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Story title : Reaction Formation - 1
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Reaction Formation: Beginning The Experiment (MF, mc)
by Andy G. (otisblues@hotmail.com)
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A man developes a technique for mind control that he uses
to experiment on a number of individuals with
unpredictable results.
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Comments and Criticisms to OtisBlues@hotmail.com
Doug Lewis sat on his couch pondering his successful
experiment earlier that morning. He lived in an okay
lower middle class neighborhood since his divorce. He did
not have anyone he would call a friend but his neighbors
would all describe him as a nice guy. The members of the
large Catholic Church he often attended would have also
described as being an okay person but a bit of introvert.
They all would describe him as a very good listener but
not much of a talker.
Doug was not all that interested in what people thought
about him. He was interested in what people thought. In
fact he had completed a rather extensive study of
psychology and was always watching and carefully
listening to people. During the course of his
investigation into the human mind he came across several
possibilities of directly conversing with the
unconscious. Under the right conditions he theorized one
could control another person rather easily with or
without their permission.
Doug had worked out a program and the results were very
encouraging. He created a musical sound track that
allowed him to delve directly into one's unconscious. It
works by using two specific tonal frequencies played on
the right and left channel of a stereo sound track. The
interplay of these frequencies made the person's
unconscious very receptive to various subliminal messages
under the music. As the program progresses he found that
almost all messages and commands would be accepted by the
subject.
Doug had tried these out on himself with only partial
success. He found that by just knowing what the programs
contained immunized him to a large degree to the effects.
Now after attempting to use the program on himself a
number of times the program no longer had any effect.
He wanted to experiment on someone else and this morning
he got the opportunity. He was working in his yard when
his neighbor, Mrs. Allen, called to him.
"Doug could you do me a very large favor?"
"Sure, what can I do for you?" he replied.
"Sarah's friend can not take her to school this morning
and I have an appointment in the other direction. I hate
to ask you but could you drive her to school," she asked.
"Sure," Doug was not doing anything special and would
enjoy the 20 minute drive. It was then the idea arose to
experiment on Sarah.
"Give me a couple minutes and I will be ready," he said
and went into the house to get his newest CD. This one
had a number of strong messages related to controlling
another person.
"Hi, Sarah," Doug said as she approached his car. She was
a pretty 18 year old senior. She was wearing a blue skirt
and white blouse.
"Hi, Mr. Lewis," Sarah said as she open the car door.
Doug had already begun the music as they pulled out of
the driveway.
"That is some strange music," Sarah said as she adjusted
the seatbelt.
"Yeah, it is some new jazz. It is on the strange side but
it grows on you," he replied.
As they drove Doug kept watching Sarah without being too
obvious. When they began she was very talkative but then
the talk slowed. After about 10 minutes she was now quiet
looking straight ahead with a kind of stupid grin on her
face.
"Sarah, are you okay?" Doug asked.
"Yes, Mr. Lewis," she said in a dull voice unlike her
normal perky voice.
"Is there something the matter?" Doug asked.
"No, Mr. Lewis I'm fine," Sarah said again in the dull
voice.
Doug decided to try something. "Sarah, lift your arm," he
said.
Sarah without question lifted her left arm and held it in
front of her.
"Sarah, lift your left leg."
Sarah lifted her left leg as high as she could in the
car. She sat staring ahead with her left arm extended in
front of her and her left leg touching the dash of the
car.
"Sarah, are you okay?" Doug asked in amazement.
"Yes, Mr. Lewis," Sarah said in the dull voice.
"Anything strange going on Sarah?" he asked.
"No, Mr. Lewis," she replied.
"Put your arm and leg down."
They were a little over half way to the school and had
plenty of time before school began. Doug decided to pull
over in the park for a few minutes to fully test his
nearly gained control over Sarah.
"Sarah, turn and face me."
She complied with the dumb smile on her face.
"Sarah, raise your left leg on the car seat."
Sarah raised her left leg onto the car giving Doug a good
look at her blue panties.
Doug could not believe what was happening. He also felt a
budge beginning to develop in his pants.
"Sarah, let me see your pussy," he said nervous that this
might be enough to awaken the young girl from her trance.
Sarah continued to smile and reached down. She pulled her
skirt up and moved her panties aside to give Doug an
unobstructed view of her pink pussy lips and small patch
of neatly trimmed public hair.
"Very nice," Doug commented.
Sarah said nothing.
"Sarah, do you like to rub your pussy?" he asked.
"Yes, Mr. Lewis, I like to rub my pussy," she said in an
uninterested voice.
Doug wished he had thought to bring his camera but knew
they did not have much time and he did not want to
explain why Sarah was late to school. However, he did
want something to memorize his first success with his new
program.
"Sarah, take off your panties and give them to me," he
instructed.
Sarah squirmed around and slid her panties over her
shoes. She handed them to him. Doug took a quick sniff
and then put them in his pocket.
"Sarah rub your clit and let it get excited," Doug
instructed
Sarah had a confused look on her face as she say in the
awkward position that gave Doug an unobstructed view at
her pussy. She reached down and began to slowly massage
her clit. "Mmmmm," a soft moan escaped her lips as she
continued.
Doug could see that her pussy was becoming moist and wish
they had more time.
"Okay, Sarah. Thanks for show but we need to get you to
school. Straighten your dress and put your legs back on
the floor," Doug said as they drove away.
He did not know what was going to happen as he turned off
the CD and turned on the regular radio program. Sarah did
not do anything for a few minutes and then began to look
around. She did not look disturbed at all but there was
till a bit of redness in her cheeks from her sudden brief
sexual arousal.
"Are you okay Sarah?"
"Yes, Mr. Allen, I'm fine." she quizzed but had a puzzled
look on her face.
"Oh nothing. You were just so quiet and your cheeks are a
bit more rosy than normal."
"No, there is nothing wrong. I feel great. After thinking
about it and shifting around in the seat Sarah said, "I
really feel good this morning."
When Sarah got up to get out of the car it was obvious to
Doug that she now noticed there was something missing.
She felt a cool air next to her soft skin under her
skirt.
"Oh, wow," Sarah said as she stood up and straightened
her dress. She could not believe that she had forgotten
to put on panties this morning.
"Is there something wrong?" Doug asked.
"No, Mr. Lewis," Sarah said rather sheepishly. "Thanks
for the ride." Sarah spent the day pantiless and found
she liked the feeling.
Doug was very excited over his experiment. He could not
believe it worked as well as it did. He also could not
believe that he had just viewed a young girl playing with
her pussy. As he pulled into the garage he had a full
blown erection that was demanding attention. As he walked
into his kitchen he took Sarah's panties out and smelled
the aroma of Sarah's young pussy. He quickly pumped a
load of cum on the kitchen floor. He then settled back to
think about his next move.
Doug often thought about the human dilemma. There were
the basic animalistic urges and desires everyone had
somewhere in their minds. Then there were the many
rationalizations everyone makes to demonstrate our
advanced civilized minds. He noticed many that attended
his Church used the worse kind of reaction formation
defenses to be vehemently opposed to those desires and
impulses they most desperately wanted. Doug felt that
anytime one had extreme feelings about a subject
particularly of a sexual nature, it demonstrated an
unconscious desire for that very thing. The most
homophobic person was the one who was most insecure about
their sexuality. The person who felt sex was only for
propagation was the one who had the strongest sexual
impulses for pure pleasure.
Doug wanted to use his new technology to test some of his
theories. He also wanted to have a bit of fun, more fun
than just jerking off on the kitchen floor.
Doug's next opportunity presented itself about a week
later. He was attending to some Church business when he
found himself alone with Kathy. They were in the back of
the Church and no one else was present. Doug was in his
van and his van had previously been set up for his next
experiment. He wanted this experiment to have all the
time he needed. Doug also had to acknowledge the thrill
in the idea of dominating someone.
Doug had studied various means of brain washing
techniques that included erasing a person's memories. He
even investigated the date rape drugs and in theory felt
he could do almost anything to a person and then totally
control their actions afterwards. He felt so sure of his
theory he wanted to test it and was willing to risk the
consequences.
Kathy was just such a person. She was nice enough but had
pledged to remain a virgin until marriage. His Church had
such a program mainly for teenagers but Kathy, now 32,
lead the program and preached the message of no sex
without marriage. Doug felt Kathy had many pent up sexual
desires and she would be perfect for his investigation.
Doug also had to admit a certain mild sadistic streak. He
wanted to see how fear would play in the equation. He
felt fairly safe that if his program did not work with
Kathy then the drugs would. She would not remember
anything that happened and he had a nice story for her
that was very believable should things not go the way he
planned.
Without warning Doug grabbed Kathy's hands as she was
loading a box into his van. He quickly tied her hands
behind her back with duck tape before she knew what was
happening.
"What are you doing Doug?" Kathy said but she was taking
totally by surprised. She did not have time to scream for
help as she felt the duck tape go over her mouth. Then it
was too late.
"Kathy, we are going to do a little experiment," Doug
said to the terrified Kathy as he bound her feet together
and lifted her into the back of the van. Doug knew he was
taking a very large risk here but he had faith in his
theories and his new technique. He also had his Rohypnol,
the date rape drug just in case.
Kathy's struggles were in vain as she was secured on the
carpet in the back of Doug's van. Doug purposely put her
feet toward the front of the van so that he could lift
her dress and see her pink panties. As they traveled
along the highway Kathy could do nothing but lay on the
floor with her dress pulled up to her waste and wait for
what was going to happen.
"Please let me go," Kathy tearfully pleaded as Doug took
the tape off her mouth. They had traveled about 20 miles
to a wooded area Doug had chosen for its isolation.
"Not just yet," Doug said as he finished adjusting the
rope that secured Kathy firmly to two trees. Her arms and
legs were stretched out between two small pines leaving
her standing with her legs spread and arms stretching
between the two trees. Kathy wore a plain multicolored
dressed that draped to slightly below her knees.
"Please don't hurt me," she whimpered.
"No, I don't plan to hurt you. I just to have a little
look at those tits," he said as he cupped her left breast
and squeezed.
"Ohhhhh," Kathy could not believe what was happenings.
Just an hour ago she was working at the Church and now
this man she thought she knew had abducted her.
"Let's see what we have here," Doug said as he unbuttoned
Kathy's blouse exposing the white lace of her bra. "Oh,
very nice," he said admiring the rosy flesh beneath her
blouse. He already had a hard erection that was
noticeable through his pants.
"Oh, you must let me go, you can't do this Doug" Kathy
said in desperation. She had noticed the budge in his
pants.
"Let's see what we have here," Doug said ignoring her
pleas. Kathy's blouse was now unbuttoned her bra revealed
to the world. She could not believe it as Doug procured
some scissors and reached under her dress. He quickly
snipped her panties on each side allowing them to drop to
the ground below. Doug was enjoying the power trip he was
having and he was keenly conscious of Kathy's every
reactions.
"No, you can't do that," Kathy said as she felt her
panties fall off her body.
"Ah, it looks as if I can do this," Doug said in a matter
of fact tone of voice. With that he lifted her dress up
and squatted so he had direct view of her pink pussy.
"What a pretty pussy you have," he commented.
"No, you are not supposed to see me. Let me go. Doug this
is not right. No one has ever seen me like this." Kathy
was becoming quite agitated and screamed for help. She
had never imagined being in such a predicament.
"Your screams hurt my ears and they are not helping
anything. There is no one for miles around here. So be
quiet. Also, it is about time someone took a look at this
pretty pussy," Doug said in a stern voice.
Kathy stopped screaming afraid she might agitate Doug to
the point he would hurt her. She was afraid Doug had gone
completely insane. She did not want to think about what
he might do.
"Now let me finished exposing various parts of your body
and we can begin," Doug said as he pinned her skirt up
above her waste so her pussy and the large patch of pubic
hair was plainly visible. He then slipped her breasts out
of the bra leaving the bra to support Kathy's 36C
breasts.
He stepped back and said, "That looks just right."
"Please don't hurt me," Kathy muttered not knowing what
was next. She could feel the cool air passing between her
legs to her most sensitive and private areas. She had
never been so exposed to another person.
Doug walked over to his van and removed a video camera.
"Now we will have a little talk," he said as he put the
camera on a tripod and focused it at Kathy.
"Kathy, how does it feel to have your pussy for the
entire world to see?" Doug calmly asked.
"Why are you doing this?" Kathy pleaded.
"Please answer the question," Doug replied.
"It feels terrible. I can't stand this. It is not right,"
she cried.
"Would you like for me to publish these pictures over the
internet for everyone to see?" the man asked.
"No, you can't do that. What would my friends, my parents
think?"
"I don't know, what would they think?"
"They would think I had flipped out. Please just let me
go and I will never tell anyone about this," she said.
"What will you let me do if I let you go?" Doug asked.
"What do you mean?" Kathy knew what he meant.
"What is in it for me if I let you go?"
"I will not let you have sex with me if that is what you
mean."
"Will you suck my dick?" Doug asked with a smile.
"No, I would never do such a disgusting thing. You will
have to kill me first," Kathy said and meant it.
Doug noted this and according to his theory this meant
that some part of Kathy felt just the opposite.
"What about letting me fuck your butt hole?" Doug
inquired.
"You a disgusting human being and I hate you," Kathy
screamed with vengeance.
This appeared to confirm his notions of the defense of
reaction formation. Kathy was so afraid of her sexuality
that she could not tolerate any of these acts. He
believed that she felt so strongly about this that she
would kill herself to prevent him from molesting her.
"Ok, that is enough questions. I am going to let you go
but not until after we are finished here," Doug said as
he walked over to her. He took the camera and got a very
close shot of her face, then moved down to her breasts,
and then to her pussy. He moved around back and raised
her dress taking a shot of her butt. "Nice ass," he
commented as she felt him spread her ass cheeks to get a
good shot of her puckered anus.
Kathy silently watched as he filmed her. She had her head
low and whimpered now and then particularly when he
touched her.
"Ok, I think I got good pictures all around," he said. He
then took a walkman-like device out of his bag and put
the earphones on Kathy. As he pushed the button Kathy
heard very strange music. It seems to have an immediate
effect all over her. Doug sat and waited for about 10
minutes. Kathy's head began to spin and her stomach began
to feel funny.
"You can hear my voice since I am networked into your
headphones. This is not your usual music; this is a very
special computer generated tape. It can affect the way
you think and what you remember about things. So I want
to both remember and forget what is happening. However,
if there is a next time I ask you to come with me you
will come with me with no hesitation. Do you understand,
Kathy?"
Kathy felt really strange. She did not understand what he
was saying but then she also seemed to understand it as
she heard herself almost automatically say, "Yes I
understand." What was stranger was she knew she that she
was agreeing to this evil man's request.
"All I have to do is to say, Come, and you will come with
me. Do you understand?"
"Yes, I understand," she answered again on some level
realizing the agreement she was making but that did not
seem to matter.
"Okay I am going to untie your hands and you will obey
me," the man commanded in a stronger voice.
"Yes, I will do as you say," Kathy said as she felt her
hands being untied. She had no desire whatsoever to
escape. She just wanted to be here, now, and do whatever
the man wanted her to do. Yet, deep down she hated this
man and what he was doing to her.
"Bend over," the man commanded.
Kathy bent over; her feet still tied, and explored her
ass to the man. She could feel him touching her ass
cheeks and felt something cold be rubbed on her. She
shuttered as she felt the man moisten her anus and
shuttered again as she felt his finger intrude into her
bowels.
"Kathy, what you are going to feel will be the most
wonderful feeling you have ever experienced. Your pussy
will tingle and almost explode with pleasure as I stick
my dick up your ass. Do you understand?" the man asked.
"Yes, I understand," Kathy said and could not believe how
excited she had just become. Kathy had very few sexual
experiences. She had never had sex with a man but had
masturbated a few times. Each time she had felt extremely
guilty and vowed to never do it again. However, she would
always have another weak moment and find her hand working
her clit into an intense orgasm. Of course, the more
pleasure she derived the more guilt she felt later.
Kathy was feeling really good right now. Even though her
guilt over her sexual impulses never really left her, at
times it fell far into her unconscious. This was one of
those times as she felt a firm pressure on her anus as
Doug pushed his dick into her most private opening. There
was some pain but the pain only intensified the
pleasurable sensation emulating from her pussy.
The video captured everything that was happening.
"How does my dick feel against your butt hole?" Doug
asked.
Kathy looked straight at the camera and said, "My God if
feels so good. I love it."
Kathy's pussy was buzzing with a frenzy of sensations she
had never known. She could not believe the intensity of
the feelings and her pussy was not even being touched.
She felt she might pass out from the intense pleasure the
man's cock provided as it entered into her body.
The man suddenly stopped his motion and said, "Kathy, I
am now the one. Whenever I say something you will not
question it, whether today, tomorrow, next week, next
month, or next year, you will do what I say. Do you
understand?"
"Yes," Kathy managed to answer fighting the fog of
pleasure that had her trapped in this man's power.
"Tell me what you want?" Doug asked.
Kathy was totally beside herself with passion. She could
only think one thing.
"Please fuck my ass. Please stick your cock all the way
in my ass and pump me full. I love the way it feels. I
can't believe how good it feels," she cried.
She could feel his cock break the seal of her anus and
force itself deep inside. As the man began to push in and
out, rocking back and forth, Kathy exploded with an
orgasm of an intensity she had never known.
"Oh God it feels so good. Fuck my ass, Fuck my ass!" she
cried.
Kathy was in pure bliss as she felt the man's cock erupt
deep within her bowels. She swooned in delight as she
felt the warm flow of his cum as his pulsating cock
pumped out its load. Kathy could barely manage to stand
as her body trembled from what she had just experienced.
The anal intrusion had given pleasure she had never
known. She was in deep appreciation and even awe of her
hated capturer. But Kathy also felt a strange sense of
extreme guilt and shame somewhere deep within her mind.
Something was wrong but she just did not care. Her
pleasure was complete and easily kept these thoughts in
the deep recesses of her unconscious.
"Ok, I am going to untie your legs and we can leave. You
put on a great show for the camera. I loved the way you
shouted 'fuck my ass'," Doug told her. "You were great."
Doug was relieved also because if Kathy ever tried to say
anything against him he had a tape of her completely
enjoying herself and begging to be fucked in the ass. He
had the perfect insurance policy.
Kathy could not believe she said all those things. She
had never even said the word fuck.
But Kathy was also disappointed that it was over because
it had been so good. Right now thought the experience had
left her exhausted and she would not be able to stand in
this position much longer. Her legs felt weak and her
body trembled as the Doug untied her feet. He readjusted
her dress over her panty-less pussy and helped her put
her breasts back into her bra.
"There you go. I think you are ready. Get in the van."
Kathy did as instructed.
"Okay, we are finished for today. How do you feel?"
"I feel great," she replied and really did except for an
almost forgotten part of her mind that felt terrible.
"Okay, shortly I am going to remove the headphones and
you will return to a normal level of consciousness. I
want you to remember this event and particularly the
extreme pleasure that you derived. You will be powerless
to tell anyone of this event. Do you understand?"
"Yes, I understand," she answered in a dreamy sort of
voice.
"You are going to feel very conflicted about what
happened. You are going to both hate and love what I did
to you. Both of these feelings exist in you and I want to
know how you handle them. I want you to keep a journal
particularly information about your sexual feelings.
Write down any kinds of feelings of guilt or shame and if
you should masturbate I want a record of your fantasies
during the masturbation. Will you do this for me?" Doug
asked in a firm tone.
"Yes, I will do what you want," Kathy answered.
"Ok, when I take these headphones off you will return to
normal consciousness. However, you will also remain very
sexually fulfilled and sexually stimulated even though
you will have whatever other emotions that would normally
arise in you. Do you understand?"
"Yes, I understand," Kathy replied.
Doug reached over and removed the headphones from Kathy's
ears. He watched as her eyes began to changed and looked
directly at him.
"How do you feel Kathy?" Doug asked.
"I hate you for what you did. I can't believe you stuck
that thing in me. I want to kill you but I can't believe
how good it felt for you to fuck my ass. How can I say
such a thing? Damn it, what did you do to me?" Kathy said
as she put her hands to her face and began to sob.
"I just released a few things in your mind that needed to
be released. You will be fine," Doug said in a reassuring
manner.
"What are you going to do with those videos? It looks
like I'm a total disgusting slut and was in total
agreement to let you do those things to me," Kathy
tearfully said.
"Oh, I am going to study those tapes and particularly
your reaction while I fucked your ass. I will also
probably jerk off to them too. They are also my insurance
policy. I don't think you will ever want to tell anyone
but if you do I have the tapes," Doug said with a smile.
"You are a horrible man," Kathy said but even as she
spoke she felt a surge of sexual desire wet her pussy and
she blushed. She could not help but love the feelings of
control that this man had over her but at the same time
she hated it. She also was very fearful of the videotapes
because they easily revealed how much she loved what had
just happened and he could easily use them against her.
"There a big part of your mind that really liked it, I
can tell," Doug said and laughed. Doug had no intent
whatsoever of using the videotapes against Kathy but like
the fact that she acknowledged the damaging evidence the
tapes contained.
"I hate it but I love it. It is not right," Kathy said
resisting the strong urge to rub her pussy. Kathy knew
she was trapped and she knew as soon as she got home she
would have a long session by herself administering to her
strong sexuality that had been released. She still
believed that sex without marriage was morally wrong but
that would not stop her from satisfying her most basic
needs. She also knew she would make careful notes and
report these to Doug.
Doug felt pretty good as they arrived back at the Church.
He knew he was safely in control.
"Take good notes for me," Doug said as he helped Kathy
out of the car. Her legs were still weak.
To further test his new power over Kathy Doug said, "Step
inside the doorway."
Kathy stepped up inside the doorway to the back of the
Church. She stood there in a small hall.
"Pull up your skirt," Doug commanded.
Sally pulled up her skirt revealing her glistening pussy.
"Rub it," Doug commanded.
"What, no, not here," Kathy said as he hand reach down
and began to prod her already swollen bud.
It took time whatsoever for Kathy to begin moaning as
Doug watched.
"Ohhhhhh, what have you done to me," Kathy said as she
experienced a wave of orgasmic pleasure.
"Just given you a little pleasure," Doug said.
Kathy gave a long sign as her orgasm faded.
"Remember keep good notes."
"I will," Kathy said as she watched Doug drive off. And
she meant it.
More to come...
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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life in
anyway shape or form.
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