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These stories are very naughty, and since only
adults should
have naughty thoughts, you shouldn't read them if
you are
under 18 years old!
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Note about this story: "Abyss" is the first in a
series of erotic tales about the original
Supergirl,
Kara. If you don't know anything about Supergirl,
don't worry, I'll fill you in on the details --
and totally misrepresent a character that DC
Comics
intended to nurture "Family Values".
My interpretation of the character is quite
liberal,
so if you are a fan of DC Comics' original
character,
just consider these else-worlds stories.
A Supergirl Arises From The Abyss
I sat on the bed in the dorm room, with
the
telephone in my hand. I couldn't stop my
hands
from shaking. My first day with the earth
people
had been a disaster.
I typed a number into the phone's keypad.
The
only thing I learned about so far in this
crazy
world was how to use a phone.
"Hello. Daily Planet."
"Is Clark there?"
"Now listen, Miss Lee, you can't keep
calling
like this. I told you I'd tell Mr. Kent that
you
called. Now, Bye." Click.
I felt a wave of desperation overwhelm me.
I crushed the receiver in my hand and
just
wept. I didn't understand anything here. I
could
barely even speak the language. Fellow
students
asked about my accent, and I couldn't tell
them
where I came from. A young man wanted to walk
me
back to the dorm, and I accidentally knocked him
to
the ground; I didn't even understand my own
body
or my strength.
I didn't even know how to kill myself.
About four weeks ago, the last society
of
Krypton perished. A thousand Kryptonian
refugees,
who had lived for twenty-five years on
an
inhospitable asteroid under a red sun,
finally
succumbed. I was one of many desperate people
in
Argo City, all struggling against our fate. I
was
poor, hungry, and terrorized.
But I also knew love.
I had many friends whose love became
stronger
as the end neared. We sang often and danced
until
we could barely stand, when we finally
collapsed
and cried in each other's arms. That was how
we
stayed sane.
And I had my father, Zor-El, who always
tried
his best to protect me from harm. My
father
promised me that I would live, and he worked
day
and night during those final days and hours to
keep
that promise. That was how he stayed sane,
making
my life his purpose. When my father said that
he
would save me by building a ship and sending me
on
the path that Jor-El sent his son on many
years
ago, I kissed him and gratefully accepted
the
chance to live.
Four weeks ago, our asteroid collided with
a
meteor shower. We had seen it coming weeks
in
advance, yet could only watch.
I saw my people die. I sat in the
spaceship
and wondered why I was alive. I should have
been
with them. I should have been with my father.
Why
did I ever want to live through this?
I was in shock for about a week as
the
spacecraft rushed towards a small blue
planet.
Nothing could've prepared me for that trip.
My
life, my culture, my people, my
universe--erased.
And I was spinning in space in a tiny, black
box
towards a place that existed only in legend. I
was
drowning in emptiness, and disintegrating into
the
void.
When my spaceship crashed on earth, a man
in
red and blue was already there at the site. It
was
Kal-El, the son of Jor-El. He called himself
Clark
and Superman. The legend took my shell of a
person,
brought me to his home, and helped me learn how
to
live again.
He taught me simple things about Earth
and
tried to teach me English, but I couldn't pay
much
attention. My life was in shambles. He tried
to
lighten my spirits by showing me what
we
Kryptonians could do on Earth; I was amazed, but
I
knew my new powers couldn't reverse the
holocaust
that claimed my spirit if not my body.
Two days ago, Kal-El enrolled me in a
school
called "Metropolis University" and told me that
I
would live there, now. Just like that!
"I don't understand these people", I told
him.
"You need to learn," he replied, as though
my
life had undergone a minor change. "Just
remember,
your name is Linda Lee, and always wear the
wig.
Try to do what you see others doing. I'm sorry,
but
I am going to have to leave you alone for now."
Kal-El had helped me overcome my
culture
shock. He understood my problems and my
beliefs
and some of my language. But Kal-El wasn't
here,
and I wasn't ready to step into this alien
world.
Maybe I would never be ready.
Mary turned the dimmer switch and flooded
the
dorm room with light. The intense sensation
of
light overwhelmed my weary eyes.
"Damn, Linda, what did you do to the phone?"
Mary was my roommate. Mary and I did not
hit
it off very well.
For one thing, Mary was black, and I had
never
seen a black person before. Kryptonians all
had
pale skin and blue eyes. I was shocked at
the
variety of people who lived at this college.
When I didn't reply to Mary's question
about
the phone, Mary shook her head. "All right,
I'll
tell the office that it was broke already.
Really,
girl, you've gotta get a grip."
Mary grabbed a few things off her dresser
and
hurried to leave. She stopped with the door
half-
open and glanced at me. Then she shook her
head
and left.
I wanted to say good-bye, but I was afraid
to
say anything. I was afraid of making any
more
mistakes.
I turned down the lights, again, and wanted
to
just hide, but I couldn't stop the chaos all
around
me. A million voices were speaking all at
once,
and I couldn't stop them, even by covering my
ears.
When I closed my eyes, I could see through
my
eyelids and into the next room. I couldn't
tell
Mary about that. Would she understand? She
would
think I was insane. I was begining to believe
that
I was.
Someone was hitting the apartment door.
I
covered my ears. I wanted to shrink. I wanted
to
disappear. The banging started again. I
looked
through my tears, and I looked through the
door,
but all I saw was a skeleton.
Kal-El stepped in from behind the door, and
I
think I flew over to him. I held on to him like
I
held to my father when my mother died. "Kal-El,
I
can't bear it here another minute!" I said in
our
native language.
"Shh. Call me Clark and speak in English."
My heart winced hatred towards him. He
was
the only person who could help me, and yet
he
forced me to be an impostor, even with him. But
I
could see his concern, so my heart opened up
again.
"I can't talk this English well." I
said,
trying to voice just one of my frustrations.
He hugged me with one arm and sat me
beside
him on the bed.
"It's OK, really. Earth has many languages
you
can hide behind. Tell people you come from a
small
village in Hungary. I've checked it out--very
few
Hungarians go to school here, and your
accent
sounds vaguely hungarian. Say 'Linda Lee' is a
name
you adopted for America. If you want, you can
tell
them your real name; I don't think most people
will
know the difference between an Hungarian and
a
Kryptonian name. But you should use the name
'Linda
Lee'. People will know you are trying to fit in."
I shook my head. "People don't know me
a
bit... And I don't control myself. I could
hurt
people." I grabbed my wig and threw it on the
floor
in disgust.
He picked the wig up, carefully put it back
on
my head and began stroking the long brown
hair.
"You may not believe this, but some other
students
are having similar problems. This school has
many
foreign students, and many are having as
much
trouble with this culture and language as you
are.
You need some stability in your life right now,
and
so do many of the other students here.
I shook my head in doubt.
"Of course," he continued, "you have
special
problems, but you have special advantages,
too.
Be careful about your new powers. Try to
limit
physical contact until you understand
your
strength. You might practice holding
animals
before holding a friend's hand."
I felt more relaxed with him here and with
his
advice. He had obviously thought a lot about
my
situation, even when he wasn't with me.
I asked him to stay longer.
"I'm sorry, but I have to be
someplace.
Several places, really."
But he stayed for about an hour longer,
and
although I dreaded his departure, I felt
more
confident that I could handle my new life at
least
another day.
For a second night, I couldn't sleep in
the
dorm. I could hear voices from the party on
the
second floor merging with the moans of love
making
down the hall. This time I didn't just lie
there
and bear it. I left the dorm with a blanket
and
decided to sleep in the lounge of the library.
The
library was open all night, but a librarian told
me
I couldn't sleep there. All the other
buildings
were locked. I was so tired and frustrated, I
just
walked out into the woods beside the campus.
I
slept at the foot of a tree on a mattress
of
leaves.
While relaxing and preparing for sleep,
I
looked at the sliver of the earth's moon
through
the tops of the trees. Back home, we had a
patch
of woods; the smell of life and the sounds
of
animals and the gentle breezes all felt
so
familiar. But we didn't have a moon. I felt
like
I belonged here, in the woods, and the moon was
the
outsider.
With this thought, sleep claimed my
tired
soul, and pleasant dreams filled my night.
I awoke to the songs of birds. Bird
songs
were one of the few things about Earth that
I
really liked. The bright yellow sun illuminated
the
sky from an unseen horizon, and dew covered my
bed
of leaves.
I stood up, stretched and yawned,
and,
amazingly, I felt really good.
I brushed off my pajamas and headed for
my
dorm.
A few dozen of the fifteen thousand
students
were trudging quietly about campus. I guessed
that
the rest were asleep.
Several people stared at me. I must
have
stood out in by wearing pajamas and carrying
a
blanket. I didn't care.
I took the stairs instead of the
elevator.
One glance through the stairs above showed me
that
I was the lone occupant. I felt a little
playful,
and I slowly hovered up the stairwell. Kal-El
had
made it seem easy, but I was bumping against
the
walls and banisters as I rose. It was my
first
time, and I couldn't help giggling like a
little
child doing something naughty but wonderful.
But when I landed, I felt a wave of
guilt
shake my body, as though a thousand deaths paid
for
each smile on my face. I paused for a moment
and
remembered a few of my father's last words to
me,
"You've always lived in fear of death, Kara,
and
just once I'd like to see you smile a truly
happy
smile." I felt dizzy as my father's sacred
words
battled a thousand cries of blame.
I walked down the hall and met Mary
getting
dressed in our dorm room.
"Where were you, girl?" She said, looking
at
my dirty pajamas and ruffled hair.
I didn't know what to tell her, so I
just
said, "Hi, Mary."
She shook her head. "You gonna get
yourself
raped, running around dressed like that."
"I'm sorry," I said, not knowing what else
to
say. I felt the peace I awoke with evaporating.
Mary sighed. "Nothing to be sorry
about.
Hey, Linda I'm just your roommate, not your mom."
I smiled and thought about what to say,
then
decided on: "I like you, Mary."
She seemed amused. "You are OK, too."
"I want a shower," I said, as I opened
my
bureau and thought about what I needed. A
towel,
some soap and some fresh clothes. One of
Kal-El's
friends picked out my clothes, but I
barely
understood how to wear them, much less match
them
fashionably. I also had a makeup kit that I
was
afraid to even open. I liked the perfume,
though.
Mary had said I used too much.
"You and everyone else," Mary said. I
shook
my head, not grasping, so she continued,
"You've
got four girls ahead of you for the shower."
I dropped the towel on my bed and sat
down
across from a mirror on the wall. I looked at
my
hair in the mirror, and saw a few blonde
hairs
mixing in with the brown hair from the wig.
I
fixed the wig and wondered how I was going to
keep
it a secret from Mary. (Why was I even keeping
my
hair color a secret, Kal-El, when many Earth
girls
have blonde hair?)
"Linda, would you like to eat breakfast
with
me and my friends?"
I must have looked nervous. Eating Earth
food
was really weird for me. The food was
shocking:
For dinner yesterday, I ate "spaghetti
and
meatballs" and had to use a "fork" and "spoon"
and
"knife". I couldn't figure out how to eat
the
spaghetti, and just the idea of eating
meat
disgusted me. I only drank some juice and ate
some
bread. If I had to eat with other people, I'd
be
very embarrassed.
When I didn't respond immediately,
Mary
pressed on, "I don't think there's a
Hungarian
crowd that you can eat with, but you got to
eat
with someone. Really, I'd like you to come."
I nodded and smiled despite myself.
Mary's friends were all black, and I was
the
only white person at the table. But I guess
I
would've attracted attention no matter where I
sat.
Mary pointed out that the combination of
my
crucifix necklace, my "Black Sabbath" T-shirt
with
a big "666" between my breasts, and my
long
checkered skirt, was a "little weird". I
thought
the clothes were comfortable but decided to
change
them after breakfast, anyway.
Hotcakes weren't bad. At least I didn't
drop
them on my lap like I had with the
spaghetti,
yesterday.
Mary's friends were funny and they smiled
a
lot. They made me feel comfortable. They said
they
were "juniors" and that I was a "freshman",
and
that was why I was so nervous. I felt
better
knowing there were thousands of nervous freshmen
on
campus.
Back in the dorm, I changed into a
yellow
blouse that hugged my skin and a short black
skirt.
A very short skirt. I saw another girl
wearing
something similar yesterday, so maybe I was
OK.
I've learned already to not wear those thick
white
socks with my shoes.
While showering earlier, I watched a
girl
putting on lipstick, so now I decided to try
it
myself. Most students were at their first
class
already, so I had the bathroom to myself, and
I
spent a long time getting the lipstick just
right.
The girl had put on other makeup as well, but
I
knew my artistic limits.
I headed off to class with a pack full
of
books. I took all of my books, since I didn't
know
which ones I would need. They felt so light on
my
back, it never occurred to me that other
girls
would have collapsed under the weight.
My first class was in an auditorium with
300
students. "Anthropology 105: Society and
the
Individual." I was fascinated, since the
professor
was teaching us about how America works in a way
I
could understand. He even explained the words
he
used that I didn't understand. This was the
first
time I felt engrossed with one of my classes.
But I was also aware that many people
were
looking at me out of the corners of their eyes.
At
first I thought that I had broken another rule
of
etiquette, until it struck me that only men
were
looking at me. One of them was trying to look
up
my skirt. I shifted my position, but the
tiny
skirt provided little cover when I was
sitting
down. Why did girls wear them, anyway?
I felt better when I saw that men were
looking
at some other women, too. I didn't want
any
attention, really, but, I thought, at least
the
attention was normal. I guessed that while
we
seemed to be in class to learn about
Anthropology,
the men were in the class to learn about the
girls.
Just when that thought occurred to me,
the
professor said jokingly, "Anthropology is
the
'Study of Man,' but don't worry, we'll be
studying
women, too." I started to giggle at
the
coincidence, and I felt several men's eyes
riveted
to me.
My 5:30 class was "English 101." This
class
scared me because the professor had us read
several
pages immediately, in class--and all I saw on
those
pages were wiggly lines. Only about thirty
people
attended this class, and we were sitting in a
large
circle around the classroom, so everybody could
see
each other. I was terrified that people would
find
out about me. I was so nervous that I
wasn't
learning a thing.
Only one man was watching me in this
class,
since the class was mostly female. He had
dark
hair and thin eyes, and he couldn't have been
any
taller than me. I caught him looking up my
skirt,
and watching me almost constantly during the
class.
When class was over, he came up to me.
He
seemed as nervous as I was. He said, "Your face
is
very familiar. Do I know you?"
I was surprised, and I said, "I don't know."
He seemed pleased by my reply, so
he
introduced himself. His name was Ge Hun Si.
He
came from Thailand, but his father was Chinese.
I told him the story Kal-El gave me.
"I'm
Linda Lee. I came here from Hungarian."
"Hungary." He corrected.
"No, I ate dinner before."
He thought I was joking, so he laughed and
I
laughed with him.
"This English is tough," he offered.
I nodded enthusiastically, delighted to
find
someone who agreed with me. I said, "This class
is
... hard for me."
"Me, too." He smiled, then hesitated.
"Maybe
we should help each other with our homework."
I was extremely relieved by the offer.
I
nodded and said "Yes, very much... I would
like
that."
He smiled and looked almost shocked, as
though
people never studied together. He offered to
carry
my books. I hesitated, but let him anyway.
He
could barely lift the pack but seemed determined
to
carry the pack regardless.
As we walked towards my dorm, the sun
was
setting, and the sky was turning a beautiful
color
of red--just like the sky under Krypton's sun.
"You are very pretty." He said, as I
was
reminiscing.
"Thank you," I said, surprised by
the
compliment. I knew that Kryptonian men had
found
me attractive, but I didn't know for sure
about
Earth men, or Oriental men, for that matter.
I
said, "You are pretty, too."
He shook his head. "Pretty?"
"I'm sorry. You are handsome."
He smiled.
Ge Hun Si told me about his journey to
America
while we walked to my dorm. He lived in
Bangkok
his entire life, but his family was Chinese.
He
learned some English at school, but he didn't
learn
it very well. His mother and sister were
helping
him pay for school, and he was very
embarrassed
about it. He said he didn't mind coming to
the
strange world of America, because he felt like
a
stranger in his own country. He always wanted
to
live in Taiwan and practice psychology, but
his
debt to his mother and sister would force him
to
return to Thailand, where he would probably
live
the rest of his life as a civil engineer.
I didn't understand much of what he
was
saying. I sympathized with his story, but I
felt
voiceless to express my own. I wanted to tell
him
about my life and my losses, but I couldn't.
(Why,
Clark? Why do I have to live a secret life?)
Yet
I believed in Clark's wisdom, so I held back.
I
thought about telling Ge Hun Si that I was
an
orphan, but then he would want to know more. I
had
to keep the pain to myself, at least for now.
Mary was in the dorm when we arrived. She
was
reading from a large text book and was startled
to
see me.
"Hi Mary," I said, not knowing enough yet
to
introduce my new friend.
She nodded, as she stared at my clothes for
a
moment, then she looked strait at Ge Hun Si.
He put down the book-bag, introduced
himself,
and they shook hands. He told her of our plans
to
study together.
Then Mary left with book in hand,
saying,
"I'll go study in the lounge."
Ge Hun Si and I were alone, now, and I
didn't
know what to say. Back home I would ask him to
pet
our dog--a person didn't feel welcome in
someone's
home unless the dog welcomed him. But, of
course,
we didn't have a dog in the dorm. I would also
ask
him to take off his shoes, but I didn't know
if
Earth people had the same custom. All I
could
think of was, "Do you want to study, now?"
He shook his head, "Sure."
It took me a moment to figure out that
he
meant "yes".
I grabbed the book bag (I should
have
pretended that it felt heavy), and I opened
it
while sitting down on my bed. I had to guess
which
book was my English book.
Ge Hun Si looked at me with a
strange
expression, and then he sat beside me and
fetched
his own book.
He was holding the same book, so I knew that
I
guessed right. But what next? I couldn't
pretend
that I could read for very long, but I didn't
want
to tell him the truth. Several times today,
I
fantasized hopefully that many students
couldn't
read English. Maybe even he couldn't read
English,
and we were both foolishly feeling the same fear.
I noticed the sweat on his forehead, and
the
way he clenched his hands. This gave me
the
courage to tell him.
"Ge Hun Si?"
"Yeah."
"I can't read."
He laughed a short laugh, and then said,
"I'm
sorry. I had no idea. I also couldn't read
English
until three years, ago. This class is going to
be
much harder for you than for me."
That wasn't very reassuring, and I think
he
saw my frown. I had a sudden nightmare that
lasted
for about a second: Ge Hun Si told some
college
authority about my illiteracy, and they threw
me
out of the dorm and into the unknown again.
I
dismissed the fear, but I never could be sure if
I
was being paranoid or not.
Ge Hun Si put down his book and asked,
"You
can't read at all?"
I shook my head.
"Then you shouldn't be taking this
English
course," he said with some regret in his
voice.
"The university has courses for English as a
second
language. One of my neighbors is taking such
a
course. You don't have to know English at all."
"You are sure?" I asked, my
confidence
returning.
"Yeah, I'll help you add one tomorrow, if
you
want."
I nodded and smiled. "Thank you."
"We can take a trip to the book store
after,
and exchange your book."
"OK," I said, but I didn't really
understand
what he was saying. The light in the room
was
bothering me. I turned the dimmer, until the
bulbs
changed from white down to a shade of orange,
and
the corners of the room were almost black.
Ge Hun Si face was blank with surprise, and
I
guessed that I broke another rule of etiquette
by
turning the light so low. "I'm sorry. The
light
was hurting my eyes. Is it OK?"
He nodded and started to take the books
off
the bed.
I just watched him and thought about
how
differently everything must have seemed to him.
He
couldn't hear the background sounds of
people
chatting in other rooms, or see the moon
through
the ceiling. I thought of how very strange I
had
become.
He looked shyly away and said, "I'll
need
another reason to visit you, now that we won't
be
going to the same class."
Stupidly, I thought he was saying that
he
wouldn't be visiting me anymore. I had
expected
this, yet I was stunned all the same.
"I
understand," I said, while clenching my
hands
together. "I should have said the truth before.
I
wanted to ... to ..."
I started shaking, and I couldn't control
my
vision; I felt some of the same helplessness
that
had possessed me yesterday. My first new friend
was
already rejecting me.
Ge Hun Si took my hand in his and said,
"You
don't need to say anything at all."
He held my hand like an egg--as if it was
a
fragile thing. I felt a calm sweep over me, but
I
didn't know why.
Later, I would understand what this
situation
meant. I'd understand why he wanted to help
me
with my homework in my dorm room, and why Mary
had
left us alone. I could hardly believe it. In
my
native world, when men wanted to make love to
me,
they just asked. Now, they try to have it happen
by
"accident". I guess I was the perfect girl
for
this ritual, because I was not expecting a thing.
Then again, he was not getting what
he
expected either.
After caressing my hands like holy objects,
I
felt all my stress melt away. He looked into
my
eyes, and I felt my legs go weak. I had been
trying
so hard to just fit in and understand the
people
around me, I hadn't thought about being
intimate.
But from somewhere down deep, desire rose like
a
whale surfacing from the ocean. The chaos of
my
emotions rapidly became a focused hope of
passion.
When he finally kissed me, I felt paralyzed
by
desire and fear of expressing it.
His intoxicating scent and minty breath put
me
under a spell. Much later, I learned that
earth
men didn't smell that good in nature, but for now
I
was awed by their attractive powers. As
he
explored my mouth with his lips and tongue, I
was
careful not to kiss back.
He urged me back onto the bed and slid on
top
of me. He kissed my lips and then my cheeks,
then
my eyelids, my ears and then my neck. When his
lips
settled on one spot, his hands continued
to
explore. His body rubbed against mine, and I
could
feel his erection through both of our clothes.
I didn't do a thing. I didn't know what
to
do. I wanted to hug him and kiss him back, but
I
was afraid of what I might do under the
influence
of passion.
He was stroking my hair as he kissed me,
when
my wig loosened.
His eyes brightened at the discovery, as
my
blonde hair spread out of the wig onto the
sheets.
"What a beautiful secret." He kissed my hair,
and
then began to unbutton my blouse. "What
other
secrets do you have in here?"
He struggled with my shirt for a moment,
but
then just tore it open.
I didn't wear a bra, so there was
little
suspense as my breasts were instantly and
fully
revealed. He began sucking on my nipples
hungrily,
as I pinned my arms to my side. It took all
my
energy not to touch him, but the restraint
actually
felt exciting and a little kinky. I was the
object
of his lovemaking, and I found this passive
role
thrilling. His hands slid my skirt down from
my
waist, while he worked on my nipples with
his
tongue.
He didn't look surprised that I wasn't
wearing
panties (actually, I didn't even know what bras
or
panties were, yet). I kept my legs open as
he
dived between them. He kissed my thighs for
a
moment, but then, losing patience, he buried
his
face down deep. This was a new kind of
lovemaking
for me--a wonderful shock--and I couldn't keep
my
legs from shaking. But I managed to keep them
from
crushing him within. His tongue explored both
deep
and all around, then he focused on my clitoris
and
sent small explosions of pleasure throughout
my
body, before he began climbing up my body again.
I hadn't noticed that he had lowered his
jeans
while he was working on my passion. Once again,
his
mouth explored mine. I could taste some of
myself
on his lips. Then I felt his penis enter
me.
Something should have alerted me, but I guess I
was
consumed by desire. He stroked my hair, fondled
my
breasts and kissed me, while his penis massaged
my
insides. What a sensation!
Then his body shook, and he let out a groan.
I
was instantly alert and alarmed. I had felt
my
muscles compress on his penis. My legs and my
arms
and my lips obeyed my will of submission, but
my
muscles inside had a will of their own.
I was terrified by what I saw. His
penis
looked misshapen and wrinkled. I felt like
a
monster, and I turned away.
"What happened?" I said, pretending
ignorance,
not knowing what to say. I fidgeted with the
torn
remains of my blouse.
He winced in pain, then smiled at me with
an
embarrassed smile. "I don't know. I think
I
twisted it or something. I'm sorry."
He didn't sound like I imagined a
mutilated
man would sound, so I looked again at his penis.
I
felt a great weight lift from my conscience when
I
saw that he was wearing a flesh-colored
rubber
cover over his penis, and the organ
underneath
looked normal.
But I knew I had hurt him, even if he
wasn't
hurt bad. And I could have injured him much
more
seriously. What if I had kissed him back?
or
embraced him? I covered my face with my hands,
and
lamented in Kryptonian, "I am a monster!"
Ge Hun Si sat beside me and hugged me.
He
tried to comfort me, yet he couldn't understand
my
anxiety.
"What's wrong, Linda?" he whispered
while
kissing my hair. "I'm sorry I messed up. I'm
not
very experienced at sex. I guess I was eager.
I
promise I'll do better next time."
I saw his embarrassment. He
didn't
understand. "We can't do this, again."
He shut his eyes, and sighed. "That's
OK.
But I hope you will change your mind, because ...
I
like you very much."
I smiled and saw the honesty in his eyes.
We
spent a silent minute, just looking into
each
other's eyes. Obviously, he didn't think I was
a
monster.
"You don't know me at all." I said.
"I know you are a nice person. I know you
are
very attractive, and I know we feel good with
each
other."
I nodded, and I decided. "I want to tell
you
the truth."
"The truth?"
"You can't tell anyone!" I turned
cautious,
afraid of making another mistake--yet determined
to
tell him, nevertheless.
"Sure. Of course. What's the big secret?"
"I'm not Hungarian," I said, hesitating,
"and
my name is really Kara."
He nodded. "OK, then Kara. Where ARE
you
from?"
"A place called Argo City. People here
would
say I'm a Kryptonian."
He nodded unconsciously, and then just
stared
at me for a moment. "You mean where Superman
came
from?"
"Yes," I said, and I felt relief that
now
someone knew.
He shook his head in silence, then said,
"oh,
poor Linda. I had no idea. You are going to
need
some help."
I nodded, "Yes, it's hard." Did he
really
understand?
He was quiet for a long time. "I think
we
should go see someone," he finally said
while
rising from the bed. "Do you feel up to
meeting
someone, now?"
I stood up, myself. "You said it was
secret."
"He will keep it a secret. Helping
people
with secrets is his job."
"Can he help me control what I see and
hear?"
I asked while finding a new shirt and
dressing
myself again. "I am always hearing things
and
seeing things that aren't even in the room."
He looked concerned. "I hope he can, Linda.
I
really do," he said as he dialed a number on
the
new telephone.
"Thank you," I said, while fixing my wig.
"What for?"
I shrugged, "Just thank you."
Ge Hun Si was awfully quiet, as we left
the
dorm. I thought he would have a lot of
questions,
but just asked me how I felt. I said I felt
fine,
but he acted like I was in pain. He held me
in
half an embrace while we walked.
He treated me with such care that I
actually
felt physically vulnerable. As we walked along
the
moonlit street, I felt comforted by his
sheltering
arm. His arm protected me from the stares
of
strangers, and ghosts that had followed me
to
earth.
"Where are we going," I asked, noticing
that
we were leaving campus grounds.
"His office is off-campus," he replied.
The scenery was changing. Now, many cars
were
parked along the side of the road, and all
the
buildings had lit signs. A lot of noise was
coming
out of a large, rusty blue vehicle.
A few men got out of the vehicle.
They
smelled funny, and they looked a bit dizzy. Ge
Hun
Si did not look at them, but he urged me to
move
faster.
"Where's the fire, slant eyes," one said.
Another said nothing, but spouted out
words
and obscenities rapid fire, as though he lived
in
accelerated time.
A third ran out in our way, forcing us
to
pause. Obviously, they meant us no good, but
I
didn't know what they wanted.
Ge Hun Si was sweating, as he whispered in
my
ear, "Run, Linda." And he stood in an odd stance.
"Oh, the china man thinks he's a
karate
expert," the largest one said, and he took
a
similar stance, but he appeared much more
confident
than Ge Hun Si.
Ge Hun Si muttered a curse I
couldn't
understand. He was panicky. "Run Linda, now!"
One of the men grabbed my arm, and I had
an
impulse to hit him. But I would probably
have
killed him. Maybe he deserved it, but I
couldn't
understand why they were attacking us, and I
was
afraid he was just a victim himself. Maybe he
was
like we were on Argo City during those last
few
days, driven mad by our terrifying destiny.
I ignored his hand, and I put my arms
around
Ge Hun Si.
"I'm sorry, I wish I could ..." Ge Hun
Si
began, then stopped as we levitated off the
ground.
I struggled to keep our flight steady. I
bumped
his head off a tree limb ("Sorry"), and
then
settled us on a nest of intertwined branches.
Our attackers stood as still as statues,
and
then one said to the others, "Damn, did she just
do
that, or am I just too stoned."
No one answered him, and the stunned
druggies
got back in their van.
Ge Hun Si touched the bump on his head.
He
looked at me in disbelief himself. Then he
said,
"You were telling the truth."
"Of course," I said, wondering why he
thought
I lied.
He touched my cheek, as awe filled his
face.
"I thought you were a special girl, but I
couldn't
believe you were a supergirl."
"Supergirl?" I asked, smiling at the idea.
"Yeah, MY Supergirl." He removed my wig
and
ran his hands through my hair, "with her super
hair
of gold."
I felt a burst of confidence, and I
leaned
forward to kiss him. He didn't scream in pain,
as
I curled my lips around his. Then when I
embraced
him, I didn't hear him struggle for breath.
"Don't worry," he said, "Nothing could make
me
tell your secret."
"You don't want to tell anyone?" I
asked,
suddenly tempted by the idea of telling all
of
earth.
He shook his head. "Supergirl will belong
to
the world some day, but I want you for myself."
I smiled, and we had a special few minutes
up
in that tree.
tooshoes@cris.com
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