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   Early Exhibitionism Pt.  01

   I began my exploration of nudity as a young woman.  It all started one
sunny afternoon in mid spring when the sun was finally warm after a long
winter, it wasn't hot, just warm.  I was tired of being in layers upon
layers of clothing.  I had been in love with idea of being topless as I
have really nice breasts.  I decided that I didn't care what any of my
neighbors thought and I walked outside in a long flowing skirt hanging low
on my thin waist and nothing on top.

   The sunshine felt so welcoming on my fair skin, it was still cool enough
for my nipples to harden quickly but it was a tolerable temperature to be
in that state of undress.  I wondered around the garden, long ginger hair
flowing behind my shoulders and bare h cup breasts bouncing with every
step. I noticed the two young men that lived next door were sitting on
their balcony looking over at me, mouths open and frozen.  I continued on
like I hadn't seen them there.  I made sure to face them so they could get
a better view.  I liked the idea that I might be the reason they would
masturbate later on.  I would have been flattered if they dropped their
jeans and had done it right there.

   I don't really remember how long I stay out there but I just remember
loving every minute of it.  This became routine for me and the more people
who saw me the better.  Shortly after this I let a complete stranger, a
postal delivery man, fondle my breasts and it was the biggest turn on. 
Having his two large hands struggle with holding my large breasts yet
knowing exactly how to make me feel good will be something I will never
forget.  I now crave having strange men just come up to me, expose my
breasts and grope them, in public.  I began my home life as a nudist and my
trips outside became completely nude (when the weather is warm enough) and
I love it.

   I don't wear a bra, except at work or at certain formal or business
functions.  I only wear underwear when I have my period.  I live in a place
where winter lasts five to six months so my outdoor nudity can only happen
about four months out of the year sometimes five if we are having good
weather.  So you can bet once it's warm enough out I am in crop tops for
easy access in public.  I also wear short skirts a lot to show off my rear
and lower lips when I can.  My favorite places to expose more than most is
at the grocery store and public library.  I love the look some women give
me, like I'm a slut or crazy.  They cover their children's eyes and make a
big deal out it when in reality a human body is just that a body.  No one
should feel shame for their body, but teaching kids that nakedness is a bad
thing because it's only sexual is wrong.

   One of the best experiences I had was at an amusement park that opens in
May before the kids get off school for the summer.  I went on a weekday and
it was not busy at all.  It was fairly empty and all the guests were
couples in their 20's and early 30's, no kids at all.  I was wearing a very
short crop top, you could see all of my under-boobs with my arms down.  So
I would lift my arms up and boom, full tits out for all to see.  I would
pretend like I had no idea and then when my arms went down my top stayed
up. I walked around like that for a while and got a few stranger gropes, my
favorite, like I said.  I got longer rides on the attractions and a lot of
flirtations.  A security guard did ask me to cover up and I acted like I
didn't know my shirt was up and apologized and pulled my top down.  I then
looked around and flashed my chest when I didn't see security.  I was
wearing jeans that day so no lower flashing but my tits are amazing so it
was worth it for the whistles, the looks and the touches.  Seriously, there
should be adult only days at amusement parks were everyone could be naked
or at least nearly naked.  It feels amazing.  (Yes, I did put sunscreen on
as I am so fair skinned I would have burned.)



   Early Exhibitionism Pt.  02

   Living in a rural area we have a lot of small race tracks.  My favorite
one is one that has a dirt track and a motocross track.  I have always been
into cars and racing and motocross.  I go almost every week, twice a week
when the seasons are open.  I have been since as long as I can remember. 
As a young woman I now get pleasure in being known as that one chick who
flashes all the time.  I stand near the chain link fence between the
restrooms and the pits and flash my breasts at all the drivers while they
get ready to race.  I love the whistles and calls to flash again.  For the
moto it's a little different as the pits for moto aren't really a
structured place.  So I go around the far side of the track where not a lot
of the public are and stand with my boobs exposed for a few minutes at a
time so more of the racers can look.  I get thumbs up and whistles from
them.  I have to be careful because there are kids around and security.  I
love the attention!

   *

   Another time that I went a little wild was at an outdoor rock festival.
I was wearing very short jean shorts, very short like ass cheeks hanging
out short, and a tank top when I arrived.  I made sure to be fully
sunscreen protected.  As I found my way to the center of the crowd I just
began dancing and jumping and let my breasts pop out on their own, which
really didn't take long at all.  This action caused the tank top to stretch
and the straps ripped.  I just let the shirt fall off.  I got whistles
right away and the guy behind me reached around and started groping my
chest...  Damn I love that.  Strange hands just massaging and squeezing my
voluptuous breasts.  I didn't have another shirt with me nor did I buy one.
I just stayed topless all day and evening.  I danced and jumped around and
let my bare breasts bounce for all to see.  I dry humped with a couple of
guys too as they kissed my neck and fondled my breasts.  I got called a
slut by some girls but I don't care.

   They seemed immature to me even though I think they were a couple years
my senior.  I had another girl ask to touch my boobs and I was delighted to
let her, her hands weren't as big but it felt nice, she was blushing the
whole time.  I am in no way attracted to other girls, but I have absolutely
nothing against it.  I got up to crowd surf but didn't get very far as all
the guys just wanted to touch my boobs so I was pulled down a bit hard but
it was worth all the hands on me.  As the festival wound down I headed out
to the car, past the still open entrance and got a lot of strange looks
from people.  I was in too much of post exhibitionist high to even bother
with it.  I needed time to myself before I left.  I took off my shorts and
sat in my car masturbating I had been so turned on by all the fondling that
it really didn't take long for me to be satisfied.  I drove home naked
which was an hour and half drive, windows down, music up.  I got attention
at every red light, a car filled with college guys about my age tried to
get me to follow them but I didn't.

   *

   There was a time that I ended up topless completely by accident and was
unintentional on my part, honest.  My distant cousin was getting married
and there was drama with one of her bridesmaids.  Two days before the
wedding the girl just bowed out.  My cousin had not seen me in years as we
were never really close and lived three hours apart and again a distant
cousin, like 3rd cousin once removed.  Anyway her mom knew was about the
same height and about the same size as the friend and they asked me to step
in as a bridesmaid.  I said yes because I am a nice person and I felt bad
for my cousin.  I drove the three hours to where they live the next day,
which was the day before the wedding.  I try on the dress and it is too
loose around the waist by an inch or two and my boobs did not fit...  they
didn't realize I was that well endowed in the chest.  We went to a tailor
right away and they did what they could, took in the waist and tried to add
a material to the cups, but it didn't work.

   There was no time to find a dress so I was stuck with it.  I couldn't
wear a bra, even though I tried, it made the dress even harder to fit over
my boobs.  So I made it through the wedding and 90% of the reception, I had
had several almost exposed moments but I was trying really hard to keep the
girls in because I didn't want to take attention off the bride and groom.
So it was about 11:30 PM and it was the last couple of songs were left. 
Only the wedding party and few others are left dancing and having fun, all
of them except for me were drunk.  The dress couldn't contain my boobs any
longer and the top of the dress sort of just feel apart.  I tried to cover
up but everybody being drunk was like "it's okay, boobs are great" so I
just let them stand out and bounce freely during the last few songs.  The
whole bridal party started touching my boobs and saying how beautiful I am
and how my boobs are beautiful and perky and SO BIG.

   *

   A while ago I was at a hotel with an indoor pool that was open 24 hours
a day.  It was a last minute trip and I didn't realize the hotel had a pool
and I didn't bring a suit.  I have trouble sleeping away from home.  I
couldn't sleep and I was restless.  I sleep naked.  I just put on a robe
and grabbed a towel and headed down to the pool at 2:00 AM.  I was
expecting no one to be there but there were a few men in their late 20s to
early 30s probably on the last night of a business trip hanging out in the
pool and having fun.  They are all adults and I was like screw it, I like
to be naked and I love people seeing me naked so I just stripped out of the
robe and put the towel on the nearest chair and jumped in the pool and when
I came back up they were cheering and whistling and I just waved and
started swimming laps.  They were still talking and just sort of messing
around but I could tell they were talking about me and checking me out.

   This is when I notice they are a little tipsy, not drunk, I'm not scared
of anything bad happening, they were just being a little silly and
immature. They moved to the middle of pool and kept watching me do laps so
I started doing the backstroke so they could get a better view of my body.
I let them run their hands along my body as I went by.  This continued for
some time.  They got out and I noticed they were all hard...  I had gotten
a group of adult men hard just by looking and light touching, that was a
powerful feeling.  They must have felt awkward or like they had done
something inappropriate and they left.  So now I have the whole pool to
myself and the wall of windows is in view of a lot of the windows in other
buildings.  I saw lights on and was like, okay if people see, they see. 
After I was done swimming I got out and just walked along the windows to
air dry.  I grabbed the towel and wrapped my hair in it and my robe that
had the key in the pocket and I hung the robe over my arm instead of on and
headed out of the pool area into the hall naked.  There was no one in the
hall so I kept going to the elevators and headed up to my room.  I was
hoping the elevator would stop and some unsuspecting person would see me
naked, but no it didn't happen.  It was 3:45 in the morning.

   *

   I attended a Naked Halloween Costume party for Adults only.  It was
photo free for job reasons.  No one was allowed to take photos.  It was as
naked as you felt comfortable doing.  I went as Slave Leia with arm bands,
belt (no skirt, no top), choker with a chain and heels, nothing else.  Hair
done in the braid with the gold pieces.  I was the most naked person at the
party...  It was great.  I got a lot of attention and had a few gropes,
fondles and stares.  One of the gropes was one of the best I have ever had.
This large kind of hairy man just grabbed my breasts and begin to massage
them and kiss them.  His hands knew to squeeze gently and rub in circles.
His mouth was warm and wet and felt like heaven.  I gave him a damn good
blow job in return.  I got to represent my nerd side and look absolutely
hot.  I got a lot of compliments on my body and my red hair.



   Early Exhibitionism Pt.  03

   I was sidetracked for sometime and didn't get write.  I have two other
stories that should be read before this one.  I will start with some things
that happened before the pandemic lock down and protocols.

   If you remember I really love being naked in public...  or at least
topless.  I love my body, I love showing it off.  Not even always in a
sexual way, usually not, but I do like the attention.

   One of the many places I like to go is a Library a few small towns over.
They have a very large branch.  It is three floors, nearly unheard of in
small communities.  The first floor has one circulation desk with two
Librarians working it.  One the first floor is the children's section, the
young adult section and the G- PG13 DVD's There is the story hour corner
to. One the second floor they have the adult books, and a large computer
area.  Two circulation desks, one is for a librarian to watch the computer
section and the other has two librarians checking out books.  There is a
large study area that is usually full of high school and college age
students (my age people).  The third floor has the reference section, One
side is full of books on specific topics and Biographies and
autobiographies.  There is one librarian on this floor and the small desk
they sit at faces the reference section and all they do is make sure no one
takes the reference books home.

   The other side has stacks of outdated, useless books like
Encyclopedia's, Dictionaries, Thesaurus' and etcetera.  I am not sure why
they still have those books, no one uses them.  But I am glad they do.  I
can be in these stacks without kids being around and without any
"supervision." There is a coffee table and couch at the back of the section
and I would set up to work there a lot.  I would wear easy clothes to get
on and off, like sweats, no underwear or bra and just get naked.  I would
walk around the shelves of useless books naked for hours.  I would watch
carefully to make sure the librarian didn't turn around, they never do.

   Even though the third floor is usually pretty dead there would be a few
people up there looking for a book on a certain topic.  (Yes there are
people who still use books, it makes weeding out unreliable websites so
much easier because you are using a book).  Those people would see me, They
would admire my body and not say a word.  I thought one time this one woman
was going to say something but she didn't.  Usually after a few people saw
me I would head to my corner and masturbate, I always get so turned on when
strangers see me naked.  I would have to be quiet and not let any sounds
out and that too makes it even more hot.  I always climax.  (Don't worry I
clean up before I leave) I then walk around the stacks again, usually
fondling myself this time craving for someone else to be touching me.

   Movie theaters are a great place to get naked too.  I like to go on
Saturday or Sunday, late morning or early afternoon matinÃ(C)e's because it
is risky to do if there are a lot of people in the theater.  I always sit
in the very back row, in the middle.  I wait for the lights to down and the
previews to be over.  I then start by removing my top and freeing my
breasts.  I like to fondle them and rub my nipples to get them hard and to
get me going.  I love when someone randomly turns around and sees me or the
usher takes a peek around the theater and doesn't do or say anything.  I
then undress my bottom and spread my legs over the seats in front of me.  I
work my hands down from my breasts to my lower lips.  I rub in circles and
put pressure on that one spot.  I can make a little noise here because the
speakers are so loud and no one is really ever that close to me.  I never
let myself climax at the theater though, I like to come home horny as hell.
There have been a couple of times I got caught by an employee, I had to
give blow jobs in order to not get banned from the theaters but I am pretty
sure it was just because they wanted something because most of the time
employees at that time of day don't care.

   I once went to a park, with kids around, and took my top off.  I was off
in a secluded area but there is always a chance that someone will walk up
on you.  It is in a grove of trees in the corner of the park, there is some
shrubs around to.  I was there for a long time topless just enjoying nature
and the songs of the birds.  I heard people come close but never around the
back side of the trees.  I was sitting leaning back on arms so my large,
perky breasts were very much on display.  I saw a ball, a colorful one, you
know those really light ones that kids under five play with come past me. I
closed my eyes in dread.  I figured I was about to get yelled at by a
closed minded, uptight mom.  I opened my eyes and saw a lone child pick up
the ball and turn.  He looked at me for a second, he was about four.  He
just said "boobies." It was a statement, not a question.  Then he said
"Cool" and ran away to play.  I didn't hear from any angry parents or see
that kid again.  Kids really don't care and aren't traumatized by naked
bodies.  They are taught that nudity is bad and only sexual.  It's not. 
It's comfortable and natural.

   Since the pandemic has happened.  I am following protocols super
closely. I am not going to places unless I absolutely have to.  So my
nakedness has been at home, hoping as many neighbors see as possible. 
Hiking the trails on my property naked, going to the door and opening it
after a package is delivered naked and hoping the delivery person sees. 
Doing everything I can naked.  For work, I can work from home, but for our
staff meetings through zoom.  I am usually mostly naked, but I can't let my
work know that.  I usually wear a cardigan sweater, open with nothing under
it and then pull my very long, very thick hair over the front of my
shoulders so it covers everything but they see sleeves.



   Early Exhibitionism Pt.  04