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Authors name: Kathy (Obviously)
Story title : E-Mail: "Chris..."
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Dear Chris,
I know I should not be writing this letter to you, but
it is the only way I can get my message across to you.
I have been going through this for the last two months
trying to decide to write this letter or not, but I
can't stop myself now, so here it goes. You know
somewhat what type of person I am, but I really have
two personalities, one for home and the other for work.
You pretty well have to do this to keep sane working at
Overland, but you know this.
For the last two months, ever since the first day I
worked at Overland, I have had stronger and stronger
feelings for you and what type of person you are. You
are a very special friend to me, and have been a large
influence on me and my life in the time I have known
you. You probably know that I'm not too good at
relationships with men, you can tell this from my last
little stint with a "Jerry". You are really the only
guy I have had as a woman/man relationship with, in the
last year. I guess my problems really started when I
met this guy named Don, you remember him of course.
When I was somewhat seeing him, I couldn't help from
falling in love with him, and I mean deeply in love,
more then he will ever know. I have a tendency to do
that with most males I meet and go out with, it is just
one of those problems I must deal with.
What I am trying to say is that I'm not falling in love
with you, you have no worries there. You have a good
marriage and two great kids, I'm is I need a man to
understand what I am going through, and that is I know
deep down inside I will never have a successful
relationship with a guy. Don't get me wrong I love men
very much, I'm no lesbian if that's what you think, in
my opinion they can all go fuck themselves. I don't
mind people being different races, different colors, or
different religions, but when a person is not straight,
count me out on liking that person, just my feelings.
I know now that I will never marry and I will never
have children, both of which I most desperately want,
because I know it would make my life all that more
meaningful. What I am not saying is that I don't find
you a turnoff either, I find you incredibly attractive
and Boy Oh Boy, if you or I were ten years older or
younger, I wouldn't wait a second to make my move on
you. You know I am not a pervert or anything, because
if I were I would have tried something on you a month
ago. I hope I'm not scaring you by writing this to you,
I would not do anything to harm you or anybody... you
know that. But everyday when I see you I can't help but
wonder what It would be like to be with you, yes
sexually, but more importantly, emotionally.
Yes, sex is one of the most important things in a
relationship to me and to most persons, but if you
can't link with someone emotionally in a relation-ship,
its not worth it. God I hate writing this, it's so hard
even to write it down, it would be impossible to say it
to you. It kills me everyday to see you and wonder what
it would be like to be with you. I know everybody has
fantasies about most people that they are around, its
normal. You probably hate to admit it and probably
never would, but admit that you have had a fantasy
about me.
Maybe not I don't know, but most people do have them.
I'm not asking you for anything, because it would ruin
the relationship that we have now and would complicate
things further more. I just wanted to tell you my
feelings about you, before I told you upfront and
scared you, which is the last thing I want to do.
I just wonder sometime what It would be like to make
mad passionate love with you, to make you're every
dream come true, and to fulfill you like no other woman
ever has. It's something I think about when I'm at
work, why do you think I spend a lot of time around
you. And why do you think I like bugging you all the
time, because I can't get enough of your attention. You
probably notice that I hardly ever look at you, that's
because when I do, all I think of is you and I
together. You know how tough it is when you give me a
neck massage, I swear, and I'm not lying. Every time
you do that, I walk away drippy wet, No Kidding. That
is what you do to me, you drive me nuts sometimes, I
just wonder what it would be like to sneak away
somewhere at work and make love to you, but I know
you're not into quickies. But just to be with you would
probably kill me, it has been very long since I made
love to a man, if you can believe it, it has been over
a years now, god it's been over a year since I even
kissed a man. The thought of tasting you just drives me
crazy sometimes.
I hope you understand my feelings toward you now, I'm
very glad I told you this, maybe I can get on with my
life in the way of having a meaningful relationship.
I'm sorry if I have hurt you in anyway by writing this
to you, but it had to be said.
From your dearest friend,
Lorrie.
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