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 Intersection
 by David Lawrence


     I haven't seen Tamara for nearly an hour, but then,
 I haven't been looking for her.  Her boyfriend -- or,
 more precisely, the man whom she has been with lately,
 and who she wishes would be her boyfriend -- has left
 the party early, and alone.  I noticed she didn't leave
 with him.  I think she must be in the back of the house
 somewhere.  She almost always seeks some soft place to
 lie down when she's high.

     The rest of us, the last hangers-on, talk into the
 night, the way you do in an altered state of conscious-
 ness.  Most of the other guests have left, only the
 friends remain.  The music is off now, and the laughter
 quiet, the way old friends laugh together in the
 silence of a cool September night.  Matt is another
 year older, and the actual chronological fact of the
 birthday is about to pass when I realize I have to take
 Jeanne home.

     Jeanne is my girlfriend.  I have to take her home
 because her curfew is midnight.  I'm not going to tell
 you her age.  I will tell you that loving her I'm
 breaking no laws in my state, at least no serious ones.
 I had looked it up, so I knew.  At least a part of me
 is cautious.

     She looks sleepy and I rouse her.  She's tired be-
 cause it's Friday and she's worked hard, several hours
 overtime at a local supermarket.  Checkout girl. That's
 where I met her, or she met me.  Her eyes kept inviting
 me to ask, and eventually I did.  She looks older than
 she is,  with her athletic figure, smooth skin, and
 swirl of sometimes unruly blonde hair.  A face a little
 wider than some with her trim build, but sensual, sen-
 sual lips. 

     She seems to be glad to be going home, or at least,
 maybe glad to be leaving.  All of my friends are years
 older than her, and so it's a bit of a strain to fit
 in, although she does a brave job of it.  We drive home
 in silence, she sitting next to me on the seat, head on
 my shoulder.  The house is dark when we arrive.  I
 expect to take her to the porch and kiss her good
 night, but instead we make out in the car.  I confess
 my mind isn't on her, not entirely.  Even tired, her
 agile tongue curls actively in my mouth, and even
 kissing back I think of Susie.

     Susie, and Betty.  But I'm not going to go into
 those details here -- that's another story.  All I can
 say is that I left Susie's arms very, very late last
 night to drive the hour and a half home for Matt's
 party.  Susie and Betty had promised to come -- in
 fact, to bring their Wesson oil (they had said, with a
 wink; I had thought it was probably a joke, but hoped
 not). But they did not come.  There was no Wesson oil
 at this party.  It was a disappointment to me, as I
 had high hopes for an interesting time in the span of
 darkness before the next dawn.  When you're young,
 time and sleep seem nothing, nothing.

     "Mom's asleep." Jeanne whispers softly in my ear.
 I wonder why no lights are on in the house.  Only the
 yellow bug-light on the front porch. Jeanne has a key.

     I feel a hand between my legs.  Probing, touching,
 feeling there. We've done this before, but never here.
 Right in the driveway.   It's daring at best, more like
 foolhardy.  Fortunately, we are young, and therefore
 invulnerable.

     Her tiredness seems to have evaporated like mist
 under the blazing sun. Our tongues dance together in a
 familiar pattern.  Her hand also feels nice, her
 touches more direct, more ardent.  I feel myself stir.
 She doesn't know how overworked I've been in that de-
 partment lately.  It's difficult to get fully interest-
 ed, even now.  I can't help mentally comparing her
 tongue to Susie's older, more experienced technique.
 But it's nice, very nice.

     Somehow, we squiggle and squirm our way to the
 passenger side, away from the steering wheel. I suppose
 it's easy and nearly automatic because we've done it so
 often. We're used to loving one another in this brit-
 tle, windowed, steel and glass love nest.  I have a
 room of my own, as Matt and I are house mates.  But
 Matt's girlfriend Janet (also an old friend of mine)
 is often there, and Jeanne won't make love in my room
 when she's there.  The walls are very thin because it's
 quite an old house, pretty far out in the country.

     When I get to the passenger seat, she swings her
 leg over me and straddles my loins.  We are, of course,
 still fully clothed.  But our mouths solder together
 for a little while, and the feel of her against me, the
 clean, bright scent of her, the touch of her thighs on
 mine, rouse a bit more of my desire.  Outside, it's
 brightly moonlit.  I can see most everything clearly,
 now with the car lights off and my eyes adjusted to the
 dark.  She breaks our kiss, and leans back slightly. I
 can see the gloss on her swollen lips.

     She watching me, I watching her, we lock eyes.
 Below, I can feel motion.  I know what's she's doing,
 and why.  She's unbuttoning the top button of her
 shorts, which takes a moment of fumbling, and then
 the sound of the zipper.

     Access.

     We kiss again,  our soaked lips pressing, sucking,
 our tongues again probing, thrusting and parrying.  My
 hand does not hesitate,  but moves swiftly to the dark
 V of her open zipper.  The fingers find her navel,
 circle around it, and dip downwards, to the elastic
 ring of her panties. Her legs widen a trifle more, not
 because they need to I don't think, but just in
 welcome.

     Past the elastic, stretching it outward.  Through
 the fleecy cornsilk of her hair, where to my surprise
 I find wetness, slick hot honey matting the bottom of
 the inverted triangle.  Heat.  My fingertips probe
 further down, finding not the narrow band of the valley
 between the open thighs and the ridges of hair, but
 seemingly a wide open plain of warm velvet flesh,
 spread open in verdant welcome to its bony, agile
 invaders.

     Oh, the mystery of women!  Only a few minutes ago
 she'd seemed so tired, so uninterested.  I was sure
 when we pulled up I'd just escort her to the door and
 kiss her good night.  Now she's hot, open, flowing like
 a river. As soon as I touch her sensitive labia, she
 thrusts her tongue in my mouth as deep as it will go.

     I explore.  I'm not in a foreign country, though.
 I ought to be familiar with the territory, I've been
 here often enough.  But it's always new, like the
 ocean (in more ways than one).  I love the complex
 geography of that tiny area between a woman's legs. My
 fingertips find the borders of the valley, moving
 around them, pressing and smoothing the outer lips.
 She is incredibly soaked.  I can feel the hairs bundled
 and glued together in staves.

     Inward, slowly, slowly -- I seek the source of this
 Nile.  The smoothness of the borderlands gives way
 gradually to a series of ridges and folds, all swim-
 mingly flooded too.  I'm concentrating on my fingers,
 and let my tongue go idle.  She takes up that cause in
 earnest, seeming to make up for my lack of effort.  But
 as I find each tiny wrinkle of her inner lips, and
 caress it with the ball of my fingertip, the tongue in
 my mouth slows down.  As I find the yielding mouth of
 the volcano, and snake inside so gently, her swirling
 stops, and her lips seem almost to rest against mine,
 barely touching.  I can feel her breath begin to cool
 the saliva on my lips. Her breathing is starting to get
 just a little uneven.

     Inside.  Inside.  Deep, and up, where I feel re-
 servoirs of honey as yet unreleased, which with my
 touch give way, and a warm flood seems to run down my
 knuckles.  I press against the slick, satin walls,
 feeling the marvelous hidden structures behind them.
 Her body seems to tighten just a bit, and then relax
 as a sigh, a small, quivery, girlish little sigh
 escapes her. Her lips leave mine, and she rests her
 face on my shoulder, wet lips now almost touching the
 V where my shoulder meets my neck.  I can feel her
 thick blonde hair slightly tickling my cheek and neck.

     Visibility.  Now I can see the house, little yellow
 bug light shining on the porch, all other windows dark,
 standing about forty yards away in the bright full moon
 light.  It's important to keep watch for a light coming
 on, a door opening.  I'm glad I can see.  But every-
 thing is quiet, except the crickets chirping their
 myriad, desperate love songs into the late September
 night.

     As I watch, down below my fingers probe, circle,
 rub, and finally withdraw a reluctant retreat from the
 tunnel.  Out, and up, slowly, northward in the valley
 and towards the little mound that lies in these parts,
 embedded there like a small hard marble in a velvet
 pouch.  I find it easily, of course, but touch it
 slowly, cautiously.  Her body tightens against mine as
 I do.  I'm not sure how to read that sign...is it too
 sensitive?  I decide on caution, and work my way around
 it, touching and feeling, but not directly.  Her head
 lolls about, shaking slowly against me as if saying no,
 but it is not no that she says, but "Yes.", breathily
 against my sweaty neck.  Exactly her third word since
 we left the party, I think.

     I move across the marble, horizontally.  She sighs
 again, a little moan, and her arms tighten their grip
 on my shoulders.  That sounds like a green light to me.
 I begin a slow, rhythmic motion, back and forth, up and
 down, in a regular beat, fingertip gentle across the
 slick hard nub.  I can feel the reaction, and it's not
 subtle: she tightens, trembles, sighs.  It's like a
 earthquake, building inside her.  I keep my eyes on the
 porch, and give her no mercy.  Strumming, slowly, then
 a bit faster.  We haven't got all night, after all.

     I think of Susie.  Her valley, her landscape, her
 trembles, her sighs. The way she kisses, hard, lustful,
 insistent.  The way she heaves up her loins to me when
 she comes.  All different, and wonderfully different,
 and yet similar.  Such wonderful mysteries, such in-
 credible discoveries; those already found, but those
 waiting to be uncovered even sweeter.

     Still, it's hard not to feel a twinge of guilt.
 Jeanne knows nothing of Susie.   She's missed me so,
 when I've been out of town every week for a month now.
 It's all very confusing.  I am quite fond of her, but
 I could have never said I loved her, and I never have.
 I'm going to have to tell her something; but it's hard,
 it's hard.

     Suddenly, lights dance about the car.  I look
 around -- relief.  It's only a car on the road outside,
 driving past.  The sound comes slowly, then recedes
 fast.  Doppler effect.

     Jeanne hasn't noticed.  Her trust is in me, and
 only me, now. I can feel her body tense, tense.  She
 holds me tight, her breath now coming in ragged bursts.
 She does not moan, but I can feel a tremble run through
 her, then quiet, quiet; and then a heave that takes me
 by surprise, a gasp and exhalation of air, almost
 violent.  "Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" she groans into my
 ear, then relaxes and falls silent again, except for
 a somewhat noisy effort to regain control of her lungs.
 My fingers stop their motion, knowing that to touch
 her now might even hurt.

     My hand, a bit cramped now from the narrow angle,
 gives her whole vulva one last affectionate cup,
 gently, and withdraws.

     As her breathing slows, she touches her lips to my
 neck, and ever so gently kisses me there.  Then slowly,
 languidly, she plants little kisses on my neck, cheeks,
 lips, nose.  She does it so lovingly, it hurts me.

     She recovers, slowly, and leans back, looking at
 my face in the moonlight.  "Thank you." she says.  She
 always thanks me.  She's so courteous.  Her hand finds
 it's way again to the intersection of my legs, and
 feels the hardness -- yes, hardness -- there.

     "Your turn now."

     She feels me, tracing the outline through my pants.
 I'm hard, and a bit aroused, but not as much as you'd
 think.  This last week has been anything but a drought
 for me, sexually, but she does not know that.  Once,
 these bouts in the car, or somewhere else we'd stolen
 for a hour or two, were thrilling, satisfying.  But
 that was before I'd gone on that business trip; that
 long, tough software installation.  Before I'd moved
 in, during the week, with my old friend Betty.  Before
 she'd introduced me to Susie.  A time when the only
 threesome I'd known was that between myself, my
 imagination, and my right hand.   A time before the
 exotic had made the ordinary seem, well, ordinary.

     "It's late." I whisper.  "You might better go in
 now.  We can take a rain check on it, and you can have
 me soon when you're not so far past your curfew."

     "Are you sure?" she asks.  This is not a situation
 we've been in before.

     "It's OK." I reply.  We kiss,  gently, then she
 unstraddles me and sits back, arranging her clothing,
 zipping the zipper, buttoning the button.  We kiss
 again, and she slips out the passenger side, the noise
 of the car door seeming loud in the quiet night air.
 I watch her trim, sexy, athletic body move gracefully
 to the house, and up the stairs.  At the top, under
 the yellow light, she turns, smiles, waves.  I start
 the car after the door closes, and begin the ten
 minute journey back.

     (I don't know it yet, but I sense it.  Sometime
 soon, there will be a time when I drop her off and
 don't kiss her automatically.  "No kiss?" she will
 ask, perplexed.  Sometime soon, there will be a week-
 end when I don't call, or come by.  Sometime soon,
 we'll be standing in this driveway on an October
 afternoon, my hands in hers, and she will ask with
 red-rimmed eyes if I still love her.  My silence --
 hurt, hurting for her and me, selfishly -- will say
 all she does not want to hear.  She'll drop my hands,
 and turn, and walk up those stairs without looking
 back, without smiling, without waving.)

                       * * *

     Our house is quiet, still, sitting there white in
 the moonlight, deep in the piney woods.  The only light
 on is the living room.  I come in quietly, to find
 Matt, his girlfriend Janet, brother Bryan, our friend
 Jerry, and our neighbor (200 yards further down the
 dirt road) Kathy. They're in a small circle in the
 living room, draped casually on the sofa, chairs,
 wooden floor.  Passing a joint, it appears, or only a
 roach, held in it's long metal clip, trailing a swirl
 of gray smoke into the dimly lit room.  The detritus
 of the party all around: beer cans, glasses, plates.

     I'm offered, but decline.  Just joining them might
 entail staying up hours more.  Kathy, in particular,
 is infamous for her ability to party till dawn.  I can
 already sense a connection between her and Jerry.
 Maybe she won't be staying too long, after all, nor he.
 Bryan will be sleeping on the couch.  Matt and Janet
 are often impatient, and might soon be abed too.  But
 still, I don't join in, but announce tiredly I'm going
 to hit the sack.  No one begs me to stay, but I get a
 strange vibe.  Like something they know, that I don't.
 Matt is smiling a trifle strangely.  It could be the
 drugs, who knows?

     It's a small house.  There are only six rooms --
 two bedrooms, a bathroom, kitchen, tiny dining area,
 and small living room.  Built in the late 19th century,
 probably for a sharecropper family.  There are four
 such houses out here in the woods -- the mansion (it
 is one) that once was the epicenter of this little
 agricultural empire is further down the road, at the
 very end.  One of the houses is run down, Kathy lives
 in one, and the family of the man who tends the land-
 scaping and horses of the rich northern lady who now
 owns this property makes up the other, besides ours.
 They do have inside plumbing, as she fixed them up for
 rental.  But no heat, other than a fireplace and
 electric baseboard heaters than don't work very well.
 No insulation at all, just board walls.

     My feet creak the floorboards as I walk down the
 hall to my bedroom. No need for a light -- the windows
 are large, and the full moonlight streams in.  I open
 the door to my bedroom -- why is it closed? -- and
 look thankfully towards my single bed.  And then I
 remember.

     I am not alone.

     There in my bed, only half covered, lies a sleeping
 girl.  Tamara.  Her tousled black hair wild around her
 unusual, but not unattractive face. Her petite, beauti-
 fully formed body lying back against the wall, her face
 out towards the door.  Being tiny, maybe a trifle under
 five feet, she can even make my bed look big enough for
 two.  There's room for me.  What should I do?

     I remember.  Everyone expected her to go home with
 Paul.  What happened?  I knew he had left, and she'd
 stayed, and that they had come to the party together.
 A fight?  Unlikely: Paul wasn't the fighting type.  At
 any rate, she has no ride home.

     Somehow, the obvious idea of waking her up and
 asking if she'd like me to drive her home never even
 crosses my mind.  She is, after all, fully clothed,
 lying there sleeping (or apparently sleeping).  But
 Tamara and I have a slight history.  There have been
 times when she sat closer to me than necessary, or
 touched me in a certain way.  We've never been
 intimate, but I've had signals that it might not be
 unwelcome if it came to pass.

     It seems natural just to get into bed with her --
 after all, it is my bed -- and see what happens.  If
 she wants to go home, I'll be happy to take her.  If
 she wants to stay, that's alight too.  If she just
 wants to sleep with me -- that's all -- in my bed, I
 would have no objection, as long as she didn't snore,
 kick, or cling too tight.

     I strip.  Normally, I always sleep naked, but in
 this case I decide it might be prudent to slip on some
 boxers.  Quietly, I pull back the covers and nestle in
 beside her.  To see what will happen.

     We're only inches apart, as there is not much room
 for two in a single bed.  Amazingly, she doesn't open
 her eyes as I slip in beside her, facing her.  She's
 only partly covered, and I pull up the blanket to cover
 my legs, as there's already a chill in the room.  I
 suspect she isn't sleeping, but I study her face any-
 way, in the pale, semi-reflected moonlight.  Small,
 round, almost Asian.  There may be some Asian blood
 there, it's hard to tell. Short, straight black hair.
 She looks peaceful, content.  Slowly, as there seems
 to be no reaction from her, I resign myself to just
 nod off there beside her, a bit uncomfortably, on my
 side.

     That's when she reveals she's awake, by reaching
 her hand up to me and caressing my upturned side.  She
 doesn't open her eyes, just uses her hand as a blind
 person would, feeling slowly upwards, almost tickling
 me but not intending to.  Across my chest, and up to
 my chin, where she detects the beard -- the first sure
 mark of identification.  I in turn reach out my hand,
 and seek skin, but there isn't much exposed.  Only her
 hands, and her face.  Her clothes cover everything
 else.  I choose her upturned cheek, and softly, slowly
 touch it.  

     At that, she opens her eyes and studies my face.
 Her eyes are dark pools, so brown they are almost
 black, but they reflect some subtle light from the
 room behind me.  It almost feels romantic, for a
 moment.

     But only a moment.  Then, in a startling burst of
 energy, she suddenly scrambles up out of the covers,
 and climbs across me and out of the bed. I'm stunned.
 My first thought is I've really screwed up now.
 Assumed too much.  Another blunder.  Embarrassing.

     But then I'm amazed again.  She doesn't head for
 the door.  I turn, and she's standing there, beside
 the bed, in the full moon from the window, and pulling
 off her sweater.  It flys up over her head, and back
 into the darkness, out of the pool of pale blue light.
 Other garments follow, in what seems to me a blinding
 flash.  Blouse.  Pants.  Bra.  Panties.  Socks.

     I love to see a woman reveal her body to me for
 the first time.  But I admit, I've never had it done
 so quickly, or so uninterestingly, before or since.
 A slow strip, or even an ordinary undressing, would
 have been sexy, but this is a bit too much.

     Still, the glimpse I get of the revealed flash is
 breathtaking. Perfect curves; young, bouncy, medium-
 sized breasts with small dark nipples. And the sweet-
 est, most beautiful ass a girl could have.  This all
 flashes by in a second or two, of course, before she
 jumps (and that is the right word) back on the bed,
 and on top of me.

     She fits herself to my body, pressing every avail-
 able inch of flesh to mine.  She's extraordinarily hot
 -- literally.  Her skin is so warm, I must feel cold
 to her.  Arms go around my neck, her lips seek mine,
 her nipples are hard enough to feel against my chest.
 She writhes a bit on me, rubbing skin on skin, as I
 feel my cock pulsing and filling against her leg. This
 is all wordless, silent.

     Tongue.  Another tongue in my mouth, the third,
 incredibly, in twenty-four hours, after Susie and
 Jeanne.  Tamara's is small, agile, insistent, and
 lighting quick.  She licks at my lips, probes my own
 tongue, swirls around inside.  At the same time, she
 places one leg between mine, and arcs her body slight-
 ly, so as to bring the top of her pussy into contact
 with my thigh.  I can feel the heat, the wetness there.
 I raise my own leg between hers, and we press together
 hard there, her ass wiggling against me, riding my
 upper thigh.  Her hot spot feels almost like it can
 burn me there.

     What is it?  The full moon?  Some strange karma in
 the air?  Suddenly unexpected women seem ferociously
 in heat.  I've been active, hoping, trying for so many
 years to have something resembling a sex life -- with
 mixed success.  Now, I'm almost passive, and they are
 coming to me.  It's unexpected, and though pleasurable
 a little disconcerting too.  Like staring out at the
 ocean for years, never being able to go in it, then
 suddenly having freedom and plunging in, only to be
 rolled by the power of the waves.

     Tamara and I kiss, grope, twist, and wiggle.  Some-
 one pulls my boxers off -- it may have been me.  Some-
 how in all this, I wind up on top of her. I feel a
 surge of lust being released, somewhere.  There's a
 pause, mainly because she slows down for a few moments.
 She looks up at me.

     "Fuck me." she says, softly.  Then, "Fuck me."
 again, this time with the emphasis on the first word.
 She says it very distinctly, and clearly. I move to
 comply, even as I reflect that there are others in
 the house, and almost certainly they could hear her
 say that, if not the thrashing that preceded it.  But
 still, what is one to do?  By this time, I've been
 heated to the point where I really couldn't care less.
 At one time or another, I've heard most of them making
 love.  Certainly Matt and Janet, to say nothing of
 Jerry (which is yet another story).

     My tiny lover spreads her legs wide for me.  Usual-
 ly, I'm in favor of a long, slow, sensual buildup.  But
 this feels like an emergency, so I do the appropriate
 thing.  Without hands, I press myself up to her pussy,
 and probe gently for the softest, most yielding spot.
 It's easy to find, and easy to slip inside, and so I
 do.  But oh my!  She's so tight, a wave of pleasure
 sweeps over me as the head pushes past the outer lips.
 I pause, briefly, to get control, but she doesn't want
 a pause, and pushes up, to get more of me inside her.
 I take her in my arms and kiss her, to distract her;
 then press slowly, deliberately, deeper inside.  It's
 an easy glide; tight, smooth, and easy.  She moans
 into my mouth just as I feel my balls nestle up against
 her lips.  Fully socketed.  We both lie there, still,
 panting in mutual pleasure.

     It just feels so good.  So indescribable.  A feel-
 ing of thickness, yes thick, filled, overflowing with
 a deep-seated lust.  Impossible, now, to even stay
 still inside her for long, so I hold out until the
 intense feeling subsides a little (for greater con-
 trol), then pull out, slowly, until the just the head
 is touching her, then push back in, as slowly as I can,
 which isn't very, since every nerve is begging for the
 friction to heat up.

     Soon, we are basically fucking like animals.
 There's simply no other honest way to describe it.
 The bed squeaks and groans.  Anyone nearby, even
 behind the closed door, is getting an earful.  We
 try, somehow, to be quiet with our lungs, but as our
 heads are together such that my mouth is against her
 ear, and vice versa, every pant and moan and grunt
 seems loud.  But there's no stopping us.  If the earth
 opened up right now, we'd probably keep on fucking on
 the way down.

     She's not shy -- she meets me heave for thrust.
 Her arms wrap around my back, and her legs around my
 waist.  I have a wriggling, trashing, moaning and
 panting woman attached to me fore and aft.  But all I
 can think of is the feeling on my cock, the friction,
 the sweet sliding.  Again and again.  I know I'll come
 soon, but don't care.

     Still, she beats me to it.  Her squeeze suddenly
 gets tighter, and her legs unwrap and plant on the bed.
 An agonized groan escapes her, and I pause briefly, as
 is my habit, to feel her coming.  Susie would heave up
 right now, and it's half what I expect; but Tamara
 belongs to that group which hunches, rather than
 heaves.  And she does -- her hips thrust at me in a
 rapid rhythm, her legs against the bed giving leverage.
 She throws her head back and holds her breath, and as
 the hunches stop she seems impossibly stiff for a
 second, before exhaling in a rush, and relaxing.

     She lies underneath me, dazed it seems.  I don't
 care, and start moving again.  The sensation mounts
 quickly, and there's no reason to fight it now. I just
 let it happen -- I stiffen, push forward, moan, and
 feel the pulses as I come up inside her.  I seems like
 a long one, but after only a few seconds of the usual
 unbelievable ecstasy, I too, dazed, relax on top of
 her.  Our breathing mingles unevenly in the still air.

     We lie still, not moving, for some indeterminate
 time.  The fury in abeyance, for a while, anyway.  Our
 breathing returns to normal. Eventually, she speaks.

     "Finally.  A man who likes sex." she murmurs.

     I agree, but don't say it.  I have to wonder if
 this is a comment on Paul,  or simply a way of com-
 plimenting me.

     Dreamlike, my mind wanders.  A furious encounter,
 this, like nothing I've felt before.  Hurried, but
 lusty.  Still, all I can think of is the contrast with
 sweet Susie, her slow, sensuous way of loving.  This
 might be all right for a time or two, but that way of
 taking your time is more what I like.  I wonder if
 there's a way I can try and slow Tamara down.

     But it's not long until hands start to wander,
 again.  I feel an urge to explore this new territory.
 She must feel something along the same lines, and so
 it goes.  I get up to light a candle, the better to
 see details by.  And eventually, we end up with her
 widespread, and me between her legs, amazed by the
 sight.  I've never seen anything like it before. Every
 woman really is different, believe me.  Her vulva is
 huge for her small body, and spread wetly open in a
 range of reddish and vermilion hues. A beautiful
 flower.  But it's a fleshy cylinder at the top that's
 unique to me.  Where many seem to peak in the forest
 of hairs, she has a large protrubence.  It's not her
 clit, but a tube of red, shining skin that encloses it.
 About the thickness of my little finger, and half it's
 length. I rub it gently, and she sighs.  No wonder she
 could come so easily from just the stimulation provided
 by our coupling.

     I think of Susie.  She's so different in her
 anatomy there; her clit is tiny, and hidden away.  You
 could never see it, and it's even difficult to find
 with tongue or finger.  She can't come just from pene-
 tration and friction, no matter how long it lasts, she
 needs direct stimulation of the hidden pleasure button.
 When we make love,  my coming inside her is usually
 sandwiched in between my oral ministrations to her.
 Seldom has anything made my confidence soar more than
 being told I was among the very best, even among the
 women whom she has had there.  Now I know I'm good, and
 mostly it's because I love it so.

     I minister to Tamara.  As I do, we both hear a
 feminine moan through the wall.  Janet, my good friend,
 and Matt, another good friend.  I like to think we
 inspired them.  I look up at Tamara as another, louder
 moan is heard, but she just looks up at me and touches
 my head and urges me back down to my duty.  Soon she is
 sighing, and wriggling a bit (she's not a good person
 at holding still, I've noticed).  I put my hands on her
 hips, hold tight, and lick her strongly, figuring since
 the clit is a bit protected I can be less than totally
 gentle.  She endures this for a while, a short while,
 and then with an odd keening sound she thrashes the
 little hunches I felt earlier, but this time against my
 face.

     My beard is now soaked.  Soaked in sexy-smelling
 juices, almost certainly a bit of mine mixed with hers.
 I don't care, though, and feel happy and warm as we
 cuddle together.  Once her breathing is normal again,
 she offers another comment, this one spoken happily,
 joyfully, and not at all whispered:

     "Wasn't that FUN?"

     I agree, and want to cuddle some more.  But she's
 now seized with a wander lust.  That a person who seems
 so still, normally, can be so active when aroused is
 interesting.  She says she wants some water from the
 kitchen.  I get up, and crack open the door for a look
 outside.  Darkness: guests are gone.  Matt and Janet in
 bed, door closed.  No noise from there, right now.  I
 figure I'll just go in and get her some water, and me
 too -- my throat is a bit dry.  But before I can open
 the door, she's right beside me.  So I take the candle,
 and hold it up, and naked we creak down the little
 hallway towards the kitchen.  She walks ahead of me,
 and I can't help but admire the perfection of her body,
 firm sexy ass, gorgeous legs, even her back and neck so
 delicious as she walks slowly in the edge of the circle
 of reddish light.

     We're in the kitchen, whispering, getting glasses
 when I remember Bryan (at least) is sleeping in on the
 couch.  If he's awake (probable) he's getting a eyeful.
 But so what?  We gulp down some badly needed water, and
 then she takes the candle from me (dribbling some hot
 wax on my foot in the process -- ouch) and wanders into
 the little dining area before I whisper to her that
 someone is sleeping on the couch.  "Oooops" she says
 rather than whispers, "Don't wanna go in there." and we
 retreat.  She knows she can be seen clearly and fully
 from the couch, not ten feet away.  

     Tamara is normally a quiet person, who often
 doesn't put much emotion into anything she says.  But
 now she sounds happy, alive, vibrant.  We wander back
 down the hall, and into the bathroom.  I hold the
 candle for her, and she squats and pees, the stream
 splashing loudly in the total silence of the house.
 When she's done, she takes the candle and holds it for
 me, and I do the same, except standing up of course.
 She doesn't react in any way to this, it just seems
 natural and matter-of-fact to be peeing like this in
 front of one another.  We could turn on a light, but
 the candle makes it different, adventurous, fun; like
 the way snow transforms a familiar landscape into a
 new and exciting one.

     Back in the bedroom, she tells me to lie down. I
 do, and she climbs aboard me, but backwards.  Her
 knees beside my chest.  I realize what's happening as
 soon as her ass lowers towards my face.  No prelimi-
 naries, just the direct act of getting into position,
 and starting to sixty-nine.

     Somehow, I think of Susie again.  So different.
 Tamara is direct, she wants sex, and that's what we
 do.  Just climb on, and start.  Susie is so sensual,
 so indirect, so creative.  We can touch, caress,
 explore, kiss, lick, everything for it seems like
 hours, driving one another up and up and up until
 finally one or another takes charge and makes the
 other explode, then switching roles until both have
 come.  Then resting, talking -- slowly, languidly.
 That's my style, really.  What's the hurry?  Why be
 so quick, so impatient in search of the orgasm?  Make
 it wait.  Enjoy every moment for as long as possible.

     Tamara places her pussy on my mouth, and takes my
 cock in hers.  I lick, she licks.  I probe inward, she
 sucks.  I fill, becoming hard in her mouth.  She gushes
 against mine.  We are, I must admit, a perfect fit. To
 do a good sixty-nine, the two bodies must fit together
 nicely, otherwise, uncomfortable contortions are re-
 quired of one or another partner that detract from the
 experience.  But this girl is exactly right for me in
 the way of physical compatibility.  She can sit on my
 face and take me in her mouth without bending me back
 alarmingly.

      Pretty soon the feeling mounts in me, but then
 she suddenly climbs off, quickly, hurriedly.  She spins
 around, clumsily knocking a knee into my shoulder as
 she does, but paying no attention, not even a hurried
 apology. She wants me inside her again, and straddles
 and inserts me without ceremony, and starts immediately
 to hump up and down.  A little time to adjust, to play,
 to feel myself still inside her would be nice, but
 she's too impatient.

     I content myself with watching her rise and fall,
 eyes closed, breasts jiggling up and down, nipples
 small and pointed and hard.  I've come too recently to
 feel any overpowering sensations, so I at least can
 relax as she grinds her way to another orgasm within a
 few minutes.  Even on top, she stops rising and lower-
 ing, and hunches her hips back and forth, then falls
 down on me chest to chest, and I enjoy the feeling of
 her hot little body against mine, my cock buried still
 inside her.  Until she revives and requests "Do me
 doggy."

     Good God.  The word "insatiable" is often misused,
 so I'm tempted to avoid it here.  But we're getting
 close, very close to an appropriate time for it. At
 any rate, I'm certainly not going to turn down a chance
 to enjoy the spectacular view of her on her knees, that
 incredible ass raised to me. So we rearrange, and I
 pause (since I'm in control now) to watch, admire,
 touch, and caress her sexiest asset before moving up
 on my knees and letting her hand guide me into her.

     We hump again, in a steady rhythm.  The bed groans
 and squeaks, again. She moans, and I feel a rising
 lusty sexual sensation spreading through me. It may be
 possible to come again, I think.  But it's very nice
 just getting there, so I keep my eyes open, watching
 the action like the camera in a porno movie, inhaling
 the hot, musky aroma rising from our friction right up
 to my nostrils.

     Then, she comes again;  grabbing the sheets in a
 ball and wiggling her ass as I hold still and let it
 happen.  I hear a muffled cry and realize she's biting
 the bed.   After she stills, I hold her against me
 tight, moving ever so gently inside her.  But she pulls
 away, and falls down.  This is it, I think, and I'm in
 between wanting to come, and wanting to sleep.  I could
 accept either, as I crawl up beside her on the small
 bed.  Her chest is still heaving a bit, but it gradual-
 ly quiets.  She opens her eyes, and looks at my face,
 a dreamy look on hers.  But her hand moves to me, and
 finds my cock still hard, and caresses it.  That de-
 cides it:  I want to come, and then sleep.

     I signal this by moving my hips as she masturbates
 me.  I doesn't matter to me how I come, as long as it
 happens.  Hand, mouth is fine.  I can understand if
 her pussy is too sore.  But no: she rolls to her back,
 spreads her legs.  Wordlessly, I mount her, and insert.
 She welcomes me with hands on my hips, urging me in,
 and soon we are fully locked together, yet again.

     What time can it be?  I think hazily as I start to
 make the abused bed squeak, yet again.  I'm into it,
 but not close to coming.  We rock steadily for a while,
 almost soundlessly except for the bedsprings.  The
 sensation starts to mount again, and I'm enjoying it
 deliciously as she starts to heave and wriggle beneath
 me.  My elbows are on either side of her head, and her
 legs are up high, thighs against my sides, bare feet in
 the air behind me I'm sure.

     Her head starts to shift slowly from side to side,
 lips touching each arm in turn, her eyes closed.  I
 watch her face as we hump, and as she turns to the left
 side, her mouth opens and she bites into the skin on
 the inside of my upper arm.  I can actually see her
 teeth take the skin and pull on it. Owwwwww!  It hurts.
 I jerk my arm away.  But it doesn't hurt enough to
 deter me from my goal, and I start to fuck her more
 fiercely, while keeping both arms away from her mouth.
 She fucks back at me, and for a moment I can feel our
 pubic areas meeting forcefully.  It's not my style,
 not my style at all, but I do come in a great thunder-
 ing seizure, the power of it sending the room reeling
 around my head.  Somewhere below I feel a violently
 writhing body.

     ...I awaken, it seems, slumped over her, still
 inside her.  Our bodies are slick with mutual sweat.
 Somewhere in the muddle of glowing sensations, I can
 feel the small sting of the bite on my inner arm.  But
 I don't care, and just lay there, until I doze off.

     But not for long.  As soon as the sun begins to
 lighten the eastern sky, she's up, working her way out
 from under me, waking me.

     "I have to go now." she says.

     Dazedly, sleepily, we both pull on our clothes.
 She needs me to take her home.  As we get into the car,
 I realize I don't know where she lives, and ask for
 directions.

     "Take me to Paul's apartment." she says.

     Yes, I'm stunned, and ask her if she's sure.  Yes,
 she is, and determined in her voice. I drive her there,
 and we speak not a word.  Not one.

     Paul lives on the second floor.  She gets out of
 the car, says goodbye, and in the early dawn light
 walks up the stairs, turning once and only once to look
 at me.  

     Susie would not leave me like this.  She would
 never use me like this. 

     (I can't imagine, even when I try, what happens
 between them this morning.  I only dimly sense that I
 will almost never see her again, and then only once,
 in the arms of another man (a stranger) outside a
 Hallmark store.  She will see me then, and give me a
 little smile in such a way that he does not see it.
 She will never return any of the calls I will make to
 her. Paul never speaks of her again, and I do not ask.)

                          * * * 

     A waning half-moon, swimming under Jupiter in a
 bright clear October night, maybe an hour after mid-
 night.

     Two identical glasses of white wine, posed on the
 tiny crate that pretends it's a table, on Susie's
 porch.  The two of us, our nakedness bundled in two of
 her robes against the chill of the night.  Talking,
 relaxing, watching God's casually spectacular display
 of thousands of alien suns sparkling in the crisp,
 dark, silent night air.

     The bruise from the bite on my arm is still there,
 but no longer hurts like it did for days afterwards.

     Even the crickets and creek frogs are tired and
 quiet, it seems.  We've discussed some cosmic things,
 and now the conversation gradually drifts to something
 closer to home for us: orgasms.

     How they feel, and how impossible it is to describe
 it.  The best ones we remember, and how few we actually
 can recall individually of the many, many we have en-
 joyed, both together and with other lovers and friends,
 and of course, alone.  Then about faking it, and how
 both women and men can do this, and sometimes do.  She
 admits she used to, feeling inadequate because she just
 couldn't get there with a man inside her, but they
 almost all seem to expect it, their manhood tied
 ridiculously to the power of their hard cocks to pro-
 duce a spasm in a woman.  I amuse her by telling of
 the times I've faked it.  She really didn't know men
 could, or would.  She also thinks men's orgasms all
 feel the same, every time.  But like women, we (or at
 least I) have larger, or smaller ones, in many varie-
 ties.  True, we always ejaculate, but that doesn't mean
 the feeling is always the same.

     We discuss what makes a better one.  Mostly, it's
 the buildup, not hurrying, charging up a head of steam
 before letting it blow.  But not always, I have to
 admit.  There have been times when after hours of
 exquisite foreplay the actual orgasm was not as spec-
 tacular as some others that were induced quickly.  She
 agrees, that it's only partially under our control, and
 fortunately even the lesser ones are simply wonderful.

     The turn in the conversation towards sexual themes
 means an impending resumption of activity, you can be
 sure.  Verbal foreplay is a isn't a lost art.  But she
 offers something new, as usual.

     "Betty says if she puts her finger in the right
 place, she can feel me come." she remarks.

     "Really?" I am intrigued.  Feeling a woman come is
 one of my quests.  I mean, feeling something that can't
 be simulated.  Heaves, hunches, trembles, tightening of
 vaginal muscles -- all are typical.  But that's not
 what Susie means, I suspect.

     "I'll show you." she offers, and we retreat inside,
 leaving the moon to its own devices.  Robes discarded,
 she takes up a position in one of her stuffed chairs,
 legs draped over the arms.  I take up a position on the
 floor in front of her.  She's spread wide, but only
 beginning to be aroused. Her vertical smile is but a
 narrow strip of dark red in the hairy valley.

     I could arouse her fully with a few licks, but I
 take it as a challenge to open her flower up by words
 alone.  I ask her about how she and Betty discovered
 the place where her come could be clearly felt.  She
 describes the two of them, in a chair like this (maybe
 this one), with Betty experimenting, searching for her
 G spot, which they'd both read about but had never
 experienced.  With her fingers on the upper part of
 the vaginal wall, where the G spot is supposed to be,
 Betty was rubbing gently while licking Susie's clit.
 The internal activity didn't seem to have much effect,
 but the tongue work did, and when Susie came, Betty
 could feel the little contractions deep inside with
 her finger.

     Telling this, in her slow, languid southern style,
 Susie keeps her legs open for me, only inches away. As
 she talks, losing herself in the memory, her vulva
 begins a deliberate but visible and exciting trans-
 formation.  The hairy sides part under the gentle
 swelling, and the reddish lips inflate outwards
 revealing lighter and deeper hues.  Pink, red, tan and
 white, and at the center a set of folds that grows
 moist as I watch, feeling my own cock grow and harden,
 untouched.

     That words and thoughts alone could do this is
 unique, and exciting. Obvious and not uncommon, but
 still unique and exciting -- like that starry nightly
 display that is both familiar enough to not be noticed,
 yet stunning and incredible when you understand what
 it really means.

     "You want to try it?" she asks, anticipating my
 question.

     My answer is to insert my tongue into that place
 where the moisture seems to be coming from, and then
 to work it all out and around until the whole landscape
 is painted with clear honey and saliva, gleaming in the
 candlelight.  She just leans back, as I imitate Betty,
 inserting a finger, then two, and licking gently up
 above where they go inside her, finding that little
 nub already hardened.

     I work gently but steadily,  moving the fingers a
 little, but keeping the fingertips up against where the
 G spot is supposed to be.  Everything is warm, slick,
 musky, sexy, beautiful.  I hear sighs and little moans
 up above me.  My free hand goes up to her belly and
 rubs it, but really it's there to help hold down the
 inevitable heave that I know is coming.

     I love this, I really, really do.  It's just as
 wonderful to give such pleasure as it is to receive it
 (as long as you're sure your turn will come, of
 course).  She climbs higher, higher.  I recognize all
 the familiar symptoms, although predicting the actual
 moment of the explosion is difficult.  I just keep up
 the steady rhythm, tongue on clit, over and over and
 over.  Her legs tense, and I know it's near.  An intake
 of breath almost desperate signals the eruption, and
 her legs flex up to push her split into my face.  I
 hold her as still as I can, and wait for the moment.

     And I feel it, I feel it!  Gently, like the flutter
 of butterfly wings, right under my fingertips: pulse...
 pulse-pulse-pulse-pulse-pulse.  The same rhythm of my
 own spasms when I come!  One long tightening, then a
 series of rapid little pulses.  Incredible.  No pos-
 sible way to fake that, it's too deep, to fast, too
 regular.  The spasms stop after only eight or ten, and
 then her hips relax back down into the chair.  I look
 up at her in wonder. I've never felt anything like that
 before.  When she opens her eyes she asks if I felt it,
 and I reply in wonder that yes, yes, yes I did.

     She lays me on the chair, and sucks my cock until
 I come in her mouth. 

     Before I can say it myself, she remarks impishly
 "I could feel you too!"

     "Smartass." I murmur.

                       * * *

     After that, she says it's time for bed. That means:
 it's time for me to go.  No matter that I drove an hour
 or more up here to be with her, and have to drive an
 hour home at 2 AM.  Staying overnight is forbidden.

     Foolishly, I ask why.  I've often been tempted, but
 never so bold as to ask, fearing to upset something
 delicate.

     She looks at me as one who has had some suspicion
 confirmed.
     
     "I don't really know how to say this, so I'll just
 say it." she says, after a considerable pause.  (Mental
 note: when someone starts a statement like this, noth-
 ing good ever follows it, no matter how gentle their
 tone is.)

     "What we do is fun, and I love it, but it's just
 for fun, can you understand?  Do you understand?  It
 doesn't mean anything else, it *can't* mean anything
 else.  Are you OK with that?"

     "Sure." I say, but I fear a slight tone betrays me.
 It's hard to admit it to myself, but I do want it to
 mean more.

     "I just need to be clear on that, very clear.  It's
 important." she continues.  I agree.  I surely don't
 want whatever we have to stop, even if this is all it
 ever gets to be.  But her look is stern, and I regret
 asking the question.

     We part with a hug, and my thanks for the com-
 panionship, the wine, and the sex.  I drive home,
 alone under the starry night.


     (No matter how I deny it to myself, the mistake
 of asking about staying all night was fatal.  I will
 call her again, we will talk, and she will dodge all
 my efforts to get together.  From here on, I'll never
 see Susie again, try as I might.  I doggedly deny to
 myself it matters, I insist I only miss the sex.  But
 it is pain: it hurts, it numbly and relentlessly hurts.
  
     As I left Jeanne, as Paul and Tamara hurt each
 other, so Susie hurts me.  We are all bouncing through
 our lives without a map and with very few clues,
 colliding with each other, feeling the sparks of
 pleasure, and of pain.  We smile, we laugh, we cry, we
 are kings and queens, blunderers and fools.  Our fears
 rule us even as our hopes pull us forward.  Everyone
 looking for a safe shore on an endless sea, we strug-
 gle, and we learn.)
 
                         * * *

     I lie under an October sky so blue it breaks your
 heart to look at it. The leaves are changing, and I
 hear their rustling in the breeze.  It sounds like
 something familiar.  It sounds like pages turning,
 turning in the wind.


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 Copyright (c) 1999 David Lawrence

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