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Subject: New Story:  But who am I really? -  7/7  (tg)
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New Story:  But who am I really? -  7/7  (tg)

My third story, the most ambitious.

This one is more romantic and traditional than my previous stories.
Perhaps I'll go back to raunchy and weird the next time.

Normal Disclaimer Information:

Do not read any further if:

1.  You are under the age of 18, or
2.  You are offended by explicit sexual and/or erotic writing

This story describes situations where a man and a woman accidentally
switch places, and how they both adjust to their new roles.

If this sort of story is likely to offend you, then do not continue.

If you have any comments on this story, good or bad, then please tell
me so via E-mail! It will encourage me to write more.

Thank you,
RHMusic
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Chapter 11
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"Ahr ye ready?"

Hugh looked up at Erin's father who was holding out his hand. He looked 
at the door that would open to reveal the church pews, filled with 
relatives and friends.

"No..." Hugh voice was hesitant.

Mr. O'Neil chuckled. "Well, I guess nobody really is. But tell me, do 
ya love 'im?"

Hugh thought of Erin, waiting by the altar, dressed magnificently in a 
black tuxedo and bow tie. "Yes!" Hugh stated firmly.

"Well then, you're as ready as you'll ever be." He smiled and held out 
his hand again.

This time Hugh slipped his small and elegant hand (Hugh was wearing 
silk gloves for the occasion) into Mr. O'Neil's larger rough farmer's 
hands. Mr. O'Neil grasped the hand gently and reassuringly. He then 
stepped forward, opened the double doors, and led Hugh into the 
assembly.

Hugh gasped as everyone stood up and the organ started in on "Jesu Joy 
of Man's Desiring".

'My god, this is really happening.' Hugh thought to himself. He 
remembered to smile as he stepped into the hall and felt the vaulted 
ceilings open up above him.

'But, who am I? What am I doing?' Hugh looked down the aisle and saw 
Erin waiting for him, smiling broadly. 'My god, he's so gorgeous. But 
what about me? Am I the bride or the groom? Do I want to have children 
and take care of them while Erin starts her new business? Or do I want 
to go back to my career?'

Hugh felt the heavy fabric of the silk skirt flow around his legs.

Hugh tried to remember what it was like when he was running the 
company. All that came back to him were images of performance reviews, 
schedule slippage, resource constraints, angry and demanding customers. 
'But I liked it once, didn't I? Why did I do it?'

Hugh felt Mr. O'Neil squeeze his hand. Hugh looked at him and smiled, 
and was rewarded when Mr. O'Neil smiled back.

'Maybe I just had to prove to myself that I could do it. But, now what 
do I do? What do I want to do? Should I be getting married? Should I go 
back to school?'

Hugh's mind wandered over the events of the last month and a half. He 
had been very busy, helping Erin, doing the laundry, keeping the house 
neat, planning the wedding, doing the shopping, filling out his 
wardrobe, studying up on prenatal care, lining up a pediatrician, 
getting checkups, exercising. It had been a busy, frantic, wild, crazy 
time.

'And fun.' Hugh smiled broadly. He had had a blast shopping with 
Fenway. He loved exercising with Liz and her sarcastic comments about 
the pudgy balding men in the health club. He loved talking to 2 AM with 
his new sister, Mary, about life and loves and their respective 
futures. He had loved shopping for the wedding dress, he loved that 
each day was like playing dress up.

'But most of all, I love being with Erin.' And not just the female 
Erin, Hugh realized, but the male Erin. The Hugh Erin. Hugh loved the 
way Erin smiled, how she complimented and praised him profusely for any 
little chore that he finished, how he felt safe that Erin was handling 
the business so competently, how he felt in Erin's arms. Erin's 
masculine arms as they wrapped tightly around his female body, hugging 
him tightly to her male body, as her fingers played down his back and 
buns.

Hugh didn't want a thing to change. He wanted to freeze this moment in 
time forever. He would have been happy to relive the last month and a 
half, when he changed into a female and fell in love, over and over 
again.

'But do I want to be a woman forever? Will I tire of this body? But 
most of all, do I want to be his wife?' Hugh wondered. 'Do I want to 
raise our children, take care of the household, love and obey my 
husband forever?'

Hugh looked into Erin's eyes, and felt tears of joy streaming down. For 
the first time he saw Erin as 'him,' a man in full possession of his 
body. Caring, confident. And also for the first time, Hugh realized 
that he was really a 'she'. A woman. Hugh now felt as if he was Erin, 
truly and completely.

Hugh looked up at the priest. "I do," she said. "Yes! I do."


Chapter 12
------- --

"Shush, sweetie, here... don't cry."

Erin reached into the crib and curled her arms around Janet, her first 
born. Erin lifted Janet out of the crib, hugged her close and started 
to gently sway and rock. Janet settled down a bit, but then reached out 
for Erin's breast.

"I know, you're hungry. Well, it's time, so let's get started." Erin 
went and sat down on the straight-backed chair that Hugh had bought to 
support her back while breast-feeding. She unbuttoned her blouse to 
expose two ample breasts, now swollen with milk to about twice their 
normal size, securely held by a nursing bra. Erin pulled the front flap 
away from its Velcro fasteners and exposed an enlarged nipple that was 
leaking slightly. She moved her breast to Janet's lips, which 
immediately opened and started suckling.

Erin felt the pressure on her breast subside as she fed Janet. The 
first time this had happened, Janet had been unprepared for the strong 
feelings of affection and love which came from breast feeding her 
offspring. She had also been unprepared for the sexual stimulation.» 


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