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  Authors name: rodsti@hotmail.com (Rod Stiffener)
  Story title : ON THE BRINK
  
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  BACK FROM THE BRINK - BY ROD STIFFENER
  
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  "DON"T leave the kitchen sink in such a mess like
  that!"
  
  "What mess?  Its just a few leftover soap suds."
  
  "It drives me nuts."
  
  Well, she drives me nuts, too.
  
  Once again, I couldn't get anything right.  Why can't
  she just chill out, lighten up, stay cool, or whatever
  slang the youth of today would use to describe it?
  
  It was obvious to anyone who cared to listen to us
  that my wife and I did not get on very well anymore.  
  In fact for some time it seemed we had been drifting
  further and further apart.
  
  We could put it down to any number of things.  The
  pressures of modern life.   Our competitive work
  environments.  We were city-dwelling
  thirtysomethings, both at the height of professional
  careers that took a lot out of us.  We routinely needed
  a whole weekend to "veg out" and recuperate from
  each working week.
  
  And sex?  Forget it!  In times of stress my own libido
  increases, but hers fades away to nothing.  She only
  feels horny when everything is perfect and in its place,
  and all is right with the world.  Nowadays these
  conditions seldom apply to our situation.  Take the
  soap suds, f'rinstance.
  
  I can't blame her, it is just the way she is.  A Catholic
  upbringing combined with an over-developed work
  ethic.  She must love me if she kept me hanging
  around, unless it was just out of force of habit.  I
  mean, I don't know for sure because she seldom says
  so out loud these days.  But I couldn't imagine myself
  living with anyone else but her.  She is one of the
  smartest people I know.  On an intellectual level, we
  have always clicked.  
  
  In fact, that was how I beat off the competition and
  won her over in the first place.  Although short (five
  foot two), not large in front (32B) and not
  conventionally pretty, she oozes a certain spunkiness
  and there have always been guys interested in her.  In
  high school she was dating the captain of a sports
  team, while I was a nobody.  But at University I came
  into my own.  Her sports jock had to leave town for a
  year and in that time I was somehow able to fascinate
  her.
  
  When he came back, things got a little tense.  I was
  away for a month myself at that time, and he came
  calling for her.  Afterward she confessed to me that
  while I was absent she had been in a dilemma.  She
  had gone out with him a few times "for old times
  sake", and there had been a certain amount of kissing
  while in his car.  Well, that was her story anyway, and
  what could I do but take her word for it?
  
  Funnily enough, I felt no anger at her two-timing like
  that.  I was strangely fascinated by the thought of her
  getting passionate with another while supposedly
  being in love with me.  She is normally sensible and
  with good self-control, very conscious that she should
  do the "right thing".  I almost wished I could have
  been there to see her get so physically worked up over
  someone; worked up enough to let down her guard
  and misbehave like that.  Anyway, she came back to
  me and I forgave her completely.
  
  She could never really be described as a sex machine. 
  I mean, not the stuff of which wild erotic stories are
  based, though how good an indication is that of the
  average joe?  I found her very physically attractive and
  would always want to perform all kinds of undignified
  acts upon her person.  She liked me doing stuff to her,
  but was herself quite passive in bed and never that
  inspired to explore what kind of things might make
  *me* climb the walls in a frenzy.  A lazy lover, I
  suppose.
  
  She had not been a virgin when we started up with
  each other, but had not enjoyed oral and hadn't yet
  had an orgasm.  Not by herself, or with anyone else.  I
  felt quite proud that I was the first one to go down on
  her properly, to produce for the first time that
  characteristic shortness of breath, clutching at the
  sheets, trembling of the hips, and inner cunt
  squeezing that indicates she has just gone over the
  top.  Nothing spectacular, not like anything you might
  see in an Ed Powers video, but she was certainly
  capable of enjoying herself.
  
  So we had done a bit of exploring of our sexuality
  since we first got together, but it had mostly been me
  exploring her sexuality, and I found it to be pretty
  "straight".  We usually did foreplay until she came, and
  ended up with my still-hardening prick getting slipped
  into her for a traditional missionary-style finale.  She
  has never come from having a cock inside her.  She
  likes to hold my cock in her mouth while we do 69,
  and says that doing so seems to make her orgasm
  more intense.  But she never wanted to get vigorous
  enough to make me come in her mouth.  She had
  already been rooted up the arse by her sports jock,
  quite clumsily it seemed, since she did not care to
  repeat the experience.  My own ambition to someday
  try a rear entry has had to remain unfulfilled.
  
  But now, ten or so years down the track, things were
  getting worse rather than better.  Quality had not
  improved, and quantity had dropped to almost zilch. 
  Our sex life seemed still-born.  So much yet to explore. 
  And with jobs like ours, so little time.
  
  Sex is not the be-all-and-end-all, but I still think it is
  pretty important.  After having sex, I really feel like I
  am ready to mount my foaming charger and rush off
  to slay dragons for her.  During long periods of sexual
  drought, I can't be bothered very much with her, or
  with my work, or with much of anything else really.  I
  end up feeling most uninspired.
  
  But sex was not the only problem, it was just part of
  the bigger problem, that we talked less and less,
  would hardly ever hug or kiss or hold hands.  I'd
  found myself avoiding her so that I wouldn't get my
  head bitten off over stuff like a few soapsuds.
  
  I found all this pretty depressing.  It was the first time
  in my life I'd ever had to deal with real depression. 
  You know, what doctors might refer to as "clinical
  depression".  Not that I was certain what that means,
  but it was like something was eating at me.  I felt
  angry with her, with myself, I thought I must be some
  kind of a loser,  I wanted to hurt myself, get the urge
  to suddenly drive my car into a power pole, or one day
  just walk out with nothing but my passport and credit
  card.  All pretty cowardly responses, I have to admit.
  
  And it was two-way thing.  There must have been fault
  with me as well as her.  When I am angry or depressed
  I get crabby, say things that are sarcastic, let things
  she says or does wind me up more than they should. 
  None of this would have helped me to stay on her
  good side.
  
  But why wouldn't she talk about it?  It was like a news
  blackout, we had to pretend that this was normal, or
  wasn't happening!  It is easier to put up with lack of
  physical contact, if the person you are accustomed to
  contacting would just say "I'm really sorry, I'm going
  through a bad patch, I hope you can bear with me, I
  really appreciate it that you are not cheating on me or
  running after prostitutes in the meantime, someday
  we will get it on again".  But no, there was nothing to
  indicate that this was a storm worth weathering.
  
  After a time I would let myself get crabbier and
  crabbier, just trying to get a rise out of her, trying to
  get some kind of acknowledgment that we had a
  problem here.  But neither of us dared to say anything
  out loud, maybe fearing that we'd find out there was
  really nothing left for us.
  
  Finally, it came to the surface.  Out of the blue she
  asked me, "Are you going to be around for very much
  longer?"
  
  We were in the car when she said it, but I can't drive
  and deal with emotional turmoil all at the same time. 
  I pulled over.
  
  "Do you want me to go?" I asked.
  
  "I've thought about it, and the answer is no, I don't."
  
  "Why are we so miserable, though?"
  
  "I dunno.  I'm always so tired.  There are never enough
  hours in the day.  Or maybe I don't have enough
  hormones, or something."
  
  "Why can't we take time out?  Just for each other?"
  
  "You know what my job is like.  It's full on, one slip
  and you're dead."
  
  "Sometimes I wish I were dead."
  
  This was hard, I was on the verge of tears and couldn't
  think straight.  There seemed to be no way out.
  
  I said "You don't want to be touched anymore."
  
  "Yes I do.  I miss being hugged."
  
  "It never seems to suit you when I want to."
  
  "Well, keep trying, don't give up."
  
  So after that I did keep trying but it was like trying to
  hug a wooden post.  And she didn't talk about it any
  more.  I gave up.  I no longer expected anything
  physical from her.  In fact, as the weeks became
  months, I did my best to stop thinking of her in a
  physical way altogether.
  
  I thought of other people though.  Sex became like an
  obsession.  I would fantasize about anyone, and
  anything, except my wife.  Fat ladies.  Skinny ladies. 
  Black ones.  Asian ones.  Ones with big tits.  Ones
  with small tits but puffy nipples.  
  
  I started surfing the net using my computer at work,
  going to all manner of XXX sites.  This was risky,
  since my transmissions were not necessarily private. 
  It became like an addiction, and ate into my
  productivity.  It was crazy and I knew it, but I couldn't
  stop.  Bill Clinton and I could have had a lot to talk
  about.  My desk drawer was loaded with disks of
  images of fat ladies, midgets, pregnant ladies, bd-sm,
  sex between women and dogs, people pissing on each
  other, it was weird what I was downloading and
  jacking off to.  I had retreated into a private
  dreamworld.  
  
  It reminded me of a book I once read about the Mafia
  Boss of Bosses Paul Castellano, who supposedly told
  some FBI agents that he started an affair with his
  Columbian maid because one morning in bed he
  looked down at his wife and came to the realization
  that he never ever wanted to make love to her again.  
  
  I was now looking at my wife in that same way, and
  was wondering what to do next with my life.  I
  couldn't bring myself to touch her any more.  One of
  these days I would either be outta here, or else
  swinging from a rope.
  
  She knew things were frostier than ever, and made
  one more attempt to get us back on track.
  
  "Lets get away for a bit.  Take some time out.  Get to
  know each other again."
  
  So as soon as there was a lull in the fighting at our
  workplaces, we took off to a tropical resort.
  
  We started off guardedly, but gradually relaxed a bit
  more as the truce took hold.
  
  On the first night we had dinner on a candlelit terrace,
  a bit of wine (not too much, because it can make her
  sick), and started off talking mainly about work but at
  least we were talking.  And that was another thing
  that persuaded her to take me on in the first place;
  generally I am a pretty good listener.
  
  A stroll along the sandy beach afterward in the
  darkness, holding hands, looking at the stars, feeling
  balmy tropical breezes, listening to the faroff bass-
  boom of the surf, the nearer bass-boom of the resort
  niteclub,  and so on and so forth, you get the picture!
  
  I had to admit she looked nice, with a new haircut and
  long evening dress that hugged her figure, still pretty
  trim after all this time.  Any man should be proud to
  be in her company.
  
  But I was still awkward about touching her, and was
  just holding her hand lightly in mine, not taking
  things any further.  Even being this close somehow
  felt embarrassing. 
  
  We made our way back to our room and got ready for
  bed.
  
  I showered first, and she went next while I hopped
  into bed and read a magazine.   When she came out of
  the bathroom, she was completely naked, and she
  leapt straight in under the covers.
  
  In case you missed the significance of that, she is a
  person who ALWAYS sleeps with t-shirt and panties
  on.  Getting into bed naked is her way of saying that
  she is ready for sex.
  
  Problem is, I didn't know if I was.
  
  She waited expectantly, but I couldn't yet move a
  muscle.
  
  "Come on" she said, "tonight you get lucky!"
  
  Well, thanks a bunch.
  
  She was only partly covered by the sheet, and I could
  see her breasts.  When she lies on her back they
  flatten out to nothing, but she has very big nipples. 
  Almost the size of grapes, and constricted at their
  base which makes them even more berry-like.
  
  There was a time when I would gladly dangle off the
  end of one, teasing and tonguing until they were both
  hard like bullets.
  
  But not tonight.  I just felt empty, devoid of arousal,
  incapable of regarding her as a sexual being.  In fact,
  more than empty, I almost felt disgusted.  It was as if I
  had kissed my own grandmother, and she had slipped
  me some tongue.
  
  "Don't go to any trouble, I think I'll pass."
  
  "WHAT!"
  
  She was giving me a funny look.
  
  "Thanks, but no thanks."
  
  "You're serious!"
  
  "Sorry, afraid so."
  
  She was silent for a while, but looking at me hard.
  
  "Why not?"
  
  "I'm not trying to be mean.  I'm just not used to
  thinking of you in that way anymore."
  
  "At least try hugging me.  Please."
  
  I compromised and held her hand, but stiffly and
  awkwardly.  She knew I was holding back, and wasn't
  happy about it.
  
  "Why can't you hold me?"
  
  Why not indeed.  I seemd to have shrunk that part of
  my brain away to almost nothing, filling those spaces
  instead with all sorts of weird and poisonous rubbish,
  various kinks and vices the like of which the internet
  seems to have something for everyone.  Maybe if I tied
  her up, put a bag on her head, and covered her with
  jello first?  She would never go for it, and quite
  frankly, neither would I.
  
  "I could hold you, but my heart would not be in it. 
  And I'm scared."
  
  "Of what?"
  
  "That if I do start to like it again, things will soon be
  back to normal and I will have to go through another
  six months of learning to go without you again."
  
  She was starting to get annoyed now.
  
  "So what will it take?"
  
  "I really don't know, there's been a lot of damage done. 
  Maybe we need some kind of a fresh start."
  
  "You can be a real bastard!"
  
  "I'm not trying to be - honest!"
  
  "Fresh start - I'll give you a bloody fresh start!" 
  
  I half-expected her to try and hit me.  She was capable
  of it when really furious.  Sometimes it was only by
  physically hurting me that she could calm down again.
  
  She sat up, keeping herself covered with the sheet.
  
  "So you can't be loving towards me?"
  
  "I don't think so."
  
  "You think we need a fresh start?"
  
  "Looks like it."
  
  She got up and pulled on a pair of panties.  Her Long,
  clinging dress pulled back on over her head.  No bra,
  as none was necessary.
  
  "If you want a new start, then come on downstairs and
  get it!"
  
  "What?"
  
  "I'm going down to that niteclub.  I'll wait at the bar
  for you to come and pick me up.  Pretend you never
  met me before.  Forget who I am, look at me as
  someone new.  Come and chat me up, or feel me up,
  then if it's not too much trouble, see if maybe you can
  fuck my brains out!"
  
  She was opening the door.
  
  "And if you decide that its not worth a try, then don't
  be still here when I come back."
  
  The door closed, and she was gone.
  
  I lay back and stared into space for a while.  It looked
  like things had finally come to the crunch.  And I
  couldn't blame her for laying down an ultimatum.  A
  girl has a right to expect that her man will love her to
  bits, and if I was incapable of expressing that love
  then there was really nothing left for us.
  
  After a while, and in a bit of a daze, I pulled on a shirt
  and long trousers, and got ready to go down to this
  niteclub.  I got there about half an hour after she had
  stormed out of the room.
  
  The place was full, it was Saturday night.  I didn't see
  her straight away, she was not at the bar like she said
  she would be.
  
  Then I spotted her among the dancers, with a dark
  and reasonably handsome stranger.  I guess I should
  have realized that a lone woman of her charms was
  not going to be ignored for very long in a place like
  this.
  
  I took up a position at the bar and ordered a rum and
  coke, then gazed at the dancers.
  
  He was quite good, at least, better than me, and she
  has always been good on a dancefloor.  She has the
  rhythm, and moves without seeming to move, nothing
  flashy but very sexy.  Even in my currently jaded state,
  I had to admit that much.  Add to that the fact that
  her plain-coloured clinging dress made it very obvious
  that she didn't have a bra on, and I could see why this
  chap had made a move on her.  I caught him glancing
  more than once at her big pointy nipples.
  
  She saw me at the bar, though she didn't make it
  obvious to him.  She looked away, then looked back at
  me, no doubt wondering why I didn't go over and try
  to cut in.
  
  I was in no hurry.  It had been a while since I had seen
  her in action, and I was curious to see how she would
  handle any attempts by this fellow to get better
  acquainted.  It was all pretty harmless at the moment,
  just your regular disco boogie stuff, which allows
  looking but no touching.  A slow dance would get
  more interesting.
  
  They were finished dancing, heading for a booth at the
  back.  She sat opposite him and they were deep in
  conversation.  Just occasionally she glanced my way,
  wondering why the heck I didn't come and extricate
  her.  But it appeared to me she was getting on just
  fine with this guy.  Her eyes sparkled as she laughed
  at something he said, and she was doing more than
  her bit to hold up her end of the conversation.
  
  A slow number, and this time she tugged him to get
  up and dance.  It started off okay, just a conventional
  ballroom-dance hold on to each other, but before long
  the hand on her waist had descended to a buttock. 
  She made no attempt to stop it, though she looked at
  me as if to say "You better hurry up."
  
  But I was fascinated by the sight of this stranger
  moving his hand lightly across my wife's arse.  I
  wondered what she thought of it?  She must be trying
  to make me jealous; well, it was working to a certain
  extent but I was also finding the spectacle quite erotic. 
  And for someone who claimed to have hormone
  trouble, I wondered how far she would be willing to
  go.
  
  That slow dance was followed by another, the DJ no
  doubt encouraged by the good turnout of couples who
  wanted to rub up against each other.  This time our
  gentleman friend had both hands on my wife's bum,
  pulling her closer to him.  I don't know if she was
  creating any state of arousal in him or not, but if he
  sported any kind of erection at all then it was by now
  firmly pressed against her stomach.  Her hands were
  up on his hips, a fairly safe area, but not exactly
  fending him off strenuously.
  
  They sat down again, this time closer together in the
  booth, and my wife's body language had changed from
  reserved to intimate.  Their conversation was again
  deep, and I had no idea what they were saying but
  they seemed to have much to talk about.  His hand
  was on hers, while she was looking into his eyes and
  glancing at me less and less.  Well, if she was trying
  to make the point that *someone* out there found her
  attractive, she was certainly rubbing it in.
  
  They sat out a couple of rocky numbers, and got up
  again for the next slow dance.  Same as before, her
  bottom was being firmly gripped by a strong pair of
  hands as she leaned against him.  He tried to kiss her
  on the mouth, but she turned her head so that all he
  got was the soft skin at the side of her face, below her
  ear.  I saw a tongue momentarily flicker at her earlobe.
  
  About an hour had passed by this time, as the social
  barriers between them slowly melted.  I wondered
  what my wife was trying to prove by all this.  was she
  provoking jealousy but hoping I'd come to claim her? 
  Or was this her way of calling it quits, I was too late?
  
  After this dance ended, they were heading to the exit. 
  He was leading her along by the hand.  I gave them
  two minutes head start, then went outside myself.
  
  I couldn't see which way they went at first, then
  caught a glimpse of her pale dress between the palm
  trees as they disappeared toward the beach.  I
  followed, only just keeping them in sight.  I wanted to
  make sure he was not some kind of a serial killer. 
  And I wanted to see what they got up to.
  
  A lot of cloud cover had come over, so the night was
  almost pitch black apart from a glow of city lights on
  the far horizon.  I could only just make out the fact
  that they had made their way to a short wooden pier. 
  The soft sand hid my footfalls, so I arrived undetected
  on the beach by the base of the pier, well hidden in
  shadow, and sat on the sand.
  
  I could see them vaguely outlined against the horizon,
  standing about forty feet away, and from time to time
  could hear a low murmur of their voices.  Then
  silence, and I could see that they were closely
  intertwined.  
  
  I have always had a voyeuristic streak in me.  I felt
  anger and jealousy, but it was tempered by a
  fascination with what my wife might be doing with
  this man.  I could barely see what was going on,
  though my imagination was running riot.  There was
  lust in the air, and my cock was beginning to stir in
  my pants.
  
  She had her back to me, and their heads were
  together.  Her pale dress was barely outlined in the
  darkness, and gradually its shape changed, getting
  smaller and smaller until it was half its size.  A
  starker white triangle materialized in the darkness,
  but this too began to change its shape, turning into a
  thin horizontal line that floated downward to about
  knee height.
  
  They held this pose for about five minutes, and I
  could only wonder what orifices were being explored
  during that time.
  
  Then things suddenly changed.  I could now only see
  one upright torso, and from the broadness of the
  shoulders it had to be a male one.  I got up to my
  knees to try and see more, then made out the pale
  outline of my wife's dress again, rising up barely to his
  waist this time.  His arms were directed downward to
  her head, or was it her shoulders, guiding, aiming,
  pulling her to him.  They stayed like this for another
  five minutes or so.  I couldn't work out if there was
  really movement going on, or was it just my image of
  them shimmering in the dim light?  I had my cock out
  in my hand, and was slowly stroking it.
  
  Then they were both down on the deck, and now I
  couldn't see anything.  I could tell only roughly where
  they were, and their forms were fused in a way that
  made it difficult to distinguish one from the other. 
  After straining my eyes for another couple of minutes,
  I gave up and turned to go.  
  
  I went back to my room and lay there on the bed, still
  dressed, staring wide-eyed at the ceiling.  The
  enormity of what I had witnessed was still only just
  sinking in.  And rather than try and stop it, I had
  allowed it to carry on.  Not because I felt powerless;
  because it was turning me on.  I still had a big hard-
  on, that occasionally twitched in my pants.
  
  I was as much revolted as I was pleased, by this
  apparent ability to get aroused over my wife fucking
  another man.  God, I must be sick!  But you can't
  argue with a hard-on.
  
  I heard the sound of her key in the door.  She came
  and sat on the edge of the bed, looking down at me. 
  There was a long silence.
  
  "You were supposed to come and get me."
  
  "I did, but you seemed occupied."
  
  "Well, I decided to check that I wasn't losing my touch. 
  But I wanted you to come and take over."
  
  "I wanted to see how far it would go."
  
  "It went past the point of no return, thanks to you!"
  
  "You could have stopped anytime."
  
  "I guess so.  But he was very charming, and you were
  just a misery-guts, and I wanted to feel wanted, and I
  was mad with you, and I wanted to make you jealous
  ... and I thought we might be all finished with each
  other anyway ... I don't know, there's several things I
  could say to you ... though nothing would make it
  right."
  
  "So what did the two of you go and do?"
  
  "He got sucked, and I got fucked."
  
  "Well, that's it, then.  It should now be all over
  between us."
  
  "Yes, it should, and I'm fully expecting you to kick me
  out.  But I can't help wondering, why do you have such
  a big hard-on?"
  
  Sure enough, I was still just about busting through my
  trousers, as even the most casual observer could
  plainly see. To confirm her suspicions, she put her
  hand on my fly and gave my turgid dick a brief
  squeeze.
  
  "Well, its because, I can't help wondering what your
  pussy looks like right now."
  
  "Do you really want to know?"
  
  "Yes, I do.  Show me."
  
  She stood, and hiked her dress up above her waist. 
  She no longer had any panties on.  She has long,
  straggly pubic hair, confined to a neat but densely-
  packed bush.  I was able to see a definite parting
  down the middle.
  
  "Lie down."
  
  She eased herself onto the bed and lay back.  I sat at
  the foot and guided her knees until her legs were bent
  back and widely seperated.
  
  Around her vagina, she was a sticky mess.  Her bush
  was flattened out, the long black hairs pasted down
  wetly against her puffy outer lips, glistening with the
  same moisture that made her pretty inner lips gleam
  in the light of the bedside lamp.  She reached with her
  hands and spread her pussy, to show me inside.  Her
  gaping pinkness got sloppier the further up I looked. 
  
  "You're enjoying this, aren't you?"
  
  "Yep."
  
  "I've just been fucked by a total stranger!  Doesn't that
  bother you?"
  
  "Well, yes, I suppose it does.  And I want to remove all
  traces of it.  Mind if I lick?"
  
  "You're weird!  I didn't know I was married to such a
  weirdo!"
  
  "There's a lot you don't know.  It might be worth
  finding out.  Now, sit across my face!"
  
  She obliged, getting up and planting her knees either
  side of my head, lowering her slushy pussy onto my
  mouth.  I inhaled deeply, drawing in a good whiff of
  the salty smells that emanated from her insides. 
  
  And now I could taste her, licking and dabbing with
  my tongue, slurping up the sex fluids that had left her
  genitals feeling so slick and lubricated.  I tried to
  penetrate her with my tongue as deeply as I could,
  forming it into a stiff little cock that thrust up into
  her pulpy interior.
  
  She leaned forward and, fumbling with my pants,
  freed my aching prick.  She lay down full-length upon
  me, turned her head to the side and pulled my cock
  into her mouth.  The second prick she had put in her
  mouth tonight.  She suckled on me gently, not enough
  to make me come, but then she never did.  I find it
  hard to concentrate when my mouth is full of pussy
  anyway.
  
  My saliva was combining with the various juices
  already present, and I used my tongue to smear it over
  her clitoris, peeping at me from under its little hood. 
  I zeroed in upon it and my tongue did a dance against
  the apex of her crevice that soon had her sucking my
  dick in the same rhythm.  My hands encircled her
  thighs and reached up to spread her buttocks apart,
  giving me more room to move and allowing a finger to
  probe between vagina and arsehole.
  
  She was enjoying it, and soon started to grind her
  mound more firmly against my face, adjusting the
  angle of contact, holding my cock in her mouth in a
  gentle suction that tugged at it as she rocked her body
  up and down me.  She would press down, then pull
  away, controlling the buildup of feelings in her loins,
  delaying the inevitable moment for a good ten
  minutes or so.  Then I felt her convulsing and her
  thighs gripped my head tighter for a minute or so. 
  She lay on me like a dead weight, and my cock flopped
  out of her mouth.
  
  We were silent for a minute or two.
  
  "Did you like that?"
  
  "Yes, thank you."
  
  "Did that other fella make you come?" I asked.
  
  "Yes, sort of.  He fingered me while we were standing
  up and kissing.  It was nice, but not as good as this
  one.  I really like having your cock in my mouth while
  you lick me."  
  
  "I know.  And I really like having my cock sucked.  But
  you always give up too soon."
  
  "Don't you prefer fucking?  I thought guys always like
  cocks in pussies the best?"
  
  "Well yes, ultimately, but not right away!  Guys need
  lots of foreplay too!  An orgasm delayed is an orgasm
  enhanced.  Besides, do you know I have never ever
  had a chance to come in your mouth?"
  
  "Ooh gross!  Is that what you want?"
  
  "Just this once."
  
  "Okay then, by way of an apology ..."
  
  She got up slowly beside me on her hands and knees. 
  Holding my dick straight up with one hand, she
  lowered her open mouth over its end and wrapped her
  lips about the shaft.  She started slowly bobbing her
  head up and down, which felt very nice, but her teeth
  were catching me under the rim of my cockhead.  I
  winced each time it happened.
  
  "Is that how you did it to him?"
  
  "Yes, why?"
  
  "He must have been a true gentleman if he didn't
  mention the pain your teeth would've been inflicting."'
  
  "Oh, sorry!  No wonder he was in such a hurry to put
  me on my back.  And I just thought all you men were
  like that!"
  
  "All us men can happily have their cocks sucked for
  hours.  But no teeth, please."
  
  She tried again, covering her teeth with her lips this
  time.  Much better!  I could really feel her sliding up
  and down my shaft.  But the cockhead could do with
  some more friction, otherwise we would be here all
  night.
  
  "See if you can apply some suction each time you pull
  your head away", I suggested helpfully.
  
  "No wonder I've never been keen on this, all you do is
  complain!"
  
  But she was only joking, and showed no signs of
  wanting to give up, like she usually would.
  
  Oh, beautiful!  Absolutely spot on!  Her cheeks clung
  to my pole as she pulled her head away each time, the
  soft linings sliding deliciously over my cockhead.  Of
  her own volition she started doing the occasional
  tongue-swirl over its swollen helmet.  I reached down
  to where her breasts dangled over me, grasping her
  big berry-like nipples and gently fondling them.  She
  looked so beautiful, her eyes closed in concentration,
  lips tight-stretched around my upright penis, body
  rocking as she bobbed her head up and down along
  my length.  I was in heaven!  She had never gone on
  for this long before without quitting.
  
  "Play with my nipples" I whispered, pulling up my
  shirt.  I just *love* it when there is a fingernail being
  flicked across one nipple while my cock is being
  sucked.  I reached out an arm so that I could get my
  hand between her legs, cupping her mound and
  inserting a finger deep into her soft, open passage. 
  The combination of cock-sucking and nipple-tickling
  was causing a stirring in my balls, where a head of
  steam had been building up nicely.
  
  "I'm going to come soon.  Whatever you do, DON"T
  stop sucking!"
  
  She looked at me in slight trepidation, but didn't
  slacked her pace.
  
  Whoops!  Thar she blows!  I jerked my hips in time to
  her head-bobbing, taking care not to go in too deep
  but wanting to increase the speed of her oral
  movements at that critical moment, when everything
  tingled and buzzed and began to get very sticky.  She
  kept going, and took it all, until I was done and my
  dick started to shrivel.
  
  She pulled away, and long threads of semen swung
  between her lips and my cockhead, before snapping
  back onto her bosom.  She started pushing big clots of
  my load out of her mouth with her tongue, and it
  dribbled down her chin.  She only looked slightly
  disgusted.
  
  "Here, allow me."
  
  I held out my arms toward her, and she lay upon my
  chest, bringing her sticky mouth onto mine.  What's
  good enough for the goose is good enough for the
  gander.  We french-kissed slowly but deeply, so that I
  could lick and suck at her mouth until it was clean of
  all peckersnot.  We carried on kissing for sometime
  after that.
  
  Finally she buried her face into the side of my neck
  and we just held each other.
  
  She spoke first.
  
  "You're not mad at me for screwing that man tonight?"
  
  "You're not mad at me for being such a shit-head?"
  
  "I could never be mad for long, if you made it a more
  regular habit to eat me out like that."
  
  "And while you're giving me blowjobs like that one, I
  could follow you to the ends of the earth!"
  
  She giggled at the mental picture conjured up by that
  last remark.  Then she got more serious.
  
  "Did it really turn you on to know that someone had
  just pronged me?"
  
  "It turns me on to know that you are capable of such
  passion.  I didn't know you had it in you."
  
  "Actually, neither did I."
  
  "What happened out there.  What was different?"
  
  "Well, I've never been one to flirt.  I wouldn't dream of
  it, whether you were watching or not.  I'm normally so
  sensible, plus I feel like I'm kinda plain-looking
  anyway.  But tonight I decided to flirt in front of you,
  just to teach you a lesson.  And I got excited about it! 
  Especially about you watching.  I suppose I went on a
  bit of a power trip."
  
  "Power, how?"
  
  "Well, power over you, since you couldn't screw me
  yourself but as soon as I started flirting you followed
  us around like a dog after a bitch on heat."  
  
  "And power over him.  He kept staring at my tits.  I
  never thought my tits were worth looking at.  But I
  realized he could see my nipples, and I liked showing
  them off to him!  It was power to keep him dangling,
  just-about tripping over his hard-on like that.  When
  we danced, I rubbed my tits against him, and I could
  feel his cock poking into me.  When his thigh started
  pressing me between my legs, well, it started an itch
  that had to be scratched!"
  
  "So ... are we going to do this again?"
  
  "Get out!  I'm not screwing a different man every week
  just to make you happy!  I could catch some nasty
  diseases that way."
  
  "No, I wouldn't recommend it either.  But this flirting. 
  This showing-off.  I would love to watch you showing
  off to other men.  If it really makes you horny, I will
  be only too pleased to fuck you silly afterwards."
  
  "Well, there could be room for some exploration here. 
  Provided we can find the time in our busy schedules."
  
  "Honey, we will *make* the time!"
  
  "And do what?"
  
  "Oh, I don't know.  We could go shopping.  Buy you a
  few choice outfits.  You could flash at a couple of
  people, under controlled circumstances of course.  Just
  see what reaction you get!  Maybe go dancing, wear
  something sexy, show your tits, see if guys want to
  rub up against you ... ."  
  
  My imagination was starting to overheat. 
  
  "Tease them.  But if you want to fuck, do it with me!"
  
  "Poor guys!  Isn't it kind of exploiting them a little,
  leaving them high and dry like that?"
  
  "You'll be giving them something to jack off about;
  believe me, they will appreciate it!"
  
  "Hmmm ... it would be kinda nice to know that little-
  old-me had been the inspiration for a mess in
  somebody's shorts ..."
  
  At that, our conversation tailed off.  She was slowly
  drifted off into a contented sleep, her arm linked into
  mine.  
  
  I felt like a weight had been lifted from my shouders. 
  It looked like we had just dicovered something new
  about ourselves.  Even if we did have to learn it the
  hard way.  Even if we didn't know how far it would go
  or where it might all end up.  We were still together,
  and had something else to look forward to besides
  work.
  
  Maybe life would be worth living after all.
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