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 �>�You Can't go Home Again

   Hi;    Wow, over a year since I posted.   I see Candace says she was
inspired by me.  Well, I've been inspired by her into a new adventure in
which I found the truth in the phrase "You can't go home again." 



     About two weeks ago I had occasion to drive through my old
neighborhood.  To my surprise I noted a for sale sign in front of my
childhood home.  My first thought was to see if there was an open house so
I could go through and relive some memories.  Then I thought about some of
those naked memories and thought about the possibility of reliving some of
them.  I parked my car to do a little scouting, figuring anyone who saw me
would assume I was interested in buying the house.    I walked up to the
front door and could see that the house was empty.  No curtains, no
furniture, the current owners had already moved.  I walked around the
corner and into the park, pretending I wanted to look at the back of the
house.  There was a new fence but it was just like the old one.  One
disturbing thing was that on my light pole, the one I used to challenge
myself to circle, was a security camera and a sign saying that the park was
monitored.  I went back to my car and drove home.    I thought about
coming back after dark and getting naked in the driveway but I wouldn't
risk going into the park and I didn't really feel daring enough to try
crossing the street or doing much else.  I went home and a couple days
later signed on to these forums where I found Candace's story.  Suddenly I
started to feel that old need again.  I had to get naked somewhere.  I
tried to think of other places, but my house was just too tempting so last
night I decided to drive back there, 'just to look around.' Even though I
told myself it was just another look around, I guess my subconscious had
other ideas because I wore loose, easily removed, dark clothing.  Shorts,
panties, bra and t-shirt and a pair of sandals.  Almost to my
disappointment, I found a parking spot only a few houses down the street.
I'd been half hoping that with no place to park, I'd have an excuse to do
nothing.    I parked and got out of my car, leaving my purse in the car
and taking only my keys.  It was about 2am as I walked to 'my' house.  When
I got to the drive I thought about stopping and looking around but decided
that would look too suspicious if one of the neighbors happened to be
looking out a window, so I walked right up the driveway like I owned the
place.  The driveway was nice and dark and I knew now that I was going to
do it, I was going to get naked.  It had been over a year since my last,
brief, snowy adventure and I thought maybe I'd just stay in the drive way
for a bit, then get dressed and go home.  The neighbors had planted some
shrubs on the little strip of grass next to their house and I felt even
more protected than the old days, plus, I didn't have to worry about any of
my family catching me.    For some reason I pushed off my shorts and
panties, stepping out of my sandals to remove the panties then putting the
sandals back on.  Keeping my shirt on, I took a step or two closer to the
street before pulling my shirt over my head and removing my bra.  I was
naked again, feeling like that exited teenager I once was.  My heart
started to beat faster and I could feel the breeze on my nipples and pussy.
The driveway wasn't going to satisfy me.  I looked at the houses across the
street.  The one on the corner was completely dark.  The one right across
from my house had lights on upstairs.  I crept forward until I could look
up the street to my left.  Nothing was stirring so I crept forward a little
more till I could look the other direction, toward my car.  Again
nothing.    I didn't even give myself a chance to think about it.  Before
I knew it, I was running across the street, even more recklessly then ever.
I think I knew this might be a chance I'd never get again and I wanted to
force myself to take that chance.  My heart was beating even faster than
before as I reached the relative safety between the houses.  I hadn't been
here in a long time and I didn't know if the way to the back yards was
still open.  I walked forward slowly, unsure of the footing in the
darkness. No fences, I was in the backyard.    Now I did have time to
think.  Again, consciously this time, I realized this was a rare chance to
relive some of my adventures.  I wanted to cross that second, busier
street. I carefully approached the sidewalk, my senses alive with
adrenaline again as I listened for cars.  Soon, I could see both ways, no
headlights as far as I could see.  I looked across the street at the next
backyard.  No shrubbery, no lawn furniture, just a wooden fence around it,
enclosing the far side and the back of the yard, leaving the side to the
street open.    I looked both ways one last time and sprinted into the
street, heading across.  As I ran, I caught a glimpse of headlights far to
my right.  Too far to see me now, but I would soon be in the yard ahead of
me.  No fence, no furniture, nothing to hide behind if this car passed.  I
didn't stop, skipping over the curb and running toward the far side of the
yard.  Now I got the shock of my life, something I never ran into as a
teenager running around naked.  As I entered the yard I was suddenly bathed
in floodlights!  I could see the lights mounted on the back of the house
above that little motion detector that made them come on automatically. 
Like a deer in headlights, I froze, not knowing what to do.  I usually had
a plan, but not this time.    Now, to add to my predicament, a dog
started to bark from inside the house and an upstairs light came on.  I
looked up at the light and noticed one of those cables used as a dog run. I
couldn't stay where I was, there was no place to hide, a car was coming,
and soon, someone might be letting a dog out in the yard with me!  My first
thought was to run back the way I had come but before I could reach the
curb I could see light on the pavement in front of me.  The car which had
seemed safely far away must have been speeding and was now only about a
block away.  Still, I couldn't stay where I was so I ran away from the
house, toward the back of the yard.  Just before I reached the fence, the
car sped past and I ran around the edge of the fence into the next back
yard.  Here there were bushes of some kind and I ducked into the darkness.
Sure enough, above the fence I could see the door into the yard I had just
vacated open and see the chain moving along the cable.  I had just missed
having to contend with the dog and its owner.      I stayed in those
bushes, further from my house than I had ever been as a teen.  My breathing
was so loud and my heart beating so hard I was sure someone would hear.  I
don't know how long I waited but eventually I saw the top of the door open
as the dog was let back inside.  I wanted to wait longer for those lights
to go out but I had had enough excitement.  I ran at an angle back across
the street and didn't even go behind the house, just sprinted right around
the corner and back across to my driveway.    As soon as I was safely
into the darkness I had time to think.  The feeling was tremendous.  I had
to masturbate right there in the driveway.  As I rubbed my very excited
pussy slit I found myself looking at the windows of what used to be my
house.  The teenager in me was still afraid of being caught by my brothers
or my dad!  Once I made myself cum it was over.  I quickly gathered up my
clothes and pulled on my t-shirt and shorts, made sure my keys were still
in my pocket, and carrying my underthings, tried to walk calmly to my car.
    Thanks Candace, for inspiring me to one more adventure, even if it
did almost give me a heart attack!    ~Leah   



   I had to do it again!    Once again, after last weekend's adventure, I
had the "There!  I never have to do it again!" feeling but only a couple
of days later, I knew I was going have to.  The episode of last weekend
had rekindled the old fires.   At first I planned a trip to the park but
then I realized that as long as my old house was still empty I should take
advantage of that.   I would go there first and, if the house was still
empty, there was a good place to park, and there were no other problems,
like neighbors throwing a party on a porch, I would have my adventure
there, if not, the park would be my back up plan.    I wore only shorts
and a loose T-shirt this time, no underwear.   I had sandals on to drive
but this time I planned on taking them off to be 100% naked.   I felt the
old excitement as I drove, gradually transforming from a mature career
woman to a teenager as I neared the house.   Everything seemed quiet and
there was a parking spot right in front of the house.   It didn't seem
prudent to park there though, but there was another spot a few houses up. 
  I sat in the car for a few moments.   The scared little teenager had
returned and I needed to work up some courage.   I thought about leaving,
I didn't have to do this I told myself, but I knew if I left the urge would
still be there and I would return, probably even that same night.   I
wasn't going to get away that easy.   With a sigh, I opened the door and
got out, leaving my purse, driver's license and money on the seat, and
making sure I had my keys.   I closed the door as quietly as I could but
it still seemed loud in the quiet street.   It was warm enough that I was
sure most people were sleeping with open windows.   My car was parked in
shadow, a large tree blocking light from the nearest street light.      I
stepped away from the car and purposefully walked to the driveway, then
again up the drive like I owned the place.   The driveway was very dark, I
didn't realize it at the time but it was a new moon so only starlight and
reflected streetlight between the houses.   It was so dark that I was a
little afraid, even though the darkness would help hide me.   I had the
"What if?" feeling that someone might be in the driveway.   I walked to
the back of the house and looked into the backyard.   There was enough
light from the light in the park to see that the yard was empty and as my
eyes adjusted to the darkness I felt safe and secure in the driveway.   
I went back toward the front of the drive and kicked off my sandals, then
quickly shed my shorts and top.   There I was, naked again, and feeling
exactly like the thrill seeking teenager again!    More shortly, I
promise!  * LeahR    







   Well I was naked again, but what to do now?   I didn't want to try
crossing the street again, last weekend had been enough of that for a
while.  It was a little bit cool, not cold really, but just enough to
heighten my awareness of being naked.   I was excited, but not terribly
so, this was tame compared to last week.   I crept forward to the front
edge of the houses, light from the streetlight now hitting me from one
side.  It was very quiet.   I backed up into the shadows, wondering what
to do.   I wanted this to last.    I looked up at the empty windows in
my house.   It wasn't hard to imagine my family sleeping behind those
windows while their daughter cavorted naked outside.   My parent's window
was on the second floor near the back of the house and my oldest brother's
window was near the front of the house, almost right above where I stood.
 I tried to imagine them looking down on me now.   In the old days I
stayed close to our house because I wasn't so worried about the elderly
couple that lived next door, so that anyone looking from my house would
only have been able to see me by leaning out the window and looking almost
straight down.   Now I was closer to the other house and if someone were
to look down from my house, they would have been able to see me. 
 Fortunately, or maybe unfortunately, there wasn't anyone there now.   
I guess I always wanted, or at least expected, that one day I would be
caught.   My mom, dad, or one of my siblings would be waiting when I came
back in the door naked, my clothing sitting there on the steps.   I always
wondered what I would do or say.    -�Um, dad...I was going downstairs to
put some clothes in the wash and I thought I heard a noise outside so I
just went to check on it.   I um, forgot I was naked? -�      It never
happened that anyone ever confronted me, but did they ever see me?   Did
my brother hear the click of the door latch as I slipped out and lean close
enough to the screen to glimpse me?   Did my dad hear it and get out of
bed, come downstairs, and see me through the front window as I ran naked
across the street?   Did my mom or my sister ever wake and look out the
back windows and see me naked in the park?   Probably not my parents at
least, because I can't believe I wouldn't have heard about it, but if my
brother saw me, would he not let on, because he was enjoying the show?   
Guys reading this, if you saw your teenage sister doing this would you tell
on her?   Confront her, maybe blackmail her?   Or would you just keep
quiet and watch?       I looked back up at what was once my brother's
window and imagined him looking down at his naked sister.   I didn't want
to have sex with him, but how cool it would have been if he saw me.   I
started to rub myself, thinking about how maybe he would do the same,
watching me running around naked.   I stopped because I didn't want to cum
yet.   I really wanted this to last.      My fingertip was wet now and I
could feel the cool breeze both on it and between my legs.   Thinking
about the possibility that someone in my family may have seen me out here
on this very spot, as naked as I was now, got my heart beating faster now
and I wanted to do something more than just play with myself in the
darkness of the driveway.   A couple of cars had driven by while I was
back in the darkness but I knew that unless someone was looking directly up
the drive while they passed they couldn't see me, and even if they did look
it was still very unlikely that they would know what they were looking at.
    I went to the rear edge of the house again and looked into the back
yard.   There really wasn't much interesting there so I went back to the
front of the house, past the front edge and into the light from the
streetlights again.   I knew that if anyone looked out of the front
windows of the houses across the street they could see me, but the houses
looked dark and quiet so I stood there, telling myself that I would stand
still if a car passed.   There wasn't any traffic though and I got bored.
 Being a bored naked teenager, which was what I felt regressed to is a
dangerous thing and I had to do something.       The most logical thing
was what once had been one of my first forays from the driveway, crossing
our front lawn to the space between our house and the next.   Just like
last week, once I got the idea I found myself acting, obeying the teenager
in me.   I boldly ran across our old front lawn, feeling the cool grass
between my toes.   Once past our house, I turned into the narrow space
between our house and the neighbor's and was again in relative darkness. 
  This felt good.   I was getting more comfortable now.   I didn't know
exactly how long I'd been naked but I thought at least 20 minutes or more.
 Even though I was comfortable in my nakedness, my heart was still beating
fast.   I decided to keep going.   Not running this time, I stepped out
onto our neighbor's lawn and casually walked across it, then into the next
driveway, which was between the third and fourth house on the street, ours
being the second house from the corner.   Yeah, this was so like it was so
many years before, nakedness seemed so natural.   My car was parked in
front of the fifth house and I looked at it from the driveway where I
stood.      There was no pocket in the shorts I had worn and I felt my
car key in my closed fist.   I had the urge to leave my clothes where they
were and get in my car and drive home naked.   How I would get from the
parking area to my apartment I didn't know but Celestine had driven home
naked in her story #8 so I thought I might try it.   I walked slowly
across the next lawn, almost hoping someone would drive by but no traffic
at all.   From between these houses all I had to do was walk down the
drive and I would be at my car.   I started forward, but now a car did
come and I ducked back up the drive.    The car drove past and I watched
the taillights disappear.   I might have done it, driven home naked but
that little delay and I lost my nerve, plus I realized that even if I made
it home and to my apartment OK, what if my son was awake when I walked in
naked?   I decided I would just touch my car, then go back and get my
clothes.   I walked down the drive and touched the back of my car. 
 There was shadow so I stood there a few moments but it was quiet so I
started back.   As I turned to go up the drive, I saw a couple on foot
round the corner and start heading up the sidewalk toward me.    My
momentum had already started that direction, and I couldn't stop.   I
sprinted up the driveway, looking toward the couple.   They were male and
female and they seemed engaged in conversation.   They didn't seem to even
look at me, concentrating on each other.   I dashed into the darkness and
flattened myself against the wall of the house in the direction from which
they were approaching.   They never glanced up the drive at all and as
soon as they passed I crept forward again, peeking around the front of the
house to watch them go.    As soon as they were a couple of houses away,
I started back for my clothes, walking briskly but not running.   That was
the closest I had ever been to a pedestrian while naked and my heart was
pounding.   As I passed each house I would briefly duck between houses,
but didn't really stop, walking finally across my own lawn and into my safe
and familiar driveway.   My clothes were there but I didn't put them on.
 I had to cum.   I started rubbing myself again, squatting down in the
darkness.   I decided to lie down on my back, my pussy facing the street.
 I raised my knees a little and parted my legs, exposing my pussy to the
street.   If anymore pedestrians came by and looked up the drive they
would see me.    I made myself cum and it was a good cum, built up by
teasing myself through the night, and really enhanced by the couple who
almost caught me naked.   As soon as I came I scrambled up and grabbed my
clothes.   I slipped on the sandals but held the rest of my clothes in my
hands.   I looked both ways and no one was coming so, keeping close to the
houses I ran back up the street, then to my car.   I jumped in and quickly
drove away naked.   When I got home I stayed naked except for my sandals.
 No one saw me as I made my way from my car to my apartment door.   I
quickly pulled on my clothes and went in.   My son was in his room, maybe
asleep, but I wished I hadn't dressed outside.   Too late, but maybe next
time, and I'm pretty sure there will be a next time.    Maybe you can go
home again after all.    * LeahR