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 �>�Baby Steps by Vanessa Evans

   I used to be so shy but not any more and I love the way I am now.

   Part 1

   I grew up with very prudish parents.  When I left my bedroom to go to
the bathroom I always had to wear a dressing gown over my nightie and I had
to be fully dressed to go downstairs.  My parents also sent me to a
catholic, girls only school.  Even the college that they sent me to was all
girls catholic.  At the college the other girls idea of fun was play chess.

   So, when I left college and got my first job I was the dowdy, quiet girl
whose skirts were always below my knees and my blouses buttoned to my neck
and I couldn -(TM)t even join the conversations with the other girls about
boys because at twenty one I had never even had a boyfriend and was
starting to think that I would live for whatever years and die a virgin.

   The only thing that gave me a bit of hope was that the job that I have
is in a city about one hundred miles from my parents so they got me this
one bedroom apartment.  For a few months I settled into both my job, my
little apartment and my dreary life.



   Now is probably a good time to describe myself, I -(TM)m a skinny girl,
my mother having only ever given me small portions of healthy foods and I
was never allowed to have any confectionery.  Would you believe that at
twenty one I had never even been inside a McDonalds or a KFC.  This
upbringing got me into the healthy eating habit and that never changed when
I went to college, nor when I started living on my own.

   My name is Claire and I am only one hundred and fifty centimetres tall
and weigh forty one kilograms.  Fortunately my breasts never grew more than
a  -~A -(TM) cup so I never have to worry about unwieldy breasts even
though my mother always insisted, and got me into the habit of wearing
sturdy bras.  I wear glasses and have long, blonde hair, my mother only
letting me get it cut when it got half way down my back. .

   When I started my job things started to change, although it took one of
my co-workers to tell me before I realised that one of my bosses had
started to spend more time than necessary at my desk talking to me.  Ethan
is only a couple of years older than me and when I first met him my heart
gave a little flutter for the handsome young man.

   I started thinking about why Ethan came to my desk so often and realised
that most of the occasions were unnecessary and I just couldn -(TM)t
understand why he came.  I could never imaging that he would have any
interest in the dowdy me but he was definitely flirting with me but I was
enjoying his visits and our little chats.

   I assumed that he was just using me to practice chatting to girls and
some of the things that he said embarrassed me and some I didn -(TM)t
really understand because I was a very naive and lacked even basic
relationship experience.

   Then one day Ethan asked me if I -(TM)d like to go for a drink with him.
At first I thought that he was joking and I said so.  When he said that he
was serious I asked him,

    -�Why would you want to go for a drink with me, there are lots of girls
here that are more beautiful than me and I -(TM)m sure that they would love
to go for a drink with you. -�

    -�Because underneath that long skirt (knee length), that heavy blouse
and those glasses I believe that there is a very attractive young woman. -�

   That really made me blush and I replied,

    -�Stop it Ethan, you -(TM)re just trying to embarrass me and you are
succeeding.  You don -(TM)t really want to go for a drink with me, you
-(TM)re just winding me up. -�

   Ethan picked up one of my hands and held it with both of his and said,

    -�Claire, I am deadly serious, I really want to go for a drink with
you. I want to get to know every bit of you a lot more than is possible in
the office. -�

    -�You -(TM)re serious Ethan, you really want to got for a drink with
me? -�

    -�Yes Claire I do. -�

    -�But I don -(TM)t drink, I -(TM)ve never touched any alcohol. -�

    -�That doesn -(TM)t matter Claire, believe it or not, pubs do sell none
alcoholic drinks.  Please say that you -(TM)ll come. -�

    -�Okay, I will, but I warn you that I don -(TM)t have any nice clothes.
-�

    -�Claire, you could turn up totally naked and I wouldn -(TM)t mind, I
just want to get to know you better.  Having said that if you did turn up
totally naked it would certainly help me to get to know you better. -�

    -�Stop it Ethan, I -(TM)m a good catholic girl, I could never be naked
in front of one man, never mind a whole pub full of them. -�

    -�Well that might change but for now I would be very happy if you
turned up dressed like you are now. -�

   I was still a bit embarrassed, but also excited at the prospect of my
first ever date when I replied,

    -�Okay, what time and where? -�

   We fixed up a time and a place and we got on with our work although it
was an excited me that happily got on with my work.



   As I walked to the pub I was both nervous and excited.  I was wearing
what I considered to be my nicest dress, knee length, buttoned to my neck
and with long sleeves.  I -(TM)d been thinking about getting some new
clothes that were more like those that other girls in the office wear, and
after listening to quite a few girl -(TM)s conversations I was coming to
the conclusion that my upbringing was holding me back but I hadn -(TM)t
decided on how I would go about changing myself to be more like the other
girls.  I wondered if going on a date, or possibly more that one date with
Ethan would help me change.

   I had never been inside a pub before and didn -(TM)t really know what to
expect and I was very happy when I saw Ethan waiting outside the pub for
me. I was also very happy when he took my hand and led me in.  After
getting us both a drink we went to a table in a quiet corner and talked,
and talked and talked.

   When Ethan went and got us a second drink he suggested that I get a
cocktail.  I told him that I -(TM)d never drunk any alcohol before he
suggested one that only had a little alcohol in it.  I didn -(TM)t get
drunk, not that I really knew what being drunk was like, but I did feel a
little less reserved after I -(TM)d drunk it and I did reveal some of my
desires, in particular that I wanted to be more like the other girls in the
office.

   I told him that I wanted to dress more like them and I told him that I
-(TM)d got the impression that all of them were having sex and really
enjoying it.

    -�So what -(TM)s stopping you from changing Claire? -� Ethan asked.

    -�Well I don -(TM)t have much money but the main obstacle is my
upbringing. -�

    -�Don -(TM)t tell me Claire, you are a catholic and your mother told
you that you must always wear dreary clothes and never let a man see your
body until you get married. -�

    -�How did you know? -�

    -�It -(TM)s a common thing.  I bet that a few of the girls at work were
the same. -�

    -�So are you saying that my mother was wrong? -�

    -�Your mother just passed on what her mother told her, it -(TM)s not
her fault that she isn -(TM)t changing with the times, when you -(TM)ve
been brainwashed it -(TM)s difficult to snap out of it, especially when you
are not too young. -�

    -�So are you saying that I should wear clothes like the other girls at
work and have sex with men as often as they say they do Ethan? -�

    -�That -(TM)s not up to me to decide for you Claire, only you can make
that decision, but I -(TM)ll tell you now that it will not be easy, you
-(TM)ll have to work hard at it and get out of your comfort zone quite
often.  But the first obstacle that you have to overcome is you have to
want to change.  Do you want to change Claire? -�

   I thought for a couple of seconds then replied,

    -�Yes I do, those girls appear to be having a lot more fun than I do.
And I want some of it but I don -(TM)t know how to change. -�

    -�Well you -(TM)ve just solved the first obstacle, the next one is to
force yourself into situations that are outside your comfort zone. -�

    -�Like what, how? -�

    -�Baby steps Claire.  How about getting some new clothes, ones more
like those that the girls at work wear? -�

    -�You mean shorter skirts? -�

    -�Well yes, and low cut blouses.  I -(TM)m sure that you have a really
nice pair of legs under that skirt Claire. -�

    -�The first problem with that is that I only have small breasts.  I
could never display a cleavage like some of the girls. -�

    -�Not having big breasts isn -(TM)t a problem look at Jenny Smith, she
only has tiny breasts but that doesn -(TM)t stop her showing most of her
sternum most days.  Besides, I don -(TM)t like big breasts. -�

    -�The other problem is that I don -(TM)t have much money, but I guess
that I could shorten some of the ones that I -(TM)ve got.  That -(TM)s one
good thing that my mother taught me, sewing, she even let me bring her old
sewing machine with me. -�

    -�That would be a great start Claire, but maybe one new skirt or dress
just to make you feel good because feeling good is half the battle.  Maybe
I could come with you to help you choose something. -�

    -�You -(TM)d do that for me Ethan? -�

    -�Of course I would, it will be an excuse to see you again, outside
work that is. -�

    -�I -(TM)d like that Ethan but you don -(TM)t need an excuse to see me
outside work again Ethan, I -(TM)d like to see you again. -� I was silent
for a couple of seconds then I continued,  -�would you kiss me please
Ethan? -�

    -�That will be my pleasure Claire. -�

   Ethan bent over and we kissed.  At first it was just on the lips, but
that alone was magic for me, I -(TM)d never had a proper kiss on my lips
before and these strange feelings were starting in both my nipples and my
pussy.

   Then I felt Ethan -(TM)s tongue trying to open mine so I relaxed and let
them open.  When I felt his tongue exploring my mouth I was a bit stunned.
What was he doing?  Does he expect me to do the same?  I didn -(TM)t have a
chance to decide what he wanted or expected because my tongue had a mind of
its own and the two tongues explored the other.

   The strange feelings got stronger.

   When Ethan finally broke the kiss I just sat there not really knowing
what to say or what to do.  After a couple of seconds Ethan said,

    -�What was that like Claire? -�

    -�I, I, I don -(TM)t know what to say, I -(TM)ve never experienced
anything like that before. -�

    -�But was it nice? -�

    -�No, it was awesome, it stated strange feeling in my, my lady parts.
-�

    -�You mean your nipples and your pussy? -�

    -�Yes. -� I quietly replied.

    -�You can say those words Claire, say them again. -�

    -�Nipples. -� I replied.

    -�And? -�

    -�Pussy. -� I replied.

    -�Again Claire. -�

    -�Nipples, pussy. -�

    -�Again Claire. -�

    -�Nipples, pussy. -�

    -�Again Claire. -�

    -�Nipples, pussy. -�

    -�Good, well done Claire, now tell me what the feeling was in your
pussy. -�

    -�What, no, I can -(TM)t do that, it -(TM)s embarrassing. -�

    -�Claire, what did you say you wanted to do? -�

    -�Change.  Okay, my pussy tingles and it feels wet. -�

    -�Good, that -(TM)s two more baby step achieved, well done Claire. -�

   There was silence for a minute or so then I said,

    -�Thank you Ethan. -�

    -�You don -(TM)t have to keep thanking me Claire. -�

    -�But you -(TM)re helping me and I -(TM)m grateful. -�

    -�If you -(TM)re going to be my girlfriend you don -(TM)t need to keep
thanking me Claire. -�

    -�You want me to be your girlfriend Ethan? -�

    -�I do, but to you want me to be your boyfriend Claire? -�

    -�I do Ethan.  Will you kiss me again please? -�

    -�You don -(TM)t have to ask me Claire. -�

   So I got brave and lent over and kissed Ethan on the lips again and it
was just as good as the first time.  Ethan put one of his hands on my knee
over my dress.  I tensed up for a second then relaxed and enjoyed the
tongue wrestling.

   When the kiss broke Ethan asked me if I -(TM)d like another drink.  I
asked for another cocktail and when he came back he sat closer to me and
started asking me about my hobbies.  I laughed and replied,

    -�What hobbies, I haven -(TM)t got any. -�

    -�Okay, what nice places do you like going to Claire? -�

    -�I have no idea, I once dreamt about going to the beach, that would be
nice. -�

    -�I will take you to a nice beach where you can run around with no
clothes on. -�

    -�Oh I couldn -(TM)t do that, not without any clothes on. -�

    -�Baby steps Claire, baby steps. -�

    -�I -(TM)m not sure that I could ever do that, my mother wasn -(TM)t
even happy when I went to the swimming lessons when I was a kid and I had
to wear a big one piece swimsuit. -�

    -�Don -(TM)t worry about that for now Claire, all in good time. -�



   Just them the landlord called time so Ethan said,

    -�I -(TM)ll walk you home Claire. -�

    -�That -(TM)s okay, I managed to get here on my own. -�

    -�No Claire, I want to walk you home. -�

    -�Oh, sorry, I didn -(TM)t realise. -� I said cursing myself under my
breath for not realising that he wanted to be with me for longer.

   As we walked out of the door Ethan took my hand and gently squeezed it
making me feel good.  We walked and talked and when we got to my apartment
I said,

    -�I live in here Ethan. -�

    -�When can I see you again Claire? -�

   Not thinking what he really meant I replied.

    -�Tomorrow at work. -�

    -�Outside work Claire? -�

    -�Stupid me, I -(TM)m not used to this dating thing, anytime that you
want Ethan, the only thing that I have planned in my life is going to work,
my weekly trip to the supermarket and my monthly trips back home. -�

    -�Right then, with your permission I will be here tomorrow night at 7
p.m.  Wait, no, I -(TM)ll give you a lift home from work. -�

    -�You don -(TM)t have to do that Ethan, I can get the bus as usual. -�

    -�Claire, have you considered that maybe I want to give you a lift
home. -�

    -�Oh, right, thank you, that will be nice.  I -(TM)d better go in now,
I -(TM)m not usually up this late. -�

    -�Can I have a kiss before you go in please Claire? -�

    -�Yes please Ethan, I like it when you kiss me. -�

    -�Or you could kiss me Claire, you can do that anytime that you want,
except at work. -�

   I looked up to Ethan -(TM)s face thinking about how to kiss him when his
mouth found mine, well I think that it was his mouth that found mine, it
could have been the other way around, and we started kissing.  Ethan -(TM)s
arms went round me and he hugged me.  In response I put my arms round him
and it felt good.  I didn -(TM)t realise what it was at the time but I felt
something pressing on my stomach.

   After a while I felt Ethan -(TM)s hands slide down to my butt.  My first
instinct was to reach round him and pull his hands away but I resisted and
as the kiss went on and on whatever it was pressing on my stomach seemed to
get harder.  When the kiss finally broke I said,

    -�Phew, that was awesome Ethan. -�

    -�Yes it was, but I -(TM)d better let you go in before I try to do
something that you wouldn -(TM)t want me to, well not yet. -�

   I looked at him not knowing what he was talking about and Ethan stepped
back.  Ethan -(TM)s arms slid down mine and our hands joined for a second
before I gave him a quick kiss then said goodnight.  As I opened the
building door I looked back and saw Ethan still looking at me.  I waved
then went in.

   I ran up the stairs singing to myself,

    -�I -(TM)ve got a boyfriend, I -(TM)ve got a boyfriend, I -(TM)ve got a
boyfriend. -�

   Later when I was in bed I reflected on the evening.  It had far exceeded
my expectations and I realised that I really liked Ethan.  I thought about
me wearing clothes like the other girls at work and being on a beach
without any clothes on.  Then I realised that my left hand was on my right
tit and was caressing it through my nightie and bra.  And my right hand was
pressing on my pussy through my nightie and knickers.

    -�Good grief, what am I doing, mother would kill me. -�

   My hands went to my sides, the moment gone and I was soon asleep.

   *****

   I woke up before my alarm and thought that it was a wonderful day, even
though I hadn -(TM)t looked outside.

   In the bathroom I took my nightie and knickers off, looked at myself in
the mirror and thought,

    -�I don -(TM)t know what Ethan sees in you girl, but there must be
something. -�

   As I continued looking I decided that I really did want to become more
like the other girls at work.  Ethan had said the he would help me with 
-~baby steps -(TM), and if that was what it took then I would take his baby
steps even if I did get embarrassed or thought that my mother would be
horrified if she knew what I was doing.  Maybe Ethan was right, maybe my
mother was living in the past.  Times had certainly changed in a lot of
areas so why not in how a girl dresses and acts.  The other girls at work
certainly were more carefree about their clothes and attitude, some of
them, maybe all of them, must have been like me at some time.  They had
changed so I was going to change, with some help from Ethan

   Then I had a horrifying thought,

    -�Maybe after a night -(TM)s sleep he had changed his mind and didn
-(TM)t want me as his girlfriend. -�

   I tried to forget about that and hurried to get myself ready for work.
As I exited the building I turned and walked towards the bus stop and heard
a car horn beeping.  I ignored it and kept walking but the noise continued.
I was just starting to think that some unlucky car driver had some sort of
mechanical problem when I heard my name being shouted.

    -�Who can that be, -� I thought,  -�I don -(TM)t know anyone around
here. -�

   I stopped and turned and got a wonderful shock, there was Ethan stood on
the pavement looking my way.  Once I -(TM)d got over the shock I waved then
literally ran to him, flung my arms round his neck and kissed him.  When
the kiss broke I said,

    -�What are you doing here? -�

    -�I wanted to see you to make sure that you still want to be my
girlfriend. -�

    -�Of course I do Ethan. -�

    -�That kiss answered my question Claire, come on, get in the car and we
-(TM)ll go to work. -�



   As we drove we talked and Ethan asked me what I did when I got into my
bed the previous night.

    -�I went to sleep. -�

    -�What about before you went to sleep? -�

   I blushed as I remembered what my hands had done.

    -�I, I, I put my hands on my tits and pussy. -�

    -�Were you naked? -�

    -�Ethan, of course I wasn -(TM)t, I was wearing my nightie. -�

    -�Anything else? -�

    -�My knickers. -�

   And what did your hands do? -�

    -�Nothing. -�

    -�Claire. -�

    -�Okay, they pressed on my nipples and pussy. -�

    -�Did it feel good? -�

    -�Yes, it made me think of you. -�

    -�Good, well done, tonight another baby step, don -(TM)t wear your
nightie, just your knickers. -�

    -�I couldn -(TM)t do that, it -(TM)s not right and someone might see
me. -�

    -�I thought that you lived on your own Claire. -�

    -�I do. -�

    -�Didn -(TM)t you say that your apartment was on the third floor? -�

    -�It is. -�

    -�I bet that you close all your curtains at night as well don -(TM)t
you? -�

    -�I do. -�

    -�So no one can look in through the windows. -�

    -�No they can -(TM)t. -�

    -�Then who is going to see you? -�

    -�Well no one I guess. -�

    -�I bet that most of the girls at work wear nothing in bed. -�

    -�You think so? -�

    -�From what I -(TM)ve heard and read I -(TM)m pretty confident that I
-(TM)m right.  Baby steps remember Claire? -�

    -�Yes Ethan, I -(TM)ll think about it. -�

    -�Be positive Claire, you said that you wanted to change.  The world
isn -(TM)t going to end if you go to bed naked, be positive, be brave, just
do it. -�

    -�Okay, why not, what harm can it do? -�

    -�It will do you more good than harm Claire, another baby step towards
being like the other girls. -�

    -�Yes. -�

   We drove in silence for the rest of the way with me thinking about what
I had agreed to do.  It was certainly a first for me, and as Ethan said,

    -�What harm would it do. -�

   I was happier about what I -(TM)d agreed to do.



   As we drove into the car park one of the girls saw us and waved.

    -�That will start the gossip machine. -� Ethan said.

    -�I don -(TM)t care, -� I said,  -�in fact I want the whole world to
know that I -(TM)m your boyfriend Ethan. -�

    -�Just don -(TM)t go bragging about it or trying to rape me in the
office Claire.  We have to be professional here. -�

    -�I don -(TM)t usually talk with the girls, I usually sit alone in the
break room, and I would never try to rape you Ethan. -�

    -�I know, and it wouldn -(TM)t be rape anyway, and if I -(TM)m having
my break at the same time as you I will sit next to you.  Just keep you
hands and your mouth to yourself okay? -�

    -�Of course boss. -�

    -�It -(TM)s Ethan, even here Claire. -�

   We got in the lift and I was pleased that we were alone for a minute or
so so I reached up and kissed Ethan.  He responded and our tongues only
parted when the lift slowed at our floor.  I stepped back and checked my
dress.  When the doors opened we stepped out and I thanked Ethan for the
lift then walked to my desk.



   I think that it -(TM)s fair to say that I wasn -(TM)t as productive as I
usually was that day, my mind kept going back to the night before and in
the lift.  I so wanted to kiss Ethan again and when he came to see me for a
legitimate reason I so wanted him to touch my hand or my head, anywhere,
but it was short conversation.

   At 16:45 I got an email from Ethan saying just 17:00 car park.

   I felt my heart start to beat faster as I walked out of the building and
to the car park.  Ethan was stood beside his car so I ran up to him and
kissed him.  A minute or so later the kiss ended and he led me round to my
side of the car and opened the door for me.

    -�Thank you kind sir. -� I said as I turned, lowered my butt to the
seat then swung my legs in.

   When Ethan got in and we started driving Ethan said,

    -�Most girls don -(TM)t get into a car like that any more Claire, they
just put one leg in then their butt then lift the other leg in. -�

    -�Oh, but won -(TM)t they show their knickers to the man who opened the
door for them? -�

    -�Not many men open the car door for girls any more Claire. -�

    -�Oh, do you want me to get into your car like you just said Ethan? -�

    -�That is up to you Claire, if you want to show me your knickers that
-(TM)s fine with me, and if you want to show me that you aren -(TM)t
wearing any knickers that -(TM)s also fine with me. -�

    -�I could never not wear knickers. -�

    -�Baby steps Claire. -�

   As a short period of silence I said,

    -�Do girls really go to work without any knickers on? -�

    -�Some do, and not only to work.  Some girls never wear knickers or a
bra, it -(TM)s no big deal. -�

    -�That -(TM)s not what my mother used to say she said that a girl with
no knickers on is a tramp and a slut. -�

    -�You are not you mother and times have changed Claire. -�

    -�You -(TM)re right, but I -(TM)m so used to wearing my big knickers.
-�

    -�You wear granny pants Claire, wow. -�

    -�Stop it Ethan. -�

    -�Tell you what, when we go shopping tomorrow we -(TM)ll get you some
new knickers as well, bras, well maybe, maybe not.  You don -(TM)t need to
wear a bra, you only have nice, small tits that look as though they don
-(TM)t need a bra for support. -�

    -�No they don -(TM)t but I couldn -(TM)t not wear a bra. -�

    -�Your mother told you that didn -(TM)t she? -�

   I didn -(TM)t answer Ethan because I was thinking.  What he was saying
made a lot of sense but.   -- --.  I was quiet for the rest of the journey
because I was thinking about what Ethan had said, he was suggesting that I
didn -(TM)t need to wear knickers or a bra.  It was only a suggestion and
if some of the other girls didn -(TM)t wear underwear some of the time then
maybe I should start doing the same.  And even when I did wear them I
should at least wear the type that other girls my age wear not the type
that my mother wears.

    -�Jeez, -� I thought,  -�I -(TM)ve got a lot of changes to make. -�



   When we got to my building I had a little panic as I thought,

    -�Ethan will be expecting me to invite him in but my place is so small
and I haven -(TM)t got anything to drink.  I bet that his place is much
bigger and nicer.  Oh what the hell, he -(TM)s going to see it eventually.
-�

    -�Ethan, -� I said,  -�would you like to come up for a coffee?  Sorry
but I don -(TM)t have anything stronger. -�

    -�I would love to Claire, and coffee would be great, I -(TM)m driving
so alcohol is off the menu anyway.  Maybe we could go out for a meal later?
-�

    -�I could cook something, oh wait, I haven -(TM)t go much in. -�

    -�Cook as well as being beautiful, I -(TM)ve hit the jackpot with you
Claire. -�

    -�Stop it Ethan, you -(TM)ll embarrass me. -�

    -�You look so cute when you -(TM)re embarrassed, maybe I should
embarrass you some more.  Have you got any baked beans and bread Claire? -�

    -�I have. -�

    -�So beans on toast will be just fine, I -(TM)ll take you out for a
good meal tomorrow night, that -(TM)s assuming you will come with me. -�

    -�Of course I will, I -(TM)d love to go to a nice restaurant with you
but I haven -(TM)t got any nice clothes to wear. -�

    -�Claire, as I said before, what you are wearing right now will be
fine, or you could just take all you clothes off and come with me naked. 
No seriously, we -(TM)ll get you some nice clothes tomorrow. -�

    -�Good, thank you, but I could never walk into a restaurant totally
naked. -�

    -�But you -(TM)d like to. -�

    -�What?!  No, I -(TM)d get arrested. -�

    -�But you would if you wouldn -(TM)t get arrested. -�

    -�Ethan, stop it, you know that I could never go anywhere without any
clothes on. -�

    -�Baby steps Claire. -�

   I ignored him because it would never happen.



   Normally I walk up the stairs to my third floor apartment but I led
Ethan to the lift and as soon as the doors closed I kissed him, another
long passionate one and when the doors opened I stuck my foot in the way of
it closing and kept the kiss going.  Ethan pulled me to him and put his
arms round me and grabbed my butt.  My stomach pressed on his and I again
felt something hard between us.

   I -(TM)d been thinking about the last time that I felt that hard thing
and I realised that it was his cock.  Now I -(TM)d had all the relevant
lessons when I was younger but this was my first, well second, experience
of a real cock and it felt so big.  My upbringing was telling me to ignore
it but my curiosity wanted to see it and touch it.

   Ethan pulled me harder to him and I moaned.

   The door banging on my foot got annoying so I broke the kiss and took
Ethan -(TM)s hand and led him to my apartment.

    -�Sorry about the mess, I -(TM)ve never had a visitor before. -� I
said.

    -�What mess?  It looks great to me. -� Ethan replied.

    -�Hey Claire, when I first left university I lived in a place smaller
than this so I -(TM)m quite happy being in this apartment with you. -�

    -�Thank you, and I -(TM)m happy that you are here.  You do realised
that you are the first man to be in here, apart from my father when I moved
in. -�

    -�Then I am honoured. -�

    -�It -(TM)s only an apartment, not a palace.  I -(TM)ll just go to the
bathroom then I -(TM)ll put the beans on, are you sure that beans on toast
are okay? -�

    -�Prefect. -�

    -�I -(TM)ll be back in a moment, have a seat, you can put the TV on if
you want. -�

   I went to the bathroom and had a pee.  Whilst I was sat there I thought,

    -�What if he wants to have sex with me?  Shall I let him?  Will he dump
me if I won -(TM)t let him?  Judging by what I hear at work all the girls
are getting fucked and I haven -(TM)t even seen one wedding ring.  My
mother would have kittens if she knew that I was thinking like this and
seriously considering letting Ethan fuck me tonight.  Oh well, Ethan does
say that times are changing and girls should do what they want, and boy do
I want Ethan to fuck me.  Shall I take my underwear off?  Shall I change
into just my nightie and say that I was getting comfortable?  Will he think
that my nightie is hideous?  Shall I take everything off and walk back to
him totally naked? -�

   I smiled to myself and chickened out from taking anything off.

    -�Shut up mother. -� I said to myself as I pulled my knickers up.

   A minute later I opened the bathroom door and there was Ethan.

    -�Spying on me were you?  There -(TM)s no spyholes in any of the doors.
-�

    -�No Claire, I would never do that to you but give it a month or so and
you will be happy for me to be in there with you whilst you -(TM)re
showering and doing everything else. -�

    -�That sounds nice but I -(TM)m not that type of girl Ethan. -�

    -�Every girl is Claire, it -(TM)s just that they haven -(TM)t realised
it yet.  Lots of couples are naked all the time in their homes. -�

    -�I can -(TM)t see me ever getting to that point. -�

    -�Do you want to get to that point Claire, would you like to be naked
with me all the time? -�

    -�That -(TM)s just a fantasy Ethan. -�

    -�Is it?  Baby steps Claire.  So what -(TM)s behind this door? -�

    -�My bedroom. -� I replied and opened the door.

    -�So this is where you play with yourself is it Claire? -�

   I blushed as I remembered the previous night.

    -�No, I -(TM)m a good catholic girl. -�

    -�So are quite a few of the girls at work and I -(TM)ll bet you
anything that you like that they have all masturbated in their bedrooms,
most of them on a very regular basis. -�

    -�You think so? -� I asked.

    -�I know so, it -(TM)s human nature. -�

    -�Mum always  -- -- --. -�

   I stopped myself and Ethan said,

    -�You will always be your mother -(TM)s daughter Claire but you are a
grown woman now.  You have to live YOUR life doing what YOU want to do, not
try to relive your mother -(TM)s life. -�

    -�You -(TM)re right Ethan, and I -(TM)m relying on you to help me do
that. -�

    -�I will Claire, I will, before you know it I -(TM)ll have you cooking
meals for us with you wearing only an apron. -�

    -�Yeah right, I -(TM)m putting the beans and toast on. -� I replied and
started towards the kitchen area.



   I got the things together then Ethan came up behind me and put his arms
round my waist, his hands resting on my stomach.

    -�That -(TM)s nice. -� I said as he gently pressed his body to my back
and I felt that hard lump against my butt.

   As Ethan kissed my neck I wondered what it would be like to have his
bare cock pressing against my bare butt.

   The microwave beeped and I turned to get the bowl of beans out.  Then
the toaster popped up the bread.  Thirty seconds later Ethan was sat on the
second kitchen chair, the one that I had thought would never get used, and
we were eating my unimpressive meal.

   As we ate I asked Ethan what we were going to do the next day (Saturday)
and we planned which shops we were going to visit.  When we -(TM)d done
that and finished eating I looked at Ethan and said,

    -�I know that I -(TM)ve got to make a lot of changes, both in what I
wear and how I think and act but I -(TM)m not sure that I can change the
way you want me to. -�

    -�Claire, it -(TM)s not how I want you to change, it -(TM)s how you
want to change, and you can Claire, you can become the girl of your dreams
and I want to help you get there.  You -(TM)re stronger than you think
Claire.  Baby steps, maybe we should stop talking about the endgame and
just concentrate on the next little step? -�

    -�That sounds good to me Ethan. -�

    -�Good, now let -(TM)s go and sit down and watch some TV. -�

    -�Oh, I thought that you -(TM)d want to, you know, have sex Ethan. -�

    -�I do Claire, I really do, but we are not going to make love until you
are ready.  You -(TM)ve told me that you are still a virgin and the first
time has to be when you want it to be. -�

    -�Thank you Ethan, can we just cuddle please? -�

    -�Of course we can, come here. -�

   I sat right next to Ethan and leant on him.  His response was to put his
arm round my neck, his hand hanging down right in front of my right tit.  I
both wanted him to put his hand on my tit but at the same time I knew that
it would embarrass me.

   We talked about all sorts of things ignoring the TV that had some boring
program on.

   I kept looking down Ethan -(TM)s front to the bulge in the front of his
trousers which wasn -(TM)t getting any smaller.  I kept wondering what his
cock looked like and what it would feel like to have it inside me.

   After about an hour and Ethan -(TM)s hand occasionally, accidentally
brushing against my tit causing me to get quite aroused, after it happened
a few times I said,

    -�Sorry, Ethan but I have to go to the bathroom. -�

   His arm moved out of the way, I got up and went.

   I didn -(TM)t need a pee I, I just needed to think.  I wanted Ethan
-(TM)s hand to touch my tit, hell, I wanted him to fuck me, but it would be
so embarrassing taking my clothes off.  I realised that I -(TM)d finally
come to the conclusion that my mother was wrong and that it was okay for me
to dress like the other girls at work, and for me to have sex with my
boyfriend, but how do I get over the embarrassment of getting and being
naked with a man, even if he is my boyfriend.

   I decided that Ethan was right, baby steps, but which baby step was
next? Ten seconds later the top of my dress was getting unfastened and my
bra was coming off before the dress was fastened up again.

   It felt very strange not having a bra on but my nipples had gone rock
hard, they obviously liked not being covered by a bra.  Taking a deep
breath I opened the door and walked back to Ethan.

   He lifted his arm and we resumed the same position as before.  With his
right hand so close to my right tit that it was tingling a little.  That
was something new to me but it felt nice.

   After a few minutes of talking about the TV program I shifted my butt a
little and Ethan -(TM)s hand suddenly found that it was holding my tit.

    -�Sorry Claire, that wasn -(TM)t intentional. -�

    -�That -(TM)s okay Ethan, leave it there, it feels nice. -�

   Not only did Ethan leave his hand there, he moved it a bit so that he
was cupping it from underneath and his thumb was resting on my nipple  -"
through my dress which was made of thickish cotton.  After a short time his
thumb started caressing my nipple then he said,

    -�You wanted me to do this didn -(TM)t you Claire?  That -(TM)s why you
took your bra off isn -(TM)t it? -�

    -�Yes, -� I quietly answered.   -�How did you know that I -(TM)d taken
my bra off? -�

    -�Your bra would have had to be super thin for me to feel your tit like
that and I doubt that you would have worn a bra like that, I -(TM)m
guessing that your bras are all industrial strength even though you don
-(TM)t even need to wear one. -�

    -�Mother said  -- -- sorry, yes you are right, I -(TM)m going to try
not wearing one for a while. -�

    -�How about all weekend then see what you feel like on Monday morning,
but I doubt very much that anyone at work will realise that you are
braless. -�

   Ethan held my right tit a bit more firmly, moved his hand up and down a
bit then said,

    -�I was right, nice and firm, you -(TM)ve got tits to be proud of
Claire. -�

    -�Thank you Ethan but I -(TM)m not ready to show them to anyone - yet.
-�

    -�So you can see yourself getting topless sometime? -�

    -�Well other girls do. -�

    -�What about me, are you ready to show them to me yet? -�

    -�I.  I, I don -(TM)t know. -�

    -�Do you want me to close my eyes while you take your dress off? -�

   By then, both my tits were tingling and so was my pussy.

    -�What a nice feeling. -� I thought.

    -�Yes please, would you close your eyes please Ethan, sorry that I
-(TM)m so shy, I -(TM)ve never been naked in front of any man since I was a
baby and I can -(TM)t remember that.  Even my doctors were women. -�

    -�That -(TM)s okay Claire, baby steps, you -(TM)ll soon be running
around here with nothing on. -�

    -�I doubt that, but with you I might, are your eyes closed? -�

    -�They are. -�

   I got to my feet and started unfastening the top part of my dress.  As
my tits got uncovered I unfastened the belt and down to the floor went my
dress.  Somehow I managed to keep my hands at my sides and I -(TM)m sure
that my face was bright red and my heart was pounding as I said,

    -�Okay, you can open your eyes now Ethan. -�

   I looked at Ethan -(TM)s eyes and saw them go up and down me.  He had a
big smile on his face as he said,

    -�My impressions were right Claire, you really are beautiful, you have
a body that you should be proud of and be proud to show it to the whole
world. -�

   I was still blushing and my heart was still pounding as Ethan continued,

    -�Will you turn round for me please Claire? -�

   I did, stopping with my back to him.

    -�Yes, I just knew it, a cute, small, round butt, Those cheeks will fit
nicely in my hands. -�

    -�Can I sit down now please, this is so embarrassing. -�

    -�Here, sit on my lap Claire. -�

   I backed up and sat down.  It felt so weird being nearly naked and
feeling Ethan -(TM)s clothes against my bare skin.  Ethan put his left arm
round me to support my back and his left hand came to rest below my left
tit.

    -�Relax Claire, I can feel your heart pounding. -�

    -�I -(TM)m surprised that my face isn -(TM)t burning you, it -(TM)s on
fire. -�

   Ethan squeezed my body, another strange feeling, then he turned to look
at my face and kissed me.  This turned into a long, passionate kiss and I
started to relax.  Then his right hand moved to my right tit and started
caressing it causing me to moan through the kiss.  My embarrassment was all
gone and was replaced by wonderful feelings that I had never experienced
before.

   When the kiss finally broke I lay back in Ethan -(TM)s arm and said,

    -�That was amazing Ethan. -�

    -�Look at you Claire, nearly naked in my arms and not a hint of
embarrassment or even shyness. -�

    -�Stop it, I -(TM)ll get embarrassed if I think about it. -�

    -�Then don -(TM)t think, just kiss me. -�

    -�I will if you keep playing with my tits. -�

   We did and he did and I enjoyed every millisecond of it.



   Finally over, we relaxed.  Ethan -(TM)s hand slid off my tit and down to
my waist where it touched the top of my large knickers.

    -�Wow, -� Ethan said,  -�these really are granny pants, your mother has
a lot to answer for. -�

   I lifted Ethan -(TM)s hand, put it back on my tit and said,

    -�I do have a lot of catching up to do don -(TM)t I? -�

    -�There -(TM)s no hurry Claire, we -(TM)ll move at your pace, do new
things when you want to do them. -�

    -�Thank you Ethan, I love you. -�

    -�And I love you too Claire.  Maybe I should leave now before I try to
do something that you aren -(TM)t ready for. -�

    -�You mean have sex? -�

    -�Yes. -�

    -�In spite of my mother always telling me that I every girl should wait
until they got married, and I believed that until recently, I now want to
have sex with you Ethan. -�

    -�It won -(TM)t be having sex Claire, it will be love making, there is
a difference. -�

    -�I guess that you are right.  You are also right about the other
thing, I am not ready, but I -(TM)m getting there, besides, we -(TM)re
going to have to think about birth control. -�

    -�I have some condoms. -� Ethan said,

    -�Good, that -(TM)s a good start but in spite of the Pope and my
mother, I want to have lots of sex and I don -(TM)t want to get pregnant. I
need to go and see a doctor and discuss the options. -�

    -�Do you realise that the doctor may want examine you internally? -�

    -�No I didn -(TM)t.  Oh, that will be embarrassing. -�

    -�There -(TM)s no need to be embarrassed about your doctor seeing you
naked Claire. -�

    -�I guess not. -�

    -�Think of the end game, or should I say the games that we will be able
to play without you getting pregnant. -�

    -�Yeah, you -(TM)re right, but I haven -(TM)t got a doctor.  I haven
-(TM)t got around to registering with one. -�

    -�I -(TM)ll take you to my doctor before we go shopping in town
tomorrow, they have Saturday morning surgeries. -�

    -� -�Thank you Ethan.

    -�And talking about shopping, we -(TM)ve got to do something about
those knickers, they -(TM)re horrible. -�

    -�Yes they are. -�

   Then I surprised myself as I said,

    -�Do you want me to take them off? -�

    -�Yes please, but only if YOU want to. -�

    -�I do but I -(TM)m scared. -�

    -�Then don -(TM)t, I can wait until you are ready. -�

   I surprised myself again by saying,

    -�Will you take them off for me please? -�

    -�Are you sure? -�

    -�Yes, quickly please, before I chicken out. -�

   Ethan -(TM)s right hand left my right tit and slid down to the top of my
knickers and started to pull them down.  As you can imagine, pulling down
some knickers with one hand whilst the victim(?) is sat in them is nearly
impossible and after struggling for a minute or so I said,

    -�Let me go and I -(TM)ll stand up. -�

   I got to my feet in front of Ethan not feeling too embarrassed, probably
because it had been funny watching him struggle, then both his hands went
to the sides of my knickers and he slowly lowered them to the floor.

   Instinct told me to cover my pussy with my hands but I fought it and I
stood there, completely naked, in front of the siting Ethan.

   Ethan just stared at me with a big smile on his face.

    -�Say something Ethan. -� I finally said,  -�before I get more
embarrassed and run to my bedroom. -�

   Ethan put his hands to mine, and replied,

    -�Awesome, fabulous, beautiful, sorry, I can -(TM)t think of any more
appropriate adjectives at the moment, I -(TM)m just too stunned to think
straight. -�

    -�Stop it Ethan, you really are trying to embarrass me. -�

    -�No I -(TM)m not, it -(TM)s the truth, come here. -�

   Ethan pulled me onto his lap and I again felt that hard bulge, but this
time there was less between it and my bare skin.  We hugged and kissed for
ages with Ethan caressing my tits.

   After a few minutes Ethan backed off and said,

    -�I really do have to go before I do something we both might regret
later. -�

    -�You don -(TM)t have to go. -�

    -�Yes I do, I don -(TM)t trust myself. -�

   I was disappointed but I knew what he meant.  Then he said,

    -�You -(TM)ve taken a few baby steps this evening and I -(TM)m proud of
you Claire. -�

   Then he moved his hand towards my pussy, got hold of some of my pubic
hair and said,

    -�A lot of girls shave all this off.  Some leave a little bit at the
front but most shave it all off. -�

    -�I remember some of the girls at college were bald down there but I
assumed that they just never grew any. -�

    -�Doubtful, they probably preferred the feeling of being bald. -�

    -�Do you think that I should shave mine off? -�

    -�Not my decision Claire. -�

    -�I might just do that, I -(TM)ve got a razor that I use for my arms
and legs. -�

    -�It -(TM)s up to you Claire.  Come on, get off me so that I can leave.
-�

   I did and I found myself walking to the door and even opening it whilst
I was still totally naked.  Ethan put his arms around me and have me a long
kiss.  I wanted it to go on for ever but at the same time my naked body was
visible to anyone who walked along the corridor.

   Finally Ethan left, I shut the door and lent back on it.

    -�Oh my gawd, what an evening.  Look at me, I -(TM)m stark naked behind
my front door and Ethan has been playing with my tits.  Oh may gawd.  But
it was nice, I wonder if Ethan will do the same tomorrow.

   I walked over to my knickers and dress and was about to put them on when
I thought,

    -�No, Ethan is right, no one can see me so what does it matter? -�

   But it did feel strange walking around my apartment tidying up.  When I
went to the bathroom I did my usual routine the stood in front of the
mirror and looked down at my pubic hair.  I could understand why a lot of
girls shaved theirs off, I -(TM)m sure that it was more hygienic and it
wouldn -(TM)t look as ugly.  I decided that when I shaved my arms and legs
in the morning I would also shave all of my pussy.  I hoped that Ethan
would like the new me.

    -�Baby steps. -� I said to myself as I went and got into bed, another
first for me, another baby step and it felt nice, so nice that I wondered
why I hadn -(TM)t done it before.



   As I lay there reflecting on my evening I decided that I it had been a
good evening.  Ethan had said baby steps but I thought that overall I had
taken quite a leap towards being like the other girls at work.  My right
hand drifted to my tits and I decided to see if I could replicate the
feelings that I -(TM)d had when Ethan caressed them.  As I caressed my tits
the feelings came back but not as strong as when Ethan did it.

   Then my hand slid down to my pussy.  Of course I knew what was where and
I -(TM)d been to all the relevant lessons when I was younger but I -(TM)d
never really played around there because both my mother and the nuns had
told me that it was sinful.  I was really questioning that now so I let my
fingers explore and I quickly discovered that there was a lot of pleasure
to be had by rubbing my clitoris.

   So much pleasure that at first I thought I was dying but then I
remembered listening to the girls in the break room and I realised that I
had had my first orgasm.

   Wow, I now knew what I -(TM)d been missing all those years and I wanted
Ethan to give me more, lots more.

   I -(TM)d just settled and was trying to got to sleep when I heard my
phone ringing.  Because I really only had a mobile for emergencies I
immediately assumed that something had happened to one of my parents.  The
phone was in my bag in the lounge area so I jumped out of bed and ran to
get it.

    -�Hi baby steps, -� Ethan said,  -�I just wanted to hear your voice. -�

    -�Oh hi Ethan, it -(TM)s good to hear from you.  I guess that I need to
start keeping my phone close-by from now on. -�

    -�I didn -(TM)t wake you did I? -�

    -�No, it -(TM)s just, never mind, it isn -(TM)t important -�

    -�Are you still naked Claire? -�

    -�Yes I am, it was a nice feeling getting into bed without any clothes
on. -�

    -�Did you play with yourself? -�

   I blushed even though it was pointless, then replied,

    -�Yes I did, and I gave myself my first orgasm -�

    -�Wow, I wished that I had been there to witness it. -�

    -�Sorry, I should have not played with my pussy I should have waited
until you were here. -�

    -�No, no, you make yourself cum when ever you want. -�

    -�I want you to make me cum Ethan. -�

    -�I will Claire, I will, starting tomorrow.

   We talked some more then said goodnight and I went to bed.

   *****

    Baby Steps by Vanessa Evans

   Part 2

   I woke up early, probably because I was excited about the day ahead.  At
first I felt a bit weird when I realised that I was naked but the memories
came flooding back and I felt good.  I also remembered that I had decided
to shave off all my pubic hair and my hand moved to it and I decided that I
wouldn -(TM)t miss it.  I jumped out of bed and went to the bathroom.

   Okay, I -(TM)d shaved my arm pits, arms and legs every few days but
pubis was different.  For starters they were thicker hairs and much longer
so I had to go and get my sewing scissors to trim them right back before
attacking them with my razor.  I sat on the side of the bath, spread my
legs and got started at the top.  As I got to the top of my slit I had to
be more careful, I didn -(TM)t want to have an accident and damage my clit
which seemed to be bigger than the last time that I saw it in a mirror, nor
my labia minora.  There isn -(TM)t much of them but I imagined that it
would hurt quite a lot if I accidentally cut them.

   As I moved down to around my vaginal entrance I realised that my pussy
was tingling and that it was wet.

    -�My pussy must be liking this. -� I thought.

   Then it was the shaving cream and the razor.  Again I was very careful
around my clit and labia but I finally finished the job and looked at
myself in the mirror.

    -�Wow, -� I thought,  -�I look so much younger, but I like it, I hope
that Ethan likes it as well. -�

   I cleaned up all the hairs on the floor then got in the shower.  That is
where I normally shave my other bits and I had a quick wipe over my pubis
with the razor to see what it felt like shaving there in the shower.

   I had just finished in the bathroom when the doorbell rang causing me to
have a quick panic.  I assumed that it was Ethan and I didn -(TM)t want to
keep him waiting but I didn -(TM)t have any clothes to put on and my long
hair was still wet so I grabbed two towels, one to wrap my hair in and the
other to wrap around myself.  I was still tucking the second one in when I
got to the door.

    -�Who is it? -� I asked.

    -�It -(TM)s me, Ethan. -� The reply came so I opened the door and
looked round it to confirm that it was indeed Ethan and that no one else
was around.

    -�Come in. -� I said as I stepped from behind the door.

    -�Sorry, I -(TM)m not ready yet. -� I said.

    -�So I see, but I -(TM)m early, my fault. -�

    -�I -(TM)ll rush, give me five minutes. -�

    -�No Claire, take your time, do you mind if I watch you get ready? -�

   My first reaction was to say not, that I had to get dressed, but then I
remembered that he had seen me naked the previous evening so I said that he
could.  Just as I was about to turn to walk to my bedroom Ethan stepped
right up to me, put his arms round me and kissed me.

   Somehow, during the long kiss, the towel round me came un-tucked and
fell to the floor.  Ethan pulled me closer and I again felt that nice
feeling of my naked body on his clothes.

   The kiss ended and Ethan stepped back and my hands instantly moved to
cover my tits and pussy but Ethan reached for my hands and held them wide
apart as he looked up and down my naked body causing me to blush.

    -�You -(TM)re embarrassing me Ethan. -� I said.

    -�You shouldn -(TM)t be embarrassed Claire, I saw you naked last night
and I came early hoping to see you naked before we went out.  I like the
new look.  To me it makes you look more feminine, I think that pubic hair
on a woman is ugly. -�

    -�I -(TM)d better shave it every day then.  Do you think that the other
girls at work shave every day? -�

    -�Those who really care about their appearance will. -�

    -�Well I -(TM)m going to care about my appearance from now on, but that
will be a struggle until I can sort all my clothes out. -�

    -�Well we -(TM)ll try to do something about that today.  Now, what
-(TM)s next for you to get ready? -�

    -�My hair, I need to dry it. -�

    -�I can help you with that. -�

   And he did.  Drying my long hair has always been a bit of a chore but
with Ethan helping me it certainly wasn -(TM)t a chore.  What -(TM)s more,
sitting naked on my bed with Ethan blowing and brushing my hair was a nice
experience, especially as he kept giving my nipples a quick rub or tweak.

   When that job was done I went to my underwear drawer and pulled out my
briefest pair of knickers and a bra.  I turned to Ethan and saw the
disappointed look on his face so put the bra back in the drawer and said,

    -�Baby steps. -�

    -�Baby steps. -� Ethan replied and smiled.

   They might have been my smallest knickers but they were still big and as
I held them to step into them I looked at Ethan again and saw that same
disappointed look on his face.

    -�I can -(TM)t go out without knickers on.  It would be too
embarrassing. -�

    -�Why, who would know, apart from you and me? -�

    -�Do you really think that some of the girls at work don -(TM)t wear
knickers? -�

    -�I do, in fact Pete told me that Janice was a bit careless one day
last week and he saw that she was as bald as you now are. -�

    -�Well in that case, another baby step, but I can -(TM)t go without all
the time, I need some knickers. -�

    -�We -(TM)ll get you some of the type that most girls your age wear,
thongs or G-strings. -�

    -�I don -(TM)t know that I -(TM)ll like wearing those, my butt will be
all exposed and that string in my butt crack will feel funny. -�

    -�Your butt won -(TM)t be exposed, unless you are going to take your
skirt off in public.  Anyway, have you seen some of the swimsuits that
girls wear these days, bare butts seem to be the fashion these days and I
-(TM)m sure that some of the girls at work will wear swimsuit that don
-(TM)t cover their butts and you have a cute little butt that you should be
proud to show it to the world. -�

    -�I can -(TM)t see that ever happening. -�

    -�Baby steps. -�

    -�Okay, I -(TM)ll go knickerless today, but it -(TM)s your fault if
someone sees my pussy. -�

    -�That would make some ones day. -�

    -�Now, a skirt and top or a dress? -� I asked.

    -�A dress. -� Ethan replied,  -�I like to see girls wearing dresses. 
Do you have any jeans? -�

    -�No, mother always used to say that women should dress like women, not
like men, and at college trousers of any sort were banned so I -(TM)ve
never got round to getting any jeans. -�

    -�I know that it sound chauvinist and definitely not PC and I would
never publicly say so but I agree with your mother. -�

   That didn -(TM)t bother me because I don -(TM)t wear jeans, not even
shorts when it gets hot.  I went to my wardrobe and got out my nicest
summer dress.  Like all my dresses and skirts the hem ends below my knees
and this dress is one of not many that doesn -(TM)t have sleeves, just two
straps over my shoulders that hide my bra straps, but that wouldn -(TM)t be
a problem that day.

   As I pulled the dress over my head and pulled it down I felt strange,
the fabric was rubbing my tits and butt, all of which were bare and were
usually covered by my underwear.  As I pulled the dress into place I said,

    -�This feel weird Ethan. -�

    -�I bet that in a couple of hours you will have forgotten that you have
no underwear on. -�

    -�I hope so. -�

    -�Okay, shall I go and put the kettle on? -�

    -�And a slice of bread in the toaster please. -�

   Ethan went off and I finished getting ready.  I never wear makeup so
that didn -(TM)t take any time up and I was soon joining Ethan in the
kitchen.

    -�This is going to feel weird. -� I said as I sat at the table.

    -�It -(TM)s a big baby step but I -(TM)m one hundred percent sure that
in a couple of hours it will feel quite normal. -�

    -�I hope so, I want to be like the other girls so I guess that a little
embarrassment and feeling weird on the way is worth it. -�

    -�I -(TM)m sure that it is. -� Ethan replied.



   Fifteen minutes later we were leaving my apartment.  As we walked to
Ethan -(TM)s car I said,

    -�Definitely weird, the cool morning air is blowing up my dress and
tickling me. -�

    -�Does it feel nice. -�

    -�Yes it does, and look at my chest. -�

   Ethan did then replied,

    -�It -(TM)s to be expected, a lot of girls have pokies. -�

    -�Pokies? -�

    -�Their hard nipples making little tents in their clothes. -�

    -�But it will be embarrassing if anyone other than you sees them. -�

    -�It doesn -(TM)t embarrass Mary or Christine or Wendy, and theirs
stick out just as much as yours Claire. -�

    -�I never noticed. -� I replied.

    -�I -(TM)m a man, we notice these things. -� Ethan said just as we got
to the car.

   Ethan opened the door and I got in like Ethan had told me other girls do
then I said,

    -�Did you see my knickers, I mean pussy. -�

    -�No, see, you -(TM)re starting to forget that you haven -(TM)t got any
knickers on. -�

    -�Yes I did forget didn -(TM)t I? -� I said to no one because Ethan had
shut the door and was walking round to his side of the car.



   As we drove along I realised that we weren -(TM)t going the same way as
the bus did.

    -�Where are we going? -� I asked.

    -�The doctors is this way. -�

    -�Oh yes, the doctor won -(TM)t want he to undress will she? -�

    -�I don -(TM)t know, but I -(TM)ve heard that some doctors want to
examine the girl before they will give you some contraception. -�

    -�But I haven -(TM)t got any underwear on. -�

    -�I -(TM)m sure that all doctors have see thousands of naked girls,
sorry but seeing you naked will mean nothing to them other than a patient
that needs examining. -�

    -�I guess that you are right. -�



   We got to the surgery, went in and up to the reception desk where a
middle-aged woman looked up and said,

    -�Yes? -�

   Ethan answered her and I was glad that he did because she looked like a
dragon and the tone of her voice supported that idea.

    -�I phoned and made an appointment for my girlfriend to see a doctor to
get some contraception. -�

    -�Oh yes, although I hardly think that contraception warrants an
emergency appointment, condoms are cheap enough. -�

    -�Claire here is new to town and she need to register as well. -� -(TM)
Ethan replied ignoring her comment.

    -�Couldn -(TM)t she go to get old doctor?  Oh never mind, here young
lady, fill this form in. -�

   The receptionist gave me a clipboard and a pen and we went and sat
whilst I filled in the form.  As I was doing so I said,

    -�Are all doctor -(TM)s receptionists like that? -�

    -�Mostly, -� Ethan replied,  -�they -(TM)re employed to do their best
to stop people from seeing the doctor. -�

    -�That -(TM)s not very helpful. -�

    -�I -(TM)m surprised that she did ask you half the questions that the
doctor will ask you. -�

   It -(TM)s fair to say that I was quite nervous by then and when a male
doctor finally came out and called my name I nearly panicked and ran out.
My heart was pounding as I followed him into his consulting room hoping
that he wouldn -(TM)t ask me to undress.

   After a good five minutes of endless questions, some very personal, he
did ask me to undress and I just stared at him.

    -�You can go behind that curtain, and when you have taken them all off
can you climb up onto the table and lay down please.

    -�Oh my gawd, -� I thought as I slowly went and did as I had been told.
 -�Another man is going to see me naked, and I shaved my pussy this
morning, he -(TM)ll see everything. -�



   Not only did he see everything, and I mean everything, he groped,
prodded and pressed on a lot of my body.  He did say that he was looking
for lumps in my breasts but he was still groping me.  And when he told me
to put my legs up in those stirrup things I thought that I was going to
die. Not only did he feel and look inside me, he put something inside me
that spread my hole so wide that I thought that I could have given birth
and then he shone a torch inside me.  I -(TM)d closed my eyes when he told
me to put my legs in the stirrups but I just had to open then to see what
he was doing to me.

   Just when I thought it was all over I felt him rubbing my clit.  I was
just about to tell him to stop when I realised that an orgasm was building
inside me.  I still wanted to tell him to stop but I discovered that the
words wouldn -(TM)t come out and within a minute I was having an orgasm.

   As soon as the orgasm started the doctor stopped and went back to his
desk just like he -(TM)d been over to a drawer to get something out.



   When the orgasm subsided and my mouth stopped moaning, I heard the
doctor say,

    -�You can get off the table now Claire and put your underwear on but
not the dress, I don -(TM)t want to risk getting any blood on it. -�

    -�What the  -- --  -� I thought,  -�what -(TM)s he going to do to me?
-�

   Then I remembered that I wasn -(TM)t wearing underwear that day so I got
off the table and went back to the seat that I had originally sat at.

   Looking like he didn -(TM)t even register that I was naked he said,

    -�Put your arm on the desk and turn your palm up. -�

   I did.

    -�This swab will numb a small area ready for the implant going in. -�

   I closed my eyes and thankfully I didn -(TM)t feel anything and I opened
my eyes when he said that he was all done.

    -�Leave that cotton wool and the tape on for the rest of the day and if
it -(TM)s still bleeding when you take it off just put a band aid on it. 
You may get dressed now but take this leaflet and read all of it, it should
answer any questions that you have. -�

   I put my dress on and left wondering if I was just coming out of a
dream.



    -�Hug me please Ethan. -� I said when I got back into the waiting room.

    -�Are you okay? -� Ethan asked.

    -�I think so. -� I replied as we left the building.

    -�That was, I don -(TM)t know what to say, that man made me cum, that
-(TM)s your job not his. -�

    -�I -(TM)m sure that he had his reasons. -� Ethan replied.

    -�He said something about checking my responses before he touched my
clit. -�

    -�He did have a reason, he wanted to check that you were normal. -�

    -�Hmm, okay, I -(TM)m not normal but you -(TM)re helping me to make
myself normal, thank you Ethan. -� I said as I got into the car with Ethan
holding the door open.

    -�Did you just see my pussy? -� I asked,  -�I felt the cool air on it.
-�

    -�I didn -(TM)t look, shall I come round there and we can do it again?
-�

    -�I -(TM)m sure that there will be plenty of other times when you can
look. -�

    -�I hope so. -�



   We drove into the centre of the city and parked the car.  By then I had
recovered and when Ethan opened my door I pulled the skirt part of my dress
up to my waist so that he could get a really good look at my pussy as I got
out then dropped the hem of the dress.

   I giggled as Ethan told me that I -(TM)d done a good shaving job.

   I held my hands on my thighs as we walked out of the car park which for
some reason was a lot more breezy than outside the car park.  When we got
into the shopping centre I had mixed feelings, for starters I felt a
mixture of slight embarrassment, fright and arousal because of my lack of
underwear as I waked in amongst all those shoppers.  I felt excited because
I had a boyfriend and we were holding hands shopping together, and I felt
apprehension about what I knew we were going to buy and that I -(TM)d soon
be wearing skirts much shorter than the dress I was wearing.

    -�Right, -� Ethan said,  -�where did we say we -(TM)d start? -�

    -�That one, -� I said pointing to what looked like a sore of a chain
branch of a young women -(TM)s fashion.

   In we went and started browsing.  I soon discovered that their skirts
and dresses were either ankle length or mini / micro skirts, and some of
the short ones did look nice.  I selected three and Ethan selected three.
Unsurprisingly the three that I selected were longer than the three that
Ethan selected.

   We went to the changing rooms and discovered that Ethan couldn -(TM)t
come in with me so I took my three skirts in, closed the curtain and
realised that I -(TM)d have to take my dress off to try the skirts on.  I
stuck my head round the curtain and could just see Ethan so I motioned to
him to get me a top, any top.

   He was way ahead of me and he threw me the top that he -(TM)d
anticipated I would need.  When I put it on it was a tight fit, and it was
semi-sheer, I could see the darker colour of the skin of my areolae and
nipples.  I was about to take it off and ask Ethan to get me another one
when I realised that I could just cover my tits with my hands, so I left it
and put on one of the skirts.

   It was mid-thigh length and it did look nice but it was the shortest
skirt that I had ever worn and I felt exposed, embarrassingly exposed.  As
I looked in the mirror I remembered that most of the girls at work wore
mid-thigh skirts so I decided to see what Ethan thought.  I opened the
curtain and saw not only Ethan but two other men.

   Forgetting about my top I walked over to him and asked him what I
thought.  He got me to do a 360 then he said that he liked it.  I decided
that it was on my probably buy list.  Just before I turned to go back and
try the second one I remembered my top.  My hand flew to my tits and
covered them but as I looked at the two men one of them gave me the
thumbs-up sign.

    -�Oh may gawd, -� I thought, as I walked back,  -�that -(TM)s the
second and third unknown man to see my tits today and it -(TM)s only mid
morning.  Stop being so careless Claire. -�

   The second and third skirts were nice as well, and they were the same
length as the first one.  If we bought those three I knew that I would have
to be careful at work, and everywhere else for that matter.  I changed back
into my dress then took those three skirts to Ethan and swapped them with
the three that he had selected.

   When I got changed into the top and the first of the three skirts I
quickly realised that it was shorter than my three.  I looked at myself and
thought,

    -�Oh my gawd, I can -(TM)t wear this in public, maybe Ethan chose it
for me to wear at home, I could do that, it doesn -(TM)t matter if I bend
over slightly and he sees my bare butt or I sit carelessly and he can see
my pussy, I -(TM)d like that. -�

   I stuck my head round the curtain and saw that Ethan was alone so I
walked over to him not worrying about the see-through top.

    -�Fantastic, -� Ethan said,  -�It really does show off those perfect
legs. -�

    -�And a lot more if I -(TM)m not careful. -� I replied,  -�I can -(TM)
-(TM)t wear this for work, it -(TM)s almost indecent. -�

    -�But it isn -(TM)t indecent and some of the girls at work often wear
skirts that short. -�

   He was right, I -(TM)d seen quite a few skirts that short and the girls
wearing them appeared to be oblivious to the chances of someone seeing
their butts and pussy, with or without knickers.  I -(TM)d never actually
seen what was under those skirts but there again I -(TM)d never looked.  I
wondered if Ethan had seen any knickers or bare butts and pussies. -�

   I walked back to try the second one on only to find that it was just as
short.  And it flared out like a skaters skirt.

    -�I feel like I -(TM)ve got nothing on below my waist. -� I said to
Ethan when I went to show him.

    -�But you look great in it Claire, were getting that one. -�

    -�Oh jeez, I -(TM)m going to look like a slut. -� I thought as I went
back to try on the last skirt.

   Then I realised that you could easily say that most of the girls at work
looked like sluts at times.  I decided that I was going to have to redefine
my version of what a slut looked like.

   The last skirt was equally short and equally flared.

   Jeez, Ethan really does like short skirts, maybe he lusts after some of
the girls at work, I -(TM)ll have to do something to make sure that he
doesn -(TM)t decide to dump me and go after one of the other girls.  When I
went out to show him he was equally appreciative and he said that that
skirt was also on the list to buy.

   As I turned to go and change back into my dress I looked and saw that he
was on his own, so with my back to him I flicked up the skirt and displayed
my whole bare butt for a couple of second.  When I turned to see what his
reaction was I saw that he was smiling and so was the man stood next to
him.

    -�Where did he come from? -� I asked no one as my face went red with
shame and embarrassment I slowly got changed back into my dress.  I didn
-(TM)t want to go back to Ethan if that man was till there, it would be too
embarrassing.

   Three times I put my head round the curtain to see if the man had left
and by the third time Ethan was starting to look annoyed so I gritted my
teethe picked up all the clothes and walked out, straight to Ethan.

    -�Sorry about that, the top got stuck in my hair. -� I lied,  -�lets
go. -�



   As we walked through the shop to the sales counter I apologised to Ethan
for lying and I told him that I was embarrassed by what I -(TM)d done and
that I couldn -(TM)t face the man.  Ethan hugged me right there in the
store and told me that I -(TM)d get used to things like that.



   After the hug I asked Ethan which of the skirts he thought that I should
buy adding that I could just about afford two of them.  He gave me a quick
kiss and walked to the sales counter and handed over all six.  As we walked
out I told Ethan that I -(TM)d pay him back but it would take a couple of
months.

    -�You -(TM)ve already paid me back Claire, just seeing you wearing them
has already paid the debt.  Now, let -(TM)s find a shop that sells tops. -�

   It was a very happy me that linked arms with Ethan as we walked to the
next shop on our list.

   We soon found the tops and did the same as in the last shop, me
selecting three and Ethan selecting three.  As we headed for the changing
rooms Ethan got one of the new skirts out of the bag and gave it to me
saying,

    -�This will make it easier for you to come out and show me the tops. 
Bring me the dress when you first come out and I -(TM)ll put it in one of
the bags. -�

    -�I -(TM)ll need it when I -(TM)ve tried them all on. -�

    -�No you won -(TM)t you can wear one of the tops and that skirt, the
sales girl can scan the tag on the top that you are wearing. -�

    -�Okay, I didn -(TM)t know that you can do that. -�

    -�Yes it -(TM)s not a problem. -�

   I took my dress off and again felt more naked than I was, if that was
possible, and I quickly put the skirt on then wondered if Ethan had
deliberately given me one of the shortest skirts.

   I liked all three of the tops that I had chosen and Ethan said that he
liked them too.  I was pleased that my hard nipples didn -(TM)t make much
of a dent in the fabric of them.

   Then it was the three that Ethan had chosen.  The first was made of very
thin cotton and it clung to all the little contours of my nipples.

    -�I love it. -� Ethan said when I went out to show him.

    -�These will embarrass me. -� I said pointing to my nipples.

    -�You look great Claire, lots of girls have pokies like that. -�

   I had noticed pokey nipples on a couple of girl in the shop so I didn
-(TM)t worry about it and went to change into the second one.

    -�Oh my gawd. -� I thought,  -�I can see my areolae and nipples, I can
-(TM)t wear this at work, I can -(TM)t wear this out of work either, do
girls really wear tops like this?  I guess that they must do otherwise they
wouldn -(TM)t be in the shop. -�

   I went out to show Ethan with my hands ready to cover my tits if anyone
else was there.  Fortunately there wasn -(TM)t anyone and Ethan was full of
praise saying that I looked amazing.  When I thought that someone was
coming I quickly retreated back to try the last one on.

   If I thought that the last two were very revealing then I don -(TM)t
know how to describe the last one, it was black and totally see-through.

    -�Definitely one for wearing at home. -� I thought as I went out to
show Ethan with my hands on my tits.

   There was no one else there so I dropped my hands and let Ethan see.

    -�Now that was a brilliant choice even if I say so myself. -�

    -�There -(TM)s no way that I could ever wear this for work. -�

    -�You -(TM)re right but I -(TM)m sure that there will be times that I
can take you out wearing it. -�

    -�Seriously? -�

    -�Baby steps Claire, baby steps. -�

   I wasn -(TM)t convinced but I would enjoy wearing at home when Ethan was
there.

    -�Okay Claire, pick one of the last three, put it on then give me the
rest. -�

   I swallowed as I realised that I would be going out into the main shop
and the whole shopping centre wearing a skirt that was almost indecent, a
top that was very thin and showed the shape of my nipples and even the
little bumps on my areolae or a top that was slightly see-through, and no
knickers.

    -�Baby steps. -� I thought,  -�this feels like a giant step to me. -�

   I chose the thin top hoping that my nipples would go soft and not look
so obvious.  Stepping out I gave Ethan the other tops and followed him to
the checkout feeling like I was naked.  My face felt quite warm and I
suspected that it was red.

   As the girl came round to scan the barcode on the top that I was wearing
I just hoped that she didn -(TM)t accidentally catch the skirt and pull it
up.  She didn -(TM)t and we were soon leaving the store with me still
feeling my hot face and hoping that we didn -(TM)t go anywhere with a
breeze.

   We walked along and Ethan asked me if I was hungry.  When I thought
about it I decided that I was so he led me to the nearest fast food outlet.
I kept looking around expecting people to stare at me but I didn -(TM)t see
anyone looking and I started to relax a little and look around some more,
but this time I was looking for girls around my age and I was pleased to
see that there were a few dressed like I was.  I relaxed some more and by
the time we entered the fast food place my heart was nearly back to normal.
It was then that I realised that my pussy was all squishy.

    -�Wow, -� I thought,  -�my pussy likes me being dressed like this. -�

   We joined the queue to order and Ethan spotted some people leaving a
table.

    -�Take the bags and grab that table. -� Ethan said.

   So I did and I got a little shock when my bare butt sat on the plastic
bench.  I tried to pull the skirt further down my thighs but it was going
nowhere, I crossed my legs to make sure that the young men sat opposite
couldn -(TM)t see up my skirt to my pussy.

   Shortly after that Ethan arrived with the food and sat beside me.  I
wanted to ask him if girls really wore skirts this short but I knew the
answer, they did.  Although I -(TM)d noticed the girls in the break room
and how they sat I -(TM)d never tried to look up their skirts for the
obvious reason but I did remember that very few of them crossed their legs
so I asked Ethan,

    -�At work have you seen up the girl -(TM)s skirts in the break room and
seen their knickers? -�

    -�Yes, there -(TM)s times that I think that some of the girls
deliberately sit with their knees open to tease the men with glimpses of
their knickers or bald pubis. -�

    -�How often do they do it? -�

    -�I would say that I -(TM)ve seen a pair of knickers or bald pubis on
average once per week.  It -(TM)s no big deal, everyone knows that girls
have pussies and they know roughly what they look like. -�

    -�So do you think that I should sit with my knees open and let people
see my bald pussy? -�

    -�That -(TM)s up to you Claire, I certainly like looking at your pussy
and I -(TM)m sure that any red blooded man would like to see it; and I can
-(TM)t wait to get my hands on it and my cock inside it. -�

    -�Would you mind if other people saw my pussy. -�

    -�No, but to show or not to show is your decision.  If you want to show
your pussy do it.  What I will tell you is that if you want to, and you don
-(TM)t, there -(TM)s a good chance that you will regret it. -�

    -�But some of the other girls at work do. -�

    -�Yes they do. -�

   I thought about it for a while then decided that I would, but only when
I had got used to wearing such short skirts.

    -�Where next? -� Ethan asked when we had finished eating.

    -�I need some new knickers and maybe some bras. -�

    -�Are you sure about that or is it a case of  -~my mother said  -- --..
 -~

    -�A bit of both I guess, I -(TM)ve decided that I -(TM)m not going to
wear a bra again, what -(TM)s the point, but I think that I should have
one, a nice one, just in case. -�

    -�Okay, that sounds sensible, what about knickers? -�

    -�Well not wearing them isn -(TM)t as bad as I thought it would be, in
fact I -(TM)ve been aroused ever since we left my apartment, even in this
belt that you -(TM)ve bought me. -�

    -�So are you going to wear knickers ever again?  You appear to have
gotten used to not wearing any. -�

    -�Yes, I guess that I have, you were right, apart from a few
embarrassing moments I -(TM)ve felt good, my pussy has certainly like it,
that -(TM)s one baby step that I -(TM)ve really taken to.  Thank you Ethan
but I -(TM)ve got a problem, I used to wear panty liners when I have my
period but these last two times I -(TM)ve tried tampons and I think that I
prefer them, but if I got back to panty liners I -(TM)ll definitely need
some new knickers.  I don -(TM)t know if I -(TM)ll manage with no knickers
and the tampon string hanging down. -�

    -�You could always push the string up you hole. -�

    -�Hmm, I hadn -(TM)t thought of that but I think that I should have
some knickers, just in case.. -�

    -�Fair enough, where do we go to get these? -�

    -�I -(TM)ve not been to one before but I know there is a lingerie shop
up on the next floor.  I used to think that places like that were just for
sluts and whores but not any more. -�

    -�Okay, lets go. -�

   As we were walking there I remembered something that the doctor had told
me so I said,

    -�Ethan, that doctor, after he -(TM)d put this implant in my arm, was
telling me that one of the possible side effect was that my periods might
stop, so if they do I won -(TM)t need panty liners or tampons so I -(TM)ll
be able to go knickerless all the time. -�

    -�And we -(TM)ll be able to fuck each other -(TM)s brains out every
single day. -�

    -�I can -(TM)t wait Ethan but I think that I should still have a couple
of bras and knickers, just in case. -�

    -�Okay, and if we get nice, skimpy ones you can wear them as a bikini
when we go to the leisure centre or the beach. -�

    -�I -(TM)m not sure about that, I -(TM)ll see what they are like, I
-(TM)ve never worn a bikini before, only a one piece.  To go straight to a
skimpy bra and knickers will be a big jump. -�

    -�We can get you there in baby steps Claire. -�

    -�Do you think that any of the girls at work will have just worn skimpy
knickers on a beach? -�

    -�That -(TM)s quite possible Claire, after all, skimpy underwear and
bikinis look very much the same. -�

    -�Ethan, after we -(TM)ve got some knickers and bras can we go back to
my apartment please, I need you to take my virginity. -�



   When we were going up the escalator we were followed by some young men
and after we -(TM)d gone up a bit I turned and had a quick look at them and
realised the view that they would be getting.  Ethan was stood beside me
and I moved closer to him and said,

    -�The guys behind us are looking up my skirt. -�

    -�Do you want to stand with your legs open a bit so that they can get a
good look? -�

    -�Ethan, that would be even more embarrassing. -�

   But a few seconds later I did just that and I heard one of the men say,

    -�Fucking hell, look at that. -�

   That made my pussy tingle and as we stepped off the top I said,

    -�Ethan, can we go down and then come back up please. -�

    -�Of course we can, but why? -�

    -�I want to see if any other men look up my skirt, these baby steps of
yours are working. -�



   When we got to the bottom we stood there for a few seconds then Ethan
led me to the up escalator.  I saw a middle-aged man follow us on to it and
I stood with my feet apart.  I heard nothing from the man and when I turned
to see if he was looking I saw that he was right behind me so his head was
level with my back.

   I was disappointed and as we walked to the lingerie shop I thought,

    -�Claire girl, what has got into you?  You never used to want to let
men see your pussy.  I guess that it -(TM)s because I want to be a normal
girl. -�

   Then I said out loud,

    -�Ethan, do other girls like letting men see up their skirts? -�

    -�I think that we -(TM)ve talked about this before, and yes, quite a
few do, it -(TM)s their way of attracting and teasing men. -�

    -�Oh, okay. -�



   In the lingerie shop we went straight to the bras and knickers section.
Ethan picked up a crotchless thong and asked me if I -(TM)d like one of
those.

    -�Too frilly for me. -� I replied.

   We looked at lots of knickers and bras, most of which were see-through
and very small.  Some of them didn -(TM)t even have any fabric, just the
elastic, and I found it hard to believe that girls actually wore them but
they must, a shop wouldn -(TM)t be selling them if girls didn -(TM)t buy
them.  We also looked at bras that had the cups made of very fine and very
soft mesh and which wouldn -(TM)t give any support, not that I needed any,
but if a big girl wore one of those she may as well not have bothered, but
I guess that those bras are for show only.

    -�I can -(TM)t make up my mind Ethan, can you choose for me please, get
something that you -(TM)d like to see on me. -�

    -�That will be my pleasure Claire. -�

   I left Ethan to it and went to look around the store and couldn -(TM)t
really believe women wore some of the thinks that were on display, I just
couldn -(TM)t see the point of them.  But then I remembered my sheltered
background and wondered if I -(TM)d missed out on something else.

   I was still browsing when Ethan came over to me and said that we were
leaving and we did with me not seeing what he had bought.

   It wasn -(TM)t long before we were back at his car and he was holding
the door open for me to get in.  I remembered what he had said and put one
leg in first.  That was the first time that I -(TM)d spread my legs that
wide whilst wearing a skirt that short and not only did the car park breeze
tickle my slightly spread pussy, as I turned my back and sat on the seat I
saw Ethan looking and my bare pussy.

   I didn -(TM)t lift my other leg into the car for a few seconds so that
Ethan could have a really good look.  When I did lift my leg in I said,

    -�I think that we need to get to my place as quick as possible. -�

    -�Too right we do Claire. -�

    -�Just don -(TM)t get caught speeding. -�



   As we drove the anticipation of what I knew was going to happen as soon
as we got there was nearly overwhelming.  My pussy was leaking onto the car
seat and it didn -(TM)t stop when I squeezed my legs together.  I thought
about what my mother would say if she could see me right then and if she
knew what I was about to do, and I was a little surprised that I didn
-(TM)t at all feel guilty.  As Ethan said, I have to live my life as I
want, not what she wants, I am me, not a clone of her.

   Ethan ended my train of thought by saying,

    -�You really have got used to being without underwear and wearing those
new clothes haven -(TM)t you Claire? -�

    -�Yes I have, you -(TM)ve helped me realise what I was missing, what
the girls at work appeared to have that I didn -(TM)t.  I -(TM)m starting
to feel like a real normal girl, not one that was living someone else
-(TM)s life for them. -�

    -�Well you certainly look happy Claire. -�

    -�I am, and I -(TM)ll be even happier when we get to my place. -�

   We still had quite a bit to go and the traffic was bad.  After a couple
of minutes silence I said,

    -�Ethan, the other day in the break room I heard Emily say that she had
a purple clit, what did she mean, was it a euphemism? -�

    -�Have you heard of blue balls Claire? -�

    -�No. -�

    -�Okay, well if a man sees a naked woman, or even just one that he
fancies a lot, he will get aroused and get an erection.  If it happens a
lot and he can -(TM)t do anything about it, like fucking her, his erection
will give him a lot frustration and even pain.  If he can -(TM)t relive his
erection, for whatever reason, it is said that he gets blue balls. 
Similarly, if a girl sees something that arouses her for a long time and
she can -(TM)t do anything about her desires, her lust, it is said that she
has a purple clit.  So I guess that Emily was getting very sexually
frustrated. -�

    -�So when I kept feeling your hard cock pressing against my stomach
last night did you have blue balls? -�

    -�I suppose that I did, I so wanted to fuck you right then but we are
going to put that right quite soon.  I -(TM)m sure that it will be well
worth the wait. -�

    -�Well if you get blue balls every again Ethan, you just let me know
and I will find a way for you to fuck me as quick as possible. -�

    -�And if you get a purple clit Claire, you let me know and I will find
a way to give you some relief. -�

    -�I -(TM)ve got a purple clit right now Ethan. -�

   Ethan took one hand off the steering wheel and put it on my bare thigh.

    -�That -(TM)s nice. -� I said.

    -�How about now? -� Ethan asked as he slid his hand up to my wet pussy
and I opened my legs to give him better access.

    -�Hmm, you will never know how good that feels. -�

   Ethan moved his little finger between my lips and moved it up and down
causing me to moan then say,

    -�You -(TM)d better stop doing that Ethan, if you don -(TM)t I will cum
and I don -(TM)t want our first time to be in a car.  Besides, you might
crash. -�

   Ethan stopped moving his fingers but he left them where they were until
he needed his hand for the driving.

   As soon as the car was parked I started to get out.  I didn -(TM)t need
to wait for Ethan to open the door for me I would be naked in his arms in
minutes.  We both grabbed the bags and almost ran to the apartment.  As
soon as the door was shut behind us we started to take each others clothes
off as our tongues fought a battle in each other -(TM)s mouths.

   Once we were naked I jumped up on Ethan and wrapped my legs around his
waist and he carried me to my bed.

   It was amazing, better than I could ever have imagined, better that
anything that I had ever read.  We fucked in positions that I could never
even imagine.  Ethan taught me how to give blowjobs so that I could revive
his cock and he showed me the pleasure that his tongue can give my pussy.
He also showed me the pleasure of having my pussy eaten.

   We stopped around 8 p.m.  to have a rest and order a pizza.  We wanted
something that we could eat quickly so that we could get back to our
marathon.  My sexual high was so high that I opened the door to the pizza
delivery guy without putting any clothes on and it made me want more of
Ethan -(TM)s cock.

   I think that it was somewhere around 2 a.m.  when we finally got to
sleep with Ethan cuddling me from behind with his cock still inside me.

   *****

   I woke up first and the only thing on my mind was Ethan -(TM)s cock. 
Due to my indoctrination by my mother and the nuns I had probably missed
out on a lot of sexual fun and I intended to catch up with all the other
girls.

   At first I couldn -(TM)t feel Ethan -(TM)s cock but when I wiggled my
butt a little I felt it on my butt, and it was hard.  I wondered how that
had happened but I didn -(TM)t dwell on it because I wanted that cock
inside me.  I slowly and gently moved my butt around until I felt the tip
of his cock at the entrance to my hole then I eased myself down and felt
his cock slide inside me.

   All those wonderful feeling from the previous night came flooding back.
For a couple of minutes I just lay there savouring the pleasure then I
started gently moving my pelvis so that I raise off his cock a little then
sunk back down.

   I -(TM)d only done this a couple of times when I felt one of Ethan
-(TM)s hands cup one of my tits and start playing with the nipple.

    -�Are you awake? -� I whispered.

    -�I am now, and what a way to wake up.  Please do that to me every
morning. -�

    -�You don -(TM)t live here Ethan. -�

    -�We -(TM)ll talk about that later, right now I -(TM)m going to fuck
your brains out. -�

   And we did, almost a repeat of the previous day -(TM)s love making
session.  Just before noon Ethan carried me to the bathroom and into the
shower where we fucked again as we washed each other.

   It was as Ethan was drying me that I realised that my pussy was sore. 
When I told Ethan he said that he wasn -(TM)t surprised, that I -(TM)d been
a virgin 24 hours earlier and we -(TM)d fucked so many times that neither
of us had any idea how many times.  Whilst eating the rest of the pizza and
drinking coffee Ethan asked me if I -(TM)d like to go and live with him.

    -�Don -(TM)t you think that it -(TM)s too soon? -� I asked.

    -�No, we -(TM)ve know each other for months. -�

    -�True, but we only started being an item a couple of days ago. -�

    -�Also true but I want to wake up each morning to the sight of that
amazing, naked body. -�

    -�How about a compromise for a couple of months to see how things go.
You might get sick of the sight of me in a couple of weeks. -� I said.

    -�No chance Claire, but if you want a compromise how about we spend
alternate nights at each of our places. -�

    -�That sounds fair, so tonight we -(TM)ll sleep at your place. -�

    -�Fair enough. -� Ethan replied,  -�so what do you want to do this
afternoon? -�

    -�I need to sort out what I -(TM)m going to wear for work tomorrow and
the rest of the week. -�

    -�You can wear what we bought yesterday.

    -�Some of them yes, but the ones that you chose aren -(TM)t really
suitable for a workplace, even the girls at work never wear anything that
short or that see-through. -�

    -�Okay, so do you want to go shopping this afternoon? -�

    -�No, you -(TM)ve spent too much money on me already. -�

    -�You are worth every penny. -�

    -�What I -(TM)ll do this afternoon is go through my wardrobe and sort
out which skirts and dresses can be shortened and not look silly, and I
-(TM)ll shorten them, I did tell you that I have my mother -(TM)s old
sewing machine didn -(TM)t I? -�

    -�You did, tell you what, after we -(TM)ve finished this I -(TM)ll
leave you alone for two or three hours, there are a couple of things that I
need to do, and you can do your thing, then I -(TM)ll come back and take
you to a pub for a meal then to my place and you can spread those legs for
me. -�

    -�That sounds like a perfect plan Ethan. -�

    -�Are you going to stay naked all day Claire? -�

    -�I was thinking about it, you -(TM)re turning me into one of those
naturist people. -�

    -�What more could a man ask for? -�

   Ten minutes later the naked me was kissing Ethan goodbye at my front
door.  That was the second time that I -(TM)d stood in the front doorway
totally naked and enjoyed every second of it.



   I did what we had agreed and when Ethan returned half my dresses and
skirts were a lot shorter than they had been, and a coupe of tops had had
the arms cut off.

   When Ethan returned I opened the door to him and he pulled me out into
the corridor.

    -�Let me go Ethan, someone will see me. -�

   After he had given me a long kiss out in the corridor he let me go and
we went inside.

    -�It -(TM)s a good job that the door didn -(TM)t close and lock us out.
-� I said.

    -�Talking about keys, we need to get keys cut for both apartments. -�

    -�Yes, then you can come in when I -(TM)m asleep and rape me. -�

    -�It wouldn -(TM)t be rape. -� Ethan replied.

    -�No it wouldn -(TM)t.  I -(TM)ve sorted out my clothes for tomorrow,
do you want to pick something for me to wear to the pub?  Or will you try
to get me to go there like this? -�

    -�I -(TM)d like that, would you? -�

    -�No, that would be too embarrassing. -�

    -�Baby steps, how about you get naked in the car then get dressed again
when we get there? -�

    -�Hmm, I might just do that, the chances of someone seeing me are next
to none.  Do you want to see me in the clothes that I -(TM)ve altered? -� I
asked.

    -�Yes please. -�

   I tried on each one and it turned out that I -(TM)d been a little over
zealous and shortened one of my dresses a bit too much.  It was somewhere
between the two lengths of new skirts that Ethan had bought me.  Ethan said
that I looked great in it so I put it with the ones that I was going to
wear for work.



   I shouldn -(TM)t have been surprised when Ethan picked out one of the
shortest new skirts and a top that was slightly see-through for me to wear
to the pub and I hoped that it wouldn -(TM)t be very bright in the pub.

   I did take my top and skirt off in the car once it started moving and
Ethan had a hand between my legs nearly all the way to the pub.  In the car
park I quickly put my skirt and top on whilst Ethan walked round to my side
of the car and opened the door for me.  I lifted one leg out then lifted my
pelvis so that he got a good, long look at my pussy.

    -�Are you trying to give me blue balls? -� Ethan asked.

    -�Are you trying to give me a purple clit Ethan? -� I asked.

   I got out of the car and we walked into the pub, me trying to stretch
the skirt to make it longer and not succeeding.  The length of the skirt
distracting me from the slightly see-through top.

   I saw a couple of men looking at my short skirt as we went in but that
ended when we found a table and I was happy that it was in an area that
wasn -(TM)t very bright.  I was sat opposite Ethan and our hands joined
over the table.  Under the table I felt Ethan -(TM)s foot parting my thighs
and his sock covered foot teased my slit for some of the time that we weren
-(TM)t eating.

   When we left it was dark outside and Ethan suggested that I ride to his
place naked and I quickly agreed to it.  He also suggested that, if I
wanted to, I could strip outside the car then go up to his apartment naked.

   I looked around and seeing no one I quickly stripped and got in.

   Ethan hand went straight between my thighs which automatically spread to
let him in and I was close to cumming when the car stopped outside Ethan
-(TM)s apartment building.  The building was a lot newer than mine and as I
looked at it and picked up my skirt ready to put it on Ethan said,

    -�My apartment is up only one flight of stairs and that door leads
straight up to it so how do you fancy not getting dressed and running
inside and up to the apartment Claire? -�

    -�You are joking aren -(TM)t you Ethan? -�

    -�Maybe not, I -(TM)m 99 percent sure that you can make it without
being seen. -�

    -�You are serious aren -(TM)t you? -�

    -�It -(TM)s entirely up to you Claire. -�

    -�That isn -(TM)t the main entrance is it? -�

    -�No, that -(TM)s round the front, I only know of me who uses this
door, I got a key from a maintenance guy who said that I shouldn -(TM)t
really have it. -�

   I sat there with my skirt and top in my hand and thought,

    -�Did I have the courage to do it?  What would I do if someone did see
me? -�

   The thought of doing it was getting me wetter and wetter.  I looked all
around, then looked around again then said,

    -�You go and open the door Ethan. -�

   He did, and he took my bag and my clothes with him.  I was left with no
choice but to do it and it was causing my pussy to gush.  I watched Ethan
walk the short distance then open the door.  He held it open and I looked
around again then opened the door, got out, and slammed the door as I set
off running.

   It only took seconds but it seemed like hours until I threw myself into
Ethan -(TM)s arms.  I heard the car beep as the doors locked then I looked
up at Ethan and said,

    -�That was fun.  Was that a baby step, and if it was what is an adult
step? -�

    -�Running or walking through the centre of the city stark naked. -�
Ethan replied.

    -�Well that -(TM)s never going to happen, can we go up to your place
before someone sees me. -�

    -�The chances of that are virtually nil but come on.  I -(TM)m really
proud of you Claire. -�

    -�So am I, -� I replied,  -�if someone told me last weekend what I
would be doing this weekend I would have told them they were insane. -�

   Ethan was right and we saw no one as we went up the stairs and to his
apartment.  It -(TM)s much bigger than mine and with two bedrooms, and it
has a little balcony for when the weather is good.  I wasn -(TM)t really
that interested in looking around and when we went into Ethan -(TM)s
bedroom I pulled him onto the bed and told him to fuck me.

   We both took his clothes off and another marathon love making session
quickly ensued.

   *****

   I woke with Ethan spooning me again, but this time his cock was already
going in and out of my pussy as I woke up.

    -�Hmm, nice. -� I said as I moved one of his hands to my tits.

   We made love but got interrupted by Ethan -(TM)s alarm clock.  We
showered together but it wasn -(TM)t as much fun because we didn -(TM)t
have much time.  When I was getting dressed ready for work I said,

    -�I don -(TM)t know if I can do this Ethan. -�

    -�What do you mean Claire? -�

    -�This skirt and top and no underwear for work, it -(TM)s so different
to what I wore last week, people are bound to notice. -�

    -�Ethan stopped tying his tie and came, hugged me and said, -�

    -�I thought that it was what you wanted Claire, to be like the other
girls at work? -�

    -�It is, I do, but I  --. -�

    -�You -(TM)re a little nervous aren -(TM)t you? -�

    -�Yes I am. -�

    -�You -(TM)ll be fine Claire.  Okay you may get the odd comment but I
can guarantee that they will be compliments.  Most people will be too
scared to say anything just in case you complain to HR saying that they
sexually harassed you. -�

    -�I would never do that. -�

    -�I know, but we do have a few politically correct, woke idiots, take
Ms.  Johnson, she thinks that the world shines out of her arse.  If she
even caught someone talking about the way she dresses she -(TM)d be on the
phone to HR in seconds. -�

    -�Yes, I don -(TM)t go anywhere near her. -�

    -�I try not to as well, but you will be just fine Claire, I promise. 
If there is the slightest problem you can just say that I made you do it.
-�

    -�I would never drop you in it Ethan. -�

    -�I know, but just in case.  I know that this is a big baby step for
you but you can do it, I know you can. -�

    -�I love you Ethan. -�

    -�And I love you too Claire, now get a move on, we don -(TM)t want to
be late. -�

   We were still eating our toast as we left Ethan -(TM)s apartment.



   Once we -(TM)d settled in the car and were heading for work I said,

    -�You do live on your own don -(TM)t you Ethan? -� I asked.

    -�No, not really, I -(TM)ve got a girlfriend who is going to live with
me every other day? -�

    -�No not me, it -(TM)s just that I noticed that the spare bedroom looks
like it has someone living there. -�

    -�Oh that, that -(TM)s my brother Matt, his job has him working in this
city every other week.  His firm pay for him to stay in a hotel when he
-(TM)s here but he stays at my place and pockets the hotel money. -�

    -�You never told me you had a brother. -�

    -�We haven -(TM)t talked about siblings on either side yet have we? -�

    -�No. -�

    -�When you stop ravishing my body in bed we -(TM)ll talk about them. -�

   I giggled a bit then replied,

    -�ME!  It -(TM)s you who won -(TM)t take your hands off me or your cock
out of me. -�

    -�Can you blame me? -�

   I giggled a little again.



   We arrived at work just in time and I felt strange walking in wearing
just a mid-thigh skirt and a top that was so thin that my nipples let
everyone know that I wasn -(TM)t wearing a bra.  Ethan was right, the only
comments that I got were compliments and I was soon so engrossed in my work
that I did forget what I was wearing.

   In the break room I sat like the other girls, not crossing our legs and
I hoped that no one looked up my skirt but I also looked at the other girls
and I was sure that if I were sat opposite them I would be able to see if
they were wearing knickers or not.

   When Ethan legitimately came to see me he asked how I was doing.  I just
replied that I was fine.  Then he quietly said,

    -�No, I mean without the underwear. -�

    -�Oh that, -� I replied,  -�you were right, I don -(TM)t even think
about it now. -�

   Then he very quietly said,

    -�I -(TM)m going to fuck you brains out as soon as we get to your place
tonight. -�

   I smiled and replied,

    -�You can -(TM)t because I will have already fucked your brains out. -�



   By the time we got to the end of the day I had forgotten about my lack
of underwear.  I only got reminded of it when I went to the toilet and
hiked my skirt up to have a pee and found that I had nothing to pull down.



   We had another great night, in fact everything was great from then on.
On the odd occasion when I realise that someone is looking up my skirt I
still get a little embarrassed but I have managed to do what I -(TM)ve seen
the other girls do and not turn away or cross my legs and it always makes
my pussy tingle.  I -(TM)m still wondering if I should ask the other girls
if they are the same.

   *****

    Baby Steps by Vanessa Evans

   Part 3

   Skipping forward three months, I have now fully moved in with Ethan and
given up my apartment.  I was glad that I had left one of my old dresses
un-shortened because one weekend Ethan and I drove to my parent -(TM)s
house to say hello, give them my apartment deposit back and to introduce
Ethan, who played the perfect catholic choir boy and kept his hands off me
all weekend.  He even slept in the spare bedroom and talked with my parents
about him being unhappy that he wasn -(TM)t able to visit my parent -(TM)s
church because we had to set off back early on the Sunday morning.

   As we finally drove away I told Ethan that I was never going back there
ever again and that he needed to find somewhere where we could stop so that
he could fuck me.  He pulled into a service are and we walked through the
lorry parking area then through a gap in a hedge to a grassy field where we
fucked.

   A couple of the lorry drivers must have seen us going through the hedge
and guessed what we were going to do because when I rolled on top of Ethan
and started riding him cowgirl style I saw the two men watching us and it
made me want to ride Ethan for as long as I could.  Fortunately Ethan had
already cum once and I had sucked him back to life and he was able to stay
hard as I rode him through my second and third orgasms.

   Of course I -(TM)d told Ethan that we had an audience and he asked me if
I was okay with them watching and when I said that I was he seemed to get a
bit harder and was thrusting up to meet me as I went down on him.

   When we were finally spent I rolled off him and just lay there on the
grass with my legs spread wide and his cum slowly draining out of me.  I
heard the two men clapping their hands so I gave them the thumbs-up sign
and presumably they left because I didn -(TM)t see them again.

   As we continued our journey Ethan asked me what my feelings were when
the two lorry drivers were watching us have sex.  I told him that I -(TM)d
surprised myself by actually enjoying it, that it had made me want to fuck
him harder.

    -�So how would you feel about deliberately getting fucked with other
people watching us Claire? -�

    -�Hmm, accidents are one thing but.   -- --.  yes, I think that I
-(TM)d like that.  Why, what are you planning?

    -�Nothing, absolutely nothing Claire, it was just a silly idea. -�

    -�It wasn -(TM)t silly Ethan, we need to talk about these things. -�

    -�Yes we do. -� Ethan replied.

    -�Do you think that the other girls at work have sex in public Ethan?

    -�I have no idea.  On the odd occasion I -(TM)ve heard them talking and
I wouldn -(TM)t rule it out. -�

    -�I think that I -(TM)d like to try it sometime. -� I replied.





   On the subject of the other girls at work they have started talking to
me a lot more and they -(TM)ve even asked me to join them when they go out
on a Friday evening.  I went with them a few Fridays ago and it didn -(TM)t
go as well as I had hoped.

   The problem started with, and was totally caused by, my total
inexperience at drinking alcohol.  I -(TM)d told them that I don -(TM)t
drink alcohol and at first I only had soft drinks, but as the evening went
on I started to feel a little strange and when I asked what was in my last
drink the girl who bought them said,

    -�Just a little something to get you in the mood Claire. -� was the
reply I got.

   In the mood for what, I didn -(TM)t know but I moved on and continued
drinking.  The strange feeling got worse and I realised that I was slurring
my words.  My newish friends had got me drunk, but I was happy.

   I can -(TM)t remember what happened later on in the evening but next
morning Ethan told me that I was naked when he came to pick me up at
closing time.  When both he and I asked the girls how I ended up naked all
they would tell either of us was that I -(TM)d had a good time and that it
was good to see me enjoying myself.

   Ethan was amused by it all and after I -(TM)d recovered from my first
ever hangover, and I still couldn -(TM)t remember what I -(TM)d got up to,
I had to accept what the girls said, that I -(TM)d enjoyed myself.



   Another girls event that I got invited to, and went, was a sex toys
party.  Before the party I -(TM)d never had a sex toy and Ethan and I have
such and active sex life that we don -(TM)t need them so I agreed to go for
more of an education than to get any.  The part started without any toys,
just talking, eating the snacks and drinking wine.  I didn -(TM)t get drunk
and I managed to stop drinking once I realised that I was starting to go
that way but I was happy and when the toys started to appear and the host,
Lucy, asked for someone to demonstrate those toys, I easily got talked into
volunteering.

   They soon talked me into getting naked and talked me into putting all
sorts of toys inside me and the vibrating variety caused me to have a few
orgasms.  It was an all girls party, mainly the girls from work and I
remember them telling me that I was great sport for volunteering.



   The sex toy party isn -(TM)t the only party that the girls have invited
me to.  It would appear that the girls have a party at different girl
-(TM)s houses about once per fortnight and they -(TM)d started asking Ethan
and I to go to them.  I was thrilled to be included as it made me feel that
I was really becoming one the girls.

   When we got to the first party it was all a bit new to me.  I suppose
that it was a bit like the sex toys party to start with, people standing
around talking in groups and drinking.  Ethan told me that most parties
start that way.

   After a while some music was put on and a couple of girls started
dancing and Ethan suggested that I join them.  Back at college one of the
few pleasure that girls had was to dance in the communal rooms to music
from a radio and I -(TM)d always enjoyed that unapproved activity, so I
went and joined the dancing girls in the middle of the room.

   I -(TM)d been dancing for a few minutes when I noticed that the number
of men sitting on the floor around the edge of the room had increased. 
There was a few girls but it was mainly the partners of the girls at work.
Apart from shoes, I was only wearing a little black dress that Ethan had
bought me, and like all the skirts and dresses that Ethan buys me it is
very short, in fact I cant bend over in it without showing some of my bare
butt.

   It took me a few seconds to realise that the people sat on the floor
would probably be able to see part of my butt and pussy.  I looked at the
other girls dancing and saw that I wasn -(TM)t the only girl wearing and
ultra short dress.  I also realised that my pussy had started to tingle a
bit and was getting quite damp.

    -�So pussy, you like men looking at you? -� I thought and decided to
try to let the men, and maybe the girls, get a good look.

   I danced to the edge of the dance area and made sure that either my back
or my front was facing the men.  After I -(TM)d seen the nearest man
looking up at me for a minute or so I -(TM)d move a bit round the room so
that another man got a good look.

   When I got round to where Ethan was standing talking to a couple of guys
I went over to him and kissed him.

    -�You -(TM)re a bit drunk. -� Ethan said.

    -�I -(TM)m enjoying myself. -� I said.

    -�Stay there. -� Ethan said,  -�I -(TM)ll get you a drink. -�

   He went off and I looked around and saw that I was stood next to a man
who was sat on the floor, and he was looking at at me, well up my skirt.  I
giggled then turned so that I was square on to him and spread my feet a bit
so that he could see all of my pussy that was starting to tingle some more.

   It was a couple of minutes before Ethan got back and I could see the man
looking at my pussy all the time.

   When Ethan did get back I downed the drink in one go and then asked him
what it was.

    -�Cola, on it -(TM)s own. -�

    -�Oh, I guess that I don -(TM)t want a hangover. -�

    -�No, but that doesn -(TM)t mean that you can -(TM)t enjoy yourself
Claire, go and have some fun. -�

   I giggled a bit then turned to go and dance again.  Just as I was about
to step over the legs that were near my feet I felt Ethan -(TM)s hand on my
back between my shoulder blades, not a problem but I also felt the zip at
the back of the dress being pulled down a bit.  My first reaction was to
pull away, and I did but as I started dancing I started thinking,

    -�Was Ethan letting me know that I should take my dress off?  No, he
always leaves that decision to me.  Maybe he was just getting me to think
about it?  That -(TM)s more feasible.  Well I did enjoy those lorry drivers
watching me ride Ethan in the field at the service area, maybe I should
take my dress off.  No, that would make me look too slutish, but if someone
else were to unzip me and my dress were to fall off that wouldn -(TM)t be
so bad would it? -�

   As I kept dancing and moving around the edge of the room I bumped into
Lucy who had hosted the sex top party.  We smiled at each other and we
danced facing each other for a minute or so before she reached over and
spoke into my ear,

    -�I know that you enjoyed being naked at my party and we -(TM)ve all
seen your pussy at work so you should get naked here too. -�

   I stopped and looked at Lucy and my jaw dropped.

    -�No. -� I said but it was too late, Lucy had reached round and pulled
the dress zip right down.  I just stood there as my dress descended to the
floor leaving me naked from my feet up.

   I heard some cheering above the music and Lucy took my hands and started
dancing.  I shrugged my shoulders and started dancing again, stepping out
of the pool of my dress and kicked it to the side of the room.

   I looked at Lucy and saw a big smile so I smiled back and kept dancing.

   As I danced I looked around the room and saw all the men who were
looking at me.  My hair wasn -(TM)t tied up so it was floating all over the
place, including over my little tits at times.  I kept pulling it back over
my back and realised that I was doing that so that the men could better see
my tits, what -(TM)s more I was really enjoying all the men seeing me
naked.

   For a couple of seconds I thought back to when I first moved to that
city and how different I was now, how much happier I am now.  I actually
laughed as I thought what my mother would think if she saw me right then.

   Back in the real world I looked around and saw that some men had also
started dancing and I saw one man dancing so close to a girl that I assumed
that they arrived together, then I got a surprise as the man slowly lifted
the girl -(TM)s top up, her hands going up in the air for him to take it
right off.  I didn -(TM)t get a good look, and I didn -(TM)t really want
to, but I saw that her tits were much bigger than mine and they were really
bouncing about as she danced.

    -�I -(TM)m glad that mine as small. -� I thought and looked down to see
that mine were hardly even wobbling.

   Eventually Ethan came and started dancing with me.  The grin on his face
told me that he was happy and not mad with me.  After a while he danced
behind me then put his arms round me.  Our dancing slowed to more of
swaying to the music as I leant back on him and his hands moved up to my
tits and started playing with them.

   I was facing the side of the room and there were two couples watching
me. I closed my eyes as I enjoyed the feeling, then after a minute or so
Ethan -(TM)s right hand slid down my front to my pussy.  I moaned as his
hand cupped my pussy for a few seconds then started to explore.  Moving my
feet apart to give him better access I felt his fingers go from my clit to
my hole and back again over and over.

   This had the inevitable effect and I started to cum, my body shaking
with the odd jerk just to make sure that I knew what was happening.

   When I opened my eyes I saw that the two couples had increased to a
whole group, all trying to get a better look at what Ethan was doing to me.
I just lay my head back on Ethan -(TM)s shoulder and luxuriated in the
satisfied feelings that I had.

   But Ethan wasn -(TM)t done, he eased me backwards, turning me as we
went. My eyes were still closed but I just knew that he had turned me to
face the main part of the room with lots of people there.  I opened my eyes
for a couple of seconds and confirmed that I now had a lot more people
watching me.  My eyes may only have been open for a couple of seconds but I
registered the topless girl and two other girls, one as naked as me and
another wearing just a thong or a G-string, what -(TM)s more they had more
hands on their bodies than the body owned.

   I closed my eyes again and enjoyed Ethan -(TM)s fingers on his right
hand playing with my pussy and those of his left hand playing with my tits.

   If I thought that those lorry drivers watching me was exhilarating then
this was pure heaven.  We just swayed to the music as Ethan brought me to
another orgasm

   A bit later, when Ethan -(TM)s fingers had decided that they shouldn
-(TM)t, or couldn -(TM)t bring me to a third orgasm, the tempo of the music
changed and I stopped leaning on Ethan and started properly dancing but
still holding one of Ethan -(TM)s hands.

   I looked around and saw that two girls were getting the same treatment
as Ethan had just given me.  After a while it struck me that I must have
given Ethan a dose of blue balls so I took his hand and led him out through
the kitchen and round the back of the garage.  There I asked him,

    -�Blowjob or a fuck? -�

   He chose the latter so I leant towards the garage, put my hands on it
and waggled my butt.  Within seconds he was ramming his cock into my pussy
making me cum quite quickly.  He didn -(TM)t stop and I could just feel the
start of a fourth orgasm building when I felt him tense then start pumping
his seed deep inside me.

   I wasn -(TM)t going to get that fourth orgasm but I didn -(TM)t mind, I
was sure that I -(TM)d get at least one more when we got home.

   Nobody seemed to care when Ethan came back inside with his naked
girlfriend in tow.

   Totally gone was the girl who would get very embarrassed at even the
thought of accidentally showing her knickers to someone.  She had been
replaced by a girl who loved her body and not only was happy for people to
accidentally see it, but enjoyed the sexual feeling that were generated
when she blatantly displayed her body.

   For the rest of the night I had Ethan -(TM)s cum leaking out of me and
running down the insides of my thighs and I didn -(TM)t care.  To me it was
a badge of honour.

   We stood around talking to various people and I got lots of tingles
whenever I saw the man looking me up and down as I acted like I was fully
clothed.

   Somehow Ethan and I got split up but I still circulated and at one point
I met with another naked girl, Emily, and the one who had been wearing just
a G-string which had since disappeared, Rose.  We chatted and I discovered
that they too really enjoyed being naked, Rose suggesting that we have a 
-~naked at work -(TM) day.  Emily and I both thought that it was a great
idea but we all agreed that it was a non-starter as there were too many
prudes at work.

   I also asked them if them getting naked at these parties was a common
occurrence and I was pleased to hear that it was.

   When I finally got back to Ethan I asked him if he knew that the odd
girl or two got naked at the parties and he said that he did but he hadn
-(TM)t been lucky enough to get invited until I became his girlfriend.  I
squeezed his hand and told him that I -(TM)d accept more invites to the
parties just so that he could look at the other naked girls.

    -�But I only want to look at you naked. -� Was his reply.

   I squeezed his hand and told him that I was going to fuck his brains out
when we got home.  I knew that he was lying, what sane man wouldn -(TM)t
want to look at a naked girl, but it was very sweet of him.

   About an hour later the party started to wind-down and I went looking
for my dress.  Fortunately someone had folded it and put it on the window
sill and we left with me looking forward to the next party.

   When we got home we made love right until the sun started to come up.

   *****

   Another thing that we decided to try was having sex on the little
balcony outside the lounge.  It -(TM)s not even big enough to have a chair
out there, just stand there enjoying the fresh air, or for me to stand
there and Ethan to fuck me from behind.  We -(TM)ve done it four times so
far and the risk that someone might see us really does turn me on.  We
haven -(TM)t seen anyone watching us but they could have from inside their
apartments.

   We -(TM)ve done that three times so far and will keep doing it until the
weather gets too cold.

   *****

   As you will have gathered from the previous parts of my story, I spend
the vast majority if my time at home totally naked.  Well a few weeks ago
Ethan -(TM)s brother Matt came to stay for a week whilst he was working
nearby.  Ethan pre warned me and asked me if I was going to wear anything
whist Matt was with us.  I thought for a whole one second before saying
that I wasn -(TM)t and when Matt arrived I think that he was a bit shocked
to find out that firstly Ethan had a girlfriend and secondly that she
greeted him totally naked.

   The next thing that surprised Matt was that I -(TM)ve got used to
sitting like men do, with their knees wide apart.  As well as me liking
Ethan looking at my pussy, Ethan like -(TM)s looking at my spread pussy and
I am more than happy to oblige this request.  It -(TM)s developed into a
habit so it wasn -(TM)t long before Matt was staring at my spread pussy,
something that he didn -(TM)t complain about.

   This habit has nearly got me into trouble a few times when I -(TM)ve
been out with Ethan.  If I was displaying my charms in an inappropriate
place Ethan has come to my rescue and told me to close my knees.

   There has also been times when he has told me that someone is looking at
me and where we were it wasn -(TM)t inappropriate so I haven -(TM)t closed
my knees and all three of us have benefited from the experience.

   Without thinking I -(TM)ve also sat like that at work a few times.  At
my desk that isn -(TM)t a problem because it has a modesty board but I
-(TM)ve done it a couple of times in the break room.  The first time one of
the girls asked me if I knew what I was showing and I immediately clamped
my knees together but the second time a couple of the young men who work
there came and sat opposite me.  After a minute or so I looked up and saw
the direction of their eyes and blushed, clamped my knees together and
said,

    -�Oops, sorry, I forgot where I was. -�

    -�That -(TM)s okay Claire, you won -(TM)t get any complaints from us.
-�

   I smiled at them, cursed myself for being so careless in an
inappropriate place and felt my pussy tingling.



   Anyway back to Matt, he soon got used to seeing me naked and me not
objecting when he stared at my pussy.  A couple of evenings we went out for
a meal but the other nights I cooked a meal then we sat around talking and
drinking.  Sometimes I -(TM)d sit on Ethan -(TM)s lap and he -(TM)d cuddle
me as we all talked, but we often sit like that we are alone and it -(TM)s
not uncommon for Ethan -(TM)s hand to start playing with my tits or pussy
whilst we talk, and a couple of times when Matt was there we got carried
away with him watching us whilst we talked..

   The first time Ethan ended up fingering me and playing with my clit.  I
don -(TM)t think that he intended to make me cum but he did and when I said
that I was about to cum I think that it surprised both of them.  I had
reached the point of no return and I moaned and shook and jerked whilst
Ethan held on to me.  And it was an intense orgasm, probably because we
were being watched but also because of the long, slow build up.

   As I was coming down from my high I realised that Ethan and Matt were
still talking, it was like it hadn -(TM)t happened, but it sure as hell
had, and I -(TM)d loved every second of it.

   The next time that I was sat on Ethan -(TM)s lap whilst we were all
talking, and Ethan had started idly fingering me, I was getting more and
more aroused so I stopped him for a few seconds whilst I lifted up,
unzipped his jeans, got his cock out and impaled myself as I settled down
again.  Yes, Ethan -(TM)s idle fingering me had made him hard and I had
decided that I didn -(TM)t want to waste it.

   My orgasm continued to slowly build as Ethan played with my clit and I
got close I contracted and relaxed my pussy muscles which must have got to
Ethan because we both orgasmed at the same time, with Matt still watching
us.

   When Ethan -(TM)s orgasm was over he said,

    -�Sorry Matt, what were you saying? -�

   After that, when we went to bed, Ethan and I made love with the bedroom
door open, something that we always do, and a couple of times when I was
riding Ethan I looked to the door and saw Matt watching us.  Each time I
waved to him and carried on bouncing up and down on Ethan -(TM)s cock.

   On the way home from work on the Friday after Matt had left, I asked
Ethan if he wanted me to let Matt fuck me.  Without any hesitation Ethan
said that it was up to me but if I did let him Ethan wanted to watch.

   I told Ethan that I might just let Matt fuck me the next time that he
stays with us.  I guess that Ethan was happy with that because we only just
got through the front door of the apartment before Ethan pinned me against
the wall, took my dress off and fucked me with a lot of urgency.



   Yes, Matt and I did fuck six weeks later when he came to stay with us
again.  It was the Tuesday evening when we were sat around talking, me
sitting on Ethan -(TM)s lap.  Matt was looking frustrated so I asked him if
he had blue balls.  After he said that he had I asked him if he -(TM)d like
me to take care of his problem.

   Matt looked at Ethan who nodded his head so I got off Ethan -(TM)s lap
and as I walked over to him I said,

    -�Pull your jeans and pants down Matt. -�

   He did and a cock equal to Ethan -(TM)s sprang out.  I think that Matt
was expecting me to kneel between his legs and give him a blowjob but when
I got to him I turned my back to him and lowered my butt towards his cock.
As I got closer my right hand went between my legs, held onto his cock at
the right angle and I impaled myself on him.

    -�Oh fuck, -� Matt said,  -�you don -(TM)t know how long I -(TM)ve
wanted to do that. -�

    -�Thank you Matt, -� I replied as I bounced up and down,  -�but you
should really get yourself a girlfriend, from what I -(TM)m told blue balls
aren -(TM)t very healthy. -�

   I rode him until we -(TM)d both cum then went and sat on Ethan -(TM)s
lap again.  The conversation picked up where it had left off, and when
Ethan and I later went to bed we both had a great sense of urgency to our
lovemaking.

   I fucked Matt like that two more nights before he went home, both times
with Ethan watching and both times we had an amazing time on our bed when
we went to bed.

   *****

   Ethan and I often talk about me being naked in public and us having sex
in public and we try to think of places where we can indulge in our
fantasies.  One day I suggested that we go back to that service area where
the lorry drivers saw us but Ethan came up with a better idea.  After doing
a bit of online research Ethan told me that we were going to introduce
ourselves to the world of dogging.  He had to explain to me what dogging
was and as soon as he did I couldn -(TM)t wait to go.

   Ethan had read about a lay-by on a road not far from us that was the
result of the road being straightened but the council not having the old
bits of road returned to the farmers so they made great, unofficial lay-bys
that are screened from the road by hedges and trees.  We decided to go one
Friday straight after work.

   Not being an official lay-by the entrance was more like a dirt track but
Ethan -(TM)s car made it okay and we saw four more cars there.  We drove to
the end and saw that there was no one in two of the cars and just a man in
each of the other two.  We decided that it was okay to have a bit of fun so
Ethan parked up facing the other cars.

   We -(TM)d read that flashing your headlights and turning the interior
light on was the signal that told voyeurs that you wanted people to come
and watch.  It was daylight so the interior light was pointless but Ethan
held back and turned to me and started kissing me.

   We soon got into it and I started to get aroused, maybe because we were
both hoping that someone would come and watch us.  My top and skirt were
soon off leaving me naked and when we didn -(TM)t see anyone I suggested
that we get out of the car and that Ethan fuck me over the front of the
car. Ethan agreed and said that even if no one came and watched us it would
still be amazing fucking out in the open with vehicles zooming passed less
than ten metres away.

   As Ethan thrust in and out of me I turned my head and saw that a man had
come to watch us.  He was stood slightly behind and to one side of Ethan. I
was a little nervous as I smiled at the man who then moved closer so that
he could get a better look.  Ethan saw him and just continues trusting in
and out of me.

   When I looked again I saw that the man had been joined by another.  My
orgasm arrived first, closely followed by Ethan -(TM)s.  When Ethan started
to go soft he stepped back and I turned around and leant back on the car
with my legs spread and Ethan -(TM)s cum seeping out of me.

    -�You can look but don -(TM)t touch. -� Ethan said and one of the men
replied,

    -�No problem mate, she -(TM)d certainly worth looking at. -�

   I smiled and started playing with one of my nipples.

   My spare hand reach for Ethan -(TM)s flaccid cock and started wanking
it, hoping that it would come back to life again.  It did and Ethan lifted
my butt onto the car, my bare back going down on the warm metal covering
the engine.  Then Ethan lifted my legs up and fucked me again.

   We both orgasmed again and Ethan pulled out of me but I wanted more so
my right hand went to my pussy and I jilled until I came again, which wasn
-(TM)t long, possibly because two unknown men were watching me.

   When I finally lowered my legs and got off the car Ethan turned to the
two men and said,

    -�Thank you guys, we -(TM)re going now but there -(TM)s every chance
that we will be back other nights. -�

    -�You -(TM)re better coming later, around 10 p.m.  mate, flashing your
headlights and putting your interior light on if you want people to come
and watch you.  Fridays are best. -�

    -�Thank, we -(TM)ll remember that. -� Ethan said as we got into the
car.

   I didn -(TM)t bother putting my clothes on and we drove to Ethan -(TM)s
apartment with me still naked and telling each other how much fun we -(TM)d
had.  We used the back door again.

   We -(TM)ve been back there four times so far and apart from me
masturbating then fucking inside the car I -(TM)ve progressed to giving
wanks through the window.  I -(TM)m still deciding if I want to stick my
butt out of the window and let the men fuck me, with a condom of course. 
Ethan tells me that it -(TM)s my decision but he will enjoy watching from
outside the car so that he can make sure that any man who fucks me does
wear a condom.

   I think that I -(TM)m going to do it but I still need to build a little
more courage.  Maybe I should get Ethan to take me for a drink before we go
there.  But whatever I decide, I -(TM)ll be doing in in baby steps.
   *****