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Archive name: react2.txt (MF, mc)
Authors name: Andy G. (otisblues@hotmail.com)
Story title : Reaction Formation - 2

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Reaction Formation - 2 (MF, mc)
by Andy G. (otisblues@hotmail.com)

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A man develops a program of mind control utilizing 
the Freudian defense mechanism of Reaction Formation. 
Various unexpected results are discovered.

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CHAPTER 2

The next week was mostly uneventful for Kathy at 
work. However, at home things were very different. 
Kathy masturbated every night that week. In the past 
she would never even thought such behavior was 
possible for her. Kathy also remembered to write of 
her experiences in her secret journal for Doug. 

"Dear Journal," she wrote as her first entry. "I just 
finished having a wonderful sexual experience with 
myself. It took about 30 minutes of rubbing my pussy 
to obtain an orgasm that lasted about several 
minutes. It was very nice. I feel very guilty that I 
even did it but even more so because while I rubbed 
myself I was thinking about Doug. My feeling of guilt 
and shame made me even hornier. The guiltier I feel 
the more I want to touch myself and that just 
increases the guilt. I can't believe this circle I am 
in."

"Dear Journal, I just finished masturbating again. I 
can't believe I continue to do this. It feels really 
great but I am disgusted with myself. This time I 
thought about being naked at the beach. All the men 
would see me and want to touch me. I can't believe 
that I liked that image but it was a great turn on."

"Dear Journal, Here I go again. I just finished 
masturbating thinking about Doug fucking me in the 
butt. I have never had real sex but today I used a 
small cucumber and put it inside me. It was a very 
intense experience and I loved it but know that it is 
wrong. I just can't stop doing it. I wonder what Doug 
will say when he reads this. I can't believe that I 
look forward to showing him this journal and telling 
him how I feel about my sex."

On Sunday Kathy dressed in her normal conservative 
dress for Mass with one major difference. While 
dressing she suddenly decided to not wear panties. 
Kathy could not believe she did this but also could 
not believe the sensual feelings she had as she 
walked into the Church.

She could feel her pussy moisten as she walked to her 
normal seat in the sanctuary. She sat with her normal 
crowd that included a few teenagers who were in her 
Sunday School Class and two other women her age. 
Kathy wondered if she was the only one not wearing 
panties. 

"Dear Journal, "I just can't believe what I just did. 
I went to Mass without panties and it was totally 
exciting. When I arrived home from Mass and I could 
not control myself. I began to touch myself as soon 
as I walked inside. I lifted my dress and began to 
rub my already moistened pussy. My clit was already 
swollen and very sensitive.

Then I can't believe I began to think about Father 
John. His image popped into my mind and as soon as it 
did I began to cum. I could not stop myself. I did 
not want to stop myself. It was the most intense 
orgasm I have had since Doug fucked me in the ass. I 
really feel bad but even as I write this my pussy is 
itching again and I can't get Father John out of my 
mind."

During the week that Kathy wrote in her Journal, Doug 
was pondering over what his next move was. He was 
thoroughly enjoying his research. It was both an 
intellectual stimulating experience and of course 
like every man he liked to empty his nuts. In fact 
Doug had masturbated everyday since he affair with 
Kathy's ass. It seems as if his libido had returned. 
After his wife had left Doug has mostly lost his 
desire for women. Now it had returned and he was 
anxious to formulate his next experiment since the 
one with Kathy went so well.

Doug did not make it to Mass but made a mental note 
to check on Kathy in the near future to see if she 
was keeping her journal. He was very interested in 
visiting her conflicted mind and exploring her 
various cognitions. He hypothesized it would be very 
interesting and hot. For now though he decided a trip 
to the mall might give him some insight into where 
his investigation should proceed. He decided to take 
his boom box and a few special CD's.

The largest mall was located about 15 minutes south 
of Doug's house. It had a very nice park around it. 
Here people would walk and skate on the nice 
sidewalks that were covered by large oak trees. It 
was a very pleasant place that many people enjoyed.

Doug had prepared a special program on one of his 
CD's that he wanted to try on a group of people. It 
had special messages on it that he theorized would 
have special appeal to individuals whose major 
defense against forbidden sexual impulses was 
reaction formation. He carried his small boom box and 
sat down under a tree next to one of the major 
pathways. He turned on the music loud enough it could 
be heard within a 10 or 20 yards and sat back to see 
what would happen.

Several people passed without given him notice. Then 
a woman that looked to be in her 40's slowed her pace 
dramatically as she passed and he could see a dreamy 
sort of look appear on her face as she passed. He 
noted her hand casually drop and quickly touch 
herself between the legs. As he watched she passed on 
and almost stumbled. As she got out of range of the 
music she looked around for a moment. She saw Doug 
sitting there watching her and she blushed and then 
quickly preceded with her walk.

Doug was surprised to see her pass again. This time 
she stopped when she heard the music and walked over 
to Doug.

"What kind of music is that you are playing?" she 
asked.

"Just some alternate Jazz that I like," he replied 
noting that her hand was hanging down dangerously 
closed to her crotch.

"It is really different," she said.

"Yeah, I like it," he replied as he noticed her face 
begin a pink flushed look. Also her hand was now 
touching her running shorts between her legs. As Doug 
watched she began to rub her crotch. At this point 
though she saw Doug watching her and looked down to 
observe herself rubbing her pussy in public.

"I don't know what I'm doing," she said and quickly 
moved on. Doug did not see her again.

A man who looked about 30 approached the perimeter of 
the music and stopped. He looked and saw Doug and 
walked over to him. 

Doug said, "Hi, how's it going?"

The man looked at Doug and said, "Okay, I guess. I 
feel kind of funny."

"What do you mean?" Doug inquired.

"I don't know. It feels strange talking to you, I 
like the music," the man said quietly.

Doug had not really considered the idea that men 
would be just as affected as women. But in the 
interest of his research he decided to pursue the 
matter. 

"So tell what is your name?"

"Bill," the man answered.

"Well Bill those are some nice shorts you have on."

"Thanks."

Doug decided to test his theories on Bill. "Come over 
here on the other side of these bushes for a minute," 
Doug instructed. 

Bill followed.

"What do you think of gay people?"

"They all ought to be hung," he said with an angry 
scowl. "I hate fags."

"Sounds like reaction formation," Doug noted to 
himself.

They were now pretty much hidden by the trees and 
bushes from the other walkers. 

"Pull down your shorts," Doug commanded wondering how 
this would work on a guy who said he hated Gays.

The man pulled down his short and jock strap 
revealing a 6-inch limp dick.

"So you ever suck one of those?" Doug asked.

"No, well yes, no, I shouldn't have," the man 
stuttered. He was obviously disturbed by the question

"What do you are trying to say?"

"When I was a kid my older brother made me suck him. 
Then my friend Tommy and I use to play these games 
where we would suck each other off."

"Tell me about the games?" Doug questioned further.

"We would play strip poker or some other game till 
one of us was naked. Then we would either get into a 
wrestling match or something where we would be close 
to each other. By then our dicks would be hard and we 
would see who could cum first. Sometimes we would 
shoot our loads on each other, we sometimes humped on 
each other, and sometimes one of us would the suck 
the other," Bill explained.

"Do you like the taste of cum?"

"Yes I love it. We used to shoot off in our ice cream 
and eat it. Sometimes when I cooked at home I shoot 
off in the gravy and then serve it to the rest of the 
family," Bill confessed.

"Really, do you ever do that now?" Bill asked finding 
the discussion very interesting. He also noticed that 
Bill's dick was sticking straight out. He also 
noticed that his dick was hard in his pants.

"I can't believe I am telling you all this," the man 
said with a brief shocked expression that soon settle 
back into a dreamy look. "Yes, I do that often now. 
People do not know my famous barbeque sauce has about 
a quarter cup of sperm in every batch. People love 
it. Sometimes I also will prepare cheese noodles for 
my daughter and her friends. I will give that a good 
dose of sperm right at the end and stir it in good. 
They all love my noodles. I get some turned on 
watching them eat my sperm seasoned food."

Doug was learning things about himself during this 
investigation. He was quite turned on by the man's 
story. Doug had never had any type of sex with 
another guy but wondered about it now. However, he 
had to be careful since this area was patrolled 
rather well.

"Is there anything else you do that is a bit out of 
the ordinary?" Doug asked.

"I guess you might say that my liking to peek at my 
daughter when she is naked is out of the ordinary," 
Bill replied.

"Tell me about her."

"My daughter just turned 18 and will graduate this 
year. She has a nice body that is very trim," Bill 
explained.

"She have nice boobies?" Doug quizzed.

"Oh yeah, they are perfect and just about every time 
I have seen them their nipples were nice and perky," 
Bill said.

"How about her pussy? Have you seen that?"

"Yeah, it has a small patch of neatly trimmed hair 
and pretty pink lips," Bill said with a smile on his 
face. He was really enjoying telling Doug all these 
forbidden things.

"She sounds great," Doug said when he made a 
decision. 

"Come over to me," Doug instructed as he pulled down 
his pants revealing his hard cock.

"Bill I want to give you a little present. Get on 
your knees and suck my cock," Doug commanded. Doug 
had never had a guy suck him off but decided this was 
a good time to begin.

Bill hesitated a moment and then knelt besides Doug. 
He then took Doug's dick inside his mouth and began 
to suck.

"Now when you feel me cum, I want to swallow all of 
it. When you feel me begin to cum it will be a major 
turn-on for you and you will also cum. Do you 
understand?"

"Ugggggg," was all he could say since his mouth was 
full of Doug's cock.

This experience was quickly getting to Doug. This 
first time experience for Doug was a turn on and Bill 
was doing a good job. Doug had never done anything 
like this particularly out in the open on public 
property and this fact added to the excitement. Doug 
quickly began to feel his balls contract and that 
familiar rush begin. True to his instruction Bill 
swallowed the ample amount of cum and as Doug's cock 
pumped it first load, Bill's dick also erupted.

When they were through Doug pulled up his pants and 
instructed Bill to do the same.

"Clean up your face," Doug said as he led Bill back 
to where they were originally standing. Bill used his 
hand and licked the remainder of the cum off his 
face. He then wipes his own dick and licked up some 
of that cum also.

"Bill you will remember this and you will remember 
how good it was for me to have control over you. When 
we meet again the same will be true. I now want you 
to begin keeping a log of the various sexual 
experiences you have. They can be shooting off in 
food, having sex with your wife, masturbating, 
watching your daughter, or whatever you do that 
related to sex. I also want to know about any 
conflicts you might have regarding these feelings and 
acts. Keep a secret journal of these events and then 
a month from today bring me that journal. We can meet 
right here."

"Do you understand?" Doug asked

"Yes, I understand. I will keep the journal," Bill 
replied.

With that Doug turned off the music. The dreamy look 
faded from Bill's face. He looked around, licked his 
lips, and looked at Doug. "What on earth just 
happened?"

"I don't know, what do you think happened?" 

"I sucked you off, and then came myself," Bill said 
in disbelief.

"Ok, if that is what you think then I guess so," Doug 
said with a smile.

"Go home and keep that journal for me. I can't wait 
to hear more about your sperm seasoned food and 
you're peeking on your daughter," Doug said and 
turned to walk away.

Doug turned and saw Bill just standing there with a 
dumb look on his face.

This certainly had been another interesting day. 
However, he still wanted to go by Kathy's and see 
what she had written. It was a short drive to her 
apartment. She greeted him at the door with a very 
confused look on her face. It was both friendly and 
hateful at the same time. Doug felt the conflict as 
he entered but knew his research must continue.

"Hi Kathy," he said as he entered the apartment.

"Hi, Doug," Kathy said hating it that her pussy was 
already responding to his mere presence. She could 
feel his little clit become puffy.

"Let's see the journal," Doug asked making the 
assumption she completed her task.

Kathy went in the bedroom and brought back a small 
notebook. It had several entries and Doug sat and 
read them.

"Wow that is really something you have the hots for 
Father John." Doug was even surprised by this.

Kathy's face had turn a deep pink and she felt the 
embarrassment rise through her body. It was made even 
worse by the intense itch she was having between her 
legs. 

"Do you ever go to confession with Father John?" Doug 
asked.

"Yes, sometimes," Kathy could not believe how turned 
on she was by allowing Doug to read her most intimate 
thoughts.

"When will be the next confessional," Doug asked 
already formulating his next move.

"Thursday, I think," she answered.

"Ok, then on Thursday go to confession. While there 
tell Father John that you have suddenly developed an 
irresistible desire to masturbate. Tell him how you 
love to rub your pussy but feel this is wrong. Also 
tell him that you now don't wear panties at all. 
Don't wear any panties to confession and inform him 
of that. You might find you want to rub your pussy 
while talking to him. Is that understood?"

"Yes," Kathy said fighting the urge to let her hand 
slip between her legs.

"And I want a full report of what he says, what you 
say, how you act, and how you felt. Is that 
understood?" Doug finished with his instructions.

"Yes," Kathy answered.

"Ok I have to go but I will be back for the report 
sometime after Thursday," Doug said as he got up to 
go. Doug would have liked to taken a few privileges 
with Kathy but he had just shot his load and he was 
feeling quite content.

Kathy was upset as she let Doug out the door. She 
wanted to perform for him. She wanted him to see her 
pussy and then maybe even another ass fucking. She 
could not believe how much she liked this. As he 
walked to his car the postman stopped and delivered 
Kathy a small package. Kathy knew what it was.

As soon as Doug left Kathy quickly shed her clothing. 
She had been shopping the previous week on the 
Internet. She could have never gone in a store and 
bought such a thing. Kathy quickly opened the package 
to reveal two different vibrators shaped remarkably 
like a penis. There was also a butt plug that Kathy 
could not wait to insert. It filled her very full and 
she came almost instantly before she could even begin 
to use the vibrators.

Kathy spent the remainder of the afternoon in 
ecstasy. Her guilt only served to further the 
pleasurable sensations. Her thoughts of Father John 
simply added to the fun but she was afraid there 
would be a price to be paid for this decadent joy she 
was feeling.

Kathy was also worried over the consequences of her 
next confession with Father John.

Continued in part 3...

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