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HEART BALL
by Uther Pendragon
nogardneprethu@gmail.com
Part 1:
Allison Bryant had got home physically, but her mind was
still selling real estate as she fitted her key in the door. The
new couple looked interested in the Westerall house. There would
be a nice commission if they took it.
Her daughter, Shannon was coming towards her carrying two
cans of soft drinks. "Oh, hi mom," she said. "I didn't expect
you home." She headed up the stairs. If she hadn't expected
her home, why did she have two cans? And they were one Coke and
one root beer. Shannon had some weird tastes, but she wouldn't
drink both at the same time.
Allison followed her up the stairs. "Getting it?" Shannon
asked.
"I think the modem is plugged in," came a boy's voice from
her room. "Try it, and I'll stay here."
There was a boy lying on Shannon's bed! "What are you doing?
And who are you?"
"Oh, hi, Mrs. Bryant. I'm Steve Anderson. We're trying to
get Shannon's new computer set up." Why she asked who he was,
Steve couldn't tell. He'd met her and Shannon's dad on his first
time taking Shannon out. Damn near gave him a third degree,
too.
Oh, Steven, Allison thought. He looked different lying down
with his arms stretched out. Well, it could have been worse.
Shannon wasn't on the bed with him. Still Allison wasn't happy
seeing a boy in her daughter's bedroom, much less her daughter's
bed.
Shannon sat down at her new computer. "What should I
type?"
"Don't use the keyboard," Steve said. "Use the mouse. It
should say something like 'Internet Explorer' or 'AOL' on one of
those boxes."
"It has both." Shannon thought that Steve should give her
step-by-step directions. All these choices were more than she
wanted. And couldn't her mom go do something else? Steve would
set her up next.
Allison was frustrated. These kids were ignoring her,
ignoring that she could see what they were doing. Well, what
they were doing seemed to be getting a computer up and running.
Still, did they have to be doing it in a bedroom, for God's
sake?
Steve was uncomfortable. He'd said that he would set up
Shannon's mom on AOL, too. But he had to deal with one computer
at a time. And hiding the phone jack under the head of Shannon's
bed was idiotic. Still, setting up the computer was his business
-- rearranging her bedroom was not. And he hadn't had his root
beer yet, and Shannon shouldn't have opened her Coke right over
the computer keyboard. Still, he wasn't going to nag her in
front of her mom. "Click on the Explorer." He wanted to be at
the computer when he set up AOL.
"Did that."
"Let me look at the screen." Steve got up from the bed to
see the Explorer log-in. "Okay, click the top-right X. We
don't want to use it, we wanted to know that the modem
connection worked." He turned to Shannon's mom, who seemed to
be waiting for him to go to work on her installation. "I'll
take a while here. Then I'll do yours. Your office, right?"
Shannon got up, and he sat down at the keyboard.
Allison knew when she had been dismissed. She just wasn't
about to be dismissed from her daughter's bedroom in her own
house by a teenage boy. "Look," she said, "do you have to do
this here?"
"Mom," asked Shannon, "where do you expect me to set up my
new computer? Where do I have any space if not here?"
Steve could see a fight brewing, and he didn't want to be in
the middle of it. Shannon was right, and her mom was being
unreasonable -- as Shannon often told him she was. Still, if he
was part of the argument, even an audience for it, then her mom
would remember it when they wanted to extend a curfew or have
another privilege. "Where is your AOL disk?" he asked Shannon to
distract her.
She handed it to him, and he went to work. He'd already
chosen a password for her, "stVlvSshN." It didn't matter that
her mom knew her password, he'd tell her to change it anyway.
Still, he didn't want her mom seeing *that* message. Seeing
it in the middle of a fight would be worse.
"Now, you want screen names for each of your parents, too?"
he asked. He turned to her mom. "If you get an account with
AOL, you get multiple screen names. Shannon asked me to set
each one of you up with a screen name. All your identity online
is that screen name. Each one has its own password. I'll give
you 'SHANMOM' and your husband 'SHANDAD.' Change those
passwords. Nobody should know yours, and I certainly don't want
to. I'll set up the accounts from this machine, and then we'll
go install AOL on your machine. I understand that your husband
can get AOL from work."
"I think he already has an account from the hospital."
"Maybe so. Shannon told me to set each of you up with your
own account. He doesn't have a computer here?"
"Not one connected to the Internet." Allison was angry
enough at this boy invading Shannon's room; she certainly wasn't
going to invite him into hers. "I think he likes it that
way."
"That's fine." In the first place, the man worked with
computers, big ones; he couldn't be so ignorant that he couldn't
set up AOL. In the second, while this was an easy way to impress
Shannon, Steve didn't want to do any work which wouldn't gain him
anything. In the third, the obvious reason that a man with
Internet access at work might want one at home -- downloading
porn -- wasn't one he was about to suggest to the man's wife and
daughter. He didn't want Shannon even suspecting that he, Steve,
was aware of the possibility. For that matter, her dad might not
have any interest in that sort of stuff. "If you want me in your
office, I'll install AOL on your computer. You could probably do
it yourself." She couldn't be as computer-ignorant as Shannon,
but -- then -- maybe it ran in the genes.
Allison thought it weird that he would think nothing of being
in Shannon's bedroom -- Shannon's bed -- and then ask politely
whether she wanted him in her office. But that seemed the only
way to get him out of the bedroom. Anyway, she did want an AOL
connection. "That would be nice."
"Let me drink some of this." Steve moved to the center of
the room before he popped the tab on his root beer. "You don't
want pop anywhere near a keyboard." He hoped Shannon would take
that hint. "You're already set up -- 'bryant-dash-a at AOL dot
com.' It's all lowercase letters -- small letters. That's how
screen names work. But you can't access from your own computer
until AOL is installed there." Steve had told Shannon this
several times. He suspected it had flown in one ear and out the
other, and repeating it to her mom was one way to repeat it
without expressing how deep he felt Shannon's ignorance was.
Deep, and a little weird; Shannon got good grades in school,
better -- if anything -- than his own; you'd think she could get
this stuff which was so simple.
Steve installed AOL on Shannon's mom's computer, finished his
root beer -- he'd left the can on the hall floor, and took his
leave. He'd expected a kiss from Shannon. Hell, he'd deserved
one; but he knew he wasn't going to get it with her mom watching.
For that matter, her mom seemed in a bad mood.
When he'd walked his bike to the sidewalk and pedaled away,
Shannon turned to her mom. "He did me a favor -- did you one for
that matter. You didn't have to treat him like dirt."
"I come home to find a strange boy in your bedroom, and you
criticize how *I* act?"
"You knew I was getting a new computer. You wrote the
check." Shannon had savings from her job, but the money was in
her mother's account. Money in Shannon's hands tended to be
spent very quickly. "Did you really expect me to set it up
myself?"
"I come home to find a strange boy lying in your bed."
"Steve isn't strange. Well, he's strange in some ways -- he
could set up a computer, after all. But we've been going
together for months now. You've met him before. And he was
plugging in the cord for the modem. Do you think he should have
been lying on the floor? There isn't space. You have a bedroom
and an office; when you want to entertain your friends, you can
do it in the living room or the dining room. I have *one*
room. This is my office, my living room. It's the only room
which is mine. When I told you that I was going to put you and
dad on AOL, you said it was generous of me. Then you object to
my being on AOL."
It had been generous of Shannon. Allison might worry about
her daughter's spendthrift ways, but you couldn't deny that she
was generous. And it was the only place that she could set up
her computer; they'd even discussed where it would go. Still,
she was seventeen, a high-school senior. Didn't she have any
consciousness of appearances? For that matter, Steven was a
senior, too. Did he think that he should be lying on a girl's
bed in the presence of her mother? And lying on her bed when
her mother wasn't home was worse. She never doubted that
Shannon petted; she came home from a two-hour date much less
neatly dressed than she did from a full day in school. But she
wanted limits. She figured that she and Wayne had taught their
daughter limits, but what they taught and what Shannon learned
were two entirely different things.
- = -
Steve had invited Ken over. He'd visited less this last year
than he had before, but he was one of the kids his parents really
liked. Several of the teachers liked Ken, too, which was
something of a puzzle. The kids liked him because he was a
joker, often in trouble. You'd think that the adults would hate
him for that reason.
In Steve's room, Ken talked about beginning AP calc that
week. Steve enjoyed the idea of taking calc; he'd need it for
what he wanted to do. Actually enjoying the subject, the
contents of the course? That seemed to go against the
unofficial high-school code of conduct. "You're going to be
busy, taking AP in both calc and physics," he pointed out. "Do
you really want to run for student-council president?"
"It's too late to change my mind about that. I've been
running for the last two years. Besides, the schools look at
that when they are doing admittance."
"You could get in anywhere. You got an 800 on the
*junior* math College Boards."
"Everybody applying to Chicago did something like that.
Remember Jerry, president of the chess club our freshman
year?"
"Yeah, and first board. I could see working at being first
board; club president looks like more work, and less prestige, as
you should know."
"I asked him that. The players respect first board; they
don't much respect president, and non-players laugh at the entire
club. Well, he told me that schools look at things like that.
He'd been a good student with no extra-curricular activities.
Mr. Babaian thought up the chess club to give him an office.
First board wants to be president, you vote for him."
"You were first board by the end of that year. Why didn't
you run for president?"
"I did. I just took my time. But, if president of the chess
club will make the schools look at you, a major office will make
them look closer. So I looked at the major offices."
"And you're running for the highest one."
"Class president is less prestige with more competition.
Anyway, I supported people running for class offices in return
for their promise of support for me later. They aren't all
keeping their promises, but enough are. And the chess players
and the jokers are supporting me. You should run for student
council; it would look good on your record, too."
"No. I'm not even sure I can keep up in the chess club. I'll
be working for Hauksbee in the drug store as much time as I can
and he'll let me."
"And as much time as Shannon lets you free."
"Shannon knows I have to work. She ushers, too. She's an
understanding girl. And didn't inherit that from her mom."
"Mom doesn't like dear daughter dating a dork?"
"It's not that." And Steve told him the whole story of his
working on Shannon's computer. "And I can't understand it. This
is *my* room. Now, my mom and dad like you; but they'd
never say who I can have visit here. They haven't since I was a
little kid."
"Yeah, but her mom is a married lady."
"So what? Most moms are."
Not all moms. His mom wasn't, which Steve knew. She'd never
been, which he'd never told Steve. He kept few secrets from his
closest friend, but that was one of them. "You won't talk about
my reasons for running for council president?" he asked
suddenly.
"No. What about Shannon's mom? What did you mean?"
"Well, she's a married lady. She has sex in her bed. That's
what a bed means to her, what a bedroom means." Not that they
had to be married to have sex, not that they always kept sex in
the bedroom. He'd heard his mom too many times, seen her once on
the couch with a visitor, not that he'd ever say any of that to
Steve. "Wouldn't you have funny feelings about Shannon riding in
the back seat with another boy? Perfectly innocent use of the
back seat -- but you have another experience."
"Boy! Have you ever seen the back seat of a Honda? I don't
get in the back seat with Shannon. I don't know if she's ever
even sat there."
"But you get my point." If Ken had things he didn't share
with Steve, Steve had things he didn't share with Ken. How far
had they gone? Ken didn't know, and Steve didn't say. Unlike a
lot of kids who'd tell you all about their conquests -- imaginary
conquests, probably.
Steve had been known to refuse to say whether he'd ever
kissed Shannon, which was ridiculous. The school had rules
about "PDA," public displays of affection on school property.
Some couples protested by ostentatiously kissing as soon as they
were across the street and off school property. Steve and
Shannon had soon tired of that game, but they'd played it for a
few days in the spring.
"I'd rather have you on the Council than not," Ken said,
reminded that some kids liked and/or respected Steve. "Still,
it's your decision. You will campaign for me, though?"
"Sure. I've said so. Even though I still think this is one
of your elaborate practical jokes."
"Would I do that to you?" Ken didn't bother to deny that
he'd do that to the student body.
"Yup!" At which time, there was a knock on the door. It was
time for supper.
Steve often bitched about his parents to Ken. Ken listened,
that's what friends did. Still, he envied him his parents --
even his dad. There were two or three teachers who had been a
great help to Ken, all of them male. His own dad was a
programmer; Ken got -- aside from the checks which only his mom
saw -- two weeks a year with him, even if those weeks were fun.
Steve's mom was the closest thing to a mother figure in Ken's
life.
"So, Ken," said Steve's dad, "Steve tells us you are running
for president of the student council. Isn't that a major step?
Shouldn't you have done something lesser beforehand?"
"Well, I am president of the chess club. Was president last
year and the vee-pee the year before. But I think I've got a
good chance at this. Besides, you have to understand what
student council is."
"And what's that? It's the government of the school."
"Not quite. Look, school is a bunch of classes. It's more,
but that is the center. Now, the principal is in charge; he's
paid more than the teachers, and can give them orders. But he
can't control how Mr. Babaian teaches physics. He doesn't know
what goes on in the classroom day by day; he doesn't know enough
physics, for that matter."
"So?"
"So, everything which is really important is out of the
principal's control. All he can control is Mickey-Mouse stuff.
And, as Steve will have told you, that means that the school is
full of Mickey-Mouse rules. I'll bet the president of your
company doesn't have a loudspeaker which he gets on a half dozen
times a day to make announcements to the factory workers. So the
teachers control what happens in class; the principal and his
administration controls what they can -- making up rules for the
most part. That doesn't leave much for the student council to
decide. They mostly run the dances; that and they have great fun
with parliamentary rules. I'll bet the average student-council
member raises more points of order in a year than the entire US
Congress."
"Your take on school government is interesting," Rachel
Anderson said. "You don't intend to tie the council in knots
just to prove your point do you?"
"Well...."
"Promise us you'll do the best job you can if you do get
in."
"Oh, he'll get in," said Steve. He had great faith in Ken's
scheming. Some of the schemes blew up, though the t-shirts
they'd tried to turn into guncotton hadn't. He wouldn't take any
bets against unintended consequences, but the direct results of
one of his schemes was fairly certain to be what Ken intended.
He wouldn't make the mistake of counting his votes wrong.
"I didn't hear his promise," said his mom.
"I promise. I'll be the best student-council president I can
be."
"When you get older," said Steve's dad, "you might see the
point to some of the rules which seem pointless now. I can
remember Steve complaining about the PDA rule."
"Oh, I can see that one. Not that it limits me in any way.
Before you can display affection, you have to have someone you
feel affectionate about. And nobody is ever going to feel
affection towards me."
"You aren't as hard to like as you think, Ken," Mrs.
Anderson said. "Roger and I managed."
"You have a generous heart. With two kids of your own, you
looked at the stray your son brought home with him and opened
another ventricle of mother-love."
"Ken!" Mrs. Anderson looked as shocked at what he had said as
he felt. He'd always had a problem evading the truth around her.
He took a deep breath and settled down. Steve's next question
was about chess, and he answered it well enough. He didn't
reveal himself another time during the meal.
Shannon was a little surprised at the energy Steve put into
Ken's campaign. She didn't put in any great effort, herself.
For that matter, Ken didn't seem to put out any effort, either.
He won on his reputation as a joker -- but also he got support
from a surprising number of leaders in the sophomore and junior
classes.
The important part of student government went on
substantially unchanged. The dances were held on schedule.
Steve took her to the first one. They danced the slow dances
together, and sat out half the fast dances together. They
parked on their way home.
Steve didn't really think that making out was something that
Shannon owed him. As much as he wanted to bare her lovely
breasts, he didn't want her to permit him *because* he had
taken her to the first dance of their senior year. But
still....
Shannon buttoned her blouse up again, before moving back into
his arms. She really liked Steve, loved him, loved his kisses.
But she felt so exposed in the seat of his mother's Honda.
"But this summer, you... we...." Steve said.
All summer they had ridden their bikes out in the mornings
while their friends slept in. They'd both had jobs that
interfered with their afternoons and evenings. He'd made
deliveries for old man Hauksbee's drugstore; Shannon had ushered
at the movie theater four evenings a week and sat for Mrs. Green
on the other three. Mornings were their times together.
They had found a meadow on an abandoned farm where they could
talk in absolute privacy; and, when they would stop talking, the
privacy had been even more important. He had felt her breasts,
and then seen her breasts, and then kissed her breasts.
"It's not the same, Steve," she said, wondering why he
couldn't see that. It was one thing to be alone in the meadow,
sharing all their thoughts, no one to see them but God; and then
they shared some other things, too, things that she wouldn't have
mentioned to another soul. "We were clean, then."
"After a five-mile bike ride? I showered before picking you
up tonight."
"We were sweaty, but what we did was clean," she said. "Now
we are just a couple of kids making out in a car. And anybody
could come by. It's not the same. And I have to be home in
fifteen minutes."
The last was inarguable. He kissed her with closed lips and
with his hands off her covered breasts. "I love you," he said.
"I don't understand you, but I love you." He started the
car.
She loved him, too. She even understood him a little bit,
sometimes. She had enjoyed their summertime making out, and it
didn't make sense to feel more exposed in the dark car than she
had in the sunlit field. She just did. And, he *did* back
off when she asked. Finally she said, "I love you, too. Just
have a little patience with me."
He'd thought that the conversation was over. They were
nearly to her house, having driven in silence. "Patience"
didn't sound that bad to him; not good, but better than
"never."
They kissed chastely at her door. Her parents might be
watching.
As a matter of fact, her mother was. She was favorably
impressed that Steven always walked Shannon to the door as Curt
almost never had; she was happy that they hadn't made a spectacle
of themselves for the neighbors. Still, Allison Bryant didn't
think for one minute that this kiss represented the extent of the
last hour's activities. "Did you have a nice time at the dance?"
she asked. From the state of Shannon's hair and lipstick, she'd
clearly had a nice time afterwards.
"It was great," Shannon said with a lack of enthusiasm even
she could hear. "Actually, it was. It's just that neither Jones
at the theater nor Hauksbee at the drugstore have much respect
for their peons' social needs." Which was a constant annoyance,
even if not one that she had thought about that night.
Steve stopped his mother's car at a gas station to fill the
tank. His earnings, after current expenses, went into a savings
account intended for college. The money in there was probably
enough to buy a beater; he was tired of having to explain to his
parents before every date just why he needed to use one of their
cars. Kids who worked much less than he, younger kids, kids doing
worse in school, kids who had been in trouble with the law for
God's sake, drove their own cars to school every day.
Later, lying in bed, he thought that his having to ask for
the car was typical of his life. Bill, a year ahead of him in
school and Hauksbee's delivery boy two years ago, had worked in
the store and been trusted with the cash register *his*
senior year. With Bill gone, Hauksbee or Thompson handled the
register. Steve was still just a delivery boy.
Steve got good grades, and had been sent to the principal's
office only twice in the three previous years. Both times were
with Ken, and the principal had little to say to him except "Stay
away from Ken; he'll just lead you into trouble." Now Ken was
president of Student Council, and Steve was nobody. Well, that
was unfair; he'd helped Ken win, and Ken had wanted him to run
for Council. Steve just hadn't wanted to put in the time. And
Ken was even brighter than his grades showed; when Mr. Jenkins
was teaching them the evils of sentence fragments, he'd handed
one of Ken's themes back with the comment: "Laughed out loud;
grade of F." Ken had written the whole thing in sentence
fragments.
But still, Steve colored within the lines and got
diddleysquat. Even Shannon (especially Shannon because Shannon
was what mattered most) didn't want them to be "a couple of kids
making out in a car." Well, what did she think they were? That
was as good as saying that she would give him less than his
classmates were getting, and some of those guys treated their
girlfriends like shit.
To be fair, though, some of those girlfriends were shit. And
some of the others were nice girls except for a terrible taste in
guys. But not one of them was as nice as Shannon. That was the
problem, really. It wasn't only that he wanted to touch some
breasts; he wanted to touch Shannon's breasts.
To be honest, he wanted a lot more than that. He wanted to
fuck her, but Shannon wasn't the sort of girl who would do that.
Not now, at least, and it was too long to wait for any future in
which she would. He could imagine it, though. And he did.
He would remove Shannon's bra and see those smooth breasts
again; he would kiss them until she was panting, much more
excited than she had ever been in the summer. Then he would
strip her flowered panties down and see the heart-shaped hair
again.
Maybe it was the way he'd seen it, on their last free day
before school opened. She had lain back on their two shirts
while he picked her a bouquet of wild flowers. After handing her
the flowers, Steve had knelt at her head and kissed her eyebrows.
He kissed her nose where it was peeling ever so slightly, and
then her chin. They'd tried for a meeting of tongues, but that
is hard when one face is upside down from the other. He'd kissed
her breasts, and she'd kissed his chest. He'd pressed on to lick
her bellybutton. Then he had pushed down on her shorts. She
hadn't objected. He'd had no idea why, but he'd accepted his
luck. It had been that sort of day.
The shorts had moved down revealing a line of pale skin, then
the panties which he'd pushed too, and then the hair. It had
been an arrow pointing at him, not at all like the slight arc on
his body. It had been fine, darker than her head, but he'd been
able to see the pale skin through it.
"Oh Shannon," he'd said. He couldn't express his wonder.
She'd raised her hips to let him push the shorts and panties down
to her thighs. The hair was pointing towards him, and then it
broadened. At the very end, hard to see from his position, it
parted into two lobes. "That's where they get it," he'd said.
The hair was a perfect heart shape.
She had pulled her panties back up. He noticed, when they
had covered that revelation of beauty, that they were pretty,
white with blue flowers and a line of lace at the top. Then
she'd pulled up her shorts, too. The magic moment had ended.
Someday, she wouldn't stop him. He would remove her panties
completely and kneel between her legs. Then her hands would
replace his, guiding his cock into her and he would stroke and
stroke inside her. At that point, he reached for the Kleenex. He
wrapped it around the head of his cock and imagined his entrance
into Shannon's body one more time. He erupted, and then stroked
until it all had come out.
Satisfied, but somehow feeling dissatisfied, he slid into
sleep.
The next week, Hauksbee began showing him how to operate the
cash register. Kevin, a junior whom he knew slightly, started
working one night a week on deliveries. It was how Steve had
started. He got a fifteen-cents-an-hour raise, but still was
making less per week than he had made in the summer.
His parents fought his idea of buying a car when he brought
it up Sunday afternoon. "You need that money for college," his
father said. A representative of a fertilizer company, he was
getting ready to start a three-day road trip visiting dealers.
"You don't need a car."
"What would I have done if I hadn't found a job?" he
responded. "I'm tired of having to get down on my knees every
time that I need a car. I want my own."
"That's quite an exaggeration. It's not your car; you have
to expect to ask."
"That's just the point. The cars aren't my property. So I
can't say that I will drive somewhere with my friends or tell
Shannon that I can take her on a date. I have to tell them all
that I will *try*; I will *ask*.
"I'm not going to break the law, speed, run away from home.
I just want a car which I can decide to drive somewhere; which
allows me to tell people that I will go there tomorrow or next
week." It didn't work; talking to his parents almost never
did.
He was still in a negative mood when Ken turned his way as
they left AP Calculus the next day. "You know, we really need
your input on the Harvest Ball," Ken said. The school had dances
to records more Friday nights than not, but the fancier, rarer
Saturday-night "Balls" were done by committees. Ken was
responsible for getting those committees together and having the
dances a success. It was the real work of the student council
president.
The idea of Ken being responsible was funny on the face of
it, but not funny enough to lighten his mood. "Not this time,
Ken. I'll ask Shannon to the dance, but I don't have time to be
on a committee." Ken was actually walking away from his next
class; not having much time to argue, he switched lanes and
hurried back.
Wednesday night, Roger Anderson muted the commercial.
"Getting down on his knees," he said to his wife. "You ought to
make him get down on his knees next time he asks."
Rachel had almost forgotten the exaggeration, but had been
thinking about the incident. "I can see what Steve means about
making plans. Still kids have very flexible positions on
property and privacy. What's yours is theirs; what's theirs is
private. He was rooting around in our closet just the other day
for one of your ties."
"Well, he did ask after he found it."
"Still, would you dare go through his closet or drawers if he
had forgotten to return it?" She wondered if she should mention
the incident with their daughter when she was home from
college.
"Nope." Roger said, and clicked "Ed" back up.
She was the one who clicked the ending commercials down.
"Mallory is just as bad, maybe worse. Last summer, she was
looking through my lingerie drawer for a half slip...."
"Hmmm."
"She found the vibrator," Rachel continued.
"And you caught her with it in her hands?"
"No. She *confronted* me with it. She thought it was
disgusting that a woman of my age used one. But she knew what it
was, and never considered that it had another use." The
straight-wand shape wasn't *that* suggestive. "And she had
been looking for a half-slip."
"Huh?" He'd been thinking about the vibrator. They only
used it occasionally, but he had spent the last two nights in
motels. And Steve was out of the house for more than the next
hour.
"A half-slip, my dear innocent, is what a girl wears so the
boy can reach her breasts without fully undressing her." As
Roger should have remembered, she thought as she clicked to
change channels.
"Do you really want to watch 'West Wing?'" Roger asked. The
picture of some boy molesting Mallory's breasts was disturbing.
The picture of her with the vibrator in her hand was almost as
bad. But the vibrator evoked other pictures as well.
Not when she considered the alternative. "Is there anything
better on?"
"I thought we might check out whether Mallory damaged the
vibrator. Whether it still works, you know."
He was in pajamas when she came back from inserting the
diaphragm. She dug out the magic wand while he took his own
bathroom time. The shower didn't run three minutes.
He shed his pajamas to join her in bed. Skin a little cool
for a hug, he gently scratched her back. All Rachel's emotions
melted into a puddle; this was bliss. Minutes later, she reached
her leg back and parted his with her foot. "Mmmmm," she said.
"Don't really need the vibrator."
But much as the scratching pleased her, it had never seemed
to him that she was actually turned on. Grateful, yes,
receptive, but not eager for him. Besides, vibrator times were
special. "All that tells us is that the fingernails still
work."
They took a while, kissing, fondling, rubbing, before he
started the tests. The vibrator still worked on her breasts, and
it still worked on her thighs. As he stroked it around her lower
lips, he kissed from one breast to the other. The taste of the
prominent nipple, combined with his sense of her arousal, was
almost enough to keep him firm. The move dropped his dick onto
her thigh; the quivers ran from the vibrator, down her thigh, and
onto the sensitive head of his dick.
She was enjoying the feeling of his lips on her nipple when
he finally brought the wand to the top of her thighs. Much as
she loved that climbing excitement, she didn't want to climax
empty. She reached over to where his erection was pressed
against her leg. She brushed up the shaft to reach his balls,
while he raised his top leg to accommodate her. She cuddled the
sack, letting the balls move against her fingers, while the
shaft hardened against her wrist. It would be there when she
needed it. Meanwhile, she relaxed her attention to let the wand
carry her higher and higher.
He was kissing her tightening belly when her hand shoved his
away. He turned off and dropped the vibrator while climbing
between her legs. Guided by her hand, he journeyed the route he
knew best in all the world, so familiar but always dramatically
new. The light touch of her fingers in his shaft, the moist
caress of her lips, the mock-resistant hug of her portal, the
slick yielding of her tunnel -- all built the same excitement in
him, each contributing in its own unique way.
She led him just where she needed him most. The warmth, the
breadth, the *humanness* gave her sensations which the wand
never did. Slowly, he entered her; slowly he widened her; slowly
he filled her. And every millimeter scratched an itch more acute
than he ever scratched on her back. Only when he was fully
inside, his groin pressed against hers, pushing her legs outward
and upward, did she reach for the wand. She turned the speed all
the way down before turning it on.
When he heard the growl of the vibrator on low, Roger pulled
out half way. Rachel raised her knees around his waist. Then
she moved the wand slowly across her hips towards him. She could
feel the shaking deep inside her when the contact was made. With
the vibrator against the bottom of his dick and her warm
slickness trembling around him, Roger stroked in and out as his
excitement soared.
Her mind knew that she needed only the shaking of his organ
deep within her to take her over, but her body still answered
his. She dropped her feet to the bed to drive her groin up around
his organ as it drove down into her; it dropped back as he
withdrew. Meanwhile, her spirit soared.
Surrendering to his needs, and hers, Roger stroked faster and
faster. Much as he luxuriated in the slick friction, the
shaking, the warm grip and her drive against him, he knew that
even more was coming and he wanted that. He desperately needed
that. Then it came for her first.
Rachel spun upwards, tightening as she rose. Then the
tightness caught her and shook her. She dropped the wand,
clutched the bed, spasmed as Roger drove into her and into her.
Roger felt her clutch around him once -- he pulled back, almost
coming out -- twice -- he drove into her, felt his knees slip on
the sheets from his force -- thrice -- then he joined her, his
dick pounding as he thrust again and again.
It was a long time before they parted. He recovered the
vibrator, turned it off, wiped the fluids off its surface. "That
was something, but I need you," he said.
"I need you, too, darling. This is a banquet. Alone it is
like the meals, MREs, you ate in the National Guard. It
satisfies all the physical needs, just not very tasty."
He checked the clock. "Steve's still in the store. He won't
get here on his bike for half an hour."
"You know," Rachel said, "he won't really be able to handle
the deliveries when it's two feet deep in snow. He couldn't last
year." She snuggled back against him.
"So let him get down on his knees."
"I think we might be a little more permissive. Staying home
on his work nights isn't that much of an imposition, and we still
have your car when you're here." And her car, Gertrude, didn't
sneak into the driveway like his bike did. Still, she felt
protective of her little Honda Civic.
Roger felt generous towards all the world, so long as he
didn't have to move. "It's your car." She rolled over to lie on
his shoulder. In that position, his fingers just reached the
sharpest curve of her butt. Later, though, he scratched her back
a few more times. Arching her back in response pushed her
breasts tighter against his side.
While Steve rode up to the house, he toyed with the idea of
joining his parents for the end of "Law and Order." The rest of
his homework could be done afterwards. Once inside, he found
that they had already gone to bed. He renewed his decision that
he wouldn't let himself turn so sedate and inactive when
*he* got old.
He went up and finished his homework. But, conscious of
being the opposite of sedate, he took a centerfold to bed with
him to study before he turned off the light.
Shannon had once thought that getting paid to watch a movie
was heaven on earth. But she'd seen too many, and the hours
sucked.
"I have a date Friday night," she told Mr. Jones.
"Cancel it!" he said. "I have only so many usherettes, and
Cathy can neither work an R-rated show nor handle the booth.
Besides, this one will be full without the high-school crowd.
When the show starts, come out and take the booth from Julie."
Julie, older, was allowed to watch the show. She also was paid
significantly more because she handled the booth. Jones didn't
say anything about paying Shannon a bonus.
"I'm going to quit the theater," Shannon told her mother the
next evening. She'd started dinner as a peace offering.
"What are you going to do for spending money?" Shannon
bought her own clothes, school lunch, and incidentals.
"Babysitting. It is less regular, but it pays more per hour.
What's my balance these days?" Her mother was also her banker;
Shannon shopped on her mother's charge card, and -- until the
double employment of that summer -- she'd run a deficit more
often than not. "Besides, I can do homework there, half the
time; and I can set my hours better, instead of always working
when Steve's not."
"I think that you are letting your life revolve around
Steven." Well, she knew that Shannon was; she just wished that
she weren't.
"I know that you do." Actually, while many of her thoughts
revolved around Steve, almost none of her actions did.
"Well, it's your life." Mrs. Bryant wanted so much for her
daughter, and feared so much for her. And she realized that
neither the hopes nor the fears would make a damn bit of
difference.
Oddly enough, Steve's question was the same as her mother's.
"What are you going to do for money? Will your parents put you
back on an allowance?"
"No, silly. But I saved a ton over the summer, and I have
nearly two weeks coming from the theater. More than that, I have
old babysitting customers and can get more. Anyway, lay out your
schedule for me."
He was glad to do so. But he had to check with Old Man
Hauksbee first.
"You two getting serious, aren't you?" the druggist asked.
Once, Carl Hauksbee had been serious about Carol Thunborg. He
had been a pharmacist at County Hospital, courting a girl who
wanted a solid place in the town in which she had grown up.
Winning one of the lesser prizes in the then-new lottery, he'd
used it for the down payment on the drug store and to establish
himself in the town. He felt a little nostalgic, and more than a
little jealous.
"Well," he continued, "it depends on Mrs. Thompson's health,
and Kevin of course. But I can use you Saturday mornings and
Monday and Wednesday evenings, regular. Your girl going to
forgive you if there is an emergency?" He was a lot more
protective of his employees than he wanted anybody to know. No
kid was going to work for him two school nights running and ruin
his grades.
"I think she would." Steve hoped so. Shannon was really not
one of those demanding girls who got jealous of jobs and parents.
On the other hand, it was going to be hard to persuade his folks
that he should date on Tuesdays when he had work the day before
and the day after. Even so, Fridays were what counted most.
"But not forgive me?" Hauksbee asked. He figured he could
live with that. "Now, you would have to get up early on
Saturday."
"Not really early." The place opened at nine-thirty,
sweeping out started at nine; weekdays, he had to be in school
at eight- fifteen. He didn't find that particularly difficult.
"Can you work those hours and still get your schoolwork
done?" his mother asked.
"Sure I can. I just have to actually study during study
hall." It was a concept which would ruin his reputation if he
spread it around, but he'd done it before.
"Look, you know my schedule. It's still my car, you have to
ask, but you can assume that you can use it when I don't need
it."
Shannon found that getting babysitting business back was
harder than she had expected. She had abandoned everyone else
for Mrs. Green in the spring; other girls were now the regular
sitters for her old customers. "Just keep me in mind," she said.
"And, if your friends ask, please give them my number." Finally,
out of desperation, she considered Mrs. Green. But Mrs. Green's
hours ran from four to midnight.
"Mom, remember when I babysat for Mrs. Green?"
"Indeed I do. And your dad and I were real proud about how
you kept it up despite the boys' behavior."
"Remember how I got up early the next morning?"
"Well, you could nap there." And Shannon had got up early
for Steven. Allison Bryant wasn't sure that any other
motivation would have worked. The negotiations took some time,
partly because Allison checked with Wayne before giving
permission.
"I know that you have a regular sitter, but I'm not ushering
anymore. So, when you need me, I might well be available one
night in a week. And could you tell your friends about me?" She
figured that Mrs. Green's friends would respect the skills of
anybody who could handle those brats.
The first job, however, was for Mrs. Lundberg whose older kid
had changed critically in the year since Shannon had seen her
last. Cheryl's added height was nothing, but her added curiosity
was a problem. Shannon told Steve about it when he took her out
on a burger-and-movie date. They'd picked up the food and driven
out to where they could watch the sunset while they ate. She was
in the middle of describing her embarrassment at being the target
of sex-related questions when he looked at his watch.
"Look," he said, "this is entertaining me more than the movie
would, but you already know the punch line. Do you want to get
back in time for the start of the show?"
"I don't care if I never see another movie again. Can I
finish?"
"So what did you do?" Steve was nowhere near as bored with
movies as Shannon was, but the change in plans suited him quite
well. Shannon's tales from the front were always entertaining,
and this particular one was somewhat arousing. While neither he
nor Shannon had any ignorance of where babies come from, that
wasn't something that they usually discussed.
"For ten minutes, I wished that I was back sitting for Mrs.
Green. She's a nurse, I know that she would want her kids told.
Anyway, Billy was listening to Cheryl's question, and he started
in...." It was funny, and she took a while to finish the whole
story. They did nothing more physical than hold hands until the
last light from the sun was gone. When they finally kissed,
however, it was intense.
Whatever reservations Shannon had felt over being a couple of
kids making out in a car faded with the glow of the sunset. This
was Steve, and he had dropped his plan for the evening as soon as
she had asked. His mouth was salty on hers, and the kiss was
thrilling. Even through the bra, his hand excited her breast.
So, when he finally unbuttoned her blouse, her only response was
to lean forwards so that he could reach the bra, too.
Again, he felt those smooth breasts. He was so hard that he
ached, but that was only one sensation. Her tongue welcomed his
back into her mouth; her nipple firmed against his palm.
Shannon got back home fifteen minutes before her school-night
curfew of ten. She was neatly dressed and unmussed, albeit with
a grease stain on her blouse. She had enjoyed the date more than
any since school began. It was strange. She and Steve talked
almost every day in school, but sitting in his car talking made
her feel closer to him than dancing with him for an evening.
And talking had been the key to the evening, if not the whole
thing. She dressed in a nightgown and brought a history book to
bed with her, but more recent events held her interest. She
remembered the exciting feelings when Steve had held her breasts
and brushed her nipples. She tried to evoke those feelings with
her own fingers, but they weren't quite the same. For one thing,
nobody was kissing her. And Steve's kisses had been particularly
exciting that evening.
Soon her right hand wandered to the center of her excitement.
For the first time, she pretended that Steve was the one touching
her. Even in imagination, it was a little embarrassing; she
would hardly want Steve to feel the moisture that she produced.
Soon, however, she swept herself up to the peak. When she
returned, she had a vague memory of calling Steve's name, or
imagining doing so. She desperately hoped that she had imagined
it.
Steve had come home from the date particularly happy. His
very-real enjoyment of Shannon's imaginary presence in his bed
had been tinged with belief that his goal was nearer if not near.
He greeted the next morning more cheerfully than he had greeted
any in weeks.
The morning didn't reciprocate. It was a dull and dreary day
with light rain. His father gave him a ride to school in the
Jeep. Coming home was another matter. He forgot that he was
without his bike until after the bus left. He had to walk or
hitch; and he didn't connect to those of his friends whom he
could ask. His walk home soaked him to the skin despite his
raincoat. Dried and fed, he rose from the dinner table to go to
his work.
"Do you want to drive Gertrude?" his mother asked. The rain
was coming down nearly as hard as it had been when school let
out. Steve's long raincoat was hanging in the entrance hall still
wringing wet; he'd have to wear a jacket. She didn't want her
son working for three hours after having been soaked below the
waist. She had Wednesdays off from her job. Maybe, on days like
this, when the weather was too rotten for her to go out anyway,
she'd let him drive to school.
"Thanks Mom. You're wonderful." And she usually was,
although he never would understand her. She fussed over his
borrowing the car when it was a social necessity, and then
volunteered to lend it to him when it was a minor
convenience.
He used the car for deliveries and left it for his mother
with less in the tank than he would have wanted to. He left a
note, however, warning her of that. He ended: "I'll pay. I
just wasn't carrying the cash last night."
"The car was fine, dear," she said the next night. "Why
don't you just take the mileage off the speedometer. If it's
close to empty, fill it up and leave me the receipt. We'll
settle up the balance." Since Steve's savings weren't going to
cover anywhere near the cost of tuition, the difference between
her purse and his savings was merely a matter of his learning
about the real world. Settling up on his paydays was a fine way
to teach him what he had spent.
Steve figured that if his father hadn't yet taught her the
difference between an odometer and a speedometer, she wasn't
going to learn from her son. Besides, she was being nice. He
bit his tongue.
Kevin missed too many days. Mr. Hauksbee hired another
junior named Martin, but Steve was back on delivery duty much
more often than he worked inside for a while.
"Listen," Hauksbee told him one day. "Not the booze and
cigarettes, which you can't buy or sell legally, not the
prescription drugs of course; but anything else in the store that
you want, but maybe don't want to mention to me, you take it and
ring it up on the register. I'll trust you to do it right."
Steve bought a few magazines that way; but, as time went on,
the boxes of Trojans kept catching his eye.
Not that his need for them seemed immediately pressing. He
and Shannon watched a few more sunsets. The dark, which came
earlier each time, brought more making out and more kisses. One
Thursday, nearly drowning in her welcoming mouth, he petted her
breasts and felt the nipples harden in response. When she broke
the kiss to breathe, he nibbled all over her face and neck. A
greater smoothness was calling him, though. "Please, darling,"
he said, "let me." He felt her stiffen before he dropped his
head to kiss the softness of her breast. She gradually relaxed
in his arms, and then stiffened again as he sucked on her
nipple.
Shannon had completely misinterpreted his request. She'd
fought her way out of the haze of desire in a desperate effort to
protect her virginity. Before she could say a word, however, she
realized that her breasts were his only goal. How could she deny
these to him when his tongue and lips there brought her such
pleasure? Only when he had walked her to her door and she had
climbed to the safety of her room, did she remember her error.
And she wasn't sure that her reaction had all been negative.
In bed, she remembered Steve's hands and mouth on her
breasts. Then she imagined Steve's hands caressing her more
intimately. She tried imagining Steve entering her, but went
back to his mouth on her breasts and his hand between her legs.
With the stimulus of her real fingers supplemented by Steve's
imagined ones, she climaxed with a moan.
She got a call from an old customer the next night. "This is
William Jensen, Amy's father. I hear that you are babysitting
again."
"Yes." She was puzzled. The Jensens had a new baby and were
staying home. "Mrs. Jensen told me that you weren't going
anywhere these days."
"That's the thing. We aren't, but she needs to. I think
that she would trust you more than someone new. You know about
Amy." Amy, four by now, had a serious asthma problem. "Peggy
really is no bother at her age. A few changes. Theresa is
breast-feeding her, but we'll leave you a bottle."
"When were you planning to go out?"
"Listen, Theresa needs to get out of the house. She trusts
you. It might not look like it, but it is more trust than she
gives anyone else. So what days are you available? And I'll
work around that."
"It's six dollars an hour for two children." Which was her
rate, though not quite fair, being what she charged Mrs. Green.
On the other hand, Amy and a small infant were serious
responsibilities, if not serious pains in the butt. "Anyway, I'm
usually free Monday and Wednesday evenings, if I haven't taken
other assignments."
"Anything scheduled for this coming Wednesday?"
"Not yet," she said.
"I'll try to get her to agree. I'll call you back either
way."
"Look," Steve told his mom one night, "I'm going to be away
at college next year. I'll be running my own life, setting my
own schedule."
"Yes, dear. Are you looking forward to that?"
"It seems ridiculous to have you set the schedule this last
year. I'm going to start so many other things then.... Why not
start this now?"
"Well, what do you have in mind?" Rachel was willing to
dicker. Dickering was fun. On the other hand, kids not only
think that they are adults, they also have no idea of the
constraints on real adults. Maybe she was being a little hard on
Steve; he certainly had been responsible in his job.
"Simple. I set my hours. Not my hours at work, Hauksbee
sets those. But my hours at home. I can go on dates when
Shannon is available, not when you think I should go."
Rachel could hardly remember the last time she had refused to
let Steve go out on a date. He asked to borrow the car,
sometimes; but he told her when he was going out, not asked
her
"Well, you want a lot of freedom. With freedom comes
responsibility. You'll still have to do your household
chores."
"Of course."
"And you'll have to keep your grades up." Actually, this was
a good time to deal for him to keep his grades up. Steve wasn't
-- despite his words about going to college next year -- thinking
that far ahead. Rachel was, though. Once Steve had sent off his
transcripts, the grades for the second half of his senior year
hardly mattered. He'd need to graduate, but that wasn't a
problem for Steve. If he ever wanted to transfer to another
college, he'd need his total high school transcript. You
couldn't expect a teenager to consider such contingencies,
though. "Why don't you write down what you are proposing?
Include what you guarantee in the way of grades. I'll show it to
your father, and we'll decide if that is enough. Include a list
of your chores, as well; but we'll add a clause that you're
accountable for other chores I assign on an emergency basis."
Steve couldn't think what an emergency chore would be. Still,
this had gone much more easily than he had expected.
Mr. Jensen drilled Shannon before he left. "Tell me about
the inhaler," he said. She did. "Tell me about the pills."
She did. "We'll be seeing the early movie; they'll flash us on
the screen if they have to. The number is by the phone. Peggy
will wake in about an hour. The bottle is in the 'fridge, but
you'll have to heat it. Help yourself to the munchies, but
don't let Amy see them. Graham crackers are okay. Dr. Wyatt's
number is by the phone, as well. Same place as always."
Amy didn't really remember Shannon, and made a fuss as her
mother left; but soon afterwards she was cuddling into Shannon's
lap for a book. Shannon lavished her with attention and told her
stories about when she had sat with her before. Peggy was a
dear, a drenched dear, but still sweet. Amy could now brush her
own teeth, if not too effectively. Shannon got to see most of
"Friends." Then she settled down with her homework.
The Jensens came home rather early. With their worry about
Amy, they had never been particularly remunerative customers. On
the other hand, he calculated her hours from the time he picked
her up until the time she got out of his car after he drove her
home; she had never seen either of them drunk; he never made a
pass at her; he waited in his car until she had closed her
door.
She finished her homework in her room. She took college
catalogs with her to bed. Having taken the college boards in the
spring, she had some idea where she would have a good chance at
admission. Her mother was an alumna of Albion, and Shannon hoped
that she could follow her there. That, however, would require
financial aid. She needed back-ups.
Steve bought a *Penthouse* when there were no customers
in the drugstore. When he got it home, he still had physics
homework to finish. His parents were up. When he came in, his
dad was scratching his mom's back. That made him conscious that
his back itched. "I'm next," he said. His parents exchanged odd
looks, but his dad scratched his back through his shirt. It felt
wonderful. "Dad," he asked, "what's so special about the way you
scratch backs?"
Apparently, the main thing was to have the nails pointing
away from the direction in which they moved. They practiced on
a wall, then on his stomach. After he watched JAG with his
parents and they went to bed, he practiced again. He did all
the physics problems, but not so thoroughly as was his habit.
Then he enjoyed his magazine purchase until his climax led to
sleep.
He regretted that neglect on Thursday. Mr. Babaian, his physics
teacher, gave a pop quiz. Steve, who had been hoping for a
strong A for his GPA and maybe a letter of recommendation out of
the class, knew that he had done poorly on that quiz. That
night, he buckled down to learning what he should have learned
the night before.
Continued in Part 2
Heart Ball
Uther Pendragon
nogardneprethu@gmail.com
2001/01/18
2003/01/20
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*Heart Ball*.
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