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Archive name: email1.txt (Mdom/F, ws, reluc, bdsm)
Authors name: Fairfax (fairfax888@yahoo.com)
Story title : Emails To My Master - 1

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Emails To My Master - 1 (Mdom/F, ws, reluc, bdsm)
by Fairfax (fairfax888@yahoo.com)

***

This is not fiction. These are real emails, dated when 
they were sent and apart note:  This is not fiction. 
These are real emails, dated when they were sent and 
apart from the clearly indicated fantasies, everything 
described actually happened. I have edited them very 
slightly, but only to remove anything that would 
identify us. 


October 2 

four hours on a cramped train ,stressed needed to 
unwind. It only took 15 minutes for me to have your cock 
in my mouth. followed by a bloody good shag, nice deep 
orgasm with your spunk dripping out of me, ankles and 
wrists chafed by my rubber restraints. 

Ah 'tis only day one, 6 more to go, ye gods what have I 
let myself in for.
slaveslut


0ctober 3 - 3.56 pm

Think back to conversation of you giving me œ5 to spend 
on any item whatsoever, bearing in mind that it is to go 
inside my cunt and my arsehole. When I went into that 
shop to buy myself a flannel to wash my oh so sensitive 
and well used cunt, I found myself thinking of what 
suitable objects this Aladdin's cave could offer. I 
found myself smiling over a skipping rope of rainbow 
cord and dildo shaped wood handles.

I looked at it closely to see if there were any 
splinters in the wood and was it too big to fit inside 
me. I found myself thinking of me  being bent over and 
well lubricated and you slipping inside my sore and 
sloppy cunt, one of the skipping rope handles, then well 
and truly greasing up my arse and sliding in the other 
handle. You could then take hold of the handles and push 
them in and out of me, till I'm squirming and writhing 
around on the floor (or wherever you have me).

Then you could either slowly pull one or the other out 
of me to be replaced by your cock(I can guess which 
would be your first choice) or you could grab hold of 
the rope connecting both impromptu dildos and with one 
pull sharply yank both of them out of me at the same 
time, leaving my cunt and arse empty and ready to be 
filled by something warmer and livelier. the wood may 
fill me up but its cold and not as good as the real 
thing. Do you like?

October 4 

Dear Master:

Aaaaaaaargh, You're making me write this, and I can't 
think of anything to write. We talk of sex all day, we 
fuck each other senseless all day, the be all and end 
all of my being at the moment is to be completely and 
utterly used in every possible way, which of course you 
do with great ease, then you command me to write you an 
e-mail, and my brain goes blank. I suppose I'm going to 
get punished for this but I really can't think of 
anything rude crude and obscene to write about right 
now. You've had me every possible way today. We have 
discussed in great detail many forms of sexual 
perversion, all of which I'm up for, as well you know. 
All I can say is please continue to use me the way you 
have been. make my cunt wet and eager for you.

Fill my arse with your cock, make me and watch me fuck 
my arse with your vibrator, tell me your darkest and 
dirtiest fantasies and Ill tell you mine. Make me scream 
with pain and ecstasy, thoroughly piss off your 
neighbors.
Make passers by stop in the street outside and look up 
at your flat and smile and think my god someone up there 
is having a good time. Well I think I did it, and now 
unless I displease you in some other way perhaps I no 
longer deserve punishment for failing at my task. 

Ever your horny and obedient slut.


October 5  

Dear Slaveslut:

You are a cunt, a mouth, and an arsehole for me to use. 

You are a total slut.

Your body is just a blank page on which I can write my 
darkest desires, and you are such a complete whore that 
I know that simply stating this will make your well-used 
cunt wet. Although I am your master, I am human and 
occasionally make mistakes, so it is only fair that I 
admit that I have been neglecting your whipping in the 
last few days. 

This will be rectified, you will be marked and squirming 
with pain soon.



October 5   

Dear Master:

We talk of deep dark stuff. I say to you tell me, 
anything at all, whatever your dark desires need to be 
spoken out loud. You smile as though to say, right you 
asked for this. You tell me to lay down on the bed, and 
wait as there is something you need to do. I lay down on 
the bed, full of anticipation, wondering what delicious 
delights you are going to subject me to, I wait and I 
wait and I start to wonder what you are doing.

I can hear noises in the hall behind your bedroom and 
I'm wondering what you are looking for, what insane 
objects of torture you are going to bring in to me. Just 
when I can hardly bear the wait any longer. I hear you 
tell me to sit up on the bed and close my eyes. I do 
this, I hear the curtain swish and you step into the 
room. It sounds to my straining ears that you are 
wearing boots.

I wonder at this. With my eyes still closed you tell, no 
you order me, to kneel up and lift my head up because 
you have something to give me. I do this, and I am 
expecting to feel you put your cock in my mouth. To my 
surprise instead of my feeling something warm and alive 
being slipped into my mouth, I feel something cold and 
hard being held under my chin. I then feel you lean 
close to me and whisper in my ear.

"You wanted something deep and dark, well here it is, 
now open your eyes." I do so and to my utter shock I see 
you standing there in complete SS uniform. I can't 
believe you could possess such a thing and I am 
horrified. for the first time I am on the very edge of 
saying STOP, this is too much , this is beyond what I 
agreed to, but at the same moment my mouth opens to form 
the words I realise I am wet right inside my cunt this 
is so vile I cant help myself to be completely utterly 
desperate for you to use me in the most depraved way, 
You are wearing clothes that completely symbolize the 
utter depravity of man. And the complete utter slut in 
me craves that you use me in any form that you desire.

I am kneeling there with you standing over me, a riding 
crop held under my chin. 

Your brown eyes are full of passion and power and I know 
that whatever you desire of me I am powerless to deny 
you.

Ever your compliant and eager slut.


0ctober 6 - 11.26 a.m.

Dear Master:

So there I am, on my knees looking up at you, riding 
crop pressing into my throat so hard that when I swallow 
nervously I see the crop quiver. You smile and slowly 
move the crop down till it is resting on my breasts. you 
say "right it is time that this blouse came off" As I 
lift up my hand to undo the buttons you bring the crop 
down smart onto my hand and say "no not like that like 
this," and you swish the crop again, this time right 
onto my breast.

I howl and jerk my head backwards and at that point you 
thrust the stiff handle of the crop into the gaping 
front of my blouse and with a sharp savage flick upwards 
the top button pings off, You do the same with the next 
button and then reach down and grabbing hold of the open 
top of my blouse you savagely tear the rest of it off 
me. Then you push me hard so that I fall backwards onto 
the bed, my knees still bent behind me, forcing my hips 
to thrust up at you.

With a sneer you say "look at you shameless whore, are 
you offering your cunt to me? waste of time because I'm 
going to take it anyway whether you want me to or not" 
Reaching into  a pocket you bring out a small flick 
knife and pulling on the waist band of my skirt you 
bring the knife down and slice right through the fabric 
top to bottom till I am laid  there amid the ruins of my 
clothes wearing only bra, pants and stockings. Pushing 
me over onto my belly you suddenly without warning slash 
the crop down onto my buttocks. 

"That," you say, "is punishment for wearing underwear in 
my presence." While I am still writhing in agony once 
again the crop comes down hard on me, not once but twice 
and leaning over me you pull my head back by my hair and 
whisper into my ear "those two were a reward for wearing 
stockings. Now my little whore stop those tears  because 
this has only just started save them for later when you 
will really know what it is like to suffer."

From a whore to her cruel Master.


October 7 

Dear Master:

Lying face down with my arse cheeks burning, face pushed 
down onto the bed I can hardly breathe, what breath I 
have is coming out in short sharp gasps and moans. you 
slap me hard and say, "stop mewing bitch you know you 
want it, you deserve it for being such a slut."

I can hear the sound of your uniform rustling as you are 
doing something unseen behind me. The  next thing I know 
is suddenly you yank my pants further down and with a 
sudden shock you spread my cheeks and savagely plunge 
your cock right up my arse the pain is unbearable and I 
want to scream. I know if I do I will suffer more, so 
all I can do is lie there and take your cock up my arse 
and experience all the different pain it brings. The 
feeling of your cock almost tearing my unprepared arse, 
the sharp buckle of your belt digging in with every 
thrust, pinching and nipping parts of my skin as you 
push in and out, the coarse serge cloth of your uniform 
is being chafed up and down on the raised welts you 
marked me with, I'm stretched, I'm burning, I can't 
escape....

Your thrusts get faster and with an almighty shove and a 
long drawn out groan you fill up my arse with searing 
come pumping and pumping every last scalding drop into 
me. you withdraw leaving me jerking and gasping with a 
sensation of both relief and regret that its over. I 
hear you doing up the buttons of your fly, then you 
shout at me to sit up because I've done something wrong.

I'm confused, what could I have done wrong? "Please 
master how have I displeased you?" You point to the 
front of your flies, there's a tiny spot of your semen 
there. You are so proud of your uniform, the power it 
gives you, and how dare I allow such a thing to happen, 
grabbing my hair you pull my face to the offending mark 
and order me to clean it off, use my mouth and my 
tongue, suck it off, lick and lick until there's only a 
wet patch which will dry clean, the harsh cloth rasps my 
tongue and tiny pieces of fluff clog into my mouth 
making me retch and choke.

It seems like an eternity until you are satisfied that 
I've cleaned you properly. "that's all for now you 
worthless cunt, I have other duties to perform, lie here 
on this bed till I get back and if there is the 
slightest hint that you have moved for any reason I will 
make you suffer" You leave me waiting and aching and 
wanting...

Hoping always to please you Master.


0ctober 8 

Dear Master:

You come back in to the room, a while later and find me 
in the same position as you left me. "there's a good 
girl, it pleases me when you do exactly as I say, if you 
continue to please me I will give you a treat, but as 
you have been laid there cold for so long its time for 
me to warm you up" you roll me onto my belly and start 
to spank me, your first are really hard but after the 
first 10 slaps or so you get ever so slightly gentler 
until your hand is caressing my bright pink buttocks.

I find this so wonderful I'm writhing on the bed begging 
you "Please Master take me, use me, I'm your obedient 
slut!"

You command me to lie on my back, spread my legs apart, 
and hold open my cunt as wide as I can. I'm more than 
pleased to do this as I hope it means you are going to 
fuck me. You ram your finger onto me and inform me that 
I am not wet enough for you to take your pleasure from 
me. I try to hold your finger inside me as I don't want 
you to stop.

"Please Master don't stop, if you keep doing that I will 
be wet enough for you." You pull out your finger and 
slap my open cunt with the flat of your hand. 

"Little slut I will do as I please with you, I will get 
you wet in a manner that is purely for my own pleasure 
not yours."

You command me to raise my arms to the top of the bed, 
so you can bind my wrists to the wrought iron headboard. 
You then also bind my ankles to the bottom rail, my legs 
spread wide apart. I'm now completely at your mercy, my 
gaping cunt in full view.

You then coldly inform me that you are going to warm up 
my cunt and thighs by beating them severely, but as I 
was such a good little slut I could choose which 
implement to use on me, that was to be my promised 
treat. you hold up for me to see, the crop, a cane, a 
flail and a tawse. "Now choose little slut, this is the 
only choice you will get from me today" I can't make up 
my mind, I want it all, I know if I don't say so right 
away you we decide for me. My mouth and cunt is watering 
and looking up at you I say in a tiny whisper, "The 
flail Master"

"Very well bitch take what I'm going to give you with 
obedience and pleasure."

I then find myself start to scream as you lay into my 
inner thighs swift and hard, the heat is agonizing, it 
spreads up into my cunt making it gulp and quiver. you 
enjoy this and spend a lot of time deliberating where 
the next stroke will fall, till finally with one searing 
slash you bring the flail right down on my cunt. I 
scream like I feel I've never screamed before, I'm still 
screaming when your hard cock is tearing into me, 
fucking me hard and violently. 

Oh my god I can't help it I'm starting to come, I'm 
sorry Master I can't help it. my cunt is on fire, it 
grips and tightens around your cock. Even though you 
didn't give me permission you like the way my orgasm 
throbs around you. You slap me once across my face as my 
convulsions lessen, and then you are out of me, your 
cock pushing into my mouth, and seconds later you grunt 
and my mouth is filling up with your spunk.

I swallow every last drop. you stay in my mouth until 
you are completely empty. Then you get up, untie my 
chafed ankles and wrists, and tell me to go, you have 
finished with me for today. you will command for me to 
come when you need me again. I kneel down and thank you 
and leave, feeling satisfied, knowing that you are.

I know it will not be long until you command me to 
attend you again.

From a humble slave to her beloved Master



October 8

You have pleased me.

I am satisfied with the way you have made your cunt, 
arsehole and mouth available.

The way your body jerks when you are being whipped has 
given me great enjoyment.
You are, at times, not quite respectful enough, but this 
is a minor fault and could be... corrected... at a later 
date.

You are, in fact, the best obedient whore I've ever had.

Looking forward to using you mercilessly,

Your Master


October 10

Dear Master

Ah well, poor me.

Must go to bed unfulfilled.

Lying on the floor watching music, associations, wanting 
to bear my arse, to be used mercilessly. In a room with 
a person who can't fulfill those needs.

Who knows my using e-mail is part of my slave thing.

I wanted you.

My arse wanted you.

My cunt wanted you. 

My mouth wanted you.

I go to my bed unfulfilled

Goodnight Master


October 11

This is an order.

You will, at the first opportunity,
Lie on your bed.

Lubricate your arsehole and insert a butt-plug.
push a vibrator up your cunt.

Bring yourself to orgasm while thinking about how much 
of a cheap slut you are and how you only exist to please 
me, thinking about how I am going to whip you until you 
cry, how I am going to piss in your mouth, and many 
other things.

You will do this on a regular basis, your arsehole must 
be kept stretched for me to use when I next see you.

Being away from me is no excuse for not keeping yourself 
in readiness, in antici----pation.

Your Master



October 13

Dear Master

A Contract -

Proviso, for as long as I am amenable.

I promise to offer and make available whenever you 
desire:

a/ my arse
b/my cunt
c/my mouth
d/ whatever part of me you desire

I promise to available myself to you in any form you 
desire.

I promise to be your toilet.  in fact I actually desire 
that you piss on me any time you need to.

I desire that you tie me up and use me whenever you 
desire.

I will hold my cunt open for your inspection.  

I will lie on my belly and hold open my arse for you.

I will take your cock in my mouth whenever you need me 
to.

I will wear clothing uncomfortable to me if you desire 
me to do so.

I will take your cock into any part of me in the early 
hours of the morning before I am fully awake, if that is 
what you desire.

I will offer my arse to be spanked, whipped, caned, 
flailed, or whatever instrument you desire to use upon 
me.

This and more I will offer to you.

Our imagination knows no bounds.

........................................

Will you in turn offer me

Ultimate pleasure

Delicious pain

Desire 

Fulfill my every fantasy

and of course the occasional orgasm!!!!!!!

The only limits are physical and conception.

For as long as this is what I/we want we are free to 
explore every sexual avenue available to us.

Long may we want to enjoy it.

My body is yours

Tip of toes to top of head.

Use it all.

From your eager and compliant(occasionally uppity) 
slave.

xxxxx



October 12

I accept!

From this point on your body does not belong to you, it 
is my property.

I promise to provide you with your stated needs.

In between now and when you bring your body here for my 
use, you will devise some method of marking your body 
with my initial, on, or as near to your cunt as possible 
(Henna tattoo?).

This will be a constant reminder that you are my 
slaveslut, that I value you, love you and own you. 

Every morning when you wake up and every evening before 
you go to sleep, you will say to yourself 'I only exist 
for my master'.

This will strengthen you.

XXX

(One kiss for each orifice)


October 15

When I bought the switch today, I thought of what fun it 
would be to use this on someone, I guess it didn't 
really occur to me that it would be used on me. How 
terribly remiss of me, I guess I must be punished for 
that(grin).

I'm quite pleased that the sound of my voice gives you a 
hard on. Very flattering. Have very nice(or evil) 
thoughts tonight. Do tell if anything interesting pops 
into that wicked mind of yours. Think of my cunt wrapped 
around you. my mouth taking your cock into me, tongue 
sliding around you. My arse prepared and waiting for 
your ministrations. Me pinned down on the bed ready for 
anything you are going to do to me.  Versatile little 
slut am I not?

I'm a slut.

I'm a whore for you

I'm a slave to be used mercilessly

I am your toy

Play with me

Luv from your slaveslut to her Master

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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life in
anyway shape or form. 

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