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   This has been going on for three years and what began as extreme
humiliation has turned into a fully submissive disire of having my body
exposed.  It began with my boyfriend Ray, who liked to have a few of his
friends see me naked.  It stsrted a month or so after we began dating and
the first time I was intoxicated when he simply undressed me in front of
two other guys.  He didn't have sex with me but did give me oral sex and
masturbate me in front of them.  The next day I was so himiliated I cried
for hours.  I was hurt at first that he would do such a thing to me and
although mad at him continued dating him.  Over the next few months it
happened five more times, twice he mastabated me with a vibrator and three
times with oral sex and his fingers.  Again there were two of his friends
watching and one time there were three guys.  All five of those times I had
been drinking again but each time I was less embarrassed by my nudity in
front of his friends.  I know Ray doesn't love me and know this
relationship will never amount to anything in the future.  I know now he is
only using me for sex and entertainment with his friends.  I've thought
about ending my involvement with him many times but the fact is I have
turned into a flagrant exhibitionist.  Almost every Saturday night I am
shamefully exibited to two or more of his friends.  Often I am intoxicated
but now it doesn't matter if I am or not because I enjoy every moment of it
and am fully aroused with them looking at me.  Over the last two years he
began letting his friends abuse me and knows now that I have no objections
about it.  They never have sex with me and I'm not certain if Ray actually
tells them not to.  They do however penitrate me with their fingers and Ray
also allows them to use a vibrator and dildos to bring me to orgasm.  He
even lets them shave my pubic area lots of times.  They constantly fondle
my breasts as I am being masturbated by them and it seems I am in a
constant state of arousal the entire time they are there.  So far six of
his friends have participated at one time or another but there are rarely
more then three of them on most Saturday nights.  They sort of take turns
undressing me and at times they all do, which gets me excited as they do
it. Some of the time its all done on Rays bed but many times they have done
all this on his kitchen table.  Ray and I are alone a few nights a week and
we do have great sex.  I don't even ask anymore why he lets his friends
come over on Saturday nights.  He told me a long time ago that it is a turn
on for him to watch me having orgasms and being satisfied by them.  He told
me also his original purpose was to humiliate me and admits he doubted I
would give in to his wishes.  I only see one of his friends occassionally
and never see the others except on Saturday.  Four of them are married and
I don't know any of their wives which is probably the reason I never see
them outside Rays apartment.  Ray and I don't really mix with each others
friends and none of my friends know about all this.  I'm ashamed of how I
have turned into a slut and its impossible to discribe the reason I let
this continue.  I have seen every one of these guys masturbate but none
have ever asked me to do it for them.  Ray did admit recently that he gave
them restrictions but never tells me what they are.  I imagine Ray doesn't
want them having sex with me or me even masturbating them.  There isn't a
speck of my body these guys haven't seen and Ray hase no objection to them
doing almost anything else to me.  My vagina and rectum are penitrated each
time and I can't think of one time I was never completely satisfied at the
end of the night.  I get horny just thinking about it sometimes and I
become wet and aroused as soon as they begin undressing me.  Even in the
beginning when it was humiliating I still got aroused and frequently
orgasmed.  I know by now anyone reading this thinks I am crazy, because
this is beyond exhibitionism, although just being seen naked by these guys
turns me on.