Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. Tonight and Tomorrow By sirkeljerk (http://sirkeljerk.diaryland.com) This is how I want it tonight: I want to come in the door hard, slamming it off the wall of your shitty little apartment. It's one room, its as clean as you can keep it but your not so good at those things. You're lying on your bed in a t-shirt and a red pair of cotton panties. You're reading a magazine, twirling your hair like the little fuck slut dream you are. A shiver runs through your body before you look up because you can tell just by the way that I entered the room that very soon your are going to be on your knees on the threadbare rug with a big cock in your mouth. You're excited. You jump up and throw yourself over to me, kissing my face, bubbling about your day. I don't say hello, just push you to your knees in front of me and reach back to shut the door. You're a good little slut, you already have my zipper down and are reaching your little hand in for my rapidly hardening cock. Your cool hand is perfect. You pull my cock out, lick it, taste it until its hard. Then take it into your mouth, teasing at the end, kissing around the slit. I'm not in the mood. I grab your hair, wind my fingers into it, take a good grip and not so slowly push your head down onto my cock. Feel it press against the inside of cheek and then the top of your throat. You're good, your relax the gag as the head slides in, hot, tight. I fuck your head back and forth on my cock, and saliva overflowing your mouth you stretch to accommodate, struggle to breath. I'm pumping you fast on it, using your mouth, relieving frustrations that aren't your fault but only you can take away. It feels good, its hot and warm and pliant, but I don't dare be as violent as I want to be. I pull out and lift you by the hair, precum and saliva smear your face where they have overrun your mouth, you look like the whore you like to be. I push you face first down on the bed, a little too hard into the sheet. Your ass arches up to rub against my cock, sticking high in the air. My pants aren't even off, just my dick sticking out my fly as I savagely pull the panties down your legs, stitches stretching and breaking. You step out of them almost demurely as I slide a finger to your cunt. Just to check if you're wet and of course you are, because you're a whore and you like the rough, angry sex, get off on my need. I slide all my cock all the way in on the first penetration, feeling wet and then hot, your walls like a tight glove pinching at my fat cock. It almost quenches my need but you moan to the feeling of being full. And I need to fuck your slutty cunt. My hands are on your hips so that your cunt absorbs each of my hard fast thrusts. You have a hand beneath you, rubbing your clit while I fuck you, my balls slapping off your legs as they swing to what is not a rhythum, just need. I slap your ass hard and like the mark it leaves so do it again, sliding my other hand to your hair for the leverage I need to keep thrusting hard and fast. Fuck me please you say, fuuuck meee. The sound bounces with my thrusts. It is not quite enough to just fuck you with all my strength, and so then I am telling you, telling you what you are you little slut, fucking take my big cock you little fucking whore. Cum box of mine take me and fucking like it I say and your easy cries of Fuuuck meeee, fuuuck meee just egg me on, knowing that you do indeed like it. Still its not enough and then I am pulling out and pressing against your tight ass. It is so tight, and only slightly lubricated from your juices, but my cock is soaked with them and it slides you to a scream from you that turns to a moan. Fuuuck meee, you repeat over and over as I pound my big penis into your little tiny ass. Finally it is enough, my head rushes and my balls contract. You scream as I thrust once more, quite literally burying myself, my hips pressed tight your ass, my hand pulling your head up, my cock dumping buckets of white hot cum into your intestines. My cock contracts over and over again, my head swimming as my weight crushes you to the bed. And then, it lifts and I pull out, still hard, cock soaked, I wipe it on your sheet and put it back in your pants. I kiss you once, on the back before I cross the room and leave. That's how I want it. Don't worry, we can do it your way Tomorrow. Today we did it my way. Tomorrow we'll do it your way: I sit alone in my room. The light of the computer bathes my nearly naked body in bluish light. I sit hunched, glued to the screen, desperately jerking at my hard cock through the fly of my boxers. I look at pictures of women with big breasts and firm asses. Picturing them on their knees begging me for what I know they want. I startle as you walk through the door, lifting my hand guiltily from my cock, scrambling to minimize the evidence of my infidelities. What have you been doing, you demand. You are dressed from work, knee length skirt covering the tops of stockinged thighs. Blouse straining to hold in large breasts, revealing lacey white bra as you stand framed by the light in the doorway. The porn is gone, my hands are at my sides, I look up at you and smile but you are having none of it. What the hell were you looking at, you bastard, you demand. I mumble and look down. You leap closer, lifting my chin to look me in the eye. What, you nearly scream, just in control of your voice, I drop my eyes again and say it. Porn. This infuriates you and you smack my face viciously. I continue to stare at the floor and you grab my ear, forcing me to rise. I stand over you but it doesn't phase you, your classy attire making me feel small in my near nudity. So is that what you do all day while I work, you demand, voice soft, the edge clear. Sit at home and spank your little cock, is that what you do while I work my ass off all day. You are close to me, I can smell your perfume and something else. It is intimidating. I step back, looking down, away from you but you follow me, corner me between the bed and the wall. Answer me, you are louder, more insistent and when I don't you yank my boxers down, revealing my still hard cock. My excitement humiliates me. You begin: "Do you like that I caught you, you fucking perv, you snotty little no cock brat. Do you like that I came home and found your hand in your pants looking at women that you will never have, women who would laugh at you, who would hate you?" You smack me again, and then again, first on the face, but then the chest, my lack of backbone infuriating you, pushing you to higher and higher levels of violence. Finally I am on my knees before you, penis still hard, my cum stained boxers around my knees. You continue: "You're worthless, a waste of flesh. You don't deserve me. You don't deserve these big tits and this hard ass. Do you know how other men look at me? How other men drool at the thought of this nice juicy ass? Do you know that my boss put both his hands on my ass as I bent over the copier today, squeezed tight and I let him? Squeezed tight and I pushed back into him, feeling his hard cock press deliciously between my cheeks. Do you know that when he asked me to come back to his office to check a document, I rubbed back even harder wishing that his cock was penetrating instead of merely rubbing?" I am kneeling, looking up at you as you taunt me. Your hands brush you breasts and then unbutton your skirt, it falls away to reveal white lacey panties, through which I can see your bald shaved lips. The panties are very wet and you are rubbing the lace lightly. I lean forward, just to smell, but you push my head back violently, bouncing it off the wall. Again: "That is not for you, pussy boy, that is for my big dicked boss who grabbed me when I came to his office and kissed me deeply before even shutting the door, claiming his slut secretary as property, shoving his fat alcoholic tongue down my throat as his hand grabbed my breasts, my ass. He pushed me against the door and I could feel that fat cock through his pant and his big gut all pressing up against me. He told me that he could be very nice to me if I was nice to him and I could not resist the size of his big cock. I needed to see it." I can't look at your face, the twisted lust there, the need, it is too exciting. I am worried that I might cum on the floor, worried what you might think. You slide your panties down your legs and reveal the soaking lips of your bare pussy. Your blouse is off, bra pulled down, and your nipples hard. You dip a finger in your cunt as you talk, taste it as you tell me of getting on your knees in your boss's office and sucking the cum from his big smelly cock. As you tell me how his sweat and cum soaked your whoring face, you pull my head from the wall and bury it between your legs, aiming me where you want my tongue. Fucking my face with your pelvis. You sit back on the bed and talk of eating out your bosses fat hairy ass as I lick and suck your lips, a machine for your to control, drowning between your legs. "That's it you stupid cuntlapping bitch. That's something your good for, suck my pussy, eat me. Oooh, fuck. Fuck I'm so fucking hot. I have been ever since tasting his cum. Ever since he fucked me in the ass in the middle of his office. Wouldn't touch my pussy because he knew that you'd been there. Wouldn't give me relief because he know I had a bitch like you at home for that. Suck meeee, oh right there. Yes. Fuck when that fat cock slipped into my ass, I thought I'd bleed, it was so big, fucking me in and out, filling my hard little ass with, oh fuck me. Oooohh. Fuck. Yes, I begged him to fuck my pussy, begged him to give me his fat rod, to fuck me without a condom. To fuck my dirty pussy. To show me what a real man feels like between my legs. But he said I had pussy boy for my pussy. After he came in my ass and I was lying on the for, rubbing my clitty and begging for release, he told me to go home to pussy boy. Fuck, fuck my pussy with that tongue. Fuck. You cunt slut, fuck." My face is soaked with your juices and I can't breathe, all I can do is suck, lick, hope you cum before I suffocate. Both your hands are on the back of my head, burying me inside you, tongue in your hole, on your clit, I live in your pussy. You humiliate me with every word, showing me that I'm just a tool, just a glorified dildo for your soaking wet hole. You moan and wriggle under me, giving your pleasure away, but I can't know if it is just because I am so embarrassingly worthless that it excites you. Your juices flow faster and you are slapping the back of my head. Your pelvis fucks up into my tongue and you start chanting. Fuck. Pussy. Boy. You cum screaming as I slide a finger into your ass. It is dry around my wet finger and then I want to cum to and I stand between your legs, dick hard. Lean towards you to put it in. You look up from where you are sprawled on the bed and suddenly push me away. I don't want that thing, you say, pushing me against the wall again, this time facing it. Jerk it over there. I do, and cum all over the wall to the sounds of your laughter.