 
I rolled to my side and returned the favor, sliding my 
right hand under her skirt, teasing the inside of her 
thighs as I headed north. 

When I reached her crotch, Kim lifted her upper leg a bit 
and I slid my fingertips along the edge of her panties, 
still hidden under her skirt. I slid two fingers up and 
down the warm flesh a couple of times before palming her 
love mound. She sighed once more and caressed my cock 
through my briefs.

After a minute of this, I withdrew my hand and sat up to 
work on getting her denim skirt off. The two buttons on 
the waistband were a bit of a struggle before they 
yielded. Then it was the work of a moment to unzip the 
side and pull her skirt off. I braced the backs of her 
knees with my arm and she heaved her bottom up a bit to 
help, then there she was in just her panties, such as 
they were, another clue that this evening had been 
planned before she left.

They were a light blue and opaque, but very brief. Cut 
low on the hips with scarcely more than strings of 
elastic on her hips, a small delta of a g-string over her 
mons was all that she had in front. Deep between her legs 
it was scarcely a half-inch wide over her pussy and a 
teasing bit of her pubes had escaped on either side. 

I moved between her legs, spread them wide and more hair 
escaped entirely, leaving just the innermost part of her 
sex hidden. I traced one slow finger down her center from 
the top edge of her panties to that thin strip of nylon 
between me and her vulva. Finally I was able to tear my 
eyes away from Kim's loins to her face where she was 
smiling broader than ever. It was time to ask the 
question.

"Are you protected? I have some condoms in the bathroom." 
This was a bit unusual in those pre-AIDS days but, like I 
said, it had been some weeks where we both knew we were 
going to "do it" and I'd done some shopping.

"Uh, huh," Kim replied. "An IUD; I'd prefer you bare."

I laid next to her, pulled her close, and we spent a few 
minutes embracing and kissing. She threw one leg over 
mine and I passed my upper hand down her back and onto 
her ass. Between the cut of her panties and the rolling 
around we'd already done, a good bit of her nether 
cleavage was already exposed. I slid one hand under the 
waistband to stroke and gently squeeze one soft, cool 
cheek a few times, then I pushed her back to roll on top 
of her. She spread her legs and cocked her pelvis to meet 
me as I put some weight on her. 

We embraced, then began humping in our underwear. We 
kissed and gasped as my cotton and her nylon ground 
together and she caressed my calves with her heels. I 
clasped her and could feel the stiff points of her 
breasts on my chest but the little alarm in me was louder 
now: I *still* wasn't erect. I told myself not to worry. 
The unobstructed sight of her pussy would get things 
started.

Gasping, I rolled off her onto my left side and Kim 
rolled to her right. We spent a moment caressing each 
other's faces and hair. "I love you, Kim," I said and 
slid a hand into her panties. It passed over the thicket 
of her pubes and down until my fingers were between her 
thighs, then I curled them slightly to sink my middle 
finger into the wet slit of her pussy.

"I love you too," she said and slid *her* hand into my 
briefs to grasp the head of my penis (I'm circumcised). 
She didn't say anything about its lack of firmness.

We spent only a minute like this. Her panties were tight 
so there wasn't a lot of room to play around in, and the 
thin waistband was uncomfortable on the back of my hand. 
I soon sat up and knelt beside her knees again. Her 
disarrayed panties were not doing much to protect her 
modesty; they had slipped down so a good bit of her bush 
was showing at the top and that half-inch band over her 
pussy was slack, so it teased more than hid. I slipped my 
thumbs under the strings at the sides to finish the job. 

As I pulled the last bit of her clothing down, fully 
exposing her love mound in front, a second, perfectly 
timed heave of her bottom let the seat clear and a moment 
later the skimpy nylon was down to her ankles and tossed 
aside. 

I stared entranced at my first nude woman. She lay as 
demurely as she could stark naked as my gaze roved her 
body, from closed thighs to the brunette triangle at the 
center of her womanly hips to the sexy indentation of her 
navel to her rosy-nippled breasts, then finally her face. 

She seemed a bit unsure, as if finally revealed, she 
would not appeal to me; one knee slid partially over the 
top of the other as she instinctively strived to protect 
her sex. "God, you're beautiful," I managed to whisper. 
Kim's smile returned, and she relaxed. Then in final 
surrender, she drew her legs up and open, offering her 
secret flesh.

I sat for a while, admiring her while I caressed the 
insides of her thighs. Her pubic hair had never been 
trimmed, so it was quite lush, filling the whole vee of 
her mons and continuing between her legs onto her outer 
lips on either side. It was so lush, in fact, I could see 
nothing of Kim's pussy itself, just her sexual fur, and 
it was months later before I discovered the mole she had 
on her mound just to the side of the cleft.

After a minute, I slid my hands up her thighs and with my 
thumbs found where her outer lips touched and slowly 
teased them apart. Upwards I slid my thumbs, exposing 
Kim's inner flesh like a moist tropical fruit. In the 
center, her coral-colored inner lips were very short so 
even without parting them I could see the closed mouth of 
her vagina and the round head of her clitoris. 

It was small -- the shaft was buried in the flesh of her 
mound and just the end peeped from the hood in the center 
of her cleft. All of the instruction books I'd read told 
how sensitive women's clits were so I carefully pushed 
the hood back to fully expose her pea-sized glans, then 
gently touched it.

"Is this too much?" I asked.

"No," she sighed. "Keep it up."

As it turned out, Kim *loved* to have her clitoris played 
with quite firmly, as have the other lovers I have had 
since. I don't know if I've run into a bunch of horny 
women or if those pre-sexual revolution women (those were 
*old* books) were more sensitive than today's.

I toyed with Kim's button for a minute, pushing the hood 
up and down over the firm, short shaft where it emerged 
from her flesh and ever so gently stroking the head with 
my thumb. Kim began to sigh and rock her pelvis in coital 
motions. Continuing to massage her clit with its own 
hood, with my other hand I parted her moist inner lips 
and slid my middle finger deep into the rose heat her 
vagina. 

She was warm and slippery inside and I could hear a quiet 
"glick" as I pumped that digit in and out of her pussy. 
She sighed again and continued to buck her hips in 
counterpoint to my thrusting, eyes closed. I abandoned 
her clit to concentrate on stroking her pussy, inserted 
my ring finger, and stimulated her with the other fingers 
on her outer labia.

Meanwhile the alarm in my head was very loud now. Here I 
was, seeing the woman I loved naked, finger-fucking her, 
and my cock might as well have been in the next county 
for all the attention it was paying. What would it take? 
I paused, stripped off my briefs without taking my 
fingers out of her (yes, it was awkward) and resumed 
stroking her. The thrill of being nude with her was muted 
by my traitorous cock.

Eyes still closed, Kim raised her knees higher and began 
to toy with her nipples, breathing deeply. I inserted my 
index finger and plunged all three into her from the 
shoulder, rotating my wrist back and forth as I did so. 
Meanwhile I was stimulating my limp penis with my other 
hand, trying to get *some* kind of a rise so it could 
join the fun. Nothing.

After a few minutes, she moved one hand down to cover 
mine and I upped the tempo. Her other hand joined in to 
play with her clitoris, then a moment later she inhaled 
sharply, convulsed once, then sighed quietly. (I was to 
find out that this was a typical orgasm for Kim -- she 
wasn't a screamer.) 

I pulled out of her cunt and she opened her eyes to smile 
at me. My whole front tingled as I realized a woman was 
seeing me naked for the first time, but if anything, my 
penis shrank a bit. If she was surprised to see a 
dangling dick, she didn't say anything, but instead 
opened her arms in invitation.

I laid down on top of her in an embrace again and we 
ground our genitals together. Kim had her legs spread 
wide and I lay between them, thrusting my hips down as 
she bucked upwards to meet me. All in all it was a good 
imitation of missionary fucking except there was no 
penetration. I could feel her wet pussy lips slide up and 
down my soft shaft and I shifted my hips a bit so that I 
could reach down to rub the head directly on her vulva -- 
nothing.

Desperate by now I sat up and knelt again, scooting close 
to her and grasping my penis just behind the glans to rub 
it up and down her slit. Then I tried to stuff it into 
her pussy. The old expression of "trying to shoot pool 
with a rope" went through my head. I had no trace of an 
erection. Whether it was first-time jitters, the late 
hour or what, I was completely impotent.

"It's just not working," I said in despair.

"That's all right," she replied, opening her arms again, 
and I laid down into her embrace.

Wait a minute. I can hear the audience out there now: 
"What's *with* these two? Didn't they ever hear about 
oral stimulation?" from the more erudite. "What about a 
fuckin' blowjob?" from the troglodytes. Let's digress a 
bit.

This was before VCRs made porn available in your living 
room. I'd been to one of those raincoat theaters only a 
couple times so my actually *seeing* oral sex was 
limited. In any event, to ask for lingual attention flat 
never occurred to me.

As for Kim, well this is conjecture because I never asked 
her, but I think it never occurred to her either. She was 
actually conservative about sex (as I found out in the 
next few months and especially when I had another 
partner). The positions we used almost always were 
missionary (like everyone), and female superior with an 
occasional side-by-side thrown in. 

We tried some of the milder variations only a time or 
two, but not even something as exotic as rear entry 
(doggie style). Anal intercourse was right out -- I never 
dared to ask -- and we had oral sex exactly once, as part 
of foreplay about a year after we started. I loved eating 
her pussy and the taste of her musk but I could tell that 
she was experimenting and little tentative; my thought at 
the time was that she'd never had a cock in her mouth 
before.

Don't get me wrong; Kim was no prude. She enjoyed sex and 
loved orgasms but I think that she was put off by the ... 
mechanics of intercourse like fluids escaping. As an 
example, my wife loved playing with semen. Sometimes I 
would pull out when I climaxed, ejaculate on her front, 
and watch her anoint her nipples with my cum and rub it 
into her bush. 

If I'd done that with Kim, she'd have been disgusted. In 
any event she never went down on me again and declined 
whenever I offered to eat her. In short, I didn't ask and 
she didn't offer; it may well have not worked anyway. 
Back to the story.

We went back to humping each other; Kim spread her legs 
again, I pressed my scrotum into the area where her clit 
was and we continued the motions of coitus. The underside 
of my flaccid penis dragged up and down the nest of her 
pubes and the mouth of her pussy anointed my balls but 
there was no trace of an erection in me. I wanted to give 
her another orgasm so after a few minutes I shifted a bit 
to the side and rhythmically pressed into her mound with 
my thigh. 

She reached down to grasp my cock, squeeze it gently in 
time with my thrusts and rub that sensitive part in the 
cleft of the glans. It felt nice but not what I was 
hoping for when we had started. After a few minutes she 
clasped me to her as she climaxed again, then I climbed 
off to lay beside her to alternate between caressing her 
breasts and toying with her pussy. She milked my cock and 
played with my balls in their sack but there still was no 
response.

We spent some minutes kissing and caressing each other 
while we murmured how much we loved each other, just as 
if we'd just made love (Which I guess we had -- I just 
hadn't mounted her) but it was quite late by then so, 
yawning, Kim went into the bedroom and slipped under the 
sheets while I locked up (and luckily remembered to turn 
out the heater under the forgotten coffee). 

I turned out the last light and cautiously went into the 
dark bedroom to slide under the sheets next to Kim. 
"Don't worry about it," she said, then she gave me a kiss 
before turning her back to me so we could spoon, and soon 
fell asleep. Fat chance not worrying about it. I lay 
there for some time, snuggled close with one hand cupping 
a breast, wondering if I'd do better in the morning.

#

We woke up at about the same time in the grey light. 
Whatever dreams I'd had were forgotten but they must have 
been erotic because I had a hard on like a broom handle. 
Not wanting to risk literally pissing it away I didn't 
get up for the bathroom but, instead, rolled toward Kim. 
My erection poked her thigh, then moved between us as she 
turned toward me and we embraced. 

Kim smiled broadly, as if to say, "told you." Silently, 
we started foreplay under the covers. Both of us being 
nude, things progressed quite a bit faster than the night 
before. After some caressing and a little nursing at her 
always delightful nipples, we soon zeroed in on each 
other's naughty bits and in no time I was probing her 
dampening pussy as she cupped my balls and stroked my 
gloriously erect cock. It felt much more erotic than the 
night before.

By now we were both hot under the covers so I threw them 
back, exposing Kim's naked form. She reached behind and 
bunched the pillow against the wall to use it to prop her 
head. I reversed and laid next to Kim, on my side with my 
penis jutting towards her. 

She raised her knees and spread them, offering her pussy 
so I reached under her thighs, found her clit, and slid 
the hood up and down with one hand and, with the other, 
stroked her inner lips and delved between them. She 
continued to stroke and squeeze my cock, spreading the 
seepage from its eye over the glans, and teasing my balls 
in their sack by running a fingertip lightly over them. 
It was the first time anyone else had touched my erection 
and my gaze alternated between the sights of her hand 
wrapped around my penis and my fingers disappearing into 
her pussy.

We continued to masturbate each other for several 
minutes, slowly escalating the intensity. I was 
completely caught up in the eroticism of the moment and 
would have continued to climax. But Kim had no intention 
of forgetting her birthday gift. She paused, gave my 
shaft a firm squeeze, then commanded, "I want this in 
me." The moment had come.

We released each other's sex organs and Kim slid down to 
offer herself as she had the night before. I knelt yet 
again between her knees but unlike the night before, I 
was ready to take up her offer: my cock was at a 45-
degree salute. I drew her hips up, moved forward, penis 
wobbling, and thrust against her moist vulva with its 
underside. 

After a few strokes Kim reached down, spread herself open 
with one hand and grasped my cock with the other to force 
it downward and wedge it into the entrance of her pussy 
in unspoken urgent invitation. I raised up off my 
haunches, thrust forward while she guided, and closed my 
eyes to savor the sensation of my penis sinking into a 
woman's body.

Kim's pussy was very tight, possibly because she'd been 
sexually inactive for six months. Later she told me that 
I was the biggest she'd had but I have the suspicion that 
she was stroking my ego (I'm six inches if you mash the 
ruler into my pubis hard enough). 

I penetrated about an inch, then began rhythmically 
pushing to gain a bit at a time. After a few pushes she 
released me to clutch the sheets on either side as I 
thrust in deeper. Once I withdrew entirely and 
distributed her juices along my shaft before mounting her 
to penetrate another inch. There was a tube of jelly in 
the bathroom but I sure as hell wasn't going to stop and 
get it. 

Slowly, the warm, liquid heat of Kim's pussy enveloped my 
turgid cock until, with a final thrust, the back of her 
thighs met the front of mine, our respective pubic 
patches meshed, and I was in her in up to my balls. To 
this day, my favorite part of the whole sexual act is 
that first thrust into my partner, not that I hate the 
other parts.

The thought that my cock was finally in someone's cunt 
overwhelmed me and I crouched over Kim's body a moment, 
fighting the urge to climax instantly. The moment passed 
then and I began to copulate. Just a fraction of an inch 
per stroke at first, then longer and longer as Kim's 
vagina relaxed making it easier for me to invade it. She 
began to buck against my thrusting and drew her legs up, 
inviting me in even deeper. I guided her ankles over my 
shoulders, she hooked her knees on them, and I looked 
down a few strokes, watching my lance slide into of her 
soft target.

"You're doing it!" I thought excitedly. "You're finally 
fucking someone for real!" The wet glide of Kim's pussy 
felt totally different from those innumerable times I had 
masturbated. I withdrew and marveled a moment at how my 
penis looked in mid-copulation -- red from coital 
friction and glistening from the vaginal lubrication it 
was anointed with. I stretched out, putting my legs 
behind me, reached down to guide my cock back into her 
waiting cunny, and resumed stroking.

Kim had kept her calves on my shoulders during this 
process allowing maximum penetration. Bent double, she 
still managed to thrust back, raising her ass off the 
mattress to meet my downward plunges. Our loins pounded 
together with enough intensity that her breasts rippled 
with each thrust. I clasped them in both hands, paying 
particular attention to her erected nipples. She caressed 
my chest and belly a few times before shifting to grasp 
my hips in her hands, urging me deeper.

Neither of us spoke but we grinned at each other with our 
mutual pleasure. Again and again I eagerly jabbed my 
penis into Kim's pussy. Again and again she bucked 
upward, meeting my every thrust. To be honest, all 
thought of pleasuring her was driven out of my mind. My 
only thought was to ram my cock into her as hard and as 
fast as I could before the incredible erotic excitement I 
was feeling triggered a climax in me.

It soon came. "Oh, Kim, I'm cumming," I managed to gasp, 
speared her one last time and held her tight. It wasn't a 
big one, as orgasms go. My cock twitched only a couple of 
times and it didn't feel as if I ejaculated much, but 
that didn't matter. For the first time in my life I was 
climaxing in someone I loved, depositing my semen in a 
pussy instead of a tissue.

After the pulsing subsided, I moved Kim's legs off my 
shoulders and on either side of my waist, then I 
carefully laid down on her, staying inside her and laying 
my head between her breasts. We stayed like that for a 
few minutes while my erection subsided; I could feel my 
penis start to creep out of her as it shrank. Then Kim 
slipped a hand between us just above her pubes. "My 
bladder's full," she complained and I pulled back to slip 
out of her cunny and helped her up.

She disappeared into the bathroom a minute while I 
contemplated the appearance of my freshly fucked phallus 
and matted pubic hair. As soon as she came out, I slipped 
in and let out what seemed like a quart of urine. I 
quickly washed my hands and also rinsed the sex-fluids 
off my penis and dried it. It was still early Saturday 
morning and I was hopeful for another session. Besides, 
Kim hadn't had an orgasm yet. 

When I came out she was sitting with the covers up to her 
waist, back propped against the wall, hands demurely in 
her lap. I thrilled as she looked at me frankly, pausing 
her gaze at my cock, then smiled. For my part, I enjoyed 
the sight of her bare breasts; after a good ogle I slid 
in beside her. We kissed and caressed, her hand on my 
chest, mine down low on her belly, just above her bush.

"That was pretty good," I said, hoping that she hadn't 
detected that I had no basis for comparison.

"Yeah, I liked it," Kim replied, her smile bigger.

"But I was too quick; you didn't climax this morning, did 
you?" I protested. My cock stirred a bit as I imagined it 
slipping into her pussy a second time.

"That's okay. I got plenty last night. I knew I was right 
about you when you when you continued to make love any 
way you could rather than get angry or sulk."

"I want to feel your orgasm when I'm in you," I insisted 
and caressed her face and abdomen. She said nothing but 
caressed back and our lips were soon locked again and we 
slid to horizontal.

I pulled her close and passed a hand down her back and 
onto the globe of her ass. From there I slid it to our 
thighs then up the valley between our bodies until I 
reached the swell of her left breast. She pulled away a 
bit and I played with the nipple she'd exposed in what 
was already a familiar ritual. When it stiffened I slid 
down a bit and suckled again. She caressed the back of my 
head as I nursed for a minute.

My hand was busy between us. It crept down her belly and 
through the damp thicket of her bush. Kim raised her 
upper leg a bit and I slipped between them, found her 
clitoral hood and began to stroke it. Her hand moved down 
*my* body but it couldn't quite reach my cock so I turned 
her nipple loose and slid back up to kiss her. Her hand 
found my penis then slid down to cup my balls before 
returning to my cock. 

Encircling the shaft she squeezed it a few times then 
began to toy with just the head, finding the weeping slit 
in the end and lubricating the glans. My cock began to 
stir in response. After some minutes I was partially 
erect again, so I pulled my hand from between us, held 
her tight, and rolled back, pulling Kim on top of me. 
"This time you're in charge," I said.

She lay full length on top and ground her hips against 
mine a few times. The tickling of her pubic hair made my 
cock fully hard. Then she slid up a few inches, spread 
her legs and grasped my penis to hold it vertical, then 
slid back down, trapping it in her labial groove, her 
legs outside mine. 

We were heating up again so I slid the covers down to our 
knees then moved my hands up to cup her ass cheeks as she 
began to grind against me in earnest. Her pubic bone 
pressed hard on mine, her wet cunt lips slid up and down 
my shaft and I could feel the muscles of her ass bunch 
and relax as she humped her pelvis against mine. 

After a few strokes, I reached further down and found 
where the knob of my penis was intermittently appearing, 
grasped it, and pulled upward, forcing it into the 
crevice of her ass. Kim cocked her pelvis and spread her 
legs wider so that her clit was in contact with my cock 
and went to town, losing herself to pleasure as she 
massaged my glans on her ass and her clitoris against my 
penis and pubis.

I had a hand left over so I caressed her breast flattened 
between us. She rolled a bit to the side, freeing it, so 
I found the nipple and began pinching it in time with her 
humping. After just a short time I felt her tense and 
hold her breath a moment as she climaxed; then she 
relaxed.

I released my cock and her tit to embrace her as we 
kissed, then Kim drew her knees out and upward so that 
she was crouching on me, her knees on either side. She 
raised up and her suspended breasts hung over my face 
like ripe fruit. I latched onto a nipple and began to 
suckle while she rocked back and forth a bit, pulling her 
tit tight as I sucked it. My hands were busy at her 
pussy, sliding up and down the area between her inner and 
outer lips and playing with her clit, but teasing her by 
not penetrating her.

Kim pulled her breast free with a quiet snick then tucked 
her head to look between us. My cock, probably the most 
erect it had been in my life, stood suspended several 
inches over my belly. She shifted backwards and as her 
pussy approached, I tensed my pelvic muscles to raise my 
penis even higher. Kim maneuvered around a bit until, 
without guidance from either of us, the head slipped into 
her vulva. 

Kim paused and I could see the excitement rise in her 
eyes, then she pushed back and down to impale herself on 
me. Either she was still stretched or her orgasm had made 
her wetter, but my cock slipped into her with one 
delicious stroke this time. For the second time in my 
life I had the exquisite pleasure of penetrating a 
lover's body.

Still crouching, Kim began to slowly move. I lay 
perfectly still and let the tight sheath of her vagina 
ever so slowly massage my cock and, as always, it felt 
wonderful. She thought so, too, for, eyes closed, she 
gave a little sigh of pleasure every few strokes. After 
about five minutes her breathing grew ragged and she bore 
down on me as she enjoyed a small climax.

When she was under control again she sat upright and 
began fucking in earnest. Braced on her hands and 
grinning down at me she would raise several inches -- 
just short of letting me slip out -- then drop heavily to 
drive my cock deep into her. 

I got a delightful intermittent view of my red, wet penis 
at the base of her pubic triangle. Every few strokes I 
would buck upward to meet her downstroke and she'd gasp 
at the extra-deep penetration. Above, her luscious tits 
oscillated wildly with each stroke and I reached up to 
cup her breasts and squeeze the nipples between my 
fingers.

This must have been the final straw for, seconds later 
Kim climaxed, the biggest I'd seen so far. She doubled 
her pace then threw her head back and held her breath 
several seconds before groaning as an orgasmic flush 
appeared between her breasts. I could feel her pussy 
rhythmically clench my penis as she still rode it. This, 
in turned, triggered my own orgasm and as she finally 
sighed and relaxed I clasped her to me, sharply thrust up 
into her twice, and exploded.

This climax was much stronger than my first. *I* groaned 
aloud this time as my cock pulsed a half-dozen times. We 
kissed open-mouthed as I strained to stay deep within 
Kim, and I could feel a stream of semen spurt into her 
with each spasm. Then my ejaculation finished with a 
series of weak twitches, almost a fluttering. I released 
her and we lay still for several minutes, getting our 
breath back. Then Kim raised her hips to let my cock 
slide out of her and lay on her side in the crook of my 
arm.

"Oh, Kim, *that* was how it should be," I murmured. "I 
could feel you squeeze me when you climaxed."

"Yeah, I could feel you throbbing inside me, too," she 
said. "I hope it's like this every time." We relaxed in 
the afterglow a for a bit, then her pussy started to 
leak. She gave me a quick kiss, got up, and went into the 
bathroom to shower (like I said, she didn't like this 
part of making love) while I went into the kitchen to 
toast some bagels and make another pot of coffee.

After blotting the wet spot we breakfasted nude in bed, 
telling each other how wonderful it was. I kissed her 
breasts and played a bit with her pussy, and she with my 
cock but we were both pretty satiated sexually so we 
didn't have a third go 'round.

Kim had already made plans for the day with some other 
friends of hers, so after we dressed I took her back to 
her apartment. That was the beginning, though, and we saw 
each other and made love several times that week, mostly 
at her place (she had a water bed).

Kim and I were together two years after that, seeing each 
other exclusively, taking weekend trips and vacations 
together, and making love as the mood struck. After the 
first year I would have loved to marry her but she was an 
independent woman, and refused to make anything 
permanent. 

I think getting stung in that marriage had soured her on 
the idea of getting too close. We'd stay overnight when 
we made love but never did move in together. Finally I 
got insistent and she'd had enough. One black day she 
told me she didn't want to see me any more, and that was 
that.

I was quite a while getting over it, but I did, and took 
a couple of lovers before I stole a man's wife and 
married *her* (but that's another story).

END

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