Child Brides of India
By C. Stanton Leman
Chapter 79: Monaavi Takes Center
Stage (MFfg, rom, cons, preg, no sex)
Over the rest of the week, Monaavi and I
made tender and passionate love. We had anal sex only once more because she
seemed to need more time to recover. Everyone noticed that she seemed to glow
and although still shy, quiet and quick to blush, she now carried herself with
an air of reserved confidence.
The Monday after our wedding, we started
the rotation that we would now follow: Priya on Mondays and Thursdays, Leeya on
Tuesdays and Saturdays, and Monaavi on Wednesdays and Sundays.
That Friday was our first family night
together. As we sat on the bed naked talking, Monaavi now wanted to know our
family’s intimate life and started asking questions. Priya and Leeya looked at
each other, looked at me, back to each other and giggled.
“What’s so funny?” Monaavi asked.
Leeya replied, “You’re gonna find out soon
enough but sometimes me and Priya make love.”
“Oh!” Monaavi gasped, “You mean you… and
her?”
Leeya nodded silently with a smile. Monaavi
looked at Priya and she too nodded silently smiling.
“Uh… how?” Monaavi inquired.
“We pleasure each other by touching,” Priya
began, “and we rub ourselves against each other or do it orally.”
Monaavi sat silent pondering this new
revelation and Leeya asked, “Well?”
“I’m not sure,” Monaavi answered honestly.
“And you both enjoy it? I mean you give each other gasms?”
“Uh huh.” Leeya replied.
“Well!” Monaavi answered, “I never expected
that. Let me ask all of you a
question. Am I supposed to participate too?”
“Only if you want to,” Priya answered. “We
don’t want you to do something you don’t want to do, do we Leeya?”
“Never,” Leeya affirmed.
Looking at me, Monaavi asked, “And you,
Sean, do you approve?”
“Yes,” I replied, “but they only do it occasionally.
Sometimes we kind of have a small group sex thing where we make love to each
other together.”
“Oh!” Monaavi gasped. “All of this is a
little surprising to me. But now that I think about it, I guess it only seems
natural that you’d be sharing intimacy together. It just never occurred to me
before. Can I tell everyone how I feel?”
“Please do.” I said.
“Yes,” Priya said.
“We want to know your feelings, Sister,”
Leeya put in.
“Well…” Monaavi drew out.
With a sigh Monaavi began, “I feel very
deeply about expressing myself intimately and although I might be agreeable to
kissing my sisters on the lips my secret parts are for my husband only. I just
couldn’t let anyone else touch me with their hands, body or their mouth. I’m
sorry, but that’s how I feel. I wouldn’t interfere with whatever you and Leeya
do, Priya, but I just couldn’t join in. I don’t think that I could make love to
another woman either with my hands or my mouth. Making love to Sean while the
two of you make love beside us might be awkward for me at first, but I’m not
compromising my beliefs by having my sister wives present. After all, we do
share the same husband and will each bear his children. I’m certain I won’t
change my mind, but if I do I’ll tell you. Please don’t put me in a situation
where you want me to do something I don’t really want to do okay?”
“We’d never do that,” Priya assured, “would
we, Leeya?”
“Monaavi,” Leeya answered, “you know how
much I love you and I’d never do anything to hurt you.”
“Are there any other surprises?” Monaavi
asked.
We looked down and Priya said, “Well, there
is one other thing…”
“I’m almost afraid to ask,” Monaavi
replied.
With a sigh, Priya aid quietly, “We play
pee games too.”
“WHAT?” Monaavi asked
astonished, “Did I hear you right, you play… pee games?”
Leeya and Priya silently nodded. Monaavi
looked at me shocked and turning back to Priya asked, “What kind of pee games?”
“Sometimes,” Priya answered, “Sean
masturbates us while we pee to orgasm. Sometimes we pee on him and him on us.
Sometimes he pees inside of us and once in a while…”
“Once in awhile what?” Monaavi urgently asked, wanting her to
continue.
“Once in a while we drink each other.”
“GASP!” Monaavi exclaimed with her hands over her mouth in disbelief,
“Oh - my - God!”
Monaavi got a really painful, sad look on
her face and shaking her head said, “This cannot be! This must stop! It’s a sin
against God!”
All three of us felt ashamed and I
admitted, “It’s all my fault. It started as harmless games and escalated from
there. I should have stopped it but we enjoyed it, and no one was hurt by it,
but that’s still no excuse…”
“Sisters!” Monaavi interrupted, “We are
women! We are the givers of life. We have the ability to bring forth a life
from our wombs, we’re not toilets! This is a sin in the sight of God and He
will punish us for this thing! It must stop now!”
“But…but…” Priya stuttered.
“But what Priya?” Monaavi cut
her off. “You are my marital mother, my teacher in the way to be a good Muslim
wife and I will always honor and respect your position over me as well as you,
Leeya, but I have a higher duty to obey God. Our bodies are temples of life
given the privilege to bring forth a pure child. How can we soil ourselves and
bring forth good fruit? I vowed before God and my devout father who brought me
up in the ways of the Koran to be a diligent and devout wife. I have a
responsibility to help make my family and home a sweet smelling sacrifice to
our God! That He may be pleased with our sacrifice and bless us. We need His
blessings! We need His blessing on Tina to make her whole again. We need His
blessing to open Attiya’s mind to the world and we need His blessing to bring
forth beautiful healthy children to worship Him.”
“But I need
it!” Priya pleaded sobbingly.
“NO – YOU - DON’T!” Monaavi
scathingly shot back with conviction, “I can understand that married couples
have curiosities and play intimate games. I can understand watching someone
pee, but to accept it into or onto our bodies is a sinful shame! This is not
right! You have a demon, Priya just like Sean did and you, like he, must deal
with it or it will consume you.”
Hugging Priya to her breast Monaavi stroked
her tear-streaked cheek and softly said, “We can play, but becoming a toilet is
a sin. Please promise me you won’t take unto yourself anything impure again — please!”
Priya fell to the bed with her face in the
sheets and cried, “I’m so sorry, Monaavi I beg you, please don’t hate me!”
“Do you hate me too?” Leeya whimpered.
“No, Sisters,” Monaavi reassuringly
soothed, “I could never hate any of
you. I love you all with all my heart and we are bound by vows of life to each
other. Priya, if I sinned against God, you would be remiss in your duties if
you didn’t correct me. You do
understand what I mean, don’t you (Priya nods against her chest)? We are not a
living, breathing bathroom to be bathed in and drink that which is discarded
from the body nor are we a receptacle for depositing another’s waste. I told
Sean last week that if he ever used me as a receptacle for his lust and devoid
of love, I’d divorce him. My body belongs to God first, then to Sean but in
giving myself completely to him, God demands of him that he treasure me using
me for his pleasure lovingly while he pleases me in return and to bear the
fruit of his loins.”
Lifting Priya from her embrace Monaavi said
to her and Leeya, “Let’s make a promise as a family never to do these things
again. If you need help, Priya, I will pray fervently with you until my knees
bleed to help you overcome this demon.”
“I’ll need your help, Sister,” Priya
answered, “but I promise.’
“We’ll overcome this together, with Allah’s
help,” Monaavi assured her.
“Leeya?” Monaavi asked.
“I promise, Monaavi,” Leeya replied.
“Sean?” Monaavi said turning to me, “Do I
have your word not to soil my sisters ever
again?”
“You have my promise,” I vowed ashamedly.
Leeya placed her head in Monaavi’s lap and
cried, “Monaavi, I love you so much. I know that you’re under me in status, but
sometimes I feel like you’re a mother to me. When I feel like that will you
hold me like a mother?”
Monaavi started crying and kissed her cheek
and said, “You have been my true and trusted friend. You’ve been my teacher and
if I can bring as much comfort to you as you have to me by being a mother to
you, I embrace it with honor and love.”
Stoking Leeya’s hair, Monaavi said
imploringly, “We are sisters and our children will carry the same blood. We are
married to each other as we are to our husband and I would gladly die for all
of you. Let us nurture each other in love, not defile each other in lust. Let’s
never talk of this again. We have so much love to give each other, let’s dwell
on that love and not division or past sins. To forgive and repent means to
forget so let this matter be forgotten forever — forever!”
“You mean,” Priya asked, “that you won’t
look down upon us or treat us with disdain?”
“It is forgotten, Priya,” Monaavi answered.
“Your guilt makes you feel that I will remember this, but we turn a new page in
our family book. What’s past is in the past. I have done my duty as a defender
of the faith and we will speak no more of this. There will be times when I will
be weak and you will be in the same position of having to chastise me. We’re human,
we’re weak and have frailties and we should listen to Mom when she said, “Let
us open the door and step into the light and receive His holy blessings upon
us.” Looking back with guilt is Satan’s tool to bind us.”
Priya looked at Monaavi pleadingly and
asked, “May I kiss you, Sister?”
Monaavi blushed and silently nodded.
Monaavi was sitting on her legs with her heels under her butt and her hands on
her thighs. Priya tentatively leaned in, put her hands on Monaavi’s shoulders
and gave Monaavi a peck on the lips pulled back about an inch then pressed her
lips to Monaavi’s in a passionate kiss. Priya’s hand slowly slid down Monaavi’s
shoulder to cup her left breast and Monaavi responded by gently pushing Priya’s
hand away. They kissed for several minutes and Priya pulled away. Monaavi shyly
brushed her lips with her fingertips and blushed, as did Priya.
Monaavi smiled and said softly, “That was
different! I wish I could give you what your kiss asked for, but it’s not in me
to give. You’re so beautiful Priya, like an ebony princess. I love you Sister,
but I can’t love you that way.”
Priya blushed and replied, “I love you too,
Monaavi, you’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen! You’re as soft as Tina
and your beasts are amazing! I wish mine
were as perfect is yours.”
Cupping her breasts and looking down at
them she replied, “They’re far from perfect. They’re too small and my nipples
are too long, they look funny.”
“They don’t look funny at all,” I assured
her, “There’s absolutely nothing wrong with your breasts. Like Priya said,
they’re perfect.”
“I just wish I had breasts period!” Leeya
chimed in.
Brushing her flat chest, Leeya’s tiny
pimpled nipples popped out and she added as she looked down, “Big breasts,
small breasts, huge nipples, long nipples, puffy nipples, tiny nipples: I don’t
care, I just want breasts! But that’s okay, Sean still loves me with no boobies
(giggles), don’t cha?”
Everyone broke out in laughter. Leeya
rubbed Monaavi’s shoulder and asked, “Can I have a kiss too?”
Monaavi touched her cheek and leaned down
and pressed in. Leeya put her arms around Monaavi’s neck and kissed back.
“Gosh you sure kiss well!” Leeya sighed.
Monaavi blushed and replied, “Thank you and
you’ve got the softest lips in the world. They were very hot also, no wonder
Sean gets excited over you.”
Now it was Leeya’s turn to blush.
After some more conversation, we decided to
get some sleep. Looking at the foursome, Monaavi suggested, “Priya, why don’t
you cuddle with Sean and I’ll cuddle with Leeya. Sound good?”
Leeya threw her arms around Monaavi’s neck
and squealed with delight. We settled into spoons with Priya snuggled against
me and Leeya cuddled against Monaavi and we went to sleep as a family.
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Tina was making progress rapidly. She was
becoming proficient with her spoon (I.E. putting more in her mouth than on her
shirt), now drank from a cup and walked without difficulty. She understood just
about everything you said to her in English or Tamil and she was speaking more
and more. She seemed to know more words in Tamil than in English. She spoke to
Priya, Monaavi and Leeya mostly in Tamil but with Mom and me in English.
Monaavi also began to teach Tina Hindi.
A few days before Leeya’s birthday I told
my wives that I was going to break Tina of the diaper. Tina usually slept with
one of the girls whose night had just passed. Priya said to me, “Okay, but if
she has an accident, then you’re going to clean the mess, got it?”
“My baby will make me proud.” I expounded
confidently. “Wait and see.”
Dressing her for bed, I pulled out a new
pack of panties and said to her, “Look, Baby, look what Daddy’s got: big girl
panties!”
Tina jumped up and down clapping her hands.
I asked her “Do you want to wear your new panties to bed? (She nods quickly
yes). Well you know that if you wear big girl’s panties, you can’t go potty in
your panties, don’t you?”
Tina nodded and said, “No pee pee, no poo
poo.”
“Right!” I affirmed, “Now that you’re my
big girl, you don’t need those yucky diaper thingies anymore, do you?”
Shaking her head no with her finger in her
mouth she replied, “Uhht uuuh.”
Well, my baby wet the bed that night but
she’s been dry for three days and two nights!
The day of Leeya’s birthday, Mom got an
express mail package during breakfast. Everyone wanted to know what it was and
as she opened the box and withdrew a small box, she held it up and explained,
“Pregnancy test kits. I ordered six of them to see if our little school marm is
expecting!”
Everyone chuckled as Monaavi and I blushed.
I quipped to Monaavi, “They aren’t putting any pressure on us, are they?”
Rubbing her belly Monaavi said shyly, “I
somehow think I’m already with child but verification certainly won’t hurt.
Let’s try one.”
Mom replied, “They work best when you use
it first thing in the morning when you get up and pee.”
Leeya loved to play video games and I
didn’t really like the idea of her playing on the computer because of all the
company files I had on it. So, for her birthday, we got her a Playstation and
several games. She was ecstatic and we had to pry her and Attiya away from the
darn thing to have cake and ice cream.
The next morning, I asked Monaavi if she
used the kit yet and she said that she’d forgotten to get one from Mom last night.
She did say she felt kind of queasy as we headed downstairs to eat. As we began
to eat, Monaavi took a bite of pancake, slapped her hand to her mouth and
bolted for the bathroom.
Mom smiled, rose and said, “Looks like our
little teacher’s got a bad case of morning sickness. Congratulations ‘Daddy’, I’ll go tend to her.”
As Mom rounded the table on her way to the
bathroom, she kissed me and said, “I’m so happy for you, Son!”
Priya looked at me silently with tears in
her eyes and a soft smile. She whispered, “Allah has answered my prayers.”
Leeya began hugging and kissing everybody
singing repeatedly, “We’re having a baby!”
Those long minutes waiting for their
return, I was suddenly filled with a plethora of emotions: elation, pride and
love for Monaavi, but at the same time fear and helplessness. It hit me like a
ton of bricks that Monaavi and I had created life: a life that was now growing
inside her and what a huge responsibility I had before me to care for her and
our child. I looked at Tina and I knew that I loved her as much as the child
I’d planted in Monaavi’s womb. I leaned over and kissed her lips and said
softly, “You’re gonna have a brother or sister, Sweetie!”
Mom and Monaavi returned about ten minutes
later with Mom’s arm around Monaavi’s waist and holding up the strip and
exclaimed, “Monaavi’s gonna be a mother!”
Monaavi looked flushed from being sick but
she had the gentlest smile on her face and her eyes just sparkled! I started to
rise but she motioned me to stay, came to me and sat sideways on my lap. She
put her arms around me and kissed me with such tenderness I started to cry. She
broke the kiss softly and looking into my eyes whispered, “My love for you
grows inside me. Thank you, Sean; you’ve made all my dreams come true! I’m
married to my heart’s true love and now, you’ve given me a child. It’s all
still like a fairy tale and to think, five months ago I was in despair and
within a day of leaving all this behind!”
I kissed her gently on the lips and said
with restrained joy, “We did it, Sweetheart! We’re having a baby!”
With tears running down her cheeks and a
beaming smile, she nodded quickly with a childish giggle. I asked her as I
flipped open my cell, “Don’t you think you should call your parents?”
Wiping her tears and a composing sniffle
she took the phone and dialed the number. Hindi answered the phone and Monaavi
asked her, “Momma, can you get Papa on the extension?”
“What’s wrong, Monaavi?” Hindi asked
worried.
“Nothing, Momma,” Monaavi replied, “just
get Papa.”
She waited until Ravi had picked up and
said into the phone, “Princess, I’m here, what is it?”
Monaavi took a deep breath and blurted out
gleefully, “Momma, Papa, I’m with child, you’re going to be grandparents!”
Monaavi yanked the phone away from her ear
as both of her parents squealed out in joy. “Is it a boy or a girl?” I heard
Ravi ask through the receiver. Monaavi broke out in a light giggle and
answered, “Papa, we won’t know that for a while yet. I’m probably only about
three weeks pregnant.”
They talked for a few minutes back and
forth before disconnecting. Mom sat looking at Monaavi with a loving smile and
shaking her head in disbelief. As soon as Monaavi got off the phone, Mom
reached over, took the phone from her hand and said, “Do you kids mind if I
call your father and tell him or do you want to do the honors?”
I smiled and took the phone from Mom and
speed dialed Dad’s cell. He answered, “Michaels here.”
“Dad?” I replied, “I need you to contact
our lawyer and get my will changed right away.”
“Why?” Dad asked quizzically, “Something
wrong?”
“No, Dad,” I answered, “you’re going to
have another grandchild: Monaavi’s pregnant!”
“Hot damn!” he exclaimed. “Hit the jackpot,
didn’t you, Boy! Give that beautiful little school marm a kiss for me will you
and tell her good work!”
“Gee, Dad,” I teased, “you act like I
didn’t have a thing to do with it.”
“You can plant the seed, Boy,” he retorted,
“but if it ain’t in fertile ground it doesn’t mean a thing!”
Looking at my pregnant wife with a loving
smile I agreed saying, “You’re right about that, I think she was always
destined to be a mother.”
“Whew!” he exhaled, “Dinner’s on grandpa
tonight. I’ll invite Ravi and Hindi, okay?”
“Sounds good, Dad,” I replied, “I just hope
Monaavi can eat. She’s got a bad case of morning sickness.”
After hanging up with Dad, I told everyone
about dinner tonight. Needless to say, the rest of the day and evening was
spent in happiness and praise for Monaavi. You’d have thought she’d become the
goddess of fertility.
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Things were going fine for the next three
months. Monaavi was seeing her doctor monthly and she had a nice round little
pot of a stomach. In my excitement, I’d done a lot of research on the Internet
and found out about cocoa butter and its use to prevent stretch marks. I
enforced the rule with my wives that Monaavi’s stomach, waist, hips, butt and
breasts be massaged three times a day with cocoa butter. After three months,
her skin felt softer that the cocoa butter itself!
We waited impatiently for her sixteenth
week to arrive, and her accompanying sonogram. On that day, people probably
thought Monaavi was royalty with an entourage of family marching into the
hospital. Accompanying her for her ultrasound was Mom and Dad, Priya and Leeya,
Ravi, Hindi and I. The technician looked at all of us and said, “There’s no way
all of you can fit in the room. Why don’t the gentlemen, except the baby’s
father wait outside. All right?”
Dad and Ravi were kind of disappointed but
acquiesced, stood in the waiting room and watched us move down the hall to the
ultrasound room. The technician asked Monaavi if she’d drunk the required
thirty-two ounces of water and she replied, “Yes and I’m about to burst!”
“Well, Mrs. Michaels let’s get started. I’m
sure that you really want to go to the bathroom.”
“Yes please,” Monaavi replied.
Monaavi climbed onto the table, covered
herself with the sheet, pulled her blouse up to her breasts and pulled her
panties down to her mons. The technician squirted some gel on her bulging
stomach and began. A few seconds after placing the probe to her abdomen, she
exclaimed, “Oh my!”
“What?” I asked worriedly, “What’s wrong?”
The technician giggled and replied,
“Nothing — that is unless you consider having twins a problem. I see two little
squirmies in there! Here, listen.”
The whole room was filled with “Oooh’s” and
‘Aaahh’s” and squeals of delight as we listened to the syncopated beat of our
twin’s heartbeats: “Swish, swish, swish, swish…”
Monaavi started to cry and I enfolded her
head in my arms and kissed her saying, “Boy! When you get pregnant, you don’t
fool around, do you?”
Mom and Hindi were locked in an embrace
crying and sharing their joy as Priya and Leeya hugged each other in glee
jumping up and down.
Monaavi giggled as she cried in joy, “Allah
has given me a double blessing. I love you, Sean with every beat of my heart
and those of our children! Oh Allah has been so gracious to me! Praise be His
Holy Name!”
The technician took measurements of the
placenta, estimated the volume of amniotic fluid and a few other critical
measurements and told Monaavi she could evacuate her bladder. When Monaavi
returned and the ultrasound began again, the technician told us she was now
going to take measurements of each baby and their primary organs.
Starting with baby “A”, she took pictures
of the baby’s four-chambered heart, liver, kidneys, stomach and brain. She
measured the baby’s head circumference, torso circumference, spine and femur
and a crown-to-rump measurement. She then repeated the process on baby “B”.
She reassured us saying, “Both of your
babies appear to be very normal, healthy and are now about 10.1 cm long and
from estimates, weigh about 70 grams.”
“Translate that into inches and pounds,” I
requested.
“That would be…” The technician touched a
button on the keyboard and answered, “3.96 inches long and weigh 2.47 ounces.”
she answered.
Softly patting Monaavi’s belly, the
technician asked, “Does Mommy and Daddy want to know what we’re having?”
“Oh yes!” Monaavi exclaimed, “A boy and a
girl would be perfect!”
As the technician put probe to belly, she
started chuckling and pointing to the screen said, “See, they’re inverted: they
are lying head to toe with each other in a slightly transverse position and
look, this one, uh, this one’s a girl: see her labia? She’s holding her
sibling’s foot! Sister is helping to pull its legs apart, let’s see… this one’s
a girl also; if you look close you can see her labia, here. You’ve got twin
girls! They share the same amniotic sack.”
“Is that a good thing or a bad thing?”
Monaavi asked.
“It’s not necessarily a bad thing,” the
technician explained, “But if one baby is in distress, you go into labor and
your water breaks, you’ll have to deliver both babies. If they each had their
own placentas and sack, it would be possible to deliver one while the other
continued to gestate.”
“Are you disappointed that one of them
isn’t a boy?” Monaavi asked me.
Kissing her face I replied, “Are you
kidding? I’m so happy I could run through the streets shouting at the top of my
lungs with joy!”
“Okay folks.” the technician told us, “show’s
over. Everything is healthy and normal for your twin girls!”
She gave Monaavi a warmed towel to wipe her
stomach with. When finished, Monaavi sat up and I helped her from the table.
She immediately threw her arms around me and standing on tiptoes kissed me
tenderly with tears running down her cheeks.
Stepping outside, to the waiting room, Dad
and Ravi stood with looks of worried anticipation. Monaavi scooted to her father
and he lovingly enfolded her in his arms. She looked up at him and then to Dad
and said, “You will have two granddaughters: I’m carrying twin girls!”
“Yahoo!” Dad shouted as he rubbed Monaavi’s
back.
Ravi took his daughter’s cheeks in his
hands and laid kisses all over her face. He fell to the floor on his knees and
offering praise to God, outstretched his arms extolling, “Our God has given us
a double blessing! Praise Allah,
praise His most holy Name!!”
Ravi stood and kissed Monaavi on the lips
and said, “My joy bursts from my heart, my sweet child! My life is filled with
princesses!”
“Dad?” Monaavi said to Dad, “Did you want a
boy?”
Dad kissed her cheeks and replied tenderly,
“A healthy mother and baby, well now: babies.
All I want is for you and your babies to be healthy: boys or girls,
they’re all a joy!”
Ravi and Hindi returned with us and spent
the rest of the day at our house going over and over the details of the
ultrasound. Dad found it amazing that one twin held her sister’s foot. All the females
were giddy with happiness and Priya said, “What are we going to name our little
girls?”
Mom asked in response, “Monaavi, are you
going to pick Indian or American names?”
Monaavi looked at her parents and said,
“I’ve been thinking about this ever since I found out I’m having twin girls and
I’ve come to a decision. Momma, Poppa, I wish to honor someone who has been as
much a guiding force in my life as you have in guiding my life.”
Turning to my mother, Monaavi said, “You
have nurtured me with your wisdom and love in such a profound way, I wish to
honor you, Mom. I will name my firstborn daughter Cynthia Amira after your
sister Cinny and our second born Elizabeth Nafisa after her daughter. In
remembering my Muslim heritage, I have chosen the middle names Amira, which
means princess and Nafisa, which means exquisite.”
Mom broke down sobbing at Monaavi’s gesture
of love and embraced her. My mother released Monaavi and sat next to her
rubbing her swollen belly. Still crying, Mom tried to compose herself to speak
several times but as soon as it looked like she’d stop crying, she’d break down
again.
Monaavi lovingly held my sobbing mother and
comforted her with, “Mom, although you’re not Muslim, your faith in God has
strengthened me and your wisdom has enriched my soul with true lessons for
life. Cinny must have been an incredible woman to instill this kind of faith
and love for God in you and it is an honor for the first fruit of my womb to
bear her name. Liz was also an honorable woman of faith who tried in vain,
after fighting with all she had, to raise her daughter by herself as she
succumbed to the ravages of cancer. My daughters carry their genes and will now
proudly carry their names. I love you, Mom and this is my gift of love to you.”
My mother fell to her knees, resting her
head in Monaavi’s lap. Monaavi stroked Moms face as she calmed herself. Once
Mom had composed herself she again rubbed Monaavi’s stomach and said as she
sniffled, “Cinny was the most God fearing and loving person I’ve ever known and
she taught me to love God. She also taught me how to apply the wisdom of God in
my life and trust in Him. I am so moved, not because you honor me but my
sister, the one guiding force in my life and I’ve been proud for you to know
her in some small way. Liz was a humble woman who fought quietly and without
malice about her disease. She married for love — not money — and struggled all
her life but was happy. Words can’t express what’s in my heart that you have
chosen to resurrect two lost generations of my family to live again in my
grandchildren. Thank you, Sweetie, thank you from the bottom of my heart!”
Tina watched as Mom was rubbing Monaavi’s
stomach. She waddled over and patted Monaavi’s bulging belly and said, “Baby,
baby.”
Everyone chuckled and Monaavi said, “That’s
right, Sweetie, Two babies!”
That night as we four cuddled together, I
couldn’t help but remember Emmy’s words to me that fateful night. Monaavi had
come into our lives and had radically changed our family dynamic. She’d been
praying with Priya about her demon and water sports became a thing of the past
in our intimate play. As a result, the relationship I shared with Priya and
Leeya became more tender and loving and our love seemed to deepen.
God seemed to bring His blessings upon Tina
and Attiya as Monaavi had predicted and both were making strides in their
development. And now, now this: twins! Monaavi’s womb seemed to be a bounty of
life. I would have three daughters and thanked God for His blessings.
I shuddered to think what might have
happened had I not came face-to-face with my demon and the thought that there
would have been three small girls that I possibly could have abused. Emmy was
right. I needed to decide what was more important to me, the charms of my
daughters or a life of blessings. Mom was right; what I had so painfully lost
with Emmy’s death, God had replaced beyond measure in the body of a beautiful,
five foot-three inch teacher whose gentle yet powerful influence on us was
unmistakable.
Priya was now becoming much more confidant
and devout in her approach as first wife and guarded Monaavi and Leeya like a
true mother. For me, I was conflicted in that Priya was still my soul mate, but
Monaavi had become a major force in my life.
I also began to see Leeya in a much deeper
light, and was beginning to understand the true depths of her love for me. Like
Priya, she was so much wiser and mature than her six years. Still tiny and
plain, her inner beauty just seemed to shine. I felt so privileged to have her
love.
Leeya had become more and more important to
Monaavi. Although a child student during the day, she was very motherly to Tina
and Monaavi and was right there at every turn to care for her sister when she
was sick or needed anything. It appeared that Leeya was becoming a natural
mother like her mentor.
Monaavi seemed to have a solidifying effect
on our family as a whole and Mom seemed to bask in the glory of becoming a
grandmother and Dad also seemed to noticeably soften. I thought that Priya
would become jealous in some way, but the opposite appeared to be true. Priya
seemed to feel more relaxed because she sought Monaavi’s advice often while
Monaavi always honored Priya’s position. Monaavi just seemed to see her role as
the wife who took charge as the mother of the family and whose prime
responsibility was the children.
All in all, life was good… very good.