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   Colors of the Soul Chapter 4





   Doc informed me of the NEED and i soon found out what the NEED was.  In
short its an overwelming compulshion to fuck and it usually last anywhere
from 10 to 24 hours.While experiencing it we usually forgo eating and
sleeping until the NEED is satisfied.Another change was in our sight and
hearing,both of which dramaticilly improved especially at night.

   My first time experiencing the NEED happened upon my release from the
mental institution.  I was released on a friday afternoon and was feeling
very hyper but didnt know why.  I went back to the house i had lived in for
the past 17 years.The for sale sign was still there but my key opened the
door.I settled in without turning on any lights and took a nice warm shower
while debating what i would do next.  I was while still drying off and
enjoying being able to see so clearly in the complete darkness,when I was
interrupted by someone knocking at the front door.

   I wasnt expecting anyone so I glanced through the peek hole in the door.
I recognized the girl immediately, her name was gail(not her real name) and
she had been a close friend of the bitch when she went to the local school.
Suddenly i was overcome with lust,the NEED had arrived for the first time
and very strongly.

   All thoughts and reasoning went out the door and was replaced by
overwelming lust.I yanked open the door and delivered a single punch to her
jaw,hard enough to cross her eyes, grabbed her before she fell and dragged
her into the house.Once inside i quickly bound and gagged her with the rags
that had once been my clothes and took her into the bitches old bedroom
before going back to close and lock the door.

   Later i would realize that i had gotten extremely lucky that no one had
seen anything and in the future i took extreme care when taking another
toy. But that first time the NEED was to new, to overwelming and i was
beyond reason.I used gail as hard,fast and as often over the next 24
hours.When i got tired of her cunt,I flipped her over and took her ass. 
Completely oblivious to her muffled screams of protest.  Gail finally
stopped screaming,sometime between the constant fucking i was giving her.I
didnt care and she didnt matter except as an outlet for my lust.Finally
after a solid 24 hours of constant fucking i finally felt sated and fell
into a deep sleep.

   I awoke later feeling very sated, hungry and after glancing over at Gail
a mite upset.The last 24 hours had taken their toll on her.Her long blond
hair was was tangled and messed with dirt from having been taken on the
floor.Her eyes were closed and what was left of the clothing she had worn
was torn and scattered about the room.Her tits were scarred and bore teeth
marks and bruises.I guess i got carried away a little during the night of
rutting.

   I also discovered she wasnt breathing and was cold to the touch.I was
surprised to find I didnt feel any remorse or guilt and actually felt
relaxed and had a sense of peace.But now i had a problem and nothing i had
learned in my past life had prepared me for what had happened or with the
experience to deal with it.I went to the kitchen and grabbed something to
eat while i thought about what to do.

   I picked up the phone and was pleasantly surprised to find it was still
connected.I dialed doc's number and after a few rings he answered.I began
by telling him i had experienced the NEED and how great it had felt and how
sated i was now but now had a problem i didnt know how to deal with.  Doc
laughed and explained that this was normal and that each of us reds had to
deal with this.  He did offer me several suggestions but left me to deal
with it by myself.

   Docs suggestions made alot of sense.I had to get rid of Gails body and
clean up any evidence that remained.  Part of this was easy at least the
part of cleaning up the house.We had already been planning on painting the
inside of the house before all of this had happened.I had several huge
rolls of plastic to cover the floors with.I took one and wrapped Gails body
up in one and sealed it with duct tape with what was left of her clothing
inside with her.

   Gail's body was light and it took little effort to pick yp her plastic
wrapped body take it into the garage and dump it into the back of my
truck.As an after thought i dumped the useless boxes of rags ontop of the
body effectively hiding her under all the junk.Once that was done,i headed
back into the house and began sleaning up the bitch's room, vacumming the
rug in the hallway, scrubbing the floors and walls and then finally
repainting the walls and the ceiling of the room.This took me most of the
day and it was late evening before i finished,I was tired but decided to
get rid of the toy before anything else was done.

   I pulled my truck from the garage and after reclosing and locking
everything up,drove around trying to think of some place to dump the toy.It
had to be some where remote,the last place anyone would look or even a
place the toy wasnt discovered by accident.  I happened to find a place
quite by accident,and the idea came to me as i was driving by a cemetary.
The town i live in had several and most were located just outside of town
and usually had several gates that were always open.

   The cemetary usually dug the graves the day before a funeral and left
the backhoe beside the grave site to refill the grave after the ceremony
was completed.  I had operated backhoe's be so that wasnt a problem,all i
did was dig the grave about 4 feet deeper then deposited the toys body
inside and recover it with 4 feet of sod and tanping it down.  I parked the
backhow where i found it and cleared up any traces i had left.

   The short drive back home was made without any incidents and after a
nice hot shower, sat and thought back about how much my life had changed in
the past few months.  i had been a loving father,raising my kids the way i
had been.I had gone to church on a regular basis and believed in a god.  I
had thought i had a strong marriage.  Now all i had left was ashes,a wife i
realize i really didnt know.Kids i thought had loved me,ok at least my
son,i didnt give a damn about the bitch and i would settled her ass when
the time came.  I began to realize how i had been used and decided right
then,that i would make a new life for myself.One based on my new abilities.

   to be continued