"For Him" {Pendragon} (MF rom wl oral) 

                             FOR HIM
                       by Uther Pendragon
                    nogardneprethu@gmail.com

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                             FOR HIM
                       by Uther Pendragon
                    nogardneprethu@gmail.com


You have to understand two things.  First: I trust my husband Bob 
more than I trust any other human being in the whole wide world.  
Second: That is about two inches.  We are, as they say, working 
on that.  

     His parents are helping put him through school, but money is 
still very tight.  Birthday presents aren't in the budget.  For 
my birthday, when we were both working, he had done my share of 
the chores -- except dinner -- for a week.  He'd also served me 
breakfast in bed and cooked dinner on my birthday.  (Bob can cook 
any of five main dishes.  Three of these are on the expensive 
side of our budget, and the other two are well beyond our means.  
There is something wrong with meatloaf being a luxury dish.) 

     Anyway, that was my birthday, in August.  Then came his 
birthday, in October.  We still hadn't had any money to spend on 
presents.  Besides, it's almost all joint money.  So I'd asked 
him, "What do you want for your birthday that would cost less 
than $2.75?"

     "You really want to know?"  

     "No.  I asked the question so you would answer with a 
question, and I would never find out."  

     "What I really would like," he'd said, "is a sex slave for a 
day."  

     "You want an extra day of games?"  That is our word for the 
sexual variations he introduces into our life occasionally.  

     "No.  I want a day of your attention.  Not baking me a 
birthday cake, and when it's done we have time for a quickie.  I 
want all Jeanette's attention for the full time we both are home 
on my birthday.  And I want that attention centered around sex."  

     However, I had still wanted to give him a private birthday 
party.  I am a wife, and we are a family.  The calendar had 
decided the question.  Bob's birthday was on a Tuesday.  The 
Saturday before, I would start my period.  

     By that Sunday, the idea of being a sex slave had seemed 
utterly degrading, but the rest of my life hadn't seemed that 
much better.  Anyway, I'd figured that I would give him more than 
he asked for.  His birthday gift from me would be a certificate 
offering "One sex slave from 11:00 p.m. Friday until 1 a.m. 
Sunday."  That way he would get all of his "games" out of his 
system on one day.  I would get to throw a family party on 
Tuesday, he would get more time on Saturday than Tuesday would 
have afforded.  Win-win?  Maybe.  

     On Tuesday, I'd made a special dinner and had served the 
cake that I had baked the day before.  (The food budget was shot 
for the month.)  The cake was chocolate with chocolate icing, and 
we both gorged.  His parents had sent a $100 check which Bob had 
immediately apportioned into $80 for food and household for the 
next ten weeks and $10 pocket money for each of us.  (Did I 
mention that he is a good sport?)  I really think that he liked 
my certificate more.  We had gone to bed and made love, with lots 
of chocolaty kisses if no rolling around on the bed.  
     
     Although I had hated the idea on Sunday, by Thursday I was 
both intrigued and turned on.  I prefer to be in control of my 
life, but a one-shot of total non-control was perversely 
attractive.  

                               * * 

     Then it was Friday.  I got up from dinner and said: "The 
name of the game is: 'Bob studies real hard tonight because he 
won't Saturday.'" (Nine-to-five sucks; but it is nine-to-five, 
they don't send you home with papers to sort into files by 
Monday.) 

     Bob really dug into the books, though he took a break in the 
bedroom in the middle.  I washed the dishes, officially his job.  
In the bathroom, I took a shower, inserted my diaphragm, and made 
other preparations.  I took a broad red ribbon and taped one end 
to the small of my back and the other just below my navel.  It 
ran between my legs with a bow at a *very* strategic location.  I 
own two robes.  One is utilitarian and keeps me warm.  I put on 
the other, which had been part of my trousseau.  I came out a few 
minutes after eleven.  

     I walked quite stiffly.  One sudden move would have freed 
the ribbon.  Bob was in bed reading a textbook.  I got a wide 
grin.

     "Well," I said, "Aren't you going to unwrap your birthday 
gift?"  

     "First," he said, "I'm going to kiss my loving wife a 'Thank 
you for the lovely gift.'" 

     He did, quite thoroughly.  I was worried, but he kept his 
hands on my shoulders.  He removed my robe, quite slowly, 
revealing each breast separately and kissing it before going on. 
Finally, he drew the robe off and stepped back.  

     He broke up.  

     I find Bob's laughs infectious.  I had to grab the ends of 
the ribbon before I joined him this time.  

     Still laughing, he removed the ribbon.  "I love you," he 
said.  He kissed where the tape had stuck below my navel, and 
then where the bow had been centered.  While I climbed into bed, 
he lit a candle and turned off the light.

     For a while, being a sex slave was a lot like being a wife.  
We kissed for a good long time while he petted me all over.  He 
moved his kisses to my breasts and his hand between my legs.  The 
kisses turned into suckling on my left breast, as the caresses 
between my legs turned into light strokes across my clitoris.  I 
was ready for him, then eager for him.  He must have been able to 
tell that I was eager.  I was pushing up with my hips, for God's 
sake.  Usually, he comes to me before this stage.  Now I needed 
him.  I reached out for him.  

     "Lie still, bed slave," he said.  

     We don't do this any more.  In the first week of our 
marriage, my only climaxes had been from his hand.  For a month 
longer, he had given me a climax before intercourse as a sort of 
insurance policy.  Now, the only time I finish to his hand is 
during the first few days of my period.  The rules seemed 
different for sex slaves.  

     After speaking, he switched breasts.  The words, the 
surprise, the pause, the change, all pulled me back from the 
height of my readiness.  Bob persisted until I was moving again.  
As the waves hit me, he released the nipple for a moment.  

     "I love you," he said quickly.  Then he sucked again.  And 
the waves took me away.  

     When I came back, he was tucking the sheet around my 
shoulders.  He lay beside me and whispered my name, and love, and 
nonsense.  

     I lay flat.  He pulled my hips into his legs in a gentle 
hug.  His other hand cuddled my head, while he occasionally 
kissed my shoulder through the sheet.  We both waited for my 
breath and energy to return.  When they did, I turned my face 
toward his.  

     He shifted so we could kiss.  Tongues danced with tongues, 
then lips touched sweetly and quietly.  His head and shoulders 
rose up, I lay back flat, and he resumed the kiss with his lips 
angled across mine.  The kiss was ardent but had only half his 
attention.  His hand caressed my breast for a while before 
parting my thighs.  He stayed on the thighs, stroking up and down 
on the insides in a light tickle.  I shivered.

     Bob rose and pulled the blanket over my top half.  The 
apartment was beginning its nighttime switch from too-hot to 
too-cold. That was not why I shivered, but the blanket was 
welcome.  

     Getting between my legs, Bob began kissing my thighs.  One 
kiss on my right leg, one on my left, he moved slowly higher.  
About the time he got to delicate ground, he stopped to maneuver 
the cushion under my butt.  I lifted up for it knowing that my 
center was now totally accessible to his mouth.  Still he took 
his time, kissing my thighs and my delta.  

     I was fairly hot before he kissed the center of my labia 
majora and parted them with his hand.  Then he was licking the 
labia minora.  About that time, I lost track of the particulars.  
I had this wonderful sensation.  Then he did something else, and 
I had another sensation which was even lovelier.  I remember 
particularly, though, that he moved his hands up to cup my 
breasts.  After that, there was nothing but sensation.  I felt 
tighter and tighter, but also that I was floating a little above 
my body.  Meanwhile, there were pulses of pleasure.  

     Then, the tightness pulled me back.  It almost hurt; I felt 
close to panic, as though I were about to break.  Then I did 
break.  Fire burnt through me.  Then I was that fire, flaring 
with it.  Then it was warmth rather than heat; I was swelling, 
pulsing, warmth.  

     Then I was Jeanette again, held in Bob's arms and shielded 
by his body, wrapped in the covers with him all around them.  If 
he surrounded me, I surrounded a very important part of him.  He 
kissed my forehead and crooned love words and love sounds and my 
name.  

     It was lovely, but I wanted to feel his skin.  My top half 
was cocooned in the blanket, and my legs were out in the air.  He 
stayed in me, but raised his torso on that pivot.  He lifted one 
hand at a time as I pulled the covers out from under them.  After 
I tossed the covers over most of him, he arranged them to cover 
us both.  I was still on the cushion.  

     "Comfy?"  he asked.  

     I tightened his *very* favorite muscle.  "How did you get 
here?"  

     "I snuck up on you while you were distracted."  

     "Do love slaves get kisses?"  

     He moved so that our mouths could meet.  We kissed with 
closed lips, then really kissed.  It took him a long time to 
answer.  "Only if they are really sexy love slaves."  

     He adjusted his position so that he could rest his weight on 
his elbows while reaching my breasts.  

     "Look to your left," he said.  

     "Why?"  

     "Because you are a sex slave, and you have received a direct 
order."  

     I turned my head to the left, and he licked my right ear.  
It tickled, the soft breath after it tickled more, the fingers 
just touching my nipples tickled as well.  I writhed.  He was 
almost still as I provided the motion at our juncture.  

     But that got to him.  He straightened so that he could move 
in me with deep, slow strokes.  I matched him, then had to speed 
up.  On every stroke, he filled me completely, pressing inward 
until our pubic bones bumped.  He drove into me, but somewhere 
within me a force drove me against him even harder.  The flame 
was flickering again, then flickering around me where I was 
around him.  I reached down to pull him more tightly against me.  

     He went first.  I could feel him pulsing within me and feel 
his seed hit me.  I got one look at his grim, tortured face.  
Then the fire flared again.  He pulsed, the fire pulsed, I 
pulsed.  

     When I looked at his face again, the grimness was all gone.  
He looked like a baby who had fallen asleep full.  Some of his 
weight was on his arm bones but most was on me.  I wanted that 
weight.  I wanted to hug him but my arms were a little weak.  

     I recovered my breath and the strength in my arms.  I did 
hug him.  This position is great during sex, but not afterwards.  
As my legs had lowered, they had carried him out of me.  Most of 
the mess was presumably on the cushion which could be chucked out 
of bed.  

     (The cushion is a pad for lifting my hips.  Pillows hadn't 
given the right amount of support.  The cushion started as a 
short board, was wrapped by some trousers that Bob had ruined 
with acid, was padded by an old mouse pad that someone else had 
ruined with SnoPake, and was covered with a quarter of a torn bed 
sheet from his parents' house.  It serves its purpose without 
announcing it, demonstrating what my non-handy husband can 
construct when it affects his vital interest.)  

     Finally he roused himself.  He gave me a hug back, before we 
parted to clean up.  I dabbed myself; he dabbed himself.  Then he 
dabbed the cushion, and tossed it out on the floor.  I moved over 
to the far side of the bed.  He got up to blow out the candle.  
He slipped under the covers and almost to me.  I nestled back 
into him.  

     "Bob loves Jeanette," he crooned, "Bob loves Jeanette, Bob 
loves Jeanette, and I love you."  

     "Do sex slaves get sung to sleep?"  

     "I was singing about my wife.  It's supposed to make you 
jealous."  

     Never happen.  Well, it will never happen from singing that 
song.  

     He got nearly through two more verses before he fell asleep.  

     I followed.

                             *  *  * 

     Bob is no sadist.  He wouldn't beat me with a whip or wake 
me early on a Saturday morning.  

     However, he knows my patterns.  As I came awake, he began 
kissing my back and my neck.  He moved back to avoid my stretch, 
and afterwards I turned toward him.  We kissed.  He tasted of 
toothpaste and smelled of soap.  Figuring I didn't, I broke the 
kiss.  

     He ducked under the covers to begin kissing my breasts.  I 
wasn't really awake yet, but there are worse ways to ease into 
the world than near-dozing with a husband expressing his love and 
avoiding the ticklish parts.  Bob carefully did.  By the time he 
got down to my belly, my bladder -- if nothing else -- was awake.  
I could also smell coffee.  

     I got up, grabbed my old robe, and headed for the bathroom, 
pouring a cup of coffee on the way.  By the time I had drunk my 
third cup, I remembered that this was a special day.  I doubt 
that real slave-masters made coffee for their slaves, but, on the 
other hand, maybe they did want them awake.  I brushed my teeth 
while wondering whether Bob wanted me in the kitchen or in bed.  
I didn't wonder very hard.  

     He was wearing a robe himself.  While we kissed, he clutched 
my butt through the robe.  Soon he had his hands under the robe 
and all over me.  

     "Get in bed," he said.  When I did, he slid the cushion 
under the covers.  I lifted up for it, but _deja vu_ struck.  

     "Didn't we just do this?"  

     "You had breakfast in bed for *your* birthday."  This was a 
non sequitur even for Bob.  

     "You want breakfast?"  I started to get up.  

     "You got to choose the menu on *your* birthday."  It took me 
a second to get it, and then I cracked up.  I'm helpless when 
that happens.  

     Bob pounced.  In a moment, he was under the covers and 
between my legs.  He hauled the top of the doubled-up covers back 
over his head and stuck his tongue in my belly button.  That 
didn't help one bit.  I started to push his head away, but he 
tickled my side.  In a moment, I was holding his hands away from 
my sides and giggling like a madwoman.  He kissed all over my 
stomach as the giggles made it bounce.  By this time, the 
bouncing was hilarious.  By this time, _Hee Haw_ reruns would 
have been hilarious.  When I finally came down, he was kissing on 
and around my delta.  

     "Good morning," he said.

     "You promised not to take advantage when I go off on a 
laughing fit."  

     "And I explained that I meant that I wouldn't do anything 
which you would normally resist.  You're a sex slave who can't 
resist anything at all.  Anyway, my wife gets kissed here pretty 
often."  

     The argument is years old.  He promised a week before the 
explanation.  I pouted at him to show that I was not convinced.  
He pouted back, and we competed for a minute.  The game brought 
me back to laughter, if not to helplessness.  

     When he kissed my labia, I shivered.  He parted the outer 
and licked the inner ones.  Suddenly, I was nearly afloat down 
there.  I blushed, though he never complains about that.  Indeed, 
he parted those labia to lick up some of the wetness.  Then he 
moved to the top so he could touch my most sensitive point.  I 
stretched my legs wide to give him access.  

     The licking and the kissing and the sucking were light at 
first.  They teased until I reached down to hold his head against 
me.  Then the sensations were stronger, and I just held him there 
and moved with those sensations.  He slipped his hands under my 
legs and up to my breasts.  I let go of his head with one hand to 
pat one of his hands, then clutched his hair again.

     Then I forgot all that, being too busy just feeling.  The 
sensations were slow, undulating, waves of desire.  Then they 
were tightening throbs of pleasure.  Then they were jolts of joy.  

     And then they were gone.  Only ghostly tremors and memories 
of the sensations ruffled the sensuous lassitude of fulfillment.  
The next thing that I noticed was Bob lying next to me and 
cuddling me.  When I turned my head toward him, he gave me a 
quiet kiss, and then a kiss on the forehead.  

     "What are you thinking of?"  I asked.  

     "FRC," he answered.  That was not what I had expected.  

     After he had conceded that both of us couldn't be students, 
he came up with a scheme in which I would read one of the books 
that he was studying and discuss it with him.  That way my 
education isn't totally on hold.  We'd selected a book known to 
cognoscenti (or at least cognoscenti in his class) as FRC, after 
the authors.  Our discussions have come to take place in the bed, 
with him petting or hugging me.  I'm not allowed to use my hands 
until we cover the section to his satisfaction.  Incredibly, the 
system works for both of us.  I have some idea of what the modern 
West meant to China and Japan, and he goes into class discussions 
on top of the data and occasionally informed by my naive 
questions.  

     "Do sex slaves read books?"  I asked.

     "They do if they are told to.  And they had better know 
their lessons.  Roll over on your left side."  

     He removed the cushion before fetching the book.  If my 
memory doesn't match his, we look in the book.  After sliding in 
behind me, he urged me to move my torso forward until I was bent 
almost to a sitting position.  Then he moved his thigh up between 
my hips.  

     With us in that position, he started asking questions about 
the Meiji restoration.  The position was more than ordinarily 
distracting.  Soon, I was -- aside from the direction of gravity 
-- sitting on his lap.  His erection lay between us, pressed 
against the crack in my butt and getting harder by the minute.  

     He asked "Which han led in support of the restoration and 
what leaders did each supply to the central government?  Open 
book."  Damn straight that's an open book question.  

     As I paged through the book looking for what men came from 
Satsuma, he moved back from my bottom.  When he returned forward, 
his fingers parted my labia.  I stuttered something just before 
his penis touched my threshold.  

     "Keep talking," he said while easing himself inward.  I 
moved to accommodate him while reading every name.  He didn't 
challenge any of them, although some are identified in the same 
sentence as from other han.  The entry was slow, and the further 
in he got the less problem he had with the angle.  I was in a 
quandary, were we talking or making love?  

     We were talking.  Once all the way in, he returned his 
attention to my answers.  

     "That's nonsense, you know.  Iwakura was a court noble.  
Begin again."  

     For more than an hour he drilled me in two ways.  I answered 
questions about the chapter while he either rested quietly within 
my vagina or firmed himself up by moving smoothly in and out.  
Sex slaves get a lot less discussion and a lot more fact 
questions in their history lessons than wives do.  Either that or 
the paper he had in his hand was a prepared list of questions.

     "Okay," he finally said, "you know your stuff."  I pressed 
back against him while tightening within.  

     "Now what?" I asked, rhetorically.

     "Now breakfast," he said,  And he pulled out and got up.  

     "I didn't think sex slaves were expected to cook."  But my 
stomach said that this one should.  

     "You obviously haven't read much John Norman.  Maybe we'd 
better call it brunch.  You can wear the apron.  Period.  I'll 
come watch."  

     We called it lunch.

     The ultimate in obscenity is cooking lunch in nothing but an 
apron while your husband ogles you lewdly.  He was wearing his 
glasses and a robe which had a tent in front most of the time.  
Ten more minutes could have taken care of *that*.  

     We ate and made the necessary pit stops.  Sex slaves get 
assigned the wife's cooking, but not the husband's dishwashing.  
On the other hand, Bob just soaked them.  

     Back in the bedroom, Bob had another surprise.  The previous 
night, he had tied a rope to the legs at the head of the bed and 
found two bandanas that we wear when hiking.  He now tied one 
bandana around each of my wrists, with all the extra cloth on one 
end.  He pulled all the covers to the foot of the bed, had me lie 
down, and passed each bandana through a separate loop in the 
rope.  He pressed the long ends of the bandanas into my hands 
while saying "Hold them tight."  

     The room was getting warmer, but he covered me with the 
sheet.  He talked about my being tied up.  I raise my hand the 
way I did in fifth grade.  (Well not quite.  In fifth grade I did 
not expose a breast with that motion.) 

     "Teacher."  

     "The proper appellation is 'master.'" 

     "The proper Appalachian is 'plateau.'  Master, these bonds 
aren't all that escape-proof."  

     "Injun giver."  

     "Huh?"  

     "Jeanette, if you were to escape into another state, is that 
state required to return you to me?"  

     "Mr. Calhoun says 'yes.'  Mr. Lincoln says 'no.'" 

     "Lincoln never attacked the fugitive slave laws.  He 
specifically endorsed them in Congress and after being elected 
President."  

     "I bet that your John Normandy didn't give lectures when 
*he* had a slave girl tied up."  

     "That's a bet.  How about continuing this game into 
tomorr ..."  Poor boy, reality struck.  Tomorrow he would be 
studying like mad.  "How about another day like today in two 
weeks?"  

     "And what do I get?"  

     "If you win I'll be your sex slave then."  

     "No bet!  Maybe, if you are a very good boy, study hard, and 
learn to pick up after yourself, maybe I'll make you my sex slave 
at quarter break."  

     "Deal."  Trust the Brennans in any contract, but never bet 
with them.  

     "I said 'maybe.'" 

     "If I really tied you up you'd freak, so this is tying you 
up.  Any letting go is breaking out of the game and taking back 
your gift."  He was exaggerating; I wouldn't freak, but then I 
wouldn't let him tie me up either.

     He put the end back through the rope loop and back in my 
hand.  He wrapped the very end around my little finger.  "Now 
keep it that way."  

     I've seen pictures of people tied spread-eagle.  This wasn't 
like that.  My head was near the top of the bed, and my hands 
were at about the same level closer together than my elbows were.  
My legs were together (for the moment) and not tied at all.  

     The first thing that Bob did was to grab the bottom sheet at 
the foot of the bed and give it a sharp yank downward.  The 
wrinkles under me disappeared.  

     Then we had a nice kiss.  I understood why my arms were tied 
when Bob started from there on a path of kisses.  He spent lots 
of time in all the ticklish places like the insides of my ears 
and the corner where my neck meets my shoulders.  When I wiggled, 
he put his hand between my legs.  That being a hell of a place to 
hold me down, I think he had other motives.  He spent only a few 
minutes on my left breast and none on my right one.  Soon he 
licked my belly button.  Then he traveled to my side to kiss 
there.  He had kissed my back, he had even kissed my butt, but he 
had never before kissed my side under the ribs.  

     "Cheat!"  I say, wiggling mightily.  "Vicious, cruel, nasty.  
You're just doing that because I'm tied up."  He gave me his best 
nasty grin.  

     He kissed up my side to my armpit.  This tickled so much 
that I kicked my legs, but it stopped very soon.  Bob didn't look 
happy.  Now it was time for *my* nasty grin.  

     "It is called deodorant," I said in my most saccharine 
voice.  When he headed for my mouth, I ducked.  

     Veering towards my left breast, he kissed his very fanciest 
pattern on it.  That means kissing a full circle around the base 
followed by a slow spiral toward the tip.  He actually had to 
move on the bed to do the whole circle.  At the tip, he played 
and sucked and licked and lipped.  I was getting quite turned on.  
His lips and tongue played with my nipple and areola.  His hand 
between my legs was not really attacking any critical parts, but 
neither was it ever still.  Finally he gave a peck goodbye to the 
tip of my left nipple on the way to the right breast.  

     "I love you," he said while between them.  

     He kissed the same pattern on my right breast, but when he 
got to the top he spent only a minute licking all over and around 
the nipple before slipping out of the side of the sheet and 
slipping in the bottom.  He lifted my legs to slide the cushion 
under my butt.  (You can't fool me, we *were* repeating.) 

     Once between my legs, Bob kissed a line from my delta to my 
right breast.  He licked his way to the top before playing 
elaborate licking and sucking games with my nipple.  His hand 
stroked the inside of the backs of my thighs.  After petting my 
labia, he slipped a finger into my vagina.  This is not something 
he does very often.  

     He kissed the breast goodbye and pecked a similar kiss on 
the other.  Then he moved back down.  He parted the labia with 
his hand to lick the furrow between them.  Soon he was licking in 
a slow rhythm that just missed my clitoris while rubbing his 
finger on the front of my vagina in time with his tongue.  These 
near misses were damnable; I wanted more.  

     He licked my clitoris once.  I shook.  He pulled his finger 
out only to put two in me.  They wiggled and turned together, 
then they started wiggling against each other.  Somehow, there 
was an internal tickling, making me hotter than ever.  I felt 
like a clock spring being wound tight.  When the fingers stopped, 
he gave me a sucking kiss right over my clitoris.  I wound 
tighter yet.  The fingers resumed, stopped, and were followed by 
some licks.  

     Every time that I felt my climax approach he changed what he 
was doing.  This went on as the spring wound tighter and tighter.  
I couldn't stand it any more.  "Please," I said, "please...."  

     I couldn't finish the request, but Bob understood it.  His 
fingers continued as his lips come down.  I was being sucked, 
licked and tickled inside all at once.  The spring tightened 
impossibly, painfully; then the clock exploded.  

     I went flying into pieces, but I was still connected enough 
to my center that the sensations there still fed the explosion.  
     Then I felt nothing.  

     I was being kissed on the forehead.  I was being petted on 
the arms and hair.  Bob was murmuring between kisses, "Sweet 
Jeanette.  Oh, darling.  Gorgeous Jeanette.  Darling girl.  
Beautiful, beautiful, Jeanette.  Oh sweet.  Lovely darling...."  
A kiss after every statement.  You get the idea.  

     My wrists were sore, my stomach was a little sore, I felt 
wonderful.  Bob was sort of crouched over me with a leg on either 
side.  He had no weight on me, but Junior was bobbing around and 
sometimes tapping me.  I was flat on the mattress without the 
cushion.  The top sheet was gone.  

     Bob spread his kisses across my whole face while I caught my 
breath.  Every once in a while, he pulled back to say something 
like "I do love you," in a strangely emphatic tone, as if I'd 
just contradicted him.  

     When my breath was mostly back I moved my mouth toward his.  
He immediately moved back down the bed for a real kiss.  In this 
position, he was more kneeling over me than crouched.  His tongue 
played with mine before exploring my mouth.  By the time he 
returned to my tongue I was out of breath again.  I moved my 
mouth sideways to breathe, and he licked my ear.  When I ducked 
that, he settled on my neck.  Although my hands were still tied, 
I could fight back.  Junior was about an inch above my stomach, 
and I rose up enough to rub against it.  

     Bob swung off me to my right before moving his mouth down to 
my right breast.  He tickled me between my thighs.  I tightened 
these together, then relaxed.  He sucked on my nipple.  I spread 
my thighs, but he still played on my legs rather than their 
junction.  Then he stopped sucking and raised his hand to my 
shoulder.  With a little help from him I rolled over.  He nestled 
behind me spoon fashion while starting to spread my labia for his 
entrance.  

     "You okay?"  he asked casually.  Of course, I was okay.  I 
could remember putting the diaphragm in that morning.  

     That morning!  

     I shouted "No!"  and rolled over to the edge of the bed.  I 
shook my hands free of the stupid rope.  "It's hours over the 
effective time," I explained.  

     "Okay.  Come back here.  It's easily fixed, and the danger 
was minimal."  

     "Minimal danger?  Do you know what a baby would ...?"  

     "The diaphragm without anything else is partially effective.  
You are just coming off your period.  One occasion of totally 
unprotected intercourse during the height of your fertile period 
is much less than 7% likely to lead to pregnancy."  I couldn't 
believe he was saying that.  Contraception is important to us.  
Future planning is important to Bob.  

     "You want to go ahead?"  

     "Of course not.  I want to treat this as less than a Seldon 
Crisis."  He had a point.  He'd asked.  He was careful.  I 
started for the bathroom and the supplies.  "Lie down, love 
slave," he says, "and while you're about it, tie yourself up 
again."  

     "You think that you are going to do the insertion?"  

     "I thought it was worth a try."  The man's fixation on my 
genitals is unnatural.  

     "Juneteenth!"  But I grabbed the red ribbon on my way out 
the door.  

     Having needed to take the bandanas off to work, I left them 
off.  Before I returned to the bedroom, however, I taped the 
ribbon back in place.  

     Bob was lying on the bed when I returned, and he looked 
close to tears when he saw the ribbon.  He kissed me quite 
gently.  He took the ribbon off slowly and kissed both sticky 
spots.  Then he kissed me again on the bottom of my delta.  

     "This slave begs of Master," I said, "that she not be tied 
up for a while.  Her wrists are sore."  

     Bob was concerned.  "The game was never meant to go that 
far," he said.  "Family rules."  One family rule is that any 
promise that I make is conditional on its not causing me pain or 
permanent damage.  "Where does it hurt?"  

     I showed him.  "I didn't notice at the time," I explained.  
He kissed both wrists.  I remembered that my little finger hurt 
too.  He kissed that.  

     Before I could think of any place else that hurt, he 
gestured me into bed.  He spent a long while kissing my forehead 
and face, then got to my mouth.  We had a real kiss, tongues 
playing with tongues.  Bob was remarkably gentle for the rest of 
the petting.  Finally, I had to take the lead.  

     "Do you want me on my side again?"  That is the position 
that Bob calls "a la foret."  It is sort of a spoon position --  
maybe a dirty spoon.  

     "Please yes."  Simon Legree needn't worry.  

     I rolled to my side to help him in.  Considering that I was 
dry down there when I left the bathroom, I was remarkably juicy.  
"Oh love," said Bob, which meant that he had noticed, too.  

     He took one stroke out and in to make sure that he knew the 
way.  Then he slipped his arm under me to reach my left breast.  
When his other hand reached between my legs, I parted them to 
make room.  Adjusting his body to reach those parts had pulled 
him part way out.  I arched my back slowly, impaling myself on 
him.  

     He began to move his hands and then his hips.  I felt him 
stroke my nipples and my labia.  I felt him stroke within.  I lay 
there for a moment just feeling before I met his motion.  Then I 
moved to his tempo.  After some time, I felt the familiar 
tightening that announces the nearness of my climax.  I wanted to 
feel his first.  I tried to hold back.  I spread my legs and 
reached back to touch him.  

     "I can't," he said.  That meant he would.  

     I tightened around him.  "Please come first."  I've often 
wished that.  I'd never said it before.  

     He hesitated a moment.  Then his strokes came longer and 
faster.  I felt him throb within me and his seed strike me.  One 
stroke later, I was throbbing too.  

     .  .  .  

     He held me very tight.  He was slipping out of me, but 
neither of us worried about the mess.  When we breathed in at the 
same time, there wasn't room for both of our chests to expand.  
Though we sort of laughed, he didn't loosen his hug.  

     "I love you very much."  He took a breath.  "Oh delightful 
darling."  He breathed again.  There was more of this.  Very nice 
to hear, even if most of it shouldn't be taken seriously.  

     He finally grabbed two Kleenexes.  We each used one to wipe 
ourselves off.  Then we dabbed up the worst of the mess on the 
bed.  

     We scooted over to a drier section.  

     "Did you really mean that?"  he asked.  

     "Probably not.  What?"  

     "That you wanted me to come first."  

     "I really meant that.  I've told you that I like to feel you 
squirt inside me."  I like to see him, too, but that position 
wouldn't allow that.

     "You are the sexiest girl in the whole world."  He kissed 
the back of my neck.  

     We lay like that for twenty minutes or so.  He wasn't 
seriously petting, but his hands wandered.  Junior, pressed soft 
against my butt, stirred occasionally.  

     "How about you?"  I asked.  "Do you like seeing me climax?"  
That got a response from Junior, followed by one from Bob.  

     "Desperately.  It is the most beautiful sight in the whole 
world."  

     "That's why you like kissing me down there."  

     "One reason," he said.  "You can't imagine how sexy you look 
and taste.  And smell for that matter."  

     "You are seriously weird."  

     "I'm male.  I don't go around putting down your half of the 
human race.  Anyway, harem slaves aren't permitted to insult 
their masters."

     "Give the man an inch!  One love slave for one day, and he 
wants a harem."

     "I have a harem.  There's my bed slave, and my wife, and 
Jeanette Brennan, and Jeanette Jacobs."  

     "You never got Jeanette Jacobs into bed."  

     "I used to lie like this, well not quite like this, and 
caress her breasts.  Feel them just like this."  He suited his 
deeds to his words.  "I'd stroke them all over, like this.  Then 
their cute little nipples would grow up, like that.  Sometimes, 
I'd turn her on her back, like this.  And I'd kiss all over her 
breasts and her nipples."  He took a long time demonstrating his 
technique, hands staying up on the breast level.  Finally, he 
pulled the sheet over me and petted my legs and delta through it.  
"She used to enjoy it too.  I bet that she went home on more than 
one night wishing I *had* got her into bed."  

     "How much?"  

     "A kiss."  Okay, *some* bets with Bob are safe.  

     "You win."  There were some pretty vivid dreams after those 
petting sessions.  I can remember cursing because he kept to the 
line we had drawn.  

     He swept away the sheet while I kissed him.  "Isn't it 
better like this?"  He resumed the kiss while stroking around my 
center.  It was a long time before I had my mouth free to answer.  

     "What makes it better?"  I asked.  So he showed me.  

     After a while I was feeling very raunchy, and Junior was 
perking right up.  I reached over to hold him.  This is normally 
a no-no, Bob being afraid that he'll come immediately.  I didn't 
see much danger of that this time, and Bob didn't try to resist.  

     "This probably won't work," he said.  

     "Isn't that my line?"  

     "No.  Your line is, 'It won't work, so let's not try.' My 
line is, 'It might not work, so let's be prepared to try 
something else.' Big difference."  So he thinks.  "Why don't you 
come on top?"  

     I climbed over him to sit on Junior, who was just firm 
enough to go in.  I took two firming strokes before finding the 
motion that excites me the most.  Bob petted his favorite areas, 
but his face didn't show the tension that I love to see.  I bent 
so that we could kiss while he moved his hips up and down.  

     "See if you can bring your right leg back without losing 
me," he directed when that kiss was finished.  I tried and 
succeeded.  Then he pushed fully inside again.  He pulled the 
pillows down near my hip and shoulder before turning us so that 
these were supported by the pillows.  I was neither on top nor 
side-by-side, but somewhere between.  He got one arm under me to 
pull me to him.  As my left leg came up to wrap around his hips, 
he touched my cleft with his free hand.  

     This was not a position for rambunctiousness.  We swayed or 
rolled an inch side to side.  His hips drove him into me and back 
out no more than half that.  We kissed.  

     "Are you comfy for a long period?"  he asked.  I nodded.  
"This is lovely, you know.  Enough of your weight to feel it.  
Butt in my left hand."  He squeezed, and I tensed the muscle in 
greeting.  "The right hand can reach a breast."  He did so and 
rolled the nipple with his thumb.  "Or it can go to more 
sensitive areas yet."  He left it on the breast, though.  "Your 
lovely legs are pressed into mine, and my most sensitive part is 
immersed in your wet warmth."  We lay there for a while making 
only small motions.  We kissed again.  

     "Ah love," he resumed.  "I used to lie in my bed and dream 
of driving into you.  You were wrong about my never getting 
Jeanette Jacobs into that bed.  There were few nights when she 
didn't visit my dreams.  I would imagine stabbing my hardness 
into your softness and galloping to a mutual orgasm.  Never did I 
dream that the greater pleasure would be to float like this with 
you against me as well as around me and writhe forever."  

     But forever ran out.  I shoved against him harder than he 
was shoving against me.  He reached around my hip to touch my 
labia.  I tensed and pressed against him as he followed that path 
to its top.  As he neared the clitoris, I clenched around him 
while pressing to take another millimeter in.  He gasped in my 
mouth.  He stroked my clitoris a few times, and everything came 
together.  

     And then everything came apart.  

     "Oh love," said Bob.  Somehow I heard it though I could 
sense nothing else but pulsing, soaring joy.  "Darling girl.  
Sweetheart.  Dearest.  Beautiful Jeanette.  That's right...."  
Slowly, I came back.  My eyes were inches from his face.  He had 
the widest grin that I have ever seen.  He was still talking.  
"Darling.  Oh Jeanette.  Oh love.  If I could tell you.  Gorgeous 
sweetheart...."  I lay half on him while he hugged me, a warm 
hand on my back, a tight pull on my hips.  He pulled the sheet 
over me.  He had come out, but I felt no drips.  He kept 
murmuring.  

     .  .  .  

     When my breath came back I kissed him, partly to express my 
love for him, partly to shut him up.  The second part didn't 
work.  

     "What would you say to meatloaf for dinner tonight?"  

     "That it would be followed by crackers and peanut butter for 
the next two weeks."  

     "Silly!  Why did you think I needed extra pocket money?  I 
have the fixings already.  Can you do the vegies and...?"  

     "Starting?"  The darling needed "pocket money" for a dinner 
treat for the two of us.  

     "Why don't I go first?"  We share many things, but kitchen 
work space isn't one of them.  

     "Can I dress for dinner?" I asked.

     "Not a memsahib if you don't?"  

     "May I wear clothes?"  

     "Anything for such a sexy woman."  That wasn't what he had 
said at lunch.  

     While he prepared the main course, I showered and dressed.  
We normally bathed in the morning; on occasions that we felt 
grungy or wanted to be especially romantic, after dinner.  This 
time, I needed a shower.  I also renewed the contraceptive.  I 
could tell that this evening wasn't done.  I took my time while 
listening with half an ear.  When I heard the oven door close, I 
returned to the kitchen.  The rest of the dinner wouldn't take 
much time, and there was plenty of time for a kiss.  You would 
think that the preceding ten hours would have sated a satyr.  
Bob, however, kneaded my rump as if he'd just returned from two 
weeks in a monastery.  

     I finally waved him away to his shower.  Rice, green beans, 
and apple sauce for fruit-dessert don't take long to fix.  I 
wiped off the table and set it.  The timer dinged to announce the 
piece-de-resistance.  Bob returned newly shaven in time for the 
dishing up.  

     Bob rattled off, "For the bounty you have set before us and 
the love you have placed within us, we give you thanks, O Lord."  
Our eyes expressed pleasures in food and company that our full 
mouths are too polite to utter.  

     "Do you want to continue after dinner?"  Bob asked.  

     "I'm not an Indian giver."  Actually, it had been fun.  I 
wasn't about to concede that to *him*, however.  "What's the idea 
of the abrupt end?  Worrying about schoolwork?"  

     "Don't use dirty words like that at table.  I sort of think 
that I got what I came for in that last session."  

     "Pardon me," I said, "but I thought that in the last session 
you did *not* climax."  

     "Darling, delightful sweetheart, *you* did.  And I was 
there.  I was there for a complete Jeanette orgasm all around me 
and right in front of my eyes.  Did I tell you that your orgasms 
are the most beautiful sights in the world?"  

     "Or words to that effect."  

     "Well, they really are beautiful.  They really are.  But 
that doesn't compare to the feel of you around me when you come.  
That was the most sensual experience of my life; it compares with 
our wedding night and that time in the forest."  

     By this time, I was almost in tears.  We finished the dinner 
in silence.  I, at least, was too deep in thought to give the 
luxury the attention it deserved.  

     I put the left-over meat loaf and the jar of apple sauce in 
the refrigerator.  Bob, who doesn't believe in leftovers, 
finished the non-treats.  He started the dishes while I returned 
to the room.  By this time, the apartment was in the too-warm 
phase.  I stripped and got into bed.  I carefully draped the 
ribbon over me, the bow in nearly its old position, the ribbon 
curled over my hips.  Lying there, I thought of a man who split 
*his* gift into pocket money for each of us since he needed his 
pocket money to buy a joint treat on his birthday.  And the 
convolutions of that sentence don't *begin* to cover the 
convolutions of my thought.  Somehow, the same thing was involved 
in a man who considered my climax his best birthday gift.  Bob 
makes a lot of mistakes, but he loves me.  I was teary-eyed when 
he came in.  

     "Jeanette.  What's wrong?"  

     "Nothing's wrong.  Bob, don't ever leave me."  

     "Not while there is breath in my body.  I've sworn that on 
the altar."  

     "That's all I ever wanted," I said, "to be married to you."  

     "Then you'd better get some new goals or your next fifty 
years will be awfully dull.  So, if all you want is to be married 
to me, and you are married to me, why are you crying?"  

     "Because I like being married to you."  Among Bob's major 
virtues is that he'll believe a woman who tells him that she is 
crying out of joy.  The truth was much more complicated this 
time; but I couldn't understand it, much less convey it.  

     Bob slowly lifted the ribbon from one end so that he could 
kiss the path that it revealed.  I readjusted the bow which had 
gotten misplaced.  He finally kissed the place where my delta 
begins to split into lips.  He stood to undress.  He started to 
light the candle.  

     "Why don't you put the living room light on, instead?"  I 
asked.  He did and adjusted the door to reflect the most light 
onto the bed.  

     "I do love you, Bob."  That wasn't one percent of my 
thoughts earlier, but it was all that I could express coherently.

     "I love you too.  From the day I first saw you."  

     We got into a good position for a quiet kiss.  When his 
hands started roaming, I petted his arms.  He took one of my 
hands and put it on his chest.  This is permission for any 
petting which I want to do.  He dropped the kiss to move to my 
breast, but I kept petting and rubbing his back and chest.  

     As I parted my legs for his hand, the tension rose again.  
When need replaced desire, I reached between his legs.  He spread 
his knees apart by ninety degrees.  I moved the shaft out of the 
way and stroked the sack for a moment.  When I returned to hold 
the shaft, it thickened.  He rolled to his back.  "Think you 
can?"  he asked.  

     He followed when I scooted over a bit.  I climbed on top.  
Slowly, I sat back and engulfed him.  I can walk around for a day 
without noticing, but there is an emptiness within me when he is 
not there.  After I was in place and had checked that I still 
knew the moves, he made kissing motions.  I leaned over to bring 
my breast tips to his mouth.  After that, we kissed tongue to 
tongue.  

     I sat back up before squeezing him within me.  There was no 
tension in his face, just pleasure and a hint of hunger.  He held 
my breasts, a warm brassiere.  Our eyes locked until I needed 
mine to guide my motions.  

     He'll pet me in this position, while I rub myself against 
him and watch desire capture his face and body.  We can signal 
love with our eyes, and we can talk.  It's a delightful 
experience when we have the headroom.  

     That night, after I had kissed at him, and he had kissed 
back across the space, I began moving up and down.  "You couldn't 
have loved me that first day," I said, knowing that I had his 
complete attention.

     "Absolute love at first sight.  There you were standing up 
to a senior girl, back straight, eyes perfectly level, staring 
her in the nipples."  He squeezed mine, very gently, to emphasize 
the word.  

     "She wasn't that tall."  A few inches taller than me at 
most.  

     "She wasn't that tall."  I didn't like his teasing tone.  

     "I wasn't that short."  I tightened his favorite muscle to 
squeeze him while I rose around him.  His face shifted toward 
tension, and he hissed in appreciation.  But not even this was 
going to make him admit that I hadn't been a midget freshman.  

     "And I loved you immediately," he said.  "Maybe I admired 
you for one minute first, but it turned into love before you 
could really notice."  What I could notice was his hips moving 
under me.  He intended to push himself further in, and that 
worked.  But there were all sorts of interesting rubbing and 
brushing going on as well.  

     "I can distinctly remember having your help plotting to get 
other boys to like me.  You were a friend.  I went out with other 
boys, and I didn't really date before high school."  Did my voice 
sound as tense to him as it did to me?  

     "Remember the flap when I drove up to your house."  I'd been 
a freshman dating several boys, one a sophomore.  My parents had 
been pleased with my social acceptance, if slightly possessive.  
Then they had noticed that I was a fourteen-year-old whose last 
four dates were with the same sixteen-year-old.  

     "I still have nightmares."  

     "That was in January," he said.  "Right after Christmas.  We 
met in September.  There are only so many events that could have 
happened in between."  

     "You were a friend before you were a boyfriend."  I can 
remember lying in my room wondering what he thought of me, 
whether he thought of me.  

     "I loved you.  I might not have connected that to the date 
scene, which was totally artificial at that point in my life.  We 
talked every school day.  Anyway, it probably took me a while to 
see that it was love.  I'd never been in love.  Emotions don't 
jump out at you with labels attached."  

     "I should have kept a diary."  I said, knowing that I 
couldn't have kept a diary.  My mother would have read it.  

     "Anyway, I love you now.  I don't want to fight about a few 
weeks."  That was desire talking.  Bob loves to argue about 
anything.  The man has his priorities clear: sex, food, argument, 
in that order.  Mind you, I didn't say that he has his priorities 
'straight.'

     He was getting close.  I bent down to offer him my nipples 
again.  He sucked them in turn.  When I kissed him, he pulled me 
to him instead of opening his mouth.  He turned us.  He came out 
but returned so soon that it was a long stroke.  

     "Are you near?"  he asked.  I was.  I needed him to drive 
into me.  I nodded and pushed my hips up.  He set a long, deep, 
steady stroke.  The tempo captured me, and I met him.  

     I watched his face as it tightened into near agony.  Then he 
thrust into me as if he were trying to reach my throat.  His 
expression turned to triumph.  He throbbed within me.  Then I 
throbbed around him.  Then there was only me.  Then there was 
nothing.  

     .  .  .  

     He was heavy on me, and I was happy.  I hugged him.  A 
little later, he was even heavier.  I listened to his breathing.  
He was asleep.  I rolled him off and over so he was facing away.  
I dabbed myself and the sheet.  I adjusted the top sheet and 
pulled the blanket near.  We didn't need it yet, but we would.  I 
lay so I was hugging him.  The light was on in the living room, 
much too far away to turn off.  He snored like a walrus.  But it 
was the walrus I love.  

     Later in the night, my bondage ended.  

     
THE END 
For Him
Uther Pendragon 
nogardneprethu@gmail.com
1996/10/16 
1997/01/04 
1998/12/10
2000/03/01
2001/10/26
2010/09/18


This is one of a series of stories about the Brennans.

The next story in the series is:
forks.txt "Forks" 

The first story in the series is:
forever.txt "Forever" 


The directory to the entire series is:
brennan.txt 

A non-Brennan story in which bondage plays a part is:
castle.txt "Castle Nursery" 

The directory to all my stories can be found at:
index.txt