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Archive name: stupid.txt (M+/M, rp, cd, bd, ws)
Authors name: Toni (ajb1182@hotmail.com)
Story title : My Stupid Fantasy
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My Stupid Fantasy (M+/M, rp, cd, bd, ws)
by Toni (ajb1182@hotmail.com)
***
A married man wants to be used by other men. He
eventually lives out his fantasy, only to find that it
becomes his nightmare.
***
I was 32 years old when it all started, my name is Tony.
My wife Jane, was 25, we had been married 5 years and
our sex life was virtually non-existent. I'm 5'8" tall,
with a slim build, blond hair and blue eyes. I'm quite
fit at 150 lbs. Jane is a stunner blond blue eyes 120lbs
35c very sexy.
I guess part of our sex problem is my cock, or lack of
it, it only reaches 4" when really hard, its cut quite
thin and I also have small balls. To make things worse
on the times we did have sex I used to cum virtually as
soon as I put it in her. After the first few months in
order to reduce her frustration I agreed to go down on
her after I came, even though I found it repulsive at
first, I got used to sucking my cum from her, and at
least she used to reach orgasm, it reached the stage
when we never had sex without me using my mouth on her.
The number of occurrences reduced to once a month then
once every 2 or 3 months, I reverted to jerking off a
lot, using a hidden pile of porno magazines and videos,
as well as Internet. I found myself drifting more and
more into perversion. I had a fantasy of wearing girls
clothes, being tied, ass whipped, and used by men. It
was of course just my fantasy. More and more my mind was
filled with such fantasy as I jerked off until I
couldn't cum without being used.
I live in Melbourne, Australia, and traveled regularly
interstate to Sydney. Sydney is Australia's gay capital,
has lots of porno and video shops, which I began
visiting regularly when I went there. I started using
shops with glory holes, although I couldn't bring myself
to suck another cock I was sucked a few times myself. I
also went to sex cinemas where I masturbated not just
myself but sometimes other men's cocks as well. Mine was
always smaller which I constantly found to be
embarrassing, even had guys laugh now and then.
I hadn't had sex for months and was in Sydney more and
more, and I decided to try and act out my fantasy. One
thing I knew was that I always chickened out of anything
serious at the last minute, and once I came, I found the
whole idea disgusting and wanted nothing further of it.
Anyway, this visit I had planned it all. Our sex was
such that we no longer saw each other naked at all, sex
was always in the dark, and she never touched me at all.
I was in Sydney for the week, so on the first day I
purchased a dilapidating crŠme, I didn't really have
much body hair anyway, but I removed it all and used it
on my face, I hadn't shaved for four days, so when I was
finished I was smooth as baby the only hair being on my
head. I planned to stay away from the gym I used for a
few weeks so that colleagues wouldn't see my hairless
state.
Then came the next level of my fantasy, I put on track
suit pants and top with runners jocks and socks, I took
my wallet and some Velcro cuffs that I had made. I
designed the cuffs so that using some pieces of string I
was able to tie my wrists behind me, pull out the string
and then be helpless, requiring someone else to release
me. Then I visited a lingerie shop, the shop assistant
was quite young, barely 20 I would have guessed. I was
extremely nervous and embarrassed.
As soon as I went in, she asked if she could help, and I
told her I needed panties, matching bra and suspenders
and some stockings. She asked what size, I took a deep
breath and a gulp and told her they were for me. She
grinned and asked what colour I'd prefer and I said that
I'd leave it up to her. She came back with bright red
lace thong panties and bra and suspenders with some
black nylons.
She suggested that I remove all my clothing, and try
them on and give a call when I was ready so she could
check it for me. I could hardly remove my clothes I was
trembling that much. Somehow I managed and it felt
incredible on my smooth skin. Whilst I am fit I also
have smallish breasts that are quite feminine, not
requiring a bra of course but with feminine thick
nipples.
I had it all on, and with trembling voice, I called the
assistant. She opened the door with that same grin on
her face, and told me to step out as the light was
better. I nearly passed out when I did as there was a
sophisticated looking lady with probably her daughter
staring at me. The girl giggled the lady looked at me in
disgust and turned the girl away.
The assistant told me the fit was good, but I needed
padding and she left me standing there in the aisle
while she found a couple of pads. She stuffed them in my
bra and adjusted my panties, pushing her fingers under
the gusset. She giggled and told me she thought I had
had the sex change at first. I had a raging erection,
but it was so small that even with the skimpy panties it
wasn't obvious.
I told the assistant I would take it all and to throw
out my jocks and socks - I was determined to go through
with y fantasy and didn't want the chance of changing my
mind. They were quite expensive, but I felt really sexy.
My next stop was a hardware store, where I purchased
some bamboo canes, and my final preparation was to buy
some makeup.
I was ready, my heart was pounding. I kept three of the
bundle of bamboo canes, threw the rest away, and put the
three down my tracksuit bottoms. I went to Kingsteam, a
steam baths used by bi and gays to pick up each other. I
paid and was given a locker key with a wrist strap and a
towel. I first went into the toilet and using the mirror
that was with the make up kit I painted my lips bright
red, used rouge on my cheeks and mascara on my eyes. I
then went into the change area and found my locker. One
other guy was starting to change he was a huge man,
overweight didn't seem to be too clean about 6'2" maybe
close to 60 but still had blond hair. He was quite ugly
with a big bulbous nose and looked like he hadn't shaved
for days.
I was so turned on in that he was looking at me, I
opened the locker and very quickly removed my tracksuit
top and bottom and placed the bamboo canes on the bench.
His eyes were fixed on me as I took my time to fold the
track suit and place it in the locker standing in front
of him close enough for him almost to touch me in girls
underwear and wearing makeup.
I felt my cock harden. I took my time removing my
runners, by which time 2 other guys came in, I was
physically shaking. They knew the older guy but were a
lot younger that him, one was about my age the other
looked too young to be in the place. The one my age
looked Indian and was just as overweight as the older
man. The younger guy was much more my size and looked
quite fit.
They were passing comments calling me a slut pussy
making me even harder. I tried to concentrate on
removing my stockings slowly undoing the suspenders and
sliding the silk off my hairless legs. I then stood up
and put them in the locker by which time the three men
were naked with what seemed to be to be huge cocks semi-
erect. I removed the bra and suspenders and finally slid
down my panties, showing my hairless little cock to
them. They giggled and one remarked that I had a cute
clit. The embarrassment made my cock twitch.
I grabbed the Velcro and the bamboo canes, quickly
placed the towel around me with the canes semi-hidden
under the towel, locked the locker put the key on my
wrist and went out into the general area. There were
lots of cubicles, a video area, gym, sauna, steam baths
a pool and spas. There seemed to be quite a few people
about, but I managed to find larger cubicle with glory
holes on three sides, and went in pushing the door
closed.
Still trembling I managed to put my Velcro cuffs on,
which I had practiced many times except that previously
I never removed the string, thus enabling me to free
myself. I quickly removed the string leaving me helpless
before I could change my mind.
Using my tied hands to remove my towel I stuffed it
though a glory hole until it dropped though the hole
leaving me naked. I managed to pick up the bamboo canes,
opened the door a little, checking no one was about in
the immediate vicinity. Then I pulled the door wide open
quickly lay myself face down on the bench with the
bamboo canes resting on my naked ass.
I felt like my cock was going to explode. I heard voices
I looked towards the wall not daring to see who it was.
I heard bare feet pattering near me, and this was
followed by the door being closed. At the same time I
saw someone looking through the glory hole where I had
pushed the towel. Then I heard, "Well, well. It's our
little sissy slut, guys!"
I realised it must have been the men that saw me change,
immediately I wanted to leave and forget the whole thing
but I knew my fantasy was now fast becoming irreversible
reality. A hand grabbed my hair and pulled me up, it was
Frank, the name of the older guy. He pulled me to feet,
the other two guys were also in the cubicle and faces
were at each of the three glory holes staring in.
Frank pulled my face to his and kissed me hard scrubbing
his rough beard on my smooth face. I was repulsed his
breath stank and I was quite nauseous, this I certainly
hadn't planned for I wasn't gay I just wanted my
fantasy. He grabbed my cock and balls which amazed me in
that I was still hard and he squeezed very hard making
me yelp, but my yelp was stifled by his tongue filling
my mouth. He told me if I didn't kiss like the slut I
was he would rip off my clit. The watchers giggled and I
kissed him back hard. As we kissed I felt a hand on my
cock putting a condom on, other hands pinched my nipples
and poked into my tight virgin ass.
I was terrified, but despite that when a mouth engulfed
my covered cock it only took seconds for me to
ejaculate. My cock shrunk at the speed of light and my
mind cleared immediately and I was absolutely desperate
to get out. The cum filled condom was slipped off my
cock, Frank stepped back laughing and pointing and my
disappearing cock, which when soft is barely one inch
long, and my balls always disappear into my body when I
cum. He told me to open my mouth wide as the Indian guy
lifted the cum filled condom. I shuddered and turned my
head, as soon as I did I yelped again as Frank squeezed
my box hard. My mouth flew open and Ravi, the Indian,
poured the cum into my mouth and ordered me to swallow.
Helplessly I obeyed, and watched as Pete, the young guy,
sat on the end of the bench and removed his towel
smiling. He had a beautiful looking cock about 8" long
and quite fat. Frank bundled me onto the bench laying me
face down, and Pete took my head and pulled my mouth to
his cock which I sucked, the first time a man's cock had
ever entered my mouth.
It was difficult to take it, being totally lacking in
experience and I was concentrating on trying my best
despite my revulsion and then my world erupted. Frank
was using a bamboo cane on my bare exposed ass. I
screamed onto the cock only to have it pushed further
into my open mouth, choking me. The next few minutes
seemed like hours I was sure I would die, Frank whipped
me over and over, to be replaced by Ravi when he tired.
When Ravi finished I felt something cold and wet on my
ass crack it was a mix of feelings I was still finding
it hard to breathe, my ass was on fire, but the cold
felt soothing until a finger was forced into my ass.
Then another I wanted to die. All my breath was pushed
from my body as I felt the weight of Frank crush me, I
gasped onto the bloated cock that filled my throat, and
silently screamed in terror and pain onto the mouth
raping cock as I felt my ass cherry get taken by Frank.
Pete grabbed my ears and fucked my face fast as Frank
pushed his huge fat cock deeper into my bowels. I choked
on Pete's cum as Frank increased his tempo pulling his
9" fat cock right out of me then ploughing it to the
hilt back in. I swallowed the cum as best I could as the
men fulfilled my fantasy of being used as a girl, but
this wasn't what I was planning at all, this wasn't
fantasy, this was a nightmare of reality.
Pete was replaced by Ravi, who explained to me, as Frank
buggered my virgin ass, that he had a piss hard on. He
asked me if I knew what the was, I gasped agreement as I
hoped I would live through the ordeal. He was pleased
and told me in that case I would understand his need to
unload before I could suck him, so I had better not
spill any piss, and he would be slow to help, if I was
good.
My eyes flew wide open and it wasn't because of Frank
raping me, Ravi slid a long thin black cock between my
lips, then I tasted hot bitter piss for the first time
in my life. I gulped and swallowed on and on and on. His
pubes stank and his fat belly squashed my face as his
urine flooded my throat. Somehow I managed to drink it
all, which excited Frank and he started ramming in and
out making me almost sick up the piss. Then I felt the
mancock grow and explode its load into my bowels. For
the first time in my life I felt myself get hard within
an hour of cumming. I cried with embarrassment.
Frank pulled off me, only to be replaced by Ravi's black
cock. I put my head to the side gasping breath with my
eyes closed. I felt a cock stuff my mouth, and realised
it was Frank I could taste cum, blood and shit, my shit
and quite bit of it. I gasped my mouth open to vomit but
it was just filled more by Frank's cock. I managed to
settle down and accept the fate getting fucked both
ends, feeling my hardon increase.
I was surprised at Frank's cock get hard in no time they
were both sweating and pounding me and got into unison
filling both ends of me with their vile cum. I had gone
form a heterosexual male to a cum slut pussy in no time
at all. Ravi also had me suck him clean while Pete took
his turn in fucking me. I was terribly sore from my ass
whipping and the rape of my virgin ass, but they all
fucked me once more, after Ravi and Pete came. When they
finally finished they made me suck any cocks that were
put through the holes, I gave up counting after I was
soaked and swallowed twelve more loads.
Frank announced it was almost time to go, I was covered
from head to toes with cum. He dragged me to my feet and
pulled me still helpless, to the change area. He opened
my locker and I realised that somehow he had taken my
key. My tracksuit was gone, in its place was a thin pair
of white shorts and a short thin white tee.
Other men watched as the three guys dressed me, putting
on my panties, suspenders, and stockings, then the
shorts and runners, then they removed the Velcro put on
my bra and the tee. The shorts were very short, my
stocking tops were totally visible and the shorts didn't
reach the top of my ass crack making the suspenders and
bright red girlie thong panties also totally visible.
The tee didn't even cover the bra. I felt the panties
soak quickly with cum and the shorts and tee became
transparent with the cum that was covering me.
Frank had my wallet and told me that it was good there
are two spellings of Toni and in future I would use the
feminine one. I blushed with fear as I realised he knew
who I was and my address. I had to tell them when I
would be next in Sydney, helpless with fear I blurted
out that I would be back the same time the next week, he
smiled and told me I would be contacted, as he smiled he
waved a camera in my face. He returned my wallet and
they escorted me from the building giving me no chance
to clean up.
Tears messed my mascara as I walked back to my hotel
wondering how I would manage to get back to my room
unseen, it hadn't even reached midnight, I sobbed
realising my world had changed forever because of a
stupid fantasy! I passed a shop with a mirror in the
window, and what I saw was disgusting making me sob even
more. People avoided me in the street or laughed and
jeered calling me names. I went as quickly as possible,
with my head down in shame. My fantasy, my stupid,
stupid fantasy!
This is my first attempt at story writing, I am very
interested in comments, suggestions, ideas. Should I
continue, or give it up as a bad job? Its up to you!
Toni ajb1182@hotmail.com
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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life in
anyway shape or form.
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