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Authors name: k y o u s h u
Story Title : My Sexual Autobiography (4 of 4)
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This is NOT pornography. This is a sexual autobiography.
Every detail is TRUE -- I promise -- but the names have
been changed. If you enjoy this sexual autobio and have
comments, questions, or a fantasy or story of your own
you want to share, you can contact me at:
kyoushuman@hotmail.com or visit my web page at
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While dating Sheryl, we had a protracted fight
because she slept with her ex-boyfriend. During our
week-long disagreement, I slept with my ex-girlfriend
Jane, not to get back at Sheryl but because I'd always
wanted to do it again and Sheryl and I did not have a
monogamous relationship at the time. Jane was more sex-
ually thirsty in bed than ever before, something I
didn't think was possible. One night I called her and
we talked dirty over the phone for about half an hour,
then I told her to come pick me up. I said, "Don't put
on panties. Don't put on a bra. Don't even put on
shoes. Wear very loose-fitting jeans and come pick me
up."
When she arrived, I was wearing only a pair of
baggy shorts and a t-shirt. No underwear, no shoes or
socks. I got in the car and immediately kissed her,
then lowered my hand into her pants. She had shaved her
pubic hair.
It was a Pavlovian reaction -- as soon as I felt
the absence of pubic hair, I got a massive erection. I
let it out of my pants and she gasped as her hand grip-
ped its girth. We masturbated each other as she drove
back to her house. She begged me not to make her cum
as she was driving because she'd have a wreck. Her
pussy was absolutely soaked with juices when we
arrived. Her pants had a huge, warm, wet spot in the
crotch. My hand was covered with it. We almost ran
inside. She locked the door and I told her to take off
my clothes. When I was naked, I took her clothes off
pretty roughly and carried her to the bed. I spent a
good half-hour to forty-five minutes eating her newly
shaven pussy. I loved every minute of it, drinking
deeply from her sweating thighs and her cumming pussy.
She said, "Let me suck your cock, oh God, I want to
right now!" and so I presented her with my erection.
She sucked it right down, licking and slurping with a
fury, stopping only to ask me if I was ready to cum. I
said yes, and she scrambled to her hands and knees with
one hand still on my erection. She basically sat right
on my hard-on and fucked herself with it. I barely had
to move as she bounced up and down on my cock. She
leaned over and licked the entire inside of my mouth
with her tongue, then grabbed my head and forced me to
suck her nipples. I scratched her back and slapped her
ass as she fucked me and I sucked her breasts.
It was my turn to be the aggressor, and so I
shoved her off of me and picked her up by the waist. I
got off the bed and threw her down onto the bed, face-
down, feet on the floor, and then shoved my cock into
her pussy. She screamed and moaned, grunting things
like "Fuck my fucking pussy, goddammit!" and "I'm going
to fucking cum, you cocksucker!" I could feel that
orgasmic swell beginning in my balls, and I cried out
loud, "I'm going to cum, goddamit, I'm fucking cumming,
where do you want my sperm?!" and she replied, "Oh, cum
in my pussy, please cum in my pussy," but I didn't want
to because she wasn't on the pill and I wasn't using a
condom. (I know, I know -- STUPID, and I have no
excuse. I'm lucky nothing serious like pregnancy or
disease occurred.) I said, "I'm going to cum on your
fucking tits," and she said, "Oh yes, on my tits, and
I'll lick it off my fingers, oh baby," or something
like that. So at the climactic moment I pulled out and
jerked off as she quickly rolled over and pressed her
breasts together.
I came very copiously on her cleavage, and as
she rubbed it in with her hands she managed to catch
some sperm on her tongue and swallow it. While still
rubbing her tiny breasts, she took my limp cock into
her mouth and sucked the rest of the cum out of it.
After this, we were exhausted. She went into the
bathroom and pissed noisily, making sure I could hear
it. Back in bed, she asked me if I wanted to suck her
hairless pussy again. Before she finished her question
I was back between her strong legs, sucking for all I
was worth, loving the feel of her large, hairless pussy
lips in my mouth.... savoring the sweet taste of her
pussy when I stuck my tongue deep inside of her. She
ordered me to sit up and bend over and I complied. She
wet her fingers in her pussy and stuck first one, then
two, then three and finally all four into my ass. She
knelt behind me and thrust her hips against her hand as
if she was a man fucking my ass. It felt great and I
moaned out loud, masturbating while she fucked me
with her hand. She turned me over and continued to
fingerfuck my ass while she sucked my cock. She began
to press violently against my prostate gland, causing
a massive orgasm which quickly filled her hot mouth
with my sperm. She swallowed most of it and then kissed
me deeply. We spat my come into each other's mouths and
laughed.
This story about my last encounter with Jane
does not have a happy ending, but I'll spare you that.
While I was dating Sheryl, I had another odd exper-
ience. I had been flirting with another woman at work,
Rachel, for a very long time. We were very interested
in each other but couldn't get together. One night we
ran into each other at an art show and she drove me
home. We sat on the couch and talked for a while, get-
ting closer and closer until we had our legs thrown
over each other's torsos and our asses pressed against
each other. I asked her to come upstairs with me and
she agreed. To make a long story short, we ended up
naked on my bed. I discovered her pussy was shaved and
immediately begged her to let me eat it. She agreed and
I spent a long time sucking gently on her shaven
crotch. That was the only sex we had, aside from a few
minutes when she played with and sucked my cock. Later
she told me that a female friend of hers was interested
in having a three-way with her and me. Was I interested?
You bet. Unfortunately, it never came to pass. I was
very disappointed.
After I graduated from college, I took a four-
month trip to Europe where I met a fantastic woman
named Leah. Leah was a thin, petite, ex-ballet dancer
with beautifully wild reddish-brown hair and freckles.
Leah was from Canada and was in England for a conven-
tion. We got along famously and spent our nights
together many times. The first night, we slept in her
friend's bed and had a nice cuddle. At that point I
felt like I didn't know her well enough to initiate
any kind of sexual contact. Later that week, we slept
in another friend's apartment, sharing a bed with an
Israeli man who snored loudly throughout the night.
Leah and I took advantage of his complete oblivion to
experiment with each other.
I masturbated her, relishing the hot wetness of
her soft pussy, and she masturbated me in turn. She
surprised me by going under the covers to go down on me
-- one of the best blowjobs I ever received. There were
many repeats of this sort of mutual stimulation, and
almost every time she demonstrated her mastery of oral
sex. Nobody had ever done that to me with such skill
and I nearly passed out a couple of times. Leah sucked
me with such vigor and sensuality ... it was obvious
she really loved what she was doing, especially when
she ate my hot sperm and continued to suck long after
I had given her everything I had, when my cock was
limp. Even then she would suck and lick my cock and
balls, finally crawling up to kiss me and share the
salty taste of sperm residue in her mouth. Leah was
also an incredibly sexy kisser.
When we finally fucked, it was just as fantastic
as the oral sex. Leah and I were very much into mutual
foreplay, and we spent a long time sucking each other's
nipples (she had petite breasts and lovely nipples),
licking each other's bodies, and giving each other
head. She loved it when I sucked her clit and stuck my
tongue deeply into her.
She was also one of the few people I've met who
genuinely enjoys anal stimulation. The first time I
gently eased my fingertip into her ass while I was
licking her pussy, she moaned and raised her hips as
if to invite further exploration. Soon I was finger
fucking her ass with two fingers while madly eating
her cunt and she loved it all. We also enjoyed licking
each other's assholes -- she and I both really got off
on that. When we fucked, she was all over the place but
always staring at me with a wild grin on her face that
was duplicated in her eyes. She liked to be on top of
me best -- she could really control the pace of sex.
On what was to be our last night together, we took off
our clothes and crawled into bed.
Immediately we began to fondle each other's
bodies. She asked me about my past and I told her
about a lot of the things that I have written abou
there. Leah was very excited by all this and told me
she didn't want to sleep, that she just wanted to fuck
and fool around all night. Fine with me. She asked me
if I wanted to fuck her ass and said she'd wanted me
to for quite a while. It turned out that, while in
England (and while she had been seeing me), she had
been sleeping with another man who loved having anal
sex with her. I was thrilled by her revelations and
suggestions, so of course I said yes to anal sex. I
asked her if she wanted me to cum in her ass or in her
mouth, and she gave an evil little grin and said
"Both."
We began by sucking each other off. I still
couldn't get over the hypnotizing experience of her
hot mouth on my cock. I also couldn't get enough of
her small, soft pussy and its delicious juices. I
wasn't ready to cum in her mouth just yet, so after
several minutes of 69ing I stopped licking her pussy
and instead concentrated on her ass. I really loved
licking Leah's asshole and dipping my tongue inside,
and she seemed to get off on it too. I was trying to
prepare her for anal sex but she had a surprise for
me.
In previous nights she had forcefully fucked my
ass with her fingers and tongue, and now she wanted to
do it again. I got on my knees and elbows and she knelt
behind me. Immediately she began to tickle my asshole
with her fingers and tongue. I was really getting off
on it -to tell the truth, there are few things that
cause such sweet shivering sensations as having my
asshole licked or played with. Soon she had in one
finger, then two, the whole time she was licking my
ass thoroughly. At last she had four fingers pumping
rapidly in and out of my hot, tight asshole and she
was licking my cock and balls at the same time. I was
reaching back with both hands, holding her wrist,
helping her to fuck my ass. I came close to orgasm and
begged her to stop. She eased her fingers gently out
of my ass and then lovingly licked my rectum until the
burning soreness subsided. I was trembling and my eyes
were rolling back into my head. Nothing sets your
nervous system on fire like having your ass fucked, so
I figured it was time to return the favor.
I asked her to get on her hands and knees. She
did and I knelt behind her so I could suck her deli-
cious ass some more. Soon she said she was really ready
and I placed my cockhead at the rosy entrance. I asked
her to guide it in at her own pace, and she did, hold-
ing my hips with one hand and my cock with the other.
I spread her ass cheeks with one hand. Very slowly,
Leah eased my cock into her burning hot asshole. We
were both moaning and grunting out loud like animals.
Within minutes I was sliding in and out at a gentle but
firm pace and she was gyrating and thrusting her hips.
I reached around her waist and began to masturbate her
clit as I fucked her ass. She came in a few minutes
and then asked me to change positions. I slid my cock
out as painlessly as I could and then she rolled over
onto her back. She raised her legs up to her ears (I
was impressed!) and then asked me to resume assfucking.
I was happy to oblige -- I nestled my cock into the
dark niche, then slid it in easily with no pain or
discomfort.
She groaned and smiled. With her ankles on my
shoulders and our tongues in each other's mouths, I
fucked her until I was on the verge of coming. I sat
up and tried to take my cock out as smoothly and gently
as possible, then I exploded all over her torso. Im-
mediately she began pawing up my sperm in her hand and
eating it, while I rubbed my sweaty face all over her
cumsoaked torso. We relaxed for just a few minutes
and then we were at it again. I started by licking,
sucking and kissing her ass and pussy and she insisted
on sucking my cock (unwashed, I'm slightly embarrassed
to say). It was easy for her to cum in my mouth again
and I sucked as much of her juice as I possibly could.
Unfortunately it was difficult for me to cum again so
soon after such an intense fuck and so we had to
abandon the effort. We ended up getting about four
hours sleep.
When I returned to the United States I moved to
a new town where I knew nobody except a single straight
guy. I moved in with him and began the process of find-
ing a new sex partner. You see, despite all of my sex-
ual adventures, I am still unable to do the singles
thing - heading out to the bars and trying to pick up
other singles interested in sex. I get very nervous and
insecure, believe it or not.
The first thing I did was meet an older guy on
IRC. He was, of course, gay. We arranged to meet at an
Italian restaurant, no strings attached. To make a long
story short, I found him to be unattractive and ter-
ribly boring. He was bald, he had a big, thick mustache
and he was hairy, so that was three strikes against him
in my book. When he took me home I could tell that he
wanted to kiss me goodnight or something, but I got
away without so much as a hug. I feel kind of bad for
being such a prude, but then again, I wasn't attracted
to him at all and I certainly did not want to encourage
him. I was, however, definitely interested in having
some gay sex.
A couple of weeks after that, I was eating in a
fast-food restaurant downtown. The young black woman
who took my order also came by my table to flirt with
me. Her flirting was not at all subtle but it was
nonetheless very flattering. I asked her name (it was
Shauna), gave her my phone number and asked her to
call me. Later that night, she did. We arranged to meet
a few blocks from my apartment. I hung around at this
dodgy sort of street corner, waiting for her, checking
my watch, getting nervous. She showed up half an hour
late but looked even better than before. She wore a
form-fitting multicolored dress that really accented
her buxom, full figure. We walked home and sat in the
living room talking for a long time.
Finally we got into bed together and I was able
to see and touch her beautiful body. She was gifted
with large, heavy buttocks, breasts, belly and thighs,
a sweet smile, and twinkling big brown eyes.
While we were making out, she said that I could
fuck her without a condom since she was already preg-
nant. "Already WHAT?" I sputtered, sitting upright in
the bed. Shauna explained that yes, she was pregnant,
and that she had dropped out of school to work at the
fast-food place in order to have enough money to raise
her baby. Dropped out of school? "How old are you?" I
asked. "Fifteen," she replied.
Now I was really freaked out - here I was, a
twenty-two year old man, in bed with a fifteen-year-
old pregnant girl. She sure didn't look fifteen.
Suddenly I wasn't very horny any more. Again, this is
one of those situations where I was actually experi-
encing a situation that's very similar to some people's
fondest and most secret fantasies, but somehow I just
wasn't into it. I've read a lot of fantasy stories
about making love to pregnant teenage girls, and frank-
ly I kind of like those stories, but when faced with
the reality of it, my heart just broke. I felt sorry
for her more than I wanted to have sex with her.
The next morning I woke to the sounds of my
typewriter. Shauna was hunting-and-pecking on my
ancient elecric typewriter, already fully dressed and
eating a sandwich. She finished her work, kissed me,
then left my apartment. I got out of bed and read her
note. Basically, it was a message of gratitude. She
was under the impression that I had not slept with her
out of respect for her, which wasn't really true. She
thanked me for seeing "the real Shauna" and not just
her body, but that wasn't really true either. The note
made me feel even worse about the situation. I felt
like a nasty, lecherous, white slob. That poor girl.
To this very day I wonder what happened to her and how
her baby is doing. She never did call me again and I
never called her either.
After my experiences with the gay white man from
IRC and the young black pregnant girl, I decided to
place a personal ad. I won't bore you with the details,
but I did receive a single response. I agreed to meet
the woman at a local restaurant where we talked for a
very long time and found that we had quite a lot in
common. Her name was Annie and she was a social acti-
vist, volunteer, and tae kwon do expert. In short, she
was your basic bad-assed modern woman.
I was immensely attracted to her for that alone.
Physically, she was a knockout: long black hair, pene-
trating eyes, smooth milky skin, large-boned, buxom,
muscular. She drove me home that night and in the
parking lot I asked if I could kiss her goodnight. She
seemed taken aback, but only for a moment, then she
agreed. Our goodnight kiss turned into a very hot
makeout session in her car. After half an hour of this
she drove us back to her place where yes, we did have
sex. She was amazing in bed, a very skilled practi-
tioner of oral sex and manipulator of the prostate. Her
body was large and shapely, soft but muscular and flex-
ible. Her breasts and nipples were quite large. Her ass
was broad and curvy. Her pubic hair was thick on top
but light and neatly trimmed around her labia and anus.
She loved to give and receive oral sex, especially in
the shower. She was a very enthusiastic sex partner.
Annie also seemed very needy. Almost immediately
she told me of her many boyfriends who had unceremon-
iously dumped her for one half-assed reason or another.
After a few days I discovered why: Annie was very, very
annoying.
Despite her intelligence, her wit, and her open
mind, she possessed a singular ability to annoy the
shit out of me. She was incredibly abrasive and almost
totally unaware of this flaw. Her roommates hated her
and soon I understood why they avoided her and why her
relationships never lasted very long. I couldn't under-
stand it - she was virtually perfect except for this
one unforgivable, uncorrectable thing. But I didn't
have the courage or the heart to break off our new
relationship.
After a month or so after our first date, she
left the country for a vacation. While Annie was gone
I met a woman named Nancy online. Of course, I had no
idea what Nancy looked like. And no, we didn't meet in
any kind of sex-related chat room. But we did discover
that we shared a lot of common interests, ideas and
goals, and soon I felt like the best part of my day
was getting on IRC at night to chat with Nancy. Of
course I told her all about Annie, and she seemed
sympathetic. Nancy told me all about her current boy-
friend too. You've probably already foreseen the next
step here: Nancy and I exchanged photos, fell in love
and decided to meet. It's a cliche now, but at the time
(around 1995) it was unheard of.
Nancy was a student at a college in the Deep
South. The first day we met, she took me on a tour of
the small college town and then we headed back to her
dorm room. We hung out and talked and laughed for the
longest time, and then suddenly I realized how much I
loved her and how I was incredibly attracted to her.
I began to lightly stroke her arm, then I kissed her
hand. She closed her eyes and sighed. I raised my face
to hers and asked if I could kiss her. She opened her
eyes, nodded slightly and leaned forward slowly, lips
parted, trembling. We kissed, tenderly at first, then
passionately, then roughly. Our hands roamed freely
around each others' bodies. Soon we adjourned to bed,
where we undressed and made very tender love. I ex-
plored Nancy's soft, gorgeous body very slowly and
carefully. Her upper torso was covered with freckles
which excited me tremendously. I kissed her heavy,
full breasts, with their light-colored areolae and
tiny freckles. I moved down to her belly and hips,
broad and soft, and gently licked her tiny clitoris
until she came sweetly into my mouth, whispering her
pleasures aloud. It was so wonderful and pleasurable,
very romantic and very exciting ... I'm shaking a
little even now as I write about it. I held her so
tightly that night and the next morning. We hardly
left her bed for the whole weekend.
When I returned home I dreaded my next encounter
with Annie. I knew I had to tell her the truth, no more
wishy-washy garbage. While I was waiting, I received a
postcard from Annie in which she informed me that she
was deeply in love with me and that she hoped our re-
lationship would work out.
I felt horrible after that, absolutely horrible.
But I still had to tell her the truth. So when Annie
finally did come back into town, I had seen Nancy again
three or four times. I resolved to tell Annie every-
thing at the first opportunity. Our first meeting was
very sour and nearly unbearable. I wanted to vanish,
to escape what I knew was my real responsibility, but
I told Annie everything. I could almost see her heart
break.
Let me compress several weeks' of angst and
agonizing discussions into a few sentences. Annie met
Nancy and Annie forgave me. I assured Annie that even
though I had fallen in love with someone else, I was
still attracted to her - which was (and is) true,
though I would never, ever go out with Annie again
under any circumstances. Nancy wondered why I had ever
gone out with Annie in the first place. It was a mess,
but it worked itself out, I guess.
Nancy eventually moved in with me and we became
engaged. That was almost three years ago. There have
been only a few sexual events in my life since I met
Nancy that involved someone else besides Nancy. Once,
Nancy and I got drunk with some yonnger friends of
ours. These friends were a fifteen year old boy and a
fourteen year old girl. As we drank, Nancy and I became
more openly affectionate towards each other and towards
these kids. For their own part, they were all over each
other. When the boy got the girl mostly undressed, the
girl started weeping and saying that she didn't want
to cheat on her boyfriend (who was definitely not
around at the time).
Nancy and I reassured her and told them they
could spend the night in separate rooms if they wanted.
The two of us went to bed and left the two of them in
the living room, alone, talking, with all the lights
on.
About an hour later the two kids came into our
bedroom. They jumped on us in bed - the boy started
groping Nancy and the girl started playing with my
penis. Nancy and I were confused at first. When I
realized what was happening, I went along with it,
making out with the young girl, kissing my beautiful
Nancy, and feeling up the boy. Nancy wasn't as en-
thusiastic at first but ended up enjoying the kisses
and touches of both the boy and the girl. There wasn't
any actual sex, but it was nonetheless a very exciting
experience (and technically illegal). The boy was of
Middle Eastern descent and had a heavy frame. His hair
was dark and curly, his eyes were pools of dark brown,
and his skin was dark olive and rather hairy. The girl
was a short, stocky, busty Caucasian, with thick legs
and a cute little belly. She had very long, frizzy
hair that she kept pulled back in a very attractive
ponytail. I found them both to be very attractive.
The next morning, the boy got up early to go to
his part-time job, leaving Nancy and I in bed with the
girl. We touched her as she slept, then got so excited
that we had to fuck. And we did, right next to the
sleeping girl. I laid on top of Nancy and fucked her
hard, kissing her roughly, while Nancy made plenty of
noise, clawed my back and grabbed my ass. We're sure
that the girl was probably awake but too embarrassed
to open her eyes, speak, roll over or anything.
When we finished fucking, we cuddled together
and went back to sleep. A few hours later we woke up
to find the girl preparing to leave. She acted as if
nothing at all had happened, and continues to behave
that way to this very day. Disappointing, really,
since Nancy and I would both love to have this young
woman in our bed again.
The young boy did come into our bed one more
time. This time I was a bit bolder I reached into his
boxer shorts and seized his very hot, very hard cock
and jacked him off. He responded by moving under the
covers and actually sucking my cock. Nancy and I kissed
and cuddled while this boy sucked my penis, it was a
fabulous experience. I didn't have an orgasm but it was
thrilling nonetheless. Nancy and I then made love while
the boy watched, then the three of us went to sleep
together.
At one point Nancy and I obtained a male Labra-
dor retriever puppy with the express purpose of train-
ing it to have sex with us when it was an adult.
Unfortunately, Nancy ended up being severely
allergic to dogs, a fact that neither of us were aware
of beforehand. Too bad, because I have fantasized about
her having sex with dogs since I experienced it years
ago.
To bring this extremely long narrative complete-
ly up to date, I should tell you about another hetero-
sexual couple that Nancy and I are friends with. We
fantasize about seducing them. The man is tall, thin,
and seems to have very little bodily hair. The woman
is also tall, large-boned and chubby, with very large
breasts, thick hips and thighs, and lovely, long brown
hair. They're both quite cute and we would love to
fuck them, though nothing has happened yet. Just the
other day they called us and wanted to go out to
dinner with Nancy and me. When they arrived at our
door, I greeted them completely nude, mostly as a joke
but also to gauge their reaction. They seemed a little
embarrassed but also a little interested. I saw both
of them glancing (even staring!) at my cock. Everyone
played it off as a big joke, but I think I got to them.
I'll be sure to tell you all what happens ... if any-
thing does.
Don't forget to email me at:
kyoushuman@hotmail.com with your comments, suggestions
or your own childhood stories.