Keywords: FF, cons, interr
Part: Chapter 61
Author: Miranda Mars
Title: Laura's Story - an Interracial Lesbian Romance
Laura - 61
The pain didn't go away as quickly as Karen had said it would.
For two days afterward Laura could feel the burning and throbbing in
her pussy. Uncomfortable though it was, it reminded her of the
experience, and each time she remembered it, she got hot all over
again.
On the second day, when the pain was less, she even got so hot
that she tried to duplicate it. In a desk drawer at home she found
an old ruler. Lying on her back on the bed, she spread her thighs
and gently, then more vigorously, whipped her clit. It was harder
to come than it had been when Karen did it to her.
Somehow she would lose her strength, or her aim would be bad.
But it was wildly, wickedly exciting, and even though it took
longer, she finally did come unbelievably, after about fifteen
blows. And of course, her pussy was sorer than ever afterward.
And she could barely look at herself in the mirror. You sick,
twisted psycho! she told herself. Doing that! Sick! You should be
put away!
For days after she was stricken with guilt and shame. Nothing
could make it better, not even the memory of ineffable ecstacy,
deeply shattering physical rapture. And when she glanced at the
letter from Jonelle, which she had left conspicuously on her dining
room table as if to remind her that pure love was still possible,
she felt even worse. What would she think of me if she knew I did
such a thing? she wondered.
For two weeks after whipping herself, she had no sex at all,
and didn't even want any, so thoroughly satiated was she by these
shocking perversions. And then, at the end of the two week period,
Cecilia actually asked her to lunch.
Immediately, Laura felt a sharp, sickening feeling in the pit
of her stomach. Oh god, no! she thought. To sit across from her
again, and look into those eyes? And want her? And just have her
talk about us being just friends?
But there was no way she couldn't give in.
They lunched and chatted aimlessly. But then, disarmingly,
Cecilia suddenly brought it up.
"Are you really that way?" she asked Laura pointblank. "I
mean, I know you said you weren't. But . . . have you ever gone to
bed with a girl? Really?"
Even though she was shocked and surprised by the question,
Laura had lied about it so often before that now she didn't even
blush. Cecilia was so good-natured, so artless about it. She
seemed just curious.
"No," Laura said, with just a brief swallow to betray her
guilt. "Never."
Cecilia beamed. "I didn't think so," she said. "I didn't
think you could do something like that. God, I know I couldn't.
And I kept thinking, I bet you were wrong about her. In that cute
little nightie, I mean. I just got the wrong idea. You were only
being friendly, right?"
"Right."
It was marvelous how some people could rewrite things that
happened to suit their own needs, Laura thought.
"I keep seeing you in that thing," Cecilia said. "Gosh, you
really were beautiful."
"Why, thank you," Laura said, blushing now, giving in to it.
"You really should've tried it on. I think it would have fit you.
You're not that much bigger than I am up here. Maybe an inch or
two. So they would push out more. That would only make it sexier."
"God, you're right," Cecilia said, eyes shining. "And if it
did fit, could I borrow it?"
"Of course."
"Let's go by your place after work today and I'll try it on."
Laura smiled. "Okay."
But all afternoon she didn't know what to think. Was Cecilia
really trying to make amends? Did she really believe her little
reworking of events? After all, Laura had come on to her as clearly
as you could. Or did Cecilia really want to go to bed with her and
was just being disingenuous? Laura couldn't decide.
And of course Cecilia was as enchantingly garrulous and
good-natured as ever, and just was gorgeous. She acted as if the
small, botched seduction Laura had tried last time had never
happened at all. At Laura's apartment she accepted a glass of wine,
then followed Laura into Laura's bedroom to get the teddy she was to
try on.
"I'll just wait out in the livingroom," Laura said discreetly.
"You can come out and model it for me, if you want to. But you
don't have to."
"Oh, don't be silly," Cecilia said, eyes sparkling.
Laura went into the livingroom with her own glass of wine and
sat down. She could hardly control the churning in her stomach.
Her nerves were on edge, more than ever before, because she couldn't
figure out the situation and didn't know how to proceed. Should she
make another pass at Cecilia? Would it too end up in a disgraceful,
embarrassing scene?
And how would she react to seeing the girl's fantastic near-
naked body in the sexy teddy? That is, if Cecilia actually did come
in to model it?
Before she had a chance to think any more, Cecilia did appear,
coming in from the bedroom, wearing only the teddy. Carefully,
Laura put down her glass, afraid she would drop it. Except for when
she had seen Rina naked for the first time, she had never
experienced anything as shockingly beautiful as Cecilia. Laura had
been to bed with several beautiful women, but none except Rina, and
now Cecilia, had made her lose her breath.
The gauzy aquamarine teddy contrasted amazingly with Cecilia's
smooth, jet-black skin, and of course more of it was visible now
than Laura had ever seen before. The garment was actually a little
small for her, but just enough to be fantastically sexy. Her
jutting breasts pulled the fabric taut, and her thick black nipples
were clearly limned through the gauze.
"What do you think?" she asked, artlessly turning in front of
Laura.
Oh god! Laura thought, trying to control herself. "God,
you're beautiful," she said in a choked voice.
"Think so?" Cecilia grinned, her vanity very evident. She
knew exactly how beautiful she was. "Think if you were a man you'd
like to screw me?" she asked coyly, looking at Laura from beneath
her long eyelashes.
And now Laura wondered if they were still playing fair. How
much should she risk?
She gulped. "Yes."
Cecilia turned again, showing Laura her long back, most of
which was visible, and her high, outthrusting ass. She looked back
over her shoulder at Laura.
"Tell me the truth, Laura," she half-whispered. "You want to
touch me, don't you."
Laura gritted her teeth, looking clear-eyed straight at
Cecilia, who was definitely toying with her now. "I don't think one
of us is playing fair," she said evenly.
Cecilia sat down next to her on the sofa. Her hard young
breasts jiggled slightly under the gauzy fabric. She smiled, so
good-natured, so friendly, so uncomplicated. She took one of
Laura's hands in both of hers. Laura could see that Cecilia's eyes
were swimming and murky now, throbbing with familiar unspoken
questions. Suddenly she realized what was happening.
"You can't have it back unless you take it off me," Cecilia
murmured, looking at Laura's mouth.
Laura's lips parted in a half-smile. "You forget that I know
where the snaps are."
"No. I didn't forget."
Laura let her hand slide out of Cecilia's loose grasp,
dropping it slowly down between Cecilia's smooth, black thighs.
Cecilia parted them slightly to let her hand in, her eyes glowing
and pulsing with undisguised sexual excitement now. The moment
Laura's fingers grazed the thin, gauzy fabric that concealed
Cecilia's crotch, she could feel the dampness. Cecilia was wet,
very wet.
Without taking her eyes from Cecilia's, Laura slid off the
sofa onto her knees between Cecilia's thighs. Carefully, she
unsnapped both tiny snaps, then peeled the crotch flap of the teddy
up, exposing Cecilia's long, open, black-lipped cunt, its glistening
pink interior shiny with juice.
"Ohh!" Cecilia gasped as Laura's tongue slipped quickly into
her pussy.
Her black thighs clenched, but she didn't pull away.
"Oh! Oh!" she whimpered softly.
Laura knew that this was her chance, her only chance. Cecilia
had risked all, but she could still back out, unless she were so
quickly overwhelmed that stopping was out of the question. Laura
knew the girl was very aroused. Her tongue quickly ascended to
Cecilia's clit and she flicked it wildly, raising the ante, bringing
Cecilia to the brink of an orgasm in about twenty seconds.
"Oh! Unh! Oh god!" Cecilia panted, her hips squirming as
Laura's mouth attacked her flooding pussy more and more
passionately.
Now Laura sucked her clit, gently at first, then more sharply.
Cecilia's luscious body froze. Then convulsions gripped her, and a
total helpless groan of pleasure tore its way out of her throat.
"Aunngghhh! Oh! Oh . . . yes! Ungghhmggnniieeee! Oh god oh
Laura . . . auungghhh!" she cried out, coming in quick spasms.
She was still panting and writhing in the aftershocks as Laura
pulled the teddy up over her head. Laura kissed her neck and
shoulders, filled her hands with Cecilia's perfect, hard, very black
breasts, and lowered her mouth to the girl's large, bursting
nipples.
Cecilia's naked body was even more gorgeous than Laura had
imagined, if that were possible, and Laura swarmed over the girl,
trying to undress herself at the same time, but unwilling to let
Cecilia surface entirely from the sexual swoon Laura had already
induced. But when they finally kissed, a hot, devouring kiss, it
became clear that Cecilia wasn't backing out.
"In your bedroom," she whispered to Laura as their mouths came
apart. "Please."
"Yes," Laura said, pulling her up from the sofa.
Laura was nearly out of her clothes by the time they reached
her bedroom. She pulled off the covers and drew Cecilia down on the
bed with her, still so hungry for the girl that she swarmed all over
her. And Cecilia gave herself to Laura eagerly, moaning as Laura's
mouth explored her breasts and sucked her nipples.
"Cecilia, you're so beautiful," she chanted softly, kissing
the girl's fantastic naked body, stroking it, sucking it.
"Oh! Oh god . . . Laura, oh god, you're going to make me come
again!" Cecilia whimpered.
"I am, I'm going to make you come and come," Laura murmured,
sucking the swollen petals of Cecilia's pussy, tongue-raping her,
then assaulting her clit until Cecilia was groaning and mewling
through a second convulsive orgasm.
She embraced the girl this time as the aftershocks died away,
and Cecilia, her eyes still glazed, looked at Laura worshipfully.
"I . . . I didn't realize it could be like this," she said,
her voice still hoarse from the sharp moaning she had done in the
midst of her climaxes.
"Mmmmm, it can be even better," Laura said, kissing her with
deep, lingering emotion.
All of a sudden, Cecilia seemed to realize that Laura was
naked too, that she too had a beautiful body, and that she had not
yet had an orgasm. She began to stroke Laura's flesh, and to kiss
Laura's body, tentatively at first, but then more boldly.
"I've never done this," she whispered.
"I know. You told me," Laura smiled.
Cecilia began to kiss Laura's perfect breasts, holding them in
her hands as if they were made of crystal and would break. The last
traces of the red circles around them had finally disappeared only a
few days ago, and Laura felt completely at ease. She squeezed one
of her own breasts in two hands, forcing the nipple into Cecilia's
open mouth.
"Suck it hard, honey, hard," she panted. "Don't be gentle. I
like it hard. Yes, like that. Ohhnn! Yes!"
And of course the usual happened. Laura was so aroused from
fucking Cecilia, and so doubly aroused by having it all come true,
having Cecilia fucking her now, that she came almost immediately.
Cecilia's mouth on her nipples, and Cecilia's tentative hand rubbing
her pussy, quickly brought her to a hot seizure of coming.
"Annghghh! Oh! Oh yes, right there, yes, Cecilia . . . oh
baby oh yes now! Unngghhiieee! Oh! Ungghh! God yes! Aunngghh!"
She came thrillingly, holding onto Cecilia and pumping her
pussy up into the girl's hand, groaning and shuddering until it
began to wane.
"God, you came so hard," Cecilia said, when Laura's breathing
returned to normal. "Did I do that?"
"You sure did," Laura smiled. "I wanted you so much, I
could've come if you just breathed on me hard."
"You really did, didn't you," Cecilia said, wide-eyed. "Want
me, I mean. I mean, I thought you did, and I couldn't believe it.
No other girl ever tried to get me in bed before."
"I didn't think you'd ever let me."
"I didn't either." Cecilia smiled broadly. "But you know
what? I kept having fantasies of how you looked in that thingee.
You know. And asking me if I wanted to touch you? And I did. I
did want to."
The girl's innocence was so winning that Laura kissed her
passionately, then made love to her again, and brought Cecilia to
two more orgasms before they paused. The girl's black black skin
was like black velvet to Laura, who luxuriated in kissing and
stroking Cecilia's beautiful naked body, who loved hearing her cry
out in uncontrollable ecstacy, the girl who had so confidently told
her that 'I'm not like that'.
"I've never come four times in a row in my life," Cecilia
said, eyes wide, astonished.
Laura had heard it from others, so often that she tended to
forget that before Karen, she never had either. Now she wouldn't
think of a sexual encounter without multiple orgasms, but she knew
how Cecilia felt. She kissed her tenderly, cupping her amazingly
beautiful naked breasts with one hand.
"Four times is only a beginning," she murmured.
"You're kidding. I couldn't come again right now if the
Marine Corps lined up to make me."
"Mmmm, we're not talking about the Marine Corps," Laura
murmured, dropping her mouth to one of Cecilia's breasts.
Now she was in no hurry, and she allowed herself to make love
to Cecilia's beautiful breasts patiently, with agonizingly slow
tenderness, awakening the wonderful sensitivity of the girl's large,
soft black nipples with her tongue and lips until Cecilia was
twisting and mewling frantically under her, begging her, imploring
Laura for relief.
"But you can't come again," Laura teased softly, nuzzling her
neck, kissing her incredibly smooth cheek, then her mouth. "You
said you can't."
"Oh!" Cecilia gasped, as Laura's lips found one of her nipples
again. "Oh god! I think I can . . . oh Laura, I . . . yes, I can!
Please! Oh god . . . oh unnhhh! Oh please, Laura, please! Quick!
Unhhhh! Oh!"
Laura knew the girl was on the edge of a fierce explosion.
One touch of her finger to Cecilia's clit sent Cecilia into writhing
spasms and hot, keening moans. Laura sucked her nipples a little
harder, not biting them but suck-mauling them passionately. At the
same time, she scissored Cecilia's swollen clit between two fingers,
jerking it vigorously, quickly bringing Cecilia to a jolting,
wrenching climax.
"Auugnhhh! Oh . . . god!" she cried out, her face torn with
rapture as the shock hit her. "Unngghmmmiieeee! Oh! Ugghhh! Oh!
Oh!"
And Laura wasn't inclined to let up on her. While Cecilia was
still coming, she slid between the girl's shapely black thighs and
began to suck and tongue Cecilia's lovely pussy with all the skill
she had gained making love to others, feeling some of the same pure
emotion she had felt with Rina and Jonelle, even with Yvette, and
lately with Brandi, feeling love for Cecilia, as well as devastating,
unquenchable lust. I want her to come and come, she thought.
Cecilia, I want to turn you inside out with coming.
And for the next twenty minutes she did exactly that, taking
the undulating, whimpering, moaning girl on a rollercoaster ride of
clever dips punctuated by fierce explosions. During this period
Cecilia had six more orgasms, each one more powerful than the last.
The sixth one was a stunning blow that sent her into a trance of
coming that reminded Laura of the deep, trancelike orgasms Jonelle
would have in her arms. Cecilia nearly lost consciousness, swooning
with an ecstacy so deep she took several minutes to fight her way
back out of it.
When she finally surfaced, she was awestruck by what had
happened. "Laura, you're trying to kill me with fucking," she said,
half-giggling.
"Oh no I'm not," Laura smiled. "I want to fuck you and fuck
you. I don't ever want to stop."
"I can tell you I thought that last one was going to kill me,"
Cecilia beamed. She shook her head. "How can anybody come so much,
and so hard?"
"Your body is capable of more than you realize. And you're a
quick, fairly easy comer. You don't take forever."
"I do with Ron," Cecilia confessed. "Sometimes he's over
before I even get there. In fact, lots of times. Then I have to
wait for him to get hard again, then I have to get hot all over
again, quickly. Know what I mean?"
Laura nodded.
"You've done it with guys too, haven't you? So you know what
I mean?"
"Yes."
"But you must have done it with lots of girls," Cecilia said,
breathlessly, her attitude a mixture of sad jealousy and wild
curiosity. "You didn't figure out how to make me come ten times
just by sitting here thinking about it."
"I think about you a lot."
"How many?"
"A few."
"How many is a few? Five? Ten?"
"Between five and ten." Laura actually didn't know how many.
She started to count. Karen, Rina, Yvette, Chanitra, Sandra, Shawn,
Brandi, Jonelle, Cassandra, Barbara, and now Cecilia. That made
eleven.
"I'm jealous of them," Cecilia said, pulling Laura down on the
sheet.
"You don't have to be," Laura said warmly. "None of them was
as beautiful as you."
"You're only saying that."
"I think you know how beautiful you are."
"Not as much as you. I like to . . . do it to you, too. You
know that?"
"Mmmm, why don't you 'do it to me' again, then? I'm about
ready to pop, after watching you come six times in a row."
"I just might do that," Cecilia smiled, beginning to caress
Laura's body more boldly now, more aggressively.
She learned quickly, and this time brought Laura to two sharp
climaxes in only a few minutes. For the first time, she slid down
between Laura's thighs and pressed her mouth to Laura's pussy,
eating Laura passionately, squeezing Laura's hard little buns with
her hands and driving her tongue deep into the puckered cleft of
Laura's cunt until Laura was shuddering and clenching helplessly
through a fierce orgasm.
And then, learning from Laura, she capitalized on Laura's
plateau of arousal by raising her hands to Laura's breasts and
pinching Laura's nipples while mouth-mauling Laura's clit.
Temporarily coming down from her first orgasm, Laura quickly felt a
new, sharp climax wrenching her body.
"Ohhnngg!" she cried out, arching, quivering, overcome by it.
"Ungghh! Oh! Ohhhhnnnn!"
And the coming flowed like lava through her veins, filling her
with ecstacy that lasted and lasted. The surprise of the second
orgasm was almost as intense as the pleasure, and she fell back to
the bed, panting and sighing, pulling Cecilia up to kiss her and
embrace her.
"Oh baby, it was so good," she gasped, kissing Cecilia,
stroking her, still throbbing with the aftershocks.
"But you're still way behind me," Cecilia said, kissing her
back.
"If you fuck me like that, I'll catch up quick," Laura
murmured.
"You really use that word, don't you," Cecilia said, crinkling
her nose. "Always makes me embarrassed to use that word."
"You can use any word you like, as long as you do it," Laura
smiled.
"I like 'make love'. I kind of . . . love you, you know. I
wouldn't be doing this with anybody I didn't love."
"You're making my blood boil," Laura said, truthfully. She
could feel her pulse palpitating, and her cunt oozing nectars again.
So soon, so soon after two hot orgasms.
She swarmed all over Cecilia, who returned the favor.
"How can we be so hot for each other when we just came so
much?" Cecilia asked her.
But Laura couldn't answer. Cecilia's hands and lips on her
flesh quickly sent her into a swoon, and a few more passionate
caresses had her coming again, first a sharp, jolting orgasm, and
then a long, emotional, shuddering rapture of coming as she lay
quivering in Cecilia's arms, looking into her dark, glistening eyes
and moaning with each movement of Cecilia's hand against her
fluttering pussy.
Now they had no choice but to rest, lapsing into sleep, drowsy
and happy curled up next to each other. But Laura awoke while
Cecilia was still asleep and took the opportunity to scrutinize the
girl's incredible sleek body. She had never seen such a
masterpiece. Not even Rina's had been more perfect, and she
wondered why such unparalleled physical beauty made her want to
drink it, devour it, swallow it, made her want to bring poor Cecilia
to helpless quivering heights of unspeakable ecstacy, which of
course would bring her, Laura, there too.
Cecilia was curled on her side, so that her spectacular bottom
was exposed, and Laura spent five minutes just looking at its curved
perfection. It was more classically perfect than Chanitra's, who's
beautiful ass stuck out further than most people might like, though
Laura was totally lust-struck by it. But Cecilia's was high and
round and not too big, beautifully shaped, and after looking at it
so long, it was impossible for Laura not to touch it.
She began by kissing and stroking Cecilia's smooth black buns,
wakening her gently, bringing moans of pleasure from the girl's
throat as she pushed Cecilia over onto her stomach and began to
caress her ass more aggressively.
"Here, put this under your tummy," she said, pulling a pillow
over to Cecilia's hand.
With the pillow under her, Cecilia's ass was uptilted, and her
pussy beneath it was exposed too.
"Ohhhnnnn!" she moaned as Laura pulled her firm cheeks apart,
exploring the crack between them with her tongue. "Oh god, Laura,
what are you doing to me?" she whimpered softly.
"Have you ever been fucked in the ass?" Laura asked, tickling
the tiny, pinched-shut ring of Cecilia's anus with the tip of her
tongue.
"Oh! Oh!" Cecilia cried out, squirming wildly. "No . . . I
never have. Wouldn't let anybody. You either!"
But before she could pull away, Laura had insinuated her
tongue into the girl's tight rectum, pushing it in as far as it
would go. Cecilia squealed softly, and shivers gripped her whole
body, but she didn't pull away.
"Aiiieeee!" she squealed, "oh Jesus that feels so good, oh god
Laura, oh oh!"
Laura sat up beside her, grinning. Then she opened the
bedstand drawer and took out a small bottle of Johnson's Baby Oil.
Cecilia's eyes widened.
"Put that back," she said.
Laura shook her head. She had never gone this far the first
time with anyone, but somehow she felt that continuing to push
Cecilia forward was the right thing.
"I ain't gon' let you fuck me in my ass," Cecilia said.
But before she could roll off the pillow, Laura was on top of
her, kissing her phenomenal naked back and pressing her own naked
breasts into it, then breathing into Cecilia's ear.
"Trust me, honey. You won't regret it."
"Oh! Oh no, please, Laura, please no," Cecilia whimpered as
Laura slipped down between her thighs.
"It's only one finger, honey," Laura cooed to her. "You'll
come so hard."
Quickly she stuck her forefinger deep into the plastic bottle,
coating it completely with oil. Then she put the open bottle on the
bedstand. She parted Cecilia's hard round cheeks with her other
hand, then slid the finger forward into Cecilia's ass, almost before
she knew it was coming.
"Unghh! Oh! God!" Cecilia gasped, looking over her shoulder
at Laura, her face contorted with shock, but not pain.
Laura began fucking her with the finger, sliding it in,
pulling it out, getting her used to the rhythm of it. Then she
began kissing and gently biting Cecilia's incredible hard buns,
until Cecilia was going wild, squirming and moaning heatedly.
"Oh baby, you have such a beautiful ass, such a beautiful
pussy," Laura murmured to her, now sliding two more fingers from her
other hand into Cecilia's sopping-wet pussy, fucking it too.
And now Cecilia was no longer resisting. Deep in a demented
trance of fucking, she swirling her ass back into Laura's invading
hands, groaning softly as they penetrated her, whimpering as her
body ascended each new level of arousal.
"Oh god . . . oh god . . . oh god," she mumbled, closer and
closer to a fierce climax.
"Yes, baby, yes, you're going to come . . . now, now, now,"
Laura chanted, picking up the tempo, now fucking her hard with both
hands while devouring Cecilia's beautiful black asscheeks with her
mouth at the same time.
And now she bit the firm round flesh harder, providing even
more sensation, making Cecilia squeal and bury her face in the sheet
as her climax drew nearer. Harder and harder Laura fucked the girl,
knowing it was only seconds away. And when Cecilia did come, her
orgasm transcended all those she had already had in force.
"Auunnngghiiieeee!" she screamed into the sheet, her lovely
sleek body clenching and writhing and straining as shocking spasms
of sexual rapture gripped her. "Ungghh! Oh! Ohnngg . . .
auunnghhieeee!"
She came hard and long, and again while she was still coming
Laura rolled her off the pillow onto her back and began to attack
the girl's pussy with her mouth, prolonging the ecstacy by bringing
Cecilia to two more wrenching climaxes before she stopped. When it
was over, Cecilia was stunned, dazed, still glassy-eyed from the
wrenching experience.
"Somehow I think the Marine Corps couldn't have fucked me that
hard," she said softly to Laura.
"Mmmm, they might have done it hard, but not with the same
results," Laura smiled, embracing her passionately.
At the same time she was thinking, Honey, believe me, you
don't know what it's like to be fucked really hard until you've
spent a perverted evening with my friend Karen. But I'm glad you
enjoyed it.
Still unable to stop, they continued fucking for another hour,
and by the time they quit, too exhausted to continue, Cecilia had
come another seven or eight times. Laura was close behind. As she
finally, reluctantly, pulled on her clothes, Cecilia let Laura know
how flabbergasted she was by the experience.
"This kind of sex could put you in the hospital," she said,
beaming.
"It looks like it agreed with you."
Cecilia kissed Laura, a deep, emotional, long kiss. "I can't
wait to get my energy back. Laura, you'd better rest. You're in
for a workout, next time."
Laura smiled, filled with love for the girl and her
enthusiasm. "Won't you have trouble getting away from what's-his-
name?"
Cecilia frowned. "Probably. He's already jealous of you, and
he doesn't even know we did this."
"How'd you get away from him tonight?"
"He's bowling with the guys tonight." Cecilia couldn't help
breaking into a mischievous, infectious grin. "And I be screwing
with the girls, eh? One girl. Laura," she said, suddenly serious,
"I never thought I could feel this way. I never thought it could be
this way. Sex. Love. Everything with you, more than I ever
imagined. How am I going to deal with this?"
Laura said nothing, not knowing what to say. She didn't want
a repeat of the business with Rina's boyfriend, poor dead Rina. Or
of Yvette's husband, who still might kill them both if he found out
what she and Yvette had done since his first threats.
"But girl," Cecilia said. "I never came more than twenty
times with anybody! Anybody! Even by myself! The most I ever came
before tonight was twice. And I can remember each time. How can I
go to bed with him when I'd rather be with you?"
"I . . . don't know," Laura said, looking down. "The only
thing I know is that you have to be careful. He won't understand."
"I don't blame him. I don't understand it myself. I just
know that I want you. And since I did it with you, I realize I
never wanted anybody else so much as you."
Laura hugged her. "I want you too." She walked Cecilia
downstairs to the lobby door. "Please be careful."
Cecilia clearly wanted to kiss Laura but restrained herself.
Her eyes were brimming with tears, and Laura wanted her at this
moment even more strongly than she had at any time when they were
naked together upstairs in her bed.
"See you tomorrow?" Cecilia said in a quavering voice.
"Tomorrow," Laura said, watching her walk to her car.