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 ï>¿Showing Myself by IndianaWoman

   Showing Myself Ch.  10

   My first date with my new boyfriend.

   Here is my first date with Rolf, and in fact it was my first date ever!

   I had called Monika on Thursday and told her I was going on a date but
was nervous about what to wear, and she told me to come down to the city
that afternoon and we'd go shopping.  I told my mom I'd be gone the rest of
the day, and when she found out what I was doing, she gave me some money to
buy something.  That was so kind!  Like I said before, my parents were kind
of boring, but nice.

   I met Monika, and first we sat down for coffee and talked.  Of course,
she asked me about Rolf, and I said he was my age, good looking, and very
nice and polite, and that he was taking me to the museum.  She asked where
I met him, and although I obviously knew how wild Monika was, I wasn't sure
if I should tell her, but I decided honesty is the best policy, and I told
her the truth.

   "Really?  You found him in there?" She laughed so hard, and made me tell
everything!

   I told her I had seen him before, and when he walked into the theater
the other day, I whispered for him to sit with me.  I was already naked,
and we sat next to each other.  I tried to explain why it excited me so
much.

   "You know when I was at your house and your husband came all over your
stomach and you made me touch it and taste it?  I wanted to do it again so
bad!  He undressed and we were both masturbating, and I wasn't sure what I
should do, but then I asked if he was close and he said yes, so I told him
I wanted it all over me!  It was so much, like a fountain!  Oh Monika, it
was amazing!  Did you understand everything I just said?"

   "Yes, I understand better than I speak, so it's ok.  So then what do you
do after that?"

   "I just sat back in the chair and looked at myself, and touched it and
tasted it.  It was so exciting that I forgot all about touching myself! 
Then I asked him if he could do it again and he said yes.  Was that ok to
ask?"

   "Yes, you can ask.  I'm sure he liked that."

   "So, he started again, and this time I said he should make it go right
in my mouth so I could taste it all.  It was an incredible feeling!  Now I
know why you like it so much!"

   I made her laugh again when I told her I forgot to tell him my name and
I was afraid he wouldn't call, but he did and my mother really liked him.

   "But Monika, I'm worried, I've never been on a date before!  I've never
even kissed a guy before!  What if he wants to kiss me and I act stupid? 
What am I supposed to wear?  Look here, my mother gave me some money, so
help me find something."

   "Ok, I will help you, it is fun to shop with you.  And also, I will
teach you to kiss.  We can practice in the dressing room."

   "Oh, I don't know if I can do that."

   "No, it is ok.  Girls always practiced kissing when I was in school."

   "Really?  Ok, I guess I can try."

   God, now I just agreed to make out with Monika!

   We went to the department store she liked, and she said that even if
Rolf didn't see them, it was important to wear something sexy under my
clothes so it makes me feel special and confident.  She found two bras and
matching lacy panties, and then we looked at the dress section.  It was
fall, so she suggested something warmer, and picked out a very snug knit
dress that she said would show off my body and keep me warm too.  We also
looked at jeans and sweaters and she said my body is perfect for tight
jeans with a form fitting sweater coming down over my hips.  I looked at
the money I had and then back at what we picked out, and said I would
select the jeans and sweater.

   She said, "No, I will buy the other things for you too.  You are my
friend.  It's ok.  And it is your first date."

   I told her I couldn't do that and that she's done so much already, but
she insisted.  And this is why I'm going to spoil Kari as much as I can!

   We went to the dressing room and at least this time I was wearing a sexy
bra and panties so I didn't look silly, and I tried the dress on.  I loved
it!  Then I tried on the jeans and sweater, and she said it was a perfect
look, and that I should leave them on the rest of the day.  She had picked
out something similar and said we could be like sisters again while we
window shopped later!

   We were still in the dressing room, and she said, "Now we have a kissing
lesson.  I be the man, you be you."

   She touched me on the sides of my face, and she just looked at me and
laughed.

   "You look very nervous!  You will scare Rolf away!  You must relax, just
breathe.  I will do all the work."

   She tried again, and I let a breath out as her lips approached mine.  I
could hear people talking outside the dressing room, and this gave me a
similar feeling as in the theater.

   Our lips touched, and she stepped back.

   "Ok, you must relax more, and kiss me in return."

   We tried again, and I saw what she meant.  She said, "That is better. 
Now I will hold you like Rolf will hold you if you have not scared him away
yet."

   I whispered, "God Monika, I'm trying!"

   Our lips met again, and I felt her hands slide down my body and reach my
lower back and she pulled me close.  We kissed four or five times, and then
backed away again.

   "See, that is what he will do.  Just let him comfort you.  Now we kiss
again, but longer."

   Oh boy, I had no idea what she meant, but it was too late!  She leaned
forward, and she kissed my upper lip, my lower lip, and then whispered to
me to open my mouth a little and do what she does.  I parted my lips, and
her tongue gently licked my lips.  She paused and opened her mouth and I
tried the same thing, but she responded by touching my tongue with hers,
and I knew this must be what French kissing must be like.  We practiced
like that for about five minutes, and I was so out of breath!  Then she
slid her hands down my back and into my jeans and I gasped.

   "Will Rolf do that?"

   "Only if you are lucky."

   We continued kissing, and then I whispered to Monika, "I have a secret.
You know the picture of you that you gave me?  I put it on the table next
to my bed when I pleasure myself and pretend you are watching.  It's so
exciting."

   She moaned and said, "I want a picture too."

   I whispered back, "I know, and I already picked up the pictures that you
took of me.  They are in my bag, and you can choose one."

   Wow, this was intense!  We broke away, and I asked, "Am I better at it
now?  Will Rolf like kissing me?"

   "Yes, but we must practice every day.  Maybe sleep at my house again."

   I laughed and said, "Oh, Monika, you are my best friend.  I love you so
much.  And yes, we'll practice again!"

   We dressed and paid for everything and walked around the city in our new
clothes and had so much fun.  We ran into another friend of hers and we
went to the rooftop cafÃ(C) and had an afternoon cocktail, my first.

   We sat down and they said something to each other in German, and the
other woman turned to me and said, "You have your first date on Saturday?
How exciting!"

   "Yes, Monika helped me pick out these clothes.  I hope Rolf likes how I
look."

   "He will, and if he doesn't, I know plenty of young men who will.  I
teach at the university, and I can invite you for a tour."

   "I would really like a tour, but I really like Rolf too, so I'll see
what happens.  And I don't know what anything is on this menu.  I've only
tried beer and a little wine before."

   They spoke some more and picked out a cocktail, and it was really good.
I wish I had written down what it was, because back then there were no
phones or anything and you couldn't just take pictures of the menu!  But I
still have the memory.

   They talked some more, and her friend said to me, "And you have been
practicing kissing?  How was that?"

   I must have turned so red, because she said don't be shy, because all
girls practice kissing in school.  Well, I can't say how common that is in
the US, but maybe I should practice with Kari!

   Anyway, it was so fun, and then we had to call it a day.  But first,
they spoke again and her friend said that if I stayed at Monika's house
tomorrow, she could help fix my hair and things like that in the morning,
but she wanted to ask my mother first because maybe she wanted to help me
with my first date instead.

   Wow, I was never used to so much attention, and that was so nice of
them! Her English was much better than Monika's, so she offered to call my
mom.

   She came back and said my mother was very pleased that she asked her
first, but it perfectly fine that I stayed at Monika's.  I don't know who
was more excited, me or Monika!

   But then Monika spoke up and said "Wait, you told me that I can have a
picture.  Show them to me."

   "Monika, I can't right now", and motioned to her friend.

   They spoke and her friend said, "It is ok.  You are not the first woman
who has sexy pictures taken of you.  You can show them to us."

   Wait, us??  How about the waiter and all of the other customers too?? 
But I relented and handed Monika the envelope from my bag.  Her friend
moved up beside Monika and they paged through the photos while smiling and
nodding in approval.

   Monika selected a picture and handed the rest back to me.  I asked which
one she chose.

   "Guess."

   "Uh, in the shower?"

   "You guess very well", and she slid the picture across the table for me
to look at.

   I looked and I was leaning against the wall of the shower and my hands
were between my legs and my eyes closed and I was obviously in ecstasy.  I
can see why Monika liked it.

   "Now I have something to put beside my bed", and she obviously told her
friend the same thing because she laughed.

   "Well, I hope you enjoy yourself.  I enjoy your picture often."

   We talked some more and I thanked them both so much, and I told Monika I
would meet her tomorrow evening.  We went our separate ways, and I was so
excited about the day I just had and my date on Saturday that I headed
straight to first theater I ever visited, where Renate worked.  I just had
to release some energy!

   I went inside, and told Renate I was going to take off the jeans and
sweater and put my dress on instead so it would be easier to undress in the
theater.  I also asked if there were already people inside, and she said
there were six or seven men.  Perfect!  I slipped my clothes off and stood
there in the store almost naked like it was the most natural thing ever,
and put on my new knit dress.  Renate took all of my things and put them
away for me and told me to have fun.

   I went upstairs, and instead of in the middle or in the front, I wanted
to sit in the back row so I could see everyone, and so they would watch me
as I strolled to the back.  I sat down and pulled my dress up to my waist.
Some guys turned around and looked at me, but they couldn't tell that I was
just sitting there with my panties exposed and pulled to the side with one
of my fingers teasing my clitoris.  I really was debating what I should do
next, so when there were no guys looking, I just stood up and pulled the
dress over my head and removed my bra and panties and stashed them behind
the last row of seats so the next time they turned around I would be naked.
I was already soaking wet even before I got there, and just sitting there
wearing nothing but my shoes made me even wetter!

   I thought of the games Rolf and I would be able to play.  I could go in
the theater first, and then he could come in and pretend he was seeing me
for the first time.  Or he could be there first, and I could come in and
sit two seats away and pretend I didn't see him in the dark.  Or when he
stands up with other men and masturbates, I can point to him and say he can
cum on me.  I know what you're thinking of me, but that's how my mind
works!

   By now random guys were sneaking glances back at me, and if you can
imagine the theater, you enter from the front where the screen is, and the
aisle is along the wall to the left, with all the seats on the right.  I
put my feet on the back of the seats in front of me and spread my knees
wide, so even if they couldn't see my pussy directly, it was obvious what I
was doing.  The men didn't even pretend to sneak glances anymore and were
turned around and staring at me.

   I wanted to give them a better look, so I stood up and walked halfway
down the aisle and leaned against the wall, and spread my feet slightly,
and placed my middle finger on my wetness and looked at the action on the
screen like I was the only person in the theater.  As always, the German
men were not pushy, and were content watching from their seats.  Any guy
that was not masturbating before now had his cock out and was stroking it,
and I was so excited that it was all because of me!

   I continued down the aisle, and sat in the middle seat of the front row.
There was a younger guy not far away, and I asked if he spoke English, and
he nodded.

   "You can tell everyone they can come down and watch, but not to touch. I
want to see them get excited while I watch the movie."

   He turned around and said something, and like so many times before, I
was now sitting totally naked with my fingers running through my pussy with
my clothes way out of reach.  There were now seven men standing in a half
circle stroking their cocks, and I imagined the other day when Rolf stood
in front of me and came all over me.  I have never had a problem getting
excited before, but all of these thoughts made me absolutely drenched.  My
imagination was going wild, and I was thinking how amazing it would be if
the two girlfriends I went to the sauna with would walk in and see me right
now and join me.  Oh my God!

   Their hands were pulling at their cocks and soon the first one let out a
bust of cum in front of me.  So hot!  He stepped back and smiled and said
"Thank you."

   I should be thanking him, but it was nice of him to say that.  One by
one more of them stroked their cocks to completion, and during this show
two more guys entered the theater and joined in once their eyes adjusted to
the darkness and saw what was going on.  At one point there were six guys
standing in front of me, all with their hands pulling at their cocks in a
blur!

   That said, I was not neglecting myself at all.  My hand was also a blur
at times, only backing off to prevent my own orgasm so I could enjoy the
thrill even longer.  Sometimes my fingertips moved in a circle over my
clitoris, and sometimes I pulled my fingers through the lips.  For some
reason, guy really like it when I do that, and at least three of them came
at the sight.  I was getting so good at knowing what they wanted that it
was like they were on remote control and I could make them cum on command.

   But after a while, all of the cocks were exhausted and I was alone in
the theater.  At the front where the screen was, there was kind of a stage,
and I thought it would be fun to get up there and pretend I was part of the
show since no one but me was there anyway.  Ok, you are going to think I'm
crazy, but I got up there and knelt down right where a woman on the screen
was kneeling down and it looked like my shadow was sucking a cock.  That
turned something on inside me, and now I wished Rolf was there and my lips
were sliding down over his cock for real!  But then I heard the door open,
and I was too far gone to jump off the stage, and instead just sat down
right where I was and spread my legs and started to bring myself off.

   The new visitor couldn't miss me sitting up there, and sat down in the
front row and watched.  Within a minute I couldn't take it anymore and my
entire body shuddered with the image of that man staring at me and the sex
scene going on behind me.  And I was also consumed with the thought of Rolf
and I having sex right here on the stage while everyone watched.  But as my
orgasm faded and reality set it, I realized I hadn't even kissed him yet,
so first things first!

   I hopped down from the stage, and said to the man sitting there,
"Sorry!" and walked back to the back row and sat down again.  This is why I
don't want my clothes right by me.  By the time I got back there, I was
feeling tingly again, and I chose to just have a slow, gentle masturbation
session after getting that first one out of the way.

   I stayed for another hour, and finally came again, and during that time
a few guys came in and watched me and they enjoyed it as best I could tell.
When I left, I just gathered my clothes and stepped out of the theater and
dressed out there in the hall, hoping someone would walk up and see me, but
unfortunately I was alone.

   I walked to the main part of the store and thanked Renate for watching
my things, and she said she should thank me because I am good for business.
She told me that all the guys that came out only had nice words to say
about me!

   I went home and showed my mom my new clothes and that I would be wearing
the jeans and sweater that I bought with the money she gave me, and that
Monika also bought me the knit dress I was wearing.  She was pleased with
everything and said she was glad I was having fun.  If she only knew how
much fun I was having!

   But I was feeling guilty about my double life.  Or do I have a double
life?  Who cares anyway?  I didn't want to think about it, but how would I
know my own parents didn't have sex like rabbits right in the back seat
when they first met?  And how would anyone who saw Monika guess that she is
so sexual while also being so kind and thoughtful?  Maybe mom didn't mind
me staying at Monika's tomorrow so she and dad can go wild while I'm gone!
So, I quickly whisked away that self-doubt and decided to sneak in a
quickie in my room before dinner, under the guise that I wanted to "shower
and put on the other outfit" so mom could see it.

   Of course, I first looked at the picture of Monika and pretended we were
in the shower together, and then I just stood there and felt myself while
the water cascaded over me.....

   The next day I took the bus to Monika's house, and of course she and her
husband greeted me warmly.  One of the first things he said was that he
heard about my kissing lesson.

   "Gee Monika, is it going to be on the front page too?  You told me all
the girls in school practiced kissing!'

   Her husband laughed and said, "Yes, but you two are not schoolgirls. 
You are two beautiful women.  Imagining you kissing is a nice vision.  And
do you deny that you learned something?"

   I smiled and said, "Yes, she was a big help.  I wouldn't do that with
anyone else, but you two have been so wonderful to me."

   "Well, you have become quite a bit more brave since we first met you in
the theater.  And Monika really likes your friendship.  You are always
welcome to call for anything."

   Oh my God, that was so nice for him to say!  We had a wonderful dinner
and then talked by their fireplace, and then we headed to their bedroom
again.  I felt like the luckiest girl in the world.

   As we entered the room, he was the first to speak and said, "We talked
to Andrea about your fantasy of showing a film of you in the theater, and
she would love to help you.  We have a movie camera, and we will help you
make a film, ok?  Not tonight, but soon."

   I became wet at the thought of a movie of me being displayed while men
watched it.  Maybe I'll meet Rolf there and surprise him.  We could be
sitting there and suddenly I show up on the screen!

   Monika stripped down to her panties and bra, and then she helped me get
out of my clothes.  Her husband held up a new roll of film, and said he
would take more pictures if I wish.

   Of course I wished!  Just the thought of it!  He said they trusted me,
and Monika would be in some of the pictures too, and to this day only my ex
and now Kari have seen these pictures.  I didn't even show them to Rolf.

   He got the camera ready, and told me to stand next to the bed with
Monika and remove her bra in a very sexy way.  I did my best, and slowly
slid the straps off her shoulders.  I leaned forward and reached around her
and unsnapped it in the back, and gently let it fall from her breasts as I
heard the camera click.

   She did the same to me, and after removing my bra, she "accidentally"
pushed her breasts against my body.  Such a feeling!  She took my hand and
pulled me onto the bed and said, "Sit beside me."

   Her husband said that we should both pleasure ourselves and just do what
feels good.  Many years later, this is one of the pictures that Kari
commented on.  Monika started and slid her hand into her panties, and I
followed her lead.  I was soaking wet and I made it a point to look at her
beautiful soft skin and her perfect body.  I couldn't take it much more,
and lifted myself up a little bit and pulled my panties off and tossed them
aside.  I slid my fingers through my wetness and I didn't wait for Monika
to take my hand, and instead brought them to her lips on my own.  Her
husband liked this and he took a picture.

   He said to me, "Remove Monika's panties." Monika lifted herself up, and
I slid my fingers along her hips and into her panties, and slowly pulled
them down.  By now I was becoming more assertive and didn't wait for
instructions.  We both slid down prone on the bed and her husband placed
his lips on her pussy and I moved close to her and placed my hand on her
belly and gently massaged her to her delight.

   Soon her husband moved over her body and slid himself inside her.  I
knelt next to her and spread my knees so she could watch me enjoy myself as
I watched them.  I watched his cock slide in and out of her, and I really
wondered what it must feel like.  They were talking to each other, and then
he asked me, "Did you want to taste it again when I am ready?"

   I nodded my head vigorously and said yes!  He continued his thrusts, and
Monika said something to him.  He looked at me and said, "She would like to
kiss you, and I will shoot it on your lips and you can taste it together at
the same time.  Is that ok?"

   Oh God, I couldn't wait, and he pulled out and we moved back up and
leaned against the headboard, and he knelt between us and stroked his cock
as Monika pressed her lips against mine.  Although I wasn't sexually
attracted to her as strongly as she was to me, I didn't back off at all and
wanted to make her feel good.  Our tongues touched, and soon the sight was
obviously too much for her husband.

   His cum shot out and some went on my cheek and some on our lips.  She
stuck out her tongue and licked some up and brought it to my mouth and slid
her tongue inside so I could taste it all.  We then turned our heads
towards him, and he pointed his cock at my waiting mouth and I caught his
remaining cum.  I couldn't stand it anymore and said I had to finish, and I
slid flat on the bed and my fingers rubbed furiously between my legs.  He
grabbed the camera again and snapped some pictures, and said this would be
a perfect scene for a movie.  I realized then that it was really going to
happen, and I would soon see myself on the big screen and see what everyone
else sees!

   But for the moment, I had other needs.  Monika had laid herself close to
me and was massaging my stomach just as I had done to her.  I knew she
craved more intimacy, but in fact we had become such close friends that
mentally our intimacy was unmatched.  I felt my impending orgasm, and I
turned and looked her in the eye.  She smiled, and that is all it took.  My
nipples grew hard and my chest went crimson, and my hand went still as I
clutched myself.

   As soon as I caught my breath, I took her hand and placed on herself and
I whispered, "Now I want to watch you."

   Monika slowly started pleasuring herself.  Maybe it was because of my
relative immaturity, but I was more frenzied when I masturbated, whereas
Monika was elegant and every move was purposeful.  I learned to do that
over the years, but at the time I just looked at her in awe.

   Her husband stood back and took more pictures, and one of my favorites
was Monika laying there playing while I am next to her smiling.  At the
moment the picture was taken, her finger was sliding between the folds of
her pussy and it looked so incredibly erotic.  To this day, it's why I love
to have erotic pictures taken of myself.  It leaves me breathless!

   I moved closer to Monika so she could practically feel my breath on her
cheek, and that put her over the edge.  She didn't convulse like I always
did, but she definitely didn't hide how she felt.  I lifted her hand from
herself and slipped her fingers in my mouth, knowing she would like that.

   Her husband smiled and said, "I am so lucky to have two beautiful women
such as you.  I could sit here and watch you forever." We laid there and
talked and touched for another hour, and Monika discussed getting ready for
my date in the morning.  She said she would put just a little bit of makeup
on me because I really didn't need much, and that she had a pretty hair
clip that would go perfectly with my thick blonde hair.

   Monika then whispered, "And what about down there?  We should make you
nice and smooth, and I mean for you, not for Rolf.  I can help you in the
morning."

   I looked at Monika and said, "Let me guess, the girls practice that
together too?"

   She just smiled and said, "Sometimes."

   Like last time, the three of us spooned as we drifted off to sleep, and
Monika wasn't even shy about cupping one of my breasts with her hand, but I
didn't mind.

   In the morning, her husband jumped out of bed and said he would prepare
breakfast and that we should eat before I got ready.  Like last time,
Monika gave me something silky to slip on, and we went out to the breakfast
area.

   He asked us what we planned on my date, and I said we would first go to
a museum, and that I was sure he would have something else planned after
that unless he found me too boring.

   "No, you are not too boring.  There are a lot of things to do in the
city, and I am sure he will be nice to you.  But if not, you call us and I
will come and get you."

   "Oh, thank you!  But he is really nice, and I don't think that will be
necessary.  God, I am so excited!"

   We finished our breakfast, and Monika led me into their bath to first
take a shower.  I slipped out of my clothes and she did the same, and she
said we would shower together this time, but first that she would shave me
a little bit.  She had me sit on the little chair by the window, and put a
little bit of cream on my fingers and said to rub it down there.  I did,
and then she took a little razor and said, "Now, be very still."

   I reflexively opened my legs so she had more room, and although I
assumed I would shave myself, it really did make more sense that she did it
this time.  I took a deep breath, and she leaned forward and touched me
there for the first time.

   Just to be clear, all she was shaving was the area right around my
clitoris and lips so it was silky smooth when I masturbated or, perhaps in
the future, if Rolf touched me there.  I had tried to do it myself, but It
was just too awkward.

   As Monika gently pushed my pussy lips apart, I realized I wanted a
picture of this.  I definitely needed to mention that next time!  I don't
think I breathed at all while she gently pulled the razor over my skin, and
then she finally said, "There, finished."

   She turned on the shower, and we stepped in.  She put shampoo in my hair
and gently massaged it in, and then I did the same to her.  We rinsed, and
then we massaged oil in our hair and scalp, and tied it up while we
continued washing.  Of course, she volunteered to wash me, and told me to
relax.

   She put some of the softest body soap I have ever felt on her hand and
first rubbed it all over my body.  I shuddered when her hands ran up the
inside of my thighs and over my breasts, but she didn't try to be pushy
about touching me or anything.  She then took a soft cloth and washed my
entire body, and the soap she used left a tingly feeling.

   She then handed me the soap and said, "Now you wash me."

   Oh boy, here we go!  I squirted some on my hand, and started with her
back while I worked up the courage to do the rest of her.  I moved to her
front and knelt down, realizing my face was perfectly level with her pussy
which was just inches away, and she smiled and said, "You like?"

   I covered my hand with more soap and ran it up the inside of her legs
and thighs and stopped just below her pussy.  I smiled and said, "You
like?"

   She took my hand and placed it on her pubic area and said, "This part
too." I couldn't deny her, and she gave me a penetrating look as I actually
massaged soap over her pussy.  I did the same to myself, and then she took
the shower head down from the holder and rinsed us both off.  She lead me
out of the shower and took a towel and dried me off.  I swear, I felt like
a princess!

   I did the same to her, and then she took a brush and ran it through my
hair, and I noticed that the oil she used made my hair so soft!  She pulled
the brush in slow deliberate strokes until it was dry, saying that I am
lucky to have such thick hair because I can do anything with it.

   Then she said something unexpected.  "You know, maybe we could make a
movie of us in the shower and show it in the theater.  I find that exciting
too.  You would like that?"

   Would I like that??  Yes!  She said she would talk to her husband, and
maybe we can do that.

   She styled my hair a little bit and put the hair clip in.  She said that
she would not put makeup on me after all, because my skin was already so
smooth.  She gave me the bra and panties I had brought with me, and then I
put on the jeans and sweater.  She put on something similar and we stood in
front of a mirror and I couldn't believe what I saw!  It isn't like I was a
slob before or anything, but the ritual of what she did with the oils on my
hair and skin and all the brushing really did make a difference.  She
kissed my cheek, and said, "Like sisters."

   We went back out to where her husband was, and I asked him to take a
picture of her and me together so I could have one printed and give it to
my mom.  Of course, he was pleased to do that, and we then sat and chatted
until it was time for me to catch the bus and head towards town.  But
first, he reached into his wallet and pulled out some money and said,
"Here, in case you become stranded or something happens.  And again, you
can always call."

   I protested and said I wouldn't need it, but he said, "No, take it.  If
you don't need it, then give it back.  That will make Monika happy, because
it means you will return sometime."

   What nice friends!  Before long, the bus arrived at the stop hear their
house, and I was on my way to downtown.

   I walked to the big department store and Rolf was standing right there
waiting for me.  What a nice guy he is!

   "Hi Jennifer, you look beautiful.  I like what you are wearing."

   "Oh, thank you!  My friend helped me do some shopping, and this is new
just for you.  I said I would wear a dress, but it is a little too cold and
I didn't know if we would be walking a lot.  You look as handsome as I
remember."

   "I think we remember each other differently with no clothes on, but I'm
glad you like me this way too.  Ok, the museum is on the other side of the
park, and it is a nice walk."

   He took my hand, and I didn't expect how that would feel.  His hand was
warm, and his warmth went up my arm and all through my body and I felt like
I never wanted to let go.

   We went to the museum as he promised, and we had a wonderful time. 
Afterwards we went to a little cafÃ(C) and had coffee and cake and talked.

   "Rolf, do you think I'm strange?  I really like you, but I don't want us
to be only about sex.  I'm having so much fun today!  Oh, and if I speak
too fast or if there is something you don't understand, please tell me."

   "No, I understand you, and I would tell you if I didn't.  I think it is
fun too.  And you are not strange at all."

   "That's a relief.  Ok, it's now almost four o'clock.  What do you want
to do the rest of our date?"

   "What I suggest first is we could go to the theater where we met and
enjoy ourselves, and then afterwards I know a nice music club that would be
fun to visit.  I go there a lot."

   I thought it was so funny.  He talked about going to the porn theater
like it was so normal, like having cake and coffee.  But I told him that
was perfect, and I couldn't wait for both.

   The theater was about five minutes away, and we discussed how we should
do it.  I told him maybe I should go in first, and then he should come in
after a few minutes and pretend we don't know each other.  Or we could go
in together, whatever he likes.

   He chose to go together this time, and in the future we could try
different adventures.  We walked to the theater and my friend was working
there as usual.  She looked at us and smiled, and said, "So, you found each
other after all." She switched to German and must have told him I was
worried before that he would never call, and he just held my hand tighter.

   We went into the dark theater, and I led him down to the front. 
Normally I would choose the back, but I had a plan.  We sat down, and I
started whispering.

   "Rolf, I don't know what you expect, but I'm still not ready to have
sex. Is that ok?  I just want to be here with you and watch each other get
excited."

   "That is Ok.  We can do what we did the last time."

   We relaxed side by side, and I was so excited, both personally and
sexually.  I was the first to move, and unbuttoned my jeans and slid them
down my legs.  I pulled my sweater over my head and took them both and set
them in the seat beside me.  I was wearing a purple bra and purple panties,
and Rolf was gazing at me.

   "Do you like how I look?"

   "Yes, very much.  I will remove my clothes as well."

   Rolf removed all his clothes, and his cock was already hard and standing
straight up.  I really wanted to touch it, but I told him before I wasn't
ready for sex, and I didn't want to start something I couldn't finish. 
Instead, we looked at the action on the screen, and there were two women
sitting beside each other and masturbating just like Monika and I had done
last night.  I moved my hand down between my legs and touched myself
through my panties.  Normally I would have been naked by now, but somehow I
felt that being partially clothed would be more seductive to Rolf.

   I whispered to him to put his hand around his cock and stroke it.  Soon
I was glancing back and forth between the two women on the screen and the
sight of his hand moving up and down, and he was doing the same, taking
glances on my fingers moving in a circle through my panties when my
clitoris was hidden beneath.  This was the most excited I had ever been
here!

   We took our time, and just pleasured ourselves and the movie moved to
another scene, where a woman was kneeling in front of a man, and I watched
her take his entire cock in his mouth and then let it slide out as she
caught it in her hand.  I whispered to Rolf, "I will do that to you
someday, I promise", and he groaned in response.  Soon that same woman was
on her back and the man's face moved between her legs and his tongue
dragged through her pussy, and he whispered that he would do that to me. 
God, that made me so wet!

   There were about ten men scattered in the theater behind us, and I had
an idea.  I leaned over and said to Rolf that I would climb on his lap
facing him and rub myself on his cock through my panties so we wouldn't
really be having sex, and everyone in the theater could watch and think we
were.  I swung myself on top of him, and from the view of the men in the
theater, it looked like I was plunging myself up and down on his cock.  I
moved my hips just as Monika did last night with her husband, and the
feeling of his cock rubbing against me was almost too much to bear.

   "Does this feel good Rolf?  Does it excite you?"

   "Yes, very much, I dreamed of this."

   "Slide my bra down and free up my breasts.  Do you want to see them
again?"

   He didn't say a word, and he gently slipped the straps down off my
shoulders, and folded the cups of my bra down until my breasts stared him
in the face.

   I continued to move myself against him, and I scanned the theater
discreetly, and saw that all eyes were on us.  I couldn't take much more.

   "Rolf, you can kiss my nipples if you wish.  Go ahead."

   He leaned forward, and for the first time in my life I felt lips on my
body.  He swirled his tongue around my nipple and gently pulled it with my
lips.  My nipples are very sensitive anyway and I often play with them when
I masturbate, and the feeling was incredible.  I asked Rolf if he was ready
to cum, and he nodded.

   I leaned back a little bit, and accomplished another first by placing my
hand around the first cock I had every touched, and stroked it hard up and
down.  I looked up and now nearly all of the men were standing and trying
to get a better view.  I looked down at Rolf's cock and I was amazed that
my hand was gripping it and controlling his orgasm.  And then, Rolf's cock
erupted.

   The first stream shot up nearly to my chin and fell in a single line up
and down my body.  I kept stroking and his cum kept shooting.  Finally it
stopped and I looked down and his cum was already running down my belly and
drenching my panties, and my hand squeezed his cock and the remainder of
his cum flowed down over my hand.  I brought it to my lips and licked it
off.

   I looked up again, and almost every man had his cock out.  I whispered
to Rolf, "Rolf, would you like to taste me now?  I think that would be ok."

   He nodded and I stood and pushed my panties to the floor and sat down
with my legs spread wide.  Before Rolf could take his position, I said to
him, "First, tell the people in the theater they can come closer and watch
if they want to, but not to get too close and that only you can touch me."

   He told them, and then he knelt before me.  I'm glad that Monika had
shaved my pussy lips, and I felt his tongue glade over me for the first
time, and after feeling that, I knew it wouldn't be the last time.  For two
people that were very inexperienced, we seemed to do ok, and he alternated
between teasing my clitoris and licking up the wetness seeping from the
folds of my pussy.  Oh my God, I could have laid back and let him pleasure
me forever!

   I looked around, and the men were gazing longingly and not without some
jealously of Rolf, but they kept their distance as promised.  I was rubbing
my own breasts with the rhythm of Rolf's tongue, and as much as I wanted
this to go on, I couldn't hold back my orgasm.  I grabbed Rolf's head and
pulled it against me and my hips shuddered against him as I moaned and my
nipples grew hard and pointed away from my chest.  And as though it was
upon command, several of the men who were watching came at the same time,
and I watched their cum shoot in an arc.  The feeling was amazing that I
was responsible for that.

   Rolf looked up at me and I pulled him towards me.  Our lips met, and
finally we had our first kiss!  I don't know how many women can taste their
own pussy during their first kiss, but it didn't bother me at all!

   Rolf caressed my body and we continued kissing, and I'm so glad that
Monika taught me well.  He sat next to me and his strong hands moved gently
over my body as my heart slowly started beating normally again.  The men
smiled and said, "Thank you!" and took their seats again.  And I couldn't
wait to tell Monika about everything I just did!

   "Is it ok if I hold your cock?  I really like touching it.  I want to
feel it grow in my hand."

   "Of course, you never have to ask that.  I like touching you too."

   "You know, I really want to have sex with you.  I want to feel you
inside me.  But I have to talk to my friend about birth control first, OK?
I don't want to use condoms.  I want to feel you fill me.  I think about it
all the time."

   He understood, and said there were many things we could do until then,
and I didn't disagree with that!  By now, his cock was completely hard
again, and I had an idea.

   "Rolf, could I ask you to do something?  Each night when I thought of
you and touched myself, I imagined you were laying on my bed and I was
above you and you were tasting me, and you were stroking your cock and I
was making you so excited.  Can we do that?"

   He said of course we could, and he laid down on the floor at the front
of the theater, and I straddled his face.  By now I had tossed the bra away
and we were both completely naked, and the men had moved down again to
watch us.  That made me so excited, just like the many times I had been in
the theaters before and was being watched.

   I eased myself down over Rolf's face and felt his tongue slide over me
once more, and I sensed the movement of his arm as his hand stroked his
cock.  I am not an aggressive person by nature, and in my previous stories
you know that, but this time I felt additional excitement of being the one
in charge.

   "Do you like doing that Rolf?  I love it!  I want you to make me cum
again."

   He nodded the best he could, and in a few minutes I once again couldn't
hold back and I'm afraid I nearly smothered poor Rolf, but I started
convulsing in another orgasm!  I fell forward, and then realized that Rolf
was still stroking his cock.  I spun around and laid my head on his thigh
and watched him closely and whispered to him to keep doing that so I could
watch.

   I had never seen someone stroke their cock so close before, and it was
fascinating.  I was a little jealous, because it seemed like a cock was so
much more fun to play with!  I told him to keep going and make himself cum,
and I wanted to observe exactly how he did it so I would get better at it.

   Soon, his hand went still, and cum shot from his cock all over his body.
I saw him squeeze his cock a little bit and more came out.  I looked up,
and several men were standing there watching, and I smiled and moved up
Rolf's body and slowly licked up the little puddles of cum, and then looked
back up and smacked my lips.  I was so bad that night!

   I moved back down, and saw that his cock hadn't gone soft yet, and I
just had to try putting it in my mouth.  I had seen hundreds of movie
scenes and watched Monika up close, and I knew men liked it a lot if you
didn't use your hands at all, so I let my lips slide over his cock and took
as much as I could before I came back up and let it fall out again. 
Luckily I had been practicing with a cucumber (any woman who says they
haven't done that is a liar), and I think I did ok.

   We moved back to our seats, and I whispered to him, "I can't wait until
I can get on top of you and feel you inside of me and make you explode like
that!  I want to do it every day!  I really like you Rolf, you are so much
fun."

   "Yes, I want that too.  And I really like you too."

   We stayed for another hour and kissed and explored each other's bodies,
and then it was about time to go to the music club he told me about.  We
got dressed and left the theater after thanking Andrea, and we started
walking towards the club.  On the way we stopped at a phone booth and I
called my parents and told them I was having a great day and that we were
going to listen to some music now and not to worry about me.  I also said
if it got real late I would just stay at Monika's again, and I gave mom her
number if she had to contact me.

   We went to the club, and we had such a wonderful time.  What I liked
about Rolf is that he was such a gentleman and so sexy and wild at the same
time, and he said the same thing about me!  Well, not that I was a
gentleman, but that I was really nice and fun.  But it had to come to an
end, and we walked back to the center of town where the main station was.
On the way I called Monika's house, and her husband answered.

   "Hi, it's me."

   "Yes, I know, hopefully not with bad news?"

   "No, not at all!  I had a great time!  But you said I could stay at your
place tonight?  I could still go home, but at this hour it would take a
long time."

   "Of course, I will come get you."

   "No, I can take the bus, really."

   "I will come get you.  It is quicker and Monika will like it if you have
more time together."

   My God, they were so nice to me!  Rolf and I sat on a bench near the
main station and waited for him, and when he drove up he got out and met
Rolf.  They talked a few minutes in German, and afterwards he said Rolf
seemed like a good guy.  That made me really happy!

   We rode to their house, and Monika met me at the door and said, "Two
nights together this week.  I like that.  I soon have to give you a closet
to keep your things.  And now, tell me everything about tonight."

   I really didn't know if I should tell every detail, but I didn't want to
lie either.  What if I said we didn't go to the theater, but then they went
there and Andrea said she met us?  So I told the truth, and said we went to
the museum, had coffee and cake, then went to the theater, and then to the
music club, and that I loved every minute of it.

   She kissed me and said, "I'm happy for you, and a bit jealous and afraid
you may forget me, but I'm glad you are here now."

   "Monika, I will never forget you!  I can't wait to lie next to you
tonight!  That's why I'm here!"

   "Ok, I'm glad.  We will go to bed now, and also I want to tell you that
I talked to a friend today that is about your size, and she has some
clothes that she doesn't wear anymore, and she would like to see if some
things look good on you.  We can visit her this week.  She is quite
fasionable."

   "Oh, that is so great that you think of me!  Of course, I would love
that!"

   We went to bed, and also her husband said he purchased a roll of movie
film today, and we could make a 20 minute movie whenever I felt ready.  He
said it's more difficult than making pictures, so I should think about what
I want and experiment to see if it fits within the time frame.  So
basically, I had to practice having sex with myself, like I didn't do that
all the time anyway!

   By now, it was accepted that Monika would wrap her arm around me and
place her hand on my breast as we fell asleep, and I would push my body
against hers.  It felt so warm and comfortable, and I liked waking up like
that.

   We all had our usual breakfast and "shower" the next morning, and I also
brought up the issue of birth control, and of course she said she would
help me.  When I got home, my parents asked me about everything, and
although I obviously didn't tell them about the theater, I told them the
museum was amazing and the club was so much fun and that I met a lot of
nice people.  I also said that Rolf was so nice and that he would come over
when he has a night off.  It was kind of silly that I even cared what they
thought since I was now twenty years old, but I'm still glad that I could
report that Rolf was nice and we had a great time.

   So, there you go!  Rolf and I were very compatible, and it wasn't all
about sex.  He even started coming over to our house to visit, and my dad
liked him a lot.  And we didn't just have sex dates.  We went to the music
club a lot, and did day trips around, and I hung out with him at the
university.  And yes, we had a lot of sex adventures too.

   I think the next story will be in the present in Indiana, and after that
maybe I'll write about the movie that they made of me and showed in the
theater.  Bye for now!